Dark Piano - Anxiety
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- čas přidán 18. 12. 2018
- New original called Anxiety.
I've done one before but this one fits a bit better I think.
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I could actually feel my chest tighten listening to this one. Powerful stuff
idk why but everytime i listen to this , my inner self just wanna cry it hurts
@@bethereorbesquare3416 I agree with you, and the person we replied to.
that's how i used to feel but it's gotten worse . now whenever i go out by myself i don't even feel joy or anything for what once brought me joy or any feeling or feelings . severe clinical anxiety has made anything for me become dull and meaningless , i am going to the mall this saturday on feb 4th but it's only to stave off my constant boredom and to get me outta my own inner black hole
I personally suffer from anxiety. I have this problem where anytime someone seems irritated or disappointed I feel as if I did something to cause it, and these thoughts fester in my mind for a while after they take hold. It's not just anxiety like when you didn't study and have to take a test, this is irrational fear that's hard to get past, even though I know it's usually no big deal.
Your not alone as they say
Sorry Aiden It's been a wile I just realized you put this post up 3years ago but I will say its good to hear it was years and not months ago how are you going now brother?
@Jacob Milne thanks for asking! I've actually come a long way since making this post; pushing myself to try new things, talking to a therapist about my anxiety and intrusive thoughts, and working to improve my self confidence. I still have intrusive thoughts, but they don't tend to bother me for as long as they had been.
And what about you, everything alright on your end?
That's really good to hear that you are doing well and alot better now I hope things only get better for you, yeah suffering the same stuff atm but have been getting a lot better it's just so helpful once you start to push yourself into large area's where you socialize with others how much it helps after time the intrusive thoughts are the worst to cope with and they can bee very vivid it sucks but it's on and off for me I feel being productive meditating and running sports and anything rewarding also helps good luck my brother hopefully we can talk soon and catch up one day take it easy and be patient one day at a time🤝
I’ve recently started getting like this i don’t like it
dark piano - sleep paralysis
dark piano - agony
dark piano - insomnia
maybe? pls?
Dark piano - erectile desfuction
@@nox6948 This is some real mental illness
Agony is already made
Dark piano - Uncontrollable Flatulence
Throughout my life I've had anxiety episodes, and most of the time I just dismissed them as a passing thing. In front of authority figures who screamed at me and threatened me I froze with panic, unable to respond or speak. When it was over I just forgot about them, but it wasn't until I began to notice my hands shaking constantly and my heart feeling as though a cold hand was reaching into my chest and squeezing it, preventing it from beating right or me from breathing steadily that I began to comment about it to the one person in my whole life who I could trust to tell me about such things, my mom, that I learned the cause. When she said "Son, you've always had problems with anxiety," it finally clicked, but it wasn't until I had to go to the emergency room after a very serious episode how big a problem it was. It cost me my relationship with my son and it cost me my marriage. I lost many jobs due to anxiety and had problems with my emotions all through my military service, and now my VA pension is what sustains me because the VA basically said I can't work anymore. I have to take drugs and practice coping strategies on at least a nightly basis.
Yes, I am an anxiety sufferer, and I appreciate the imagery here. It's fittingly ironic, that someone who appears so strong on the outside can on the inside feel so small and powerless and frightened. The scared gorilla in the rain is very much apropos.
Anxiety is like a fire,
Burn slow or go up in flames.
The worst feeling in the world is when you have anxiety but you have to face it alone. When nobody understands. When the people you love the most turn their backs leaving the thought, “who else will abandon me?”
*Anxiety*
I stay on my phone all day
I watch TV all day
I avoid conversation with others
And I avoid phone calls
I don't like it when people stare at me
It's like I was being judged left right and center,
It pressured me
It scared me
But the pressure
The anger I felt
Of being watch doing something
Or dealing with something was unbearable
All I want is to sit in room with my phone the comfort of my bed to keep me company,
But they keeping walking in never leaving me be....
They also forget my name...
They also forget my birthday......
I reminde them
I tell them
I...talk...to them
That scares me
Because I sometimes feel like I don't even exist...
**Thanks for reading**
((I based this on me...and it's actually true my family forgets my birthday "sometimes" and my name...))
Sorry to hear man, hope things carry on well for you sooner or later.
Happy belated or early birthday. I know how it feels, and I’m sorry you have to go through that. You’re not alone. Ever
That's called being a person. It's not anxiety lol. That or have you ever thought maybe you're just addicted to your phone?
@@johngreen4835
Ain't we all addicted to phones and the internet??
Some people use there phone as an distraction so they don't chat with overs in REALITY
@@johngreen4835 I'm gonna be honest here, that is extremely rude of you, lol. And maybe when you pay attention next time in class you might learn how poems works, they're magical things. Good luck starting middle school!
