I’m new to the channel, but I like the content and the message you put out. I haven’t been feeling too well mentally since the start of the year, but every time I see a short or a video of yours, man does that give me strength. I’m staying strong and I will get better. Thanks for the motivation and for giving me a reason to get back up and keep moving forward.
Right now I'm in 8th grade and i have no friends because no one likes me so i got rid of all my friends because they kept saying that I am gay and ugly and not funny and so far i was thinking of suicide and every night when i go to bed .there is a knife on my night stand so every night i think to kill my self but so far I haven’t
Im happy that i came across this channel, never felt more motivated and actually teary eyed at the fact i never do what i want because im afraid of what people would say and how people have insulted me all my life, but through time and remembering who i am i pushed through all the pain and im striving for a better life. Dont ever let anyone ruin your hope's and dreams!
I’ve seen a lot of these videos. And it’s really sad when people call other people ugly. Let me explain something to you all. If you walk down the street with a friend and you both see someone on the other side and your friend says ‘wow they’re really good looking’ then you look and you say ‘no I don’t see it’, who’s right? Neither one of you is right because beauty is in the eye of the beholder. There for my philosophy is that not one person on this earth is ugly, not one. Because there will always be someone who finds you beautiful the way you are. Keep your head up.
I just told my dad a really long letter explaining my feelings, and no matter what I'll never stop loving him and supporting him. Today i could've died and all my pent up feelings would've never seen the light of day. I forgive him, and will try to forgive myself, because at the end of the day, no matter what you went trough as a child, accountability is to be taken. Cheers my dudes! I hope everything goes amazing in your lives. And if not, who cares, rise up again. YOU are the sun.
Before u go to bed, try imaging like a montage/edit ( music out loud, or in ur head as like background music makes a huge difference.) Of you kinda of thinking of things that make u happy or that makes have a wanting for them. I personally play Nangs- Tame Impala in my head, but u can do whatever. But the secret weapon is Patience 💯
For years I've asked family and "friends" to talk...they ghost me. I cut them out, then after months they text asking if I'm alive. They don't know what truly caring is. Nearly half a century and I am treated like shit for being open and nice. Found my soulmate. She taught me true love... unfortunately I can't do anything anymore. I know she sees me crumbling for the last time and she's trying. But no more friends, no more therapy, no more. It's all trendy instead of helpful. I'm not calling out for help any longer. My life, my soul, my control. My choice. Reach out for help, hug those you love...tell them...TELL YOURSELF YOU LOVE YOURSELF.....some of us know when the last card has been drawn. I made a difference, that made it worth it. You make one person's day once, you made a difference.
Thank you for the content you provide with these videos. It really helps me deal with this thing that I'm going thru. I don't know how to fix it but I try to get up and make it to work every day so I can at least pay my bills and take care of my doggies and feel somewhat responsible. I try to stay positive and stay around good people and even go to the gym and stuff to keep my mind occupied on good things. Other than that I just feel like I'm stuck in this hole of sadness and loneliness. I haven't had close friends in a long time but I got into a relationship with a girl and she became my best friend and for the first time in my life I felt like I was in love but she eventually betrayed me and left me for another man and lied to me about it and it completely shattered my life. By now the pain is not overwhelming 24/7 like some days I feel okay and even inspired to chase my dreams and truly become the person I was destined to be but I can't escape this thing that's got me on hold and i just want to let go of my past and the people that have let me down, including myself, and just learn to look at the future and how beautiful it could be if I could get over this, whatever it is. I am so grateful for the things I've been blessed with in my life such as my family, my 2 dogs, even the simple things like my abilities to see and breathe and walk and talk and think on some kind of intelligent level but I can't shake this pain no matter what I do. I understand that it takes time to grieve and let go and take on a new perspective of how amazing life is. I just want to feel better about myself and realize that there is more to life than this heart ache that has been holding me down for the past 8 months. I pray to God that I will find a way to move on and live up to my potential, and I believe that I will but right now it's just so hard to get over this. Your videos help me tho and I appreciate you for taking the time and your effort to help other people relate, especially men. Thank you🙏🏻
Thank you for your advice. I want to meet new people but I rant feel like I should just be focusing on myself for now. Not in a selfish way but focus to become a better person, become more disciplined, grow my bank account up, raise my credit score, etc. I have a few friends that I can talk to when I'm down but only I myself can make the changes that are needed to get myself in a place where I can find and accept happiness on my own and not have to search for it other people. I believe I will meet another girl that I can have a relationship with but I have to be ready for it. And I want to find friends that are on my level and share the same ideas. I loved the friends I had at the time when we were but unfortunately I often let them influence my decisions and a lot of those decisions have gotten me where I am now. Tbh I think I need to find myself first
14:24, I am a TBI Survivor, the event took place in October 22nd, 2012. I used to keep saying to myself that I died in one timeline, but survived in another one. I know it's stupid to think like that, but I was a senior in high school. I felt like my life was already set. I was doing a student internship for my city's fire department, I was & still am interested in Psychology. (I was taking an AP class on the subject and was doing fairly well in it.) Things were looking up for me, and I felt like I could do anything. Then my accident happened. It's been a hard & long road, filled with personal growth and a better understanding of how far I achieved since then. I graduated from high school a year or so after my accident, I gained some certificates in hospitality, and I am current in community college for a Psychology degree. If you read this far, do note that you have to make sure that whatever that happened to you, to keep moving forward in your own pace. Don't compare yourself to anyone else, 'cause it'll only lead to your self-ruin.
