ONLINE OVERSIGHT (Original Song)
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- A song about unsupervised internet access at a young age. Hopefully some of you can relate to some degree.
soundcloud: / internetsong
spotify: sptfy.com/Kmlw
piano version: • ONLINE OVERSIGHT (Pian...
about me: atsuover.carrd.co/ - Hudba
that's a little sus! 😂😂😂
Sussy? 😳 ( edit: IVE NEVER GOT FIRST COMMENT ON ONE OF YOUR VIDS BEFORE 😭-)
Nice
Sure is
Yep
YEP
Only the internet could just desensitize gore and nsfw to the point where you just feel like its the most normal thing ever. Honestly as much as I love this place, its fucked with my brain on another level.
Same
yep, which is why kids shouldn't be on here, or at least watched by their parents, i was 13/14 around the time i found the stuff, only because of cheat planet doing a blog post about pervy mods, checked it out not understanding and it took me for a ride that's still going
Yep
Same tbh I have seen way too much on discord😳
Yep.
I've watched a man being shot to death and having is organs eaten fresh, with a blank look on my face.
The internet can mess you up.
I don’t think anyones talking about this, but the intro to the song where the mouse hovers over the no, then moves over to the yes button actually represents the meaning of the song. I realized that after the lyrics “but it might be too late.” Because it shows you, the viewer, that they don’t really know what their getting into by clicking a random button. If you’re reading this atsuover, you’re a damn genius.
the song also hits different when you know what skiptty is.
@@mommygottaglock70 wats skipty
@@zombieloke you dont wanna know
@@zombieloke you are too young to know child
what i think it means is that its present you seeing the warning, but wanting to watch anyway since you know... you got messed up/lh
I was also going to write an entire essay about my experience on the internet, from NSFW to gore and murder, but I decide to just save it and just say:
The internet is a place that really should not have young children, and it's traumatizing in ways parents don't fully understand yet.
Same, and my mom and heck even older sister doesn't understand it funnily enough
God I hate newgrounds..
@@nerumikuteto So much cool stuff on it but also so much explicit content 😭
@@nerumikuteto As much as people portray Newgrounds to be the 'hip' and 'cool' old-school place to-be, the things people discuss and post over there are NOT for any child to see, EVER
agreed, I made my mistakes as a small stupid child (I was 5) and saw many many things a child that age shouldn't. (on actual god, I've actually repressed the CZcams out of me. like I know I saw some CZcamsd up shite, but I can't remember it. FUN,)
I wanna write a YouTubing Book about this stuff, someone has to.
i love the fact that this song is basically telling the origin story of everyone who has been using the intenet since the early 2000s
born in the late 2000s but was still young enough to live sort of like normal gen z and yea this stuff sucks when you realize what it really does. The sad part is that kids wont ever understand it and will just see it as adults pulling a 1984 on them
@@EastGermany-pc2lw that's why you got to tell them the ugly shit so they don't see it themselves.
@@alexthebluehermit fr. Stop hiding shit from people cause then they’re gonna seek it out
I relate to this song. I was in elementary summer school at the time, found some weird stuff. And as I got older I did look into it for some unknown reason.
Yknow this isn’t realated to your story but people dont donate as much
Yes, sometimes I wonder why can’t I just get away from it. It was that Teen Titans Go episode, it was the source of why I looked
@DaGuyThatGames the episode where they exercised their legs is my most probable guess
Me too, it really messed me up
I never seen a donation before.
This song is literally the musical form of that one meme that goes "I hope this doesn't awaken something in me..."
Oh but it did...
Yeah, internet access at a young age is what awakened my largest fetish. Which I will not name.
@@newfie7559is it among us
@@satormus8263 no?? I've had it way before among us was even a thing.
@@newfie7559 jesus christ take a joke
I relate to this so much. my innocence and pure nature were reduced to nothing at age 11.
For me it was kinda gradual until it hit a breaking point at 10, I kinda knew about it and just thought “oh, glad I’m not them!” But.. now I am them, I’m trying so hard every day but I just get pulled back in and cry myself to sleep, sorry if I got too personal I’m just a depressed blob
Wow that’s late
@@Dantomer yeah, i didnt really explore the web too much
Mine was 5
I got it a lot younger, both other people older than me and the internet, and I gotta say, I think the worst part is that the innocence remains intact. I didn’t know what was happening until I grew up normally and finally had the ability to dissect *why* it felt gross. It’s fuckin wild, man.
Only 30 seconds in and it’s a bop- also. So relatable lmfao, we weren’t really educated on what to avoid on the Internet all those years ago.
Yep.
fr
Just blame ur parents
Fr tho,, nobody ever told us that stuff was BAD.
