Alex G - Nintendo 64 (Extended Version)

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  • čas přidán 28. 06. 2017
  • found a good quality version of Nintendo 64 with the final verse, its not that much longer than the popular version but thats because he replaces the final verse with instrumental
    (i know this counts as a skin cells song but ima list it as alex g because its just a solo song under the skin cells name)
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  • @allnighterrr
    @allnighterrr Před 6 lety +3188

    Not sure if its right
    My dog just ran away and Im feeling pretty bad
    I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad
    I've been taking lots of drugs cause they teach me not to care
    Yeah I guess that's how you cheat because life doesn't play fair
    My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
    With a whole bottle of Prozac
    Or a shiny kitchen knife
    He said that when he's dead I'll have his Nintendo 64
    And I can play it all I want it sitting
    On the basement floor
    My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore
    And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool
    So I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink
    She said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink
    We past an old man bleeding on the side of the street
    So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet
    His breath smelled like whiskey
    He was crying like a man
    When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands
    He said he said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight"
    He said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point"
    He said his house was all the way in the the other side of town
    So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around

    • @allnighterrr
      @allnighterrr Před 6 lety +26

      block perce ya probably right

    • @kieferaland4689
      @kieferaland4689 Před 6 lety +22

      i think its literally both

    • @ManSeaweed
      @ManSeaweed Před 6 lety +91

      i thought it was "I said 'I should've seen the other guy' but he didn't see my point"

    • @mbenny3353
      @mbenny3353 Před 4 lety +18

      numberguts I’m glad I wasn’t the first person who thought of this. I played it in a car with a couple friends and they thought the same haha.

    • @jeremypalmer6167
      @jeremypalmer6167 Před 4 lety +95

      I think it’s “i can play it all night long sitting on the basement floor”

  • @laterlars
    @laterlars Před rokem +3279

    my brother is currently in a coma with pneumonia after an overdose of wellbutrin and zoloft. i love alex g but had never heard this track before; due to the context in my life rn i feel like that verse physically shot me through the heart ,,, especially considering my lil bro had a special interest in mario growing up and still has our nintendo 64

    • @kain22reed
      @kain22reed Před rokem +83

      hope all is well

    • @nothingspecial1236
      @nothingspecial1236 Před rokem +49

      I feel very sorry.How is he now ?

    • @huwuwhatsthis9213
      @huwuwhatsthis9213 Před 11 měsíci +42

      How your brother doing now? I hope he’s recovered so you two can can play games together again :)

    • @laterlars
      @laterlars Před 11 měsíci +356

      @@huwuwhatsthis9213 im happy to say he's gotten better after some physical therapy and mental health care. i am grateful that I can spend time w him again !!! thank you for asking !!

    • @Someoneyoudontknow696
      @Someoneyoudontknow696 Před 11 měsíci +11

      How's your little brother doing now? I hope he is better

  • @cereal_snake
    @cereal_snake Před 10 měsíci +772

    this song is by far one of the saddest songs ive ever heard. the apathy of the speaker shown in the lyrics combined with the saddness of the instrumental and the tone of the singer's voice (almost sounding like he's about to cry) is just perfect. i would sell my soul to hear this song for the first time again.

    • @garnas1003
      @garnas1003 Před 3 měsíci +3

      Pov: never heard of midwest emo

    • @cereal_snake
      @cereal_snake Před 3 měsíci +22

      bro i'm just saying i like the song 😭😭😭 i know the style of vocals can be compared to that of midwest emo

    • @garnas1003
      @garnas1003 Před 3 měsíci +3

      @@cereal_snake good for you enjoy it have a good day

    • @alexgstruelove
      @alexgstruelove Před 2 měsíci

      you saying this as a tdi fan 8 months ago 😭 you probably can’t name 10 songs made by alex that aren’t popular lmao

    • @cereal_snake
      @cereal_snake Před měsícem +7

      @@alexgstruelove
      1:) liking unpopular things doesn't make you better than anyone. i'm glad you have an artist you're passionate about but hating on other people for also enjoying it makes me think that you don't care as much about the music as you do about feeling different from other people. i had a similar mindset for a while and it's isolating and childish.
      2:) i've listened to a lot of alex g both before and since i've left this comment. i still like this song, although i wouldn't consider it my favorite song or even my favorite of his. my favorite alex g songs are Soaker, Waiting for You, Trash, Know Now, and Track 5 :)
      3:) what does total drama have to do with it? i'm not even that big of a fan of it anymore tbh i made this my pfp over a year ago and was too lazy to change it >:D

  • @dan.a77
    @dan.a77 Před 2 lety +772

    "My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
    With a whole bottle of Prozac
    Or a shiny kitchen knife
    He said that when he's dead I'll have his Nintendo 64
    And I can play it all I want it sitting
    On the basement floor"
    When I hear this verse, I always think of how my sister would feel if I were gone.