In the increasing speed of my mind,
I find that my hands are forced into binds
My face remains steadfast
However, it is not there to last
As my heart beats more
I am frozen to the core
Their steely eyes pierce me
Their gaze never let me be
My life is on a stage
And I, inside the cage
Poked with sticks held in my own hand
And standing in my own land
And in such more variety,
I cannot resist the anxiety
Are you really a disappointment to them?
Anxiety and depression sucks!!! 😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢 I wanna kill myself. I hate it!!! 😢😢😭😭😭😭😭 can't anymore with all of this.
The scariest thing? You'll always wonder what you could have been if you weren't this way, and how much you miss out on. But imagine the strength of someone who battles their own mind everyday, and take comfort in that. As I get older, I choose to ride my demons into battle, make them work for me, if that makes sense...
I can't take you serious bc your profile pic :D
Yup. You’re face..
We all have fears but the ones that step up and face those fears will be the ones that will overcome them
This is essentially what I feel when I have an anxiety attack. Emotions loud and fast, then quiet and slow as I slip into a fragile numbness. Then emotions rush back, gradually increasing in volume. I love how well you were able to put all of the emotions into music.
Your chest burns. Yet you won't move at all, as it burns and burns, as your heart tries to leap out of your chest. Your hands are cold and clammy, your paralyzed. You sit there and your stomach growls with nausea. Nobody can see, you keep it inside, as you grow paler. Colder.
But finally, you shake and crack. You keep it in to long you'll explode, so you finally take the courage to do it. You let it out, you show them.
They just might understand you now
Gee, I never knew reading something would relate to how I feel during anxiety attacks.
Rip Harambe
was looking for this comment
He died for our anxiety
F
Glad you mentioned Harambe, if you didn't I would have.
Joker Was Here Harambe was a Gorilla... this is no Gorilla but an Orangutan
As anxiety fills my heart and beats a million times I watch one Lucas king video and m in heaven....but it stops...it’s comes back until...
Here the replay button 0:00
honestly, thank you so much for making this.
it makes me feel better knowing someone understands what it's like to have anxiety.
I myself suffer with anxiety. And seeing some of these comments of people explaining what their anxiety does to them makes me upset and sorry for these people that are going through the same thing that I am. My anxiety just makes me want to scream out and cry. I avoid certain things because of it and it messes me up. I can't sleep at night, I feel constant guilt, fear of judgement, and I have thoughts about the worst things that could happen. I also apologize for everything, even if it isn't my fault.
I try to do things that make me happy but even if I do things that make me happy, the bad thoughts and worries are still there in my mind and it doesn't go away.
I just wish the best for all of you who are going through anxiety. We all will try our best to break free from our cages that we're locked inside of.
It feels epic, magical, eerie and nostalgic at the same time.
Waiting for this for way too long...you could express perfectly such a frightening feeling in this melody. Thank you so much 💕
You are a gift to mankind
Your music is incredibly therapeutic. I listen to it while I study. I never was the type of person who could focus with noise, only in the dead of silence, but music of yours paves my mind a path for confidence and motivation to succeed, and all of a sudden, my self-doubt and panic vanishes. Thank you so much for this. I've been listening to your music for years, and I don't know how old your are, but I thought I recalled that you are only 19, or at least your were at the time. I don't know much about you, but I'd say you must be some kind of genius.
You always make beautiful compositions ! You have your style that is great ! Thank you for this beautiful sharing Lucas.
Lucas, I use your music to enhance my viewing/reading experiences of comics and I want you to know that I'm happy you keep putting out newer and newer pieces :)
HARAMBE you are not forgotten,forever Legend,Forever the HERO !
I like ur way of conveying messages through music 👏
Anxiety is what I have right now... My first day at College is getting closer... I am not ready... 😭
You can do it. Belive in your self. If you can't, i will for you. Have a good time. :)
I'm in the same boat, but we can do it. I leave for my first day January 4th
don't be afraid! I'm sure you'll find it exciting 😊
I had this back when I first started school. I felt as if everybody is looking at me weirdly or judging me. I move past it by realizing that NO ONE cared and there is nothing to be worry about. Unless you draw attention to yourself, otherwise, you're just another person in the crowd and everyone is minding their own business. You should adapt this mind set too, it'll help...at least for me.
My exams are starting in two weeks and I know I will fail because I haven't studied enough :(
Another day during which I'm enjoying your brilliant music, thanks!
I’m sitting in a corner of my room. The only sound is the tapping of rain on the roof. The metal in the gutter thundering softly from the tiny drops of water.
I usually find peace in this, yet right now it’s not the same. Something about it changed. Could it be that the steady drumming is turning into a violent slamming on the roof?
