Sewerslvt - Was It Weird I Listened To Im God By Clams Casino's When I Lost My Virginity (reupload)
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- čas přidán 19. 11. 2020
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Original description:
"I don't really need to explain given the title, but as stupid as it is losing that meant sometime to me in my adolescence, & now it's gone & I feel like I lost a lot more than just that. In just 30 mins all that frustration and inadequacy ended in a explosive catharsis but after there's just nothing.
I'm on top of a euphoric summit and everything just seems so distant now I know that I've reached my peak, but there's nothing else to achieve, nothing to be proud of, & now I look back at all the time I wasted trying to achieve this euphoria and all the money I spent & all the time I jerked off thinking it was for nothing, I wasted it all, & time like that never comes back.
at the very least I still have the rest of my life to figure out what is worth worrying about, like what's really waterproof or something."
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Image used from: Sewerslvt - Draining Love Story (FULL ALBUM) - • Sewerslvt - Draining L... - Hudba
was it weird that I listened to sewerslvt when I kept my virginity
Yes
@@LittleDinkens I barely remember this comment man. It's not even that funny lol.
@@blackyeti5925 its not funny, its in fact quite sad haha
@@blackyeti5925 hope you lost it since
@@theeskatelife It really doesn't matter
I'll miss her.
Sadge
him*
@@juu733 her*
ill miss her too :( her music is so unique and beautiful
@@juu733 Moron moment
for those out there feeling a bit crushed by the world right now
I am glad we live in this hell together
because I certainly couldn't survive in it alone
on the 24 of september of 2020 I was listening to this song and it was enough, I got up of my chair, tied a node from an ethernet cable, went into the front yard, and i hung myself, I always tought that at that moment I will have filled with emotions and happines from the feling of ending it all, but I didn't, I felt nothing, because of the ethernet cable I shook and it broke. this would have been the last thing I heard. from that day I have changed for the best, I like to thing that I pushed through those fellings and all is going to better. I sometimes come back to listn to this and remember that from that point on every thing is going better.
life is the best thing that can happen to someone, so have fun whille you are at it.
Nobody has to go alone.
You are not alone.
If anything, my favorite thing about Sewerslvt's music is that it is easier to see the truth of this simple fact.
@@unincipido4364 Before I am where I am now, I made a careful and extremely serious attempt at ending my life and would have succeeded. I was committed to escaping a similar nothingness that seemed to swallow my life whole.
And- I cannot agree more. Life is beautiful. Life sometimes seems no better than it was then, but I am committed to making everything I can of it.
Im glad even if we are very different from eachother and every human is different in a way, we are still sharing this moment together. Music is one of the few things that can actually make some strangers to stick together
I'm deeply grateful I found this comment... I needed this... to remind myself that I'm wrong. I am not alone and I've yet to be found.
thank you
Sewerslvt has the great power to make every song title deeply relatable.
*wait what*
not really lol
Promocode bsj
You ok buddy
interesting....
Virginity is such a strange concept. While there is more of a pressure of it on modern society, a fixation, it is still important to lose it with someone you trust, and care about. It’s such an emotional vulnerable moment that you never really forget. The normie pressure to lose it as soon as possible to look cool in high school can destroy some people. And pressure others to pressure their partner into sex. That’s what happened with me and my ex. It’s a deep, piercing regret.
god I feel you...I wish there was some way to get it back. I want to share such a vulnerable moment with someone else. I also feel like I liked life before I knew what those feelings were like. Sex seemed better more in theory than in action. Maybe I haven't "lived enough yet" or they weren't the right person for someone like me, I don't know, but it seems like since I've actually went out and lost my virginity, I've actually lost most of my interest in that whole world. I lost my virginity because I thought it would make me cooler, it's what my partner wanted at the time...but it just traumatized me??? and maybe made me sex repulsed?
yep, deep piercing regret I can relate to that
@@sunnydazer for me, i only recently turned old enough to be legally able for that to happen. with my ex around that time, it was basically my 'sexual awakening' and i knew he probably wanted it, but i was too messed up to give it to him. now im sex repulsed and find the idea abhorrent, unless with someone i really trust ( which is low lmao) but yeah, i hate the thought of it after i broke up with him.