  • @oddballnerdnuts2
    @oddballnerdnuts2 Před 11 měsíci +256

    I was 7 I walked in on my brother hanging. He survived out of a stroke of luck I remember the day before he said “if I die you can have dads old snowboard” he’s better now I still have the snowboard I think about it everyday I relate to this song so much it’s beautiful

  • @madeleines1276
    @madeleines1276 Před 3 lety +697

    i will always listen to the extended version cuz the last verse rlly adds something

  • @angelasencio5702
    @angelasencio5702 Před 2 lety +932

    Listened to this on one of my lonliest birthdays and cried my eyes out. I remember that was my first introduction to Alex G's music. Bad start but as time passed, his music became moreso like the background noise to my adolesence. This and Mary both bring such vivid memories that I look through a happier lense. I am happy in this moment. Love u Alex

    • @Nova-vo4cn
      @Nova-vo4cn Před rokem +10

      I hope you’re doing better now

    • @alexgstruelove
      @alexgstruelove Před 2 měsíci

      i will forever hate everyone for making mary and sarah popular, they were so good but now they’re overused

  • @mariyashandle
    @mariyashandle Před 3 lety +241

    still hurts as much as when i first heard it

  • @wifehaver4045
    @wifehaver4045 Před 4 lety +359

    I always find myself coming back to this song

    • @loverofstars
      @loverofstars Před 3 lety +6

      hope you are doing okay today :)

    • @sophiak1234
      @sophiak1234 Před 3 lety +6

      i've seen you comment on a couple of alex g's songs, i really hope ur going well :)

    • @wifehaver4045
      @wifehaver4045 Před 3 lety +7

      I am well thank you :)

    • @wifehaver4045
      @wifehaver4045 Před 3 lety +8

      I'm doin alright :)

    • @nomadical95
      @nomadical95 Před 3 lety

      Here I am again
      I always come back here when I want to cry

  • @cassidyreynolds1618
    @cassidyreynolds1618 Před 6 lety +679

    This is such a sad song... I didn't think I'd like it but oh man does it hit you with feeling like being 20-something and lost.

  • @macysbrain
    @macysbrain Před 3 lety +339

    hey guys my names mac ive lost family to addiction so i just need anyone who is struggling to know that i love you and it gets better
    edit: i’m so proud of each and everyone of you fighting to stay here 💗 know that this little sister loves you so much

    • @brick4735
      @brick4735 Před 3 lety +16

      I love you too

    • @sadiedz7877
      @sadiedz7877 Před rokem +7

      thanks , needed this

    • @bigwendigo2253
      @bigwendigo2253 Před rokem +9

      I’ve hurt my family and lost myself to addiction and can relate with the big bro heavily and my little bro with Alex. Hurt.

    • @vvspeakeasy
      @vvspeakeasy Před rokem +7

      love you too mac

    • @jasminenewt8614
      @jasminenewt8614 Před rokem +4

      I hope you’re feeling better ❤

  • @Itriedtofixmyself
    @Itriedtofixmyself Před 11 měsíci +164

    This song always seems to cheer me up whenever I’m down. Alex G’s music has helped me through it. I was first introduced to Alex’s music in 2020 with the song “Treehouse” and I’ve listened to Alex since then

    • @KrimLuvsit
      @KrimLuvsit Před 11 měsíci +23

      I’m sorry but This song cheers you up it makes me sad 😭

    • @halegh1643
      @halegh1643 Před 7 měsíci +5

      @@KrimLuvsitI get what they mean how I feel when listening just depends on my mood the instrumental aspects of Alex’s songs are so damn groovy but the lyrics r so so sad 😭😭 that’s why his musics so good 2 me tho 😞🙏🏽

    • @Slushiizx
      @Slushiizx Před 2 měsíci

      I found him in 2023 from treehouse

  • @ianzinomemista6600
    @ianzinomemista6600 Před 11 měsíci +107

    My older brother has chronic depression. He reacts really badly to difficult situations out of his control. I get really afraid of him killing himself when I go to sleep. In 2 years, he is gonna move to another city, Im scared of staying away from him. I love him, I can’t lose him.