Today I had a meeting with my boss, it wasn’t just me and her. Me and my other coworkers were talking with her, she made a side note while looking at me and said, “Its always good to be the light of the group not the grumpy, cancerous, dark black whole that steals everyones light”. I bust my ass for my job, the pay is good, but dealing with the people is just bullshit. they don’t know what I’ve been through, they don’t know about all the countless hours I spend up at night grinding calisthenics to become stronger for my Family and job to make things easier. she said it infront of everybody while staring at me the entire time, then she said, “I don’t mean you, I’m just using you as an example”. I was just thinking to myself, wow. Fuck these people, they couldn’t live a day in the world I live in.
There will be times when you feel lost or without emotion, that’s loneliness, the absence of love, it just feels empty, in the middle of nowhere, so it’s hard to describe. Love, on the other side, is life, loneliness would be the absence of life, if you feel lonely, you don’t feel like living, you die inside but can still act, just do something even if it makes you angry, emotions come and go, love will come when you accept these emotions and live life.
I love the content you put out. These are issues we deal with daily and I want you to know YOU ARE NOT ALONE, YES YOU. YOUR FEELINGS DO MATTER AND I ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR FEELINGS.
i think people dont realize how temporary life is I think this video helped me understand that. live your live to the fullest let your words have meaning
I feel like I have been awakened thanks to their ideologies, their theories, their statements, their personal experiences, their regrets I learnt 1.Fear of failure is needed to keep you working not paralysed 2. Ask her out if it's a job in a new city or if it's a person 3. Don’t over think the process just proceed 4. Never ever give up on your dreams because passion is the only driving factor and if you are rational without passion, you wouldn't quit 5. Never leave your instincts and feelings behind even if you're a man who praises them 6. Don't isolate yourself, socialise 7. Stick to your convictions 8. Own up your mistakes, don't believe things are happening to you, but because of you and therefore you will be things will change by just wishing there needs to be change from you 9. You can do anything if you want you to never doubt yourself or let others hold you back 10. If you have an idea that you genuinely think it good, don't let some idiot talk you out of it 11. Wining is about endurance and perseverance 12. We know what we are, but not what we maybe. Personally, I think the perception of our dystopian society towards men stems around devaluing mental health towards men. You are not weak. Love yourself, respect yourself, have some goals to achieve. It's OK to desire a hug. It's ok to be depressed from time to time, but never stay at the bottom STAND RUN SWIM FLY CLIMB CRAWL JUST KEEP MOVING.
Whoever is reading this. You are doing great and you are awesome. Keep hanging on and you'll get past all the hardships. It's not easy but it's the only way to live. Stand up and make yourself proud! No one else can be any more prouder of you but yourself! You got this!!
These videos are cool, but they can also be problematic when it comes to thinking that u NEED to have gf/bf or (friends for that matter) to be chilling. What I mean is it over exaggerates how bad Loneliness is.
when i was younger, i was always told that i was loved and that i was enough. i’m 20, turning 21 in 6 months, and i’ll be honest; i ain’t doin so hot man. i always let other people tell me that they love me, but i listened to the one person that could, and did change my mind about that. myself. my mom was a loving person, my siblings care about me so much, and i always loved them, but i love them so much, that i forget to give some love to myself. i’ve had mental health issues ever since i was a kid, and now that im an adult… i just feel tired… like im tired bro…
what do you like to play? up to u for sure but just so you know i’m only in high school and you’re an adult so if your cool with it then im down lol. i promise im not weird🙏
I feel like I have everything I’ll ever need in life but I still feel empty inside. I usually feel anxious for no reason and every time I even leave the house I feel like I’m gonna get killed because I have a lack of trust in people. My anxiety usually stops me from being happy and other people never seem to notice. And what really makes me mad is when people say they can relate when I know they can’t
If u still feel empty inside, then u don't have everything you want, before u go to bed try going into like a montage- state of what u want, music helps( either out loud or in ur head) Suggestion: Nangs- Tame Impala. As for the public, practice makes perfect when it comes to overcoming that fear that everybody is out for u, I actually get that feeling sometimes.
My father tried to kill himself when I was a kid. I saw it. I remembered thinking one thing immediately, then another thought developed in the years afterwards. The first was: Finally, he’s gone. The second thought that burnt itself into my psyche was that I wasn’t worth sticking around for. I tried explaining this feeling to my wife of 17 years. She grew up in a traditional, normal, happy home. Never suffered a day in her life. When I open up about what’s happened to me-she’s silent. She cannot comprehend it or what I’m trying to get from her when I speak about it. The only answer I’ve found is to suffer in silence. With a smile.
He was not a banger, and I know bangers💯. He didn't stick around for whatever reason, it's definitely not u. Do not carry the burden that he, himself created you'll realize eventually. 👍🙏💪👌💯
I haven't been happy for a while now, all these good things happen to me, all these good people are around me. Yet im not happy and I can't bring myself to tell people around me because I don't want them to think its their fault
Hey guys there has been a few weeks from when I found you and it really made me improve my life and talking action am im currently training to speak more fluently and if it would be possible to help with a video for the content you guys put up I dont even care about any tag or shout-out I don't even understand those but I would like if I could to be helpful with something
I have to seek these videos at night just to have a place to be me and just let loose. Why cant I just expose my real self to people? I act strong and dont let things bother me but when its just me I regret everything. I dont understand why I built these walls just to protect nothing.
59:19 jesus christ, the look on his face after they say that, there was a spark of something that wanted to come out, scream out that he wanted or needed something in his life that might make him happier. That look that he gives tells me he may never reach out again after this.
life is fucking hard man yes everyone's life is hard some suffer more than us but we should be grateful that we are alive we have eyes body and arm you arent ugly god made you beautiful just work everything out no matter what happens we all shouldn't give up
i have everything though. i talk to girls i live in a middle class family with food and a roof over my head. i just got accepted into the highschool of my dreams and im still not happy. not even content. just an endless desire for tranquility and happiness which seems as distant as the stars in the night sky, yet shines so bright that it attracts me indefinitely as honey attracts flies. i like writing these poems however. it’s my tiny corner of life.
