This actually made me cry. My older brother ended up dieing in a car crash and so I felt as if he was still here with me. He would sit there doing this kinda thing for me and just talking to me for hours on end
Мой брат сейчас жив, и я реально ценю то что он у меня есть. Хотя мы живём в разных городах, которые находятся далеко друг от друга. И он мой двоюродный брат, но я его очень сильно м
I understand kind of my little sister passed the same way when she was 6 along with my mom. But I have a twin brother and an older brother and it would hurt so much to lose them I’m so sorry for your loss.
Not sure why my tears started welling up nearing the end. Somehow I feel you're going through something too but thank you for your effort to help others. Strangers can sometimes be the most familiar.
I will pray for you. I pray that good people will be there for you to reassure you. You are not alone even if you have forgotten about this comment I hope things are better now.
Being the oldest means that I always have to set an example and be there for my younger siblings. But who is there for me? My parents suggest I am too old and don't believe me when I talk to them about it, so they aren't. You have no idea what this does for me. I don't have anyone to calm me down and it's just hard to deal with. Thank you
Aw🖤 that would be me but if my brother did it I'd also be the person that says "uh wyd stay away, omg this is awkward." But I low-key want something like this. Wth is wrong with my brain I either want something or not😅
There's a smile, then there's a real smile. A real smile you can also see in someone's eyes (as well as the mouth). If you didn't say a thing the eyes and facial expressions said everything. Hope that doesn't sound to creepy.
Shadow CatFox Either that, or he's saying the things he once wanted to hear. Just a guess, but it is amazing that he can look genuinely concerned. I love this person. He really helps so many people.
No I know exactly what you mean and it's not creepy at all it's the most beautiful most comforting and the most sexy thing a person can do it's exactly what made me fall so deeply for my high school crush he was the golden boy of the city biggest help around town and just all around everyone's best friend loveable guy and I adored him because of it. He still is a sweetheart and I wish him the best
I've always wanted an older brother who knew how much my anxiety affected me and could tell me how much he cares about me even at my worst. I watch your big brother videos whenever I feel lonely or panicky--something about your honest smile and how genuine you are makes me feel like I really do have an older brother who wants to talk to me. Thank you for making these videos, they really help. ❤
I find so as well . I am an EMT myself and I have to say having a person who has a calm soul is needed but we have to remember that EMT's see and hear a lot . He would do so good in this domain
Yeah I'm a surgical resident but I know someone like this would be a great EMT not even just for the patients when I'm in the ER you wouldn't believe how many EMT' s have panic attacks or just break down after handing over patients to doctors at the ER
You give off a very lovely vibe and it really helps with the calming sensation of the entire video. This is one of the most soothing videos I've seen and I'm amazed it doesn't have more views.
Oh crap this is hella late and I know but I just had to. I’m currently in the middle of having a massive panic attack....it’s kind of a regular thing for me to have in the middle of the night... Ha. Came across your video and I know this is going to sound really creepy but hear me out. You feels like the big brother I always wanted. Being the oldest and coming for an only girls family it feels really relaxing to finally feel like someone’s looking after me, as a sibling. It’s so stressful trying to look after my baby sisters while trying to look after myself, and doing horribly at it. So truly, thank you. You helped me a lot, and I’m very grateful for that. I don’t think people truly understand how painful an anxiety attack is unless they’ve experienced it themselves. So again, a massive thank you.
and many many thanks to you. it is an honor to have you visit this channel, and an honor for these videos to have helped. i understand the stress that comes from being expected to be the emotional anchor for your family, and it's important to take care of yourself first if you are to be in that role. none of us can be 100% Okay all the time, but we can try our best to take care of ourselves before trying to help others. we can't pour out what we don't have. you have all my love and support, and i hope all is well where you are. take care
@@perpetualasmr7648 you are absolutely precious. I would be honored to have you as a brother you're so calming. I don't have panic attacks but I am sleep deprived and am a bit fringed but you're calming me down a lot :) I've always loved this audio
You have such a calming vibe about you. Anyone who knows you personally must be extremely relaxed all the time, seriously. Amazing, truly. Subscribed for sure.
Hey, how did you know I sandwich myself between the bed and the wall when I'm losing it lol? Your voice is amazing, but you also have the kindest eyes I've ever seen :) You've helped me through more days than I can count, and I can't thank you enough ❤ Also, while I'm rambling, I just have to tell you your hair looks great like this :D
seems to be a safe spot for a lot of us kids :) thank you so so much for your words. you're awesome, and i'm so glad to have you here. take care, friend.
I second the comment about your eyes. Honestly I don't think you realize how comforting you are. @perpetualASMR Thank you thank you thank you for everything that you do
this helped me so much ❤️ i also wedge myself between the bed and wall when i lose it lol ! but my older brother and i have never been close and to have this was just..wow..an incredible feeling of security... you really have the kindest eyes as well @perpetualASMR keep doing what you're doing please❤️
When the video played I started crying and responded to his line "What's going on?" by I'm on my period. Then I started laughing through my tears and my boyfriend chuckled.
