eaJ - 50 proof

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  • čas přidán 1. 04. 2020
  • Lyrics
    Do you still wake to sunsets
    and eat home alone
    watching the moonrise
    asking on and on
    what's gone wrong
    How you been doing
    you sleeping alright
    I'm worried your tears
    still wake you up at night
    and you know why
    but you don't know why
    at the same time
    Who holds you on your 50 proof high
    been worried all night
    wondering all night
    who loves you now
    Who wipes the problems
    like leaves turned autumn
    when they won't stop falling
    from your eyes
    and from your sighs
    who loves you
    now
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    Video by: Stefanie Michova (Instagram : michovasfilm)
    Written by: eaJ
    Arranged by: 220
    Mixed by : 220
    Mastered by: Nam Woo Kwon
    Digital Editing: Jango
    Piano by: Hue
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  • @Cymopoleia
    @Cymopoleia Před 3 lety +7557

    my best friend used to sing this a lot when we studied our modules before our exams. then we’d go to the emergency room to assist our consultants despite the raging COVID cases. she was under therapy for depression, and i was also close to the point of succumbing to it because of how heart-wrenching it was to have numerous patients pass away under our watch. there were kids who were much younger than us and elderly people who were older than our grandparents. we felt so helpless, even as doctors-in-training, to do everything we could-none stop 36 hour shifts, skipping dinner, and avoid meeting our families physically bec it was too dangerous-but it’s still not enough.
    she passed away two weeks ago, due to the same disease that took the lives of our patients. she was only 26.. just two years older than i am. i could remember her sad face before breathing her last in the same emergency room we sacrificed our lives for. i remember her mother telling me to take care of myself. i remember my own parents begging me to quit my duties as a medical intern and just stay at home. some of her antidepressants are still in the locker we shared, i can’t bear throwing them out yet. i still couldn’t begin to erase what’s left of her existence, even though her boyfriend’s starting to accept her passing. but i cant. losing friends who’s been w/ u through thick and thin really hit different. it’s like an actual family member leaving me forever. i feel so alone in the locker room as i’m typing this, even though i’m in the middle of my 30-minute break before going to the emergency room again, because my partner isn’t beside me anymore. but i have to be tough and fight for the both of us, you know?
    thank you jae. you may not know this but you helped ease our pain, even though we’re from completely different sides of the planet. i know that you have your own share of troubles too. i may not know you personally but i hope that whatever you’re going through.. you’re not alone. there are people who genuinely love and care for you. there are people who will always be gentle and patient with you while you figure yourself, as human and imperfect as you are growing into the person you want to become. and not just jae, but anyone who reads this comment. you’re here, existing, breathing, and alive. you are important and your heart is precious, we love having you here. stay with us, we can get through this in our little ways.
    i shouldn’t be sharing this on such a public setting, and this will probably just be lost in a sea of beautiful stories from all kinds of people, but it tugged my heart strings so much that i felt like my best friend’s telling me that it’s going to be alright, someday. the pain will lessen with time, and we will see each other again.
    maxine, wherever you are, thank you. thanks for putting this song on my playlist. miss you, sis.

    • @user-fc7pm1ct2t
      @user-fc7pm1ct2t Před 3 lety +256

      Dear,thank you for sharing this with us and I just wanna say “Let me hug you,dear” 🤍 Can’t imagine how hard things might be for you losing your precious fri and carrying out such a difficult task...Just keep in mind that u are doing great and you are such a great person 🥺🤎

    • @muskawaseem9271
      @muskawaseem9271 Před 3 lety +104

      I wish you healing in people and places you have lost all hope and peace of mind.

    • @Fiona-cg7jj
      @Fiona-cg7jj Před 3 lety +58

      Sending you love! ❤❤❤❤

    • @youknowwhat7904
      @youknowwhat7904 Před 3 lety +133

      i cried...

    • @somnia268
      @somnia268 Před 3 lety +51

      :( sending you a virtual hug

  • @krisskye133
    @krisskye133 Před 4 lety +9140

    jae's voice is literally everything. it feels like a soft blanket wrapped around you. raw and earnest.

    • @kay-uw2ke
      @kay-uw2ke Před 4 lety +44

      my exact thoughts.

    • @joytaime6890
      @joytaime6890 Před 4 lety +46

      Autumn Skye im wrapped in my blanket like a burrito right now wtf

    • @irish7533
      @irish7533 Před 4 lety +7

      hyuniee like burrito lmaoo I remember grizz 🥺

    • @krisskye133
      @krisskye133 Před 4 lety +3

      @@joytaime6890 🤣 saaaaame

    • @tinabee4141
      @tinabee4141 Před 4 lety +6

      **chef's kiss**

  • @jess5767
    @jess5767 Před 3 lety +1622

    jae, i know you read your comments every once in a while. in the off chance that you're reading this, i hope you know that we know you did your best, and are doing your best, and that's more than enough. you deserve a pat in the back for that. thank you for always working hard and being a comfort to us. let's continue to live well, okay? there is still so much good in the world. let's go chase it.

  • @duong2675
    @duong2675 Před 3 lety +758

    "I'm worried your tears still wake you up at night"
    Hope you'll be alright soon. Strong guy, you know, you have us, always.