Guys i am depressed since a decade, always when i am starting 2 drink i end up watchin this Core viedos. I think if u really want to get out of this , dont watch does videos. Yes, i am here again, even if i know. Its like cutting yourself in a mental way . i hope u guys will find the path of happienes and true love. Rembember if u die you loose :)
Ive had a very hard night, a very hard life. Its hard, and i dont know how to express it, i just called a buddy who talked with me for 3 hours at 1am to 4. And. Im just grateful for him, and grateful that i have what i have. But im just hurting. And. Im just happy im not in physical pain all the time anymore. I just want love
This makes me feel some way, it helps me cry, express, do something ive never done, but i dont think i can continue living the way i am, at 13, nothings going better, everything tumbling down more and more at a time. The only love ive gotten is a hug.... A fucking hug, and im gonna get reported for self harm, im not the way i was, my family splitting more and more each day, hating myself more and more. Being asked if im lonely in a video makes me cry, because no one cares, no one. Im splitting more and more each and every fucking day, first my parents split, i get molested at 5 by my aunt, my mom goes to jail, my dad goes to jail, my cousin OD's at 15, etc.... I cant keep going.... Goodbye, youtube.
You've gone through more than I so I don't even know if what I say will work. Don't you think you are given these challenges because you are the only one who can carry it. Life will get better at the end, and if its not better its not the end.
if i didn’t kill myself then none of you aren’t allowed to either. we’re all in this together. i love you, reader. keep pushing, you never know where you were until you get to the top and see how far you’ve come.
I don't know where to put this. But i just cant keep it in no more. I stay up late. Because im huanted by my memories. My sisters father (before she was born) would come into mine and my brothers room and beat me until I was sensless. Later, he did the same thing to my mother. This same thing happened to her with my own father. He got drunk and beaten her too. And every night. I'm afraid to go to sleep because I can't stop these memories. I was 3 when it happened. Now I'm turning 16. My mother has no recollection of this because when she was attacked, she got amnesia
being a man, growing up you don’t have nobody to talk to. you rarely even get asked how you are you have to deal with your own emotions, reasons why some men fall into drugs, suicide, depression, or even silence.
I’ve not been doing too well lately guys. I feel alone 24/7. Alone in my thoughts. Alone with my emotions which are more difficult to process. I’ve got a gf and good family. But everytime I tell them how I feel or even begin to. It becomes about them and how they feel or they basically go “oh well” “it is what it is”. I keep fighting and getting up in the morning. But I always have to tell myself, “not today, it’s not gonna be today”. I’m getting to that point where I don’t tell myself that anymore.
Keep fighging man, just remember. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE, everytime i'm in fhe worst point of my life i always said to myself "someone has suffered far more than this, this is nothing"
I didnt want it to happen... when i was little like 6 9 yesrs old i was told that if i didnt listen to my granpa i wouldnt be able too use my ipad and ten days after i went to his house he died.
but i can’t escape my mistakes. they follow me until i can close my eyes at night yet still appear in the back of my mind, weighing on my soul, pulling on my shoulders like the strings of a puppet, mercilessly manipulated by a force unknown to I , a puppeteer, a dark god of evil and corruption that weighs heavy on my spirit. mortal. we all are.
One of the best things to come from the internet but it came at the wrong time and it’s already been ruined by mass producing and shitty videos with repeat content
I don’t get it, why is it always the kind people that leave this world the soonest… it’s like someone wants to get rid of the good to make people miserable. Why? Just why?
Isaiah 57:1-2 New Living Translation (NLT) Good people pass away; the godly often die before their time. But no one seems to care or wonder why. No one seems to understand that God is protecting them from the evil to come. For those who follow godly paths will rest in peace when they die.
I like how you showed girls feeling to ugly to love during Billie Elishs infamous quote at like the 5:00 mark. It goes to show that both men and women go through these struggles and how Ellish saying those things is really damaging to not just men but also women, showing just how contradictory her mindset is. She’s always screaming about how all women are beautiful, but she’s quick to shame ugly men. No matter what gender, being told you don’t deserve love because of your looks is disheartening. Whoever you are, whatever gender or race, there’s always hope. You just have to work hard to get yourself in whatever hole you’re in.