I won't lie...I came here because I thought this might be a bit of a mess, and I couldn't have been more wrong. Those eyes have so much compassion in them, and the fact that you're insanely attractive doesn't hurt, either. 😉 Thanks for making this!
i am beyond ecstatic that it went beyond your expectations! thank you for giving it a shot. and thank you so very much for your kind words! you are too generous :)
I had the worst panic attack today. An hour long and i was at school. I was shaking some much and i my fingers and hands went numb. I couldnt move. The floor was moving and the sky was spinning. Six teachers had to come up to me. I nearly passed if the tescher didn't hold on to me and i wouldve hit my head against a metal pole. Im so sick of this shit.😞
I kind of wish I had found you later in your youtube career, so I would have more videos to binge on. This was fantastic. I didn't even watch this with my headphones in, I just got lost in this little world where I wasn't alone. What an amazing ability you have to make people feel like that.😊 I hope there's more like this to come. (Plus, your voice is awesome! When you're soft spoken, you have that country singer tone.)
This video nailed it. I'm an artist and I haven't drawn anything for months but now I want to capture your eyes. I'm going to draw this very moment of you running a brush along my face. I'm eternally grateful to your brother who blessed us all indirectly through you.
This made me cry. i have a big brother, but he's not a big brother to me. nor are any of my siblings and this made me not want to die tonight. thank you for doing what you do. 💙
I must have watched this ten times in a row!💜 I cry really anxious sometimes and I never have anyone to talk to. I have an older brother but I almost never see him and he never texts me, so I always wanted an older brother who cares about me and takes time to talk to me. Thank you so, so much💕
its very hard having distant siblings, as they often end up being our first friends and sidekicks - i am very sad that he could not be there for you like you needed, but i am happy that i can be here as a backup :)
Bubble Wrap same my brother is in the army so I never see him and he never calls or texts we were supposed to go on vacation to see him next week but my mom is having health problems so we have to postpone our vacation it has been months since I have seen him or heard his voice I wish he could be there to help me through my panic attack and depression and all my mental issues so I feel ya
you're so nice this is now my favorite. I don't know how to explain it, it really does feel like you're right here. You're a natural with the camera or something. It's like I'm watching a mo vie but i'm in it.
I loved that you put some background music, it made the situation even more relaxing; I've never seen an asmr video with background sound. Also you give me this nice vibe, like I've suffered from panic attacks before because of too much stress and there was nobody that I could talk about it without making me feel like I was crazy. Anyway, I just loved it.
thank you so very much. if you like the background music, you might want to check out Airlight ASMR; i am happy to admit that i've loved background music in asmr videos ever since i started watching their work. regardless, thank you kindly for your words; i hope i'm able to continue making videos that make you feel at home and cared for.
I always thought these videos were so weird. But for some reason I started watching this one. I have struggled a lot with depression and anxiety. I used to have a step brother, but my mom and step dad got divorced and we haven't talked for almost ten years. Evertytime something happens I always wish he was here. I just want someone to protect me but I have never been in a relationship. This video has brought me to tears. Thank you :)
This is such a good video for people with mental illness you have such a nice presence and relaxing voice I know this would help me if I ever had another panic attack thanks so much for this video you truly are kind and do have an amazing talent.
Really needed this today - i had my first attack in a long long time and it really scared me. So much love to everyone whom is suffering, i hope you have brighter days soon 💚
I have never listened to/watched a more peaceful, calming and encouraging video. This was so relaxing, and made me feel so at ease and peace with everything going on. I can’t explain it, but this is the most comforting video I’ve ever watched. Felt so personal and intimate and I appreciate that so much. I’m so glad I stumbled upon this. Thank you so much for doing this, it’s so helpful. I hope you have something in your life this calming and comforting for whenever you need it, as you’ve provided this for so many that need it xx
I think I've rewatched this video about a thousand times. It always helps when I'm having a panic attack. If you ever decide to come back to doing asmr know that there are people like me who love your videos more than life itself. Thank you
This video has helped me with my anxiety & panic attacks a lot it actually made me calm down. Thank you so much for making this video! Few people understand what it's like. It was like you were speaking directly to me. It was so weird but in a good way because I also paint on canvas as well. I hope you continue to make more videos.
i don’t remember starting to cry.... having no siblings, this means so much to me. and between the wall and the bed is always my go-to spot. this might sound strange, but your videos have helped me through so much when no one else can. so thank you.
Awe your cute 😂 tbh my brother would just ask if I was ok and then leave , maybe call my mom . He wouldn't to anything to this extent 😂this is really sweet tho 😂
that moment when your actually brother despises you and thinks you're nothing but a disappointment so you have to watch other people pretending to be your brother so you can feel at least a little loved....😐✌🏻
This helped me a lot. I started getting panic attacks last month when my dad passed away. It has hit me hard and freaked me out because I have never had them until now.
My brother just got upset with me because he had to do something that I couldn’t bring myself to do and I just feel so selfish but I just feel like I’m suffocating. I needed this. Thank you
I really love your videos. They help me stay calm. I wish I had an older sibling to talk to sometimes. It's good to know I can watch your videos when I'm lonely or upset. Thank you for everything.
Well I’ve found my go to panic attack video. You’re so genuine with everything you do in this video and it really shows through your eyes and expressions. Seriously you’ve done a great job with this and it calmed me from my panic a little. You’ve earned a sub!
You remind me so much of my actual brother. He wasn't able to come home last time he was supposed to so I haven't seen him in ages, this video really touched me.
The fact that you slowly slid your head into the shot at the beginning and said, “hEy!” I don’t even need the rest of the video, my depression and anxiety are cured.
