"I Am a Man Who Will Fight for Your Honor" by Chris Zabriskie

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  • čas přidán 17. 03. 2011
  • Download free at Bandcamp // chriszabriskie.bandcamp.com
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    From the 2009 album I AM A MAN WHO WILL FIGHT FOR YOUR HONOR // chriszabriskie.com/honor
    Listen to the full album on CZcams // • I Am a Man Who Will Fi...
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    © 2009 Chris Zabriskie
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  • @acoyaaa
    @acoyaaa Před 6 lety +1160

    To anyone out there that came here due to sorrow:
    It’s okay. Let your sorrow out but don’t let it destroy you. You don’t have to push it away all the time. You can let it pour like the rain. And as rain does, let it pour, but let it wash away. Let it leave. I promise you that one day things will be okay, but for now, let the rain pour and then wash away. Whenever you’re ready.

    • @calebcrook5875
      @calebcrook5875 Před 5 lety +23

      i guess words can help a bit..

    • @acoyaaa
      @acoyaaa Před 5 lety +9

      You pals are welcome :)

    • @Aviatial
      @Aviatial Před 5 lety +6

      I came because of a plane crash animation

    • @jabobthegod
      @jabobthegod Před 5 lety +1

      @5 Minute Air Shows China airlines flight 006?

    • @Aviatial
      @Aviatial Před 5 lety +2

      FearlessJbx Gaming there is a lot of crash animations with that music

  • @Step4ikGame
    @Step4ikGame Před 5 lety +450

    I'm not depressed and I'm fine. And I'm just here because I like it.

    • @nahnahnahnah4908
      @nahnahnahnah4908 Před 4 lety +6

      BAHAHAHHA i found this from some plane animation clips

    • @Greatdogs3150
      @Greatdogs3150 Před 4 lety +5

      evb ya this is good stuff. Not everybody is depressed. Some come here cuz Chris plays the piano as if he was the piano and can appreciate a talented musician. Happy happy joy joy as that cartoon character would put it.

    • @tireddaily
      @tireddaily Před 3 lety +9

      I’m suicidal but I found this funny lmfao

    • @witherman4
      @witherman4 Před 3 lety +3

      Found this from a sculpting video and found it relaxing

    • @taytdayanmaz
      @taytdayanmaz Před 3 lety +2

      İ am depressed and i am also fine.

  • @Stolen_Bus
    @Stolen_Bus Před 7 lety +421

    Mr Chris you saved my life from suicide with this song. I am thankfull... I listen to this song every night. Just thank you...

    • @PulseOfTheMaggie
      @PulseOfTheMaggie Před 7 lety +79

      regardless of whether or not this comment is serious, I do think a lot of people fail to realise the immense impact music can have on one's mental health. however if this is a serious comment, I hope you are doing well.

    • @Stolen_Bus
      @Stolen_Bus Před 7 lety +55

      I am actully doing great now! Thank you :]

    • @Eagles.Fan.Since.Super.Bowl.52
      @Eagles.Fan.Since.Super.Bowl.52 Před 7 lety +35

      Keep pushing forward! Music is very powerful, don't forget that. Wish you well!

    • @Stolen_Bus
      @Stolen_Bus Před 7 lety +32

      Thank very much :]

    • @sfiabong7360
      @sfiabong7360 Před 6 lety +12

      It’s nice to know you are ok 👍🏻

  • @bluesnake00
    @bluesnake00 Před rokem +93

    If you are reading this now, I am not depressed, but I am in pain right now. All I can say is, please go forward and don't be afraid. I tell myself the same thing and it does make me feel better and I move on. Guys, never give up, this empty world still needs you.

    • @Artan9000
      @Artan9000 Před rokem +7

      I hope this message finds you in higher spirits. Things can be tough when going through life, though we never met, I’m rooting for you, you can see the light of a better day.

    • @Muazmikail333
      @Muazmikail333 Před 3 měsíci

      No one care about me

  • @revolver_oshawott7305
    @revolver_oshawott7305 Před 7 lety +548

    I am a man who will fight for your respect,
    I am a man who will fight for your trust,
    I am a man who will fight for your love,
    I am a man who will fight for your freedom
    I am a man who will fight for your honor.

  • @CSRLaunchpad
    @CSRLaunchpad Před 4 lety +221

    If people try to bring you down, it only means you are above them.

  • @chrisweidner9885
    @chrisweidner9885 Před rokem +37

    This is one of the songs that symbolizes the inredible force of music. Music is able to describe feelings words could never explain.

  • @TheOfficialYOBC
    @TheOfficialYOBC Před 10 lety +234

    A masterpiece...

    • @cathlic2007
      @cathlic2007 Před 8 lety +9

      Really is...

    • @michaeljaciw2500
      @michaeljaciw2500 Před 6 lety +7

      Raion makes you think eh? We all die one day and nothing lasts forever, you almost wish you hear the song every second so you can live your life that way but when it's over your left with emptiness

    • @bddibkas
      @bddibkas Před 5 lety

      @@michaeljaciw2500 where you from? Because I think I saw Canadian accent or whatever is that.