Yeah
I finished the song and, wow. I can relate to this alot, when I was younger, I was exposed to so much terrible NSFW material. I can see your pain, and I can feel it as well.
Yeah, the Internet makes it really easy to access such...vulgar material for younger audiences. The more you click, the more likely you'll see it.
* _i was 8 when i first knew bout thoze stuff. glad to see others can relate to a song but, hope yur doing okay_
Couple years ago I was just watching CZcams videos then I clicked on one
Usually I expected minecraft videos something not to be a bit..
18+
Now my mind is stained
I was just looking theough the internet while i was 7 and 😍
I hate how accurate this is for me. Even though it was gore and violence, less NSFW. I think this song for me represents me think king back to when I was younger seeing FNAF vhs tapes and forceing myself to watch them all the way through to make me brave for my mom and dad. All it did was desensitize me to gore and body horror.
...same
Happy tree friends legitimately left a scar in me LOL
@@havocred7241 I haven’t watched that yet
but i wasnt scared
Oh no... Happy Tree Friends...
Let's say, it looks like a show for 5 year olds in the first 30 seconds of your average episode and then in every single episode, I say every single episode...
Blood, gore, death, violence.
The fact that this exact thing happened to me…
I was randomly looking into stuff online and it was… questionable.
It was a video about grapes. Not the food.
I never looked up that certain topic I looked up again
grapes/?
why do i suddenly think youre talking about mineta because of your pfp
@@user-vc3ud8up8n I’m not lmao
@@hello_ree it’s a term if ur innocent then u don’t know
*Grapefruits huh?*
Damn. This song is a bop and while I really can’t relate to the NSFW element but on a base level I got heavily desensitized to gore,murder,and death at a very young age and it caused problems when reality sped up to me and I realized all the graphic things I saw online could happen to me,and worsened some of my views on my own “self destructive impulses and behaviors” that made it more difficult for me to cope with life. I’m still working through that.
I feel like we all joke about being exposed to this stuff as kids,but it’s kinda odd how so many people shouldn’t look back on being traumatized fondly or joke about it. Yeah there are spaces kids shouldn’t be on the internet. But lots of this stuff comes up when you search up innocuous topics. I feel like it’s important to acknowledge that even if some of the things I saw (unrelated to the traumatizing gore) were good the internet still isn’t a place lil kids should have unrestricted access to.
you always know what to say, grandma!
Shit I’m 14 and I was like that, now I’m worried for my future!!😰
@@reallycoolbird EBELVEDUBALZEFELDDEZWILEVEDIDEZA CHRISTMASSS OHOHOHOHOHOOOOOO
@@whossubi I’m 15. You’ll probably fine. (It was combined with the fact that I’m someone with already existing mental illness,which is why it got so bad for me-that’s my theory anyways)
I look back to stuff like this fondly, because I know it could happen to me, so I knew how to prepare. I can defend myself, and I always bring some sort of tool with me just in case anything happens. Sure, I'm just a bit paranoid, and I over-analyze people walking down the street, but I like who I am.
Why did this hit me hard? I'm still sixteen at this moment and I've seen my own share of fucked up things too, but it still did shape me into who I am today and knowing how dangerous the internet is to protect others. I can distinctly remember a timeI was watching youtube on my broken 3ds (I had bit the screen out of frustation when playing paper mario 😅) and was watching something Sonic related, at the time i was about 8 - 10 and because of the screen being broken to the point of only seeing a third of the screen I didn't realize it was one of the more infamous fan games out there to... let's say let people unleash their urges. It wasn't until I had a friend tell me years later what it was. I'm glad I had the experiences to understand what's bad and whats not, but I'd still much prefer others to not experience.
Tldr : glad this stuff changed me for the better and hope I can help people who haven't seen it yet
Edit: I respect all of you for reading this long ass comment
As someone who is also 16, I can say, memes lead me to forbiden websites
what was the video?
All the songs are bangers
As a fellow 16 year old, yeah, the internet is a very weird place.. and a big tip: don't scroll down when you search a hashtag over your favorite franchise or character... ಠ_ಠ
@@tinybionic8940 I low key don't know what it's called now, but it was a beatem up of some kind
I was introduced to sonic vore before i even knew what taxes were. This song resonates pretty nicely.
thats funny because im pretty sure the first thing she saw was also sonic vore
this is genuinely my favorite song right now. its sad how relatable it is, but it's very true and such a good song for real.
I remember you talking about it in a stream lol
Greetings checkmark
Omg 🤩 I can't believe im seeing youu
y e s
True
I’m happy I haven’t been too messed up by the internet, I genuinely feel bad for people who have gone through this. Hope y’all are better now
Thank you so much! I’ve been very messed up by the internet…
I’m now worried about how it will come back to bite me. It’ll probably bite hard, but I realize that I’m maturing because I realize how stupid I was for searching that stuff.
