I don't matter | Dean Winchester

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  • čas přidán 24. 07. 2024
  • "I don't matter."
    "You really believe that?"
    Another sad Dean video because I love this character so much.There are so many sad scenes with Dean and I just wanted to put a lot of them together to show what he's been through. After all that he's been through he's still fighting. He's still saving people. The fact that he wanted to die after losing Cas and Mary just broke my heart. But now Cas is back and he knows Mary is alive, so I hope he will find her and be happy again.
    ♥ Song: Mistakes - Muhaimin Sadali
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Komentáře • 975

  • @sarahmbelden
    @sarahmbelden Před 6 lety +2313

    It is always sad to see those individuals that were never taught how to love themselves. They grew up believing they were only alive to take care of those that needed them. It is heartbreaking the amount of people they are and how tough they are. Dean is the mirror image of many.

    • @theboywiththedemonblood2714
      @theboywiththedemonblood2714 Před 6 lety +43

      Sarah Belden Yup...It sucks to be one of those many people...It really does...

    • @rebelmuncheslovesupernatur1916
      @rebelmuncheslovesupernatur1916 Před 6 lety +46

      You just explained Dean and my life.......I wish I could see myself the way my friends do.

    • @isabellastens3078
      @isabellastens3078 Před 6 lety +6

      Rebel Munches Love Supernatural my mom me and and my little sister

    • @februarycookiecoo
      @februarycookiecoo Před 6 lety +11

      Sarah Belden you're touching a nerve 😓💔

    • @Kboss66
      @Kboss66 Před 6 lety +34

      Yes. I very much agree. I am the same way. :( I don't even know how to put myself first. How to leave people that treat me poorly. I just keep trying to fix everything all the time. I think it's cause I don't feel that I can fix myself. Dean is the same way and I relate to him so much that's why he's my favorite character ever.

  • @derrickkelly5225
    @derrickkelly5225 Před 4 lety +698

    “Your problem mate is that no body hates you more then you do”
    I felt that

    • @yourbreathtaking8839
      @yourbreathtaking8839 Před 3 lety +6

      Crowley rowena and lucifer towards the end honestly felt like better ppl

    • @pilholski
      @pilholski Před 3 lety +5

      The alliance at the end was awesome ... I know it was always rocky and sketchy but I Loved watching them work together

    • @BansheeKing22
      @BansheeKing22 Před 2 lety

      Same.

    • @devinbrown6650
      @devinbrown6650 Před 2 lety +3

      That line is on par with what Nick Fury said to Tony Stark in Age of Ultron when they were at the farm. Something like, "The worst part is that you didn't"

    • @robinhede7467
      @robinhede7467 Před 2 lety

      I know the feeling all to well...

  • @joanakoci173
    @joanakoci173 Před 6 lety +2571

    He is such a good actor. Everytime Dean is in pain it make me wanna bawl. I really want him to be happy..its as if he was a real person not just a character.

    • @CoastDreamz
      @CoastDreamz Před 6 lety +19

      Me too! I've never recovered from him going to Hell. :'(

    • @samstreveler3335
      @samstreveler3335 Před 6 lety +20

      Cain Heel I want to shake him and say I love you. Stop it

    • @rell7571
      @rell7571 Před 6 lety +4

      Yea that shit hits a lil too close to home

    • @moriarty9370
      @moriarty9370 Před 6 lety +19

      actually sometimes i forget that Dean is just a character lol

    • @iamthemetalgod
      @iamthemetalgod Před 6 lety +6

      He was great as the red hood, even though it was just his voice you could feel the pain and the anger.

  • @urelsegundo1967
    @urelsegundo1967 Před 6 lety +686

    good god give this man an oscar

    • @moosewinchester1435
      @moosewinchester1435 Před 5 lety +13

      Finally someone with their priorities straight!

    • @aprilann4023
      @aprilann4023 Před 4 lety +5

      Urel Segundo you mean Emmy? You don’t get oscars for a tv show lmao

    • @Koko-ql4fg
      @Koko-ql4fg Před 4 lety +2

      Emitan Emmy, oscars are for movies not tv shows

    • @a0918480833
      @a0918480833 Před 2 lety +1

      but too late, he got nothing

  • @tarny11
    @tarny11 Před 6 lety +2480

    One of the best actors and needs more credit .