I feel like the time i felt my soul leave my body when i was tripping, was genuinely the last time i was myself, ever since then i have been a hard cunt to deal and be around with because i am just so grumpy or look pissed off. I grew up in a christian household, a very controlling one where my parents would abuse me(verbally most times sometimes physical when i would fight back to defend myself) tell me i am going to hell for the things i was doing (i was 12 at the time literally playing xbox and trampolining) they blamed me for the way they acted towards my brothers and I, i dont know why, i guess coz my brothers put the blame on me most times for most things. I remember when i was 11 i put a knife to my neck infront of my parents to see what they would say and to see if they loved me coz it felt like they didnt want me. My mum was shocked. My dad said do it. But i was 11 and scared of the fact i wont have parents to look afte me if i died and i didnt want to go to hell either since that was and still is heavily printed in my mind. I started hanging out with friends more as a way to escape the toxic household i was creating my friends and i discovered marijuana we smoked cigs first i was 13 the rest were older then me. And i found a way to escape my pain. It was my happiness for about 4 years i would say almost 5. But now its like all my old thoughts that i used to smoke away just come back everynight. When i was living with my christian parents and smoking, they knew something was up but they didnt know what it was. But i foolishly told them at 14 that i smoke weed, and just the fact that they already knew they just had people watching me, made me feel very vulnerable, like i couldnt have privacy. My mates never wanted to come to my place because of my parents jus being very controlling over everything. Oh yeah forgot to mention that they adopted me without changing my last name so i never knew till my other brother (blood brother) told me we was adopted by them. They would try tell me they are my real parents and tried getting me to change my name to their last name. I felt very overwhelmed as a kid very angry and im still not sure why. When i got kicked out after getting my head bashed and i pulled a knife on my brother afterwards and ran away, they called the police to get me and idk why the police thought it was a good idea to return me to the place i ran away from. I got hit, smacked, my phone smashed that i worked for, and everything taken away like my hoodies coz they were "demonic" my clothes, my bed. And police were never listening to my side they never do anyways. Couple weeks later i was just in a very bad mindset and just wanted to kill myself so i grabbed the knife i pulled on my brother and used it on myself coz i never wanted to kill my brother i just didnt want him to test me. Instead i used it on myself hoping maybe one day or something will just happen to make me go so much deeper i just wanted to kill myself because i felt lost, hopeless, and worth nothing. Well as the years go by i think im proving myself more that i am all of those above mentioned. Im 19 now, i have lost touch to reality, dont really know how to function socially, i feel so dumb and useless without a job i feel like people only like me when i am providing for them, no one ever messages me to see how i am doing or invite me out anywhere, no one ever has told me that i am a good friend or whatever, i know i am a kind soul and i feel like people take advantage of it. I haven't really had anyone to talk to coz when i did go to therapy it was when i was 13 and i just want someone to listen to my story and just hold me and support me till i get my shit up, no one is ever patient enough for me and it pushes me back, maybe im doing it to myself but i am always striving on doing better, even tho it seems to make things worse. I am trying and im going to keep on trying, even if it feels like i cant trust a single soul, im glad i got introduced to god. Because when i lost my friend last yr in october and started praying, i felt a little bit of comfort.he was the only one i trusted because he woulsnt go off and run his mouth to other friends. I miss you man and i just want to say i am very sorry for how i have been treating some close relatives. No one listens to what i have to say so i just stay silent. Its easier than talking to someone you cant trust
Yeah man your parents may have been the “American Christian’s” but they did not at all represent what following Christ looks like brother. I hope how they acted doesn’t turn you away from him. I hope you give him another try bc I promise you he is waiting and wants to love you. I also didn’t see if you said that you quit smoking an doin other drugs but bro, I smoked for 5 years too and I’m 22 now, it’s been about 2 years since I quit smoking and as hard as it may be to quit and not do it. It’s so worth it. Weed put me in a place of derealization and paranoia. Made me isolate and anxious. I’m still getting away from that and have derealization about every day. Focus on him and I promise you bro it will be okay. Even if it never gets “okay” in this life? That’s fine. We’re here for such a short time. A CZcams comment from me or anyone isn’t gonna change your life, nor will a video. Start slow, clean your room, take a shower and dress nice (even if you’re only gonna be at home) do the little things you know you should be doing and consistency will make these “hard” things so much more doable. Start small. Run back to him. Get a journal and word vomit all over it till you can articulate your feelings. It will be so hard to start growing especially with the childhood you had. It’s VERY doable tho. You’ve got this. I do not know you, but I love you. We need you, you will have a beautiful testimony.
is it weird that i find it so hard to feel emotion that i have to watch these videos to help me feel some sort of way
Not weird. Not now
Thank you so much dude I feel the same way please someone help me
@@FAZEPHILLIPS364seek god
Same feeling brother. Gets better as it goes on bro. Keep it pushin
It is weird
You are not supposed to feel that way
No one is
Please seek help
Dont just tell people on youtube comments
Seek help
I’m new to the channel, but I like the content and the message you put out. I haven’t been feeling too well mentally since the start of the year, but every time I see a short or a video of yours, man does that give me strength. I’m staying strong and I will get better. Thanks for the motivation and for giving me a reason to get back up and keep moving forward.
That's right brother we must keep on going and improving ourselves
Right now I'm in 8th grade and i have no friends because no one likes me so i got rid of all my friends because they kept saying that I am gay and ugly and not funny and so far i was thinking of suicide and every night when i go to bed .there is a knife on my night stand so every night i think to kill my self but so far I haven’t
Same
We’re all here for each other mates
Im happy that i came across this channel, never felt more motivated and actually teary eyed at the fact i never do what i want because im afraid of what people would say and how people have insulted me all my life, but through time and remembering who i am i pushed through all the pain and im striving for a better life.
Dont ever let anyone ruin your hope's and dreams!
It's crazy how many people's lives could go in a different, better path if they had not listened to others. I'm glad u realize they 💪
aw man, your a furry im not gonna take any advice from you
My biggest fear is dying alone. My greatest fear is not being able to find her. But my greatest strength is having GOD with me every step of the way.
if you stop fearing it you’ll get it, it’s like running after your tail bro
Amen brother! It’s all in God’s plan brother🙏🏼
I'd rather wait and marry the right one even if older. Then have four married like relationships that all fail
I’ve seen a lot of these videos. And it’s really sad when people call other people ugly.
Let me explain something to you all.
If you walk down the street with a friend and you both see someone on the other side and your friend says ‘wow they’re really good looking’ then you look and you say ‘no I don’t see it’, who’s right?
Neither one of you is right because beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
There for my philosophy is that not one person on this earth is ugly, not one. Because there will always be someone who finds you beautiful the way you are.
Keep your head up.
You say there's someone who finds me beautiful but where they at😢
I just told my dad a really long letter explaining my feelings, and no matter what I'll never stop loving him and supporting him. Today i could've died and all my pent up feelings would've never seen the light of day.
I forgive him, and will try to forgive myself, because at the end of the day, no matter what you went trough as a child, accountability is to be taken.