  • @Lance_a_Lot
    @Lance_a_Lot Před 2 lety +68

    This little poem i wrote comes from the bottom of my heart to all those who suffer from depression and/or suicid@l thoughts:
    If you feel like letting go,
    it means you're already holding on.
    Don't you dare giving up,
    no matter where your soul is at.
    The pain won't go away with death,
    it'll just steal all your wealth.
    What wealth is that?, you may ask.
    It's everyday gifts that last.
    Just close your eyes for a bit,
    and wander through the simplest gifts:
    The coffee smell, the sunset rays,
    the smell of wet grass and the rain.
    The jokes that give you a good laugh,
    petting an animal, having a nap.
    Hugging a person or a pillow,
    reading a book under a willow.
    Taking your shoes off to relax,
    enjoying foods or drinks or snacks.
    The summer breeze, the ocean waves,
    the warmth of fire on cold days.
    Create your own world in your mind,
    to find refuge of any kind.
    Your eyes may see bullies,
    your mind can turn them into lollies,
    your ears may hear insults,
    your mind can turn them into fart songs.
    Your mind can be a private shield,
    that you can edit as you will.
    You can add unicorns, rainbows, sweets,
    animals, food, jokes or drinks.
    No one will ever know 'xept you,
    what's in your mind or within you.
    No one can judge, no one invades.
    You choose the shapes, colours and shades.
    Your mind is a weapon so strong,
    that's been against you for so long.
    So don't waste time, take control,
    and become allies against the world!
    Even if nobody told you they love you, i do. I don't know you, i don't know what you've done, i don't care, we all do very bad things and mistakes no matter how big they are. I love you. Do you hear that? I love you dear stranger. I know I'll probably never meet you, but always know that there's someone out there that loves you. That's me. And who knows? There's probably more people who do :) Enjoy your life my friend. Use the privacy of your mind to escape from the depressing or sad situations. Make funny scenarios, think of anything that makes you happy. Nobody will know. Only you :)
    Have a good life! And when the day comes when you'll naturally close your eyes forever, we might meet up there. Stay strong, don't forget to laugh and go on. Stop seeking death. Let him come to you whenever he thinks it's time. Until then, you don't have to worry about it. That's his job. All you have to do is enjoy life! Love you! :D 🌹❤

    • @chaoticcritical9335
      @chaoticcritical9335 Před rokem +7

      This is so sweet and great poem 💚💎✨💫👍🏿

    • @taslimaaktersumi2038
      @taslimaaktersumi2038 Před rokem +4

      What a beautiful poem! You can be a stranger but you make me feel like there are someone who still believes in me. I am grateful ❤️
      Thank you

    • @Lance_a_Lot
      @Lance_a_Lot Před rokem +3

      @@taslimaaktersumi2038 Thank you very much! I do believe in you!! Sending you loads of love!!!❤️🌹💝

  • @510midget8
    @510midget8 Před 4 lety +60

    How can i have a loving family and still feel alone and depressed? Is there something wrong with me? i feel bad about being depressed because other people have real reasons to be depressed and i'm sitting here 16 yo with a roof on top of my head, food on the table and my life ahead of me complaining. i'm sorry to whoever read this for wasting your time. I hope you have a great life.

    • @chiefrebelangel
      @chiefrebelangel Před 4 lety +10

      Handsoap Shimada You can have all the good things in the world and still feel depressed. It’s not your fault and you shouldn’t feel guilty or bad about it. There’s no such thing as a right reason to be depressed. Sure, some people might struggle more financially or socially than you but it doesn’t make your depression any less valid. You have your battles, other people have theirs. Now, as you regocnize all of those good things in your life as good things, I’d suggest you take a small moment out of your day each day and express your gratitude. It doesn’t have to be anything special, just being grateful and perhaps saying a ”Thank you” to the world/universe/god or whatever you may thank for the important things in your life. It also helps you tackle your depression when you can identify and be thankful of good things and/or people in your life.

    • @tenderphoenix
      @tenderphoenix Před 3 lety +6

      @@chiefrebelangel When I was 16 I was feeling the same. I even had suicidal thoughts because my life seemed so pointless.. and I also had a loving family, food, money, a home and facilities (school, internet, friends).
      However, this age is a state of change, your body, your mind - changes.
      Try to do what really gives you pleasure. Try to be empathetic to yourself, patient. Do sports activities.
      It will pass. All this state of uncertainty will go away
      Good luck!

    • @Cristina.557
      @Cristina.557 Před 3 lety +3

      There is no such thing as a valid reason to be depressed 😭😭😭

    • @drmovie8089
      @drmovie8089 Před 3 lety

      Same here... But I feel lonely

    • @bl4ckrabb1t
      @bl4ckrabb1t Před 3 lety +1

      Enjoy life dude, you only live once

  • @henrywilliamadams7611
    @henrywilliamadams7611 Před 7 měsíci +4

    I was browsing my memories to find this, 6 years ago, you saved my life from suicide, never wanted to share this but know, the impact of your work, specifically this one, saved a man's life.
    It's extremely hard to talk about feelings,
    I'll always remember you.

  • @TBAG
    @TBAG Před 6 lety +370

    Rest in peace Rich

    • @MrChartab
      @MrChartab Před 6 lety +9

      TBAG [Epic Gaming] yeah, we lost a good one :(

    • @hueyp.freeman4099
      @hueyp.freeman4099 Před 6 lety +7

      Who's rich ?

    • @SA_Thugz
      @SA_Thugz Před 6 lety +22

      Gang The best natural bodybuilder

    • @momowawa447
      @momowawa447 Před 6 lety +3

      wtf Ik who Rich Piana is but I thought you were mentioning somebody else until I opened the replies for curiosity, I came to this song because some sad documentary, but I used watch Piana videos months back, wow I can't believe it.

    • @balazskurucz6251
      @balazskurucz6251 Před 6 lety +3

      rip RIch :,,(

  • @simrancecil8380
    @simrancecil8380 Před 3 lety +34

    RIP all those who died in plane crashes for you are gone but never forgotten 💔🙏😢😔

    • @-_-SpongeBob
      @-_-SpongeBob Před rokem +2

      Kobe! 😂

    • @oliort11able
      @oliort11able Před 8 měsíci

      And to all other dead people of all the people history 💔🙏😢😔 (but yeah, most of you are already long forgotten, sorry)

    • @OscarPerez-gg9ek
      @OscarPerez-gg9ek Před 3 měsíci

      Volee air 180

  • @audreychalin17
    @audreychalin17 Před 7 lety +242

    Does this make anyone else cry?

  • @AmazingWorldoffanboy0278
    @AmazingWorldoffanboy0278 Před 4 měsíci +4

    Whenever i feel sad i will come here

  • @hajar.a9281
    @hajar.a9281 Před 4 lety +11

    I can't stop crying...