I was having an intense panic attack for the first time in years and I found this video. your sincerity is tangible in every word. I cried at so many points at how tender and gentle you were. I’m an only child, so I’ve never had a big brother, but this video makes me wish I had one. your words are so full of love and you are healing a lot of people with your kindness
I had an awful panic attack last night and discovered this video and next thing I knew it was morning. I usually wake up multiple times throughout the night. I felt like I was dying and my whole body hurt. Thank you so much for this video.
First video I've watched from you and I can tell you that you earned a subscriber. This was amazing and I've been looking for a video like this for a long time. It was the comfort I needed that I don't get from anybody else. You did an amazing job. Thank you so much - somebody with anxiety and depression
I really wish I had a big brother like you to take care of me and stuff and just get me through life..you are such an amazing person and anybody to have you in life is a lucky person!
I am an nly child and currently struggling a lot with school. My dad kinda ignores everything I do and my mother is a trigger to my anxiety attacks, videos like this can actually help a lot.. so thank you
How does this not have more views?? This is actually really good representation of what you should do for someone in a panic attack and where it would end up going, and it was still made in a very comforting asmr-y way :D mental health awareness for the win!!!
I was on my way home from a Halloween party, upset about a breakup, and had to pull over in my church parking lot to watch this video and be able to breathe normally again. Thanks for getting me through yet another meltdown over the last 6 months. - grateful for you
Thank you so much!! This could not have come at a better time. Uni studying has been kicking my ass and has been so stressful. Thank you and it's glad to see your back. Hopefully, you don't work yourself too hard either.
I'm so mad I only found your channel now but at the same time I'm happy I have, I've literally watched a ton of your videos with this sorta theme just for future reference incase I have a panic attack or anything along those lines I can come back to these videos and feel comforted because that's truly what your voice makes me feel. Only a few ASMRtists make me feel 100% relaxed and you're one of them I think it's the way you speak its so soothing and reassuring, you can clearly tell you go way beyond your characters to help people and mixed with the calming background music it's the perfect kind of atmosphere you want to have when you're feeling that way normally I'm not a fan of the music because sometimes the speaker gets lost in the volume of it but I really enjoy how well it all ties together so thank you for making me feel a lot better I love your videos and I hope you're doing well you deserve happiness as does anyone else reading this.
dear Mercedes, all i can say is thank you for being here. i am so glad these videos work, and that they're able to make you feel at home. your words mean more than you know. sending you peace and strength, dear one.
I started crying at 3 mins, it just feels so weird... I love my big brother, he's just the best brother I could ever ask for, he has told me so many times to do what I want with my life, 'cause it's my life, this isn't a thing he ever does. He would probably do something like this, if he knew, but he doesn't. Only my friends know I'm having panic attacks, I mostly have them in school anyways. Some of my friends sometimes get offended, when almost run away from them, because I just need to get out, because I just can't explain the reason, I just have to get out. This made me cry, but I believe it's just a part of the process of getting better
This makes me miss a big brother that I don’t even have. I always wanted one, especially since my parents are divorced, I don’t really have a male person in my life. This made me cry and smile at the same time. Please be my big brother 😅 Thanks for this video: )
Hey, I just want to tell you big big thank you for this video, you very kind men, you eyes full of kindness, and you voice. I had a very strong panic attack and I found you video, you really like my brother, like sibling. Thank you, you help me calm down. I'm 16 and I have no siblings... And not much friends, who can understand me. Sometimes I feel really lonely.. And when it happens, I will watch this. Thank you again, you awesome! It's so important for me... That somebody talk with me, said some kind words. Can I text you in any social media? Or it impossible?)
much love to you, friend, i am so happy to be here for you. loneliness is never something that we can withstand alone; i am honored that i can give you something in these hard times. know i am with you, and that you will always be in my thoughts. as of right now, i do not have any other social media that i would connect to this channel with, but it gives me the idea that perhaps i need to make one :) in the mean time, take care dear one.
AHHH YOU'RE BACK! Funny you mentioned the Sodapop thing-that was me lol It's true though! But in all honesty, this seriously helped me tonight, it was very needed. You are such a kind human being, please don't let anyone else ever tell you otherwise. Btw, the hair is great as ever :) please take care of yourself!
I just had my first ever legitimate panic attack. I rarely have problems but everyone has their moments. I dont know how some people can go through that almost every day and still keep going. You are insanely strong, and brave, I'm sure you can take anything the world throws at you, even if you fall down first. Also, this video was very helpful. This isn't the first time I've watched and I doubt this is the first time I've commented, but still. Just wanted to say it.
You look so much like my brother in this video in particular, I havent seen him in so long. Edit: you even sound like him. And smile like him. And the same eyes. The hair styld is the only slight difference. I cant stop crying at this
This really helps me especially since nones home when I have a panic attack, anxiety attack, depressive episodes or mental breakdowns so things like this help a lot
I never got to meet my brother but I am so happy to have seen this video. It was something I needed in this moment in my life and I am very thankful you made this video. I hope things are going well for you and good things come your way.
I come back to this one video every time I’ve had a bad day, not just during a panic attack, and every single time, I cry. I cry because of the genuine understanding and caring nature of your voice and how much I wish there were more people like you to surround myself with. I don’t think anyone will understand how much this video truly means to me, reminding me also of my big brother who lives far away from me, it is really something special. I hope you are well, and thank you ♥️
I started crying, you are so genuine and gentle when you talk. You can see it in you're eyes that you've been through a lot too and that you want to help, you're smile is so reassuring too, almost like you're actually here in person.