Somehow over the rain I can hear the silence in the house. Or rather, I can feel it. It’s eerie, even though my family is at home with me. To take my mind off it, I walk over to my nightstand and grab one of the many books that are piled up on the wood surface.
As I sit in bed reading, I notice the rain has stopped. However, it only makes the silence and darkness even more noticeable. I’m feeling a bit uneasy now.
I brush it off, putting my book down and turning off the lamp on the nightstand. The feeling of unease isn’t going away, but no worries.
I’ll just say it’s my anxiety.
Its beautiful! Thank you for this piece of art :).
As the time draws closer... All I can see as I pier from the stage curtains is hungry eyes staring back at me waiting to be entertained.. I feel like just running away but I know that's what they want.. anxiety is starting to get the better of me but I must not let these demons defeat me... I must show them that I am a man and I will own this stage...
I woke up and it was all a dream.. this is what living with anxiety on a day to day basic looks like in my dreams...
Well done Lucas King on this masterpiece.... Truly outstanding
If demon is defeating you it's time to call Bashy.
YOUR MUSIC IS AMAZING
Beautifully written xx
“My fingers curled into my palms as it seemed as my chest soon began to be crushed under the hands of the devil..”
This perfectly represents Anxiety! Well done Mr. King !
Great as always
Well done lucas.
Keep it up.
Also merry chirtsmas.
This music is a ture gift.
Lucas, whenever I want to just sit down and relax and clear my mind, your music always sooths my mind. I feel comfortable in life knowing that there's always something that can clear my thoughts. I've been here ever since near the beginning (but I couldn't subscribe until way later since I didn't make an account around that time), and I've always loved you and your music. Don't ever stop, because no matter what people may say, you'll always be an amazing artist ❤
You make me happier with every video you post, its so beautiful, please never stop making these videos ❤
This is amazing, actually helps me relax hahaha probably just because it is coming close to being the musical equivalent of how I usually feel
This reminds me of how afraid i get when things get out of control and how hopeless I feel because i'm so afraid that, whatever i do, it won't be enough for me to have control over my life
Harambe left this world too soon
normie reeee
@@DT_Worlds_Strongest_Goth Im more dank then you can comprehend newb. Doesnt mean i cant respect him
brother you're about as dank as a reggie seed
Rip the legend
@@forgottoremembertofo Amen, subscribe to pewdiepie.
Beautiful.
I'm currently on anxiety medications and I can honestly say, you've represented the feeling quite perfectly.
lucas king, you are the most talented pianist i know
A fun from Morocco ^_^
Love it♥♥
Thanks lucas for this wonderful feelings u give us through ur music
needed to hear that
Id love to see a panic disorder inspired song, I also loved how you capture anxiety in this, I could feel the edgy and the tru anxiety and heart racing in this song, its painfully beautiful but honest, a little hard to listen cause Im afraid to get triggered but the piano is so soothing... its like im locked in a endless trance..
So beautiful
Beautiful melody
If you closed your room windows and shut down your phone to lower your anxiety, then congrats, you reached the highest anxiety level. Its an accomplishment
you are a true artist
I love ur videos so much❤ your videos helped me through life😢😢❤❤
I am an ordinary person, ordinary grandma...I read and lived most of the suffering you are all talking about..I understand and with all my heart and soul I wish you all to be able to someday, find a secret garden in yourself. A garden when you will learn to be your own father, your own mother, your best friend...I promise you...there is such a garden in yourself. Where one day you will suffer no more. And be able to talk about it and help others who are suffering like you did once...When you become your own father, mother and best friend you need not anymore for outside love...All there is left to do is simply LOVE!
Its beautiful
you never disappoint us.
i immediately got chills
this song fills me with happiness
It's just... WOW
The distinction between getting anxiety and having it is pretty crazy
The 7 note sequences starting at 1:15 are brilliant
I find this composition quite calming and uplifting...not at all anxiety inducing. I would call it "inner self".
love it
Some cool dramatic stuff you got, no wonder I got you under the bell :)
The lighter melody with the darker background and the rain, this is anxiety in its truest form
Silent Scare It’s like if you hear it, it doesn’t sound bad, but when you actually look at what anxiety really is, that’s when it gets dark.
beautiful song
You know I was literally writing a comment about how I wasnt sure this piece deserved the name of anxiety (dont mistake me for a hater, i love the man’s music, amazing stuff) and then I got to 3:00 and honestly I just looked up and went “Oh there it is”. Good shit Lucas King, good shit
I hope this doesn't have copy right. I'm gonna use it every time i have to make a mini movie, this thing is precious .
Brilliant.