    • @tarny11
      @tarny11 Před 6 lety +27

      One of the best actors I have seen from America

    • @elastic774
      @elastic774 Před 6 lety +9

      tarny11 wow u don't see much acting

    • @tarny11
      @tarny11 Před 6 lety +5

      elastic774 Yes u do

    • @blackflamelvl2007
      @blackflamelvl2007 Před 6 lety +28

      tarny11
      tbh.......Jensen got A LOT of credit. Think about it, he's already 40 years old and he's been through this series for 13 seasons. His fans show up and get to ask him questions. He even gets to have fun while doing the show. He gets to play the role of Dean Winchester, the alpha male who was raised as a hero that people needed and feels like a REAL properly developed character that everyone loves too. I don't know him outside of supernatural, but I am thankful that he made Dean Winchester possible.

    • @noxe6413
      @noxe6413 Před 6 lety

      tarny11 Same like Andrew Lincoln he don't have so much fame because he played only on Supernatural.He needs more movies or series.*srry for my english*

  • @LuckyMayoOFFICIAL
    @LuckyMayoOFFICIAL Před 6 lety +338

    I love the clip with Bobby and Dean like how mad he got when Dean said “at least this way some good will come out of it at least my life will mean something” he really did love those boys

    • @Xyla_xoxo
      @Xyla_xoxo Před 5 lety +3

      It wasnt him tho that's the sad thing

    • @casie2033
      @casie2033 Před 4 lety +2

      What episode is that from?

  • @patrickyang3075
    @patrickyang3075 Před 6 lety +743

    0:07 "Everybody leaves you Dean. You noticed? Mommy, Daddy...."
    Me: Don't you dare say it!
    "Even Sam"
    Me: 😭

    • @night_eyes6543
      @night_eyes6543 Před 5 lety +7

      What epi is that from

    • @patrickyang3075
      @patrickyang3075 Před 5 lety +11

      ​@@night_eyes6543 I'm late to answer this, but it's season 5 episode 16 when Dean and Sam go to heaven

    • @Zz-et4eu
      @Zz-et4eu Před 5 lety +6

      That broke my heart😔💔

    • @gummy6337
      @gummy6337 Před 5 lety +5

      Patrick Yang Cass never left him

    • @patrickyang3075
      @patrickyang3075 Před 5 lety +7

      @@gummy6337 When Mary said "leave" she meant "died." Every family member died before Dean ever did.

  • @luisvera7550
    @luisvera7550 Před 6 lety +285

    Jensen Ackles is a great man, knows how to put emotion into his acting

  • @garbageunicorn
    @garbageunicorn Před 6 lety +503

    Somehow, it can be very easy to overlook that Dean's going through a hard time but when it's all put together like this, it feels like it should be obvious but I think a lot of us miss it. There were signs ever since the beginning but I feel like we're easily drawn away because we mostly see the issues Sam is having. It's insane how easily a cry for help can be overlooked. Dean is honestly a fantastic character and I'm disappointed in myself for not catching the hints earlier.

    • @lindsey9153
      @lindsey9153 Před 5 lety +29

      Honestly, I've only been watching this shown for about a year now, and I always feel worse for Dean and wish that I could help him more than Sammy because I have always felt like he was the one that was damaged more. I have felt sorry for Sammy but not as bad as Dean

    • @CTGrell
      @CTGrell Před 5 lety +19

      Jumped into the fandom 2months ago. When Dean is sad I'm crying. I care about most of the characters and I cried a lot for them too but when Dean is sad it means the bravest guy is broke. He needs our hug and f.cking piece...or at least more piece than what we have since season 4-5 (it's hard to remember when I'm crying XD)

  • @deanc5871
    @deanc5871 Před 6 lety +796

    "your problem mate, is that nobody hates you more than you do."
    "You don't think you deserve to be saved."
    "I don't matter."
    "If there is a God out there why would he give a crap about me?"
    "How can you care so little about yourself?"
    "...I know how worthless you feel, I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see."
    I can relate to Dean a lot ;(