Thank you. I’m the youngest and all my sibling are 30 and older. I’m alone a lot and nobody really knows. I’m the happy child I can’t be sad or anything. In my family the youngest keeps everyone happy, and I really needed this. I can’t deal with them on my own anymore and my girlfriend sleeps a lot so I can’t speak with her and I have one 1 friend who says “same” or “lmao me 2” when I tell her I’m having an attack or thinking wrong. I really really needed this. Thank you so much.
Thank you so much. I don't have an older brother and being the oldest sibling has its limits and as someone who suffers from panic attacks, ptsd and all sorts of shit, you really have helped me. I feel like I actually have an older brother watching your videos
Ok, this is really random, and I'm sorry about that, but I was trying to sleep (which of course wasn't happening) and I just got this sudden feeling of complete panic out of nowhere and my mind started racing. But I remembered to go to this video and it was just, incredibly helpful. My heart rate actually slowed back down and that panicked feeling slowly diminished. I've watched this before when having anxiety, but it actually really helped me totally deescalate from what could've been a really awful panic attack (which I did NOT want to have to deal with tonight). Sorry for commenting....again...but I really needed to mention this because, I don't know, I felt like I had to. So yeah, thank you so much. That's it. Sorry this was random....and I'm awkward, so...bye. Love you.
hey, that's what good coping skills are - you recognize that you're approaching the edge, and you know what to do in order to help yourself step back and relax. i can only be extremely proud of you, and ecstatic that this video is a good tool for helping to reduce the panic that was building up. and it's hardly random, and you're far from awkward! this is an excellent time to celebrate. sometimes it can be hard to find healthy coping mechanisms that work - and i'm absolutely beaming that this helped. but never forget that what we use to cope and deescalate ourselves are just tools: the rest is all our own work. good work, sophia!!
perpetualASMR Thank you so much! That really means a lot. I really do appreciate you making these videos, and even reading my comments (as I'm sure there will be more in the future). Thank you for the encouragement and kind words, and I hope you are doing well yourself! Have a lovely day/night/etc.
Literally whenever you smile I can't help but smile back. You have a beautiful ability, don't ever stop smiling ❤ It's contagious and helps with the pain. Thank you ❤
words cannot express how much this helped me. i had a massive panic attack, i really felt like i was gonna die and i don’t have my father figure or any older brother and you made me feel so comforted and safe, thank you so so much i’m so grateful
This helped me so much I was breaking down crying and trembling but after the breathing section I was so calm. Thank you so much I love this and I will use it in the future
This actually made me cry. My older brother ended up dieing in a car crash and so I felt as if he was still here with me. He would sit there doing this kinda thing for me and just talking to me for hours on end
My brother passed at 10 cause his friends older brother was drunk and driving I miss him so much and I can relate to this
Мой брат сейчас жив, и я реально ценю то что он у меня есть. Хотя мы живём в разных городах, которые находятся далеко друг от друга. И он мой двоюродный брат, но я его очень сильно м
I understand kind of my little sister passed the same way when she was 6 along with my mom. But I have a twin brother and an older brother and it would hurt so much to lose them I’m so sorry for your loss.
:( i'm so sorry
my twin brother was four when he passed away because of cancer❤️ hope your doing better now!🥺❤️
Not sure why my tears started welling up nearing the end. Somehow I feel you're going through something too but thank you for your effort to help others. Strangers can sometimes be the most familiar.
i cry every time because i wish someone was actually here
I will pray for you.
I pray that good people will be there for you to reassure you. You are not alone even if you have forgotten about this comment I hope things are better now.
Same....
@@lovelylaura2802 aww ily
Im here for you UwU
I’ll pray that things get better for you I’m here for you!
0:10 MORE IMPORTANTLY. WAS THAT YOUR KNEES?!! ARE THEY OKAY?!! ARE YOU OKAY?!! ARE YOUR LEGS OKAY-DO YOU FEEL OKAY??!!
BadHairDay Nunya 😂😂😂😂
I thought I was the one who noticed this?!
SlothBroth you sound like my friend of how I imagine how u typed that how she says it. But I literally heard that and thought DAMMMMNNNNN
0:17 too
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Being the oldest means that I always have to set an example and be there for my younger siblings. But who is there for me? My parents suggest I am too old and don't believe me when I talk to them about it, so they aren't. You have no idea what this does for me. I don't have anyone to calm me down and it's just hard to deal with. Thank you
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Same Ik how u feel💜
I understand you I am the oldest and I kinda hate no one is there for me ever and it sucks all I have are older friends
I'm the oldest, so I understand you completely.
Chloe Crawford this is exactly me everything hurts and no one is there for me when I’m shaking or crying or my heart starts racing
*sends this to my older bro* "TAKE NOTES!!"
I’M DOING THE SAME THING RN
Aw🖤 that would be me but if my brother did it I'd also be the person that says "uh wyd stay away, omg this is awkward." But I low-key want something like this. Wth is wrong with my brain I either want something or not😅
More like sending it to my bf lol
I wish I had a big brother or sister
I am now gonna do that
There's a smile, then there's a real smile. A real smile you can also see in someone's eyes (as well as the mouth). If you didn't say a thing the eyes and facial expressions said everything. Hope that doesn't sound to creepy.
It’s true, the eyes show actual worry, HOW DOES HE DO THAT!!!!!
Shadow CatFox Either that, or he's saying the things he once wanted to hear. Just a guess, but it is amazing that he can look genuinely concerned. I love this person. He really helps so many people.