@@lerriboogusto7362 I’m so sorry, I hope you’re doing better
Yeah, we all good.
Thanks, i after clicking a sus link i kept looking into and realized its bad to look into it and know more about it...
My brain still chiseled those memories into itself and reminds me time to time and I hate it but it's all good.
This song of yours is so relevant, like, I can definitely relate to this. In fact, we all do!
Some crazy folks out there post highly questionable stuff on the internet, and it's sad that children frequently stumble upon those things - and those who were once children did too.
I've seen things too, Anne, especially when I was an elementary kid. And like you and tons of other folks, I regret it.
Thank you for making this song, Anne.
I like your pfp lol
Me no relate
I relate to this aswell
!!!!!!!! HI WISTAR omg hi hi hi
@@bec-sauce8375 Hey hey, Bec!! How are ya doin' today?
God this is such a great and relatable song. The internet is the reason I've been introduced to weird ass fetishes, and also some really disturbing and gorey videos that I sometimes regret seeing.
One man one jar.... (Shudders)
@@alexthebluehermit My goodness, not that..
It feels weird yet very interesting listening to people telling stories (in this case a song) from the year I was born, very interesting indeed
Same
Same lol
same
same
yeah this is exactly how I got into half of the weird ass kinks I'm into now... and also how I figured out I was gay and trans ironically enough. thanks for doing that to me DeviantArt!
this comment is. extremely relatable
Dos here
8 years of going through the internet...
I've became bi.
how it feels
It's strange to hear someone go through the same things I did as a kid, in a song....
this is relatable to me, back in 2007/8 when i was 14 or 15, had no idea of the stuff then a site that i thought was kid friendly( cheat planet before it became games radar,it was a lot diffrent then now) had a list of mods for games that definitely were not meant for kids, lead me down a rabbit hole and now I've ended up where i am now and wish i could change it some times
Agh same
This song actually has a very good message, it’s kind of a cautionary tale in a way
I don’t really relate to this song that much though but it seems like a lot of people do. The thing is I didn’t hear about “the “stuff” until I was like 10 or something
The reminds me how I was a kid with access to internet and CZcams on my 3DS. The way this is relatable is scary not gonna lie. Also yes Anne, another great video!
Wait, so I wasn't the only one?
Oh yeah, the 3DS was my gateway too 💀😂
and the miiverse...
That's too relatable
Why did the 3DS have a built in browser AND social media website? What were they thinking
YESSS ITS FINALLY OUT LETS GOOOOOO
Seriously though, this song is great and stupidly relatable. I was fortunate enough for my mom to just tell me "you'll want to keep your innocence and we trust you to" and it kept me innocent until I was 13. It's really unfortunate how many of my peers and people my age were exposed to such awful things so young, like the 50/50 challenge and stuff like that
poor choice of words on the last sentence
i was innocent till i was 12... is that good?
innocent till 5 ahah
I was innocent until 14 which was 2 months ago
I was innocent til 5..Dad decided to hide his video in his own childrens tablet..jokes on him i became hypersexual from that and other types of trauma.
why do i feel like the thumbnail changed twice within the past week
it did
It did lol 😂
Nobody’s noticing how the thumbnail changed, so I’ll point it out. Little Anne seeming shocked at a computer screen, while present Anne is watching changed to Rascal screaming at her screen.
Thanks I noticed the thumbnail changed and I thought it used to be the artwork in the video itself but couldn't for sure rememebr
This song reminds me of the moment where I was ALSO exposed to such a thing (which is pretty much expected…) I was a huge Sonic Fanboy by then and I waltzed into that one infamous channel where they make fetish crap with child-friendly IP’s.
Years later, I still remember that incident but I try not to go down that rabbit hole again.
That is literally me
i remember i was really into mlp, making sonas and such when i discovered this video, i cant really describe it so lets just say, tail fetish
That is literally how I lost my innocence,I was trying to find Sonic X clips and found "Sonic x Shadow" and one of those slide shows with images I shouldn't have been seeing at like 7
Okay I think I found the YT’er who made said video…
*I believe it’s Kphoria.*
@@BowlofStardust ah yes, the vore rabbit hole us sonic fans sadly had to go through because of Kphoria
Hearing the lyrics of this song made me realize that I'm probably one of the luckier ones. I was already aware of its existence in my teens due to mom explaining to me that weird shit exists on the Internet. I didn't actually come across it till... I wanna say somewhere around 16-17. I was definitely a lot older and was able to handle things a lot better. All I remember after seeing it was going "People are into this?" and continuing on with my life like nothing happened.
