[FREE] Potter Payper x Nines x Emotional UK Rap Type Beat - "Broken Homes" (@lxcid_beatz)
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[FREE] Potter Payper x Nines x Emotional UK Rap Type Beat - "Broken Homes" (@lxcid_beatz)
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This beat is everything, more beats like this please?
Bro. You can do so much with this beat. It's geniuses. Keep them coming
Brudda you are literally so underrated, this beat is spiritual fam!
This slaps differently 🔥🔥🔥
This beat is really underrated!
Hardesttt🌊
My bro 💙
This is awesome
This 🖤
Banger ♥️
My guyy ❤️
I think it’s so strange how we change as we grow
Too cold bro 💪🏽
Love my guy 💯
in the darkest of the depths I throw my heart at the mess,
when I would starve and forget
It’s hard bro 🔥🔥🔥
Love 💙
fyee
💯🤟🏽
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Harddd
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14 leaving from my mothers house
I lost control
I saw the sofa
More time moving house
You see I’d always take the blame
For every time you’d shout
You see these words have got me fucked up
Wasting time
No help
See I can’t let nobody in
Without approval now
Coz all this stress up on my mind
Was crushing down my health
See I can’t let no demons in
Now I have time for self
Coz all these voice in my mind
Can never help don’t tell
I lost control I hurt myself
Could never tell a lie
When I was 16
Attempted more then 20 times
I lost my breath
then I went Cold
was rushed in
by 999
Was layed out
Hooked up on machines
Was gettin hard to breath
I was tryna take my soul
They brought me back
Could breath
See I had these fucked up voices
Telling me to sleep
Was getting brain washed
By a sense of disbelief
But when your pinned up
In a corner
Don’t know who to seek
all these sweet lies always
Get on top of me
Pushing buttons
Tryna figure out
How I can see
Through these
Dark nights
Fighting
Don’t have time for peace
In and out of class
Was getting very tough
Was sectioned by the
Mental health act
Never felt enough
I would lose a sense
Of time
Could never read a book
But when I sat down
Writing lyrics
Healed a scar with love
I told these people Unknown reasons
Need to fly away
To an unknown
Town
You see the skies are grey
Now I’m picking up my loses
I have time to pray
Every days a real struggle
I’ve seen struggle too
Was in a women’s refuge
By the age of two
Had to get away
From dad
You see his
Demon grew
They took away his soul
his mind
Could never see what’s new
These lyrics resonate with me so much, keep your head held high and never think you can't be who and what or where you wana be, I can see you struggling like me from this one poem/ set of lyrics. Stay bless king
These are my lyrics?
I was mad hurting inside the day my grandma left
Ain't had nobody on my side when i was by myself
When you finish making a beat do you like it or not
Just finished writing for this, taking it to the stu
good luck ski
Need to use this, already wrote a 16 for it gonna own a cupo more
did you sample the female vocal on this or is it a plugin
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lately man i feel so alone, my mind is fucked i stay buisy scrolling on the phone…. ect
Shordy u played me like ah game
Smoken gas pain fade away up late drankin drownin pain
😎😎😎
💯
Trust they didn’t know this Mway trips in the focus, I can tell ya bout days I was homeless if we don’t make this money then we’re hopeless
No copyrights?
These beats free to use?
What’s the key of the beat g?
Jag skiter i stressen, de jag lever på e depressen
You came to me one day
And said that vou wanted to be friends
Saying that both of us are the same
But from different ends
I thought that i could trust you
But you didnt seem to trust me back
How dare you say vou trust me
With a knife behind your back
"I will alwavs trust vou"
Now you just lying to yourself
How could i now ever trust you
If i cant even trust myself
My chest now is just empty
No heart, no treasure
This one just trynna tempt me
No trust, no pleasure
A single lie was all it took
To throw all my trust away
You gave me that trusting look
I couldnt spot your twisted ways
Painful Truths, Pleasant Lies Both living deep inside my mind
You think those arent hard to find?
