time stamps for the 3rd time because my comments keep getting deleted: 0:01 you are a useless child - kikuo 4:17 freaks - surf curse 6:40 break it off - pinkpantheress 8:14 aishite aishite aishite - kikuo 12:24 rolling girl - wowaka 15:35 nobody - mitski 18:46 hey kids - molina 22:37 my ordinary life - the living tombstone 26:25 your sister was right - wilbur soot 28:45 internet ruined me - wilbur soot 32:54 panic room - au/ra 36:46 the other side of paradise - glass animals 42:07 twin side mattress - the front bottoms
pov: every family member said that they're proud of you, but then proceeds to compare, degrade, call you stupid, and asks why you changed. In short, pov: you're me
pov: you got raised by the internet, people who you'll probably never really know,, you can tell your parents apart by their footsteps,, your parents ask "where'd my sweet child go? this isn't them-" and you laugh because they're literally the reason that you're like this
litterally, my mum came home yesterday after a doctors appointment- she left me with a list of chores i had to do for the day- and acted so dissapointed that i did nothing even tho i was being the therapist friend for my girlfriend's bsf and we were trynna keep them alive.. mum actually didnt care to even ask me why i didn't do the shitty chores instead acted dissapointed and annoyed whenever i was near.
@@cie_tothecloset8063 ya same my mom would always tell me to clean my room I have no space for anything no shelfs and my rooms small I have a lot of stuff I have drinks in my room and some old food I don't move them because when I come home I'm so exhausted I started falling asleep while eating dinner with them I barely have time to do my homework and I have lots of stress put on me I suffer physical and mental pain my brain keeps running and running I walk into, bump into things because I'm thinking to much it feels like having a car that won't turn of I think in a month I've cried so much my tears could fill a small water bottle but my mom doesn't let me just relax I'm always having to do things sleep is the only way out I feel trapped in a hole
Bro this is so relatable. Like one day I hadn't really had the best day, and was just so done, and I got mad. When my dad came and talked to me about it he told me "what's something that makes you mad?" and so I told him then he said "does that make everyone mad? And if it doesn't, why should it make you mad", basically just invalidating my emotions. Both my parents tell me "we want you to come talk to us" then tell me that my feelings are invalid, and that my grades are what matter not that fact that I understand what's going on, and then wonder why I don't talk to them
“You were toxic,rude,disrespectful, everything bad towards me. But if one day you stabbed me or shot me, I’d still apologise for getting blood on ur shirt.”
"You broke me mentally, you dimmed the light I had worked so hard to brighten. But if you need help getting up the ladder, I would still be right there. Pulling you up."
"You would hit me, starve me if i didnt get good enough grades for your standard, or if i disobeyed. But if you were hungry and craving meat i would still cut my own and cook it for you to eat" sorry if its too dark
"You would f4t sh4m3 me, scold me, hurt me mentally, you would scream at me for the littlest things, but if we were stranded on an island together, I would give you my last bit of food."
"You insult me constantly, and when I confront you about it you say it's to 'keep me from getting bothered by bullying' even though it hurts. But if I failed to 0ff myself and was in the hospital, I would say sorry for being an inconvience"
You never listened to me. You aways used my weakness against me. Made me do things against my will. Called me useless, lazy, liar, disrespectful and many many more. Even so, you were right about a thing. I am a liar. I am a liar to protect you from everyone, including me. Protect your ego from the problems you caused me, because when I speak about them, you just say that you want to kill yourself. Oh well, what a coincidence! May I help you one last time, mother?
Yep. I actually kept up the act all the way until 11th grade, when the pandemic hit me so hard emotionally that I couldn't keep up anymore. I've felt dead since 6th grade, but being within the building gave me enough mortal terror and motivation to where I still tried my hardest, conatantly staying up until 3:30 AM and giving up on all my hobbies. I even gave up all my friends from elementary for that cause. I feel like the light at the end of the tunnel, where I may finally find happiness again, is so far in the future that I won't make it. I made one good friend in high school, though. She was one of those emo kids, and the reason why we got along so well is because we shared a similar level of intelligence and we were both very depressed for similar reasons. She's also a very talented artist, and much, much smarter than me or anyone I've ever met. Through a stroke of luck, we still text each other sometimes, and she finally happily moved on from 12th grade, while I'm still stuck in the unending hell of high school. I feel so happy for her, but for me... *no.* If it weren't for her, I would be a lot worse off right now. That person was the first true friend I've made in my life.
Lmao not even a POV by this point, I always had good grades and I always followed the rules now I have to redo this year because I did so terrible and my room is a mess and I'm always a complete bitch to my family :/
Pov: you're a previous gifted child that actually enjoyed school, but you ended up only using it as an escape from your extremely strict parents. After covid, you lost most of your friends and hobbies and now spend most of your days wallowing in how your life could've been better if you had better parents.
It's kinda more complicated than that, and now I'm 18, on my way to 19, and I feel like I wasted my youth. Everyday all I think of is how different my life would've been had I been born in a diff family. Jealous of my supposedly 'friends', who have supportive/ loving parents , who get to enjoy themselves and have fun,who actually have a life unlike me. Yet they complain all the time , while thinking that I have no problems cuz I keep shit to myself , when their problems are like a joke to me.
“She never talks..” “She makes such a big deal out of everything” “Your useless” “Your to young to know” “Your just a kid” “This isn’t your business” “Why aren’t you sleeping” “Your not actually cutting yourself” “Your faking it” “I know your lying” I just wanna escape,there’s no safe place for me.I’m 12,your right I shouldn’t be feeling this way,so why aren’t you helping me?
"you were raised right" yeah i was raised by a bunch of strangers on the internet who cared about me more than my own parents, i was also raised by strangers who dont even know me 😗✌
say it louder for the parents in the back! parents dearest did not raise me, did not help to grow my person, that was the internet. the internet was always there for me to run to whenever i had a bad day, not my parents. even if there's so much red on here that i can't help but remember, it has always been my comfort.
POV: You're the kid that gave up on getting perfect scores and barley talk to family and relatives due to not wanting to disappoint even more than you already have
when i got hit by the belt for low grades, my mom would say "stop crying or I'll hit you more", and honestly that's going in my top 10 for stupidest quotes I've heard in my life
I feel this i love my parents and then i make a mistake...they yell at me...he says i love you and the cycle repeats im 11 and get yelled at for making mistakes like bro i am a child
It's kinda funny, parents always ask: "where'd my sweet little girl/boy/child go?" well, it's this simple: they grew up. they realized life isn't all that fun that it's painful. parents really can be dense lol Edit: thanks for the likes :3 I didn't think people would see this
Yh the happiest people on the earth tend to be less intelligent, smarter people are usually sadder due to knowing lots more of the hard truth of the world. That’s why we tend to be happier as kids, we were lied to, we were dumb we didn’t see the world as it really is
i felt that 'lol' at the end like when ur just talking and u accidentally say something depressing so u add lmao at the end so they dont ask whats wrong or take it too seriously just for a good measure
Oh man you guys have tough parents. For me it's the cycle of not being perfect and losing motivation in everything, leading to even more missing work. Stress builds up and it turns into lashing out on the people you love. You can see that you're hurting your family and yet they still love you and it's eating you up from the inside. Constantly lowering expectations, wearing a mask around the people you love as to not worry them.
"why are you like this?" Because you made me this way. You decided not to fix your actions, actions that you used to find morally wrong, and so i decided to be against those actions. You raised me around harmful stereotypes, and awful ways of thinking, and I'm tired of it.
You always wonder why I'm mad. Why I'm so hostile. It's because i don't know the woman standing infront of me. This isn't the person who raised me. Who are you?
I grew up way too fast. I thought being a teenager was going to be fun, but now that I am it's a living hell. I'm basically living knowing that everything will eventually be gone lmfao.