    • @ZephyrBW
      @ZephyrBW Před 4 lety +2

      Fucked up dad

    • @dwightmcninch7423
      @dwightmcninch7423 Před 4 lety +10

      U are not the only one I feel dead inside and worthless and when I look into a mirror I hate what I see

    • @nyxmaze7693
      @nyxmaze7693 Před 4 lety +10

      This is for anyone who feels that way. You DO matter! Don’t you dare thinking otherwise! Everyone, every single person on earth matter so don’t think you’re any different. I hope you’ll get better and you start to love yourself more! ❤️

    • @ZephyrBW
      @ZephyrBW Před 4 lety +2

      And remember fuck the abusive parents

    • @nemanjakesic1815
      @nemanjakesic1815 Před 4 lety

      I can to

  • @animrose
    @animrose Před 4 lety +455

    "you are not a child"
    "I never was"
    that hit close to home :(

    • @Nixie_536
      @Nixie_536 Před 3 lety +6

      ❤ Same :(

    • @louisesilance2579
      @louisesilance2579 Před 3 lety +6

      Everything about dean hits close to home for me

    • @DHARK1873
      @DHARK1873 Před rokem +1

      While I was STILL a child, there were a few adults in my life who could see it. They actually said to me “You haven’t even had a chance to BE a CHILD” or “you’ve had to grow up so fast”… I was only 11 when that first started happening, now I’m nearly 40. It still hurts sometimes, but those adults were so kind to me and hugged me and talked to me and listened to me when they could. They don’t live near me anymore but sometimes I’m just dying to jump in the car and drive the 1000+ miles just to ask for one more hug. May seem crazy but when those nearby keep treating you like you’re invisible, how could one want to do anything else?

    • @user-bf8if4es3e
      @user-bf8if4es3e Před 5 měsíci

      True

  • @Anonymous-nr5iu
    @Anonymous-nr5iu Před 6 lety +897

    The one dislike is Dean Winchester fervently denying he has problems and that he needs help.
    This was a beautiful video. Superb editing and music.

    • @jb9397
      @jb9397 Před 6 lety +16

      Darkraider The Author The nine other ones are mystery spot deans fervently denying that they have problems and they need help.

    • @tahahassan2143
      @tahahassan2143 Před 6 lety

      Darkraider The Author duf

    • @dakodabanner2369
      @dakodabanner2369 Před 6 lety +1

      I always get mad about Dean, because he just beats on his friends, Sam and Cas. He thinks that since he feels bad, he can make everyone feel as bad as himself. Otherwise he's a good character, and I love Jensen, but this needs to stop.

    • @lizzyweaver8965
      @lizzyweaver8965 Před 5 lety +8

      @@dakodabanner2369 what do you mean he beats up on them..... yeah I've seen a couple time where he yells at them but they have also yelled at him

    • @x4n7h05
      @x4n7h05 Před 5 lety +4

      The 74 other ones are him coming back from the dead (again) denying that he feels anything

  • @JOHNCENATWILIGHT11
    @JOHNCENATWILIGHT11 Před 6 lety +1219

    Dean is a tortured soul with a good heart .but its his past childhood that is what's holding him back, and his unresolved issues with his father and losing his mother at a young age. Great video

    • @sebastianduran4723
      @sebastianduran4723 Před 6 lety +24

      Rebecca sometimes the past is harder to let go of than you think.... The stuff he went through real ppl go though you can't let go when it's the only thing you've ever known

    • @tahahassan2143
      @tahahassan2143 Před 6 lety

      Rebecca hdh

    • @tahahassan2143
      @tahahassan2143 Před 6 lety +1

      Rebecca gg

    • @tahahassan2143
      @tahahassan2143 Před 6 lety +1

      Rebecca gh

    • @jessicachin5357
      @jessicachin5357 Před 4 lety +5

      To be honest the amount of pain Dean carry around would put a normal individual permanently on suicide watch.