  • @WK_MERCURY
    @WK_MERCURY Před 4 měsíci +8

    Holy shit. I left a comment on here four years ago. My life was so much different then. I looked much younger and I was so happy. I was dating the most wonderful person on earth, going on little adventures with her and spending hours sitting in a car with her just enjoying each others company. We had a dog named Bean. He was like a son to me. We had chickens too. They liked following me around. I lost everything since then. She’s moved on to other men, the chickens are gone, and Bean just isn’t the same anymore. My wounds haven’t healed. They festered and the infection has spread everywhere. I’m in such a dark place.

    • @WK_MERCURY
      @WK_MERCURY Před 4 měsíci

      @@t0xis_live830 she broke up with me because I was a shitty boyfriend. I wasn’t working for years and I didn’t help her do anything else. She said our relationship was going no where. She was right. We started dating around May of 2019 and she broke up with me on February 3rd 2023. And the dog still lives with her. He’s her baby so he’s not going anywhere.

    • @kolponabegum1334
      @kolponabegum1334 Před 3 měsíci +2

      I am sorry to hear about your current suffering. Stay strong brother. You are not alone. 🙏

    • @WK_MERCURY
      @WK_MERCURY Před 3 měsíci +2

      @@kolponabegum1334 thankyou

    • @WK_MERCURY
      @WK_MERCURY Před 3 měsíci

      @@t0xis_live830 she broke up with me because I was such a bum. I didn’t have a job and I wasn’t doing much around the house. In her words “this relationship isn’t going anywhere”. Any man was better than me, but she met this dude who’s mom had a lot of money so it was a large improvement to her enjoyment in life. She doesn’t want to speak to me ever again. The dog is still with her, last I knew. He’s her baby so I’m sure he’ll be there a while.

  • @dibujosanimados4022
    @dibujosanimados4022 Před 8 lety +742

    I'm here cause the song is sad and I'm depressed.

  • @raedai8819
    @raedai8819 Před 3 lety +25

    I hope you all are feeling better than when you first wrote these comments.
    The first time I came to this song, I was intrigued by the title. I fought for my friends, but I didnt feel fought for. I was bullied a lot, and assaulted daily. I started to just want to slip away. I would come home, go to my room, and cry for hours listening to movie soundtracks and slow songs. I would daydream of a world where there wasnt pain, but victory. I would reflect back on the day and wonder why I was so different. Why I was so easily a target. Why no one liked me.
    I came to realize these thoughts were just plain destructive and not true. There are people who wanted to know me, who were too shy to reach out to me. Bullied like me. Who wanted to be my friend. My depression isolated me and made me accept a reality that wasnt true. I became blind to truths in front of my face. I didnt accept good things for myself because i thought i didnt deserve them, or that they didnt exist. But they did exist. They were what i lied on. A bed. A family who wanted me out of my room. A dog who sat by my door as I cried, waiting for me to open it and come out to use the restroom. A house. People who tried to be a friend to me who I pushed away.
    Dont let your depression lie to you. Dont let it make things worse than they actually are. Dont let it drag you down. It's so easy to slip off into that wonderland. But before you do, remember what's true. Remember what's real. Theres good in this world. The first thing I started with was music and the sunrise/sunset. Those were my beauties and goods. Start with that if you truly feel you have nothing. Hold onto it.
    And know it does get better. When I first heard this song, I couldn't see it at all. I just got sad and insulted myself to music. But the thing is, there is more to this life than that. And it's worth holding on for. I still struggle with mental illness issues, but I've found a lot of things to help. I accepted friends. I reached out to make friends. I fought hard to accomplish something because I was tired of telling myself i cant. Its bullshit. And i proved depression wrong. And you can too. Its takes time, but it's worth the wait.
    "I am a man who will fight for your honor."
    I am going to fight for my own honor. Say it with me. I am going to fight for my own honor.

  • @jbarth1561
    @jbarth1561 Před 5 lety +69

    I can’t tell how much this song helps me rn. I’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety for almost 5 Years now and I’m only 16. Sometimes I feel like there’s nobody who understands me, nobody who can relate and nobody who knows about my feelings. Some days it just feels like I’m drowning in my tears but everyone around me ist breathing clearly or doesn’t even seem to care about my mental health. And sometimes it feels like I’m slowly dying inside. Music rescued me so many times. I’ve been really desperate lately and I’m trying so hard not to make the worst out of everything. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who reads my comment rn because I feel like you are the only human beings on this planet who listen to me and that low key cures my sorrow. ( and I’m really sorry if I spelled something wrong because I’m from Switzerland and I’m not a native English speaker)

    • @fae_gavan7582
      @fae_gavan7582 Před 3 lety +2

      You’re doing well. Good job.

    • @vine7365
      @vine7365 Před 2 lety +1

      Hope you get better.

    • @lc5104
      @lc5104 Před 2 lety

      i’m proud of you for staying so strong. better days WILL come you just need to keep pushing

    • @leelabizbee
      @leelabizbee Před 2 lety

      How are you now kid?

    • @virajshirsat1984
      @virajshirsat1984 Před 2 lety

      Read Bhagwat geeta

  • @hemi969
    @hemi969 Před 6 lety +29

    This music really touches the soul..

  • @sherpa_hesperides
    @sherpa_hesperides Před 6 lety +22

    Just a single word.
    *Thanks!*

  • @imogencarney3421
    @imogencarney3421 Před 6 lety +112

    You worked so hard, you did so well, but it's time for you to rest, the pain has gone now...goodbye honey we will always love you.