Stop building your castle of lies
'Friends' are never trustworthy
'Friends' are simply painful
Be careful who you trust
The devil started as an angel
People say the saddest songs
Come from a broken heart
I bet they didnt know
Mine was broken since the start
Tänkte på dig tänkte är allt de höra rätt känner igen dig är du någon jag har känt elller har du funnits i mitt hjärta när nått har hänt. Träffa dig för nån dag sen känns som att sorgen blev begraven känns som att livet va sista dansen på balen eller e du en substans för jag börjar bli galen.
yo my girl left me on the streets but now everytime she texts its streaks what do u mean i wasnt good enough your insane few years past i was on a plane looking hella lame as i watch me leave my family behind but i gotta do whats right to make me happy about the times we used to go out at lunch times to places you never saw with your own eyes yo i know im rolling in a benz in your endz no recomendations to your friends im making your girl roar u gonna have another baby farther knocking at your door your girl lost count of her snap score opens her legs up like a back door
Can i use this for tiktok freestyle bro
Yh bro
Let me flip it back a sec
Bro I can’t believe your dead
Fucking thoughts left in my head
Making me feel weak again
Gotta try stay strong instead
Would you take a look on how far I've came
These man focused on the cars and the daimonds and chains
I have a feeling when I write I feel it push through my veins
Only place I get to say whatever stuck in my brain
These brudas Wanna maintain
A synonym for the same
To be brutally honest with u man think it's a shame
All this talent what I have man its going to drain
There's no Christmas in wigan
Man it's just all the rain
And when I really fucked man really who can I blame
I wanna chill in Barbados with the sand on my face
Brudda I just wanna level up
I had to cut the circle like a box
And when they bag it up
Non off this is adding up
How come u my brudda
yesterday u wouldn't dab me up
This shit got me mad As fuck
I lost ties with my bro
Now I'm thinking of the funny word called trust
I never wanted crust
There settling for crumbs
While I want the whole loaf
I think I'm bouta blow of these trap bars
Youngest up and coming
Soon I'll be the uks biggest rap star
Man i can show u wer the cats are
Man u a kitten
Ima big cat jaguar
Or a lion or a tiger
I've seen so much shit so yes I am a fighter
But when times get hard I just sit back spark lighter
I'm spitting from the soul
I think I need a ghost writter
She don't want me
She just want the Micheal kors
My lil bro said he's down for the cause
Back then ik we be splitting the draws
All I want is to be heard
Man I'm wiping the floor
Love or pain really I don't know what's hurting me more
Look all these bruddas tapped
They couldn't make it here
So ther tryna adapt
My brothers doin better
But back then he was tapped
And I need to keep working
I cant fall flat
And all the happiness and safetyness
I want all that back
And all the people who are sayin my g
I aint givin u crap
And here's a letter to my pops
Can u hear me now
I've got a million questions
Can u just hear me out
U put the cold in fire
And the rain in the drought
I still get Flashbacks of how u walked out
For hitting ur own
Didn't even plead guilty in trail
But wow
How the fuck do u sleep at night
On how u hit ur own child
I always ask myself is my mum proud
I got so many questions I wanna ask right now
Why the fuck did u hit mum when u both rowd
But take a good look at me now
I'm spitting ur abuse and letting it
Mummy sed pack your bags and let's
Hella love for my bro we be Trapping on the road either its flowers or the snow
I got show to make sure this shit is raw why you think it's built for
I can’t tell you bout love, I can tell u bout drugs, I can tell you what it’s like to lose all of your stuff, I can tell you what’s it like to be stuck in the mud u can’t move if you do u gon sink then ur fucked, and this is life but we still move on wit it, been broke for too long now I’m back serving kittens in the kitchen wit gloves on but these ent Mittons, they act like gangsters but mum’s life there all victims, but this is how it is, I’d love to get the drop and starting fucking up his shit, but I gotta be smart when it comes to the biz, I want money I want wealth so I can’t get knicked, if i did I’d rather me die then snitch, it’s loyalty brother this is real life shit, we been through the struggle nd that’s real life shit, we split together when we only had a quid so when I make this dough imma give him half the shit,