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No I know exactly what you mean and it's not creepy at all it's the most beautiful most comforting and the most sexy thing a person can do it's exactly what made me fall so deeply for my high school crush he was the golden boy of the city biggest help around town and just all around everyone's best friend loveable guy and I adored him because of it. He still is a sweetheart and I wish him the best
I've always wanted an older brother who knew how much my anxiety affected me and could tell me how much he cares about me even at my worst. I watch your big brother videos whenever I feel lonely or panicky--something about your honest smile and how genuine you are makes me feel like I really do have an older brother who wants to talk to me. Thank you for making these videos, they really help. ❤
it is an honor, friend. take care
"I can't make it stop but I can be here with you through it, okay?" I'm actually crying. Thank you so much for this video it really helped me a lot!
Kai omg we have the same name lol
Declan sameeeee
You have an ability to project a sense of calm and well being. You should be an EMT. You're a natural 👨🚒⛑. Definitely subbed!
he should!
I find so as well . I am an EMT myself and I have to say having a person who has a calm soul is needed but we have to remember that EMT's see and hear a lot . He would do so good in this domain
Or a therapist 😊
As an EMT, I completely agree with this. This profession needs more calming/caring people like him.
Yeah I'm a surgical resident but I know someone like this would be a great EMT not even just for the patients when I'm in the ER you wouldn't believe how many EMT' s have panic attacks or just break down after handing over patients to doctors at the ER
ugh i can't stop crying.
you're the brother everyone deserves :(
You give off a very lovely vibe and it really helps with the calming sensation of the entire video. This is one of the most soothing videos I've seen and I'm amazed it doesn't have more views.
Alexis Bliss same
You'd be a great brother.
DOOT!.....
Oh crap this is hella late and I know but I just had to. I’m currently in the middle of having a massive panic attack....it’s kind of a regular thing for me to have in the middle of the night... Ha. Came across your video and I know this is going to sound really creepy but hear me out. You feels like the big brother I always wanted. Being the oldest and coming for an only girls family it feels really relaxing to finally feel like someone’s looking after me, as a sibling. It’s so stressful trying to look after my baby sisters while trying to look after myself, and doing horribly at it. So truly, thank you. You helped me a lot, and I’m very grateful for that. I don’t think people truly understand how painful an anxiety attack is unless they’ve experienced it themselves. So again, a massive thank you.
and many many thanks to you. it is an honor to have you visit this channel, and an honor for these videos to have helped. i understand the stress that comes from being expected to be the emotional anchor for your family, and it's important to take care of yourself first if you are to be in that role. none of us can be 100% Okay all the time, but we can try our best to take care of ourselves before trying to help others. we can't pour out what we don't have. you have all my love and support, and i hope all is well where you are. take care
Verdonewithyourbullshit
I know the feeling...
Dr. DoMeALittle same
@@perpetualasmr7648 you are absolutely precious. I would be honored to have you as a brother you're so calming. I don't have panic attacks but I am sleep deprived and am a bit fringed but you're calming me down a lot :) I've always loved this audio
You have such a calming vibe about you. Anyone who knows you personally must be extremely relaxed all the time, seriously. Amazing, truly. Subscribed for sure.
Hey, how did you know I sandwich myself between the bed and the wall when I'm losing it lol? Your voice is amazing, but you also have the kindest eyes I've ever seen :) You've helped me through more days than I can count, and I can't thank you enough ❤ Also, while I'm rambling, I just have to tell you your hair looks great like this :D
seems to be a safe spot for a lot of us kids :) thank you so so much for your words. you're awesome, and i'm so glad to have you here. take care, friend.
I second the comment about your eyes. Honestly I don't think you realize how comforting you are. @perpetualASMR Thank you thank you thank you for everything that you do
perpetualASMR Awww, you as well :)
this helped me so much ❤️ i also wedge myself between the bed and wall when i lose it lol ! but my older brother and i have never been close and to have this was just..wow..an incredible feeling of security... you really have the kindest eyes as well @perpetualASMR keep doing what you're doing please❤️
+perpetualASMR .dang it, you make me wanna cry. why you gotta be so kind 😃
When the video played I started crying and responded to his line "What's going on?" by I'm on my period. Then I started laughing through my tears and my boyfriend chuckled.
I won't lie...I came here because I thought this might be a bit of a mess, and I couldn't have been more wrong. Those eyes have so much compassion in them, and the fact that you're insanely attractive doesn't hurt, either. 😉 Thanks for making this!
i am beyond ecstatic that it went beyond your expectations! thank you for giving it a shot. and thank you so very much for your kind words! you are too generous :)
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Omg, you look just like my brother!!! It freaked me out for a second to be honest...😅
Leo Nichols DUN DUN DAAAA
I’m enjoying this comment and it’s replies way too much 😂
I had the worst panic attack today. An hour long and i was at school. I was shaking some much and i my fingers and hands went numb. I couldnt move. The floor was moving and the sky was spinning. Six teachers had to come up to me. I nearly passed if the tescher didn't hold on to me and i wouldve hit my head against a metal pole. Im so sick of this shit.😞
I kind of wish I had found you later in your youtube career, so I would have more videos to binge on. This was fantastic. I didn't even watch this with my headphones in, I just got lost in this little world where I wasn't alone. What an amazing ability you have to make people feel like that.😊 I hope there's more like this to come. (Plus, your voice is awesome! When you're soft spoken, you have that country singer tone.)