    • @m-bronte
      @m-bronte Před 6 lety +1

      this momentary light affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen.....for the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. - 2 corinthians 4:17

    • @parkminhannah319
      @parkminhannah319 Před 5 lety +3

      Imogen Carney I miss Jonghyun so much

  • @jessejamison9516
    @jessejamison9516 Před 7 lety +108

    Many perceive depression when they hear this song; however I can only see hard, invested, time and effort about to pay off.
    The picture in this video for example: The runner who spent so much time training and revolving their life around this moment and is about to beat whatever goal they set for them self.
    Watch the movie The Count of Monte Cristo from 2002. Play this music when Fernand Mondego opens a chest only to find the king piece to a chess set.
    For me, this music depicts finally being able to confront what you have been preparing for. Depression may be one of many emotions that play out during a moment like that, but it's definitely not the only one.

  • @haleysandoval1320
    @haleysandoval1320 Před 3 lety +26

    I miss the old me. I look at old pictures and realize how that spark in my eyes is gone. I just want to feel happiness because this pain is the worst pain I have ever felt it’s almost indescribable and unbearable. I feel so fucking tired and nobody is there I’m drowning and nobody is helping me. I don’t want to die but suicide crosses my mind everyday now and honestly idk if i’ll ever have a good future

    • @queenieyzf1916
      @queenieyzf1916 Před 3 lety

      ...I really feel you, it seems all so hopless... even if I reach something.. it doesnt make me truly happy, I lost myself and i cant get up..

    • @queenieyzf1916
      @queenieyzf1916 Před 3 lety

      Do you have instagram? snapchat? discord? anything i will msg you let's talk a bit!

    • @isadorashegypt972
      @isadorashegypt972 Před 3 lety +2

      Don't leave the life, dears. I know the difficulty at this moment, but *NEVER GIVE UP* !
      I'm from France, and I suffered from intimidation and humiliation from the young people I worked with throughout my schooling. I drooled over it.
      Today, knowing that I am an adult of a certain age, I still bear the consequences, but I tell myself that life, given by God, is too short to be abandoned! It took me years to get over it, but it's getting better!
      Be courageous and don't let yourself be defeated!

    • @detroitandclevelandfan5503
      @detroitandclevelandfan5503 Před 3 lety

      Dear I have been through six open heart surgeries and my life has been tough. When i just 2 days old when I had my first one. By the time I was four and a half I had my 5 one. My 6th was back in 2017 and after it i went into A fib. What I am about to tell you is just one of many miracles that has happen.
      When I went into A fib they gave me medicine to slow my heart rate. When they did it I went into heart failure because I reacted differently to it. I look at my mother and told her I love her and took my final breath or at least that is what it seems. All the sudden i know my soul left my body and I started to fly forward. It was dark yet peaceful. I realized I was leaving and I called out to the Lord Jesus Christ.
      I said Lord forgive me of my sins please Lord let me stay here for awhile longer so I may give glory to you. All the sudden a hand grabbed me and I flew back in my body. He was standing there with a smile his forgiveness and love unexplainable. My heart failure went away all the doctors were amazed. Listen Jesus Christ the son of the living God loves you.
      He saved me from hell and he can do the same for you. I have ask God for forgiveness of my sins and I confess with my mouth that the Lord Jesus Christ is my savior. He has saved me from hell and has helped me through my toughest times from anxiety to depression to surgeries he helps me through and he can help you and wants you too. If you want to accept Christ and go to heaven just confess your sins to God and repent of them repent means turn away. And say Lord Jesus I accept you as my Lord and savior then trust him like you would trust a parachute if you where jumping out of a plane. If you do this your sins will be forgiven and you won't have to go to hell. When life gets hard and it most certainly will he will be there to help you get through it.
      Then to grow closer to him read your Bible. He loves you more than you can know he loves all the same.

    • @kaiokenattack3756
      @kaiokenattack3756 Před 2 lety

      We need pain otherwise happiness would be meaningless. But this world we live in offers too much pain and sorrow and sometimes it feels insurmountable. You can only cry so much until you just want it to stop.

  • @tigrevdb7120
    @tigrevdb7120 Před 8 lety +114

    this made me cry so hard

    • @mohamedfaroukbalouli7809
      @mohamedfaroukbalouli7809 Před 6 lety +7

      aliz 69 this made me realize i am not happy, i was fooling myself the whole time

    • @ashoka.3498
      @ashoka.3498 Před 5 lety +1

      @@mohamedfaroukbalouli7809 Same dude. But this is more of tharapy for me. While simultaneously showing me that I do in fact have a problem

    • @mohamedfaroukbalouli7809
      @mohamedfaroukbalouli7809 Před 5 lety +1

      @@ashoka.3498 what ever you do don't fall in depression, i am telling you bro ! it sucks big time.

    • @ashoka.3498
      @ashoka.3498 Před 5 lety +2

      @@mohamedfaroukbalouli7809 I am depressed, thats why I listen to this song. Im already at that point dude. I've had it since 9. Im 17 now and I've truly lost hope. I wanna fight but I've come to a cross road to where I dont know if I wanna live anymore. Sorry dude but Im in the grave just as deep as u

    • @mohamedfaroukbalouli7809
      @mohamedfaroukbalouli7809 Před 5 lety +2

      @@ashoka.3498 I am praying for you bro. The good news is that you can get over it without medication, just like i did. You have to stop listening to sad or violent music. Go to the gym ad eat healthy. Do the activities that chear you up. Keep away from anything that makes you feel down, and try to feel positive. Most important, have faith in God, it's very important. You will notice a great change if you did this.
      Best wishes bro, i 'll always pray for you

  • @n8dymond424
    @n8dymond424 Před 8 lety +54

    I dont normally cry but dam, i was sobbing by the 10 minute mark

    • @kens_intens
      @kens_intens Před 8 lety +9

      Lol...
      Mark...
      Okay, I'll let myself out

    • @n8dymond424
      @n8dymond424 Před 8 lety

      wait what

    • @marsrae7236
      @marsrae7236 Před 8 lety

      +N8Dymond it's a reference to Markiplier's video 'Mark contemplates a banana for 5 minutes' lol which is how I got here.