To the people who lost their innocence way too soon, all I hope is that you guys are doing better now. To those who either just know of its existence and/or haven't come across it yet, do yourselves and everyone here a favor and don't go exploring. It doesn't matter if you're curious, got sent a link, or some other bs that appears innocent at first sight. You are literally your own protection. Just cause I turned out to be fine, it doesn't mean you'll be alright as well.
This is pretty much my experience I was very sheltered online till I was 14-15. Looking back I'm grateful I wasn't allowed to browse freely.
I’ve been on the internet since I was 9 but I never saw anything untill I was 13-14
dang i wish that were me lmao, i found some weird shit when i was about 10, maybe younger
most of it was from the internet but quite a bit was from people in my class repeating things they found which. wasnt very good. im doing much better now that im older, and have mostly detached myself from that kinda thing, which is really nice
anyone young who reads this thinking they'd be able to take it, i get it. i know youre probably just gonna scoff at me and continue on as you were because thats what i did, but trust me that when youre older looking back, you'll have wished you were able to be a kid for a bit longer.
Hold on to your innocence, because you'll never be able to go back once its gone ❤️
@@CrispyLilGuy heck, I didn't get exposed to that side of the internet until like, my last year of high school and i still wish I never found it.
@Noobey Duck sad, really sad. Bruh. Sometimes you even ask yourself, Why it’s even a thing, Why it’s even exist Bro...
I'm kinda sad realizing that I relate to this song, really shows how much the internet just fucked up my mind that I used to have, and it's even crazier how fast Innocence can be lost
as a pre teen, soon teenager I agree with you anne I was like that too but now I’m super cautious when I’m looking up on the Internet parents basically do not have the responsibilities like what kind of parents are you to basically leave your kids to watch something inappropriate thank you so much anne for making this song
Hehe, yea, and the fact that my mother was very neglective of me and I was already going through a sexual assault at age 5..I saw too much crap at my age and now at age 12 I can't even function correctly. Growing up fast sucks ass, and I want to die.
Yep. Being allowed on the Internet at such a young age can really mess you up. Insomnia, paranoia, trauma, violence, anxiety, depression, et cetera… these are all things that parents of a time before the Internet tend to overlook.
My sister and I were heavily exposed to murder, gore, suicide, NSFW, S/H, and violence at an extremely young age. As young, overly impressionable kids, it really had an impact.
And look where we are now! Hospitals, facilities, trust issues, E/Ds, suicidal tendencies, S/H, self-consciousness, depression, anxiety, sleep issues, fear… these are only a few examples of the things that can happen to your child.
Along with all these, my sister and I are also Internet-dependent, as many of you are, so it’s even harder to escape all of these problems.
Moral: Be responsible with Internet usage.
Anyway, excellent song! Very catchy!
yeppp .
The second paragraph is very relatable
yepm
@@supervisorhk5550 ye
**dumps trauma**
**cuts it out and compliments song**
**does not elaborate**
What chad, I'm also hoping you're getting the help needed bro. Stay strong
The battle for best song where the topic is “how messed up the internet is” is now tied between Bo Burnham’s “Welcome to the Internet” and this song. Absolutely amazing, Atsuover! Stay awesome! 👍
DUDE i fully agree with this so much i cant more
How about someone makes a cover mashing up both :)
@@Raging_Lunetyc You’re a gosh dang genius! If I had any musical mashing knowledge I’d do it, but I unfortunately don’t. I’ll have to hope someone else does it
To think that when this song first came out I was like “I don’t fully get it”, but then I started looking into stuff and in a short 7 months, now I’m like “Shit, I get it now”.
It’s just eerie how as a kid on the internet you accidentally normalize so much shit that by the time you’re an adult your mind is just so fucked up…
Fucking FNAF…
Ong fnaf did some weird shit to me and my history
FNAF fandom is 😬
It's kind of bizarre to think that if I hadn't gotten on the internet as a child I'd probably be a completely different person and I don't know if the internet has made me a better person or a worse person
**LYRICS**
The year’s 2009
And I’m unsupervised
On the internet
Nothing could go wrong, I bet!
I often spent my time
Watching vids online,
And I don’t know this yet,
It might be something I regret.
‘Cause how was I supposed to know
The things I clicked on long ago
Were actually material
for someone else’s weird-ass fetish?!
Oh, why did it have to be me?
I can’t believe what I’m seeing,
But now it seems appealing-
NO! My brain is playing tricks on me,
How could the image on the screen bring these unexpected feelings?
Catalyzed and compromised,
I turn back time to shield my eyes.
But no… I guess it had to be me
Why did it have to be me?
Oh no…
The years go flying by
And now I spend my time
Looking into it
‘Cause I guess I’m a degenerate (sigh)
I forget sometimes
That there are kids online
And I think back to it
I wonder if it’s happened yet…
The internet’s a funny place
But it can mess you up in ways
I wish I knew before the days
I spent time meddling in adult spaces
Oh… Do you relate to me?
