Dark Sad Beat Instrumental-Beat Title: Until The End

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  • čas přidán 5. 09. 2024
  • A beat I made to a piano loop I downloaded. Got to thank "MINOR2GO" from looperman.com for letting me use his piano melody in this beat. Just made this for fun no intentions for stealing anything. Please comment, rate , and subscribe if you like!
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  • @cx_cristal
    @cx_cristal Před 7 lety +9

    I ended up getting inspired by this beat so I wrote a rap and performed it on 2/23/17 and a lot of people couldn't believe I was capable of doing something like that or writing something like that. Thank you so much for making this.

  • @saltkage7713
    @saltkage7713 Před 7 lety +21

    I try so hard to keep it all in
    You don't know my story or how it begins
    They say positive vibes brings a positive life without slit wrists and bloody knives
    These are times I contemplate suicide
    I sit and cry in every sleepless night
    We all face a demotion, , mines without emotion
    You just have to realize you're one fish in an ocean
    Honestly I'm not surprised my esteem ain't high
    I was always denied and extremely bone dry
    I rarely went to school because they think I'm too quiet, never had friends, used to say I was always shy
    I was already on the edge
    It was just only more stress
    No one really cared it was just me no one else
    Just me nothing left
    Just me fucking set
    That's when I had to lie
    That's when I urged to cry
    Couldn't breath, couldn't see, still can't eat, I had to leave
    That's when they were demystified
    That's when they were terrified
    all these hidden lies, I talked to myself and said goodbye

  • @NateMac1990
    @NateMac1990 Před 8 lety +107

    (Bar 1) See, as she stares in the mirror,
    (Bar 2) Tryin to understand herself, see the issues clearer,
    (Bar 3) But underneath her skin, is a broken heart,
    (Bar 4) Something so beautiful, but viciously torn apart,
    (Bar 5) When did we lose the love and pull out our claws,
    (Bar 6) All she's wants, is to go back, to find the love like it was,
    (Bar 7) But we keep firing our guns, without legitimate cause,
    (Bar 8) She's heard it so much, about how much she's fucked up,
    (Bar 9) Still staring at herself, knowing she's never enough,
    (Bar 10) That's when she looks down to see all her cuts,
    (Bar 11) Every mistake, just continues to the floor like a lake,
    (Bar 12) Words like bullets, now her own life is at stake,
    (Bar 13) Askin God, to please forgive her for the mistakes,
    (Bar 14) She keeps tellin herself, that all she's caused is heartache,
    (Bar 15) She's stuck bein real, in a world that's all fake,
    (Bar 16) Her life's on the line, no one cares what's at stake,
    (Hook/Chorus)
    When you feel your life is fallin to pieces/time freezes/ but you still watch the seasons/ time tricklin like sand through all your fingers/just the same as all of your reasons
    (Bar 1) What about all her unfinished goals n dreams,
    (Bar 2) Now she's questioning what it all means,
    (Bar 3) The medication she was given only made it worse,
    (Bar 4) In that hospital bed, gettin treated by the nurse,
    (Bar 5) Her mom's in the room, gripping her purse
    (Bar 6) That light in her faded, now she's in the back of the hurse,
    (Bar 7) All her loved ones grievin,
    Knowin it was to soon for her leavin,
    (Bar 8) 22yrs old, her reasoning brought her to this decision,
    (Bar 9) She cried out so loud, but no one was there to listen,
    (Bar 10) They say this is something done by a coward,
    (Bar 11) While they stand at her grave, layin some flowers,
    (Bar 12) Wishin for more time, even just a couple more hours
    (Bar 13) Amazing how one life can change so many lives,
    (Bar 14) No one ever knows when the Devil arrives,
    (Bar 15) Bottled up deep down, that's how our pain resides,
    (Bar 16) A silent killer, is what all of us call suicide
    Hook/Chorus
    (Bar 1) This is a topic I've grown to know too well,
    (Bar 2) Feeling worthless, like you won't succeed or excel,
    (Bar 3) But I take a deep breath, breathe in and exhale,
    (Bar 4) There's so much more to do, just to let it all go stale,
    (Bar 5) There's joy and success everytime you fall n fail,
    (Bar 6) No sense in gettin caught up in every little detail,
    (Bar 7) There's so much more to life, keep on shining bright,
    (Bar 8) Don't give up now, spread those wings, take flight,
    (Bar 9) You're loved way more than you'll prolly ever know,
    (Bar 10) Don't rush what's meant to be, just take it slow

    • @daphneythal6737
      @daphneythal6737 Před 8 lety +2

      +Nathen Pura do you mind if I use your lyrics but switch up some words and tweek it up a little ;)

    • @nathanvella960
      @nathanvella960 Před 8 lety

      thats à sick beat man :-)

    • @madskitz6613
      @madskitz6613 Před 8 lety

      love it

    • @dgamxtrimix470
      @dgamxtrimix470 Před 8 lety +3

      +Nathen Pura really I seen yo ass post this same shit on that "torn apart" beat c'mon bro how about you write more rhymes

    • @andremiller6101
      @andremiller6101 Před 8 lety

      Let me have this ill rap it but give u full credit for writing it

  • @Jesus_Paid
    @Jesus_Paid Před 9 lety +14

    This beat just makes people want to write and flow. Good stuff bro. Keep these beats comin. God bless you!

  • @TheBennysmacks
    @TheBennysmacks Před 9 lety +16

    To those who feel their worth is dirt, to those who understand loss and have knowledge of hurt, for those who have felt the cost of life being taken from this earth and know true sacrifice no real human leaves unhurt. A life is precious because there is only one so remove past guilt move on and have fun, no need to put your life at the end of gun or jump from a bridge because you felt you couldn't run or abandon all your kids, cause you got this idea it couldn't be done.
    Pain and absence of remorse can take a bad toll I'm a fine example ill be a bitter man when I'm old, I only ask to be cremated and spread west and call me Fievel. Keep a spark hope inside and most bullshit will pass you by, not to say you can avoid mishaps but shit happens so stay on track. You may ask who am I to preach love, cause I couldn't find it in a figure up above, its a little worse than don't ask don't tell cause with God its "keep talking, wont answer, oh well"....I may not look at the whole world in pure ecstasy but at least I can say with true pain I've lived adversity, those who don't know sorrow have it worst, at least that's what I believe.