Remember we was writing bars
Playing footie on the yard
Heard the news ma bro it had me scarred
Whippin doing laps round estate
Make another track then we press play
30 each side of the bench when you press weight
And only real ones will get that
I’d like to say I’m sorry
For the most of time I made you worry
Forced the pressure, was in a hurry
Days and weeks and months went blurry
All the dark thoughts went in a flurry
Tornado of shit I couldn’t bury
Too many thoughts jumbled till it felt like a slurry
My head was too heavy for me to carry
Wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy
Despite they may have been the strongest adversary
See I’m not that cruel
Coz thoughts I had were cruel enough
To overrule me
duel me
ruin and fool me
A ghoul inside me
A light that left without me
No one beside be
Had support and love but they were invisible
Caring words sounded finagle
Thought I was mocked, my problems could be risible
You told me my problem could be fixed like a wound it’s all clinical
It sounded mythical
I thought it was fictional
I thought I wasn’t fixable
You told me it didn’t have to take a miracle
But you weren’t convincible
That shit wasn’t believable
You all sound too pitiful
Too much, but the real help was minimal
easy darker paths were visional
And I gotta be Admittable
This life just ain’t liveable
So yes alcohol was drinkable
And baths were sinkable
And to be honest If there was a pinnacle
The peak of fucking darkness I’d say it was reachable
And everyone’s so fucking typical
No one realises how irresistible
How fucking difficult
This shit isn’t medicinal
You can’t just switch the ‘cure’ button you imbecile
Read something factual
Look at the actual
It’s not easy like you all believe it is, if it were don’t you think it would be so paradisiacal?
Please don’t tell me to calm down
Turn my frown
Upside down
Bullshit you tell kids when they’re wound
Nervous breakdown
Making me drown
And all you want to say is calm down
Drink tea and “jot down”
My emotions in a journal
Write all the shit that’s internal
Some therapy, but listen this ain’t normal
This darkness is sempiternal
Stuck with me it really is eternal
It feels so fucking infernal
My sense of time is fucked, I’m nocturnal
Thinking too much, feeling too hellish
Sleep all day, my time will perish
But once I’ve slept my dreams I’ve relished
Because dreams took away the devilish
Reality when I woke up, I might sound selfish
Spending my days ignoring life and people I cherish
But I need to replenish
In “fake happiness” with dreams I dwell in
Dive in
Sink in
Pretend to forget that I still have my body to wake up in
Meine Vergangenheit war nicht immer so einfach // mein Vater war nicht da und wenn doch gab es immer Streit man // frage mich wie es sein kann // dass jemand so ein scheiß macht// doch mittlerweile bin ich mit mir selber auch im Einklang // hatte für ne lange Zeit niemanden der mir Beistand // keiner der mir zeigte wie man dieses Leben meistert // machte es im Alleingang // und hatte ich mal Probleme musste ich gucken wie ich sie Regel // ohne selbst daran zu scheitern // gar nicht mal so einfach // wenn man tagelange nur high war // arbeit stets verweigert // weil dafür nicht bereit war// war halt wie versteinter // wollt mich nicht benehmen und befolgte nie den Regeln // weil ich damals schon nichts einsah //
Änderte meine denken und wurd mit den Jahren reifer // war ein harter Weg doch es mich so sehr bereichert // vieles ist gespeichert // erkannte dann mein wesen und verwandelte mich eben in den Mensch den ich jetzt sein kann // Bewusstsein ist erweitert // fand das letzte Puzzleteil wo rein passt // lernte mich zu lieben trotz der Dunkelheit die reinkam // konnte sie besiegen // dank dem Licht was in mir scheint ja // ich fühl mich dadurch leichter // setz mir neue Ziele und verfolge sie begeistert // wollt mich nie verbiegen durch den Druck der mich fast einnahm // stolz kann ich jetzt fleigen auf dem Weg in Richtung Heimat //x2
Been about 5 years
Since I've had to shed tears
Bros never had a daddy sometimes I think he's lucky
Mum and sis be crying
right infront of me
Feel like I should do something
But I'm way too respectful
If I were to let go
stay in school fam
Wish I weren't always on the deepest vibe
Feeling weak of mind and sleep deprived
The sheen of life's depleted
Sleeping underneath the bleakest skies
You've seen me run, retreating, at my weakest from these evil times
And me become a beast, I weren't a decent guy, at least I tried