Cheers my dudes! I hope everything goes amazing in your lives. And if not, who cares, rise up again. YOU are the sun.
Good luck, and nice message 👍 👏 👌 💯💪🙏
I stayed up a whole night just watching everything. Its just things that i cant figure out
Before u go to bed, try imaging like a montage/edit ( music out loud, or in ur head as like background music makes a huge difference.) Of you kinda of thinking of things that make u happy or that makes have a wanting for them. I personally play Nangs- Tame Impala in my head, but u can do whatever. But the secret weapon is Patience 💯
@@GangJohnson ahhhh nangs… fellow traveler?? ☮️
@@FetusFightso beautiful and ethereal
For years I've asked family and "friends" to talk...they ghost me. I cut them out, then after months they text asking if I'm alive. They don't know what truly caring is. Nearly half a century and I am treated like shit for being open and nice. Found my soulmate. She taught me true love... unfortunately I can't do anything anymore. I know she sees me crumbling for the last time and she's trying. But no more friends, no more therapy, no more. It's all trendy instead of helpful. I'm not calling out for help any longer. My life, my soul, my control. My choice. Reach out for help, hug those you love...tell them...TELL YOURSELF YOU LOVE YOURSELF.....some of us know when the last card has been drawn. I made a difference, that made it worth it. You make one person's day once, you made a difference.
Disappointment is the result of one's expectation.
Thank you for the content you provide with these videos. It really helps me deal with this thing that I'm going thru. I don't know how to fix it but I try to get up and make it to work every day so I can at least pay my bills and take care of my doggies and feel somewhat responsible. I try to stay positive and stay around good people and even go to the gym and stuff to keep my mind occupied on good things. Other than that I just feel like I'm stuck in this hole of sadness and loneliness. I haven't had close friends in a long time but I got into a relationship with a girl and she became my best friend and for the first time in my life I felt like I was in love but she eventually betrayed me and left me for another man and lied to me about it and it completely shattered my life. By now the pain is not overwhelming 24/7 like some days I feel okay and even inspired to chase my dreams and truly become the person I was destined to be but I can't escape this thing that's got me on hold and i just want to let go of my past and the people that have let me down, including myself, and just learn to look at the future and how beautiful it could be if I could get over this, whatever it is. I am so grateful for the things I've been blessed with in my life such as my family, my 2 dogs, even the simple things like my abilities to see and breathe and walk and talk and think on some kind of intelligent level but I can't shake this pain no matter what I do. I understand that it takes time to grieve and let go and take on a new perspective of how amazing life is. I just want to feel better about myself and realize that there is more to life than this heart ache that has been holding me down for the past 8 months. I pray to God that I will find a way to move on and live up to my potential, and I believe that I will but right now it's just so hard to get over this. Your videos help me tho and I appreciate you for taking the time and your effort to help other people relate, especially men. Thank you🙏🏻
Thank you for your advice. I want to meet new people but I rant feel like I should just be focusing on myself for now. Not in a selfish way but focus to become a better person, become more disciplined, grow my bank account up, raise my credit score, etc. I have a few friends that I can talk to when I'm down but only I myself can make the changes that are needed to get myself in a place where I can find and accept happiness on my own and not have to search for it other people. I believe I will meet another girl that I can have a relationship with but I have to be ready for it. And I want to find friends that are on my level and share the same ideas. I loved the friends I had at the time when we were but unfortunately I often let them influence my decisions and a lot of those decisions have gotten me where I am now. Tbh I think I need to find myself first
8 months? Try 8 years
@@gokublack-rt4br I don't think I could do it, I would end up in prison
14:24, I am a TBI Survivor, the event took place in October 22nd, 2012. I used to keep saying to myself that I died in one timeline, but survived in another one. I know it's stupid to think like that, but I was a senior in high school. I felt like my life was already set. I was doing a student internship for my city's fire department, I was & still am interested in Psychology. (I was taking an AP class on the subject and was doing fairly well in it.)
Things were looking up for me, and I felt like I could do anything. Then my accident happened. It's been a hard & long road, filled with personal growth and a better understanding of how far I achieved since then. I graduated from high school a year or so after my accident, I gained some certificates in hospitality, and I am current in community college for a Psychology degree. If you read this far, do note that you have to make sure that whatever that happened to you, to keep moving forward in your own pace. Don't compare yourself to anyone else, 'cause it'll only lead to your self-ruin.
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Proud of u brudda
Thank u for actually making an hour long one and sticking to your poll ❤ very well put together
Theese videos used to help me feel something but now, I don’t feel anything watching this unless I’m drunk…
This video helps me so much I feel like I’m not the only one dealing with shit like this. I love you please keep it going
Today I had a meeting with my boss, it wasn’t just me and her. Me and my other coworkers were talking with her, she made a side note while looking at me and said, “Its always good to be the light of the group not the grumpy, cancerous, dark black whole that steals everyones light”. I bust my ass for my job, the pay is good, but dealing with the people is just bullshit. they don’t know what I’ve been through, they don’t know about all the countless hours I spend up at night grinding calisthenics to become stronger for my Family and job to make things easier. she said it infront of everybody while staring at me the entire time, then she said, “I don’t mean you, I’m just using you as an example”. I was just thinking to myself, wow. Fuck these people, they couldn’t live a day in the world I live in.
The only thing I find myself being able to fall asleep too is corecore vids
It’s ok, I promise.
Wish you all the best guys❤️
Keep ya head up
There will be times when you feel lost or without emotion, that’s loneliness, the absence of love, it just feels empty, in the middle of nowhere, so it’s hard to describe.
Love, on the other side, is life, loneliness would be the absence of life, if you feel lonely, you don’t feel like living, you die inside but can still act, just do something even if it makes you angry, emotions come and go, love will come when you accept these emotions and live life.