Or is this song problematic?
Am I being dramatic?
Oh… My innocence and purity
Reduced to nothing so early
At this point, there’s surely-
No more point to close your eyes
Be careful where you socialize
But it might be too late…
Sexy times and violent crimes
The things they do to growing minds
I wish I knew before the time
Where it had to be me,
Why did it have to be me?
Oh no…
*meow*
fucking love this song
Give this guy praise please they literally put all the lyrics of the song here 🫡
the lyrics are already in the video
tf is wrong with you, lyrics are already there.
@@kerpinlingerconsultancyser2990 FR MAN
Plenty of us have been waiting a long time for this, and it doesn't disappoint. The juxtaposition of cheery instrumental and serious subject matter is something Atsuover really excels at. The song made me feel awkward and maybe even uncomfortable at times, but I think that's kind of the point; this is an unfortunate thing about the internet that doesn't get discussed nearly enough considering it can affect you for years. I don't know if this is the kind of thing I'd casually listen to, but some of the best songs I've ever heard aren't.
I'd argue it effects you for life if it sparks a weird ass fetish
I can really relate to this song, my friend spring introduced me to all the NSFW stuff at the age of 9. This is the song i didn't know i needed.
I swear if this song doesn't get played 10 years from now in schools teaching about internet safety I'm sueing someone. I don't care who, but I'm sueing someone.
Hecc yes!!! Make that 7 years!
I’ll show it to anyone in middle school if I become a teacher(probably not lol)
Relate to this a lot, the internet was my drug that I did behind my parents back when they weren’t attempting to shelter me, while I think overall it’s done some good I do sometimes wonder what I could’ve been without it. The internet is the reason I’m able to create things with passion, and it’s made my life way more interesting I think. I do agree that the things I saw as a kid with a developing mind probably wasn’t the best thing for me, but I can at least say I’m happy where I am. Another banger song for sure keep up the awesome work!
"'Cause I guess I'm a degenerate"
This line is so terribly accurate to me, especially after the first chorus 😭
This reminds me about how I was in the Undertale fandom (and still am!) and that I was looking up comics of my favorite ship (I'm the one kid who's invested in the AU's a bit TOO MUCH.) so I eventually find Fresh x Paperjam (error ink child).
Then I find the artist TheGreatRouge
my life. has NEVER been more scarred since that day.
(SENSITIVE TOPIC BELOW!!)
they draw child p-rn
r@pe
sansce$t
ped0pheili@
and many, many others . . .
I will forever hate the ship Paperjam / FreshPaper
and that artist.
F O R E V E R .
its still so horrible how in like 2020-2021 they were really popular in the fnf fandom on twitter and nobody acknowledged all of that stuff
The thumbnail is much better now. Thank you Atsuover Gongorzola III.
This is concerningly relatable. The amount of fucked up shit I saw when I was younger almost definitely messed with how I ended up now, and a lot of stuff I wish I could go back and stop myself from seeing
I haven’t even watched yet and I already know it’s a banger
Edit: 10/10 holy crap great job!
I noticed the leitmotif reference
Same
I’m too tired to type anymore and explain..but I can relate to everything said in this song :’)
Maybe the internet wasn't the sole cause of my destructive impulses and fascination with violence, but it definitely factored into it.
It all started when I watched spongebob parodies of the Saw franchise on CZcams, and that sort of "awakened" something in me. Next thing I know, I kept searching for similarly gruesome animations, then watching clips from the Saw movies themselves, then consuming whatever splatter horror scenes I can find on the limited time I was allowed to use the PC.
Then I started visiting certain websites. Gruesome home accidents, executions, kittens being burned alive. Oh they were shocking and off-putting, but I couldn't stop watching them. I watched stuff like these so much I got desensitized and even found humor, of all things, in them.
Eventually, I got into therapy after these started to have an effect on my behavior, especially in school. I got bullied like a lot weird kids at school, and I coped by fantasizing about these horrible things happening to them. Until finally, I took it a step too far and began to hurt people.
Now that I look back on it, the bullying wasn't that bad -- I just wanted an excuse to have an outlet for my violent impulses.
Now I'm 22 years old and I think I have better control over my thoughts and actions. I still love horror stuff but I'm certainly not weird about them anymore.
holy shit
Dame. It almost sound like my friend that tried to hurt me. It’s terrible what violence can do to the human mind.
I was waiting impatiently for this song ever since I saw the snippet on Twitter. Can’t wait to jam to this song all summer!