    • @rogervanegas3
      @rogervanegas3 Před 9 lety +1

      Benjamin Nagel no entiendo nada, pero bueno, que se le va a hacer,
      traductor: Help me.
      me gusto xD

  • @moonlight_6669
    @moonlight_6669 Před 4 lety +1

    😢😢😔😔asta e cea mai faina si cea mai tristă melodie pe care am ascultat-o vreodată, iti intra in vene si te ia cu fiori in tot corpul!Felicitări!😔😢😔😔😔😔😔❤🔥

  • @queenrudolph628
    @queenrudolph628 Před 7 lety +3

    I sing to this beat at graduation

  • @SIATPhoenix
    @SIATPhoenix Před 10 lety +1

    sometimes im afraid to talk for the fear of being mocked it seems like my heart is a fragile vase but this fragile vase is what connects me to time and space

  • @Reco461
    @Reco461 Před 10 lety +6

    I want this melody played for my funeral

  • @Bar_Bar27
    @Bar_Bar27 Před 11 lety +2

    your BEST beat in my opinion!! its one of the best i've heard. its full with emotions, all kind of emotions. sadnes, anger, and even maybe happines for some people.
    what a POWERFUL beat.
    very good job man.
    im a producer too. wish i was on your level.

  • @kamrengautreaux4654
    @kamrengautreaux4654 Před 10 lety +8

    i put my heart into everything that i do,
    a dad that i never knew,
    a dad that i never met ,
    mom , she was never there,
    i dont think they ever cared,
    no i aint never scared,

    • @slapqueen4407
      @slapqueen4407 Před 4 lety

      I used this beat 👉🏽 czcams.com/video/3qBnnBWWUYI/video.html would appreciate some feedback

  • @calkel5180
    @calkel5180 Před 2 lety +1

    i feel this is the beat everyone hides for views, literally been going back to this for years

  • @zoestefani5264
    @zoestefani5264 Před 7 lety +3

    You never chose to be happy
    Every night was a never ending war
    I was there but eventually I was torn
    Don't expect me to stay
    When you took all my happiness away
    Yes, life has trials but don't blame them on me
    You have to get up and try. There's a better life just wait and see

  • @Dime-Life-317
    @Dime-Life-317 Před 4 lety +1

    You are everything I could ever need and more,
    More than I deserve or would dare wish for.
    You are my baby, my angel, my dream girl.
    I'm thankful every day that you are my whole world.
    For the time I spend with you, my heart truly sings.
    My one, my only, my EVERYTHING.

  • @jake-6015
    @jake-6015 Před 7 lety +9

    Yo I used to be in depression cuz I was stressin had to stop the guessin lookin over my life like Im messin but then I got found by the sound and I was inspired never had to take the lighter never was a fighter the the shy kid had the chance to be something but I never did but until that opportunity strikes again I'm just gonna keep spinning this chain in my head

  • @MinhQuangQTKD1992
    @MinhQuangQTKD1992 Před 10 lety +6

    best sad of beat I listened!

  • @KeyEpic
    @KeyEpic Před 9 lety +9

    where can i buy this beautiful Beat?

  • @erickramirez3214
    @erickramirez3214 Před 7 lety +1

    I don't why
    I let my dreams go
    I feel like Im always
    Far away from home
    I'm walking down this lonely road
    I'm always alone and so cold
    This road is only getting longer
    I need to find a way to get stronger
    Because the weak die and strong survives
    That's how this fucked up world is all about
    Why can't we help one another
    There is always going to be wrong
    That's why you have to be strong
    But I know sometimes we don't know where we belong
    I'm expressing my feelings in this song
    Because I feel like a bomb
    Ready to explode
    But Im not ready to open my doors
    I feel like I'm not ready to be myself
    I feel like something is missing
    You are the last pieces to my chest
    Cause Im been putting it back together
    Part by part
    You are the missing piece that completes my heats
    But I love when you are there to help
    Each time
    It is like ever word
    Music to my ear
    I like the way you think
    Your so unique
    I even like the way you speak
    I always get lost in the sound of your voice
    I don't why you make me feel what I feel inside
    Is it something good or is it something bad
    I don't know you tell me
    But don't tell me what I want to hear
    Tell me what you really do feel
    Because if you don't feel the same
    If it's not meant to be
    Let's just let it go
    Lets not even try
    Because At the end I'm not going to be the one who cry's
    No tears are ever falling out of my eyes
    I been hurt to much that it's not even funny
    But if I really love you I'm going to be sweet like honey
    Because your going to the one I gain
    The one who takes away the pain
    An I take yours away
    You know I will do the same
    If I have to I will make a change
    Because I know you will be worth it
    You will be the purposes
    The reason why I should be alive
    Because you will take my fears that I feel inside
    You will understand how hard it is to be who I am
    But I know I can become anyone I want to be
    Just know all I ask for is for you to be with me
    With you by my side I feel like anything is possible
    I can believe everything can come true
    But my worst fear is to lose you
    What the fuck Im still thinking about you
    Why can't I get over you
    Everything I did was because of you
    I don't know the things that got me attracted to you
    Everything you did was affecting me
    I was just another person
    That really wasn't me
    You made me blind
    The only I did was believe
    That one day you would end up with me
    One day I can call you until the end of time
    But I was wrong to believe that
    The worst part is that I cant take nothing back
    I said the worst part is that I can't take nothing back
    I will always remember that
    I never lost your love because I never found it
    I never lost your trust because I never had it
    So this the part I don't get
    But you are the person I will never forget
    I still have so many regrets
    Lets just leave it in the past
    To me this story is sad
    But Im glad it happened this way
    But I still feel there were words unsay
    Lets leave that for another day
    Because right now I don't give a fuck about what you have to say
    More lies I always knew how to read between your line
    You were always messing with my mind
    You broke my heart in a way that I can't even explain
    You can't see my tears because I'm walking in the rain
    I'm going to feel this many more years
    Because I promise that I won't never go away
    But for some reason losing you is still my worst fear
    I'm still going to jbe in your life
    That's a promise I'm going to keep because your my friend
    Until the end

