sad edit audios beacuse I can't deal with life anymore..
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- čas přidán 2. 06. 2024
- 00:00 alone again
00:35 apocalypse
01:16 stranger x Je te laisserai des mots
02:02 Afterlife
02:44 not allowed
03:11 unfair
03:46 moment
04:34 leni
05:19 the beach
06:11 get u the moon
06:51 space song
07:24 I love you
08:15 hurts like hell
08:45 Where's my mind (piano ver.)
09:06 cigarette duet
09:46 ylang ylang
10:20 bitches broken hearts
-bye..
THE PICTURE OF ELLIE IM GONNA CRY😭😭
she deserved better..
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@@1milliondollaredits FAX 😭😢
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what series or movie is this scene from?
Thank you for this. I swear I literally cry to these and I actually feel better, your videos are amazing and thank you! And also whatever may be going on in your life just know that it’s gonna get better and that people care. Have a wonderful day, and thank you.
your welcome and thank u too!
Ofc!
I'm not gonna lie to ya'll, I clicked because of Ellie, But now AMAZING VIDEO! 💫
It’s mostly Ellie. The audios too. Thank you for letting me get my emotions out though ❤️
THE PHOTO AND THE AUDIOS AGHHH! 😭
I don't know who need to hear this, probably no one but I'm gonna write it anyway. Because it's my story, and probably one of you will relate.
(This comment is really long and I just told a little part of this story, imagine if I told everything...)
I'm a 16yo girl, turning 17 soon. I've been bullied since I'm a 8 years old little girl because I was obese and because of my foreign blood. I started to stop talking about my origins, where I was from and all that stuff and I lost weight when I was 13. A lot. In just a year, I went from 62kg to 45kg, I was starving myself and was fainting literally every day. My parents would yell at me everytime because "you should eat more, wtf you're doing?!" and my dad would hit me (and he still does but anyway, that's not the point.) And even when I lost weight, people still bullied me because I had cut my hair to look like a boy, I apologised for being a boy born in a girl's body but it just made things worse.
I matured at a very young age because of that and now I'm considered as "not funny", "not childish enough" and "alcoholic" by my family, "psycopath" when I'm just a sociopath, "no heart", "strange", "scary", etc...
I tried to kill myself at age 12 and I was hurting myself. My mom stopped me and also I fell in love. This person was totally ignorant of my existence because he was a kpop singer, yet I fell in love. He made me stop hurting myself and made me a little more happier every day. I was in love during more than a year and then my feelings just went away. It was strange for me because I was back to the "no-emotions" me and it scared me.
I now fell in love with someone else, an actor, still a person who doesn't know I exist, a little bit too old for me but yet, I'm a strange girl who fall in love with actors and singers...
I hate myself for that.
I always hated myself. I hated myself for being born (and I still do), I hated myself for my height & weight, I hated myself for wearing glasses, I hated myself for being different, etc...
And just by that, I took 10kg back and it just make me sick. I'm crying every day because of this love for that guy, and I'm crying everyday because I don't have the flat stomach I used to have back when I lost weight.
Life is hard and will always be, she's decided to end me and I can't do anything but let her do it. Maybe one day she'll see that I'm a little bit (too much) used to it and that it isn't fun anymore so she'll let me live.
After all those years, I'm still thinking that it will be better one day... So, please, to all of you who are still reading this, don't give up. See how much I endured, yet I'm still here? It will be the same for you!
I sincerely hope that you will get better earlier than me and remember that out here there's a 16yo girl who believe in you.
You're strong enough, you can do it!
Love you❤️🩹
Nobody wanted this comment, but we needed it, I’m glad you’ve got the strength to share your experience, your valid
oh dios estoy llorando- sos una persona tan fuerte :( todo lo que estas pasando y sigues aquí, yo no podría con tanto.. lo siento mucho y gracias por contar tu historia, espero todo mejore, se que asi sera
I'm so sorry that you went through all of this I kinda feel you on the bullying part I used to be bullied in middle school cause I had only 2 friends,because I was shy and didn't understood when people where joking about something and now they make fun of me they hate me they call me stupid etc and they don't want me to play with them cause I'm not good at sports but I wish you the best and stay strong too!!we all went through something that wounded as a lot but no one understands 😢
My week was terrible, thank you, even though I’m late, I still liked this playlist, as it made me feel a bit better. This relieved some of my worries.
Also, hope your doing better :)
How was your day?
Mine was alright.
Hope your week is doing better now :)
Everyone who sees this hope you have a blessed day…❤️❤️
the picture of ellie makes me wanna uncontrollably sob because I KNOW EXACTLY WHATS HAPPENING 😭
RIGHT
Wait what happened to her?
@@falafels221 she had to watch her father figure get murdered and she suffers from ptsd because of it
@@katherine6435 poor baby
@@falafels221 exactly ☹️
it hurts me to even look at the picture bc these audios fit so well with what’s happening in this picture.
I love this playlist, i can just lay in bed and cry to sleep thx you for making this❣️
I love how these are songs i dont hate!! Just songs idc and like♡♡
me encanta esto
Ellie deserves the world:(
no… ellie :((
i hope you’re doing okay love
ELLIEE ☹️☹️
STIP IT I CRIED WHEN IN TJAT SCENE
The photo. Ellie.... I swear that scene from the last of us 2 scarred me. I can’t even pick up the game without slightly tearing up.
ELLIE😭😭😭😭💔
I saw ellie and I clicked 😥😔 she deserved better 😔🤧
Secondddd ❤️❤️
Who is that in the photo ??
Its ellie from The last of us 1 and 2 but that specific pic is from Part two!
@@yourmomnakahara6993 ok ty it looks interesting :))
Had to ruin the 420 likes...
who..
asked? BAHHSJAM
jk sorta love this
9:05 personal timestamp
5:20
Am I stupid or did I just mistake the photo for mj from the Spider-Man ps4 game??