  • @unnaturallaws8188
    @unnaturallaws8188 Před 4 lety +458

    "I don't matter"
    "Don't you?"
    "I couldn't save mom"
    "I couldn't save Cas"
    "I can't even save a scared little kid"
    "Sam keeps trying to fix it but I keep dragging him down."
    "So I'm not gonna beg okay if it's my time it's my time"

  • @jamiahalmira934
    @jamiahalmira934 Před 6 lety +163

    Honestly, out of all the characters in SPN, I see myself in Dean.
    A person who sees himself as nothing. Always helping others before he helps himself and if he did save himself, and if someone saw his pain, it'll probably be too late.

  • @andreaj.crespo7156
    @andreaj.crespo7156 Před 6 lety +300

    Every phrase in this video makes my heart break a little.

    • @tahahassan2143
      @tahahassan2143 Před 6 lety +1

      Andrea J. Crespo gr

    • @supbeast2173
      @supbeast2173 Před 5 lety +3

      And at the end you're sitting there with an empty glass of whiskey, smashing repeat und filling up your glass again

    • @Iridescently1777
      @Iridescently1777 Před rokem

      ⁠@@supbeast2173 don’t know if your still around but ya you got it spot on I have been.

  • @supbeast2173
    @supbeast2173 Před 5 lety +37

    The line from Crowley killed me, it just vanished so much inside of me " Your problem lad, is that nobody hates you more than you do."

  • @uhmykal
    @uhmykal Před 6 lety +274

    My favorite thing is that cas literally met him for like a minute and he could see through deans entire uncaring persona. He literally walked in and could see dean hurting and struggling when no one else could (at that point)
    And they say destiel isn’t canon

  • @KurayamiYoru
    @KurayamiYoru Před 6 lety +234

    This is so sad. Sometimes I wish I could give Dean a big hug

  • @jessidonlan508
    @jessidonlan508 Před 6 lety +430

    Sometimes I wish there was not only a like button but a love button because some videos like this deserve it.

  • @ihavenoideasforanickname2964

    I feel like Dean sacrifices so much for the people he cares about. And a lot of them just take it for granted.

  • @mrs.kisukeurahara9105
    @mrs.kisukeurahara9105 Před 6 lety +42

    After watching this, I want to give Dean a big momma hug and never let him go.

  • @liiviatan
    @liiviatan Před 6 lety +34

    I wanna hug Dean. So much.

  • @saturnfour
    @saturnfour Před 6 lety +30

    Dean is the perfect character. Whenever he's sad or in pain it makes me wanna cry. Even though Dean is a character, we get so attached and want him to be happy and love himself. Dean matters 😩😭

  • @rebelmuncheslovesupernatur1916

    No one realizes what Dean has to go through. Everyday he wakes up thinking he is nothing. It's just so sad that he can't even accept his own feelings. He will always thing that every action he does it bad. Dean doesn't deserve to die.
    CHUCK WHERE'S THAT OSCAR AT JESUS. I JUST BALLED FOR THREE MINUTES STRAIGHT. COME ON!!!
    luv you and your vids Winter wish I could help make a vid or sponsor 😀😀😀😀😀😀🙂🙂🙂

  • @sofiag.4909
    @sofiag.4909 Před 6 lety +40

    one day there will be an abundance of happy dean edits. one day...

  • @mewlepew4522
    @mewlepew4522 Před 6 lety +17

    Jesus Christ, Dean seriously needs a damn hug, like all the time, so many people let him think this and he’s internalized it for so damn long. This poor man

  • @ritikasharma2793
    @ritikasharma2793 Před 6 lety +148

    When Dean was talking to God it feels like he was talking about himself ,
    "People pray to you...........you do nothing"
    Breaks my heart everytime
    And I personally think to get original Dean back from AU Michael , they will bring John back . Cause Dean used to look up to his father. And I really wish they do.

    • @lindsey9153
      @lindsey9153 Před 5 lety +6

      I don't want them to bring John back. No matter how Dean loves him, I never can. He was such a dick to Dean

    • @lindsey9153
      @lindsey9153 Před 5 lety +7

      And they're fucking bringing him back...