    • @shubby1519
      @shubby1519 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Hey I hope your okay how is your brother?

    • @user-hm6xy8ii1o
      @user-hm6xy8ii1o Před 2 měsíci

      i hope he stays strong n safe ❤

    • @EvanNeedsTherapy
      @EvanNeedsTherapy Před 2 měsíci +1

      I’ve got chronic depression too. I’m 19. My whole life was like that. I kept switching and I think I finally found anti depressants that work for me. Even when things are bad I never feel as desperate as I used to. I promise your brother can get there too.

    • @AvaSmutz
      @AvaSmutz Před měsícem

      You need to tell him that

    • @sadiehatesbowling957
      @sadiehatesbowling957 Před 24 dny

      I don't know how things have changed for you but you're a very good sibling for noticing these things

  • @zoewillis1709
    @zoewillis1709 Před 3 lety +172

    knowing this was one of his earlier projects is crazy bc u can see how much his music has evolved vs listening to his newer stuff. both is amazing. love it

  • @InterestingUser
    @InterestingUser Před 4 lety +94

    no one ever gets the help they need and its no ones fault. its just a sad reality

  • @LUCIDDREAMURR
    @LUCIDDREAMURR Před 9 měsíci +103

    that second verse strikes me like a bullet. ive attempted 3 times and im confused on how im still alive. i feel reallt selfish about it. i cant imagine what my sister would think, i love her so much. maybe one day ill get better.
    EDIT: IVE MADE IT. IM BETTER. EVERYTHING IS SO GREAT RAAAAA

    • @elysiagray572
      @elysiagray572 Před 9 měsíci +6

      You seem like such a loving sibling and I bet your sister loves you so much too, stay strong!

    • @LUCIDDREAMURR
      @LUCIDDREAMURR Před 9 měsíci +3

      @@elysiagray572 thank you, you too :)

    • @elysiagray572
      @elysiagray572 Před 9 měsíci +2

      Thanks, I really needed that too :)

    • @me_i_guesss
      @me_i_guesss Před 9 měsíci

      hey bro, do you have discord?
      if you do, next time youre feeling like shit, hit me up, ill do my best to help and comfort you

    • @glc0stanza
      @glc0stanza Před 8 měsíci +4

      Proud of you for still being here. One day at a time.

  • @jacksobrooks
    @jacksobrooks Před 3 lety +188

    I remember my older brother and I would go over to his friends house for sleepovers(it was far but that made it a special occasion). I remember always asking him to play Majora’s Mask on n64. I just loved how it looked. He rarely did because that game takes a certain level of dedication. Really nostalgic memories. There was a lot of Banjo Kazooie as well. I’m almost 23, for context. My family was always very neat and had nice furniture from the mid-century(not rich. My dad is just a thrift shop picker) so going to this friend’s cozy down to earth one story house was pretty special. Anyway, I felt like sharing. Hope y’all are holding up well. God bless.

  • @cardinal_copia6286
    @cardinal_copia6286 Před 11 měsíci +41

    I hope that all the Alex g fans find a best friend that will be with you till the end

  • @Yvci
    @Yvci Před 11 měsíci +45

    My dog just ran away
    And I am feeling pretty bad
    I've been sneaking out at night
    And my parents are real mad
    I've been taking lots of drugs
    Cause they teach me not to care
    Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat
    Because life doesn't play fair
    My brother told me
    That he's gonna
    Kill himself tonight
    With a whole bottle of Prozac
    Or a shiny kitchen knife
    He said that when he is dead
    I'll have his Nintendo 64
    And I can play all it night long
    Sitting on the basement floor
    My girlfriend told me that
    She doesn't love me anymore
    And I wish I didn't care but
    I thought she was really cool
    So I drank a ton of liquor
    Then I threw up in her sink
    She said next time use the toilet
    Then she offered me a drink
    We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street
    So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet
    His breath smelled like whiskey
    He was crying like a man
    When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands
    He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight"
    Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point"
    He said his house was all the way on the other side of town
    So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around

  • @SnowSTARGamesRBC
    @SnowSTARGamesRBC Před 4 lety +495

    i hope that everyone who looks at this comment finds a best friend who'll be there for them at their worst and their best.