This video nailed it. I'm an artist and I haven't drawn anything for months but now I want to capture your eyes. I'm going to draw this very moment of you running a brush along my face. I'm eternally grateful to your brother who blessed us all indirectly through you.
This made me cry. i have a big brother, but he's not a big brother to me. nor are any of my siblings and this made me not want to die tonight. thank you for doing what you do. 💙
*silently starts crying*
I must have watched this ten times in a row!💜 I cry really anxious sometimes and I never have anyone to talk to. I have an older brother but I almost never see him and he never texts me, so I always wanted an older brother who cares about me and takes time to talk to me. Thank you so, so much💕
its very hard having distant siblings, as they often end up being our first friends and sidekicks - i am very sad that he could not be there for you like you needed, but i am happy that i can be here as a backup :)
I don’t even have a big brother :’)
Bubble Wrap same my brother is in the army so I never see him and he never calls or texts we were supposed to go on vacation to see him next week but my mom is having health problems so we have to postpone our vacation it has been months since I have seen him or heard his voice I wish he could be there to help me through my panic attack and depression and all my mental issues so I feel ya
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you're so nice this is now my favorite. I don't know how to explain it, it really does feel like you're right here. You're a natural with the camera or something. It's like I'm watching a mo vie but i'm in it.
I loved that you put some background music, it made the situation even more relaxing; I've never seen an asmr video with background sound. Also you give me this nice vibe, like I've suffered from panic attacks before because of too much stress and there was nobody that I could talk about it without making me feel like I was crazy.
Anyway, I just loved it.
thank you so very much. if you like the background music, you might want to check out Airlight ASMR; i am happy to admit that i've loved background music in asmr videos ever since i started watching their work. regardless, thank you kindly for your words; i hope i'm able to continue making videos that make you feel at home and cared for.
perpetualASMR
Thanks for taking the time to reply to my comment! That's very kind from you. 😊
“hey... *knees crack* ...you okay?”
i’ve never related to something more
I always thought these videos were so weird. But for some reason I started watching this one. I have struggled a lot with depression and anxiety. I used to have a step brother, but my mom and step dad got divorced and we haven't talked for almost ten years. Evertytime something happens I always wish he was here. I just want someone to protect me but I have never been in a relationship. This video has brought me to tears. Thank you :)
This is such a good video for people with mental illness you have such a nice presence and relaxing voice I know this would help me if I ever had another panic attack thanks so much for this video you truly are kind and do have an amazing talent.
This video hit home for me and I love this I wish someone like you was there for me
i lost my older brother almost a year ago and it still really hurt im abt to be having my first bday without him which hurts
Really needed this today - i had my first attack in a long long time and it really scared me. So much love to everyone whom is suffering, i hope you have brighter days soon 💚
I have never listened to/watched a more peaceful, calming and encouraging video. This was so relaxing, and made me feel so at ease and peace with everything going on. I can’t explain it, but this is the most comforting video I’ve ever watched. Felt so personal and intimate and I appreciate that so much. I’m so glad I stumbled upon this. Thank you so much for doing this, it’s so helpful. I hope you have something in your life this calming and comforting for whenever you need it, as you’ve provided this for so many that need it xx
thank you kindly for your words, friend. i am deeply humbled. take care, and know you're profoundly loved.
I think I've rewatched this video about a thousand times. It always helps when I'm having a panic attack. If you ever decide to come back to doing asmr know that there are people like me who love your videos more than life itself. Thank you
This video has helped me with my anxiety & panic attacks a lot it actually made me calm down. Thank you so much for making this video! Few people understand what it's like. It was like you were speaking directly to me. It was so weird but in a good way because I also paint on canvas as well. I hope you continue to make more videos.
i don’t remember starting to cry.... having no siblings, this means so much to me.
and between the wall and the bed is always my go-to spot.
this might sound strange, but your videos have helped me through so much when no one else can. so thank you.
Awe your cute 😂 tbh my brother would just ask if I was ok and then leave , maybe call my mom . He wouldn't to anything to this extent 😂this is really sweet tho 😂
Taylor Ramsey Maybe if I told him I was suicidal or something he would care like this
Curled up in a ball on the floor rn panicking and this video is really helping. Thank you
This honestly made me cry you're so kind and reassuring and I’ve never had that before. By the time you said nobody deserves to be alone I was bawling
that moment when your actually brother despises you and thinks you're nothing but a disappointment so you have to watch other people pretending to be your brother so you can feel at least a little loved....😐✌🏻
This helped me a lot. I started getting panic attacks last month when my dad passed away. It has hit me hard and freaked me out because I have never had them until now.
My brother just got upset with me because he had to do something that I couldn’t bring myself to do and I just feel so selfish but I just feel like I’m suffocating. I needed this. Thank you
At first I was like "this is gonna be weird" but then I watched it, and it's surprisingly calmly, like really calming 💖 ;-;
I really love your videos. They help me stay calm. I wish I had an older sibling to talk to sometimes. It's good to know I can watch your videos when I'm lonely or upset. Thank you for everything.
love your smile
I don’t have siblings and my mom honestly doesn’t even hear me so like this helped me so much, thank you
Well I’ve found my go to panic attack video. You’re so genuine with everything you do in this video and it really shows through your eyes and expressions. Seriously you’ve done a great job with this and it calmed me from my panic a little. You’ve earned a sub!
I was about to comment that you remind me of Soda Curtis when you said that, wow !
Please be my brother😂❤
You remind me so much of my actual brother. He wasn't able to come home last time he was supposed to so I haven't seen him in ages, this video really touched me.
