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I wanted to say this video don't mean to be anyway encourage any suicidal behaviour.This whole channel is a music and editing channel
and i get insipred by my daily life and thoughts. I know some of you struggle with the issues that has been disscused in the video, admittedly i do too
sometimes.This anyway doesn't mean you should harm yourself in anyway.If you are struggling with these thoughts deeply you should the contact the mental
health professionals.I know some of you may come to this video even though it is restricted and see this message up in the comments, or not but i wanted to say this.I'm gonna link a site that you can find suicide hotlines and emergency numbers. www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines.
And I'm pinning this in the comments.
i see youtube decided to say something about the video like always youtube cant just take a chill pill
@@ShaggyToDank like ya youtube said something but youtube did it for a reason people watch this and feel sad, happy so many emotions. And youtube put that desecration cause it hurts some people to watch who have had the same experiences. So dont tell youtube to chill think of what people are going through first
@@bassers I am to you what you are to me some random person on the internet and with that being said don't tell me to think about what other people are going through because just like I have no idea what your going through the same can be said the other way around
@@ShaggyToDank Agreed
@@bassers you go somewhere else if this offends you its not healthy for people to suppress emotions your being negative there a lot of happy content on you tube go find something that makes you happy
“Life is a series of closing doors, isn’t it ?”-Bojack Horseman
yeh
@@tofootball298 why though? Deaths gonna get us all eventually we cant outrun the reaper forever
@@Johno1992 that kinda mentality is what make you humans weak
@@tofootball298 some kids are just weak minded
felt THAT
"it's you, not the drugs or the alcohol, not what happened in your career, or even when you were a kid. It's just you." That hit hard...harder than I expected
This needs more attention. It IS you. It always is because you can only change the future and no matter how hard it is, its the only way. You don't get to pity yourself. Pity wastes time and makes you passive and feel like a victim in your own "hero story". Happy endings don't come to victims in the real world though.
@@HOVNA nope, the victim is treated as a victim through and through.
Some pride you never get back wish I never opened up to anyone
@@HOVNA horrible take
@@HOVNA very one-sided. the world does not revolve around you and not everything in this life depends on you.The only thing that depends on you is how you act, and how you to accept what is happening. And it is not always possible to change something simply by diligence, or by the efforts of one person
I know u might be going through something rn that looks like u can never jump over... but how many times have u already been in a similar situation but still made it out fine? Exactly..
No Reply?
Amen
@@ireallycantthinkofaname4726 🙏🙏
But it keeps getting harder. What do you do
…?
“You wanna know the secret to being happy? Just pretend you’re happy and eventually you’ll forget that you’re pretending.”
-Bojack Horseman
@@aliwoLFy You´re invited
@@chimp4225 how?
@@aliwoLFy What do you mean how? He's inviting you so therefore you come over to him
nah thats hurt inside
damn I guess I never really understood that till now...wonder if that's what's happening to me, cuz I feel happy but it feels unreal in a way that I can't quite understand
The worst thing is when you feel like you're losing... yourself. There's no other way to describe it
Relateable..
Relatable. But I cant do anything about it. :(
@@rhymove1405 - You are the universe experiencing itself through human form, the REAL you isn't this small little thing that gets kicked around by life, the REAL you is the eternal universe. Think of this next time you see the stars, man is the measurement of the universe, without soft skin there cant be hardness, without an ear there can't be sound, without an eye to perceive light there can't be colour and beauty, without you none of this works, without you sound goes back to being vibrations and colour recedes back into nothingness, you are the essential link that makes reality a REALITY. So just have faith and let go, trust yourself, the universe. Don't cling, clinging to impermanence is like holding onto a falling rock.
@@Nochucktester I'm only holding some good memories in my life. but the way I'm changing day by day it's being hard as human. sometimes I feel like I'm not even human. Im ghost or something like that
@@rhymove1405 - As the old wise saying goes, "If you're feeling depressed you're living in the past, if you're feeling anxious you're living in the future, the trick is to be smack in the middle, the eternal now." A good memory is you feeling good at that present time, going back there to feel good in this present time will give you a sense of hollowness, a nostalgic feeling, a feeling of why go further when behind was better.
Rome wasn't built in a day, change takes time and patience, just know your efforts aren't in vain. Each attempt at change is firing a new neuron in your brain, over time this signal gets stronger the more it's fired which ultimately makes change a normal process for you. Have you got anyone to speak to about how you're feeling?
I think everyone can relate to Bojack one way or another.
Well if not that, that show probably offers a relatable characters for basically everyone.
Yes, I havent seen any more relatable escene than the one of him asking for Diane to tell him that theres hope for him to change.
Yeah....yeah
That's why everyone loves It.
It makes you fell less lonely
2:10 that last line of " I was wandering the empty street of my home town alone this time... because I wanted to die alone."
I don't know who's voice actor it is....but damn they hit the feeling
Not an actor. It's from Mark Henick's TED talk
I do want to die alone
when he say "i can’t say i’m doing shitty, because i don’t even have a good reason to be doing shitty" It hurts so much because it's approximately what I've been feeling for about 5 years.
This series says so many true things that I'm sure so many people feel the same way as I do.