  • @meowers7funny
    @meowers7funny Před 9 měsíci +22

    "I guess thats how you cheat because life doesnt play fair"is so real, stan alex g

  • @jingles8190
    @jingles8190 Před 10 měsíci +22

    im so mad this wasnt released this is by far my favourite alex g song :(

    • @ImprovEyes-fc9fo
      @ImprovEyes-fc9fo Před 4 měsíci +3

      I appreciate its contribution to diy music subculture 🤔or something maybe I dunno..you're right

  • @phiferpemberton8893
    @phiferpemberton8893 Před 2 lety +106

    this song sits in the back of my head everyday because its unreleased i cant shake that i will never have it on spotify and theres nothing i can do its one of if not my favourite Alex g song and i have no idea why he wouldnt release it but life doesnt play fair i guess

    • @caraharte
      @caraharte Před rokem +8

      you can use local files!! look up a tutorial, it should work :)

    • @caraharte
      @caraharte Před rokem +2

      to get it on spotify i mean

    • @itsmanoli8720
      @itsmanoli8720 Před rokem +6

      I remember screaming for this at my first Alex show and getting some weird looks. I’ve gotten older and wiser since then lol

    • @phiferpemberton8893
      @phiferpemberton8893 Před rokem +2

      @@dylanvibing8148 I used local files I don’t like the archive he didn’t put them on Spotify for a reason

    • @randomstuffandye
      @randomstuffandye Před rokem +2

      @@itsmanoli8720 I'm going to my first alex show in March and I'm not old and wise yet so I will scream for him to play it 😎

  • @pokapokapokapoka
    @pokapokapokapoka Před 10 měsíci +24

    my older brother was disabled and felt like a burden because of it. He smoked a lot and even took a place in the cemetery with a bench near the grave. He died in a car accident (he could drive and move his legs but could not walk) trying to dodge another car that drove into the oncoming one. He died of internal bleeding on his birthday. I'm afraid to forget his voice ( srry if there are mistakes in my text, I wrote this with google translator)

    • @-nutella
      @-nutella Před 10 měsíci +2

      that’s terrible i’m so sorry, hope your doing ok.

    • @peppercrumble
      @peppercrumble Před 10 měsíci +2

      Im sorry that happened

  • @mf.sikey_
    @mf.sikey_ Před 8 měsíci +10

    i’m 15, and suicide crosses my mind every single day. i have a older brother, i can’t imagine how he’d feel if i leave him alone forever.

    • @halloweentreehouse
      @halloweentreehouse Před 6 měsíci +1

      please dont do it talk to me in these replies if you need

  • @biggestfruitbread
    @biggestfruitbread Před 11 měsíci +56

    that second verse always makes me ugly cry. i've attempted before and it hurts me to think about if i succeeded. i love my little sister a lot.

  • @abigailsiobhanxx
    @abigailsiobhanxx Před 6 lety +495

    why are the best alex g songs not on any of the professionally released albums ???

    • @lilywheeler6750
      @lilywheeler6750 Před 6 lety +92

      hes an enigma

    • @boylilikoi8037
      @boylilikoi8037 Před 3 lety +65

      maybe he think this lyrics is too heavy and sad at the same time to put out on a mature album today, as well some others songs unreleased (but would he can change the lyrics a little bit, just preserving the melodie and harmony) :)

    • @daisychainsaw
      @daisychainsaw Před 2 lety +43

      hes said they dont represent him anymore

    • @pussy2849
      @pussy2849 Před 11 měsíci +16

      @@daisychainsawso what it represents me so i wanna hear it

    • @beelzemobabbity
      @beelzemobabbity Před 10 měsíci

      @@pussy2849fr. I get it though, but still

  • @plaguedvenice
    @plaguedvenice Před 3 lety +105

    my friend almost died but texted me, she's fine and i helped the best i could, i hugged her so tight when i saw her the day after
    this song makes me think of her, she's strong so i can only hope she doesn't attempt and succeed

    • @crunchy4879
      @crunchy4879 Před 2 lety +10

      you’re a really good friend

    • @uwhnd
      @uwhnd Před 2 lety +3

    • @ChisSweetHomeFanGirl
      @ChisSweetHomeFanGirl Před rokem +1

      When I told my friend they literally didn't beileve me so your friend is so lucky to have someone like you

  • @lilsleeper777
    @lilsleeper777 Před 6 lety +348

    I’m so nostalgic for an adolescence I didn’t live

    • @pkfirematt
      @pkfirematt Před 5 lety +14

      I'll trade yours for an adolescence of alcoholism, coke addiction, heartbreak after heartbreak and making okay music :^)

    • @KitchenJames
      @KitchenJames Před 5 lety +4

      yo what's up merzbow i like your album hybrid noisebloom. the rest of your discograpy is fine too i guess.