  • @joshuacollins4023
    @joshuacollins4023 Před 11 lety +3

    This is a perfect beat to write to, damn good job on who ever made this beat keep it up

  • @tabjunior3655
    @tabjunior3655 Před 11 lety +1

    All the suffering fills me,but man's acting tough keeping all my family safe, waiting for the better days;some say im a dreamer, others say im a fool, world full if hate; askin God to protect my daughter, hopefully I'll be her light, still got a vision of peace

  • @gregoryiscrazy
    @gregoryiscrazy Před 11 lety +4

    gives me chills man, i hope i can make music like this one day. keep up the good work!

  • @titocanez6562
    @titocanez6562 Před 12 lety +1

    damb , love this beat too. felt as it was it was calling out to me

  • @keanutamatea5475
    @keanutamatea5475 Před 9 lety +17

    i struggle to keep it under pressure,
    me compare to the world,
    Im like a feather,
    but a feather keeps on flying on forever,
    no matter what sort of pain it brings threw the weather,
    the outcome is always got to be better,
    on the other end you can never be as happier,
    but that's a dream away,
    reality keeps leaving you awake,
    i feel like giving it up,
    sick enough to not be giving a fuck,
    haters an bitches
    i cant tell them apart,
    from the very start,
    we were all living it up,
    but now we grew up, with most of the people
    having crooked hearts,
    with a crooked life,
    bullies pushing people to committing suicide,
    stupid boys leaving there kid an girl behind,
    they say its what fate has decided for us
    has fate corrupted an lied to us?
    look at yourself into your own eyes
    until you realize
    your living
    but your not living
    your real life,
    gifted with a light
    to put the darkness behind,
    gifted with a mind
    to only survive,
    they say the strongest survives,
    but even the strongest need help with one another,
    the weaker falling threw the pain to suffer,
    the poor being the victims,
    all started threw the corporation
    of the system,
    mite aswell call this world a prison,
    its because of people like the government,
    putting us threw that position
    is life the impossble mission?

    • @maxburlachenko7294
      @maxburlachenko7294 Před 9 lety

      can i use your lyrics

    • @keanutamatea5475
      @keanutamatea5475 Před 9 lety

      yeah man only if you perfect it an also make good use of it, an i would also like to read the improvements you are going to make on it :),, cheers for reading

    • @lightning6951
      @lightning6951 Před 9 lety

      +keanu tamatea aye man you don't mind if i use this lyric in a song im writing?

    • @keanutairi7290
      @keanutairi7290 Před 9 lety

      +Haider Qayyum I want a shout out from you

    • @samer.mghabghab
      @samer.mghabghab Před 9 lety

      Through* I think.

  • @tammieowens1787
    @tammieowens1787 Před 9 lety +1

    This is one hell of a beat....... I can honestly say it takes me places...

  • @nalyen8919
    @nalyen8919 Před 8 lety +6

    you got my feels... it's cool

  • @bigmanchillin2007
    @bigmanchillin2007 Před 11 lety +1

    I guess alot of people will be writing something to this really beautiful beat. nice job, mad kudos to the producer.

  • @MonsterTacos8
    @MonsterTacos8 Před 8 lety +60

    Hes been in high school 3 years, the type of kid to hate most his peers, always roamed the halls with ear buds in each of his ears/ when he roams around all they see is a pothead, even heard some kids wants him to drop dead, made him so made all he could do was see in red/ but he's just an average dude, maybe with a bit of an attitude/ he wishes he could drop out, everyday day goes by and it feels like he had a blackout/ life's a struggle for this dude, everyday days just a big feud, he wants to join conversations but feels he'd intrude/ he hates his school, he also hated preschool/ he'd get jumped and his lunch taken away, even happened in the hallway, but the teachers didn't give a shit they we're just there waiting for payday, he had no getaway, he got beat up almost everyday/ this all happened till grade two, when he finally got to break through/ he went to a new school, he thought it would help but man what a fucking fool/ instead of getting beat up he'd just get bullied, till he gave up and hid under his hoody/ he was good at hiding the pain, but you couldn't imagine the thoughts going on in his brain, he'd get so made he'd get a facial vein, his thoughts felt like a hurricane, he eventually switched schools and was eventually introduced to Mary Jane/ he uses it to escape his thoughts, it would help loosen his knots/ then he had a big accident which made his depression worse, he felt had was gifted with a curse/ now he goes to school with a bunch of assholes, only to encourage his to pack more bowls/ he had this girl who really fucked him up, everyone just said chirrup, only to make his emotions blow up and his depression speed up!! You can only imagine how much it hurts to hear someone say "I love you" and don't mean it, you can literally feel your heart split/ but he doesn't care about that shit now, he made it through it somehow/ now he lives day by day, feeling a piece of him everyday tearaway.

  • @EminentExposure
    @EminentExposure Před 12 lety +1

    I brawl with hurricanes
    Traversing barren plains
    Crippled by a gnarling rain
    Delve into my unconscious
    To escape the pain
    Omitted by saints
    So the devil carves away
    Engulfed by shadows
    Awating the gallows
    Edge closer to my fears
    Words emerge
    In a fountain of tears
    Oh, what such steps
    Do perils cradle?
    Upon the devils ascent
    No prayer may save you.