I love the content you put out. These are issues we deal with daily and I want you to know YOU ARE NOT ALONE, YES YOU. YOUR FEELINGS DO MATTER AND I ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR FEELINGS.
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@@GangJohnson ❤️🙌🏼🙌🏼
i think people dont realize how temporary life is I think this video helped me understand that. live your live to the fullest let your words have meaning
Thank you for letting me feel again.
I became dependent of this type of content and it helped a lot. I just had to remind myself every time about what and hows, perhaps.
All of this is so nice the videos the message reminds me of how my life been feeling lately so i can feel it and connect with it thank you my freind
Great video bro keep making content🥊💪
I’m still young but I already have been pushed through a lot even risked my life for a girl that left me because she found someone taller and stronger
Thank you for making this video!
I feel like I have been awakened thanks to their ideologies, their theories, their statements, their personal experiences, their regrets I learnt
1.Fear of failure is needed to keep you working not paralysed
2. Ask her out if it's a job in a new city or if it's a person
3. Don’t over think the process just proceed
4. Never ever give up on your dreams because passion is the only driving factor and if you are rational without passion, you wouldn't quit
5. Never leave your instincts and feelings behind even if you're a man who praises them
6. Don't isolate yourself, socialise
7. Stick to your convictions
8. Own up your mistakes, don't believe things are happening to you, but because of you and therefore you will be things will change by just wishing there needs to be change from you
9. You can do anything if you want you to never doubt yourself or let others hold you back
10. If you have an idea that you genuinely think it good, don't let some idiot talk you out of it
11. Wining is about endurance and perseverance
12. We know what we are, but not what we maybe.
Personally, I think the perception of our dystopian society towards men stems around devaluing mental health towards men. You are not weak. Love yourself, respect yourself, have some goals to achieve. It's OK to desire a hug. It's ok to be depressed from time to time, but never stay at the bottom STAND RUN SWIM FLY CLIMB CRAWL JUST KEEP MOVING.
Whoever is reading this. You are doing great and you are awesome. Keep hanging on and you'll get past all the hardships. It's not easy but it's the only way to live. Stand up and make yourself proud! No one else can be any more prouder of you but yourself! You got this!!
thank you man i needed this today
These videos are cool, but they can also be problematic when it comes to thinking that u NEED to have gf/bf or (friends for that matter) to be chilling. What I mean is it over exaggerates how bad Loneliness is.
when i was younger, i was always told that i was loved and that i was enough. i’m 20, turning 21 in 6 months, and i’ll be honest; i ain’t doin so hot man. i always let other people tell me that they love me, but i listened to the one person that could, and did change my mind about that. myself. my mom was a loving person, my siblings care about me so much, and i always loved them, but i love them so much, that i forget to give some love to myself. i’ve had mental health issues ever since i was a kid, and now that im an adult… i just feel tired… like im tired bro…
you wanna play some games together? i could talk to someone too.
@@-fault- let’s play some games man
what do you like to play? up to u for sure but just so you know i’m only in high school and you’re an adult so if your cool with it then im down lol. i promise im not weird🙏
@@-fault- Well i’m playing COD rn, put your discord in and ill add you
watching this while high will reset your life.
I wish ...
Loving it ❤
I’m falling.
I feel like I have everything I’ll ever need in life but I still feel empty inside. I usually feel anxious for no reason and every time I even leave the house I feel like I’m gonna get killed because I have a lack of trust in people. My anxiety usually stops me from being happy and other people never seem to notice. And what really makes me mad is when people say they can relate when I know they can’t
Practice taking deep breaths before going out and learning to accept the idea of being okay
If u still feel empty inside, then u don't have everything you want, before u go to bed try going into like a montage- state of what u want, music helps( either out loud or in ur head) Suggestion: Nangs- Tame Impala. As for the public, practice makes perfect when it comes to overcoming that fear that everybody is out for u, I actually get that feeling sometimes.
My father tried to kill himself when I was a kid. I saw it. I remembered thinking one thing immediately, then another thought developed in the years afterwards. The first was: Finally, he’s gone. The second thought that burnt itself into my psyche was that I wasn’t worth sticking around for.
I tried explaining this feeling to my wife of 17 years. She grew up in a traditional, normal, happy home. Never suffered a day in her life. When I open up about what’s happened to me-she’s silent. She cannot comprehend it or what I’m trying to get from her when I speak about it.
The only answer I’ve found is to suffer in silence. With a smile.
He was not a banger, and I know bangers💯. He didn't stick around for whatever reason, it's definitely not u. Do not carry the burden that he, himself created you'll realize eventually. 👍🙏💪👌💯
Never give up
I haven't been happy for a while now, all these good things happen to me, all these good people are around me. Yet im not happy and I can't bring myself to tell people around me because I don't want them to think its their fault
Hey guys there has been a few weeks from when I found you and it really made me improve my life and talking action am im currently training to speak more fluently and if it would be possible to help with a video for the content you guys put up I dont even care about any tag or shout-out I don't even understand those but I would like if I could to be helpful with something
So we’re all here at 1 AM
I have to seek these videos at night just to have a place to be me and just let loose. Why cant I just expose my real self to people? I act strong and dont let things bother me but when its just me I regret everything. I dont understand why I built these walls just to protect nothing.