@@umyeah9707 I think it's time we both gave ourselves a do-over. ok here's a lot of words, read it if you want haha.
May we find resolve in our regrets and also find people that we love and trust as well. I recently said to myself that I am a virgin again, because if you think about it, it's just a concept. The "hymen" we perceive is only societal pressure. That thin tissue tears on its own through time, it's supposed to. I found a post that summed it up perfectly: It’s an intellectual concept, an idea, a belief, and perhaps most accurately, a word for identity some people use, usually to identify when they or others have not had certain sexual experiences." If you think the experience you had was bad and the person it was with wasn't savoury, you have every right to give yourself a do-over!
I guess caring about one that much is increasing chances of regretting how you lost it. Just saying... Loosing virginity doesen't mean you can't have an amazing intimate contact with someone in the future. I lost my virginity long time ago and believe that best sex of my life only awaits
something I had read, it was like, "Do you really want sex? Or are you just looking for validation that you are sexually desirable and not the terror that you don't deserve genuine love?"
I have never lost my virginity, but if they tried to take me away, today I am terrified of losing my virginity, I don't want that to happen again
Why use drugs when you can listen to Sewerslvt that takes you to a whole different dimension.
If winners don't do drugs I must the...
the biggest loser on the planet...
Or use drugs and listen to sewerslvt at the same time!
@@hezamac1287so fucking true
@@hezamac1287sobriety is best
Because slvt on MDMA goes hard lol
so glad i've experienced listening to this song at a rave. will never forget it.
Jealous
i can only imagine the euphoria running through your veins
@@userhasdied2704 took me a few seconds to realise it was this song playing and i just stood still in awe and took it in. still rewatch the video i have on my phone of it every so often
@@IREECEE I listened to it when i tried ecstasy for the first time,that feeling can not be put into words
Where? What raves are you going to that play sewerslvt??
Every time I hear that little drum breakdown I remember that Jvne is a real person. She lived, loved, laughed, lost and put her career to its end, all tucked in and with a bittersweet kiss goodnight. I hope wherever she is now, she's doing alright and that she knows how many people are still alive now thanks to her works.
That drum breakdown is literally in so many fucking songs by so many different artists
It’s not unique to sewerslvt at all
@@MattRanks- 🤓
okay my previous comment was insensitive, but yeah you are right in some degree about how sewerslvts music really conveys the person behind it.
so much of music these days feels too artificial, but jvne's feels a lot more personal
@@MattRanks shut up
she isn't gone yet man, listen to agonyost that's undoubtedly her.
When i lost my virginity we started with Shako-Pani's "Erogenbass is Dead", then the anime voices were too weird so we switched to "Floral Shoppe" by Macintosh Plus. I still have very good memories of that day. I wonder how did i manage to find a girl who liked this kind of music...
Men... It's so deep, i know that feel
dude lasted the wholeass album w
um
Floral shoppe is the real shit :)
You can never go wrong with vaporwave
"Surely you understand, it'll never be enough. You have to ask yourself, when you finally get the ultimate promotion, when you've made the ultimate purchase, and climbed the ladder of success to the highest rung you can possibly climb it... and the thrill wears off, and it will wear off. Then what? How far do you have to walk down that road before you see where it leads?
So you have to ask yourself the question: What matters?"
I lost my virginity in a way I didn’t want to lose it but I’m happy a lot of you guys had a good experience. Love reading your stories.
Ow I'm so sorry for you, I did too. I didn't wanted to, and now I regret it.
DONT LET YOUR EGO
Me too bro, it was horrible (w/o violence etc but very uncomfortable with someone I didn't care about) people should think about losing virg. more and less at the same time
Dude same. Fuck
@@satellitesnake8737Boo hoo
my gf broke up with me a week ago and I was listening to this while it happened.
She was damaged but I still loved and cared about her because I’m a bit fucked myself. Looking back it was pretty obvious things were going to end soon. I deluded myself with thoughts that things would return to normal. I still miss her.
Welp I needed to vent about that so I guess shouting this in the CZcams comment abyss will help.
Brother trust me i just had the same thing happen with a girl i was with for 5 *years* she dumped me on October 3rd the day Jvne dropped her last album.