You know it's getting bad when your friends, strangers, and even fictional characters raised you more than your parents and those same people helped you raise your siblings
Pov: you were the perfect child, a smart and extroverted girl, everyone loved you. But now you barely pass classes, you isolate yourself and everything you do is waste your time in bed, scrolling through social media and listening to playlists about how you are a failure
Yup. Was the “smart kid” in my family but I’m so fucking tired and just want it to end. I barely even make it. The “good grades” are the cost for my mental stability.
Pov: You used to be the super nice and caring kid but now you've been hurt so many times and worn out so much that everyone you're close to thinks you're an asshole and verbally expresses it every day
Pov: your sitting in your favorite place in your house wondering why you cry so much,wondering if any of the friends you ever had ever really liked,and if you'll make it next year. You're just kinda sitting there wishing you could keep a stable relationship and not be a total failure. You wanna know why your own blood hates you. You're just wishing you never existed in the first place.
The "once gifted kids, now burnouts" really need to group up and make a group chat or something, like I had no idea how many of us there were until recently
You just wanted them to care. Now they don't. And its your fault for them because you got lower grades then they expected. Now you just want to go back time where everything was beautiful and fun. You're not alone.
POV: You want to do your homework, so you go and search a playlist on CZcams. Suddenly, you realise that time passed by and it's already midnight. Your parents are staring at you, dissapointed, as you slowly pick up your pen, getting ready to start your homework. They take your phone away, while they yell at you for not being responsible. You turn around, pick up your pen and start writing. Tears are falling from your eyes, while you can hear them congratulating your sibling for being responsible, and doing their homework...
POV: you are awaken by your parent telling you to get up and get to work, there is much to do. They walk over to the next room to your sibling and you hear this "good morning my beautiful child" in the sweetest tone ever as you are about to get up they walk over into your room and tell you to get up and stop being lazy. You finish your chores and are ready to rest and then your parent calls you to do the dishes, you were raised feeling like if you didnt comply you would be disrespecting their authority and would get in trouble so, you do the dishes. It finally time to rest, you go on the phone with your friends whether it online, irl, or both, you feel happier and safer with them knowing that you feel like you'd never amount to anything.
Pov: ur parents dont get why u want to get help with ur ed and ur anxiety bc they think its selfish and stupid. They ignore that ur losing ur mind bc u cant and won't leave the house. And that ur failing all of ur classes bc u hate school and are scared of the people there:) (srry i just needed to get that out.) Jeez thank you for all of the support and for the nice comments
No need to be sorry bro, parents can just be dense as fuck, sometimes they just can't seem to understand, and bro I'm sorry that's happening to you, the same things happening to me I get it can suck and feel like no ones there especially your own family, I wish you the best of luck!
@@praxis_v3l606 I'm actually doing pretty well in summer school but apparently a 88 isn't good enough so i've accepted ill always be a disappointment to my parents but i'm not actually a disappointment, they just have unrealistic expectations for me like so many other parents.
POV: you were a "gifted" kid and that built up expectations, making you feel like you have to succeed or you'll be a disappointment and now you're depressed, super stressed and feel like a failure because you aren't doing well so you feel like you're going insane from the pressure even though people keep on saying it's ok and you don't have to worry but they don't realize that you have abandonment issues and a unreasonable fear of failure because of them so you feel like if you don't succeed they'll leave you too.
Listening to this makes me cry it makes me remember all my parents disappointment to me "Where did the golden daughter go?" "Why aren't you hardworking enough?" "Why are you like this?" "Where did your perfect scores went?" "Why didn't you get with honors like before?" "Your friends with people who are top achievers and you aren't you should be ashamed."
listening to this while drawing and ignoring my pile of schoolwork really makes this feel like not a pov Edit: So we’re all just failing at life huh- 🧍 Edit two: so my last Day was yesterday and I failed three classes 👁👁
POV: you're trying really hard to cry but you can't, somehow. I think it just rather proves how broken we are and how misunderstood we are. It hits hard but damn bro.
POV: You're finally starting to realize that no matter how hard you try, you'll always be alone. All of your friends are distancing themselves, your mother is nice but too busy and your father left and you can't seem to make new friends. You've always been the kid who wasn't invited to parties, the kid who was always left out, and the teenager that no one wants to be around because they find you annoying. And you're finally starting to realize that no one will stay by your side. It's not that you're rude or anything, you're just annoying and your fear will always stop you from feeling truly human like your peers. You're working to get a job where you can work alone so you can say it's your choice to be alone, when really no one would be there anyways. Your coping mechanism is DSMP and you know every song on this. You really do care about everyone here but you don't care about yourself. Maybe it would be better without you.
(completely hypothetical not me at aaalll) Pov: you're a 15-16 year old who is listening to this at 1:44am still thinking of how your parents wish you were perfect but no matter how hard you try they find something to be disappointed in you
Isn't it weird that I'm scared to cry? When tears began to roll down my eyes, I'm scared because my family loves calling me all the time for some reason and when they see me crying they ask me "Why are you crying?" and I just tell them, "My favourite character died..hahah" and they just get irritated by it and shoo me out. Favourite character= what I used to be when I was young
pov: your parents call you a failure because of you being so tired of trying at life because you grew up too quickly and nothing seems worth anything anymore.
pov: you've given up on trying to get better and just let depression take over and start shutting down edit: hello my fellow mentally ill gremlins feel free to vent with a reply that is all
Pov: you probably were that naturally smart 'matured for their age' kid but now u have anxiety/depression or both and mommy/daddy issues or both without a real personality so now u act 'immature and childish' as how other people describe it 😍‼️
pov: youre into/were into one of the following: my little pony eddsworld countryhumans warriors/warrior cats foxcraft madness combat baldis basics in education and learning sally face manuel samuel castle crashers pokemon digimon literally any anime animal jam (play wild or not.)
me: *explaining to my mom that i have anxiety/social anxiety* my mom: ugh your so picky,go out sometimes,stop being like that me whos literally afraid of socializing： ：//
same i have very bad social anxiety and i mean very bad. If you want tips to help listen to music when you go outside, talk to nobody (unless you really really have to) and wear a mask. I know we already have to but for me i don't have that much social anxiety when i wear a mask. I feel "safe and calm" in a way.
My family: "You can tell us anything! We'll help you" Me: "I think I have depression and I'd like to go see if i'll get diagnosed,and school's been hard and stressful so I was wondering if I could move sch-" My family: *"You're over reacting. You're a kid,these are the best years of your life."*
To the guy that calmed me down when I had my first a panic attack after being late to school and overhearing my teacher call me a lazy person when I was 8 THANK YOU
When you privileged getting good grades because your parents told you were "gifted" but then realize years later that all it did was making you lonely without any friends.
im literally doing my assignments while listening to this playlist and ngl, it really hits different when your final grades are due in two days but you've been failing this whole year so now your turning in all the assignments you can, hoping for a decent grade-
ay- im doing the same exact thing but im dealing with strict parents that get onto me the entire time and they don't understand that I stress out easily so they use yelling as a solution =\
Same man. I'm so screwed but hey what's the worst that can happen? They don't care about my mental state in the slightest. Only if the work is done. Thanks school system! Really appreciate that!
Pov: You feel like a stranger when your with your mum. She brings up every mistake and flaw. Your brother is more favoured. She adopted you and wants to take you back. Life seems too long. Being an adult seems a lifetime away. Everyone hates you. It's getting worse.