  • @suedeheath5677
    @suedeheath5677 Před 8 lety +3

    by suede heath Im just losing my mind just wanting to die i cant bare living on this earth no more can i survive just thinking in my mind but at the moment i am lost im having trouble with everything calling out to god but he never responds. fuck it all i would rather be gone but im so caught up on the moment trying think of a song so this is how ends and this is how its goes everybody ive lost all hope forget it all i wanna tie a rope around my neck and damit choke it aint no joke cause i be sitting her crying hearts breaking to pieces yer a little more dying i dont give shit all my life’s has been was misery cant u see and and my mind is stuffed its like ive taking a drug and its mentally just messed it up. but from all the pain ive been threw i was always bullied at school. and it didn’t fell cool everybody was making fun of me it felt horribly. everyone be having fun while i be crying tears running down my cheeks. had no courage left in me not even the courage to speak. the names i got called was skinny runt and a geek. i fell like an outcast i fell like a freak. so i started to not attend class the teachers wondered? so the rang my mum. Mum told my dad he goes and gets his belt i see the fury in eyes well he whips me in the ass

  • @prodanovtomislav658
    @prodanovtomislav658 Před 12 lety

    Being ashamed of the life isn't the way it should be,
    starting with the worst, ending up with the good feelings,
    sometimes life gives you only one chance,
    it's either you step up or you step back,
    there's no in between as the true things last,
    ur gonna start with a new life ,try to leave behind the past..

  • @meganrobinson3732
    @meganrobinson3732 Před 10 lety +4

    Hey, I was wondering if I could maybe use this beat in one of my songs?

  • @8805pt2
    @8805pt2 Před 11 lety

    3 years since the beat is up still da best

  • @PaulDagher
    @PaulDagher Před 7 lety +9

    0:17
    22 and livin, 22 and on life I'm sippin
    I look around me as I'm rippin wheels on wheels
    drinkin vodka and makin side deals I'm on new levels that have
    taken me closer to fear cause it's so good that I think my end is near
    Fast track, lifes great I'm doing hacks in the back where I find loop holes in the back
    I'm crackin the system to finalize my attack and my aggression, I'm to scared of the
    real me so I re-open the bag and spill it all on the floor behind closed doors I don't know my
    self anymore and that's why I get sore in my mind at night, I get headaches cause I'm to scared
    to take flight, to fight my way out towards what's right I might i mean catch sight but iight I just say
    I'm done as the guilt hits the wind pipe waiting for something good but no good came to me, no aim set for the arrow to flee the target long gone before I opened up this path way that I walk on. My ways are unstable, like a flickering cable I'm to hard headed and can't support ideas on any table.
    But I can capture what I got and let go of the missin dots that I tryed to lable on the screen to plot and spot if this or that got the shot to accomplish something greater, but I look past the connection and to my past I should say see you later
    I got to much on my plate but the plate ain't haven it, Maybe if I widened my perspective I could get a bigger dish
    and the things inside man handle it. Piece by piece, I'll take this on a leash I'll praise this with a feast I'll solve this in or on the streets whatever the end of the rope meets I will be their to seize the mess. I'm doin my best, I'm not wearing a bullet proof vest I'm just human the best thing I can say now is just stay true man.

    • @slapqueen4407
      @slapqueen4407 Před 4 lety

      I used this beat 👉🏽 czcams.com/video/3qBnnBWWUYI/video.html would appreciate some feedback

    • @jsloop7545
      @jsloop7545 Před 3 lety

      Oh.. pff...

    • @jsloop7545
      @jsloop7545 Před 3 lety

      Fine.

  • @TStanz101
    @TStanz101 Před 11 lety +1

    Love this sick piano beat and just had to come back and listen to this song again its so good!

  • @BURTON370
    @BURTON370 Před 8 lety +3

    LINDO DEMAIS!!! ABRAÇO DO BRASIL!!!

  • @sleeplessocean5698
    @sleeplessocean5698 Před 9 lety +2

    Look at this smile,
    Look at this grin,
    It's so fake just pass me the gin.
    I'm so sick of pretending,
    i'm so tired of all the lies.
    Can you see what i'm hiding inside?
    I try to point out hints,
    that i'm not okay.
    How could you just say everything is coming my way?
    I am blessed and I am healthy,
    But sometimes the road gets a little bumpy.
    Sometimes I wanna quit, and sometimes I wanna stop.
    But I can't just drop that drop.
    I laugh,
    And I do giggle,
    But I just can't seem to make it real.
    How did this come to be?
    Will this be my ending?
    Take me to another place where the grass is greener,
    Where everyone is okay with me bending.
    I'm not broken,
    But I am cracked.
    I just wanna slow down and sit back.
    Nobody understands what I feel,
    They don't want to.
    But I just wanna take this empy smile and make it real.
    I never wanted to become fake,
    I never wanted to cry,
    But look into my eyes and tell me why!
    The days are much more grey,
    But that's not only what I can say.
    The rain falls like blood,
    From and open wound.
    I think i'll go too soon.
    Tell me what you see inside of me,
    Tell me every truth,
    No, never mind, I don't wanna listen to you.
    I'm so tried of my feelings,
    I'm so sick of me trying,
    But one day,
    You'll see that inside i'm dying.

    • @slapqueen4407
      @slapqueen4407 Před 4 lety

      I used this beat 👉🏽 czcams.com/video/3qBnnBWWUYI/video.html would appreciate some feedback

  • @chrystiannichols1697
    @chrystiannichols1697 Před 10 lety +7

    My heart is hollow. full of sorrow. All I do is beg N borrow,
    Lay in bed, so full of dread. while contemplating
    if 2morrow
    Will be better than today is. Life is like a box of chocolates
    never know what you might get, who knows? hell, you might not get nothing. Call my bluff then, dial my number. I just might pick up and answer.

    • @LastChance4Me2Lose
      @LastChance4Me2Lose Před 10 lety

      Awwww :-* don't worry babe, life will be better soon. Just keep holding on and keep pushing. Wish I can take all your sorrows away and burn it to ashes. Cheer up :-) many kisses your way :-*

    • @chrystiannichols1697
      @chrystiannichols1697 Před 10 lety +1

      you always know the right words.