All that time, down the drain, pun intended. But look on the bright side it took almost a year and i just found a new girl she's really nice and im an absolute Fkn tarder-sauce dip shit and if i can get thru this i know you can too fam.
Idk if you like anime but you should read berserk that's what motivated me to keep going and i tried to kill myself.
"He who has a why to live, can bare almost any how".
the build up gets me emotional for some reason 1:44
Surely you can understand. it will never be enough, you have to ask yourself when you finally get the ultimate promotion, make the ultimate purchase and climb the ladder of success to the highest part you can climb it, and the thrill wears off... And it *will* wear off. THEN WHAT?.
How far do you have to walk down that road, before you can see where it leads?
So you have to ask yourself the question,
*What matter's...*
where is the speech from?
No clue lmao
@@HellboyBr11 John Ortberg
@@s7robe297 thx mate
Glad you're back, Jvne. We missed you
I remember listening too the original song when I was alot younger, I loved that song alot. I'm so glad I can enjoy it even more seeing that one of my very favorite artists remade it. I'm late but still grateful.
^
Let's all love lain
@@leochainsaw3232 yes
i listen to just for now all the time i love it
This song reminds me of a person who gave me their world, and I shattered it. I shattered it, and expected the other person to rebuild it again from the remains. This song always reminded me of that said person, and It stings like hell knowing we may not speak again. Moral of the story is, never take someone's love & patience for granted when you're mistreating them.
I hope you can both one day heal to a point where you can remenice and only remember the good times ;_; until then, best of luck
I've done the same. I've tried to rebuild, I've offered it, but she's not interested. Never take somebody's love and patience for granted.
and now live with it. when u cant even rebuild yourself :)
I had a similar experience. I love him a lot and I hope he’s okay now but god I miss him and I regret treating him the way I did
holy fuck the relatability i felt reading this comment was insane
You'll make it, we'll all make it
songs like these make me believe that life may be worth living
Yeah...I know what you mean..
Life really is worth living ❤
As a side note all of the Jvnkos music that was "removed" is up on her bandcamp.
I love how this re-upload allows me to ask if it would be weird to listen to "Was It Weird I Listened To 'Im God' By Clams Casino's While I Lost My Virginity" by Sewersvlt when I lose _my_ virginity.
I mean, the odds are infinitesimally slim that it'll actually happen, but, it's a curious enough hypothetical question, no?
As i said in a comment above, i lost mine to Erogenbass is Dead by Shako-Pani (czcams.com/video/Cl7ZlNn6vXs/video.html&t) and Floral Shoppe by Macintosh Plus (czcams.com/video/cCq0P509UL4/video.html), which are niche as this, so do not despair! Everything is possible.
Bro I wouldn't mind losing my virginity to I'm God by Clams Casino that song is beautiful.
@@savosia499 my guy lmao The second song/album I get, that's some bonerjams to fuck to right there but the second oneeee??? 😂 that's nyancat rainbow dash adventures my guy what hahahah
Sadly I will never get that opporunity since I had my first time. Maybe when I try a guy, I supppose 🤷♀️
I lost my virginity last night, while listening to the song. Was pretty awesome, i don't think it was that weird
Ironically enough, I found out about Sewerslvt after I lost my virginity. It was a weird time, honestly - the guy ditched me like.. the next day and has never spoken to me since then. For a good four months I just felt empty. Used up, so to speak. I felt like I was a shell of myself beforehand, and I think her music helped a lot in the long run. There’s just a lot to interpret with her music, and I found comfort in that. I still do, actually.
😥 how are you now?
@@isabellalora6533 mostly okay
@@anhedonia_anagapesis fuck that guy, sometimes im acc embarrassed to be a male lmfao. So many cunts in this world, I hope you can meet someone loyal and caring
I discovered sewersvlut recently, like back in december. I kidd you not, it was after I lost my virginity as well...Long story short, I was leaving the University my parents could no longer cover at the end of the semester(Fucking bullshit how hard I tried in highschool to get into a school of this prestige and for nothing...)I told my best friend there that I wasn't sure when, or if I was coming back...she ended up confessing to me that she loved me, two nights before I had to leave...and I realized how much I loved her. I'm not sure how it happened so quickly, but it did, and now I'm half way across the country. I fucking hate myself for letting us do that, and I'm not going to defend my actions either...it just fucking sucks. I love her so god damn much. Anyway...I remember flying home, listening to the pure ambiance and disgust that sewerslvut was able to reflect from the night prior. I can't say it helped or discouraged the situation, but her music fit so well in that time...still even. Sorry to rant...I never do that, but I just related to this comment alot.