    • @UpperCrustthe3rd
      @UpperCrustthe3rd Před 5 lety +3

      Gay

    • @flowsl7076
      @flowsl7076 Před 5 lety

      totally feel this, this song's got a line about that czcams.com/video/wcz4FMxwWxo/video.html

    • @DiamondOre24
      @DiamondOre24 Před 5 lety +3

      For sure. I've always felt that in relation to the n64. Even though I wasn't alive when it was out it still feels nostalgic for it

  • @gorillagoof
    @gorillagoof Před rokem +72

    Lyrics.
    My dog just ran away and I'm feeling pretty bad
    I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad
    I've been taking lots of drugs, 'cause they teach me not to care
    Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat because life doesn't play fair
    My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
    With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife
    He said that when he's dead I'll have his Nintendo 64
    And I could play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor.
    My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore
    And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool
    So I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink
    She said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink.
    We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street
    So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet
    His breath smelled like whiskey, he was crying like a man
    When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands
    He said he said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight"
    He said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point"
    He said his house was all the way in the the other side of town
    So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around.

  • @aamarkky8306
    @aamarkky8306 Před 4 lety +52

    Been feeling this song for months and god I don't know what to do.

  • @mariasongs3175
    @mariasongs3175 Před 5 lety +86

    i think this is the saddest song i ever heard , but at the same time this is so beatiful . Idk i just feel sad listening to this , but in a good way

  • @flwr.junk1e
    @flwr.junk1e Před 8 měsíci +8

    i will always come back to this song. at every point in my life, its been here. and it always will be.

  • @SuperSensei420
    @SuperSensei420 Před 11 měsíci +26

    This song is the only thing I've felt in 3 years

  • @Frosty_14.
    @Frosty_14. Před 5 měsíci +21

    My brother overdosed in April, we always used to play Xbox together and it was one of the best parts of my day, god this song hurts

  • @grapejamdogs7994
    @grapejamdogs7994 Před 10 měsíci +20

    i remember when i first heard this song i cried really hard. at multiple hard parts of my life i'd often write in my notes that i wanted my little brother to have my video game consoles, so this song makes me very emotional haha

  • @thapples2101
    @thapples2101 Před 3 lety +29

    remember listening to this song in middle school, I totally forgot this exists
    Its so sad I feel so sad today

  • @brook2kewl
    @brook2kewl Před 10 měsíci +16

    this song has a special place in my heart

  • @versnellingspookie
    @versnellingspookie Před 7 lety +26

    this one of my favorite Alex G songs, thanks for uploading dude

  • @Etzli28
    @Etzli28 Před měsícem +4

    I feel horrible knowing I attempted. I always think how this affected my older brother.

  • @joshuamack6645
    @joshuamack6645 Před dnem +2

    Man it hurts when you’ve felt this way and you’ve had people in your life actually do these things to themselves. The “I guess that’s why you cheat because life’s never fair.” hits a chord in my soul. My heart aches for the collective pain we all go through.

  • @cliqzyxbl
    @cliqzyxbl Před rokem +11

    back here to listen to it again, this shit never gets old

  • @szalonrker8658
    @szalonrker8658 Před 11 měsíci +12

    I want to feel alive instead of feeling like killing myself every day

  • @Leo4me
    @Leo4me Před 11 měsíci +19

    This song is just radiating with so much energy. I couldn’t possibly explain it. I’ve always had thoughts, and it’s so hard to get rid of. I don’t know why I feel so dull, but I’ve been feeling so dull since some point of time. Since elementary, dating all the way back to 5th grade, I’ve been through some crazy things, but nothing major. Then 7th grade made me question everything. Every night I would ache in bed and cry until I got a headache. And the worst part is, my life is so good. I’m so lucky, and blessed to have such an understanding group of people around me. But then there’s just so many other things I feel guilty for, and I’m there questioning again. It’s a cycle and it hurts, but I’m doing my best to improve. I feel bad for the people who have to witness me like this because I’m aware that it might be hurting them. At the end of the day, I’m just here. Walking around. And that’s all I can say . But anyway, love Alex g!