You just repeat til you believe the lie
But he's a paraplegic, and she heaves another feeble sigh
As it gets to screaming, cos she really doesn't need the fight
And there musta been a reason why your son would wanna leave your side
Man I'm sick of all this self hate
Sifting through your pictures while I'm sitting in this hellscape
And Wiz, I really miss ya and I really need your help mate
But you give me your indifference
Guess your mother taught you well mate
Apologies, excuse me, but the bitterness consumed me
I just stupidly assumed that you would never choose to lose me
And boozing in this room with my reflection to abuse me
Had me picturing a noose
All while your mother didn't lose sleep
So now I rest my head with spectres
Half remembered memories and venomous conjecture
Cos I'm past pretence I'll ever be your father and protector
I'm just praying that your safe and that her darkness can't infect ya
How my family just got over it, I don't know
Suppose it goes to show that only you can walk your own road
I just received a photo, and the location was so close, it kills to know we're worlds apart but share a fucking postcode
So I'm sinking brandy by the boatload
Til I'm comatose
Alone, hoping that I don't choke
Cos court's around the corner, but I'm told she'll be a no show
She's longing out the torture, soul's broke, I know I won't cope
It's no joke, to try and live your life with no hope
Cos the wound you've got inside
You know it won't close
I spit a million lyrics on a single situation
Only spirits can placate em when you're haunted by those old ghosts
So my life feels like it's dangling by a thread
That's why I'm terrified that I'll be hanging by my neck
Scratching up the walls as I regret it last second, light flickers out my eyes
The breath's strangled out my chest
I don't wanna die and leave my family behind, but I don't wanna live a life just being angry and depressed
And full of sadness and regret
Like did I handle this the best
But this was always gonna happen
Didn't matter what I said
It didn't matter what I felt
It didn't matter what I done
And, I ain't got the strength to keep on battling his mum
I paid for every bout I won
And it's been blacking out my sun
I don't feel like I'm a man
I'm just a dad without his son
These thoughts are too intrusive
I've fought em but it's useless
To you it's probably stupid that I've put em all to music
But when I try ignore it, then I'm awful and abusive, and I can't afford to lose it, it's important that I do this
Searching for the answer but it's proved to be elusive
And I'm clueless what the future holds,
or who can get me through this
I'm hurting in my heart and nothing ever seems to soothe it
Cos it's blue from lacking you and black and blue from all the bruises
Decade with my boy, was just a night when we were two ships
If court just comes to nothing, least I know that I pursued it
Just hope one day someone can come inform you what the truth is
That I loved you from the start and every chance I got I proved it
How come i put it on tt free for non profit and it got muted for copyright claim
Someone else who’s used the same beat claimed it when they shouldn’t have u need to dispute it and the copyright claim should get removed
@@prodbylxcid how do I do this
Should be able to do it on CZcams studio
16 my bestfriend commited suicide
He sent a message to my phone
Telling me he cant cope with his life n he wants to die
I ended the call thought it was a lie
Yeah we're in broken homes
Harder as it seems
In council estates it's hard to see Ur dreams
But rn u gotta grind to achieve and Excell
Gone one shot and do well
And them pricks who are hoping that you don't excel
Fuck em all they can go to hell
I just wanna sleep
I just wanna dream
Why's it so hard to fall asleep
Now I'm ten bottles deep
Shout out my bros they know what I mean
Never had a father figure
So I turned to different drugs just to cope with the depression
Finally wake up and see my mum next to me
She's balling through here eyes and wiping on her sleeve
She was so upset on Christmas Eve
She couldn't see her kids
She misses rapping presents up and puttin under the tree
I told her I'ma be home soon
And watch Corrie together in the living room
Now I'm in care it's dark and it's cold
Still miss my mum and the stories that she told
I'm thinking is she gonna take her own life
Fuck not having Ur kids
Must really hurt inside
Now it's coming up to the third Christmas day
Will I be home or am I here to stay
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