  • @rny6651
    @rny6651 Před 4 lety +2803

    Jae is DAY6's hyung.
    Jae is a vocalist.
    Jae is a guitarist.
    Jae is a CZcamsr.
    Jae is JaeSix.
    Jae is eaJ.
    Jae is yellowpostitman.
    Jae is Brian Dennis.
    Jae is handsome.
    Jae is tall.
    Jae is kind.
    Jae is a chicken.
    Jae is savage.
    Jae is sweet.
    Jae is smart.
    Jae is brave.
    Jae is the best.
    Jae...deserves BETTER.

  • @krisskye133
    @krisskye133 Před 4 lety +2773

    jae's songs are not even just songs, but poetry. the way he puts words together in such a beautiful way, and then translates that with how he sings, it's breathtaking yet comforting at the same time.

  • @user-iamstillmad
    @user-iamstillmad Před 7 měsíci +14

    23년 11월에도....이 노래 들으며 울고 있다 제형아..🇰🇷 한국에서 콘서트해줘 Plz.
    바보같이 아직도 기다려....🫶

  • @user-ri3zp8uv7g
    @user-ri3zp8uv7g Před 10 měsíci +14

    한국에서 보는 그 날까지 기다릴게🇰🇷❤️사랑해 째형♡

  • @camillemallorca6970
    @camillemallorca6970 Před 4 lety +491

    "Asking on and on whats gone wrong?"
    Sometimes there are things that are meant to happen, no matter how we try to make everything feel alright, but sadness suddenly occurs to us keeping us up all night, despite of the fact that you are looking at the same sky with ur love one, but with detached strings of love and fate..

    • @rosieposie6322
      @rosieposie6322 Před 4 lety +3

      Yeah i do that alone looking back on the past in my case, but this song nearly made me cry. That never happens

    • @irish7533
      @irish7533 Před 4 lety +5

      who's cutting onions?

  • @baksjxjska
    @baksjxjska Před 4 lety +4268

    Something about this song is so perfect to the point of making people have a existencial crisis

    • @noornasir3248
      @noornasir3248 Před 4 lety +8

      That’s honestly true

    • @tblmoon
      @tblmoon Před 4 lety +3

      TRUE

    • @tblmoon
      @tblmoon Před 4 lety +3

      TRUE

    • @-ster3011
      @-ster3011 Před 3 lety +4

      Same... even a dejavu, that Ive had for years is coming back to me! A dejavu

    • @amlihali
      @amlihali Před 3 lety +2

      1.7k like 😌

  • @sufutensecronen4186
    @sufutensecronen4186 Před 9 měsíci +19

    여전히 데이식스때처럼 악기같은 목소리 너무 멋있네요

  • @kinskygisela
    @kinskygisela Před 2 lety +89

    After HITC, I totally understand if Jae decided to stay in LA. It's good to see him happy again with all of his friends. Yes it will hurt me to not seeing Day6 as full member in long time, but when the time comes, I believe all 5 of them will just gather and produce good music again. Till then, My Days will keep supporting you Jae. You got this! :)

  • @piw8572
    @piw8572 Před 3 lety +2671

    Last night, I dreamed that I watch the sky full of stars in the middle of somewhere unknown. It seemed like a hill. As soon as I woke up, this song came to my mind. It was the most beautiful dream I've ever had and this song too.

  • @stanislavastoichkovaSS97
    @stanislavastoichkovaSS97 Před 4 lety +2449

    Jae: *releases a song*
    me: wow, I like this song so much, it's literally my favorite one so far, there's no way he could top this
    Jae: *releases another song*
    me: wow, I like this song so much, it's literally my favorite one so far, there's no way he could-

  • @rapszkyniki6372
    @rapszkyniki6372 Před 3 lety +61

    I miss you Jae I hope you’re not sad. You deserve everything, we will always be here for you.

  • @goodgirllab9405
    @goodgirllab9405 Před 2 lety +50

    We love you always Jae, you're not selfish. You deserve better

  • @AilimePeace97
    @AilimePeace97 Před 4 lety +2372

    Jae: puts lyrics on the video
    Me: still thinks about the "x" on LA trains

    • @lavenderbloom9109
      @lavenderbloom9109 Před 4 lety +31

      He ain't gonna release them..

    • @stanislavastoichkovaSS97
      @stanislavastoichkovaSS97 Před 4 lety +55

      I swear I'll sue him for the mental abuse he put us through 😂😂

    • @winniehoang439
      @winniehoang439 Před 4 lety +7

      Chibi Ash didn’t he clarify what the x was?

    • @stanislavastoichkovaSS97
      @stanislavastoichkovaSS97 Před 4 lety +85

      @@winniehoang439 Nope 😔 He doesn't intend to do so, has said a couple of times that he wants us to figure it out on our own. What he doesn't know however is that we all share one braincell, a dead on at that 🤧

    • @Aleth_
      @Aleth_ Před 4 lety +13

      😂😂😂 i'm reading 50 proofs lyrics as reference for LA Trains' "X" Lyrics. Hoping there will be same sounds..