Is that his knees cracking at the beginning when he squats down
The fact that you slowly slid your head into the shot at the beginning and said,
“hEy!”
I don’t even need the rest of the video, my depression and anxiety are cured.
Same- it was so caring and adorable and sweet and i literally started crying!🥺😭
This is why i wish i had an older brother. Sadly i have to be the older brother, despite not even being able to take care of myself
I was having an intense panic attack for the first time in years and I found this video. your sincerity is tangible in every word. I cried at so many points at how tender and gentle you were.
I’m an only child, so I’ve never had a big brother, but this video makes me wish I had one. your words are so full of love and you are healing a lot of people with your kindness
Wow you have the kindest eyes i've ever seen :3
I had an awful panic attack last night and discovered this video and next thing I knew it was morning. I usually wake up multiple times throughout the night. I felt like I was dying and my whole body hurt. Thank you so much for this video.
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First video I've watched from you and I can tell you that you earned a subscriber. This was amazing and I've been looking for a video like this for a long time. It was the comfort I needed that I don't get from anybody else. You did an amazing job. Thank you so much
- somebody with anxiety and depression
This is calming me down so much
This video just helped me a lot because I get panic attacks a lot and never have anyone to calm me down and this helped a lot you are so calming💗
I really wish I had a big brother like you to take care of me and stuff and just get me through life..you are such an amazing person and anybody to have you in life is a lucky person!
I am an nly child and currently struggling a lot with school. My dad kinda ignores everything I do and my mother is a trigger to my anxiety attacks, videos like this can actually help a lot.. so thank you
How does this not have more views?? This is actually really good representation of what you should do for someone in a panic attack and where it would end up going, and it was still made in a very comforting asmr-y way :D mental health awareness for the win!!!
Currently having a panic attack but I don’t know why but this is helping thanks you
I'm 14 y/old and have panic attacks. .you help me get through it😊Thank youuuuu❤
your smile is the best thing EVER!!!
I was on my way home from a Halloween party, upset about a breakup, and had to pull over in my church parking lot to watch this video and be able to breathe normally again. Thanks for getting me through yet another meltdown over the last 6 months. - grateful for you
dearest Liz, i hope things have been well between the time that you posted this comment and now; you're in my thoughts, friend. take care.
perpetualASMR I’ve actually been thinking about you and hope you are doing well. Thank you for responding and know you are missed, dear friend!
@@WestLakeAngel he is very much missed. I can't wait to see him again 💙💙💙
Felicity James He’s definitely got some amazing role plays!
Thank you so much!! This could not have come at a better time. Uni studying has been kicking my ass and has been so stressful. Thank you and it's glad to see your back. Hopefully, you don't work yourself too hard either.
you're adorable, thanks for this roleplay, you helped me to stop my anxiety attack (bad english sorry i'm from france)
Fée Main Dear French Teacher, why in the actual fuck are we learning french if french people can talk english?!😂🙄❤️
I'm so mad I only found your channel now but at the same time I'm happy I have, I've literally watched a ton of your videos with this sorta theme just for future reference incase I have a panic attack or anything along those lines I can come back to these videos and feel comforted because that's truly what your voice makes me feel. Only a few ASMRtists make me feel 100% relaxed and you're one of them I think it's the way you speak its so soothing and reassuring, you can clearly tell you go way beyond your characters to help people and mixed with the calming background music it's the perfect kind of atmosphere you want to have when you're feeling that way normally I'm not a fan of the music because sometimes the speaker gets lost in the volume of it but I really enjoy how well it all ties together so thank you for making me feel a lot better I love your videos and I hope you're doing well you deserve happiness as does anyone else reading this.
dear Mercedes,
all i can say is thank you for being here. i am so glad these videos work, and that they're able to make you feel at home. your words mean more than you know. sending you peace and strength, dear one.
I started crying at 3 mins, it just feels so weird... I love my big brother, he's just the best brother I could ever ask for, he has told me so many times to do what I want with my life, 'cause it's my life, this isn't a thing he ever does. He would probably do something like this, if he knew, but he doesn't. Only my friends know I'm having panic attacks, I mostly have them in school anyways. Some of my friends sometimes get offended, when almost run away from them, because I just need to get out, because I just can't explain the reason, I just have to get out. This made me cry, but I believe it's just a part of the process of getting better
This makes me miss a big brother that I don’t even have. I always wanted one, especially since my parents are divorced, I don’t really have a male person in my life. This made me cry and smile at the same time.
Please be my big brother 😅
Thanks for this video: )
Hey, I just want to tell you big big thank you for this video, you very kind men, you eyes full of kindness, and you voice. I had a very strong panic attack and I found you video, you really like my brother, like sibling. Thank you, you help me calm down. I'm 16 and I have no siblings... And not much friends, who can understand me. Sometimes I feel really lonely.. And when it happens, I will watch this. Thank you again, you awesome! It's so important for me... That somebody talk with me, said some kind words. Can I text you in any social media? Or it impossible?)
much love to you, friend, i am so happy to be here for you. loneliness is never something that we can withstand alone; i am honored that i can give you something in these hard times. know i am with you, and that you will always be in my thoughts. as of right now, i do not have any other social media that i would connect to this channel with, but it gives me the idea that perhaps i need to make one :) in the mean time, take care dear one.