    • @AnnA-rw6lj
      @AnnA-rw6lj Před 8 lety

      +Marisa Hines which everybody gets here XD

    • @n8dymond424
      @n8dymond424 Před 8 lety

      Ann A i didnt get it..

  • @Romybrazeau
    @Romybrazeau Před 7 lety +23

    Painfully beautiful.

  • @always_cornelia
    @always_cornelia Před 6 lety +220

    It will be okay..

  • @enricomemmoli7596
    @enricomemmoli7596 Před 5 lety +3

    YOU CAN FLY IN THE UNIVERSE WITH THIS MUSIC! IT IS NOT SAD, IS A TOTAL MUSIC ...NO TIME NO SPACE,NO PAIN AND NO TEARS...JUST PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE IN THE SAME TIME...I CAN SEE ALIENS SMILE, BABIES PLAY AND THE WOMAN I HAVE NOT LOVED,THE LIFE I HAVE NOT HAD TO HAVE...AND THE DREAMS I HAVE ALWAYS DREAMED.

  • @landocommandoedits8046
    @landocommandoedits8046 Před 2 lety +11

    This song is a mix of sad, creepy, extremely depressing, makes you cry easily, and unsettling.

    • @leahferrell3110
      @leahferrell3110 Před 10 měsíci +2

      disagree

    • @landocommandoedits8046
      @landocommandoedits8046 Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@leahferrell3110 how bro what how

    • @georgerichardson7728
      @georgerichardson7728 Před 8 měsíci

      Realism too much for ya?

    • @milandragacevac
      @milandragacevac Před 8 měsíci +1

      I remember reading a book with this song; it gave it a melancholic vibe and suited it. But It also gives hope, like an advantage, pushing forward against the obstacles and fighting.

  • @Firespectrum122
    @Firespectrum122 Před 3 lety +7

    Shape without form,
    Shade without colour,
    Paralyzed force,
    Gesture without motion.

  • @JeffreyPhamigo
    @JeffreyPhamigo Před 4 lety +6

    Many thanks to You, Kobe.

  • @FlatheadGames
    @FlatheadGames Před 8 lety +275

    This song is honestly so beautiful and simplistic, listen to it a lot and will likely use it in a future project. Thank you for this!

    • @elliotsykes9671
      @elliotsykes9671 Před 5 lety +4

      Flathead
      It is a beautiful song isn’t it

    • @mokhtarali6586
      @mokhtarali6586 Před 5 lety +2

      Its beautiful but at the same time it is depressing.
      That how i see it

    • @jdbarr769
      @jdbarr769 Před 4 lety +2

      @@maximalconfusion Other videos, all of them sad, brought me here.

    • @JustRememberWhoYoureWorkingFor
      @JustRememberWhoYoureWorkingFor Před 2 lety

      @@jdbarr769 yeah videos about aviation accidents, with the MD-80 in particular

    • @butteriest1634
      @butteriest1634 Před 2 lety

      @@JustRememberWhoYoureWorkingFor naturalig gaming

  • @chay3131
    @chay3131 Před 8 lety +200

    "I am a man who will fight for your honor, but I will still lie. For how can I be honest in a world that lies to itself? A childish lie taught to the offspring of every person I know. They assume that they hide the truths of the world from their children, but we keep those lies, their truths, as our wall against worldwide panic, for our truth would shatter weak will in a singular moment. Our children will not be like that Clavi', they will grow strong and righteous. They will make the world see itself for what it is, then the universe." -Follower Zealot Stith, 1981
    I had to post this as soon as I saw the song name.

    • @irenepuzzo3615
      @irenepuzzo3615 Před 8 lety +1

    • @1111Paiste
      @1111Paiste Před 8 lety

      +Mathiac Fec Where is this quote from? Who is "Follower Zealot Stith"?

    • @chay3131
      @chay3131 Před 8 lety +6

      ***** Follower Handbook Revision 2.9
      Zealot Stith was a member of the Follower's at their birth, he referred to the members who joined after him as his children. The member he talked about Clavi' or Clavicus was the founder of The Follower Organization. This was after the 2nd World War two ended and Stith gave his comment on it.

    • @1111Paiste
      @1111Paiste Před 8 lety

      Thanks! Who are the Followers?

    • @chay3131
      @chay3131 Před 8 lety +4

      ***** An Organization split off from a bigger one. We reside in Canada and Iceland at this moment.

  • @MustyOnur
    @MustyOnur Před 5 lety +81

    I'm living with depression for years, I dont know what is happiness called, I will never understand how people can happy, can laugh... I wish my life is happy, I wish I can be happy, I wish I can laugh and smile all time, I wish I have someone to hug, someone to cry on shoulder... This song... I'm happy to found this song weeks ago, I can step on my darkness and listen this song, it is just beautiful

    • @karischueler2314
      @karischueler2314 Před 5 lety +3

      **gives hugs**

    • @silience_
      @silience_ Před 4 lety +2

      Hey, we got you man! Remember that! We are there for you, because that's what we do

    • @alisonwilshon4359
      @alisonwilshon4359 Před 4 lety +2

      Man I'm this person but I just hide it that I'm depressed I'm under medication at only 17 yrs old

    • @TheRealArtimusKnight
      @TheRealArtimusKnight Před 4 lety +3

      My friend, happiness is not impossible. I need you to keep pushing on. Please. Do it for me.

    • @fatvikingr5743
      @fatvikingr5743 Před 4 lety +3

      I kinda think laughing is something that shows happiness, but it also shows weakness. I also think that making jokes decreases mental value in the things you love... good luck, don't forget that there is a small chance that you can recover, but also even though small chances appear small, they are much more likely than you think.
      Instead all you need, is going to be pride. Just remember that there are more people out there in that same situation. Instead of hiding in the dark, you should help those same people feel happiness as well, because they are similar.
      Turn sadness into determination

  • @rollandwoods97
    @rollandwoods97 Před 2 lety +22

    Amen. Truly beautiful. I fought with anxiety and depression for years. Do not give up! Finish the race!