  • @mujin_kingdom1159
    @mujin_kingdom1159 Před 4 lety +287

    JAE I DID NOW COME HERE TO CRYYYY
    WHY DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY
    "how you been doing"
    I HAVE BEEEN OK NOW BUT BOII WTOP MAKING ME CRY
    HOW HURT YOU SO YOU CAN HURT ME TF
    I FEEL ATTACKED

  • @user-nh7wy2pd5l
    @user-nh7wy2pd5l Před rokem +20

    사랑하는 제형아~ 널 보고 싶어하는 사람들이 정말 많아 네가 얼마를 상상하든 그보다 훨씬 더 많은 사람들이 매일 너를 떠올리며 살아가고 있단다
    기특한 우리 제형이 소중한 우리 제형이
    너에겐 셀 수 없이 많은 네 편이 있다는 거 잊지 마
    사랑해 제형아

  • @hanaoh2936
    @hanaoh2936 Před 2 lety +124

    I am not sure if you're reading this Jae but in the slightest chance that you are, I want to say thank you. While you're music may not be that long, it still gives me just a little bit of strength to battle my own demons I am facing. I often feel alone in this world because I lost the my best friend that made me feel like I wasn't alone. They were my home, the person who was my safety person. Ever since our friendship had been broken off, your music has given me comfort. It feels like a big warm hug that tells you you're going to be okay. Jae, because you're music has given me comfort, I just want to let you know that through your journey of becoming your own artist, you are never alone. I am here, your fans are.

  • @-RallyaNapiniaBrTarigan
    @-RallyaNapiniaBrTarigan Před 4 lety +627

    “who loves you now?” IT JUST MAKE ME CRYING LIKE A BABY T.T

    • @looneytv1362
      @looneytv1362 Před 4 měsíci

      3 year old comment ima send this to my situationship from 2017. Wish me luck

  • @basmahradwan3358
    @basmahradwan3358 Před 4 lety +111

    0:00 tears streaming down my face

  • @angularangst1162
    @angularangst1162 Před 2 lety +17

    i think there's always room for growth in a person, no matter how old you are, or how big of a mistake you've made. at the end of the day, we're all just human beings trying to find our place in this world.

  • @shaneyyy3232
    @shaneyyy3232 Před 2 lety +51

    Jae, these days must have been so hard for you. We all know that you are still in the process of starting anew with your new found freedom. However, another bumpy road has come upon this path.
    “Who loves you now?” Some may have turned their backs on you but I just want to tell you that you are not alone. There are still people who believe in you and will wait to see the good change in you.
    I prayed for you last night. I prayed that may you reflect on everything that has happened and be given enough strength to get through this. I prayed for someone to be with you during this difficult time of your life.
    We will wait for you, Jaehyung.

  • @wosile_
    @wosile_ Před 4 lety +574

    Jae: Do you still wake to sunsets and eat home alone?
    Me: Yeah, it's actually quarantine so..

  • @renchinxh
    @renchinxh Před 3 lety +274

    the blurry background is how jae see the world without his glasses

  • @blsdianne
    @blsdianne Před 2 lety +10

    Came here after Jae perform this on HITC. It hits different everytime

  • @ema-le9dx
    @ema-le9dx Před 3 lety +171

    this song feels like someone out there actually cares about my whole existence, thank you jae, for making this beautiful song

  • @nana-jx3ol
    @nana-jx3ol Před 4 lety +2847

    "50 proof was my favorite. Pacman is everyone else's."
    I guess I'm not everyone else

    • @04Ammy04
      @04Ammy04 Před 4 lety +66

      I still love Rose so much so I'm back and forth between that and Pacman

    • @monstacookiee4775
      @monstacookiee4775 Před 4 lety +27

      I love them all. But Truman is my favorite.

    • @RaquelSilva-nz6pb
      @RaquelSilva-nz6pb Před 4 lety +32

      I love them both, but 50 proof is my favorite.

    • @echosvn
      @echosvn Před 4 lety +8

      I literally came to the comments just to see if I could find someone who felt the same way

    • @nyxofmee
      @nyxofmee Před 4 lety +6

      I'm loving both cause I feel these two have some connection or probably all his song are related to one thing or someone.

  • @user-cu9fr9vu6c
    @user-cu9fr9vu6c Před 4 lety +362

    Ever since self isolation began, i have been having many suicidal thoughts, specially at night. The moment i began listening to this, was able to just forget about everything for 2 minutes and appreciate the work Jae has released once again. The songs he's been releasing have helped to cope with so much pain, that a simple thank you isn't enough.