+perpetualASMR thank you for this video I really needed it i was stressing and I get panic attacks when I'm stress so thanks love you
love this video
perpetualASMR this video helps a lot with my panic attacks because im getting bullied I love you I hope you see this
exact same
AHHH YOU'RE BACK! Funny you mentioned the Sodapop thing-that was me lol It's true though! But in all honesty, this seriously helped me tonight, it was very needed. You are such a kind human being, please don't let anyone else ever tell you otherwise. Btw, the hair is great as ever :) please take care of yourself!
I just had my first ever legitimate panic attack. I rarely have problems but everyone has their moments. I dont know how some people can go through that almost every day and still keep going. You are insanely strong, and brave, I'm sure you can take anything the world throws at you, even if you fall down first.
Also, this video was very helpful. This isn't the first time I've watched and I doubt this is the first time I've commented, but still. Just wanted to say it.
I really needed this today, thank you so much!
Thank u this means a lot because sometimes I have panic attacks and listening to u really help me through them
This made me feel safe and less stressed and calm you truely made me have a big bro is u rn when noones there u are so thankyou
You have no idea how happy i am 💚 love you strange person on the internet 💚
Thanks big brother for making me feel better and thanks for making my panic attacks go way and the brush really tickles me 😌
You look so much like my brother in this video in particular, I havent seen him in so long.
Edit: you even sound like him. And smile like him. And the same eyes. The hair styld is the only slight difference. I cant stop crying at this
I would date him
+Honeysenpai1 same but idk if he's gay sad life for me 😫😂
Same
Honeysenpai1 yasssss 😍
+Honeysenpai1 omg it would be funny. 😂
Mon Chérie same
This really helps me especially since nones home when I have a panic attack, anxiety attack, depressive episodes or mental breakdowns so things like this help a lot
I never got to meet my brother but I am so happy to have seen this video. It was something I needed in this moment in my life and I am very thankful you made this video.
I hope things are going well for you and good things come your way.
I come back to this one video every time I’ve had a bad day, not just during a panic attack, and every single time, I cry. I cry because of the genuine understanding and caring nature of your voice and how much I wish there were more people like you to surround myself with. I don’t think anyone will understand how much this video truly means to me, reminding me also of my big brother who lives far away from me, it is really something special. I hope you are well, and thank you ♥️
I love how you thanked “me” for letting you in. That made me feel like my feelings were valid.
I started crying, you are so genuine and gentle when you talk. You can see it in you're eyes that you've been through a lot too and that you want to help, you're smile is so reassuring too, almost like you're actually here in person.
Thank you. I’m the youngest and all my sibling are 30 and older. I’m alone a lot and nobody really knows. I’m the happy child I can’t be sad or anything. In my family the youngest keeps everyone happy, and I really needed this. I can’t deal with them on my own anymore and my girlfriend sleeps a lot so I can’t speak with her and I have one 1 friend who says “same” or “lmao me 2” when I tell her I’m having an attack or thinking wrong. I really really needed this. Thank you so much.
Thank you so much. I don't have an older brother and being the oldest sibling has its limits and as someone who suffers from panic attacks, ptsd and all sorts of shit, you really have helped me. I feel like I actually have an older brother watching your videos
Ok, this is really random, and I'm sorry about that, but I was trying to sleep (which of course wasn't happening) and I just got this sudden feeling of complete panic out of nowhere and my mind started racing. But I remembered to go to this video and it was just, incredibly helpful. My heart rate actually slowed back down and that panicked feeling slowly diminished. I've watched this before when having anxiety, but it actually really helped me totally deescalate from what could've been a really awful panic attack (which I did NOT want to have to deal with tonight). Sorry for commenting....again...but I really needed to mention this because, I don't know, I felt like I had to. So yeah, thank you so much. That's it. Sorry this was random....and I'm awkward, so...bye. Love you.
hey, that's what good coping skills are - you recognize that you're approaching the edge, and you know what to do in order to help yourself step back and relax. i can only be extremely proud of you, and ecstatic that this video is a good tool for helping to reduce the panic that was building up. and it's hardly random, and you're far from awkward! this is an excellent time to celebrate. sometimes it can be hard to find healthy coping mechanisms that work - and i'm absolutely beaming that this helped. but never forget that what we use to cope and deescalate ourselves are just tools: the rest is all our own work. good work, sophia!!
perpetualASMR Thank you so much! That really means a lot. I really do appreciate you making these videos, and even reading my comments (as I'm sure there will be more in the future). Thank you for the encouragement and kind words, and I hope you are doing well yourself! Have a lovely day/night/etc.
When you said no body deserves to be alone in times like this everything hurt because I am alone in times like this
The forehead stroking. My god. Made me feel so loved and safe. Amazing video.
Literally whenever you smile I can't help but smile back. You have a beautiful ability, don't ever stop smiling ❤ It's contagious and helps with the pain. Thank you ❤
You have the prettiest eyes
I swear, these make me so sad but happy at the same time. My brother died before i was born and it sucks because i’ve always wanted an older brother
i went from crying and feeling hopeless, to sniffeling and smiling over calming chit chat
4 years later and I still come back in here when I'm having a hard time with my anxiety
You have no idea how thankful I am
Couldn't think this guy could get more comforting.... Brings up a comfort book
words cannot express how much this helped me. i had a massive panic attack, i really felt like i was gonna die and i don’t have my father figure or any older brother and you made me feel so comforted and safe, thank you so so much i’m so grateful
This helped me so much I was breaking down crying and trembling but after the breathing section I was so calm. Thank you so much I love this and I will use it in the future