    • @MrDDBright
      @MrDDBright Před 10 lety +2

      Nice War Flower. Good u got her back! ~ Papi

    • @LastChance4Me2Lose
      @LastChance4Me2Lose Před 10 lety +1

      Chrystian Nichols Big hugs!

    • @chrystiannichols1697
      @chrystiannichols1697 Před 10 lety

      Hey there boo. She does. Even tho I was just rapping. lol.

  • @zaynfn2288
    @zaynfn2288 Před 5 lety +2

    Thank you so much for this beat I just finished my song.

  • @Minor2Go
    @Minor2Go Před 13 lety +2

    You made a great beat with my pianoloop.
    Keep up the good work.
    Peace
    Minor2Go

  • @frostfuzz
    @frostfuzz Před 13 lety +2

    Nice beat. I can feel the emotion in this

  • @JohnnyX1239
    @JohnnyX1239 Před 9 lety +35

    Living my life feeling like a fucking mess/
    It’s the definition of struggle I guess/all this stress
    made me go crazy/ at best, lifeless, and depressed
    Cause it seems as if life is like a game of chess/
    you feel like a wreck but you got to keep yourself in check
    ..mate/, yeah pun intended but I still feel reckless to date/
    but don’t mistake me for a a role model/
    I'm not that great/
    cause deep in side my heart just dissipates/ and any day just like that I might give up/
    yea suicidal, it’s like a story and death is the final plot/
    yeah and if I get shot,
    I’ll retaliate like a robot, yeah as if being robo-cop is my job/
    shoot at cops until they all drop/
    and when haters come and say my rhymes are a flop/
    I say fuck them, cause in the end I , I know I’m not as good as eminem /
    or 50 cent, but I worked so fucking hard for this song just so I can pay rent/
    yeah that's sad, but now how did your day went/ were not that different ain't we, it makes sense
    take a bath and wash out the innocence/
    I’m not a rich guy, but I just hope to one day make a difference.

    • @iapples38
      @iapples38 Před 9 lety +1

      I like this a lot. It really goes with the beat.

    • @scottlewis4197
      @scottlewis4197 Před 9 lety +3

      yeah... everyday we feel a pain, a pain that is there to stay, and it will not go away, so we just survive and fight another day, and keep going with this game we play and thats pains like a rainy day, and no matter what we say we all have that pain, but we still fight, even when its hopeless like pawns vs knights but we'll win, we'll once again see the light, no more need to fight, you can now see that light even during the darkest night, but until then don't give in take my hand ill help even if i have to do it all again just don't pretend that its gone because then you'll always be a pawn, its just the burden you own, but know that your not alone...

    • @scottlewis4197
      @scottlewis4197 Před 9 lety

      thanks i appreciate that :)

    • @scottlewis4197
      @scottlewis4197 Před 9 lety +1

      yo... and we feel like pawns vs night and all hope is gone but we still have to fight, so now i sing this song and even then life goes on just trying to survive another night until the dawn...yeah just know hopes still there, time to go free without a care, yeah without fear, maybe one day love will fill the air and you may share your time with those you hold dear, so just hang on bro... hang in there...

    • @kellybundy6553
      @kellybundy6553 Před 9 lety

      dauym that was good

  • @haydenngyuen7713
    @haydenngyuen7713 Před 10 lety

    If only there. Were more people like u out there mate

  • @Realnis
    @Realnis Před 8 lety +4

    hey, I'm a German youtuber and I wanted to ask you if I may use the song for my video

  • @actress971
    @actress971 Před 12 lety

    Verse 1 continued...) away from me, eternity, but thankfully, i believe youre still with me, next to me , telling me, you love me and i need to carry on...keep on goin. Dont let noone tell youll never make it, you can take it. Just do me a favor while your havin fun, Remember your home for when its all said and done.

  • @edk9532
    @edk9532 Před 8 lety +10

    I been through hardship
    but happiness is never promised
    Let's now be honest
    I wish my memory scar fade away
    but everyday
    my instincts change
    its so complex
    if life is a game it wouldn't make sense
    how we live thru war and violence
    negativity and virus
    now the world is crisis
    pollution and genocide of masses
    slowly time passes
    looking at the hour glasses
    seeing when this life is over
    I barely drink but I'm staying sober
    my hands are colder typing this rap
    I want everyone to seem deepness inside my track
    I don't want to spit stupid shit
    that's brutal bitch
    if you ever been hated or got bullied
    by a bully
    say you won't have it and go ham on that bully
    if they push you don't let them
    if they want the trouble
    give them a struggle
    don't get in anyone bubble cause your the only 1 that should care about you
    and never let any mother fucker who's wrong doubt you in the long run
    we are all 1
    and strong no matter color
    were all sisters and brothers
    and we're all for 1 another
    so let's end the suffering of people
    and end evil
    and feed world hunger
    and wish for peace and become more humble

    • @phillipprieto11
      @phillipprieto11 Před 8 lety +1

      very nice I like this alot keep it up bro your good man

    • @lali8379
      @lali8379 Před 6 lety

      dude this is sick!

  • @davidferenc5387
    @davidferenc5387 Před 6 lety

    Kdo to vymyslel tak je ten nejvetsi borec na svete

  • @odetothedead1287
    @odetothedead1287 Před 9 lety +5

    I'm always trying to find my purpose on this crazy earth,
    Have I always been this messed up since my fucking birth?
    It hurts, 'cause I can feel my heart slowly start to turn,
    Black and blue, nothing's true, and nothing seems to work.
    These words I'm hearing in my head, they're not from you,
    They are from my demons, they've been around since I was two.
    Back then, they were never really in my head,
    But they were climbing up and down the walls when I'd try to go to bed,
    And I can see them when I close my eyes,
    See them when I say goodnight,
    They're whispering in my mind,
    So I'm twisted by design.
    And I can bleed and scream,
    And still pretend I'm just fine.