@@brenn7754 don’t ever apologize for ranting, especially in this context. your feelings are absolutely valid here, and I’m glad that you could relate to my comment, I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that. I genuinely hope you’re doing okay now :[
also, weirdly enough I also discovered sewerslvt in december! granted it was in 2020 but still haha
I just found this masterpiece. I have to admit during 0:39 - 1:23 starts, it feels like clarity hit you way too late in the middle of the night and you are just reflecting on your horrible life decisions and choices you've made. You can hear the busy city filled with cars and people as you ponder these thoughts. The lyrics at this point feel so ethereal almost. I am late for finding out Sewerslvt but boy does he nail these overwhelming but calm feelings in his songs.
took the words out my mouth, a perfect description. her songs feel like they just overwhelm everything else in your mind tbh in a good way
literally what i'm doing right now
This^
Beautifuly said. I've always felt that sewer slut has captured a sort of pseudo post nihilistic glee and optimism with her music. The feeling of someone admiting that their life, on its own in and by itself, has no meaning, but yet never the less finding it anyway. Like they know that they're trying to bail out a sinking ship but fuck it, wouldn't it be lovely if you just tried and it worked? And then holy shit, it did work, wow, I cannot believe I was this hopeless before! It turns out if you work hard and try hard things do tend to work out in your favor even though they really shouldn't!
Very real tho Sewerslvt isn't he
3:34 these vocals always give me goosebumps
a original descriptcion hits hard
she is so wonderful soul, i hope she is doing good
the atmoshere this song creates is legit a drug for me, i come back here when i feel stressed or just lost in the daily commute
this music has gotten me through rough times, wish the best for them always
This song brings so much memories to me, i can't listen to Sewerslvt anymore because when i do i kind of get depressed again, but she will always have a special place in my heart.
listen to it again
@@gloomy935 Should i?
I just realized they took this off Spotify and I am so mad about that
They literally just did it today. Other pieces of work were taken down as well except for a few, probably due to the reason that the account that uploaded that all was a fan account I believe but not too sure
Pretty sure that account was profiting off of uploading old Sewerslvt music
Looked into it more and it’s just a archival project for her older works, person listed Junes patreon though and stated that no profits were being made
@@tyrantsama oh, cause I heard they had a card attached which seemed kind of suspicious lolol
is it possible to like reupload the music or nah
I just lost my virginity and this song was waiting to be played. Reality is not what it seems
BROOOOOOO I swear someone is watching my ass THANK YOU GODDDDDDDDD
"Was It Weird You Lost Your Virginity Then Immediately Listened To Was It Weird I Listened To Im God By Clams Casino's When I Lost My Virginity By Sewerslvt" No
To all those that still have virginity or at least mental innocence: never ever lost it or give it someone as a gift. It is something that should only be exchanged with someone who is giving you the same, and you'll only know that for sure if you always doubt what's right in life and what ain't
Were you high when you wrote this?
@@MonoratI bet he was
I enjoy driving back home late night with this song playing. Makes you feel woke i suppose.
i want to do that so bad... when i turn 16 and get my driver's license, i gotta do that. especially when it's raining
consider it done when i get a car
@@Shadow-xf8by i second that mane
@@Shadow-xf8by and oh the ability to drive literally anywhere as well, wouldnt dat be a vibe
@@Shadow-xf8by you'll love it. Please drive safely and lemme know how it feels🙏🏻
I can make a lot of different mental scenarios with this song and all of them fit perfectly with it.
It feels like rebirth, a new beginning, or empowering yourself to become stronger and happier after dark times, but it also feels like the relief of putting an end to everything and resting in all the peace that always was missing in life.
In fact, it's like change, but a positive change. It may be the beginning or the end, but it will be peaceful no matter what.