Fr. My younger brother is overly sensitive, and my little sister is my mom's favorite, she doesn't even notice that all I do anymore is lay in bed on CZcams, unless she wants me to clean something
I'm a only child and my dad isn't around. Also my mum is boasting about the people she works with instead of me Dang am I jealous? Probably. Do I really need to vent? Idk
Somewhere near the end of school while I was doing my homework at the kitchen table and I put my head into my knees and my blanket... My mom had asked me what was wrong. I looked up at her with tears in y eyes and all over my face, I just couldn't do it anymore. I was so done with all the stress of 100 homework assignments and final exams. I just wanted to cry and hide. I had felt nothing but shame and disappointment in my parent's eyes. I had no motivation and didn't want anything to do with school. I had no more happiness in me. I had no way of dealing with stress. I am also A lesbian and I had listened to this song and it had me crying and wanting to tell my parents but then I would be even more of a shameful person. I couldn't handle the world anymore and I had started cutting my wrists to feel pain. I was so amazed and I did it to my legs and at that moment I had realized something. My life isn't as hard as other people's. And I was just a pathetic person who was weak and had no self-control. I then started hiding from people whenever I got the chance. I was done and gave up on myself so sometimes. I stopped and had a long thought period. I realized that so many people loved me and cared for me and me... I cried more and more and screams into a pillow. I then got enough courage and worked on myself. If you feel any of these things like I did. Please know that so many people love you and care for you. Please don't let go of yourself. You are strong and you can stay strong. But most importantly love yourself more than anyone loves you.
"why dont you talk to us as much, where did my smiling little girl go?" you ignored her mental health and made her your personal therapist thats what 👍
Getting called "disappointment" just because i didn't meet they're expectations makes me want to stay in my room while the word "disappointment" repeats.
I got called a disappointment yesterday. My mom took away my phone because I am 'on my phone too much'. She also threatened to leave me home by myself while she and my brother went to my grandma's house for the weekend. When I woke up the next morning she had left without telling me. I went to go look for her and when she wasn't there I started panicking. So I went to her room to get my phone and called my mom but she didn't pick up so I called my grandma and told her and she said that if my mom came to her house without me she would come and pick me up. After the call, I went to my brother's room to see if he was there because I didn't check if he was there before and he was asleep. So I called my grandma to tell her I wasn't home alone and called my mom and she picked up that time and she said she was just at the store to get food and she was going to be home in 10 minutes. When she got home she walked into my room and was telling me that I shouldn't have gotten my phone and called me a disappointment for not listening and getting my phone and I started crying. She told me to stop crying because I had my phone and then left to put the groceries up. I think I'm going to grow up with abandonment issues because this isn't the first time she has done this but this is the first I didn't have my phone with me. This isn't the only thing I need to vent about but I don't feel like typing anymore.
To all the people in the comment section: know that you’re not a disappointment, you’re all wonderful in your own and unique ways and know that there will always be somebody out there willing to love you. Have a nice day! ^^ (This is a little bit cringey but it’s a nice reminder to have)
guys, just because you know all the songs doesn't mean you are a disapointment! it's just songs it shouldn't affect your opinion on yourself! i know all the songs too, but i say to myself that "nothing can stop me in my life because i'm the one who decides!" try to tell yourself positive stuff everyday: mornings/noons/evenings and trustme life will be a bit brighter! and if you feel sad, bad, or just want to disapear under the covers then try talking to someone you trust! everything will be okay, one everything will come to an end and no one will suffer from anyone. and if you feel better try giving good advices to others who feel like that too, they need help and i'm sure they can be new heroes rising. our generation and others generations have heroes but most of them hides themselves, so instead of hiding in the shadows, show yourself to the world and stand up for those who need your help and that are loosing hope! make them hope again! give them hope! and things will get better ! have a good day/night and stay safe because the world needs you heroes!
Pov: you were happy until you started secondary school and got into a really toxic friendship for a year and eventhough it's been 2 years you still cry over it ... or is that just me lol
When you finally start trying to talk/open up to ur family more and they tell you to be quiet or say ur weird like this is why your “sweet little girl” is gone you do this type of stuff and it really hurts.
They really do they say thing like “what’s wrong with you?” Those words hurt so much like, is there actually something wrong with me? Is there something wrong with me..? I don’t think parents understand the impact of their words cause if you’d think about it even just little, your basically telling your kid that they’re not normal and that there’s something wrong about it, that they are wrong for what they going through and their feelings..
@@dead-jay775 my parents tell me that all the time but they say it as a “joke” I just go along with them and not think about it cause it’s better if I don’t
im sitting here ignore the piles and piles of schoolwork i have i feel so bad. my family belives in me, and yet i dont believe in myself. im too afraid to ask for help. i cant even look at my brother or mom without feeling bad for not doing any work. my brother gave me a bet so i could possibly finish my schoolwork, but i still havent done anything. i want to give up so badly and just k//l mys//f. i wish i could, but i cant. ive gotten so close multiple times. this sucks. i wish i was a different person.
kinda i relate tho my mom says im so great and ive never failed a class before i can dO this but ik i cant do anything... and her saying i can makes me feel bad abt not getting the energy just to complete hw. also get therapyyyyy i did and love my therapist and she just listens to me rant and doesnt get mad at me for being mean to myself or anything. :P just get therapy it helps :]
POV: Your father doesn't take your feelings into consideration, barely respects your boundaries, and blames your grandparents for why you hate him. He gives you gifts and says nice things, but you know it's all fake: an attempt to win your favor and get you to forget the awful things he's done. You have to spend 4 weeks with him over the summer, and are considering jumping off the roof to get out of there.
@@granitejohnson7741 then you guys will have to share the daddy issues with me (sorry you have to live that btw, i know how it feels and i hope you can get out of that situation soon
Thank you for making this playlist. I discovered songs I've heard of before but didnt know the name of, discovered new songs, and even found one song, Rolling Girl, that I used to love like 6 years ago but I forgot about. (Idk how long it's been actually, just been a fucking long time.)
WHat I hate the most is that i feel that my sister who had failing grades her entire life and was even part of gangs is more of a child of pride than I am sometimes. She wants to be a doctor and I simply want to draw for the rest of my life. All my family values her future above mine and although my mom says that she is proud of me, I know she wants to give up on me and she might one day. I was that kid with awards and high grades but now I'm just average and don't try hard to be the best. I can tell my family thinks I am a let down due to the fact I was the kid born in America the land of dreams and never took advantage of that. What they don't know is how much pain they have caused me over the years and that one day it came rushing in and never got rid of its hold one me..
You don't have to be good enough for other people, they don't get to decide your worth. Only you get to do that. Be good enough for yourself. Life is hard and in the end the only person who will fully believe in you, is you. I know that it hurts because they're your parents but do you know what will feel much better than having to fight for their praise? Pushing yourself past your comfort zone and then realizing that the baby steps you took over time added up and you are left with a life that you truly enjoy. And that you did it all on your own. Along the way you will meet many people who lift you up and make you feel better and maybe it will be enough for you. It was for me.
Same . My sister ran away from home , passed all classes on the brink , have always lie to mum , fights with mum for no reason yet mum forgive her everytime and accept all her mistakes .... I asked to cut my hair ..... Gets yelled on and threat to not give meal and nobody taked to for a week ...... One small fucking mistake and that's what I get ????? Why???? I was never rewarded even though I was top of all the classes did amazing in extracurricular activities , always obeyed EVERY FUCKING THING ...... and that's what I get ..... Your tantrum on my one small mistake
the exact thing is happening to me, except my sister has never been in ⏃ gang and other stuff, yet she bullies others and her friends pretend to like her, and im just living life, and honestly ⟟ don’t know what ⟟ did wrong. ⟟’m struggling with my grades because of having to deal with the stress of toxic friends and online school and everything else, and my parents blame it on my partner and my phone since those are the two things keeping me stable. the thing keeping me going is knowing it’s going to get better, and trust me, it will. just know it will. everything will go how you want it to at some point in your life. you matter
My sister is the youngest andy mom was the youngest out of her siblings and the oldest in her family was apparently treated like a god and she and the middle child weren't so she babies my little sister and brother while this time I'm the bad guy. I'm the disappointment. And I never did anything wrong I just fantasized about my future where I'd do the things I wanna do, not what she wants me to do
Haha I was supposed to be and stay the “smart kid” but this past grade I’ve feel like ending it all. Those “good grades!” Are the cost for my mental stability so thanks.