  • @killuminatilifestyle
    @killuminatilifestyle Před 11 lety +1

    noodles bro I love that flow if this is a beat you made for fun I cant wait to hear what you make when u are focused keep doing what u do ill be waiting for more

  • @MichelleMoseley
    @MichelleMoseley Před 9 lety +9

    I would really like to get the license to this beat so I can submit the song I wrote to it to a radio... .. Are you on ASCAP or BMI

    • @EAProMusic
      @EAProMusic  Před 9 lety +1

      I'm glad you like it! Feel free to email me for more information: EAProductions20@yahoo.com

    • @MichelleMoseley
      @MichelleMoseley Před 9 lety +1

      Okay... Sending you a email shortly

    • @EAProMusic
      @EAProMusic  Před 9 lety +7

      I haven't heard from you. I hope all is well!

    • @riverboy4717
      @riverboy4717 Před 8 lety

      hey actually maybe we should do like a rock pape scizzors thimk with ymthe songs we wrote n let the producer choose who gets this beat??

    • @sassi1112
      @sassi1112 Před 8 lety

      hey

  • @RMSFAM09
    @RMSFAM09 Před 12 lety

    the reason for life, the reason its hard, the reason we try, the reason for scars, the reason for hurt, the reason for pain, the reason that everday it all feels the same, the reason we wake, the reason we sleep, the reason we starve, the reason we eat, the reason we play, the reason we work, the reason for stars, the reason for earth, aint looking for reasons, im the one thats cheated, myself outta life, i decide whats wrong or right, i decide what ima do, i decide whats the truth

  • @tyqsearcy4541
    @tyqsearcy4541 Před 9 lety +8

    Im a girl I'm 15 I tried
    She lives in world full with drugs a house with no love/
    She even pretends she has best friend someone to the end/
    See that's not possible but she is unstoppable, a force that will rock you./
    There's no place she can call home a big world and she's all alone trying to postpone/
    Ideas in her f*cling head why won't she go to bed!/
    I can see her trying to put this stuff behind her, but how can she with her past right beside her!?/
    She's like lighter a flickering fire!! She's trying to put it behind her. Its her desire!!/
    She think she has no game, a life filled with pain/
    She wants to kill her self hurt her self lie to her self/
    She misses her friends, a best friend to the end, a life where it doesn't end./
    She wonders why she has to go through this sh*t./
    One slice and she'll end this b*tch/
    But she doesn't with all her might she tries to fight to get her mind right./
    She wants to run away to a place where she can stay, so someone can take the pain away/
    But she can't she's small but has an heart like an ant./
    I'm not trying to please you she trying to please you, she really needs you/
    Conflict in her head continues she has a knifes to end the issue./
    But all she can do is
    Ignore the issue

    • @hassanzzzx
      @hassanzzzx Před 9 lety

      nice

    • @yassinboykobaan417
      @yassinboykobaan417 Před 9 lety

      Tyq Searcy make your bars smaller, it'll have more flow. Sorry for my bad english

    • @tyqsearcy4541
      @tyqsearcy4541 Před 9 lety +1

      Hassan Fareed thanks

    • @keanutamatea5475
      @keanutamatea5475 Před 9 lety +1

      +yassin boykobaan what you reckon with lyrics? feel anything from that?

    • @heavysoul8299
      @heavysoul8299 Před 7 lety

      mmm i don't know how it is good because i'm italian but for see if this is good i think you need sing it for see if you have the right flow.

  • @lequyenhua5363
    @lequyenhua5363 Před 10 lety +1

    I like very much this melody which is as soon as modern and emotional... Great and mervellous (Y) Chapeau

  • @user-sw4yc2mo9j
    @user-sw4yc2mo9j Před 7 lety +4

    just 😞😞😞dream

  • @patricmcnamara34
    @patricmcnamara34 Před 11 lety

    I remember as I walk out the door/ all the liveliness I didn't even get to explore/ things I passed up or just ignored/ now soaring away/ plans change day by day/ I feel no sun shine just the rain/ in pain I gaze upon the face/ that was once masked It's my own taste/ or dose of reality/ I praise thanks to the people who put up with having me

  • @tombarnes3165
    @tombarnes3165 Před 8 lety +4

    Can I use this beat?

  • @user-uc1zz9uz5t
    @user-uc1zz9uz5t Před 7 lety +4

    Can your music make me create a song?

  • @1i1b4113r
    @1i1b4113r Před 12 lety

    love has nuthin but cold beliefs/ his soul drying up like a tree in da fall w/ red nd golden leafs..
    slowly makin their down to a fire/ where they scorch into ashes nd solidify into barb wires..
    dey creep nd give him a hug/ nd w/ voiceless whispers dey tell him "dis is da closest thing to luv"..
    ironically he caresses them/ and curses out to luv which has always embarrased him..
    slowly he descends into a flaming mud/ no longer staying up where he used 2 hve happy memories of a lil kid growing up

  • @RejectDaleri
    @RejectDaleri Před 7 lety +3

    Can I use this? Non Profit, that is.

  • @williewalton8317
    @williewalton8317 Před 12 lety

    i wanna thank god for making me the man i am today ,cause without him i wouldn't found another the way, to search for myself ,and that's a blessing i keep telling myself, yeah and the family he gave me is something i cherish forever in this world, and hope for one day i can raise it with a baby girl or a son, whatever he got plan it's OK cause i understand that he does for a reason i'm just happy that i'm breathing.

  • @jiwlu0w8
    @jiwlu0w8 Před 8 lety +5

    AwEsomeEEEEEEEEEEEE

  • @MKayFamilyFilm
    @MKayFamilyFilm Před 10 lety +2

    i love it. perfect!

  • @blackangelmt3251
    @blackangelmt3251 Před 8 lety +4

    like

  • @dacvader2
    @dacvader2 Před 12 lety

    and when im lonely ill jus look at the sky, the constallations form your name, and the moment resides it haunts me for a lifetime and it just wont go away, my mind is pushin overdrive i slowly go insane,

  • @EAProMusic
    @EAProMusic  Před 13 lety +7

    @S4NJO408M4RIO -Thanks!