Thank you so much for this comment
I'm drunk and everything is spining too fast. This music fits very well at the moment. I'm feeling miserable and it's okay i guess
be careful! its so easy to dissociate to sewerslvt so just be wary 💕 sending love your way
@@h1r0d0tc0m thank you for the kind words my friend. Hope everything is okay in there too ♡
Hope you're okay.
@@xavierlehew6746 Thank you too friend. Things have changed quite a lot this year, i'm finally feeling true happines after a long time, and i quited alcohol too. Hope ya'll are getting all the love and care you deserve boys. Never loose your hope for better days, even though the struggling never really ends. There are still so much for all of us in here, we just need to keep getting up and never giving up ourselves
@@xavierlehew6746 You all matter, and you are so amazing for making it this far. Everything will get better my brothers. Take care, never loose yourself to all the filth in this hellhole
i swear slvt is my only lifeline rn, everything is getting so heavy and i cant keep being this failure, everyday, every minute im listening to her, not because im obsessed, but because it.. idk man elevates me out of the hurt and pain to.. something else.
anyway that aside, i listened to this when i lost my virginity
Yesterday my house burnt down, i lost everything, but what i deeply regreat is not saving my cats, yeah it may sound dumb to some people, but my cats have been with me my whole life and it just f*cking hurts that they didnt live out there life, instead they were engulf by the flames, it really hurts me that i just thought of myself, i would do anything to have my cats again, they help me in life so much, now they are gone. I couldn't help them when it really matter, but they helped my my whole life...
read this message while crying over something nowhere as significant.. i cant fathom what you are going through. life never gets easier, you just have to find the glimmer in the darkness. even though youll lose it over and over again, know it will eventually show itself to you again. i promise.
when i lost my virginity it was a weird but wonderful experience. my partner who i lost it to didn't have the same luxury - it was taken from them some years back - but afterwards they told me that despite my inexperience it was the first time they actually felt comfortable and loved during sex. i'm sure with more experience i'll get better at it and have a better time but i don't think anything will feel like that moment when i knew i could give that feeling to someone else.
i don't listen to jvne as much as i used to, but it's the only music i've genuinely cried to these days. it makes me think of them. it's nice to see y'all here telling your stories, what this song makes you think of, your strange and varied feelings surrounding virginity and your virginity/first time. it's nice to look at human experiences.
Sewerslvt can pull anyone out of their body, if they just close their eyes, plug the headphones in, and get lost in her beats. 🎧🎶✨
My own personal cure to anxiety is doing just that.
Honestly she can put anyone out of their body both in a positive and negative way, I bet people with dissociative issues always have to be very carefull when and how to listen to her music
This shit brings me BACK BRO
Amazing track. Thank you for reuploading, absurdismworld, you inspired me to make my channel.
I'm happy to have inspired you. :) It's great to have an extensive archive of sewerslvts work. No music should ever be lost to time. Thank you and keep up the good work.
jesus, this song is so bright and energetic, that's what I like about a lot of sewerslvt's stuff, even though their whole vibe is dark and obscure, they put out some really energetic and hipey stuff like this
I lost my virginity at 18 years old to my current boyfriend of 5 years. A lot of people disregard patience but i am glad i took my time to be with the right person at the right time.
I am just going to wait until I get married, because what if my judgement was off. In marriage, I am fully committed and It would be right.
wait a sec...
I like how people will have a problem with this in 2024
this shi makes me feel sum type of way i cant explain in a text
Peace and love, we will meet hopefully, in the infinity of universe, when there will be no more sky to look at, no more dirt to grasp, no more trees to climb, in the infinity of universe. We will meet.
one of my favorite sewerslvt songs
Honestly one of the most beautiful openings I’ve ever heard
Geez, that final part of the description: “[...] like what’s really waterproof or something.”
If you go on CZcams, look up “I’m God” and go to the first result, the title of the video ends with “R.I.P David Higgs and djkillbill313”. Djkillbill was a 17 year old musician from Detroit who took his own life by jumping from a bridge. He had an Instagram, and the final post on it was a pic of his watch saying “time to see if my watch is really waterproof.” Dark stuff.
The song itself gives me nostalgia but this makes me feel like I am re-living my childhood really fast leading up to me on the light rail atm … I don’t need therapy just more of this
I find myself coming back to this song time and time again, it's just that amazing. I love Imogen Heap's hauntingly beautiful singing on top of the always great think break with these breakbeat elements
Still my favorite song from her
"was it weird i listened to was it weird i listen to I'm god by clams casino when i lost my virginity when i lost my virginity" is now in production
Is it weird to like Sewerslvt's music knowing that she was in pain making them?