I like how I was the sweet and nice girl back when I was younger, and now I'm just a burnt out gifted child who's mentally and physically exhausted in every little thing I do
I love the first song so much. I've recently gotten hyper-fixated on it and I just realized how it made me feel. I'm tired of feeling like a guest when I go over to one of my parents' houses. I'm not good enough to be a member of the household, I'm just an uninvited guest. I'm just a useless child.
y'know, there was a time where i would've cried my eyes out to these songs. Now I just vibe with this and reflect on those times, happy that I didn't give up. I hope you don't as well honey
same, anyone can create hope and light in their life, even if it's very faint at first and it is for a long time. some times it's like holding a thin golden string, but it's still something.
time stamps for the 3rd time because my comments keep getting deleted:
0:01 you are a useless child - kikuo
4:17 freaks - surf curse
6:40 break it off - pinkpantheress
8:14 aishite aishite aishite - kikuo
12:24 rolling girl - wowaka
15:35 nobody - mitski
18:46 hey kids - molina
22:37 my ordinary life - the living tombstone
26:25 your sister was right - wilbur soot
28:45 internet ruined me - wilbur soot
32:54 panic room - au/ra
36:46 the other side of paradise - glass animals
42:07 twin side mattress - the front bottoms
Hi
This is great!
@@sleepy8337 oh thank you :)
@@sodalol1157 hi soda
Thank uuuu
Who else barely talks to family/relatives 😗✌️
I haven’t heard from anyone outside my nuclear family in well over a month✌️😗🤟
me, who hasn't talked a single minute with my father's family in ~6 months and has to meet them in a few weeks again: well hi there 😌✌
@Indiya
I'm so proud of you
I feel like a disappointment. Change my mind.
I only talk to my sister 😌
“Did she finally come out of her room???” Gang
(Edit: ppl with all pronouns r welcome! I was just using what my parents say lol)
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Present 🙋♂️
Oh hi, I found my group
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@@cid3r-gt hellu
pov: every family member said that they're proud of you, but then proceeds to compare, degrade, call you stupid, and asks why you changed.
In short, pov: you're me
:)
are we the same person? what??
>:D I've stolen your identity and you've stolen mine dang...
me: I'M HERE TO SWITCH LIVES!!!
*swaps lives for a day*
me: ahaha nothing happened
i cant possibly be you..
pov: you got raised by the internet, people who you'll probably never really know,, you can tell your parents apart by their footsteps,, your parents ask "where'd my sweet child go? this isn't them-" and you laugh because they're literally the reason that you're like this
I can differentiate footsteps too, I learned my dad’s so I can put on a fake smile
Ow
yep
Bro- this hit home so damn hard- and even though it’s so specific I still relate to it 100%
@@user-lm7kd nope, just when you always have to listen for them, for example a lot of my friends don’t- I’ve asked them
Pov: Your parents act like you dont have feelings and think that theres not a reason your not doing your schoolwork
yep
litterally, my mum came home yesterday after a doctors appointment- she left me with a list of chores i had to do for the day- and acted so dissapointed that i did nothing even tho i was being the therapist friend for my girlfriend's bsf and we were trynna keep them alive.. mum actually didnt care to even ask me why i didn't do the shitty chores instead acted dissapointed and annoyed whenever i was near.
@@cie_tothecloset8063 ya same my mom would always tell me to clean my room I have no space for anything no shelfs and my rooms small I have a lot of stuff I have drinks in my room and some old food I don't move them because when I come home I'm so exhausted I started falling asleep while eating dinner with them I barely have time to do my homework and I have lots of stress put on me I suffer physical and mental pain my brain keeps running and running I walk into, bump into things because I'm thinking to much it feels like having a car that won't turn of I think in a month I've cried so much my tears could fill a small water bottle but my mom doesn't let me just relax I'm always having to do things sleep is the only way out I feel trapped in a hole
When the internet understands you better than your own parents 😢
Bro this is so relatable. Like one day I hadn't really had the best day, and was just so done, and I got mad. When my dad came and talked to me about it he told me "what's something that makes you mad?" and so I told him then he said "does that make everyone mad? And if it doesn't, why should it make you mad", basically just invalidating my emotions. Both my parents tell me "we want you to come talk to us" then tell me that my feelings are invalid, and that my grades are what matter not that fact that I understand what's going on, and then wonder why I don't talk to them
POV: You can tell people apart by their footsteps
THIS A SHOUT OUT OML U SHOULDN'T HAVE 🥺💞💞
Its fuckin horrible.
Yea, ngl though every time, my dad's footsteps get me anxious
@@the.midnightskies8908 same tho, I don't even have to see/hear him sometimes, I just feel the atmosphere shift
@@peeledlimes7926 yep, and the poisoning smell
I know even when a guest Is spending the night, I can also tell If someone's leaves because of the sound of their keys.
Pov: your parents think you are just making a big deal about your mental health but your anxiety and probably depression are consuming you.
Yeah, that's not a pov, it's my life.
My parents don't even know that I'm suffering inside. Though even if they did, they probably wouldn't do anything about it lol
I hate how my parents are being the one who made me like this haha
“You were toxic,rude,disrespectful, everything bad towards me. But if one day you stabbed me or shot me, I’d still apologise for getting blood on ur shirt.”
"You broke me mentally, you dimmed the light I had worked so hard to brighten. But if you need help getting up the ladder, I would still be right there. Pulling you up."
"You would hit me, starve me if i didnt get good enough grades for your standard, or if i disobeyed. But if you were hungry and craving meat i would still cut my own and cook it for you to eat"
sorry if its too dark
"You would f4t sh4m3 me, scold me, hurt me mentally, you would scream at me for the littlest things, but if we were stranded on an island together, I would give you my last bit of food."
"You insult me constantly, and when I confront you about it you say it's to 'keep me from getting bothered by bullying' even though it hurts. But if I failed to 0ff myself and was in the hospital, I would say sorry for being an inconvience"
You never listened to me. You aways used my weakness against me. Made me do things against my will. Called me useless, lazy, liar, disrespectful and many many more. Even so, you were right about a thing. I am a liar. I am a liar to protect you from everyone, including me. Protect your ego from the problems you caused me, because when I speak about them, you just say that you want to kill yourself. Oh well, what a coincidence! May I help you one last time, mother?
POV: you used to be the smart and gifted kid in Elementary School but now your just tired and burned out
BAHAHAHA,true lol
Yep. I actually kept up the act all the way until 11th grade, when the pandemic hit me so hard emotionally that I couldn't keep up anymore. I've felt dead since 6th grade, but being within the building gave me enough mortal terror and motivation to where I still tried my hardest, conatantly staying up until 3:30 AM and giving up on all my hobbies. I even gave up all my friends from elementary for that cause. I feel like the light at the end of the tunnel, where I may finally find happiness again, is so far in the future that I won't make it.
I made one good friend in high school, though. She was one of those emo kids, and the reason why we got along so well is because we shared a similar level of intelligence and we were both very depressed for similar reasons. She's also a very talented artist, and much, much smarter than me or anyone I've ever met. Through a stroke of luck, we still text each other sometimes, and she finally happily moved on from 12th grade, while I'm still stuck in the unending hell of high school. I feel so happy for her, but for me... *no.*
If it weren't for her, I would be a lot worse off right now. That person was the first true friend I've made in my life.
Lmao not even a POV by this point, I always had good grades and I always followed the rules now I have to redo this year because I did so terrible and my room is a mess and I'm always a complete bitch to my family :/
Yep
SAMEEE
POV: You're the kid who gives up on having perfect scores because you want your parents to be proud of you
Where's the pov?
Yup
haha
Yup.
This was the first year I completely gave up on my grades and got almost all c's. It felt freeing
Pov: you're a previous gifted child that actually enjoyed school, but you ended up only using it as an escape from your extremely strict parents. After covid, you lost most of your friends and hobbies and now spend most of your days wallowing in how your life could've been better if you had better parents.
wha-- are you? spying me??
@@elskyhdp525 same looool
Don't need to pov I can just walk out of my room
It's kinda more complicated than that, and now I'm 18, on my way to 19, and I feel like I wasted my youth.