Imagine you do have a good reason to feel shitty hpw shutter is that lol love you
How can I deal with this problem?
@@abdulrhman3366you can’t, you just have to live with it
Same
Bojack legit the best written fictional character I've seen across all media no cap.
I agree
Insanely realistic character . They never have and never will make like him anymore
facts
Legit only watched 2 episodes and I can legit relate to some of the stuff.
I just struggle socially with my bad English and childhood.
So I feel like I can't do anything and I can't even get a girlfriend cause every girl acts and looks the same.
I just want a girl who can be themselves no make up or attitude.
I just want to feel her be free and so whatever she wants.
But it just ain't like that no more.
Times have changed I just want one of them girls Ed Sheeran be singing about.
I agree
"I want to feel good about myself ,the way you do, and I don't know how, I dont know if I can. "
A person in depression can relate
This line is sooo damn relatable.
Perfectly describes what im feeling 😭
@@jayswole1816 time heals, stay strong brother
I feel like that right now.
@@patrykstarfish274 this storm will pass too
This show made me realise what I was doing wrong in my life, even tho it made me realise that I still feel like I’m messing up, years of trying has still led to me feeling alone, selfish, narcissistic and alone, I just wish I had someone like how Bojack had the support around him, the only difference in myself and Bojack is that he had support and friends, I do not
You don’t have a reply but I’ve just had the shittiest night of my life. I wanted to kms but I went to music and just sat there. You should know there’s always a way to help. You have to find yours
@@Gabdobee i hope both of you feel better now, and if you don’t, that it eventually becomes somewhat manageable, you’re not alone. I had the shittiest night of my life a few days ago too and I’m having all these thoughts that I thought I killed
@@bread3599 Yeah life is shit icl it was all over this girl that I’m close to getting over from all my friends advice but she won’t let me. Im in a bit of a better place now and I hope ur feeling better too. Glad to know people care 😊
I hope you didn't mess up an underaged girl.
@@bread3599 just felt like an update I found the loml and she is beautiful and perfect feeling so much better wishing you well mate 👍🏼
It's been over a year since I first watched this, I'm still around to watch it almost every week. Somethings just never change
"Sometimes it doesn't matter what you know, what you feel just takes over." Hit me pretty hard.
Same honestly… it’s so true….
Only few can feel the difference between "dying alone" and "will die alone"
How I read this the same time he say
I don't want to die alone, but living alone is worse.
everybody tying to sound deep OMEGALUL
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Yeah whatever if it sounds edgy, still true
This is how I feel every day
Yeah.... it is.
I used to wish people would care, until I realized how liberating it was that no one did. Not even me.
Peer into that abyss long enough, and it'll stare back at you. You are a man with nothing to lose but everything to gain. Take advantage of that.
"Its like we are born with a hole in us and the good is dripping out until we have Nothing left"
-bojack horseman
dying alone doesn't scare me, dying without myself scares me a whole lot more...
deep
Gonna need less edge on that
LOL
for me its okay, when myself can rest for a while after this here ;)
Hey if you're depressed look at some chubby and cute animals!
I've never attempted suicide, never felt that bad to a point where I wanted to attempt it, but not a day goes by that I don't think about it. Will my friends actually miss me? Will my closest friends who I'd die for miss me? I know my family will. I feel like I annoy every single person I talk to that isn't family. My uncle's suicide taught me just how much pain one can inflict on others, but he's at peace now and doesn't have to put up with anything anymore. Currently, I see no purpose in life, and I'm just waking up every day, doing shit I hate just to survive in hopes that it will get better and I can maybe be happy and maybe be with someone who won't run away from me. I feel happy when I'm with friends, but when I'm alone it's not so great.
Hey I too feel this way from time to time, even if everybody you know is annoyed by you (which I highly doubt but I'll come to that in a second) there are a million fish in the sea. It's really healthy for your mind to get to know new people, we often get stuck in our ways without knowing what we are missing out on. Also I don't think your friends are annoyed by you, my mind used to do this thing a lot where it always asumed every social interaction went horribly and that everybody wished I was not there talking to them. But I slowly realized that my mind was mostly just playing tricks on me. Every interaction I entered I was already expecting the worst. Which hurt my ability to actually focus on the convertsation I was having. idk just some food for thought, good luck I wish you the best in life.
Practially the same,but the roles are reversed I'm like the worst person in my family,a failure,a delusional,clumsy,brick head shell of a persom and my friends supported me but I still got fucked up from my childhood to now like you wouldn't believe
@Jean Pierre This may sound cliche, but I think that you can't wait for anyone to make you happy, becouse if you are unhappy just by yourself, then nobody will make you happy. You have to learn how to make yourself happy, learn what things give you inner peace, happiness, pleasure, and just do those things more often. Also notice that it's okay to be unhappy sometimes, but if it goes for a long time it probably isn't happening without a reason, all feelings happen for a reason (unless you have a clinical depression). And the first step be happier is to realize that you are unhappy with yourself, your life.. the next step is to try change something. I dunno if I write this for u or myself.. maybe both.