    • @lovenpeace319
      @lovenpeace319 Před 4 lety +18

      I'm sorry for how you've been feeling. 😔 I do hope you feel better. I can't do anything other than give you a virtual hug but here...🤗💙

    • @atlas_tk
      @atlas_tk Před 4 lety +10

      I'm wishing you the best! I know that it's hard, especially at night, but I'm rooting for you. We need you here

    • @guddu5648
      @guddu5648 Před 4 lety +3

      Hey sweetie, it'll be alright, you got this💛💛💛💛

    • @choosejoy365
      @choosejoy365 Před 4 lety +5

      I just wanted to say you are a strong and beautiful person. I truly hope you never forget how loved you are by so many. I've been there; you are not alone. I'll say a prayer for you ❤😊

    • @noiZtheartist
      @noiZtheartist Před 4 lety +7

      Don't give into them, you are so not alone in those feelings...but while you have a future that can change. you are infinitely valuable and if you let yourself be, you can be so much more beautiful than you ever imagined. because you already are, you just can't see it yet. I love you

  • @christylabrador4852
    @christylabrador4852 Před rokem +31

    this song made me feel that someone understands me without being judged

  • @hannahp4296
    @hannahp4296 Před 2 lety +39

    Back here after HITC2021. this song never fail to make me emotional. Literally crying while typing this.
    To all people who are facing problems and having this unknown feeling but you cry a bucket, I hope you have someone who would hold you . I don't really know what to say but I hope you guys be true and hold onto yourselves because personally I myself fighting this inside my head I feel like a ticking bomb but I hope I have people besides me too but I don't have. So I hope you have one and give you the warmth you needed.

    • @ry2827
      @ry2827 Před 2 lety +1

      Hope you can have someone besides you asap❣️

  • @shadowtrap394
    @shadowtrap394 Před 3 lety +2185

    Girls don't want boyfriends. Girls want JYP to release an official eaJ album

  • @joycelaigo8674
    @joycelaigo8674 Před 4 lety +111

    Here's Park Jaehyung feeding us with his beautiful voice while in quarantine

  • @Sunflower37.5
    @Sunflower37.5 Před rokem +5

    I’m here again. I don’t have a reason to feel this way. Yet here I am. Life has been going better but the thought of not living has never left my mind. I try to acknowledge it and help myself but it disappears whenever I try to tell someone else. I try to ignore it but it comes back twice as bad. I don’t know what to do. I know I can’t do it even if I really want to but these thoughts haunt me and cry for help but nothing I do ever works. Anyways thank you once again for this song.

  • @eunoia3822
    @eunoia3822 Před 2 lety +38

    I can't be the only one coming back to this song and cryinh my heart out for no reason. It just feels like Jae's been through so much, and even though I don't know him personally or the things he's gone through, I can't help but cry and feel so proud of him.

  • @hwapyrus1415
    @hwapyrus1415 Před 4 lety +1812

    this comment section feels like a safe space so i'm here to share that quarantine is actually making my anxiety become worst than its ever been and this song is one of the few things that calm me down. i wish i could download it so i could hear it without wifi, but its already a blessing it exists. i really feel scared of everyone around me except a few people and i just really need someone to be there and to tell me i'll be alright even if it isnt true. i need someone to lie to me and tell me i'm ok and that everything is cool, i just need to escape from the cruel reality that surrounds me.
    edit: wow guys, this is so beautiful, thanks for all the good wishes in the comments. ily all and i hope blessings come your way.

    • @daniareji247
      @daniareji247 Před 4 lety +16

      i-
      it gets bttr i promise TT

    • @hrileyn
      @hrileyn Před 4 lety +42

      I hope you are doing better, even though it might seem like there’s only bad things there are a lot of good ones too! Even though you are a random person I just wanted to say that you are loved and I hope you can see the good things in this world and the good people because you deserve to have an amazing life and I hope you have one!!!❤️❤️❤️

    • @audram9024
      @audram9024 Před 4 lety +19

      it will get better❤️i know i dont know you but feel free to talk anytime in this comment section :)

    • @reannas2225
      @reannas2225 Před 4 lety +26

      hey i have been feeling the same way lately. but when i tell you everything will be alright, im not lying. i promise. it will be. do whatever you need to in order to feel better, maybe listen to Jae's songs on repeat, that always helps me :) anyway i hope that made you feel a little better

    • @3yx88
      @3yx88 Před 4 lety +15

      i really hope your doing fine and won’t do anything horrible and i know that this is a tough time for a lot of people including me and i know that you’ll be alright even thought i don’t know you or your situation i can tell you that people love and care about you ❤️

  • @shintaryh
    @shintaryh Před 4 lety +1156

    this song hits differently when i miss u Jae🤧 im ugly crying right now.

  • @lychee23
    @lychee23 Před rokem +20

    this song will turn 3 years in a few months but still holds a special place in my heart

  • @user-zm1o16ft9k
    @user-zm1o16ft9k Před 9 měsíci +14

    이 노래만 들음 왤케 울컥하게 되는지 모르겠다… 박제형 평생 노래해줘..❤

  • @pspspsps_rbs
    @pspspsps_rbs Před 3 lety +1709

    Am I not late to stan Jae, right? This is a masterpiece.

    • @tatakhaiphet
      @tatakhaiphet Před 3 lety +72

      Never late to stan just start🥰

    • @mannajacobc.2269
      @mannajacobc.2269 Před 3 lety +60

      Not too late at all...
      I just found out about Day6 like, 2 weeks ago!