I can’t even ask for help from getting criticized about asking for help by my own family and now they wonder why I don’t ask for help in school
Damn .. thank you
Let me break it down for you Mordecai
59:19 jesus christ, the look on his face after they say that, there was a spark of something that wanted to come out, scream out that he wanted or needed something in his life that might make him happier. That look that he gives tells me he may never reach out again after this.
lowkey hopecore
This.. this is it
life is fucking hard man yes everyone's life is hard some suffer more than us but we should be grateful that we are alive we have eyes body and arm you arent ugly god made you beautiful just work everything out no matter what happens we all shouldn't give up
i have everything though. i talk to girls i live in a middle class family with food and a roof over my head. i just got accepted into the highschool of my dreams and im still not happy. not even content. just an endless desire for tranquility and happiness which seems as distant as the stars in the night sky, yet shines so bright that it attracts me indefinitely as honey attracts flies. i like writing these poems however. it’s my tiny corner of life.
Chapter 18 was eye-opening for me, despite not being a Christian
Guys i am depressed since a decade, always when i am starting 2 drink i end up watchin this Core viedos. I think if u really want to get out of this , dont watch does videos. Yes, i am here again, even if i know. Its like cutting yourself in a mental way . i hope u guys will find the path of happienes and true love. Rembember if u die you loose :)
Ive had a very hard night, a very hard life. Its hard, and i dont know how to express it, i just called a buddy who talked with me for 3 hours at 1am to 4. And. Im just grateful for him, and grateful that i have what i have. But im just hurting. And. Im just happy im not in physical pain all the time anymore. I just want love
This makes me feel some way, it helps me cry, express, do something ive never done, but i dont think i can continue living the way i am, at 13, nothings going better, everything tumbling down more and more at a time. The only love ive gotten is a hug.... A fucking hug, and im gonna get reported for self harm, im not the way i was, my family splitting more and more each day, hating myself more and more. Being asked if im lonely in a video makes me cry, because no one cares, no one. Im splitting more and more each and every fucking day, first my parents split, i get molested at 5 by my aunt, my mom goes to jail, my dad goes to jail, my cousin OD's at 15, etc.... I cant keep going.... Goodbye, youtube.
I saw this thing that said it has been happening for 8 months. 8 Months? Try 8 years
I hate myself
@@gokublack-rt4brwhy?
You've gone through more than I so I don't even know if what I say will work. Don't you think you are given these challenges because you are the only one who can carry it. Life will get better at the end, and if its not better its not the end.
if i didn’t kill myself then none of you aren’t allowed to either. we’re all in this together. i love you, reader. keep pushing, you never know where you were until you get to the top and see how far you’ve come.
I don't know where to put this. But i just cant keep it in no more.
I stay up late. Because im huanted by my memories. My sisters father (before she was born) would come into mine and my brothers room and beat me until I was sensless. Later, he did the same thing to my mother. This same thing happened to her with my own father. He got drunk and beaten her too. And every night. I'm afraid to go to sleep because I can't stop these memories. I was 3 when it happened. Now I'm turning 16. My mother has no recollection of this because when she was attacked, she got amnesia
Be patient, keep working at it 💪 👌 💯
Remember man, if you are in this point just think that you are not the only one who feel this and someone actually suffered more than you
@@mightypopkorn Thanks man
What they said about men looking for a way out....😢
real.
being a man, growing up you don’t have nobody to talk to. you rarely even get asked how you are you have to deal with your own emotions, reasons why some men fall into drugs, suicide, depression, or even silence.
Yes
Thank you
i need to vent
1st comment and 1st view man!
I like relating with you guys
do you have the original tiktok or full video for 42:52 i remember it being like 3 minutes long
Literally me...
Damn 😢
I wish I could believe this shit man. But humanity never fails to fail.
I don't know if this is appropriate to say considering the video idea but....can i get the song name from minute 46 to 48?
Even tho I have a girlfriend that I hoped to get for a couple of years I still feel horrible I don't know why
I’ve not been doing too well lately guys. I feel alone 24/7. Alone in my thoughts. Alone with my emotions which are more difficult to process. I’ve got a gf and good family. But everytime I tell them how I feel or even begin to. It becomes about them and how they feel or they basically go “oh well” “it is what it is”. I keep fighting and getting up in the morning. But I always have to tell myself, “not today, it’s not gonna be today”. I’m getting to that point where I don’t tell myself that anymore.
Keep fighging man, just remember. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE, everytime i'm in fhe worst point of my life i always said to myself "someone has suffered far more than this, this is nothing"
Why is this age restricted
My biggest fear is losing someone forever. But my bigger fear is IF they fear losing me forever
I didnt want it to happen... when i was little like 6 9 yesrs old i was told that if i didnt listen to my granpa i wouldnt be able too use my ipad and ten days after i went to his house he died.
i lost so many potential friends in the past because of my shitty personality and i hate me for that. fuck.
Well, all you have to do is learn from your mistakes and leave them in the past
but i can’t escape my mistakes. they follow me until i can close my eyes at night yet still appear in the back of my mind, weighing on my soul, pulling on my shoulders like the strings of a puppet, mercilessly manipulated by a force unknown to I , a puppeteer, a dark god of evil and corruption that weighs heavy on my spirit. mortal. we all are.
All this stuff is happening yet I am empty I don’t feel anything I am soulless I don’t even know anymore
You do have a soul, it may take a while but you will eventually find it. Dissappear cause thats when you'll find yourself and Christ.
whats the music at 1:11 pls?
whats the music at 26:11 pls?
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can some one point me to the origin of the video at 49:16
czcams.com/video/ZFsXLyey-sM/video.htmlsi=4hco8lujWY2lhu9R
One of the best things to come from the internet but it came at the wrong time and it’s already been ruined by mass producing and shitty videos with repeat content
anyone know the song at 22:23???
Why am i me
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4:16
0:00
14:07
whats the music at 46:25 pls?
Runaway by kanye west
You fucking saved me from suicide
if i didn’t do it then you can’t either. we’re all in this together buddy. i love you.