 Dude, I for real learned that almost 2 years ago...😔 took on alot of shit,I still do...took me years to learn and recognize we will always struggle but its the choice to move forward that makes you who you are.Lets be real the world will beat you to the knees and keep you there permanently if you let it,no ones larger than life but acknowledging your self-worth and your own potential can make it all worth while. thats what I learned from Rocky
Dude, that made me cry. I feel the same way, and it's fucking annoying. I'm glad I found someone that feels the same way I do
ive seen some people say that bojack horseman "gave them depression" or "cured their depression," but for me it helped me realize i had depression and get help.
Im still doing terribly, but i love this show and i hope it helps others the same way it helped me
how are you going?
" you can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it better, you need to be better"
I needed to hear that, thank you...
The worst feeling is not to be alone, its to be forgotten by someone you could never forget
I feel that
Hits hard
damn
Exactly and even then as I grow older I tend to seek out affection from the people that love me the most but then I get degraded and downtalked to where I lose strength in myself to become stronger and I’m unfortunate to say we live in a society where it revolves around those things which makes me feel unsecured and severely depressed I just wish I could find someone that really understood the deeper side of me but to reach that peak is insanely difficult knowing that it won’t ever happen and I have to walk this journey on my own 😔
I’m always forgotten⛓💔💔💔
If you searched this, I’m sorry g 😥😕😔
nah its fine dude
It just popped up in my suggestion out of no where I don't even listen to songs all that often this was just completely random but seeing some comments makes me sad. Hopefully all these people come to love them selves and some memory then have that they cherish and use it to help them selves.
Its okay
Nah it was on my recommendations
@@maricos1820 oh Really ?😉
heard of this show, never watched it once and didnt know a thing about it. But this man randomly comes into my feed for youtube and impacts my life within the first 15 seconds. I have struggled for so long being able to just explain why i feel the way i do sometimes. Some inert instict within me that always leads be back to the same behavior. It is content like this that i love to watch and let it remind i am not the only one feeling such things. Thank you MsNightingale, this will forever stay with me through the night.
"I want to feel good about myself, the way you do, and i dont know how, I dont know if i can" thats too relatable
I've cried so much I just cant cry anymore. All I feel is sadness, no matter how sad i am i just cant cry anymore
Wanna talk with someone bro...?
it’s okay!!
Get help man, cant just sit in it
Go to a psychologist brother, talk with the people that like you about how you feel, but you can't just sink it all in without saying anything
Man, you just spoke my heart out.
“You know the secret to being happy?” “Just pretend that you’re happy and eventually you’ll forget that your pretending
Lieing to urself no thank you if you do that ur life is a lie
ive tried, and im tired of trying at this point
@@St0n3dPickI3 man go listen to outer space from juice wrld and vibe change the mood
no because if you're falling in a bottomless pit of just bad experiences every single minute of the day pretending to be happy won't stop those bad experiences from happening again and again and again
“God is the not secret, but he is the open window to happiness” - tadd dior
This hits so hard man!!
As someone who struggles with loneliness on a day to day basis I'm grateful that I have good friends I can speak to about my troubles that don't judge me and I think everyone needs to find those ppl no matter who they are
Time doesn’t heal anything, it only teaches us to live with it - Itachi Uchiha
BS
@@thewiseowl8804 you truly are a wise owl.
@@9enguin2 thank you, people think quotations make a statement valuable but that’s untrue more often than not
@@thewiseowl8804 The value of quotations often originates from philosophical questions, ideas, and themes. Basically what you said was unnecessary and quotations can be true or untrue depending on the context. Please refrain from generalizing the correctness or incorrectness of a quotation for everyone as if that was the case, it'd begin to lose its value. Thank you.
@@thethinkinggamer1864 Notice how I said "more often than not" meaning there’s gray area? In this case, the quote is obviously absurd. Healing is an observable phenomenon that happens both physically (recovering from wounds and disease) and mentally (through the testimonies of others). People can be unknowingly swayed by quotes: it used to happen to me when I was younger, and I still need to keep my guard up. The issue is that by simply adding quotations and/or a name, statements may falsely appear more credible or valuable, and that’s due to the Appeal to Authority Fallacy. I want to call that out. If the quote benefits you, feel free to enjoy it, I just found this one to be particularly flawed.
This is literally why bojack horeman is one of my favorite series of all times, and why it's the biggest masterpiece netflix ever created
Nothing could top futurama. Then Bojack came along.
Netflix didn't made shit
Futurama is still the God emperor of America cartoons. It stands on the heaps of dead cartoons before and after it because nothing is achieved without heaps of dead things.
Respect for creating this video! So motivational! Yet so real! 😢❤
this still hits so close to home, even after about 2 years since i've first seen this... sometimes i feel like i'm slowly loosing my grip
Nobody exists on purpose, nobody belongs anywhere, everyone’s gonna die.” -Morty Smith
"Come watch T.V"
I'm 14 and this is deep
@@jasejase2886 it kinda is¿
is morty smith as ss hole
Your right nothing rlly matters in retrospeck but finding that you can do watever you love is much better than following a purpose that you’ve been made for because you dont have to be pressured to do what people expected you to do and you’re finding your own goals yet u feel unhappy because watever you do it wont effect the world more than a few genorations but life isnt about changing the world its about enjoying your time
Just for once in my life, I want to feel happy. I really want to feel good about myself from inside. No more fake smile.