    • @rynb1762
      @rynb1762 Před 3 lety +21

      Not too late,bcause I'm just found day6 like one month ago maybe,and I came bcause Jae. I'm so love with this chicken little human vers LOL

    • @fatimarenteria315
      @fatimarenteria315 Před 3 lety +2

      Always welcomed ❤️

    • @attira.-.5720
      @attira.-.5720 Před 3 lety +6

      Its never to late to stan jae and his amazing music, we welcome you with open arms😌

  • @lolasamir4460
    @lolasamir4460 Před 4 lety +152

    this song is so delicate his voice and the lyrics........ crying

  • @angieortega1117
    @angieortega1117 Před 2 lety +10

    Just a reminder that you're enough and so talented jae, we will support and love you no matter what, if you ever read this remember to eat and sleep well, it will get better, I promise❤️

  • @jessica3502
    @jessica3502 Před 2 lety +7

    We love you and are soo proud of you

  • @Jjangyoonman
    @Jjangyoonman Před 4 lety +425

    *THIS SONG IS AN MASTERPIECE I ALMOST CRIED AND THE LYRICS WERE SO TOUGHING THIS IS A PURE MASTERPIECE I CAN'T EVEN --*

    • @chaeyunera
      @chaeyunera Před 4 lety +1

      아름다운세상 너의 이름은 좋다

  • @emmawood8463
    @emmawood8463 Před 4 lety +155

    This song makes me feel so terribly sad but peaceful and calm. I clicked on this song expecting to read my book while I was listening. As soon as Jae started singing he actually took my breath away and I just sat entranced. I'm not sure how to describe this feeling but I only get it when I listen to certain songs.
    The lyrics make me think about my future. I had felt so sad and empty that I wouldn't move for days only go to school and the sleep when I got home. This makes me think about my future self. "Am I going to be stuck again? Will I make it out of that place? Will someone be there for me?" It may sound a little selfish but it's terrifying when I'm in that place. The lyrics bring up those thoughts but I'm in a good spot right now so I feel hopeful. I think it will be okay, I'm not going to back there again. It's like my mind is telling me it will be bad again and at the same time I'll make it through.
    I'm so sorry that was so long for absolutely no reason. That didn't make a lot of sense but I hope you understood if you wanted to. Thanks for reading about my feelings lol.

    • @pri5808
      @pri5808 Před 4 lety +1

      Emma Wood i really felt that

    • @daniiah394
      @daniiah394 Před 4 lety +3

      Awwwee🥺I hope everything will go well, now, and in the future. You deserve to be happy, and I really hope you are!!🥺💜

    • @pri5808
      @pri5808 Před 4 lety +2

      bts_my_life.__ thank you 🥺 i’m doing okay, but i’m trying! i hope you’re able to feel accomplished and content in life, you deserve it! best wishes to you ❤️

    • @ezrabustamante654
      @ezrabustamante654 Před 4 lety +4

      i'm glad you got your feelings out through this song and through this comment! no lie, you put my thoughts into words actually, this is what i thought when i listened to this song. i've had the same thoughts, same feelings... "will i continue to be like this? will i continue to be sad and empty and wandering through life not knowing what to do? who will be there for me? if i don't love myself right now... is there anyone who would?"
      sorry this is long too, but op i hope you see better and brighter days ahead of you!

    • @emmawood8463
      @emmawood8463 Před 4 lety +1

      Ezra Bustamante
      I’m sorry that you feel this way, too. We will get through it just stay hopeful. I’m honored that you wrote how you feel too and I’m glad we can connect over something even if it’s not the most pleasant thing.

  • @shinta1172
    @shinta1172 Před 2 lety +11

    I hope you have someone to lean on. We'll always right here waiting for you. Take ur time, Jae.

  • @ofusdemon
    @ofusdemon Před 2 lety +18

    These days I feel so tired, I don't know what to do I really feel
    down all the time, but listening to jae comforts me.

  • @simp2478
    @simp2478 Před 4 lety +1616

    and i ask everyday: when is eaJ putting these on music apps

    • @simp2478
      @simp2478 Před 4 lety +41

      besides soundcloud

    • @angularangst1162
      @angularangst1162 Před 4 lety +49

      well Eaj is technically not signed to any label so it might be difficult for him to put up his music?

    • @simp2478
      @simp2478 Před 4 lety +7

      @@angularangst1162 ohhh gotcha

    • @AK-zx8gz
      @AK-zx8gz Před 4 lety +46

      I wish he got signed up so we could get a mini album from him. I need to buy his music

    • @hipeople9856
      @hipeople9856 Před 4 lety +50

      @@angularangst1162 Technically he is in Day6, signed under JYP entertainment, but his music under the name eaJ is separate from that, I believe

  • @minny9610
    @minny9610 Před 4 lety +226

    Jae has came out with more than 5 songs and we still can’t figure out “X”

  • @kaddict1628
    @kaddict1628 Před 2 lety +6

    i'm comeback after D.O Album sampler.. 😭😭😭 OMG i can't expect how amazing this song 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @lleaharterial58
    @lleaharterial58 Před 3 lety +35

    Jae, as much as this song has comforted us, may we also comfort you in your hardest.
    We believe in you, Jae.
    We are proud of you.
    Always.