Everyday all I think of is how different my life would've been had I been born in a diff family. Jealous of my supposedly 'friends', who have supportive/ loving parents , who get to enjoy themselves and have fun,who actually have a life unlike me. Yet they complain all the time , while thinking that I have no problems cuz I keep shit to myself , when their problems are like a joke to me.
Bro are u a stalker cuz like that's literally what happened with me but like with more trauma 😌✌
“She never talks..”
“She makes such a big deal out of everything”
“Your useless”
“Your to young to know”
“Your just a kid”
“This isn’t your business”
“Why aren’t you sleeping”
“Your not actually cutting yourself”
“Your faking it”
“I know your lying”
I just wanna escape,there’s no safe place for me.I’m 12,your right I shouldn’t be feeling this way,so why aren’t you helping me?
I'd come all the way to you to help you... Hang in there a bit.. I'm 16 and I'm barely here too
Same I’m 12 too and we shouldn’t be going through this
same
Can you tell me what to do? I wanna try to sound helpful, but they can also sound mean.
@@froggirl9950 yeah , I hope everything turns out good with yall
"what happened to our best little girl in the world?"
"She" died. He replaced her and you shunned him for it.
Don't you just hate it when your parents don't even try to get your pronouns right?
I'm your parent now. Hello son :)
@@Coolest_Ade nope he’s my child
@Cloud Fluffed @Pickle Juice Triple parenting :) We are stronger together, Comrades!
I’m gonna adopt you Istg
"you were raised right" yeah i was raised by a bunch of strangers on the internet who cared about me more than my own parents, i was also raised by strangers who dont even know me 😗✌
Lol the internet raised me when my parents didn’t want to
Mood.
mood
Fr
say it louder for the parents in the back!
parents dearest did not raise me, did not help to grow my person, that was the internet. the internet was always there for me to run to whenever i had a bad day, not my parents. even if there's so much red on here that i can't help but remember, it has always been my comfort.
POV: You're the kid that gave up on getting perfect scores and barley talk to family and relatives due to not wanting to disappoint even more than you already have
dont you hate it when your parents always say: “stop crying” or “you keep on crying” when you cry
This is why I cut off all emotional interactions with my parents
When I was younger when I cried my grandmother would go "ok go to your room to pout by yourself" good times 😐
My mom would just say "stop crying "or" i will give you something to cry about"
my mom used to say that all the time when i was younger and now she wonders why im so emotionally distant 😃
when i got hit by the belt for low grades, my mom would say "stop crying or I'll hit you more", and honestly that's going in my top 10 for stupidest quotes I've heard in my life
**proceeds to recognize almost every song**
Uh-oh
Same 😗✌️
Haha- Same-
Hah i keep getting recommendations of disappointment playlist-
@@hiyeshelp7658 me too qvq
SAMEE
Pov:
No matter how many times your dad says he loves you, you know it's not true
welp ily and thats ong ig im not the same as ur dad but i like to think im superior to men :]
@@tuturuandfrogs5428
Well then ilyt!
I feel this i love my parents and then i make a mistake...they yell at me...he says i love you and the cycle repeats im 11 and get yelled at for making mistakes like bro i am a child
☝️
Norman you're not a disappointment
POV: You're an ex "smart" kid who can't handle failure anymore
"when u cry its drama
but when they cry its emotions."
It's kinda funny, parents always ask: "where'd my sweet little girl/boy/child go?"
well, it's this simple:
they grew up.
they realized life isn't all that fun
that it's painful.
parents really can be dense
lol
Edit: thanks for the likes :3 I didn't think people would see this
Yh the happiest people on the earth tend to be less intelligent, smarter people are usually sadder due to knowing lots more of the hard truth of the world. That’s why we tend to be happier as kids, we were lied to, we were dumb we didn’t see the world as it really is
THIS!!!! ily
@@theblackcat7205 well that explains a lot
and then now they fucked up their child's life and still fucking pretend on what the fuck happened even if it's their problem.
i felt that 'lol' at the end like when ur just talking and u accidentally say something depressing so u add lmao at the end so they dont ask whats wrong or take it too seriously just for a good measure
POV: your parents keep asking you what happened and where their "sweet" child went when it was their fault that you changed
that's no POV, that's my life :'>
WHERE ARE THE CAMERAS
It's not a pov
And it hurts too cause you can't tell them (or rather not tell them) (ಥ ͜ʖಥ)
true true lol
pov: you were that innocent, sweet and happy kid who couldn't keep the act up anymore and let your true emotions show
Howd you know
haha...me in a nutshell. Since 5th grade, someone close to me died. Causing my anxiety to get stronger and taking over
Oh man you guys have tough parents. For me it's the cycle of not being perfect and losing motivation in everything, leading to even more missing work. Stress builds up and it turns into lashing out on the people you love. You can see that you're hurting your family and yet they still love you and it's eating you up from the inside. Constantly lowering expectations, wearing a mask around the people you love as to not worry them.
POV: your strict parents found out you did something they didn't approve of
Like having poc and lgbt friends :')
like woman
oh lord Did I breath wrong again??
@@user-eo7ek5lo8n wait same my phone got taken away too
@@user-eo7ek5lo8n I got my phone taken away for a year bc I joined social media once (Actually just got it back 5 months ago...)
"why are you like this?"
Because you made me this way. You decided not to fix your actions, actions that you used to find morally wrong, and so i decided to be against those actions. You raised me around harmful stereotypes, and awful ways of thinking, and I'm tired of it.
You always wonder why I'm mad. Why I'm so hostile. It's because i don't know the woman standing infront of me. This isn't the person who raised me. Who are you?
Why? Bc I’m literally dying and tired and don’t know how I’m supposed to feel and just want it all to end.
Parents these days need a school to learn how to treat they're child the right way.
If only we had the courage to speak up and they would have understood.
For me is to just ask the world
Pov: you never cry in front of your family members anymore and now only do it in your room and then blame your red eyes and nose on allergies
I silently cry in front of my family and they dont realise somehow
I grew up way too fast. I thought being a teenager was going to be fun, but now that I am it's a living hell. I'm basically living knowing that everything will eventually be gone lmfao.
“You used to be so motivated and good, what happened”
I frickin lost every reason I had to live that’s what
I got overwhelmed by all the pressure u put on me and all of the stress that was just circling and circling around in my head finally gave in
same
haha mood
I cant even see my bff anymore just because of her ex :)
true tho-
listening to this while drinking apple juice is a vibe ngl
IM DRINKIN APPLE JUICE TOO
@@JakauYT APPLE JUICE SUPREMACY
Wish I had apple juice rn
Apple juice is the best 🛐
and i stole my mom's wine to spike some grape juice. :,)
You know it's getting bad when your friends, strangers, and even fictional characters raised you more than your parents and those same people helped you raise your siblings
Hah fact
yep its getting worst :)
That's so true tho
Pov: you were the perfect child, a smart and extroverted girl, everyone loved you. But now you barely pass classes, you isolate yourself and everything you do is waste your time in bed, scrolling through social media and listening to playlists about how you are a failure
:D yep! Me!
me, but i have friends and i pretend im doing okay and that im just online a little to much XD
Yup🥲
POV: the kids with trauma still have the best music taste
*cries*
true
Yes hellow
And that's on periodt-
Well of course we do
POV: your smart enough to compete with the smartest but doesnt have the motivation to study. and youre the disappointment in the family.
yeah thats me thanks
Lowkey I get all A's but I just cant handle the work.
Yup. Was the “smart kid” in my family but I’m so fucking tired and just want it to end. I barely even make it. The “good grades” are the cost for my mental stability.
ME
When and where did you hide cameras in my room
Pov: You used to be the super nice and caring kid but now you've been hurt so many times and worn out so much that everyone you're close to thinks you're an asshole and verbally expresses it every day
Pov: your sitting in your favorite place in your house wondering why you cry so much,wondering if any of the friends you ever had ever really liked,and if you'll make it next year. You're just kinda sitting there wishing you could keep a stable relationship and not be a total failure. You wanna know why your own blood hates you. You're just wishing you never existed in the first place.