Sensacional 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
A good few weeks ago, I was with some Friends and I felt my chest tighten and my eyes water..I had to excuse myself and walk into a dark closet while my Anxiety Attack closed-in on me. I saw Black Shadow-People surrounding me with white, glowing sockets for eyes. I struggled to breath as I gasped for air, my eyes almost full with tears. Took what felt like forever for them to go. Whispers and lies surrounded my ears. After they left, I allowed the tears to fall down my cheeks and cried. My friends came and checked on me. I say I'm fine and that I just needed space, but it wasn't true. I never told them. Never..😔My 1st Panic/Anxiety Attack of the year. Start of MANY to follow💔
Thank you
When I am anxious, my hands and feet will shake, my chest feels so heavy, then I overthink, and my stomach will hurt and I feel nauseous...... I am tired of feeling like this...
55 likes, 50 views...Guys, I think we broke CZcams again!
great opera.
This song feels just like anxiety, the way the piano will play notes very hard then slow down just to repeat, going faster and slower like a panic attack
Koko the Gorilla :'(
Shenn Amateur 😿
Why the hell am I scared? There’s nothing wrong, yet I feel like I’m in danger. I look flinch at something I cannot touch, I listen for something that cannot speak, and I look over my shoulder for something that isn’t there.
another anxiety composition... I FEEL SPOILED😍😍😍
... hits me
The therapist said she thinks I have social anxiety.
I hate being looked at. I'm scared of everyone, walking on the street.
I hate being watched, being judged. I can't even sit in front of anyone, I have to be right at the back. I hate being out in the open.
I can't perform now. I wish I could act, I wish I could be who I wanted to but now my Anxiety won't let me.
It makes me feel on edge and it makes me feel like I've done something wrong, I've always done something wrong and it makes me desperate to fix it. I have to fix it straight away. If I don't, it'll come to get me.
The littlest fight with friends can leave me sweating, shaking, gasping on the floor - completely wrecked and unable to get past it.
My anxiety stops me from doing things I love and it seems like it will always have a hold over me.
My anxiety has decided my fate, the hardest thing is it is getting worse and destroying my mind. I hear music like this wonderful tune, but I’m not crazy I promise, I am normal just like all of you.....WHY DO THEY ALL JUDGE ME!? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE DAMMIT!
I voluntarily made it so, music plays according to my mood, distracting my thoughts, keeping me to be calm. I like to be calm.
I like to think logically, scenarios within human morals and values to be more logical, so I won't be binded, it helps distract more approaching thoughts, though the more logical the more insane, then I change these logical thoughts, yet stopping brings more anxiety.
I need to keep distracted and talk inside, but I seem to appear more dazed and distracted, challenging and changing how I live, I want to stop, yet more anxiety.
My thoughts always runs as if I there were many racing cars fighting for the finish line. Thinking of doing this then the next I was thinking of doing that, then again another thought, and then I started to forget, I wanted to think that previous thought, then I question why I forget, and then I forget what I wanted to write. I have a lot of thoughts.
I would love to listen to this with a cup of koko
I would love for Lucas to create a piece called panic attack or panic disorder
"Human beings is just the definition of fierce"
U should do version 2's of your emotional pieces
Je suis tombée en profondeur avec cette musique.
LOVEYOU
I have had Generalized anxiety all my life which is different than social anxiety for me an idea will stick in my head even if i myself think it to be irrational yet I cant help constantly worrying about it . even the slightest thing can set it of, weather it be an irrational thought or bad dream any of thees things can send me into a panic attack. I would not wish my fate on even my worst enemy .
When you try to speak but your heart beats so fast and so insufferably loud that you can't even hear the words that leave your mouth as they dry to a hoarse whisper.
Anxiety is a cruel thing.
My favorite channel 🎹❤☔
😔😔
My new theme. Excellent.
Help.
I can't think of anything else.
It clouds my waking mind.
It ruins my fun.
I can't do anything about it.
I watch my phone all the time.
I can't tell anyone.
they'd think I was crazy.
I don't want to do my schooling.
I'll think about it.
Please.
Help.
I struggled with anxiety for my entire life after medication I just feel numb I miss my panic attacks atleast I felt something nowadays I think I dont exist at all
Gorillas used to freak me out as a kid,
now they just give me anxiety
Anxiety. No where to run. No way out. I just want to be perfect. If I was perfect all my problems would go.
I was half expecting the Kahoot theme but this is cool too
Ever since harambe. The world has changed
Olá, Lucas.
Eu gostaria que você disponibilizasse essas músicas no Spotify, amo as músicas tristes que você posta.
Where can i get the sheet of your songs? Dude, youre awsome. I love your job.
you should make a video of one hour of anxiety it helps my Study
Drinks out for harrambe :v