This the hardest fight
You can do it bro!
@@sunkist1309 thanks bud. 9 months now I feel getting better. Focus on myself a little more . Life is hard
@@mukulkumar5505 I’m glad to hear it man. I truly am!
All fields are the same😔😔😔
what an incredibly well written and performed character. This video and its construction is incredible as well.
Best Series Ever, Best Sound Bite Beat Mix On the Planet! Thought Provoking Af
I can relate to the “not telling someone that you feel shitty) :(
😔
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It's easier to hide it innit everyone just calls u a attention seeker or ask a bunch of questions which you don't know that answer to.
If you want you can talk :D
this covid situation just destroyed me, i was super motivated for university, for doing what i love, i was finally happy after a hard break up, now i’m like idgaf about nothing, nothing seems worth anymore, everything is like plan, no more strong emotions, only the days flowing one after the orther.
I’m losing myself
Oddly relatable...
You'll do great and once you graduate you'll be better..
God loves you rizzi, you may not believe it but I do
I hope your doing good
Maybe this new you is gonna show u no matter what u had planned for urself things always change, but u will adapt and u will move on and keep going with urself, ur goals are still urs, it’s no one else’s. Don’t let anybody stop u. One minute, one hour, one day at a time. I hope ur doing ok.
this video made me watch bojack horseman. Going through depression, I just thought I could get something from it.
Yesterday I finished the last episode and I can't even imagine what I was like back then, shit changes.
Beautiful series I will never forget
I’m so glad this is back up, this video has helped, strange as it is and I am glad you made it op
“Do you think that it’s too late for me?”
That line breaks me every damn time
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
It's far too late for me
This hit home base for me . Like I listened to this a couple times and seriously laid there thinking about my life and what mistakes I avoided just by biting my tounge and pushing through the pain and tears. I see now how shitty my life was and I see now how better my life is now. Yeah it still hurts ... alot but I have these scars to rememeber where I came from and I'll never forget that. Im glad I didn't go through with those plans I'm glad I'm here to live another day at a time
Nick Adams you are very strong, and we are all glad that you are still here with us. I know it will still keep hurting, but you are stronger now and you have people that love you and support you. I support you and I send you a virtual hug. Please be safe and keep pushing every day. xx
Strong words bro! 👊 Bam!
This is pretty much exactly how I feel.
inspirational words
I've pushed through my pain to and ffs it's hard and takes a lot of effort fair play to you and anyone else who pushes through BC it's the hardest thing in life
Oh boy, it's 3am and I clicked on this while high and the feels are real, my friend
The loneliness came back worse than I remembered.
“You are all the things that are wrong with you”
This made me cry.
I already know how imperfect and awful I am but these words I felt directly
Me too..
Same-
Imperfections have bright sides ya know.
I immediately asked, "Am I?"
That statement let’s you know that you have the ability to also fix what is wrong with you. Please search Jordan Peterson and look at what he says about responsibility, and how that gives meaning to your life. Set goals and work towards them. Praying for you.
"Sometimes it doesent matter what you know, What you feel just takes over". Yeah... yeah it really does..
I want to feel good about myself like you do. And I don’t know how.. that hits hard
I used to feel like this and sometimes I still do but I got better. I remember thinking “I wish I could feel good like other people do” and now I actually do. Don’t give up. I went through hell and I’m in a better place now.
I just want peace bro. I want to be able to sit in silence without my mind being filled with anxiety and intrusive thoughts. *i just want peace*
peace out bro, jesus loves you amen brother
I have never related to a comment like that.. this is makes my whole existence just a long unbearable suffering.. please tell me if you find peace..
@@yaccool132 hey bro, I’m sorry you can relate to this pain :(
Life has gotten even worse over the last 7 months for me but I’m going to keep pushing. Sending love your way 🖤
@@RagingBash i love you too man keep truckin'..
I feel you I hope that time will help but it never has for me but I still hope
It's amazing to me how people wake up every morning and say "yeah, another day, let's do it!" How do they do it? I don't know how.
The power of Jesus my friend
@@armylion5170 No kidding...
@@armylion5170 there is no jesus you just get on with life
I feel the exact same way man and people look at me funny when I talk about that life is basically meaningless to me now I get up, shower, eat, go to work, go home walk my dog, go home game or watch TV back to sleep again then the cycle repeats it really makes me believe that we are truly living in a simulation and this world isnt real might as well end it to leave this simulated reality we live.
@@reecekyle6332 let the man have his beliefs
Love the epic music in the background!
crazy i just started watching this show again from the start last night and this somehow got recommended to me. I’m definitely finishing it now.
I found this video around 7 months ago and no matter what has happened I have kept coming back to it. I've gone through depression and suicidal thoughts, to substance abuse. Now I'm finally doing ok but still this speaks to me. The part of me that still feels bad about everything and think I should give up. Thank you for making this.
Glad for you
I can relate my brother… I..know how this feels……..
..
But you know what makes me feel good and makes me feel that I’m not alone?..