  • @28Chelsy
    @28Chelsy Před 4 lety +102

    "Been worried all night
    Wondering all night
    Who loves you now"
    This part really hit my heart. It's sad 😭

  • @lyttlemonsta
    @lyttlemonsta Před 4 lety +1553

    The people who disliked couldn’t see the like through their tears

  • @amouryong
    @amouryong Před rokem +13

    Two years later, I'm just now realizing these lyrics reflect on how I felt at the time and how I still do now. It was so shocking to me, it's like I'm the person the song is about. There's like some parts of it that where things and thoughts I did/had more in 2020, and more I have now in 2022, this is scary. But, it only makes me love the song more now. Hopefully I find a day where the song doesn't hit so close to home, but I'll never stop loving it

  • @timeinframe
    @timeinframe Před 2 lety +17

    I realized now, maybe i've been trying to be hopeful and cheerful all day long, that when i listen to this song at night i eventually cry an ocean. Some times are hard enough and we always try hard to have the hope. But i think it's ok to not have hope, to just be neutral and see where everything is going. Your song ease my heart Jae. I hope you know that.

  • @rizkiaadeputris
    @rizkiaadeputris Před 4 lety +169

    The lyric isn't only lyric. It's poetry

  • @hazel9890
    @hazel9890 Před 4 lety +142

    Who wipes the problems like leaves turned autumn when they wont stop falling from your eyes and from your sighs.
    Poetic epic point of the song 🍁
    jae, it's so beautiful 😭😭😭😭

  • @kiddy5546
    @kiddy5546 Před 2 lety +8

    I hope you heal from things no one apologized for.
    I hope you heal from the things you don’t want to talk about.
    I hope you heal from the things no one else knows you went through.
    I hope you find the peace you deserve.

  • @missingsungjin0112
    @missingsungjin0112 Před 2 lety +8

    back here after listening to sincerely ㅠㅠ 50 proof is kinda like our answer to sincerely ~ hope you're doing well Jae 계속 응원할테니까 안 아프면 좋겠어요 💙

  • @josecaringal
    @josecaringal Před 4 lety +49

    Park Jaehyung serving vocals and aesthetics is so calming.

  • @AsharporBflat
    @AsharporBflat Před 4 lety +276

    Is it just me, or aren't these comments so deep? Artists' music like this, bringing out the stories people usually hide from ones around them, is just the best thing ever.

  • @itstyra6395
    @itstyra6395 Před 2 lety +7

    Jae, put yourself first, yeah? we got ur back, man

  • @ceraaaaa2944
    @ceraaaaa2944 Před rokem +6

    my comfort song

  • @cahyapuspitan.3577
    @cahyapuspitan.3577 Před 4 lety +174

    Jae: Who loves you now?
    no one :
    meanwhile
    Me: OF COURSE YOU THAT LOVES ME FROM 50 PROOF HIGH

  • @hayleypotter3497
    @hayleypotter3497 Před 4 lety +81

    This is such a comforting song. The lyrics are so relatable, like it walks straight into the deepest part of your heart to comfort you by telling you we all have been there, it’s alright to feel sad and lost, but it’s okay I got your back kind of vibe :’(
    Jae, I hope you’re happy everyday and sending you good vibes ✨

  • @parkianstan139
    @parkianstan139 Před 3 lety +6

    yes, im here to cry

  • @noothing1349
    @noothing1349 Před 2 lety +9

    Seni seviyorum her ne kadar okumayacak hadi bi denk gelecek olsa %000.1 ihtimal beni anlamayacak olsan da seni çoook seviyor ve destekliyoruz jae. Artık o adı anılmayasıca şirketten kurtuldun ve özgürsün. Umarım şu an mutlusundur fanların olarak seni hep destekleyeceğiz. SENİ SEVİYORUZ SAKIN ÜZÜLME

  • @nunyabidnezz7531
    @nunyabidnezz7531 Před 4 lety +94

    all I can think of while listening to this is young k's "we gone get crazy" when he found out a bottle of liquor had 37% alcohol during the roof top live 💀💀

  • @farella8547
    @farella8547 Před 4 lety +255

    he just touched every part of my soul with this song and his soothing honey-like voice

  • @lei6847
    @lei6847 Před 3 lety +41

    today is such a tiring day, felt so drained, school, exams and everything thats happening right now but here i am now, feels like home, felt better, i hope u know jae that thats what ur songs has brought to us, comfort, peace, a safe space, home. i love you

  • @harubang530
    @harubang530 Před 3 lety +26

    "How you've been doing?"
    "You sleeping alright?"
    What you doing when you wake up at 2a.m? Is there someone that you can call for or talk? I hope you doing alright, don't forget theres a lot of people loves you and always waiting for you. I just will remember old good times, how we are all having fun, playing games, singing, sharing abt music and thoughts, how you spread love and support to each other.
    We are still here for you, whenever you comeback.
    Keep healthy, J❤

  • @krisskye133
    @krisskye133 Před 3 lety +534

    pacman seems to be the favorite for most, and when i first heard pacman it took my breath away. but every time i come back to 50 proof, i fall in love with it all over again. there is something so intimate about it. it never fails to soothe my soul. i guess my heart decided for me - this is definitely my fav.

    • @jsyhys3035
      @jsyhys3035 Před 3 lety +2

      I ghostwrite this

    • @devilix123987
      @devilix123987 Před 3 lety +2

      I agree with this, though I'm not sure if I can actually choose between them, though I can sing this song better, so maybe that puts the bias slightly more on this song.