  • @carlosyalluh
    @carlosyalluh Před 12 lety

    Don't know what to say.
    All I wanted to do was be a hero,
    Yeah, be your hero
    But now it's to late
    I'm sorry I failed, but I hope you can relate
    To this feeling
    I feel like I lost everything, not just you
    But one day.. maybe I get back to you
    Until then, I'll keep wandering around
    Keep remembering the days
    We shared together
    Until the end...

  • @TNOKAI
    @TNOKAI Před 7 lety +3

    do you know what its like to be the small one always looking up then down hoping that i was farther off the ground then i think about how kids be smoking weed and they think thats they think thats all they ever need they think they hard and all that stuff but i always wonder do they know when enough is enough they think they big and bad amd they think they tough but im just sitting. here asking will they ever grow up see i pray to god that my family is ok but when they stand in front of me i have nothing to say i try to stay stong keep my mouth shut when they wrong i walk past them ever day i always smell that smoke sometimes i wonder should i give up and choke but i know im not done just yet ill make that a bet yeah im going to trap them in style well now im still a kid so that will be a a while
    chorus *laughs with a sorta eco* fades off the left

  • @jesusmuzik3150
    @jesusmuzik3150 Před 12 lety

    man, i can't stop listening 2 ur beats, wen i need a back up song u da man 2 come 2

  • @109eli1
    @109eli1 Před 11 lety

    i intoxicate my highs to get rid of my lows can you feel me i hope you feel me....
    i cant look up in the sky and ask why there isnt a real me gotta be a real me..
    girl i just wanna love you the way you are..girl i just wanna touch you and clear the scars ...girl i just wanna see you shine brighter then a star...girl i would make your toes curl hold you right and love you for who you are....just say you need me you always need me

  • @NATEZPLAZE
    @NATEZPLAZE Před 12 lety

    All these fears, all these tears, we have suffered all these years
    I will never forget the good times we had, your gone now, its sad
    I gotta move on, i feel so bad, sometimes i wish i left with you
    I was too late, again, it hurts to debate over everything we say
    I used to run around everyday, trying to find you when you left
    Now im lost without you, let my spirits be free, say goodbye to your friend for me.

  • @TheStephen113
    @TheStephen113 Před 11 lety

    The sun never comes out, The skies never clear,
    It's always so dark out, With each passing year,
    And i'm still watching my little sister shed tears,
    Screaming at her moma who's been dead for years,
    I see no love in her eyes only fear which will rise,
    To hate so deep inside that it will thrive,
    With each and everyday passing by,
    So I prayed for an answer and got told a lie,
    So now i'm just wishing for the sun,
    And your wondering why?
    Well It's because nobody cries,
    When it is sunny outside.

  • @kameeljabbour9220
    @kameeljabbour9220 Před 11 lety

    One of the best beats ever heard ...

  • @prolific6773
    @prolific6773 Před 7 lety +3

    Why does everybody always need a vision? I already know people are abused with wishful thinking, I wish I could just stop drinking, I see the light when I'm blinking, I still see light, I think I need an optician, I'm sick of this commision, I'm on a dang mission, people see me and are filled with suspicion, if only I could just go back to my old position, but it seems I'm out of ammunition, until the end I'm out of transitions, I go in battles in competition, everybody tries to defeat me to submission, I no longer give a fuck, you can go and carry on with that type of condition, I'm sick of it, I shouldn't need to give a definition, I shouldn't have to give something in addition, call it a phase and leave me alone with shit like that, I'm sick and tired from the enemies that have been wired, those kind of jokes have expired, if you're looking for something that would have made you inspired, just leave, because I'm not yet finished and undesired. Never said I wasn't finished, but it's none of your buisness.. There you go again, say I'm some queen loving British, I'm still on my quest to become the biggest, people judge by pace, I don't want to be rapping in quickness, I want to send a message, life is truly a blessing. Never waste it away, and say you're effected by it just because it's excessive, I could go more, make my rap more progressive, I guess I'll carry on and finish with expressive, drinking becoming obsessive, this is causing to much stressing, call me edgy and try to make me replenish, I'll suck it up and carry on depressive. I would carry on and kill against my will, I could go on and on while the replies that you drill are carried on and eventually fill, run me over with a treadmill. I try to control what I do, I try to stay strong and true, I try to keep away from breakthrough. It's been 1 month and I don't know if I can carry on, this goes even longer than a yearly marathon, if it didn't exist, I'd really be pissed, I'm going through something I can't bare, nobodies aware, people don't think I'm scared.

  • @supersomebody101
    @supersomebody101 Před 9 lety

    ur like the boss of piano beats

  • @moonflowerloki
    @moonflowerloki Před 10 lety

    Wrote a poem then read it out loud with this music.... It was perfect

  • @ElixirNinEDigitalCreations
    @ElixirNinEDigitalCreations Před 11 lety +1

    Nice. Simple beat, but very smooth. I like it.

  • @Ali_0h
    @Ali_0h Před 11 lety

    Enough time, Enough regrets
    Enough ink to lead me through the pain and stress
    I have to leave my feelings behind
    Nobody listens but music got all the time
    Its a fact that I fail alot of times
    Hope is always there if you listen to my rhymes
    From now on time is on my side
    so come on and lets ride

  • @3dbay
    @3dbay Před 12 lety

    ever since you left me i've, fallen apart and i dont know were to begin or were to start,you just tore a half out of my heart, and now my emotions show lonelyness and leave marks,i think of you every night and every day, and the last thing i want you to do is go away,and you sliced my emotions up like bobby flay,and it shocked me how fast you went astray,now thanks to you i will burn and crash,and imma go off in a flash, and im gonna fly faster then the 40 yard dash, now watch me burn off in ash

  • @NovaFlare_griffgon
    @NovaFlare_griffgon Před 11 lety

    brings up painful memories of the past.