Pov: you are a disappointment to your friends and it hurts more than being a disappointment to your family
That's what I feel like when my friends ignore me or talk over me or leave me alone on the swings. And I'm only 11
this isn't a POV this is reality
Used to being one in my family but to my friends, ouch.
Absolutely. Except I’m worried I’ll become a disappointment so I’m super paranoid around people, it sucks.
Oh. *Ow.*
That- that hurts.
"i'm not a disapointment"
*proceed to know all the songs in the playlist*
i just- i already knew.
Your valid, you aren’t a disappointment
Off topic but did you get your PFP from the video-
@@janus3080 no, i had it long before i saw the video, haha.
@@damian.1874 Hey where is your pfp from? if ya don't mind me asking
@@wallythefirst7613 lee hoon from suicide boy
The "once gifted kids, now burnouts" really need to group up and make a group chat or something, like I had no idea how many of us there were until recently
blep :p
ehhhh that would be great as long as I don't need to call and can just text because calling gives me too much anxiety
@@thesleepiithingqwq9371 no problem
You just wanted them to care. Now they don't. And its your fault for them because you got lower grades then they expected. Now you just
want to go back time where everything was beautiful and fun. You're not alone.
POV: You want to do your homework, so you go and search a playlist on CZcams. Suddenly, you realise that time passed by and it's already midnight. Your parents are staring at you, dissapointed, as you slowly pick up your pen, getting ready to start your homework. They take your phone away, while they yell at you for not being responsible. You turn around, pick up your pen and start writing. Tears are falling from your eyes, while you can hear them
congratulating your sibling for being responsible, and doing their homework...
True
"Omg! Congrats [brothers name]! We're so proud of you. "
its not even a pov... its like this nearly everday,my fault for having such a low attention span amiright?
you made me cry.... that's me :')
POV: you are awaken by your parent telling you to get up and get to work, there is much to do. They walk over to the next room to your sibling and you hear this "good morning my beautiful child" in the sweetest tone ever as you are about to get up they walk over into your room and tell you to get up and stop being lazy. You finish your chores and are ready to rest and then your parent calls you to do the dishes, you were raised feeling like if you didnt comply you would be disrespecting their authority and would get in trouble so, you do the dishes. It finally time to rest, you go on the phone with your friends whether it online, irl, or both, you feel happier and safer with them knowing that you feel like you'd never amount to anything.
Pov: ur parents dont get why u want to get help with ur ed and ur anxiety bc they think its selfish and stupid. They ignore that ur losing ur mind bc u cant and won't leave the house. And that ur failing all of ur classes bc u hate school and are scared of the people there:) (srry i just needed to get that out.)
Jeez thank you for all of the support and for the nice comments
No need to be sorry bro, parents can just be dense as fuck, sometimes they just can't seem to understand, and bro I'm sorry that's happening to you, the same things happening to me I get it can suck and feel like no ones there especially your own family, I wish you the best of luck!
your not alone ( im in summer school bc I failed almost all my classes) so Im the stereotypical disappointment
@@queenoftherats2785 same but this time i fucked up and im doing my due assignments
@@praxis_v3l606 I'm actually doing pretty well in summer school but apparently a 88 isn't good enough so i've accepted ill always be a disappointment to my parents but i'm not actually a disappointment, they just have unrealistic expectations for me like so many other parents.
Parents saying "Most people are more worse off than you, you're just a selfish attention seeker" gang
POV: you were a "gifted" kid and that built up expectations, making you feel like you have to succeed or you'll be a disappointment and now you're depressed, super stressed and feel like a failure because you aren't doing well so you feel like you're going insane from the pressure even though people keep on saying it's ok and you don't have to worry but they don't realize that you have abandonment issues and a unreasonable fear of failure because of them so you feel like if you don't succeed they'll leave you too.
OH FRICK IS THIS A CALL OUT POST FOR ME????????? QWQ
Cut the cameras-
Listening to this makes me cry it makes me remember all my parents disappointment to me
"Where did the golden daughter go?"
"Why aren't you hardworking enough?"
"Why are you like this?"
"Where did your perfect scores went?"
"Why didn't you get with honors like before?"
"Your friends with people who are top achievers and you aren't you should be ashamed."
listening to this while drawing and ignoring my pile of schoolwork really makes this feel like not a pov
Edit: So we’re all just failing at life huh- 🧍
Edit two: so my last
Day was yesterday and I failed three classes 👁👁
^^ literally me rn
Same, I have like 29 missing assignments
Pls I have eom test and at least 40 assignments ☺️
**SOBS** STOP CALLING ME OUT 😭
WAIT YOU TOO??
POV: your parents tell you that they are tired of seeing your depression everyday and tell you to either be happy or move out
mhm thats were iam now qwp...
yep
honestly i wish my parents kick me out, they are so fucking abusive, it would be a releaf if they kicked me out
@Sweet.Dreamer Thank you, I’m doing a little better know luckily
hah lol dead childhood go brrrr
POV: you're trying really hard to cry but you can't, somehow. I think it just rather proves how broken we are and how misunderstood we are. It hits hard but damn bro.
POV: You're finally starting to realize that no matter how hard you try, you'll always be alone. All of your friends are distancing themselves, your mother is nice but too busy and your father left and you can't seem to make new friends. You've always been the kid who wasn't invited to parties, the kid who was always left out, and the teenager that no one wants to be around because they find you annoying. And you're finally starting to realize that no one will stay by your side. It's not that you're rude or anything, you're just annoying and your fear will always stop you from feeling truly human like your peers. You're working to get a job where you can work alone so you can say it's your choice to be alone, when really no one would be there anyways. Your coping mechanism is DSMP and you know every song on this. You really do care about everyone here but you don't care about yourself. Maybe it would be better without you.
where's the pov?
Ive realized a long time ago.
this is the most someone has ever described my life im sorry for anyone else going though this situation i hope it gets better for you
wtf how did you know
Sometimes I think Japanese songs are cute cause of the voice and music but there's a dark side to all that..
Holy crap- ty for the likes :o
@Indiya brocken #deepressed 😔💔 🥺🤧
@@izzy-yz7th stfu
That's Japanese culture in general
@@izzy-yz7th LMFOAOOOSODODO THIS IS SO FUNNY
My parents told me “we miss the old innocent dee”
Me: literally ashamed of something that wasn’t wrong
ur parents do that too same
same tho
same same same same same same
“We miss the old u” WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT “SHES” NOT COMING BACK
Nah that fr hurts my uncle said “what happened to the cool joy”
“Haha she still here” regrettable abt what I said there
(completely hypothetical not me at aaalll) Pov: you're a 15-16 year old who is listening to this at 1:44am still thinking of how your parents wish you were perfect but no matter how hard you try they find something to be disappointed in you
Hello
Stop calling me out pls
Having a breakdown atm
;w;
Lol
close enough.im 14 and letting my internal faucets run at 2:07am whilst tryna finish math worksheets
Isn't it weird that I'm scared to cry?
When tears began to roll down my eyes, I'm scared because my family loves calling me all the time for some reason and when they see me crying they ask me "Why are you crying?" and I just tell them,
"My favourite character died..hahah" and they just get irritated by it and shoo me out.
Favourite character= what I used to be when I was young
pov: your parents call you a failure because of you being so tired of trying at life because you grew up too quickly and nothing seems worth anything anymore.
this is all too real...
pov: you've given up on trying to get better and just let depression take over and start shutting down
edit: hello my fellow mentally ill gremlins feel free to vent with a reply that is all
That comment made me realize something..
@@Asahikiyama can I ask what im just curious you dont have to reply btw jsdhdidj
Yup. Can I vent a little? Please I just really need someone to talked and I'm pretty much banned from talking to my best friend so...