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Anyone know the song at 8:24 ?
im god by clams casino
@@urmum0923 thank you
I am here to remind you again that if you cant fit a story in a short then please make it fit or dont upload it.
please never upload anything to a Short.
I don’t get it, why is it always the kind people that leave this world the soonest… it’s like someone wants to get rid of the good to make people miserable. Why? Just why?
Isaiah 57:1-2 New Living Translation (NLT)
Good people pass away; the godly often die before their time. But no one seems to care or wonder why. No one seems to understand that God is protecting them from the evil to come. For those who follow godly paths will rest in peace when they die.
End it okay
I like how you showed girls feeling to ugly to love during Billie Elishs infamous quote at like the 5:00 mark. It goes to show that both men and women go through these struggles and how Ellish saying those things is really damaging to not just men but also women, showing just how contradictory her mindset is. She’s always screaming about how all women are beautiful, but she’s quick to shame ugly men. No matter what gender, being told you don’t deserve love because of your looks is disheartening. Whoever you are, whatever gender or race, there’s always hope. You just have to work hard to get yourself in whatever hole you’re in.
I feel like the time i felt my soul leave my body when i was tripping, was genuinely the last time i was myself, ever since then i have been a hard cunt to deal and be around with because i am just so grumpy or look pissed off.
I grew up in a christian household, a very controlling one where my parents would abuse me(verbally most times sometimes physical when i would fight back to defend myself) tell me i am going to hell for the things i was doing (i was 12 at the time literally playing xbox and trampolining) they blamed me for the way they acted towards my brothers and I, i dont know why, i guess coz my brothers put the blame on me most times for most things.
I remember when i was 11 i put a knife to my neck infront of my parents to see what they would say and to see if they loved me coz it felt like they didnt want me. My mum was shocked. My dad said do it. But i was 11 and scared of the fact i wont have parents to look afte me if i died and i didnt want to go to hell either since that was and still is heavily printed in my mind.
I started hanging out with friends more as a way to escape the toxic household i was creating my friends and i discovered marijuana we smoked cigs first i was 13 the rest were older then me.
And i found a way to escape my pain. It was my happiness for about 4 years i would say almost 5. But now its like all my old thoughts that i used to smoke away just come back everynight.
When i was living with my christian parents and smoking, they knew something was up but they didnt know what it was. But i foolishly told them at 14 that i smoke weed, and just the fact that they already knew they just had people watching me, made me feel very vulnerable, like i couldnt have privacy. My mates never wanted to come to my place because of my parents jus being very controlling over everything. Oh yeah forgot to mention that they adopted me without changing my last name so i never knew till my other brother (blood brother) told me we was adopted by them.
They would try tell me they are my real parents and tried getting me to change my name to their last name. I felt very overwhelmed as a kid very angry and im still not sure why.
When i got kicked out after getting my head bashed and i pulled a knife on my brother afterwards and ran away, they called the police to get me and idk why the police thought it was a good idea to return me to the place i ran away from. I got hit, smacked, my phone smashed that i worked for, and everything taken away like my hoodies coz they were "demonic" my clothes, my bed. And police were never listening to my side they never do anyways.
Couple weeks later i was just in a very bad mindset and just wanted to kill myself so i grabbed the knife i pulled on my brother and used it on myself coz i never wanted to kill my brother i just didnt want him to test me.
Instead i used it on myself hoping maybe one day or something will just happen to make me go so much deeper i just wanted to kill myself because i felt lost, hopeless, and worth nothing. Well as the years go by i think im proving myself more that i am all of those above mentioned.
Im 19 now, i have lost touch to reality, dont really know how to function socially, i feel so dumb and useless without a job i feel like people only like me when i am providing for them, no one ever messages me to see how i am doing or invite me out anywhere, no one ever has told me that i am a good friend or whatever, i know i am a kind soul and i feel like people take advantage of it.
I haven't really had anyone to talk to coz when i did go to therapy it was when i was 13 and i just want someone to listen to my story and just hold me and support me till i get my shit up, no one is ever patient enough for me and it pushes me back, maybe im doing it to myself but i am always striving on doing better, even tho it seems to make things worse.
I am trying and im going to keep on trying, even if it feels like i cant trust a single soul, im glad i got introduced to god. Because when i lost my friend last yr in october and started praying, i felt a little bit of comfort.he was the only one i trusted because he woulsnt go off and run his mouth to other friends. I miss you man and i just want to say i am very sorry for how i have been treating some close relatives. No one listens to what i have to say so i just stay silent. Its easier than talking to someone you cant trust
Idk if this makes sense i been up for 24hrs
hey man hope things are well now
Yeah man your parents may have been the “American Christian’s” but they did not at all represent what following Christ looks like brother. I hope how they acted doesn’t turn you away from him. I hope you give him another try bc I promise you he is waiting and wants to love you. I also didn’t see if you said that you quit smoking an doin other drugs but bro, I smoked for 5 years too and I’m 22 now, it’s been about 2 years since I quit smoking and as hard as it may be to quit and not do it. It’s so worth it. Weed put me in a place of derealization and paranoia. Made me isolate and anxious. I’m still getting away from that and have derealization about every day. Focus on him and I promise you bro it will be okay. Even if it never gets “okay” in this life? That’s fine. We’re here for such a short time. A CZcams comment from me or anyone isn’t gonna change your life, nor will a video. Start slow, clean your room, take a shower and dress nice (even if you’re only gonna be at home) do the little things you know you should be doing and consistency will make these “hard” things so much more doable. Start small. Run back to him. Get a journal and word vomit all over it till you can articulate your feelings. It will be so hard to start growing especially with the childhood you had. It’s VERY doable tho. You’ve got this. I do not know you, but I love you. We need you, you will have a beautiful testimony.
How are you doing now?
real.