  • @xMrComptonx
    @xMrComptonx Před 12 lety

    You can't appreciate life until there is nothing left,
    When you meet your last breath but continue to step,
    You can't relive the regret man up and fucking accept,
    Your wrongs belong to you suck it up and respect,
    Each night your life longs in spite of whats next,
    Trying to rewrite life prolongs what hell expects,
    Don't let rock bottom take your soul,
    Mistakes were made now let it make you whole.

  • @ChocolateAssMilk
    @ChocolateAssMilk Před 11 lety +1

    Thanks for the lyrics. I'm going to put that on my mixtape and said I wrote it. I l already have a couple local shows booked so I might premiere it then. You guys make my job easier.

  • @MikeKush420
    @MikeKush420 Před 12 lety

    I once knew this man, that to others was a boy, had a smile on his face but was NEVER over-joyed, soft spoken were his words as if he never got annoyed, Kept a positive attitude so no one could see the void. In his soul he was not whole to be like THIS was not his choice, this was fate and it's unfortunate just one thing you can't avoid, day by day he would say that this town should be destroyed it was his home but no longer could it bring him thoughts of joy.
    I got a lot more, that's a bit.

  • @actress971
    @actress971 Před 12 lety

    Verse 1) Until the end i never thought about your name,
    I feel the shame pull me back to those distant days,
    where i couldve changed
    my selfish ways
    and replaced the feelings i have now with somthing great.
    I had my chances to see you
    to be with you
    I couldve seen you anytime, anyday, to say hey
    Wuts up bro i miss you. How longs it been. I just called to check in, i was wonderin how ya been.
    That wasnt hard I couldve tried harder
    but its to late my times up now you feel much farther.

  • @peacockmusicpage
    @peacockmusicpage Před 8 lety +3

    Gonna hop on this track yo.

  • @Fendy27x
    @Fendy27x Před 12 lety

    YOur beat are all AMAZING! pleaSE DONT STOP!

  • @markdobbs22
    @markdobbs22 Před 11 lety

    Deep fam...made me recite in a different way

  • @jamesabinger2062
    @jamesabinger2062 Před 12 lety

    This is my life and this is how it all begun
    i raise my bar's to a new level just for my mum
    the day you told us that you had hd
    i thought that would be the end of it and this family
    we should not do this argueing day and night
    dad holding this family together he's right
    I never wanna see the day i have to say goodbye
    i love you mum stay forever i need you in my life

  • @chicano9618st
    @chicano9618st Před 11 lety

    This is a badass beat that I could rap to...Congrats

  • @mandest3
    @mandest3 Před 12 lety

    You were my all; my everything. But, now you left and stole the wedding ring. It was a full blown flower of love you through away. Now the leafs are falling down and there starting to decay. You left me in tears and you ripped my heart apart. Now i'm sitting here back at the fucking start, where do i begin; were do i go? I just never hit rock bottom or even this low

  • @Zuxing
    @Zuxing Před 11 lety

    no problem. i'm a person whos similar to you so thats why i understand it. but i have to say thats one of the best little "raps" i guess i've seen on ages. nice job!

  • @TheStephen113
    @TheStephen113 Před 11 lety

    My life I do fight, But My eyes, Lost their light, So please god, Shed some light, Despite those fucked up things, I did last night, And all those times, Iv'e gotten in a fight, Show me life will be alright, If I hold on tight, Give me a sign, Of a better life, Even a full moon, In the night sky, Something that proves, One day I shall bloom, Whether or not it comes soon.

  • @ChochelinR
    @ChochelinR Před 12 lety

    the very best one i've read out of all these instrumentals videos:D

  • @ximenacuevas89
    @ximenacuevas89 Před 10 lety

    this song is sad, lets see if I can play it on my own on my piano. I could even make a song out of this, this song is awesome

  • @The1stReborn
    @The1stReborn Před 12 lety

    I'm sitting here, away from you, I hate it here, Without a sky so blue, Will you save me again, Or will I stay here just to choke myself blue? Do you look to the skies? Cause when I do I only see you, Do you see me too? I ask where'd you go, and why you left me in this pain, it hurts true, This pain you put me through, But in truth, I still love you, So do you love me too?

  • @ricky_ruiz6853
    @ricky_ruiz6853 Před 8 lety +1

    August 23 was the day you sadly past away
    It feel just like a dream
    It feel like it was just yesterday
    It sucks that you weren't here to celebrate your birthday
    It ain't to late cause I went to your grave and lit up a fucking cake.
    Then I started singing to you
    Saying I love too
    I hope you can see me brother cause I miss you I just don't know what to do
    It's been hard cause all my mom does is cry
    I ain't lie
    I can't deny
    Sometime i do also cry
    It's hard cause all I just wanna do is die
    Then fly hi into the sky's
    To be right there your side
    To continue the memories that we left be hind
    Then at the end everything will turn out to be alright.
    But it's been so painful but I'm grateful for the memories we had but all I'm asking is for a chance to have my brother back

  • @pineapplepizza815
    @pineapplepizza815 Před 8 lety

    This is Now one of my Favourites songs

  • @RaveBBk
    @RaveBBk Před 13 lety +1

    would it be possible to use this beat ? im in love with this instrumental! its by far the best sad instrumental i have ever heard! good job! :)

  • @BornFromDeath
    @BornFromDeath Před 11 lety

    damn thats sad, sorry to hear about your loss. Love, live and be prosperous.

  • @dacvader2
    @dacvader2 Před 12 lety

    i got her memories to help me thru these darkened days, i got her picture next to mine in a picture frame, i kiss it every night just be4 i go to sleep, i pray that she comes back to me n that well always be, i got this cross around my neck askin god to bring u home, sitting in my black abyss the wretched world of what ive known, pleading to the voids crying out baby please, too much pain to handle, i collapse to my knees,

  • @dawungoku
    @dawungoku Před 11 lety

    nice old school beat

  • @jolyanneholland8747
    @jolyanneholland8747 Před 11 lety

    wow your beats are so inspiring...I can freestyle on every one of them...really great love it!