@@crowfeathers10923 I'm here!! I would love to help :]
yee
Pov: you probably were that naturally smart 'matured for their age' kid but now u have anxiety/depression or both and mommy/daddy issues or both without a real personality so now u act 'immature and childish' as how other people describe it 😍‼️
POV: You keep trying to reach the expectations they set, but the more perfect you become the higher they get
Pov: You listen to these song's because your parent's make you think they care for you.When you know they dont so you listen to this to help you.
this is honestly such a mood
When the song "your sister was right" I know it was wilbur voice
yup
hes just every were now and i love it
i love when any song from your city game me asthma comes on
yes-
Yup
POV: you dont want to be the most perfect child that everyone loves, you just want your parents to accept you
pov: youre into/were into one of the following:
my little pony
eddsworld
countryhumans
warriors/warrior cats
foxcraft
madness combat
baldis basics in education and learning
sally face
manuel samuel
castle crashers
pokemon
digimon
literally any anime
animal jam (play wild or not.)
I forgot about Animal Jam!
hooooolllyyyyyy crap
me: *explaining to my mom that i have anxiety/social anxiety*
my mom: ugh your so picky,go out sometimes,stop being like that
me whos literally afraid of socializing： ：//
hi we seem to be the same
same i have very bad social anxiety and i mean very bad. If you want tips to help listen to music when you go outside, talk to nobody (unless you really really have to) and wear a mask. I know we already have to but for me i don't have that much social anxiety when i wear a mask. I feel "safe and calm" in a way.
@@ezoozzz Thank you!! : D
@@zxii5757 yupp
@@sapphirechan_xd1113 yw! Hope it helps:)
"Where did my sweet child go?" Well, your "sweet child" realized life isn't that fun.
My family: "You can tell us anything! We'll help you"
Me: "I think I have depression and I'd like to go see if i'll get diagnosed,and school's been hard and stressful so I was wondering if I could move sch-"
My family: *"You're over reacting. You're a kid,these are the best years of your life."*
my parents lol
These are our good times, it means that the future is bad, why do I live if I'm going to see worse in the city
To the guy that calmed me down when I had my first a panic attack after being late to school and overhearing my teacher call me a lazy person when I was 8 THANK YOU
man they were right...
everything is fun until you get past the age of ten...
shit you got me
For me its past the age of five...
i mean... it stopped being fun when i was nine and now its been 2 years, its all gone to shit and i hate basically everything about the world.
POV: you're the older sibling who's parents got high expectations even though you know your not going to be a successful person in the end
When you privileged getting good grades because your parents told you were "gifted" but then realize years later that all it did was making you lonely without any friends.
POV: You are slowly going insane, while your parents and friends keep yelling at you for "being such a dissapointemt".
im being driven insane by love, trauma and self-hatred, it's painful
im literally doing my assignments while listening to this playlist and ngl, it really hits different when your final grades are due in two days but you've been failing this whole year so now your turning in all the assignments you can, hoping for a decent grade-
ay- im doing the same exact thing but im dealing with strict parents that get onto me the entire time and they don't understand that I stress out easily so they use yelling as a solution =\
Same. It’s almost 1am and I procrastinated all day 😭
Same.
Same. In fact, imma vent about it when I have the time- (-_-,)
Same man. I'm so screwed but hey what's the worst that can happen? They don't care about my mental state in the slightest. Only if the work is done. Thanks school system! Really appreciate that!
Pov: Your parents act like you're a robot. Can't feel any emotion. Never get tired. Can't make mistakes. Never disobey to them.
Pov: You feel like a stranger when your with your mum. She brings up every mistake and flaw. Your brother is more favoured. She adopted you and wants to take you back. Life seems too long. Being an adult seems a lifetime away. Everyone hates you. It's getting worse.
when your parent’s dont realize u exist, they’d only give attention to your younger brother
Fr. My younger brother is overly sensitive, and my little sister is my mom's favorite, she doesn't even notice that all I do anymore is lay in bed on CZcams, unless she wants me to clean something
im an only child, but yes my parents are too busy for me.
it's worse when your an only child and moms a-bit of an alcoholic
vent ig: NO SHUT UP THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS MY PARENTS DON'T EVEN CHECK ON ME AFTER I'VE BEEN IN MY ROOM FOR HOURS NOT TALKING TO ANYONE
I'm a only child and my dad isn't around. Also my mum is boasting about the people she works with instead of me
Dang am I jealous? Probably. Do I really need to vent? Idk
*me complaining about being a disappointment*
also me deliberately not doing schoolwork and finals :)
Somewhere near the end of school while I was doing my homework at the kitchen table and I put my head into my knees and my blanket... My mom had asked me what was wrong. I looked up at her with tears in y eyes and all over my face, I just couldn't do it anymore. I was so done with all the stress of 100 homework assignments and final exams. I just wanted to cry and hide. I had felt nothing but shame and disappointment in my parent's eyes. I had no motivation and didn't want anything to do with school. I had no more happiness in me. I had no way of dealing with stress. I am also A lesbian and I had listened to this song and it had me crying and wanting to tell my parents but then I would be even more of a shameful person. I couldn't handle the world anymore and I had started cutting my wrists to feel pain. I was so amazed and I did it to my legs and at that moment I had realized something. My life isn't as hard as other people's. And I was just a pathetic person who was weak and had no self-control. I then started hiding from people whenever I got the chance. I was done and gave up on myself so sometimes. I stopped and had a long thought period. I realized that so many people loved me and cared for me and me... I cried more and more and screams into a pillow. I then got enough courage and worked on myself.
If you feel any of these things like I did. Please know that so many people love you and care for you. Please don't let go of yourself. You are strong and you can stay strong. But most importantly love yourself more than anyone loves you.
"why dont you talk to us as much, where did my smiling little girl go?"
you ignored her mental health and made her your personal therapist thats what 👍
when "you are a useless child" plays and you nod in rythm perfectly understanding the lyrics
Almost all of these songs being in my personal playlist:
Me: why do u have call me out like dat bro 👁💧👄💧👁
XD
@@steve-fk8mu i wanted to say you that I love you pfp, adorable
@@missgrantz5304 Thank you!
@@steve-fk8mu omg! I love drawing and my name is emely so ppl call me em
@@txcrayn5237 You do? That's so cool!! Some people think my name is Emely even though it's not xD
Getting called "disappointment" just because i didn't meet they're expectations makes me want to stay in my room while the word "disappointment" repeats.
literally haaaahhahahaahgh
I got called a disappointment yesterday. My mom took away my phone because I am 'on my phone too much'. She also threatened to leave me home by myself while she and my brother went to my grandma's house for the weekend. When I woke up the next morning she had left without telling me. I went to go look for her and when she wasn't there I started panicking. So I went to her room to get my phone and called my mom but she didn't pick up so I called my grandma and told her and she said that if my mom came to her house without me she would come and pick me up. After the call, I went to my brother's room to see if he was there because I didn't check if he was there before and he was asleep. So I called my grandma to tell her I wasn't home alone and called my mom and she picked up that time and she said she was just at the store to get food and she was going to be home in 10 minutes. When she got home she walked into my room and was telling me that I shouldn't have gotten my phone and called me a disappointment for not listening and getting my phone and I started crying. She told me to stop crying because I had my phone and then left to put the groceries up.
I think I'm going to grow up with abandonment issues because this isn't the first time she has done this but this is the first I didn't have my phone with me. This isn't the only thing I need to vent about but I don't feel like typing anymore.
I know your pain but it's My younger brother calling me all sorts of names
POV: You're me listening to this during school, knowing later mom is going to explode me with chores and will tell me to go down for nothing.
I'm actually in camp currently 😰
To all the people in the comment section: know that you’re not a disappointment, you’re all wonderful in your own and unique ways and know that there will always be somebody out there willing to love you.
Have a nice day! ^^
(This is a little bit cringey but it’s a nice reminder to have)
Ily tysm u angel ♥︎
People like you keep me alive so thank you
You two just made my day ^.^
(If you wanna talk then just let me know!)
Well you made mine I hope you have a amazing life!!!