Most people including me were also in pain while listening to her, i don't think it's wrong personally.
@@destructo3457 it's a part of the Sewer experience.
Im sure most to all of us have/were in a place of pain and grieving. It would seem only natural, perfectly balanced as all things should be but remember kids.
*Starving Slvts always get their fix*
@@Wave_MC2269 i'm the little percentage you take into account. I don't have a lot of problem but i really like sewerslvt and those kind of music
Pain is how most good art is made.
Truly creative minds will turn their pain into art. They feel as if they need to share it even if no one listens , It's still there. Hope that clears things up.
RIP spotify users :((
why was it removed?
@@Jessie-bl3rmo idea, was my face d&b song :(( Could be from the speech at the start being used unlawfully, some shit with copyright maybe
I remember being obsessed with “loosing it” when I was younger. It seems so childish now.
“No amount of self sought fury will bring back the glory of innocence.”
I used to listen to the original I'm God and the Kidswaste remix when I was younger just because I felt like it expressed some part of me that I couldn't explain at that time. Years later after my music tastes have changed, I found myself listening to more artists like jvne. When I discovered this track it's like something clicked in my brain. I know it's a little childish but this song is really nostalgic to me, it reminds me of how I used to think back then when my world was small. Thank you for the reupload.
i have cried to this song too much.
This is the hero we needed. Thank you so fvcking much!
he was listening to sewerslvt while in the amazon with my mom when she was researching spiders right before she died
drop the lore bro
Is that a Smosh reference??
@@guywholivesforart czcams.com/video/IH8b_nlkVIw/video.html
rest in peace ur mom. she is listening to this in heaven 🙏🙏
@@sentry7317 WHAT THE FUCK 🗣🗣
THANK YOU holy shit i got rlly upset when she deleted it, thanks for reuploading
!
Sewerslvt music reminds me of this old PS2 futuristic racing game called Powerdrome.
Imagine barreling down endless straits on foreign worlds with nothing but the next lap ahead of you and the world behind you.
This track hurts more knowing i sent this song to a friend who may or may not have been a bit more than friends with and ended up being blocked when they told me they got a gf and didn’t want anyone distracting them ig. I hope they’re okay but god that was a pathetic way to end a friendship. Especially since we weren’t talking all that much leading up to it. Well more or less they weren’t talking much, i was the one who got way too attached and they never responded to my messages. I just honestly want to talk to them again, even if it’s just to get a proper goodbye
EDIT 6/14/24:
HOOOOOOOOOOO MY GOD. i finally came back to this specific video of the reupload vid. so if anyone is curious about this guy, we actually reconciled !!! apparently he had to do that for reasons that i will keep private for both of our sakes. but just know that he didn't blame me nor was for it any stupid reason. i understood and after a bit of talking i left feeling okay. we're both cool now and even if we talk less often i don't have any animosity for him.
but jfc i was NOT okay while he kept me blocked bro i need therapy😭😭
i hope that they broke up
@@7jggr8gn maybe, but at the same time maybe it’s best that i move on, i just want him to be happy
@@inamorato6663 i honestly dont know how to help, the most near thing like that that happened to me was almost lossing my best friend for a fight where he stabbed me a pencil in the head that caused it to blood a lot but we forgived eachother after a couple of hours so idk
sorry for my bad english
@@7jggr8gn it’s fine, i just needed to vent a bit but i rlly appreciate the sentiment. Ill be fine
this is how u know they aint real friends when they would let u down for no reason, u gotta move on and surround yourself with positivity. sending much love to you
During the time she was peaking I've never appreciate his music, now I'm loving it
No, Jvne, it wasn't weird. You're an artist.
the link has an UW0 in it, just thought to let yall know
definitely one of my favorite sewerslvt songs, even though i got it downloaded i still really appreciate you reuploading it since it got removed, now more people can find this gem of a song. thank you
I woke up this morning and knew what I had to do
Listen to “Was It Weird I Listened To I’m God By Clams Casino’s When I Lost My Virginity”
thanks for the reupload dude, this was my favorite song of hers
Thank you cause this was a favorite and deep one
The thrill wore off, but I'm still walking. Remember... feelings and emotions are temporary but your dreams are infinite and eternal. Live life your way, seek the things you want... Live a life you won't regret on your death bed.