I know, right??? I literally screamed internally when I saw the video
Cheers to that, my guy
Internet sometimes really hurt me mentally, but these are the things that convinced me to be safer and secure. In the end, I manage to keep my sanity while being good on the Internet. This song is very relateable for me.
when the paraphilia is a disorder that practically nobody but people with them recognize as something traumatic and out of their control! (jerma face)
LYRICS:
the year's 2009
and i'm unsupervised on the internet
nothing could go wrong, i bet!
i often spent my time
watching vids online, and i don't know this yet -
it might be something i regret...
'cause how was i supposed to know
the things i clicked on long ago
were actually material
for someone else's weird-ass fetish?!
Oh...
why did it have to be me?
i can't believe what i'm seeing but now it seems appealing-
NO!
my brain is playing tricks on me
how could the image on the screen bring these unexpected fellings?
catalyzed and compromised, i turn back time to shield my eyes
but no...
i guess it had to be me
why did it have to be me?
oh no...
the years go flying by
and now i spend my time looking into it
'cause i guess i'm a degenerate
i forget sometimes
that there are kids online, and i think back to it
i wonder if it's happened yet...
the internet's a funny place
but it can mess you up in ways
i wish i knew before the days
i spend time meddling
in adult spaces
Oh...
do you relate to me?
or is this song problematic?
am i being dramatic?
oh...
my innocence and purity
reduced to nothing so early at this point, there's surely-
no more point
to close your eyes
be careful where
you socialize
but
it
might
be
TOO
LATE
(yes)
sexy times and violent crimes
the things they do to growing minds
i wish i knew before the time
where it had to be me
why did it have to be me?
OH NO...
(*roblox raise a floppa meow* and song ends)
I feel that a lot of people can relate Anne, and the truth is that it is a sad story, being a kid on the internet is a scary thing because all you are looking for is fun and then boom, your under developed brain sees something that you are way too young to be exposed to, and it ruins your perception on life and the way you think of the world at an early age and revokes all of your innocence.
I can really relate to this. I'm 15 now so I'll say I've seen some "things" probably by the age of 8. Honestly I wish I could go back and stop myself from clicking. Some people might say that I'm being dramatic, but like you said in the song, seeing this stuff early on can mess up minds 😔
Dude you are so lucky that you realized that at your age, I kept looking into that shit way past your age mainly its fetishes so I'm VERY fucked up 🥲
Stay vigilant my guy and stay the fuck away from adult spaces😂
The piano version czcams.com/video/P4RzosWwNOs/video.html
honestly this is exactly how i feel
got thrown an ipad at age 5 and stumbled upon the hellhole that is the sonic fandom
must i say more?
May God bless your soul
1:52 I like this part, the voice is different and gives the feeling of harmony
"I wish I knew before the time,
where it had to be me.
*Why did it have to be me?*
OH NO."
Probably the best verse in the entire song, it's just so relatable. When you did know where that obviously suspicious link would lead you to, but you still clicked on it and had to expose yourself (and your eyes) to ((very)) bad material.
The best song of them all, I rate it a swag/10!
It's a cognitohazard
pov: you searched sans undertale fanart
its 50/50 whether you click on a link and its porn or gore
sometimes its something you wanna see; and sometimes, its people getting naked
This song is not only truly incredible, but it’s also quite relatable. The internet can be the weirdest place, but my tiny child mind ignored the fact that I wasn’t old enough to be on it. Seeing now that children are already getting phones at 6-9 years old, I’ve become scared for their purity.
I like how there is this entire song then we casually just have the “meow” at the end
Oh now I get it
I kind of understand, but not if it is a direct reference to something.
I dont get it someone tell me
i think.... its uhhhh. a . i cant man XD too pure
@@CoolidiotYT what
As a person that was groomed on the Internet at the age of 6-7(?) sometimes I DO wonder, have the other kids been through it yet…? If there’s anyone else out there that’s gone through this, I hope y’all are okay now. With platonic love from….
-Nicky
I relate to this song a lot.
The first game I ever played was Pico’s School.
The first cartoon I was extremely invested in was Happy Tree Friends.
When I was younger, I thought these things were things to be normalized.
Not to mention gore. The face-split diving accident video, countless cartel videos, and so much more.
2 girls 1 cup too. Yeah, remember that?
People now may laugh at their past, but what happened back then made me almost start hurting people and animals alike. I never did.
But…
I had thoughts.
Of course, the internet can bring so much good. Laughs, inspiration, and all the like.
But it can also really mess someone up.
Of course, I’ve recovered from those thoughts.
But they stayed with me for a good 8-9 years.
I was just a kid.
And the recovery process was really slow.
And honestly, I don’t know if I’m going to fully recover.
But things do get better if you look at the bit of light that’s still there.