    • @makaveli7145
      @makaveli7145 Před 5 lety +3

      Lindsey just for 1 ep lol

  • @carolinepires2652
    @carolinepires2652 Před 6 lety +90

    Jensen Ackels is wonderful. 😍

    • @muppet_of_a_man
      @muppet_of_a_man Před 6 lety +2

      Caroline Pires And Dean. They're both great. All the actors and actresses in that show are fantastic. ❤❤

    • @carolinepires2652
      @carolinepires2652 Před 6 lety

      Sydney Galus I agree

  • @killagreg3
    @killagreg3 Před 5 lety +10

    The thing that gets me is his small voice break when he tells Mary 'I never was', because Dean never got to be a kid. He had to grow up so fast, to keep Sam safe. He had to be a father and mother as well as a brother, and its why he puts on the front of being an immature joker at times, despite the pain and suffering he's in. This shows it so well, and you did an excellent job.

  • @emmarellda181
    @emmarellda181 Před 6 lety +120

    This is amazing, perfectly showcasing his self hate, lack of self esteem, his sadness. Thank you for putting in the time to make theses!

  • @SimplyShannonK
    @SimplyShannonK Před 6 lety +102

    awwww poor Dean :( he's so relatable though which I'm not sure if that's a good thing but it makes me love him so much

    • @charlesmartin3047
      @charlesmartin3047 Před 6 lety +3

      This might have been 2 months ago but still , God bless him , God bless you.

    • @sebastianduran4723
      @sebastianduran4723 Před 6 lety

      What does god have to do with feeling better GOD HELPS NO ONE!!!... He just watches us burn... He does nothing....help yourself.....

  • @wwolkig
    @wwolkig Před 6 lety +25

    now it's time for gag reel, I have to laugh the pain away

  • @vanessareese7662
    @vanessareese7662 Před 6 lety +76

    This is such a beautiful video. I think one of the big reasons I love this show as much as I do is because I relate to Dean in so many ways. Dean is too pure and deserves more love than he gets. For all he does for the people around him, I'd say he deserves a medal.

  • @muppet_of_a_man
    @muppet_of_a_man Před 6 lety +23

    DEAN NEEDS TO STOP, OK. HE KEEPS BREAKING OUR HEARTS. 😭😭

  • @lexiliana
    @lexiliana Před 6 lety +10

    I just started bawling my eyes out because I realised how much I relate to Dean.

  • @hannahscn
    @hannahscn Před 4 lety +20

    And they just wanted to find their dad.

  • @kaitlino8170
    @kaitlino8170 Před 6 lety +74

    I started to cry... I've said.. Most of the things he said about not mattering... Yeah... That's why my friends always wonder if I'm worth it or not.. And trust me.. When I'm not around.. They have a conversation about if it's still worth being my friend...

    • @phantomfandomfails3013
      @phantomfandomfails3013 Před 6 lety +12

      invisiblebutterfly 0 That's messed up, what kind of friends are those? You need some friends who will tell you that you are awesome, even if you make mistakes. You need friends that will tell you that they love you, even on a crappy day. Find friends like that, it will be hard but worth it. Because you're worth it.

    • @kaitlino8170
      @kaitlino8170 Před 6 lety +3

      Thank you.. I've been trying.. But I'm that one person who tried to make the better if what they have... I got tired of being alone so I stuck with the people who I knew were gonna leave me some day. It hurts but, I'm starting to just get used to being alone. The kids here at my school think there all high and mighty. So, it's really hard for me to find actual friends. Y'know it might be worth finding true friends.. Even when it's hard to do so.

    • @phantomfandomfails3013
      @phantomfandomfails3013 Před 6 lety +4

      invisiblebutterfly 0 I still think you will find someone who will love you for you, I truly believe that. It's gonna be hard but worth every hardship you will go through, but I believe they are out there. The kind of person who will save you from your tears, self doubt, and loneliness. If you can't believe in yourself right now believe in that.

    • @kaitlino8170
      @kaitlino8170 Před 6 lety

      PhantomFandomFails Thanks.... :)

    • @phantomfandomfails3013
      @phantomfandomfails3013 Před 6 lety +2

      invisiblebutterfly 0 No need to thank me, just believe me. Okay?