God is with me… even though sometimes I forget that.. but that’s the reality and he’s looking up for me .. for all of us … when I remember this I always feel better.. so much better and end up happy… my ex broke my heart and I kept crying for literally 3 months…I found out that all the love I gave was for nothing… until I realized.. I don’t need to feel bad about it anymore.. it’s my mark. And I left it.. I leave all my marks in this world in every step! It’s really like the whole world is different because I’m in it ! And it is actually!! .. it’s just like you when I read your comment .. you are here ! And you are not alone.. truly.. this comes from the heart….
It’s just so much .. that I can say.. but I hope you FEEL .. how you are important and .. I actually wanna say this.. unlike bojack. I like you no matter what you are .. you are special ❤️
"What else could the universe possibly owe you?" Hits so hard, evertime. When i first heared this i thought the TV was directly talking to me .
I feel ya on that one. Iv survived things I never should have survived. My luck is truly astronomical. And even tho the universe keeps saving me ass. And I'm grateful for it. I used to be the type of person that just wanted more from it. And sometimes I still am I gusse. Life is so fucking weird.
I’ve never watched Bojack Horseman, but this makes me WANT to watch it. From what I see in this edit, it shows realization of problems we’ve caused ourselves. When I say this, I don’t mean that we are the reason for our depression/anxiety/mental/emotional stability, but realizing how we are our own worst enemy. We always beat ourselves down about things that have happened around us or to us in the past or things that are currently going on in our lives. This, for me personally, is my tool to heal myself.
Bojack is always a great source of cathardic release. It really does help me because i can see this cartoon horse just as me and there is one line that I alway hold close to me.
"It gets easier. Everyday it gets a little eaiser. But you got to do it every day that what makes it hard. But it gets easier"
When Todd told Bojack ,' you are all the things that are wrong with you', I really felt that
Is it really true?
Sigh it made me sad
What if the person is trying his best?
The best is never enough. I say this from personal experience. You can fight a million battles for the people you care about, but they will look past all the struggles and see someone who doesn't have his shot together and will leave you for it. That's how life is, atleast how mine is.
@@sayantanpal5933 that’s how mine is. I’m really exhausted
I’m sorry you have to go through this bro🥺
@@sayantanpal5933 It’s why people suck. They will never understand what real pain is. Hypocritically though if the shoe was on the other foot they’d still lash out and blame others.
“Is it terrifying ?”
“I don’t think so..”
“The cycle ends here , the drip finally stops”
“See u on the other side”
“Oh bojack , there is no other side this is the end”
- The final lines of bojack and herb before they died
Bojack didn't die but yk i still love what u getting at the quote
First thing Bojack says to Herb is 'get cancer'
@@chloemcgaughey5607 Bojack could’ve died, and the last episode could’ve been a dream
when im sad this song is my go to. that lo-fi beat is gas.
I’ve never watched this show but this hit so hard.
I don't care if I die alone. I'm worried if I keep living alone
That's the same bro but I get u
I'm worried if I keep living at all tbh
@@Seafoamworks99 I work in a nursing home. About to be 40. I’m afraid of living long enough to be a resident. I want to die before I get there. I’m going sky diving for the first time this summer. Just recently someone in my state died from a sky diving accident. He was 71. God bless.
Die doing something you love and live with no regrets.
I’m a Virgin too. I wish I could get a girl however I have no regrets in ignoring the women of my past like I once did because now I realized I avoided a train wreck.
I may not know you, but I care for you. Me and many other people care for you, never forget that and never give up on yourself :) you are never alone. stay safe out there
@@ms.tearyeyes7472 thank you my friend i appreciate your kind words
I'm your lyrics guy:
Usually, when people ask how I'm doing, the real answer is I'm doing shitty. But I can't say I'm doing shitty because I don't even have a good reason to be doing shitty. So if I say "I'm doing shitty" then they say "Why what's wrong?". And I have to be like "I don't know... all of it.".
I was barely a teenager, the first time I tried to kill myself. If I knew then, what I know now... well it probably wouldn't have changed very much. And it probably wouldn't have changed very much because sometimes it doesn't matter what you know, what you feel just takes over.
You're a millionaire movie star with a girlfriend who loves you, acting in your dream movie. What more do you want? What else could the universe possibly owe you?
I.. want to feel good about myself, the way you do. And I don't know how... I don't know if I can.
I- I guess my question is... do you- do you think it's too late for me?
What?
Am I just doomed to be the person that I am? The person in that book? It's- It's not too late for me, is it? It's not too late. Diane, I need you to tell me that it's not too late. Bojack I-... I-I need you to tell me that I'm a good person. I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive, but underneath all that, deep down I'm a good person and I need you to tell me that I'm good.
God, I'm sorry, alright? I screwed up. I-I know I screwed up-
Oh great... Of course.. Here it comes...
You can't keep doing this. You can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay. You need to be better.
I know and I'm sorry, okay? I was drunk and there was all this pressure from the Astro-campaign. But now, now that it's over I-I...
No...No. Bojack, just stop. You are all the things that are wrong with you. It's not the alcohol or the drugs or any of the shitty things that happened to you in your career or when you were a kid. It's you. Alright? It's you.