After listening to this a few or so times, I feel like I can say that it is genuinely validating knowing that at least one other person's been through a similar experience growing up
As someone who was a Sonic fan and granted internet access at age 6 or 7 without parent supervision 99% of the time, I've definitely seen some wack stuff that's legitimately affected me in ways that no one actually talks about since the people who do are usually in small communities who are *into* said wack stuff
Genuinely hope more people come out about this sort of thing and let others talk about it without any sort of judgement because god damn is the human brain weird and likes to pick up traits and *interests* you don't want when you're growing up
All in all, boppin' song, thank you so much for opening some kind of discussion about this and hope you have a good one
yooo chub
@@comedy_pink **Pointing**
Eridan
I feel like people don’t want to admit to it nowadays tbh
And/or they just kinda keep to themselves about it since so many people seem to want to argue and “call out” people on things
And I’m all for positive social change, but it’s exhausting not knowing when somebody’s gonna point a finger at you for something silly (not serious) and tell others to rally over it
I almost forgot what it was like when fighting wasn’t the general standard
This, actually made me remember that the internet is like, a platform
And realize how dependent I’ve been
Geez
I was a lucky one, my parents were smart and always made sure what I watched was appropriate to my age, it ironically made me into the opposite of a lot of kids, I didn't want to go to pg 13 movies when I was 12, it even got to the point where my parents took me to a pg 13 movies without telling me until later, it wasn't until recently when I met one of my best friends where I found out about the weirder side of the internet, and let's just say, I wish to forget a lot of the stuff I've seen online
TL:DR: I actively avoided stuff not for me and I didn't learn about weird stuff until recently
I am shivering on how relatable this is.
I am 20 now. From ages 8 - 14 I was groomed by who knows how many people, faces and usernames i barely remember anymore, who all taught me…the complete wrong things. My grandparents knowing nothing about the internet and making fun of me for it and punishing me when they found out didn’t end up helping the situation, never taught me otherwise, though. This song hits a much more different note for me because due to my early influence, I have…too many bad memories of me vying for the attention of adults who were happy to take advantage of it.
I simply was too young to know any better and was taught the exact wrong things by the worst people. It terrifies me thinking that that is still possible online now.
…oh, and to help anyone out there with an interesting fact from my experiences:
90% of the groomers met me inside Minecraft servers. You know, the random ips for “cool Minecraft servers” you can literally just google up? Who would’ve guessed that they’re hotspots ey? Just make minors avoid random Minecraft servers, PLEASE
You know it’s gonna be a good day when atsuover uploads a new video, especially if it’s another great song
ah yes, time to listen to all too relatable internet dweller trauma in the form of a tasty jam 🤙
after listening to it, ive been painfully reminded of me being about 5-6 at my grandparent's house and finding pokemon vore/inflation content and thinking it was funny so i watched like. Way too many videos because i didnt understand it was a fetish
god bless the internet. (Sarcasm.)
was there like, a flash game? Because I too was unfortunate enough to see that
@@mrlampy its entirely possible? i don't remember a lot of the details, I'm 20 years old now.
* _ive been exposed 2 such w/ mlp inflation instead. god, i love humanity and what it can do /s_
Same man, same.
God this just hits me in a way that I didn't think I could be hit. Especially the "but now it seems appealing" part. Thanks Cupcakes and Smile HD :D.
I can relate to this on so many different levels, I wish I was supervised on the internet and that I go go back and unsee what I have saw
* _yoo ive seen your wipz 4 this and i couldnt wait 4 the song !! i relate 2 yur songz so much and i love how you reuse melodies but still make it sound original. this song's instrumental is so funky and im happy youve been able 2 finish it ! we all love you, anne, thank you for making such good music and helping us cope [take a break once in a while, we all care abt you
no offense, but why do you speak like that?
@@sirsnausages2164 its maybe a coping mechanism called a typing quirk, a lot of people use them! :)
@@ajlol6016 didnt that originate from Homestuck or something?
@@sirsnausages2164 * _oh, nnonono !! im not a homestuck fan [im sorry. im an UNDERTALE / deltarune fan tho] and yes itz a coping mechanism. sorry if itz weird
it's okay to be weird! embrace the weirdness! it's the quirky, strange differences that make every person unique and special! you're important, you matter!
that awkward moment when you relate to this song WAY too much????😟
I remember watching creepypastas (sonic.exe specifically) as a 7-yo and now I'm basically immune to cartoon gore lol
Me: Oh cool there's this game called undertale.
The fans are making their own versions of this character, Cool!
Ink and error? These two seem like a wacky duo! I wonder if there's any cool art of them.
*Bass boosted megalovania*
story of my life
Top 10 reasons why you shouldn't look deeper into any fandom:
*This comment*
I was listening to this song being like “This song is relatable.”
I really didn’t expect it to break the forth wall like that tho and call me out! XD
SalMando?!