  • @morganclaiborne3122
    @morganclaiborne3122 Před 4 lety +71

    Okay, three things:
    1. The way my heart SWELLED when I first heard this song is unbelievable.
    2. My heart then proceeded to ACHE when I read the words.
    3. I need sheet music / chords IMMEDIATELY.
    BEAUTIFUL work Jae. I'm so proud of the creative route you're taking. Some incredible pieces of art are being made because of it, and I haven't been disappointed by a single one of them. Thank you for being open and for allowing yourself to express your thoughts in this way. PLEASE keep it up! ❤️

  • @rubberduckie3298
    @rubberduckie3298 Před 3 lety +5

    We love you jae..

  • @pinkyflo3753
    @pinkyflo3753 Před 3 lety +6

    remember that you're always being loved, Jae ♡

  • @ayucouldeat
    @ayucouldeat Před 4 lety +87

    “When you know why but you don’t know why at the same time” hit so hard

  • @fathyaprasojo3122
    @fathyaprasojo3122 Před 4 lety +63

    Jae was definitely right when he says it's his favourite song so far that he released. IT SOUNDS SO PRETTY. Maybe this quarantine thing aint so bad after all. THANK YOU JAE.

  • @wwonwhipped4136
    @wwonwhipped4136 Před 3 lety +33

    i've always been present whenever my friends need someone but when it's me who needs them they're suddenly busy. every time i listen to this song i feel like there's someone who constantly asks me "hi, how are you? are you alright?" and it's really a comfort for me. thank you for making this song, jae.

  • @astronauteajae6836
    @astronauteajae6836 Před rokem +6

    It's been 2+ years, and still wondering how many souls that being saved by this song ❤️

  • @delaneyd2100
    @delaneyd2100 Před 4 lety +136

    not to be one of those sad sappy comments, but, this song is the most calming thing i’ve heard all week. you see, im currently fighting a heart disease/defect and am supposed to be getting another surgery this year. the problem is, with this whole pandemic going on, i’m worried i might not be able to get into the hospital which just puts my life at more danger. my mind hasn’t stopped running all week and on top of that i have to switch to online schooling which is tough. but, when i listened to this song, time stopped. i felt loved, i felt cared for, i felt understood. thank you jae for your music, it means more than you think. and thank you to everyone who read this far, have a lovely day/night

    • @Nurul-ky3fn
      @Nurul-ky3fn Před 4 lety +6

      I hope everything is going well for you 🙏🙏

    • @stanvictonandloona563
      @stanvictonandloona563 Před 4 lety +4

      once you won the fight can you update us. I would like to celebrate with ya 😉

    • @bleachinthehallway
      @bleachinthehallway Před 4 lety +4

      youre doing so well. i may not know you but im so proud of you. youre fighting so hard and you deserve a break. im so glad jae could help you find a little comfort. i hope you make it through. i hope you become happie and that your life becomes easier. im supporting you.

    • @tinabee4141
      @tinabee4141 Před 4 lety +2

      Thank you for being brave enough to share a bit of your story. I wish you the best!

    • @minx.toesies2037
      @minx.toesies2037 Před 4 lety +1

      im sending you my prayers, you are strong and you will get thru this hopefully the world figures itself out 💞

  • @Lixvator_
    @Lixvator_ Před 4 lety +56

    Seriously why can't i sound like Jae when i sing like this angelic voice of his can stop little babies from crying he can even but them to sleep while singing this song.
    Please just let this man sing for you I promise its worth it too juat let him sing you to sleep

  • @kellogzx2502
    @kellogzx2502 Před 2 lety +61

    Can’t wait for you to be free one day to produce music that’s just yours. You’re such a talented writer. This song is so beautiful it’s kinda haunting!

  • @hi_gigi5247
    @hi_gigi5247 Před 2 lety +13

    Hi, Jae. It is a tough ride, but hold on there. These are just one of those obstacles we all needed to face. Come back when you're fully ready. I am always proud of you.

  • @noot9478
    @noot9478 Před 4 lety +38

    So I just pressed on this cuz it was on my recommendation and I was like “posted 33 seconds ago I should watch this” and I do not regret ANYTHING this is AMAZING

  • @user-cp6kw6zf5z
    @user-cp6kw6zf5z Před 4 lety +55

    Jae: “Do you.......
    Me: i felt that

  • @amirajamielle
    @amirajamielle Před 2 lety +20

    this feels like a warm hug when u listen to it whenever u are silently crying while ur chest hurts so bad and u don’t even know why. this is truly a masterpiece. thank u jae park for ur music, godspeed.

  • @Rzanie
    @Rzanie Před 2 lety +25

    Jae I just want you to know that your performance on HITC was beautiful. It was an amazing moment watching you perform your own songs in front of thousands of people. I'm glad you had fun and just be free. We, mydays, will always be here to support you ❤️✨

  • @haleygrisham752
    @haleygrisham752 Před 4 lety +647

    “Who holds you on your 50 proof high” hits different...