  • @fakejordans909
    @fakejordans909 Před 6 lety +125

    can’t wait until i get my heart broken so i can listen to this n crrrry

    • @Autissm420
      @Autissm420 Před 6 lety +3

      scarypotter777 just eat more ramen bro itll be okay ❤️

    • @fakejordans909
      @fakejordans909 Před 6 lety +18

      Spoke too soon

    • @PYRO949
      @PYRO949 Před 5 lety +4

      Spoken way too soon

    • @vamppanic
      @vamppanic Před 4 lety +2

      lmao ive been in this routine for 5 months now

    • @puresceptile4836
      @puresceptile4836 Před 4 lety +1

      My ex reffered me to this song so I relate to this comment

  • @Milkytears222
    @Milkytears222 Před 9 měsíci +27

    I basically made up like a new verse for this song randomly:
    My father was asleep and I took his car for a drive
    I had crashed into a store and was surprised I was alive
    The owner then called the police and they asked me for my age
    And I told them I was 14 and they went into a rage

  • @witz
    @witz Před 4 lety +12

    the good things that come of me not being around anymore is something i do think about, this song captures it really well

    • @freakazoid47
      @freakazoid47 Před rokem +2

      hey i know this comment was posted 3 years ago and you might not even see this, but even if i don't know your story, i think just the fact that you can look back on the things you did and regret them to this point is a reason you should stay. this sounds super weird but i think you can do awesome things if you can accept that you made mistakes (which, at least at the time of your comment, you were actively doing. that's so radical)
      also you're an alex g listener and that instantly makes u cool
      stay safe and i hope you're doing well

  • @tomshine6737
    @tomshine6737 Před 3 lety +17

    this song means so much to me

  • @meganheisinger8962
    @meganheisinger8962 Před 7 měsíci +6

    My brother was in the hospital for a week due to an overdose, and in his will he gave me his iPad. Thankfully he’s doing ok now, but whenever I hear this song, I just remember how much I have to be grateful for

  • @TheGooberSchnarf
    @TheGooberSchnarf Před 3 měsíci +5

    Couldn't even CRY to this‼️‼️Broke down IMMEDIATELY Clean up on aisle MY WRISTS 😂😂😂

    • @Autism9902
      @Autism9902 Před 3 měsíci +4

      I seriously hope that you are doing ok. You aren’t alone, and if it gets worse, please please please tell someone. I seriously hope you find help and that you are ok

    • @UR_L0CAL_FERR3T
      @UR_L0CAL_FERR3T Před 23 dny

      WAS THAT SUPPOST TO BE A JOKE OR NO? CUZ THAT MADE ME LAUGH, BUT IF IT WASNT A JOKE, R U OKAY?

  • @effymaroo4072
    @effymaroo4072 Před 8 měsíci +8

    I remember one night me and my older brother were sitting in the libing room when i was abt 11, we were joking around and i told him to khs, he stopped laughing and yelled at me, 'Ive already fucking tried'. Still think abt it. I am so gratetful hes still alive

  • @JapaneseDenim
    @JapaneseDenim Před 4 lety +17

    I don’t know why but this reminds me of listening to Neutral Milk Hotel for the first time when I was 15. I’m 31 now.

  • @4nnn133
    @4nnn133 Před 2 měsíci +3

    I remember when I heard this song and it was a week after I found my brother ODed , I never related to a song more

  • @ashj9471
    @ashj9471 Před 10 měsíci +6

    I just realized I didn’t get the full version on my Spotify local files and now I need to go to CZcams every time I listen to it cause that last part is crucial to the song

  • @cliqzyxbl
    @cliqzyxbl Před rokem +1

    top 5 alex g songs for sure, love this so much :)

  • @thatonealienflower1112
    @thatonealienflower1112 Před 7 měsíci +6

    My brother just drunk two bottles of vodka and hes only 17. It was so horrible seeing him throwing up, not responding and not being able to stand. I dont know if he did it on purpose to yk. I really hope hes okay. I really need him and i love him.