  • @diegovelasquezt4728
    @diegovelasquezt4728 Před 5 lety +57

    LA SITUACIÓN SE VUELVE CRÍTICA

  • @RaykeOne
    @RaykeOne Před 6 lety +35

    I wish the comments weren't filled with some Markiplier memes and focused on how beautiful the song actually is

  • @suppositoryrecordings
    @suppositoryrecordings Před rokem +3

    I discovered this song and or this kind of music... Pianos. Keys. Strings... In a video about space on CZcams. This song helped me change my life and reflect. To be a better person. That's what this music does for you. I walked thousand miles and more on my own with this in repeat. In a loop. It calms me. And it reminds me all the time. Thank you Mr. Zabriskie.
    I once sat in the DockInn hostel in Warnemünde, Germany. There is a little piano in the lobby. I have absolutely no experience in playing key string instruments but I sat down in front of this little second hand piano with my headphones on and tried to figure out the exact same notes to learn to play it there. Very quietly and gentle, not to bother the guests sitting in the lobby enjoying their breakfast. It took an hour for me to be able to play the main sequences and I absolutely forgot everything around me. I mean not like that... I was in thoughts but. It was a difficult time for me back then. And this song just helped me find something that I have not found by myself.

    • @LPeck1985
      @LPeck1985 Před rokem

      Thank you for sharing this. You have inspired me.

  • @KaitiansCountryballs
    @KaitiansCountryballs Před 3 lety +6

    This is now the official song of my life

  • @Tuschi17
    @Tuschi17 Před 8 lety +138

    Wow. This song actually made my headache disappear. Thank you man. I have an important report to write.

    • @chihabgm7796
      @chihabgm7796 Před 5 lety

      thats exactly why im listening to it. this damn headache

    • @HaydenMSanders
      @HaydenMSanders Před 4 lety

      SAME

    • @DefundTheFringes
      @DefundTheFringes Před 3 lety

      Funny about the headache comment. My only trouble with this track is that the treble (2:10 +) can be ear-piercing on certain systems like car stereos. It creates some type of standing wave.

    • @urahara9573
      @urahara9573 Před 3 lety

      And gave an unknown depression

  • @TotallyGreenHD
    @TotallyGreenHD Před 6 lety +43

    Rest in Peace Medic, Patchbutt.

  • @enricomemmoli7399
    @enricomemmoli7399 Před 5 lety +10

    ..after listening to this music,God has decided to give us another chance,if we are still able to create and get excited in front of works of great beauty!Thanks Chris Zabriskie.

  • @piotrgrudzien8239
    @piotrgrudzien8239 Před 7 lety +6

    I cannot stop to cry.... :(

  • @kakalutschi8
    @kakalutschi8 Před 5 lety +7

    I think loneliness is more than being alone in a room. Having a feeling like you’re nowhere welcome anymore. Everybody has a family or a place to feel special, but you’re just in middle of nowhere and wants to be a part of a happy place, but you can’t. Nobody notices you, nobody cares about you, your life and your weakness. That’s it.

  • @JaedroCruz
    @JaedroCruz Před 6 lety +2

    Freedom is another definition for nothing left to lose.

  • @noicoiner6151
    @noicoiner6151 Před 3 lety +5

    I am here because of The Dark Tower. This is the soundtrack to the whole series to me and nothing will ever be more beautiful to myself than listening to this and undergoing a round of the gunslinger's epic neverending cycle of obsession. Everything along the way was worth it, and more than worth going through again after I've finished every last other story written by the titular writer himself.

  • @rodrigofrancoorta7280
    @rodrigofrancoorta7280 Před 4 lety +19

    La situacion se vuelve critica me trajo aqui

  • @davidefacchini1005
    @davidefacchini1005 Před 4 lety +5

    It’s incredible how such a simple soundtrack can relate to such complex feelings

    • @zelltex
      @zelltex Před 3 lety

      music is just wonderful

  • @AcidGlow
    @AcidGlow Před 6 lety +91

    *Nice music ✅🙂*

  • @yuu5974
    @yuu5974 Před 4 lety +33

    Today I was thinking about suicide. I went into my car, called up my friend, and cried my soul out. I never cried that hard in my life. But I felt a lot better. Sometimes you just gotta let a good cry out. Don’t let those thoughts get to you. I know it’s hard, I know it’s painful. Sometimes you just scream that it hurts. But you gotta keep fighting, you have to want to defeat the thing that’s bringing you down. Never let the losers in your life tell you that you aren’t good enough. Keep fighting. Because you are a champ. If you think you aren’t? Than explain something. You wake up everyday, knowing it’s gonna be hell getting out of bed and dealing with the whole day, but you still do. You still get out of bed, heck you still wake up, you still live. You still breathe. That’s a champ right there. You got this. And if you are in a dark place. Reach out. Don’t be afraid. I love you!!!

  • @jayworldjs
    @jayworldjs Před 5 lety +6

    In awe of our amazing universe. Vast stretches of space speckled with stars and galaxies throughout. Cosmic entiities yet to be discovered, places we can only dream of and the infintesmial darkness that encompasses all. We are so small and insignificant but yet God created us in His image. Thank you.

  • @acoyaaa
    @acoyaaa Před 5 lety +6

    This tears me down yet it heals all the lost parts of me.

    • @Jakob-qk2qn
      @Jakob-qk2qn Před 11 měsíci

      hi are you still responding to people?