    • @behuman3811
      @behuman3811 Před 4 lety +26

      Ow, I couldn't understand what 50 proof high means. It couldn't be literal menaning isn't it? Would you explain that for me, thank you

    • @haleygrisham752
      @haleygrisham752 Před 4 lety +143

      @@behuman3811 yeah! "Proof" is a measure of the content of ethanol in an alcoholic drink. So basically what he's saying is who is going to hold her when she's "high" on alcohol. He's saying "Who holds you while you're drunk?"

    • @lilyc9722
      @lilyc9722 Před 3 lety +22

      @@haleygrisham752 omg I was always wondering thank you sm

    • @rizmanzon2294
      @rizmanzon2294 Před 3 lety +11

      @@lilyc9722 thank you jyp*

    • @meramera.
      @meramera. Před 3 lety +7

      @@rizmanzon2294 Lol I can't tell if this is a joke, but if not, sm means "so much" :)

  • @lo_Ovung
    @lo_Ovung Před 4 lety +207

    "Do you still wake to sunsets and eat home alone?"
    Me, waking up at 4 in the afternoon and eating alone : well shit!!

  • @sarahleecheesecake1593
    @sarahleecheesecake1593 Před 2 lety +11

    Jae, your music is on the top of my "reasons to stay alive" list

  • @strawberryparkie6396
    @strawberryparkie6396 Před 2 lety +23

    jae, idk if you will read this but i just want to let you know that your music save me from dark times. your music and your words became my comfort, please keep making music jae. always remember we are right here, your fans waiting for you. we can’t wait for your solo album as eaj. i miss u so much

  • @geonequalizer7159
    @geonequalizer7159 Před 4 lety +175

    eaJ : "who love you now?"
    me : "Idk Jae, no who one care about me. But me and my shadow try to love myself." :(

    • @oliwiakowolik4707
      @oliwiakowolik4707 Před 4 lety

      And that is kind of good first things first love yourself 😊 😁

    • @yannam5339
      @yannam5339 Před 4 lety +1

      Somebody cares about you out there. I do. Wishing you nothing but abundant happiness and blessings. Spreading peace and love during these oddly difficult times that we all face💜

  • @NicksPizza69
    @NicksPizza69 Před 4 lety +527

    i'm here because of his tweets and because he changed his yt thingy i'm scared :(((((

    • @DaughterOfFiji
      @DaughterOfFiji Před 4 lety +4

      Can you pls explain🥺 i dont understand what youtube things

    • @NicksPizza69
      @NicksPizza69 Před 4 lety +48

      @@DaughterOfFiji he changed his name and the profile picture, he's most likely gonna stop doing jaesix because of jyp :((((

    • @DaughterOfFiji
      @DaughterOfFiji Před 4 lety +45

      @@NicksPizza69 ohh wtf😭😭😭😭😭 no one cares ablut jyp we're here for jae and day6 :/

    • @yellovvdoe
      @yellovvdoe Před 4 lety +15

      He's doing much better now 😊

    • @yii2885
      @yii2885 Před 4 lety +22

      @@DaughterOfFiji he talked to jyp and all misunderstands are solved, dont worry now he is coming back to youtube!!!

  • @JJ-fs4eu
    @JJ-fs4eu Před 2 lety +9

    Everything I want to tell you right now is in this song. You sang every moment.
    Jae. I really want to trust U. Don’t avoid this situation. And eventually,,You become a good person. I’ll wait here. I hope your body and mind will be healthy. Pls jae.

  • @cherylannisaindriani9578

    after all these tiring days, I found peace in your voice.

  • @sunandmoon3568
    @sunandmoon3568 Před 4 lety +49

    "Do you still wake to sunsets,
    And eat home alone,
    Watching the moon rise,
    Asking on and on,
    What's gone wrong."
    I can relate to this.

  • @sunflower-yh5zc
    @sunflower-yh5zc Před 4 lety +237

    i’m begging whoever is responsible for this to put his songs on spotify PLEASEEEE

    • @gurwoi
      @gurwoi Před 4 lety +10

      for some reason jype doesn’t let him do that :(

    • @domislrk
      @domislrk Před 4 lety +9

      I think he mentioned he doesn’t want to put in on Spotify during one of his lives..

    • @sunflower-yh5zc
      @sunflower-yh5zc Před 4 lety

      oh :(

    • @evangelistaariannemeie.3602
      @evangelistaariannemeie.3602 Před 4 lety +2

      it's actually on spotify.

    • @KT-qy3bf
      @KT-qy3bf Před 4 lety +1

      @@evangelistaariannemeie.3602 is it? how could i find it???

  • @ajcarl4168
    @ajcarl4168 Před 2 lety +2

    no, because the song is enough to make you cry and reading comments while listening hits different!! I want to hug y'all!!! Arghhh eaj masterpiece is no joke, istg.

  • @user-mu7ro7qv2c
    @user-mu7ro7qv2c Před 6 měsíci +8

    노래와 영상이 만들어내는 특별한 공간에 빠져들었어요. 음악은 마치 마음의 문을 열어놓고, 영상은 그 문을 통해 새로운 세계로 안내해주는 듯한 느낌이었습니다. 이렇게 아름다운 작품을 만들어주셔서 감사합니다. 좋은 음악 잘 듣고 있습니다.