@@kimwallace9101 Life? Hahah! Thanks!
guys, just because you know all the songs doesn't mean you are a disapointment!
it's just songs it shouldn't affect your opinion on yourself!
i know all the songs too, but i say to myself that "nothing can stop me in my life because i'm the one who decides!"
try to tell yourself positive stuff everyday: mornings/noons/evenings and trustme life will be a bit brighter!
and if you feel sad, bad, or just want to disapear under the covers then try talking to someone you trust!
everything will be okay, one everything will come to an end and no one will suffer from anyone.
and if you feel better try giving good advices to others who feel like that too, they need help and i'm sure they can be new heroes rising. our generation and others generations have heroes but most of them hides themselves, so instead of hiding in the shadows, show yourself to the world and stand up for those who need your help and that are loosing hope! make them hope again! give them hope! and things will get better !
have a good day/night and stay safe because the world needs you heroes!
Pov: you were happy until you started secondary school and got into a really toxic friendship for a year and eventhough it's been 2 years you still cry over it ... or is that just me lol
SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME KSHDKSJSHDJS
Not the friend part, I have nice friends, but just secondary school in general. Much harder than elementary.
vibing to this while my mom stresses out about my future in the next door ,, haha
edit: yall why tf did this get 174 likes
Same
When you finally start trying to talk/open up to ur family more and they tell you to be quiet or say ur weird like this is why your “sweet little girl” is gone you do this type of stuff and it really hurts.
Well guess what, your “sweet little girl” isn’t coming back. She was hurting then anyway too.
Hurts a he'll of a lot more when you came out is trans-male about two years ago now and they still call you a girl
Yup
They really do they say thing like “what’s wrong with you?” Those words hurt so much like, is there actually something wrong with me? Is there something wrong with me..?
I don’t think parents understand the impact of their words cause if you’d think about it even just little, your basically telling your kid that they’re not normal and that there’s something wrong about it, that they are wrong for what they going through and their feelings..
@@dead-jay775 my parents tell me that all the time but they say it as a “joke” I just go along with them and not think about it cause it’s better if I don’t
"I'll never see her as my son, i raised a daughter," then proceeded to shout at me when I protested :,)
I like the fact that I have a 19 year old mom online we also play genshin together it's so fun
She raised me better than my real parents
im sitting here ignore the piles and piles of schoolwork i have
i feel so bad. my family belives in me, and yet i dont believe in myself. im too afraid to ask for help. i cant even look at my brother or mom without feeling bad for not doing any work. my brother gave me a bet so i could possibly finish my schoolwork, but i still havent done anything. i want to give up so badly and just k//l mys//f. i wish i could, but i cant. ive gotten so close multiple times. this sucks. i wish i was a different person.
kinda i relate tho my mom says im so great and ive never failed a class before i can dO this but ik i cant do anything... and her saying i can makes me feel bad abt not getting the energy just to complete hw. also get therapyyyyy i did and love my therapist and she just listens to me rant and doesnt get mad at me for being mean to myself or anything. :P just get therapy it helps :]
@@tuturuandfrogs5428 i cant get it because my parents wouldnt allow me + its too expensive
Well, same. My family hurts my feelings but i think the problem is with me...
I relate way too much to this
Same then they yell acting like its gonna make you more motivated 😐
POV: Your father doesn't take your feelings into consideration, barely respects your boundaries, and blames your grandparents for why you hate him. He gives you gifts and says nice things, but you know it's all fake: an attempt to win your favor and get you to forget the awful things he's done. You have to spend 4 weeks with him over the summer, and are considering jumping off the roof to get out of there.
I thought you said this is a pov not my life story damn
@@jasper-does-not-exist. there is only one daddy issues. Ig we have to share :(
My father dead...so I don’t know how he acts if he is mean or not
No bc this is literally my dad :/
@@granitejohnson7741 then you guys will have to share the daddy issues with me (sorry you have to live that btw, i know how it feels and i hope you can get out of that situation soon
Thank you for making this playlist. I discovered songs I've heard of before but didnt know the name of, discovered new songs, and even found one song, Rolling Girl, that I used to love like 6 years ago but I forgot about. (Idk how long it's been actually, just been a fucking long time.)
who knew strangers on the internet can be so relatable..
WHat I hate the most is that i feel that my sister who had failing grades her entire life and was even part of gangs is more of a child of pride than I am sometimes. She wants to be a doctor and I simply want to draw for the rest of my life. All my family values her future above mine and although my mom says that she is proud of me, I know she wants to give up on me and she might one day. I was that kid with awards and high grades but now I'm just average and don't try hard to be the best. I can tell my family thinks I am a let down due to the fact I was the kid born in America the land of dreams and never took advantage of that. What they don't know is how much pain they have caused me over the years and that one day it came rushing in and never got rid of its hold one me..
You don't have to be good enough for other people, they don't get to decide your worth. Only you get to do that. Be good enough for yourself. Life is hard and in the end the only person who will fully believe in you, is you. I know that it hurts because they're your parents but do you know what will feel much better than having to fight for their praise? Pushing yourself past your comfort zone and then realizing that the baby steps you took over time added up and you are left with a life that you truly enjoy. And that you did it all on your own. Along the way you will meet many people who lift you up and make you feel better and maybe it will be enough for you. It was for me.
Same . My sister ran away from home , passed all classes on the brink , have always lie to mum , fights with mum for no reason yet mum forgive her everytime and accept all her mistakes .... I asked to cut my hair ..... Gets yelled on and threat to not give meal and nobody taked to for a week ...... One small fucking mistake and that's what I get ????? Why????
I was never rewarded even though I was top of all the classes did amazing in extracurricular activities , always obeyed EVERY FUCKING THING ...... and that's what I get ..... Your tantrum on my one small mistake
the exact thing is happening to me, except my sister has never been in ⏃ gang and other stuff, yet she bullies others and her friends pretend to like her, and im just living life, and honestly ⟟ don’t know what ⟟ did wrong. ⟟’m struggling with my grades because of having to deal with the stress of toxic friends and online school and everything else, and my parents blame it on my partner and my phone since those are the two things keeping me stable. the thing keeping me going is knowing it’s going to get better, and trust me, it will. just know it will. everything will go how you want it to at some point in your life. you matter
My sister is the youngest andy mom was the youngest out of her siblings and the oldest in her family was apparently treated like a god and she and the middle child weren't so she babies my little sister and brother while this time I'm the bad guy. I'm the disappointment. And I never did anything wrong I just fantasized about my future where I'd do the things I wanna do, not what she wants me to do
Yeah I was a class topper and now I'm an average student and a disappointment to my family.
i was happy, pretty, and smart and now im the opposite of all those things lol, i just want it to stop
But I definitely Don't wanna die, you see. I wanna see how things end.
Haha I was supposed to be and stay the “smart kid” but this past grade I’ve feel like ending it all. Those “good grades!” Are the cost for my mental stability so thanks.
When you’re trying your best but still not being enough to make your family/friends proud 🥲🔫✌🏼
I like how I was the sweet and nice girl back when I was younger, and now I'm just a burnt out gifted child who's mentally and physically exhausted in every little thing I do
I love the first song so much. I've recently gotten hyper-fixated on it and I just realized how it made me feel. I'm tired of feeling like a guest when I go over to one of my parents' houses. I'm not good enough to be a member of the household, I'm just an uninvited guest. I'm just a useless child.
y'know, there was a time where i would've cried my eyes out to these songs.
Now I just vibe with this and reflect on those times, happy that I didn't give up.
I hope you don't as well honey
when ur name is honey: ;-;
when ur name is honey: ;-; is this a coincidence
@@Honey-nd9dk haha that made me laugh 😆
same,
anyone can create hope and light in their life, even if it's very faint at first and it is for a long time.
some times it's like holding a thin golden string, but it's still something.
I'm at the state where I'm crying to every song rn lmao, hope future me gets her shit together
POV: You rely and trust your friends more than your own family
lyric: you are a useless child
me: * dancing happily like an idiot *