Yep, callout song if I've ever heard one.
Also, hello there.
I’m gonna show this to my future kids so they can be safe around the internet. Thanks Anne!
I’m showing it to mine before I give them internet access
@@lerriboogusto7362 but to show this video you need internet-
@@deadpawpaw 🫡 rip my common sense
I was introduced to the adult stuff when I was a little kid, and somehow, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. It didn’t take too long for me to actually find out that it was adult content and immediately stopped myself from seeing those kinds of things again, but it’s still ingrained in my brain. I try to stop thinking about it, but suppressing thoughts will only make it come back stronger. I wish I wasn’t on the internet as a child. It really exposed me to some messed up stuff. I hate myself for it. I guess everyone else can relate to this as well.
You shouldn’t hate yourself we were all kids/teens when we saw this kind of stuff don’t judge yourself like you were an adult back then just try to forgive yourself and move on or if you want to talk to someone.
anyone who relates say " i "
Let’s be honest, Cupcakes HD and Smile HD fucked us ALL up as kids
The song is a real bop also. It's so relatable lmao, no-one was probably really educated on what to avoid on the internet for a lot of years.
This is relatable to me in some way, when i was youger like in 3rd grade i was playing flash games and i found a game full of gore and zombies in a hospital, i was traumatized for a month or two, even if it sounds exagerated i felt too scared at the nights, one day i discovered a wii in my cellar and that changed me and i began to recover, later i forgot all that and became a stronger person. Remember good friends, be safe at the internet there's also too much bad people out there trying to make awful things.
"i can browse that kind of stuff without it affecting me"
do not think this way, i thought this way when i was warned thinking i'd be fine and now i'm into vore. you are *_very much not_* immune.
I’m literally at 1:07 but I already relate to this song so much, Nice work!
this is literally me
do you have rokaka?
This song is so calming that throughout all my reading sessions, I play this in the background looped.
Thank you, Anne.
silly goofy thumbnail
this just sent me back down memory lane.
6 years old: that weird reality TV show where you watched people eat live worms or be strapped to a table with rats crawling on top of them to win some kind of prize. (That shit caused me frequent nightmares (Feels like almost daily nightmares))
8 years old: Smile from misterdavey and Shed.mov from hotdigedydemon.
10 years old: I get introduced trough five nights at freddy's to fetish shit and borderline porn + i discovered creepypastas.
12 years old the worst thing of them all... I discovered anime and of course trough Yami Shibai and a random brutal horror anime.
14 i think i got immune to trauma from internet but the mental damage has already been done so nothing other than positives and confusion past this point
0:41 So I was actually a Sonic fan and yeah I don't need to say anything else do I? Characters literally eating other characters? Oh god why did it have to be me? I know I must not be the only one.
EDIT: Thankfully my child brain was smart enough to understand something was off
as a kid that grew up on the internet i have my fare shares of uhh things
Funny thing is CZcams did this to me, not some 18+ website I would’ve somehow stumbled upon when I was ~12 at the time
please do put this on spotify this slaps....
I'm gonna listen to this whenever I find something weird or disturbing on the internet while I try to forget what I saw
1:00 Dear God her voice is so good that it makes me come.............. watch the video over and over
Come?? 🤔
I really hope you spelled that right. It not making sense is much better than it actually making sense...
Ah, well if your dirty minded and affected by the twitter nsfw, the word "come" is much, much more different.
Paheal…
wow thumbnail change looks silly :)
It's 3 am and I'm kinda relate to this song right now. Was 13 when i found NSFW content on the internet. I regret clicking on it
How skiptty was made
@@shellieclementine do you ever think that maybe she deleted it because she regrets skiptty as a whole?
@@Rageminer do you ever think that maybe she should've known better not to do what she grew to regret in the first place 🤓
@@pj8198 hindsight is 20/20.
@@Rageminer idk as plus sized person myself the lack of apology and attempt to brush it under the rug was super sketchy to me, itd be nice if a genuine sorry was given and not just a "I did a bad! uh ohhhhh! oopsies!"
I’d say its worse if she just came out and said it or apologizing for it, because then you have a bunch of minors looking into it, and then the people ridiculously overinflating the size of the issue and by proxy likely ruining Atsu’s promising career
Yeah, I remember being told to go to a funny website called ‘run the gauntlet’ and now I want to kms
I'm, interested as to what it is, but know i would probably immediately regret it
when i was a child back in the day i saw an animation of spongebob cutting finn's arm. it was super violent and full of blood. i didn't watch spongebob for a week or so.
I saw the fucking mlp smile gore thing on my iPad but gladly I don’t remember much of it
@@CIPHERINATOR oh you're talking about Cupcakes.avi (or mov i dunno)