I remember I was wandering the empty streets of my hometown.. I was alone this time, unlike that other time. And it's because I wanted to die alone.
wow thank you
Big hug
Before seeing this i was thinking it was Oscar award lol.
Thanks a lot❤️❤️.
The quote "You are all the things that are wrong with you. It's not the alcohol or the drugs or any of the shitty things that happened to you in your career or when you were a kid. It's you. Alright? It's you." is actually pretty powerful. It might sound depressing, hurtful or even outrageous at first, sure, but it's true. Alcohol and drug abuse is a common symptom of a disease of the soul, often engaged in to suppress and distract from other symptoms. So that is not the core of the problem. The shitty things that happened in the past might have worsened the condition but that just depends on the way one might adapt and react to obstacles, difficulties and setbacks. Some people tend to develop dysfunctional and detrimental thought, feeling and behavioral patterns when they're forced to adapt to abusive environments and trauma, leaving them and and their social contacts with a more or less reduced quality of life. It is in your own power to detect, reject and overcome these patterns for the good of all. It's you who changes you, not anything or anyone else. Understanding this empowers you to take matters into your own hands.
I love this serie, is part of my life. :")
Love it
to the homies who are still here, you're not alone
Well we are 💔
I am tho
Could only hope.
Everyday I do my best in school but @ the same time I’m very lonely At this point my relationship with god used to be very close now I’m distant and falling into a pit of sadness High school is just a bitch at this point
yes i lost them
I dont like that people make bojack out to be the most evil "person" ever. They act as if he doesn't have qualities alot of people can relate to. He is a bad person and if you relate to everything he does then that could be a problem but in reality he is very relatable. Most people relate to him because of his abandonment issues, abusive parents, depression, substance abuse, impulsivity, anxiety and his characteristics to borderline personality disorder. He is not pure evil guys.
It’s almost like no one thinks he’s “the most evil person ever” and him being a bad person at the start and his journey to self improvement is literally the point of the show. :/
@@Silverado-pq6xe Bojack shows what we humans relate too like through the show there is one person on here that's you
I’ve never related to a character more then bojack
Yes and each character is many people (fictional and real) absorbed by the creator and writers and remade into a character for us
If your relate with bojack to much then you actually need help
One of the best written shows ever hands down
this video has helped my tears flow more times then i can count. thank you
For all of those suffering from depression, remember you are never truly alone.. What you are feeling many of us feel everyday.
Just because other people feels what I feel too does not mean that I am not alone, and even if it was, it does not make it easier
i disagree
saying that dosent make it better yk
but that doesnt make me feel any better
@@sinan429 If somebody else feels what you're feeling then you're not alone in that area since you're not the only one experiencing it.
Bojack Horseman wasn´t a good show
It was a MASTERPIECE
This video got me through some rough times, so.. thank you
I want to feel good about myself. Like you do. 🙏.
That hit hard.
You know that when you think about suicide without crying that you've been through alot
I can imagine, I still cry when thinking about it
:(
Emotionless
Yep
I never cry when I think about this stuff..... Well I don't cry at all
never thought i would relate to a horse this much
Tbh this horse explains how I can't in like every episode.......
Same!!
@@BLACKFRAPPUCCINO he’s got some courage
Yeah , but don’t discourage real horses , you know , shows like this teach you two things , what we humans go through, and that also behind every animal , there’s a personality there , keep the animals safe ❤️
I rly wanted th thank you for this vid, it hit me very hard and after years of deppressive thoughts I was able to realize what was the real problem, I am the problem, doing shit all the time then blaming myself, its a vicoius cycle.
I loved this clip because it makes me feel the euphoria of depression. What I mean is that I feel depressed all the time, but when I see the clip, it gives some euphoria to my depression, and this is a beautiful feeling, why is it beautiful, because I have not experienced any feeling other than depression
real
It's as if you're at the center of a tornado where the wind can't hurt you, right?
@@saurabhshivhare2882 yah
As a person who deals with suicidal thoughts and depression, I hate when people say "you are not alone, we are suffering the same depression too". Please, dont say those, i think we need listeners, not advices.
Facts
Tell me then, I'll be here if you need me, because I fear I have no idea how can someone come to that point, how can someone feel so bad about life, and I need you to explain, because this will help both of us, because it is beyond my capacity, and I feel utterly useless, and I hate that.
Take your time, but when you'll feel ready to talk about it, for how much it may matter, I'll be here to listen, or well, to read.
And the worst thing is knowing that there's people that feel the same or even worse but I'm the one who is not able to keep going
And the fact is, for most of us we are alone.
I wanna thank you for what u said bcs its a presious advice and that will prolly help some depressed prsn if they want to talk to me so now I know that what they want is be listened and to not just get advices and if it'll help them so its thanks to u.
Its 5 months since u posted this comment and I hope u feel better now
Who is the person speaking about suicide in the background? I’m very intrigued. I love this video it makes me feel a lot of things, my feelings in words I cannot say.
It is a song by Donny, song's name is I wanted to die alone. I don't know much about him but I think it might be his own words rather than a part of clip of something.
its a show on Netflix called bojack horseman it gets kinda deep sometimes but its really good 10/10 reccomend
I may be wrong, but the person that said, “I was alone this time unlike that other time and it was because I wanted to die alone”, said that during a TedTalk.