  • @theyneedsheepslikeyou290
    @theyneedsheepslikeyou290 Před 4 lety +2

    national anthem of 2020

  • @beastmodebb6755
    @beastmodebb6755 Před rokem +2

    This year will be one tremendous progress. Don’t be afraid to shine bright …

    • @beastmodebb6755
      @beastmodebb6755 Před 7 měsíci

      I'm proud of you, but you aren't done yet these next 10 months your let will shine and all will see

  • @nojusrudokas188
    @nojusrudokas188 Před rokem +4

    While listening to this through my years, I love how it makes me reflect on how I've changed, what I went through and what I am now. Sometimes this song brings me peaceful sorrow, sometimes the will to keep going, sometimes it reminds me to not regret, sometimes it makes realise how far I've come, sometimes it makes me proud of who I am and that I am willing to fight for the people that I love. I love how this masterpiece can and does bring many emotions and all of them include peace, resiliance, love and determination for me. Truly, a work of art.

  • @4Muiz
    @4Muiz Před 5 lety +46

    Sometimes I wish I could listen to this, close my eyes and my conscious would emerge from my body and become part of the universe.
    Only just turned 20 but made so many mistakes that've changed the path my life will take. If only I could dissociate myself from everything subjective and feel happiness, even for a little bit

    • @mangofarmer229
      @mangofarmer229 Před 5 lety +3

      You were always and forever are one with the universe fam. Things will get better :) love n best wishes too you friend

    • @3llevate
      @3llevate Před 3 lety

      Carefully

    • @pineappleflow2876
      @pineappleflow2876 Před 3 lety +1

      I am late, but you should look into meditation, buddhism etc. That is their goal, to let go of the conceptual mind

    • @4Muiz
      @4Muiz Před 3 lety +2

      @@pineappleflow2876 can't believe its already been 2 years since I said that, im 22 now, turning 23 towards the end of the year. Im a bit happier now but am confident in my way my life is headed, hope it all turns out well. Thank you for reminding me of this song again, its been a while :)

  • @iustincobuz561
    @iustincobuz561 Před rokem +1

    All the pain and pleasure and depression and love and fear and courage and cowardice and braveness and pride and humbleness... they will all make sense in the end when you are finished with processing them.
    You realise everything served its purpose

  • @Anastasia-xj6vh
    @Anastasia-xj6vh Před 6 lety +15

    This song is so beautiful. Someone used it in his videos about Jonghyuns funeral... immediately came here after the video. The song is beautiful and sad at the same time. Sometimes it tells you to never give up, sometimes to just accept the bad things.
    Everytime i play this song it reminds me of Jonghyuns death; i still cant get over him, no one will ever can.
    Rest in piece our little angel.

    • @parkminhannah319
      @parkminhannah319 Před 5 lety

      koucya3 I can’t get over him either ... I miss him so much

  • @TheStoryofaGamer
    @TheStoryofaGamer Před 6 lety +5

    Once a month it is important for me to listen to this melody.

  • @to_ilettes
    @to_ilettes Před 5 měsíci +1

    Lord, thank you very much for this composition, it’s wonderful...

  • @Bootymcdonald
    @Bootymcdonald Před 3 lety +1

    I came here to remember back when aviation accident clips was still a channel, can still remember the 1960 to 2018 crashes

    • @ahnafkhan88
      @ahnafkhan88 Před 2 lety

      me too mate.. unfortunately that channel got taken down a year before

  • @emiliavanini3508
    @emiliavanini3508 Před 4 lety +3

    A beautiful sound for a deep soul....

  • @sylvoen
    @sylvoen Před 9 lety +9

    Truly a masterpiece

  • @TheHolyEclipse
    @TheHolyEclipse Před 5 měsíci +1

    There are so many words I could say to express how I am feeling about how he made me feel but nothing is better than what I am about to say.
    Nothing mutters pure pain than the feeling of spiritual powerlessness.

  • @misticalmoonlight7168
    @misticalmoonlight7168 Před 4 lety +1

    Going back to these song brings back me back to my dark days

  • @mangofarmer229
    @mangofarmer229 Před 5 lety +7

    I found this over a year ago, seems like yesterday... this song never fails too invoke a deep sense of anxiety and lonelyness in my chest, but i love it

  • @chiefrebelangel
    @chiefrebelangel Před 4 lety +3

    Whenever the time comes for the credits to roll at the end of my life, I want this to be the song that plays then.

  • @JustRememberWhoYoureWorkingFor

    I heard this theme for the first times in two different videos about two different accidents of MD-80 airliners.

  • @user-uz4rl3mo6m
    @user-uz4rl3mo6m Před 3 lety +2

    كل ماتعمقت بالحياه كل ماحزنت اكثر

  • @chefgordyy
    @chefgordyy Před 4 lety +5

    I'm not depressed I just love the vibe of this song

  • @ChunzBunz
    @ChunzBunz Před 2 lety +4

    This is what I listened to while I was reading the mistborn trilogy. I sometimes come back to it and relive my favourite moments from the books without reading the. Amazing track!

  • @taratinoff
    @taratinoff Před 6 lety

    Thanks,no depression.Just beautiful music.

  • @elleherl6784
    @elleherl6784 Před rokem +3

    Fabulous , deeply moving.

  • @Mauronator
    @Mauronator Před 4 lety +12

    WoW this is truly a wonderful piece of art! Thanks ❤❤❤

  • @YouMothaY
    @YouMothaY Před 4 lety +1

    Life is full tests and difficulties that make us grow spiritually, i think that's one of the meanings of life, to get closer to something beyond ourselves. I wish i could apreciate this tests much more than i do, i believe they're a path to TRUE joy and hapiness, but i'm trying.

  • @christophevigroux9969
    @christophevigroux9969 Před 2 lety +1

    It was with a great honor to serve with all of you. God bless YOU ALL!

  • @MOON-mn
    @MOON-mn Před 4 lety +3

    It's a beautiful music.

  • @dreamcracker99
    @dreamcracker99 Před 4 lety +3

    Zabriskie actually made a work of music filled with painful screams of sorrow without using any vocal chords. Can you hear it? It screams. Like all the cells in your body screaming out of sorrow after loosing a person that you love so much that you cannot ever imagine anybody else filling out that emotional crater that they left behind. Now there is nothing to do but scream out in silent tears.