  • @smollsparks1651
    @smollsparks1651 Před 6 lety +33

    These give me life. Dean is the true mvp

  • @nikthefallenangel1690
    @nikthefallenangel1690 Před 6 lety +29

    I just realised how much I am like Dean.....mmh....

  • @TXScrubsFan
    @TXScrubsFan Před 6 lety +18

    Absolutely fabulous!!! Dean Winchester fighting his inner demons, and Jensen Ackles giving us all the Dean Winchester feels. Absolutely, completely, wholeheartedly, every single solitary one of them!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @hannahpotter4508
    @hannahpotter4508 Před 6 lety +6

    Jensen is an amazing actor. Like I can't even put it in words...

  • @alien_from_andromeda
    @alien_from_andromeda Před 6 lety +5

    Jensen is such an amazing actor, he makes Dean hurt so much inside an make it look real even though it’s not and yet I relate to Dean and feel so bad for him

  • @debbycapri7216
    @debbycapri7216 Před 5 lety +6

    I love how everybody can see his true value but him; even the bad guys are attracted to him and grow even fond of him (Crowley). He can bealive anything bad they say, any criticism they trow at him, but do tell him his actual value and he retreats and disbelieve. How damaged he is for not realizing that many would be lost if he weren't around? That he does matter 😢💔

  • @sabrilovesdair
    @sabrilovesdair Před 6 lety +20

    If I know somthing in this world is You do matter Dean Winchester... How many times and in how many ways you're gonna break my heart, my precious boy??!! Love the vid, really in tears rigth now...

  • @Nessainthebuilding
    @Nessainthebuilding Před 6 lety +37

    I KNEW watching this video would get to me... Aaaaand I was right.

  • @clover2321
    @clover2321 Před 5 lety +7

    "I know how dead you are inside, how worthless you feel, I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see".... 😔💔I guess he does..

  • @mero7414
    @mero7414 Před 6 lety +33

    omg, i am crying

  • @viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky
    @viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky Před 6 lety +28

    Where are the thousands of views wtf ?! Beautiful, heartbreaking, scarily relatable video...

  • @xxfamousx951xx
    @xxfamousx951xx Před 6 lety +6

    great actor

  • @faheyyou
    @faheyyou Před 6 lety +118

    Loved this video! I think that Dean's lack of self worth is one of his most important character traits. It ties back to everything - his inability to live up to John's perspectives, how he can't save everybody, how he lost Sam (a few times), even his bisexuality.

  • @CoastDreamz
    @CoastDreamz Před 6 lety +43

    We need all of you amazing videographers to join forces and make a video to send to these award managers (or whatever they're called) so that this amazing actor can finally get the "establishment" to recognize him for all his great work on this show!

  • @xx412xxbluntz8
    @xx412xxbluntz8 Před 4 lety +4

    Him and sam are one of the best actors known to man the many diff egos they played on here is amazing

  • @victoriaclarke3317
    @victoriaclarke3317 Před 4 lety +6

    Jensen is amazing actor AND DEAN IS AMAZING! seeing him upset makes me sad

  • @chriscross8366
    @chriscross8366 Před 3 lety +2

    On any other network Jensen would’ve had an armfull of Emmys for his portrayal of Dean Winchester. A phenomenal actor.

  • @charlenerafferty9524
    @charlenerafferty9524 Před 6 lety +9

    I wish Dean could see just how amazing he really is he the best like his brother sam told him your the best damn Hunter he ever seen and genuis Dean has such a big heart ♥ he's selfless he worthy and he does matter Dean Winchester your amazing guy

  • @cwao8551
    @cwao8551 Před 5 lety +8

    “How I feel..... just... inside me...... I wish I couldn’t feel anything Sammy....”

  • @InjectMorphineIntoMe
    @InjectMorphineIntoMe Před 6 lety +18

    Holy crap, I'm just speechless. I wish I could say something better but that's just how amazing this video and clips were. Wow... just wow. Speechless.

  • @keezyb4life
    @keezyb4life Před 3 lety +2

    Moments like these is reasons I relate more to dean than anybody else. Cause I feel the same.