I play i am god religiously for years!!!! I love what you did with it!!! Your rekindling and old fire!!
We miss u Sewerslvt
Holy shit. I did not know the original song nor who sang it before i clicked on this, and it‘s imogen heap. I don‘t know why, but imogen‘s voice makes something in the deepest recesses of my heart move, and i always cry when i listen to her. Combined with jvne‘s music, which often has the same effect on me… wow. This one‘s heavy, man. Really heavy.
The only thing that's bad about this song is that it ends
This song reminds me of the after effects of being sexually assaulted and molested by people you thought cared about you continuously only to see your innocence and trust completely shatter along with the beautiful pure world you once had at your hands now shriveled up and dry with a small you sitting in your own isolation and corruption while those people still have the time of their lives as if nothing happened… such a beautiful song
That's incredibly specific so I hope you're doing ok
Dude, you need three things. A police detective, a therapist and to report what happened
@@Neotokyovibes-WelcomeHome fun facts: I was sent to multiple mental hospitals bc of it, it WAS reported, and well here I am and nothing has occurred besides that lol they didn’t get into any trouble at all after it was reported since sadly it was reported years later after it occurred
Hope you're fine now
Jesus Christ that hits exceptionally hard. Brought me right back to those moments and people.. wishing you the best though, I hope you're doing good out there.
I love falling asleep to this song
i remember listening to this song back in 2021, my life has changed so much for the better since then.. always had this song comforting me, didn't even realize it blew up
OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH
the only genius to exist that could make a beautiful song more beautiful
I have had so many peaceful nights sleep tbanks to sewerslvt, where ever she is, bless.
this is so beautiful
As a animation meme enjoyer the sampling makes me incredibly happy.
ASPHYXIATEE
@@glvpi YEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!
real
THANK YOU SO MIYCH 💔😫😭😭😭😭
I rediscovered this song again in my recommended, used to listen to this song back when I was at an uncertain point in my life. Now listening to this song again brings back an extremely empty feeling inside.
I feel like sewerslvts stuff would go great over the game cry of fear, both story and gameplay wise.
I forgot about this gem
I miss the music video so much, it encapsulated pain so much
Lovely description
yessss it's back
I remember the original video with the footage of a kid with overdose of a drug, it was really disturbing.
This has got to be the biggest post-nut clarity I have ever seen, honestly amazing!
Thank you for saving me Jvne.. goodnight 🖤
they did a CLAMS CASINO REMIX?! im in love w sewerslvt....
When you too have that song in your playlist
👁👄👁
i listened to this awhile ago and didn’t really listen to the whole this but holy shit.... this is beautiful
you're an angel
I'm on addicted with this song so i need the 1 hour version plsss lmao😅
just put it in loop
This song makes me ascend to another place
OMG I LOVE LIL B BASED GOD BASED WORLD 🌍❤
What
@@halohunter1.081 clams casino is a lil b producer and I'm God is one of his instrumentals.
This music is so different, i really love it :)
A friend of mine ghosted me for 3 weeks, I just can't figure out what I've done. Late night yesterday, I went back to our DM, to remind me good times. But found out +'d unfriended me and leaved every mutual server. I just can't text + anymore. I feel really sad and scared of what just happened, if + is fine....
Sorry to hear that, I hope everything works out
I had a best friend who I ended up dating for a lil bit. Things didnt work out and a while after we split she just blocked me out of nowhere. Still miss all the shit we used to do together
Well you need to accept that he dont want you anymore
I feel you, it's a terrible feeling
i feel u.. me and my ex arent in contact anymore and while im not sad, im not happy. its another connection lost. i suppose im.. neutral? ill make more connections, ofc, its just a shame it didnt work out... you remember that youll make more connection too, ok?
The intro reminds me when I lost my virginity to a nymph with serious BPD. Those combinations are frickin crazy… came out of that years later seeking more external validation from friends that actually connected with my soul. Not with my lower half brains.