  • @jeredonoso9143
    @jeredonoso9143 Před 8 měsíci +2

    it's 2:16 AM and I relapsed again in this song. sincerely this year is being very complicated to go through, I think I am in my worst moment and I decided to return to the place that took me out of the well at another time. life is hard and it is a daily effort to move forward, but if you who are reading this are in a similar situation to mine let me give you a push because I understand you and I want you to be able to move forward.
    I for one am going to continue looking for my stability on my own. thank you for taking the time to read this text written by translator as I don't speak the language. maybe I will update again in due time as I have been. again, thanks.

  • @MaiLe-ym4wk
    @MaiLe-ym4wk Před 4 lety +1

    This song make me cry but is so beautiful song

  • @keaton7636
    @keaton7636 Před 3 lety +4

    I get depression and i always feel give up about everything , but when i stay in my room at night with rain and a lot of tears . With this song it makes me feel my spirit is up again and just be myself and ignore what people said about me . My friends always insulting me and i hope I'll be beat them to protect me from get depression everyday ✊✨
    Ty for this greatest song ♡

  • @Jabbadance10
    @Jabbadance10 Před 4 lety +5

    my ex is drug addicted and every time I hear this song I remember her because I can't help her and she gives up and drowns in trouble. Damn its so sad, i remember when we were happy and full love and now......damn

  • @angeluss7519
    @angeluss7519 Před 6 lety +18

    Someone come here for the love history of the medic and the marine? ; - ;

    • @dotsvg8482
      @dotsvg8482 Před 4 lety

      Who are the Medic and the Marine?

  • @ChristopherPutvinski
    @ChristopherPutvinski Před 6 lety +1

    what a tune...

  • @phovius2280
    @phovius2280 Před 7 lety +47

    Anyone who found the words to describe this masterpiece? I couldn't, yet...

    • @yakovski98
      @yakovski98 Před 7 lety +3

      Bilal Bozdemir i doubt it that anyone will, this is a true masterpiece, as you already said. you can either listen to it if you are depressed or like me if you just want to calm down and relax, think about everything for yourself.

    • @Nate-N_official
      @Nate-N_official Před 6 lety +3

      A part of loneliness is hapiness!

    • @grist1914
      @grist1914 Před 6 lety +1

      About what one can not speak, one must remain silent: Wittgenstein

    • @ThePsychicCellPhones
      @ThePsychicCellPhones Před 6 lety +5

      If loneliness sounded like a song.

    • @m-bronte
      @m-bronte Před 6 lety +1

      where words fail, music speaks.

  • @daikonoshinkomaki402
    @daikonoshinkomaki402 Před 10 lety +8

    Thank you.

  • @Juanixtec
    @Juanixtec Před 10 lety +10

    one of the gratest pieces of music i ever heard, congratulations, you are AMAZING composer
    keep on that way, greetings from Colombia

  • @doriangalli2718
    @doriangalli2718 Před 6 lety +3

    A medic to not be forgotten.

  • @notvoina
    @notvoina Před 5 lety +3

    It's harder for me to breathe when I hear this masterpiece...

  • @user-cq8tp6df7o
    @user-cq8tp6df7o Před rokem +3

    I love listening to this while reading. Especially dystopia. There's a certain sadness in the tune that appeals to me. The instruments sound like an old machine that is falling apart. It feels like a cry of despair.

  • @rexcorvus09
    @rexcorvus09 Před 3 lety +1

    Listened to this on repeat while I finally finished my favorite book series. I had been dreading the last book, knowing that once I read it, the series would be over. However, I read it, and the series was over. I wish I could read like I used to. I used to be able to read entire 300-page novels in a week, maybe a couple days if I was lucky. But now, I can't even get through a comic book in a day. School squeezed every bit of joy I had with reading and writing out of me. Sometimes I find myself coming back to this song, just to relive the feeling of those books, holding them, turning their pages, being able to read and understand every word for hours on end.

  • @celloasis
    @celloasis Před 5 lety +1

    This song really makes you think and become a better person

  • @francispastel6652
    @francispastel6652 Před 3 lety +3

    I'm just here because of the VN(FBtW)

  • @queenieyzf1916
    @queenieyzf1916 Před 7 lety +151

    *sigh* ... depressed.

    • @nodrama490
      @nodrama490 Před 7 lety +3

      it gets better... dont give up..

    • @queenieyzf1916
      @queenieyzf1916 Před 7 lety +1

      jem Ogn ._. Ty~

    • @Mya_Cypher
      @Mya_Cypher Před 7 lety +2

      Jessy カワイイ
      Please, don't be depressed! I really don't know what's going on, but I'm really sure that everything is going to be okay. Depression is a very terrible feeling! So please don't be. I really don't want anyone to be. Trust me, there's always a way that everything will be okay very soon.

    • @queenieyzf1916
      @queenieyzf1916 Před 7 lety +3

      Cheers, I really apprc. and I really have to fight against it ^-^ so I am really thankful for your words and taking your time, bless'ya!
      Have a nice day. :~

    • @4lyss4l0l
      @4lyss4l0l Před 7 lety +9

      MariahxRivera / MxR You know what? You can't just tell people not to be depressed. If they could choose to be happy, they would. Depression is a disorder. You can't just stop being depressed. And if you are going to tell them "Oh, don't be depressed!", it won't help them in any way. It just makes it worse. Thank you

  • @taratinoff
    @taratinoff Před 11 měsíci +1

    time to listen again...

  • @gumol7276
    @gumol7276 Před 2 lety +1

    Even while you are depressed, you still can find beauty in that and transcend this into something powerful... Its all about perspective

  • @nancyjamerson5374
    @nancyjamerson5374 Před 8 lety +48

    My brother died afew days ago and I didn't know,hes was my honored hero ;(

  • @papechpapel4406
    @papechpapel4406 Před 2 lety +4

    De veras que es precioso he, esta canción la vi hace mucho y la perdí y hoy la he vuelto a encontrar. 😢