    • @elysiagray572
      @elysiagray572 Před 7 měsíci +1

      I'm so sorry x I hope everything gets better for you and your brother x

  • @SkilerBerryhill-gv3sm
    @SkilerBerryhill-gv3sm Před 2 měsíci +2

    Listening to this while venting in your notepad>>>>>>>>>>>

  • @Iloveme_89
    @Iloveme_89 Před 7 měsíci +6

    Honestly bro, cant keep moving this actually might be my last day literally.

    • @Abby22810
      @Abby22810 Před 7 měsíci +3

      Hope you’re still here, and I hope you feel better soon.

    • @halloweentreehouse
      @halloweentreehouse Před 6 měsíci +1

      i love you lucy please respond

  • @LoneDewott
    @LoneDewott Před 7 měsíci +7

    this song hits really hard for me. i feel like the brother in this story, ive said/felt similar. saying that when i'm gone, everyone can have my stuff. but...i don't know, this song is really depressing to most people. but somehow, it makes me feel hopeful.

    • @PHILZAHOLIC
      @PHILZAHOLIC Před 5 měsíci

      art disturbs the comfortable and comforts the disturbed

  • @maddyhouck8156
    @maddyhouck8156 Před 7 lety +35

    I DIDNT KNOW THIS EXISTED

  • @archana8005
    @archana8005 Před 5 lety +24

    if we were in the late 20th century, alex would be a legend (he is to me)

    • @joshuaconner1346
      @joshuaconner1346 Před 5 lety +34

      sxdncss just say the 90s. We all know you mean the 90s lol

  • @FavoriteBot
    @FavoriteBot Před 4 lety +17

    Im not here anymore but atleast im still alive

  • @lucasgelati
    @lucasgelati Před 7 lety +20

    DAMN, this is great

  • @koledone
    @koledone Před 2 měsíci

    one of my favourite alex g song, and is what brought me to the alex g stuff

  • @candybro1005
    @candybro1005 Před 11 měsíci +6

    This song hits different. Its so underrated.

  • @turb303
    @turb303 Před 3 lety +7

    this song broke my heart

  • @Nestedneat
    @Nestedneat Před rokem +5

    I love Alex g so much no one will ever understand ever

  • @sullycormier7155
    @sullycormier7155 Před 4 lety +3

    This song is so beautiful

  • @ivyivyivy9
    @ivyivyivy9 Před měsícem +5

    Chat will the suffering ever end??

  • @yell0w_skiez14
    @yell0w_skiez14 Před 2 dny +2

    My brother was struggling alot last year, he almost ended himself by jumping off a bridge and into traffic. When he talked about this to his therapist, he said that the only reason he didnt jump was because of me. I didnt want me to suffer, and also because my quinceañera would in 2025 while this happened in December. I thank God thats hes alive and better, but this song hit me in the gut because my brother has always told me that I can have his ps4 when he doesnt need it anymore.
    I love you, bro.

  • @EssenceOfAlex
    @EssenceOfAlex Před 11 měsíci +11

    All this song makes me think of is having to talk my older sister down when she had knife to her neck. She was 14, she didn't deserve to end like that and im happy she didn't. But god does that night still haunt me.

  • @domonicrenee610
    @domonicrenee610 Před 7 lety +27

    wow this is legendary

  • @Opalzs
    @Opalzs Před 2 měsíci +3

    When I hear this song, I cry, I cry hoping my brother never tells me this

  • @deftonesbutthole
    @deftonesbutthole Před 3 lety +17

    i just don't feel like being present anymore. im so physically and mentally tired

  • @shrimpui
    @shrimpui Před 4 měsíci

    i can picture this scene in my head, heartbreaking. i love this song.

  • @cereal_snake
    @cereal_snake Před 8 měsíci +4

    the absolute monster i'd become if this was on apple music

  • @miaanais5884
    @miaanais5884 Před 6 lety +1

    never thought this song could get better

  • @TippyShippy
    @TippyShippy Před 11 měsíci +8

    I hate that I probably make my sister feel this way. I'm such a horrible brother.