Its Mark Henick
czcams.com/video/D1QoyTmeAYw/video.html Its a ted talk done by Mark Henick
I have never heard anything that sums up how I feel more than this
Still come back to this every now and then to remind myself ...
was depressed for four years before I met my girlfriend..can't imagine how I'd have reacted watching this or the whole show in general if I watched it then..
Never felt depression untill my ex of 4 years left me :(
Dont depent of other people, 5 years single, but I always be depressive, no matter if I have compani im always feeling lonliness, but im okay whit that, im stronger, and thats cool, so dont depent on others, when they go, you will be alone again.
Don't get into relation ships till you know you're ready and also that you know she or he is good
@@asurabehemoth2467 A good friend once told me "If you're not happy by yourself, what makes you think being in a relationship will change it?". Going further, if I'm not happy by myself and expect it to change in a relationship, how much pressure and burden does that put on the other person? It isn't fair to them.
@@THEAJ109 your friend is a wise person bro
Holding the accelerator with my eyes closed was one of my attempts, probably the closest I ever came. Shit hits when you see it elsewhere.
Oh, I'm good now. Ten years of chronic depression just disappeared out of nowhere one day. No idea what I did or how I can recommend it. Just sort of ended. Keep living, guys. You never know.
happy for you man, lot more i wish i could say but i dont know how. Hope you live a happy long life
That's...really amazing, man. I'm glad you got out.
Just keep hanging on. I was 27 when it ended, so it might be a while, but there’s no reason to die early - we’re all gunna die either way, may as well see if it gets better first. Odds are actually pretty good, no one I know who survived wished they hadn’t.
I’ll see you guys in the light
I don't know you, but I'm glad you made it out alive. I've thought about suicide a lot, but never gotten that close. Pain scares me too much, I don't want to be a non-thinking vegetable either with the possibility of realizing what I did to myself. No matter how you go about it, survival and pain are always a possibly, mental or physical. I just wanted to stop existing. At the end of the day just sitting in those thoughts and emotions never brought me anything of value, so now I want to change because I think I can feel good about myself even if it's not all the time. Sorry to vent in a comment section but your message resonated with me deeply.
Man, you getting to share your experiences is why we’re here, don’t apologize. It sucks that you think about disappearing, but I’m glad that you at least have the presence of mind to understand the consequences of those actions before you take them. I knew a guy who shot himself with a shotgun yet still survived in a coma for two weeks afterwards. There’s no easy ‘delete yourself’ button. Let the fear of pain keep you with us, man
“Time heals all wounds”
Two years later she’s still the first thought in my mind when I wake up and the last thought in my mind before I fall asleep. Didn’t even date her! Been cheated on by an actual girlfriend in the past and was able to get over it within a week. Why is this so different.
Just sitting here reading all the comments sorted by most recent just hits me so hard. that everyone else wants to cry so hard and we are all going through the same feels...just kills me. drinking a glass full of bourbon when watching this makes everyday life makes everyday life and pain feel like a distant memory. we all need to learn to love everyone else in our lives more and more and not to lose those closest to us.
0:00 - 0:13 = they ask you how are you and you just have to say that you're fine, when you're not really fine, but you just can't get into it because they would never understand
Bruh
@@tia7182 Bruhh
Legend 😂
felt this way tooo hard
@Okiku Sama it was legit funny
The worse feeling in the world is when you reach a point of emptiness where you question said emptiness and start to blame yourself for that emptiness. There is no major reason I feel so empty on most days, so why am I? You can't describe it to people, cause they'll always ask you why are you empty? I don't know..
The point you reach your lowest low is when each day is the same, days past by fast, memories fade, and....you yourself fade. You lose yourself to that emptiness, and all you can do is sit back and let it happen.
You want to work on yourself, get better, improve your life, but you have no motivation to do so. You believe if you work hard enough, you can get better, due to other people's experience or your own in the past. However, you are scared you'll work hard for it only to fall back into the pit of unmotivation, and emptiness.
You want to be happy or just plain fine, not because you think you deserve it, but because you just want to stop being a burden. Stop letting emotions effect your daily life. You want to be fine so people in your life aren't so stressed or burdened by your situation.
You know your emotions aren't an excuse to your actions, maybe an explanation, but never an excuse. You feel so out of control, and you are just destroying everything. Still, it's still you doing these things, and it's another reason you want to get better for the people in your life.
To anyone reading this, I feel you, it's hard, so fucking hard, and it's been dragging me down. However, you can get better, I have done it in the past, and there were results, but realistically, it will never go away fully, and sometimes hard waves hit you hard out of nowhere. Get better in your own time, and it's okay to not be okay for awhile. Accept your current state, all your flaws, all your emotions, and move forward. This sounds cheesy, but I just wanted to provide some advice.
You aren't alone.
Thank you. I needed this.
Thank you so much. I've been going through a lot including a break up, so thank you for this advice.
I relate to this 100%. Thank you
“ i just wanna feel good about myself “
New video. Im lovin it.
0:35 - "Youre a millionaire movie star with the girlfriend who loves you."