  • @berenizmartinez6944
    @berenizmartinez6944 Před 6 lety +10

    Man Jensen Ackles is an outstanding man. Every time I see dean I pain sometimes it reminds me of myself. What a beautiful video.I thank people like him and Jared like them the are the real heroes. For people that sometimes not feel good enough including myself. So thank you for the video and them for their work.

  • @judithdiaz2192
    @judithdiaz2192 Před 6 lety +8

    Hear that, its my heart breaking

  • @jennifersmith1147
    @jennifersmith1147 Před 6 lety +9

    Damn, just tear me apart why don't you!!😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • @GrimGuardian
    @GrimGuardian Před 5 lety +3

    That's a vivid picture of my life

  • @JetzPack
    @JetzPack Před 3 lety +2

    I never really thought about it but I connect more with dean. I realized that EVERYONE left him at one point but he NEVER gave up on anyone loyalty was everything to him

    • @Xi.ll.a
      @Xi.ll.a Před 3 lety

      he def tried to give up. the only thing that was keeping him alive... literally was sam. sam wouldnt let dean die for so long but dean finally got his eternal peace.

  • @williamveisamasama9792
    @williamveisamasama9792 Před 5 lety +4

    I relate to this guy on so many levels

  • @Wink-182
    @Wink-182 Před 6 lety +34

    I just wanna express that I absolutely love your videos, each one is a masterpiece and you should be extremely proud of yourself for making them!

  • @peanut-7780
    @peanut-7780 Před 5 lety +2

    He is a dang good actor.

  • @Maddie-lb5ju
    @Maddie-lb5ju Před 5 lety +2

    Awwwwwww when Dean cries we all cry 😭😭😭

  • @michelleraia3652
    @michelleraia3652 Před 6 lety +6

    This was beautifully done. It flows so nicely and tells the story. Wonderful

  • @spock592001
    @spock592001 Před 6 lety +6

    Dean is all good! I don't care what he's done! I love him!

  • @Angie511
    @Angie511 Před 6 lety +1

    Wow, watching this really hurt. Thank you for sharing. It's a beautiful peace of art. ♥

  • @amymae5744
    @amymae5744 Před 6 lety

    wow. so many heartbreaking moments that were beautifully edited together and pulled all of my heartstrings. So many of these times I felt for and sympathized with Dean so thank you for putting it all together into this perfect flow... I'm going to go back to crying now

  • @caitlin3068
    @caitlin3068 Před 6 lety +12

    THIS. WAS. NOT. OKAY.

  • @ichigoknightrh
    @ichigoknightrh Před 6 lety +2

    This made me cry.
    Lovely video, thank you.

  • @lisanidog8178
    @lisanidog8178 Před 3 lety

    You give Dean so much depth. Wow!

  • @fleabittengray
    @fleabittengray Před 6 lety +5

    I've never related to a character more than I do to Dean.

    • @il8623
      @il8623 Před 6 lety

      slendyisbae Do you need someone to talk?

  • @angelaancevska7467
    @angelaancevska7467 Před 6 lety +4

    Whenever im sad or just want to cry i come to this video qnd it never fails to make me cry. Good job keep up the amazing work👏👏💕💕

  • @Jen-wh6vh
    @Jen-wh6vh Před 5 lety +1

    "I wish I couldn't feel anything sammy..."
    This hits me more for it relatable to many people, all the pain and suffering and yet we dont want to feel that

  • @rambrosius7006
    @rambrosius7006 Před rokem

    This will forever be one of my favorite Dean tributes. I have always related to Dean (shit childhood, playing the "mom" role for my siblings, severe mental health issues). There is a particular scene in season 12 where Dean is talking to Mary, and some of the things he tells his mom makes me cry, when I normally don't cry to television, because it's nearly identical to how I feel about my own mom. The dialogue he has with himself that gets brought out through other characters really hits home and not only helps me to realize I'm not alone but also that it's worth it to keep fighting, if not for my own sake but for the people I want to help. Thank you for such a beautiful video. I come back to it all the time. ❤

  • @rottendoIl
    @rottendoIl Před 6 lety +18

    Well shit I'm crying again

  • @uber2uber
    @uber2uber Před 6 lety +3

    I love you dean ur my favorite character ever thank you for keeping us safe from all the evil out there ❤️

  • @junejohn4023
    @junejohn4023 Před 5 lety

    Ouch, this is painful to watch, but beautifully put together and really shows us how little Dean thinks of himself. I just want to hug him!