  • @charle7004
    @charle7004 Před 5 měsíci +3

    This song keeps me from leaving my brother all alone. I couldn’t do this to him

  • @snowyhrtz
    @snowyhrtz Před 2 měsíci +2

    second verse really hits hard, these thoughts just cant leave my brain but what would my family think if i really did commit

  • @pikeythepixie
    @pikeythepixie Před 9 měsíci +6

    My bro committed suicide. He first attempted by taking all his pills and then again and got stomach pumped and then a couple years later poisoned himself 2 weeks after our friend slit his throat. Rip to my bro 😓 was just two years ago. I love Alex G and got to meet him in my small hometown in NY 😎🏴‍☠️ and he signed my banjo! 🖤👍🏴‍☠️✌️🖤

  • @dystopia.73
    @dystopia.73 Před 10 měsíci +13

    Его тембр голоса просто ахуительно звучит

  • @showandtell100
    @showandtell100 Před 4 lety +47

    I get serious “my two lovely uncles” vibes for some reason.

  • @adeadperson5388
    @adeadperson5388 Před 8 měsíci

    This hits home

  • @jacobmacdonald8670
    @jacobmacdonald8670 Před 6 lety +20

    It says long version but it feels so short! Goes too fast, I love this song.

  • @alois_mishv1635
    @alois_mishv1635 Před 10 měsíci +2

    Now I don't have an older or younger brother I only have 2 older sisters. But this song hits me deep it reminds me more of my uncle my mother's older brother He died somewhere in 2021 and it makes me sad I wish he didn't he was so kind and warm and was so funny. He liked planting alot he was also a beekeeper he loved his family and loved cooking. Every summer I think he would take his family and sometimes take us with him and we would go to these road trips to random but cool and memorable place

  • @orthodium
    @orthodium Před 5 lety +6

    Gloomy and romantic.

  • @weird_eddsworld_fan
    @weird_eddsworld_fan Před 16 dny

    for some reason i always listen to this on repeat when i feel numb and depressed, and then i get sick of the song….but i always listen to it over and over again. god, i relate to this song sm. i always think this is how my brother would feel if i did commit.

  • @lazychickennugget9876
    @lazychickennugget9876 Před 18 dny

    Most relatable and best songs!

  • @renthemen.
    @renthemen. Před 3 měsíci +3

    my older sister said if she fails her final exams this year then she's gonna kill herself. she talks a lot about hanging herself or overdosing. our parents dont care, they never have. ive just suffered a breakup with my partner, who was my best friend, who i was very dependent on keeping my mental health afloat. they aren't speaking to me much anymore and slowly im feeling more and more poisoned by my mind and body as i gradually lose the two people i love the most. this song speaks volumes to me.
    edit: my ex asked me if I wanted any of their stuff. they're planning on killing themself too. at least they consider me to be a loved one but I don't know what to do anymore other than make art, go on walks, and feel nothing.

    • @TastyNuggett
      @TastyNuggett Před 3 měsíci

      I’m really sorry to hear that man. :( I hope that things work out for you

  • @S1velle
    @S1velle Před 2 měsíci +3

    im so scared that my brother addicion will lead him to suicide. this songs breaks my heart because it reminds me how he told me that , if he wasnt here, I would be normal

    • @elysiagray572
      @elysiagray572 Před měsícem

      I'm so sorry x I hope that everything gets better for you and your brother x I'm sending love to you x

  • @chunk2864
    @chunk2864 Před 2 měsíci +2

    cannot let gang know i fw this

  • @samanthony8121
    @samanthony8121 Před 5 lety +5

    This is the perfect song for me right now.

  • @isabelzhang520
    @isabelzhang520 Před 7 měsíci

    amazing song i love it

  • @a_bored_ruka
    @a_bored_ruka Před 4 lety +6

    okay, ill comment this on every video till you get ur amazing ass music on spotify

  • @morbidcel
    @morbidcel Před 2 lety +2

    how i love alex g

  • @Urbasicdummy
    @Urbasicdummy Před 10 měsíci +10

    I can’t relate to this song, but OH MY GOSH. this is such a good song, and I think it perfectly catches the feeling of sadness or being overwhelmed. it just hits so hard on an emotional level. I hope anyone who can relate to this song on a personal level ( or anyone who’s experienced traumatic stuff at all ) recovers from whatever they might have been through.

  • @urinarytractinspection4747
    @urinarytractinspection4747 Před 6 lety +16

    king of sad.

  • @yabadabadoo8394
    @yabadabadoo8394 Před 3 lety +5

    Almost forgot to listen to this today

  • @lobster8086
    @lobster8086 Před 2 lety +1

    Im here almost every week