Me:
- not a millionaire
- not a movie star
- 23 years old and still hadnt a girlfriend...
True but sometimes even that’s not enough
If you want, ı can be ::(
@@ilayimo
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the point of that was saying that money and fame won't really make you happy if you don't feel good about yourself, and sometimes even if everybody else adores you you don't feel good because you don't know yourself
bigboss ur starving😂
right in da feels
The first line hooked me . when people ask how are you they don’t really care they are being polite to make themselves feel better I started being honest and just saying I’m doing shitty , they have the same reaction because people don’t actually care the day I die they won’t miss me
Being depressed is more than just being sad. It’s missing when you were happy. Your friends, your hobbies, activities, etc. You miss the warmth you once felt in your heart. The satisfied feeling when your head hits the pillow every night. You miss the days that felt like the golden glow of the sun was upon you, no matter the actual weather. You miss feeling invincible. You miss the relationships, friends, romantic interests, the people you filled your life with who are now gone, for whatever reason. In summary the person you miss most, is who you used to be.
Make something of yourself again. Now is the chance to decide who you want to be and go out there and do it. Most people forget that.
@@muscles_ann_mascara6194 We all try to do that… we fucking try our best! but no one helps us not even a little bit…
@@muscles_ann_mascara6194 we try we always do......but everyone expects us to find a quick fix their is no quick fix the show,shows that even in our high times when we are happy we are still sad inside alot of depression cant be fixed
Thank you so much, that first sentence was able to truthfully help me completely answer the question of what this feeling is and why it’s been here for too long
I know you mean well with this description and I know what feeling you are trying to describe, but people are just gonna misinterpret this again. They are gonna interpret it as being a minor thing, like they always do. Depression is not a minor thing, it's not something that you can just "cheer up" and "remember you are not alone" to make yourself feel better. Depression is a black hole that sucks every last drop of what is good and makes you happy out of you and leaves you with nothing but a very heavy weight black veil hanging over you, detaching you from everything behind that veil. It makes your vision of what gave you joy blurry, it twists you and exhausts you to no end. Depression robs you of any feeling of joy whatsoever. Even when you laugh and it looks like you are enjoying yourself from the outside, you feel nothing but hollowness inside. There is no passion, no fun, no hope, no reassuring feeling to back you up like you have in everyday life and you take it for granted before you actually lose it. It's a void. You are separated from the feelings you feel, like behind a huge wall, IF you even feel them at all anymore. You laugh, but it doesn't fill you with joy. It's just an empty, meaningless laugh. But to others it seems real. It's impossible to describe if you haven't experienced it.
Labeling it "feeling sad" (as is often done in pop media and as has come to be the "understanding" of it in society) is actually very inaccurate. People just lack a way to voice and describe that feeling any better. If I had to give it a try, I'd probably call it something like "feeling hollow, empty, void and being inexplicably dragged down by the sheer weight of your own existence".
So it's kind of insulting to give shitty advice like "remember you're not alone" or "keep your head up", "pull yourself together", "everyone feels down sometimes", or the worst of all "I know how you feel, you know I was once sad about xy". I know you mean well, but what you feel like when you are feeling down or sad is a completely different feeling compared to what you feel like when you're depressed.
That advice is like telling someone who is about to fight a 600 pound mutated rabid chimaera with razor teeth and fire breath "don't worry, it's just a kitty". Do not underestimate the sheer hopelessness, emptiness, numbness and exhaustion that is depression.
Think of it more like this: have you ever been really sick? Like REALLY sick? You know, when you had a cold and you were so sick that your whole body hurt and you were exhausted from just being on your feet for half an hour? The type of sick where you sleep 15 hours a day, and you still wake up exhausted with that runny nose? Where your muscles are inflamed and everything is tense yet flimsy at the same time? Where you feel physically weak to the point that just taking a shower or making food or vacuuming becomes an excruciatingly exhausting activity?
Well, depression is kinda like that. More mentally than physically, but maybe that gives you a little bit of a better idea what severe depression feels like.
You wouldn't tell a really sick person to "power through" or that "everyone gets a cold sometimes" or that you can realty because you had the sniffles yesterday, now would you?
This show is so amazing. It shows that no matter what you do being happy isn't easy if you never knew to be happy
Everybody dies alone. That is the nature of death. No one can experience it with you.
But you can live with others.
You can live with other people.and maybe, just maybe, thats good enough
This show was a masterpiece, and so was this, back to the shadows now.
Probably the best summary of the escapist part of Bojack show - he DESPERATELY wants to see the light within himself (The way how he asks Diane to acknowledge the good part of BoJack deep within him) and feel warmth (notice the moment when young BoJack lied near to his mother just to feel a SIMULATION of motherly love), yet he struggles to understand that seeing the light and feeling warm requires taking RESPONSIBILITY and actually doing steps towards improving yourself(light) and your relationship with others (warmth). Doesn't act, but just wants to hear other people say that's it's ok, that he is okay - escapism.
Everyone can relate to BoJack in some way or the other. Writers did a fantastic job
best edit 10/10
i relate to this so much it just makes me feel a bit better that i Aint the only one who feels this