  • @hayley1868
    @hayley1868 Před 3 lety +3

    You are not poison dean.... You are the reason I am still living today..... You saved me from going in the depths of the hell of depression.... You are the opposite of poison.... The elixir of life.... I see my big brother in you... De

  • @vanessarahimi550
    @vanessarahimi550 Před 5 lety +9

    1:38 and 3:01-3:25 really gets me everytime :(

  • @Aurora-bg8pz
    @Aurora-bg8pz Před 6 lety +7

    I have been watching since I was a baby my mom watched with me so I grew up with the show.. and o my God it kills me to see Sam or dean in pain.. breaks my heart.. they feel real to me [I know they aren't but it feels real 😂]

  • @unlivedlife
    @unlivedlife Před 6 lety +1

    This was utterly amazing. It really got to me. Really well done.

  • @kendralafontaine6505
    @kendralafontaine6505 Před 5 lety +3

    I relate to dean sm 😢 this vid made me cry sm

  • @abbysands9510
    @abbysands9510 Před 6 lety +6

    That was beautiful Eleanor. Well, put together. The music, the scenes well put together. You now have a new subscriber.
    Notice Dean looks almost the same throughout the years.

  • @ml0723
    @ml0723 Před 5 lety +26

    Chuck should have been slapped. Dean's only issue with his father is that he's practically a child-soldier veteran whose been fighting for decades, only to be let down, more often than not, by the very people he surrounds himself with. Dean thinks he's responsible for all the losses around him, but that isn't true. Sam and Cas are to blame for most of the messes they find themselves in, it's just Dean that has to fix everything, and sometimes his solution, while a solution, has some rather heavy costs that have bitten them in the ass before. But they still needed to be done, which as a soldier, Dean understands.
    Anyone else notice the commonality between Dean presently and the Archangels back in season 5? They were lost, tired and just wanted it to be over with. Michael was trying to be the good son, doing what his father had asked for, wanted to destroy evil and bring paradise to Earth and all the lost human lives would get to go to heaven. Sound familiar? It's Dean now. It's taken him getting the ever living shit kicked out of him physically and spiritually, but he's there. He's practically the mirror of this 'verse's Michael.

  • @iOrekii
    @iOrekii Před 4 lety +2

    I’m not crying, you are

  • @janelilly7954
    @janelilly7954 Před 11 měsíci

    I never realized how much I can relate to and felt what Dean is going through.

  • @DoodleThis
    @DoodleThis Před 6 lety +3

    “You see a light at the end of this ugly ass tunnel, I don’t.”
    Yea.... pretty much how I feel :/

  • @natalietill530
    @natalietill530 Před 6 lety +8

    Seriously I feel like with all this pressure and relentless torture put on him he was headed straight to a suicide attempt. he seriously just didn't want to keep going on.

  • @kassyashley7135
    @kassyashley7135 Před 6 lety

    This is beautiful, magical. It brings me to tears 😭❣️

  • @user-jt7vy6pr8x
    @user-jt7vy6pr8x Před 5 lety +2

    That's probably my favourite video of yours and one of my favourite Dean Winchester videos❤ You really portrayed him perfectly.

  • @lara6938
    @lara6938 Před 6 lety +6

    You never fail in making a beautiful video.

  • @Nobody-te2ji
    @Nobody-te2ji Před 6 lety +4

    He Jensen Ackles deserves more attention !! This is not fair !!!

  • @catherineh3649
    @catherineh3649 Před 5 lety +3

    wow i've never related to a character more😭😭

  • @gaunterodimmmastermirrors72

    " only problem is no one hates you but yourself"
    Yep..God knows I feel that way everyday

  • @fallonredding1776
    @fallonredding1776 Před 6 lety +5

    lowkey, highkey , cried way too hard after this