I don’t care if you’ve been clean for 1 minute or years I AM BEYOND PROUD OF YOU your doing absolutely amazing love u all take care of yourselves including you Yami great job as always 💙
72 days clean, can’t believe I reached this far, reaching for the big 100! 💪. Hopefully I’ll be reaching it without trouble tho flashbacks have been a bit more frequent this week but I’m staying strong, anyone who’s clean no matter how long I’m so so so proud of you, just try ok love? You’ll do great
It will get better in the long run, believe me. I stand with you and will support you even if you don't know me. I want you to know that you are not alone in this. You're amazing! x
This last week was one of the hardest battles with my impulse to hurt myself……. But instead of fire and knives….. ice packs and meds….. to those who battle….. I see you and I stand with you, drink water and stays cool during the heat wave and take care of yourself!
omg yami this made me cry so much. when my parents found that i self harm they called me weak and crazy. I LITERLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH YAMI YOU DESERVE THE WORLD YOU REALLY DO, YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER, YOU'RE THE REASON WHY I'M STILL LIVING
Okay you know what, FUCK YOUR PARENTS!!! You are strong, kind, and god damn it you are doing your best! They are wrong. You are a wonderful person and your scars show that you have been through a long battle but you are still here! You are still breathing! You are beautiful and I love you! You are a strong and brave person to even tell them about that, I know that I am still not brave enough to tell mine... but you were and you should be proud of that wear those scars like a medal you don't have to show them off but but they show your strength that you were strong enough to tough it out.
I've been struggling with my sh so much and I've just been discharged from the phill haven psych ward. But it's audios like this that make everything 10× better. I'm now 19 mins clean because in those 19 mins I've been listening to this, so thank you so so much I really do appreciate the love and affection you put into all of your vids. You're amazing and kind, never give up even at your hardest times💕
Hi Yami! This audio was really helpful today.. I’m almost 3 weeks clean! My parents when they found out didn’t react like I wish they did.. they were upset and angry at me.. according to my mom, I had no reason, no right to do it since my life is apparently so much better than hers was.. she told me that anyone who saw the scars, they would judge me just on them.. that they are a deterrent. I had her words running through my head which didn’t make it any easier. Then I decided one day to seek comfort through these audios. I just want you to know that your audios help. They can take me out of my dark place in my mind and put me in a better, where I believe that I can get through the day, without it.
I'm 7 months clean now and I'm still really scared of being judged for my scars. This audio made me feel a lot better about them, thank you for uploading this❤❤
Don’t be scared at all it shows that even though you’ve been through some real hard stuff in life that you’ve made it through and ur still here today be proud of who u r as of now and look back to it and those scars u should treasure them as trophy’s or how ever u see them even if u only see them as scars see them as there a part of u growing physically but mostly mentally because scars tell a lot of stories even those ones
Also don’t worry about being judged because if people do it’s just how you know not everyone is as understanding as others will be but just don’t worry about there judgement because only ur judgment should matter
I'm so sorry for your loss, I know how you feel and it's okay to feel this way, I know you miss her but she's in a better place now, and feel free if you want to talk about it i'll be here for you💜
When Mr yami said " it's good to be back home" I cracked and started crying again cuz he's also my home a comforting place to be where I can finally break and breathe finally💜💙🌸🌸
I absolutely love this audio so much especially the outro, it always leaves me with the question of why? Why couldn’t my family much less anyone comfort me like this. It doesn’t make me feel weak or like a disappointment or a burden for someone else. I’m not even a full day clean and I just always break down cause I’ve never had anyone care this much. Why did I have to find some random audio on the internet to make me feel validated, like I wasn’t a disappointment. I honestly love what you do I hope you continue on with doing audios like these.
You know life sucks and you and I we got parents/family that doesn’t support os like this at al but it’s in this times we find are self and the people that will be her for you. I am not going to sugar coated it’s probably not going to get better in weeks or even mother’s but wen you hit buttom you can only go up after. If you want to talk I can listen ❤️❤️🦋🦋🦋💕💕💕
I just relapsed and turned to you for comfort. I was 2weeks clean. I have been really struggling and can’t help thinking that no one wold care if I just gave up. I don’t know what yo do. You really provide comfort. Thank you for every video ❤
aaa love this. I'm really working hard not to relapse jaja nice video! pd: I remember that when my mom discovered my scars, the first thing she said to me was "you're crazy, you have a lot of nonsense on your mind!" and things like that... and I don't know, watching videos like that makes me feel better, thanks Yami :3
I started crying half way through this, my dad or teachers wouldn't comfort me during sh, they would just lecture me about why I shouldn't do sh, this just means alot💕
Thank you for another awesome video, I'm sure this audio could help alot of people going through this. Never harm yourself guys, no matter what you are going through never hurt yourself! Remember, whenever you hurt yourself not only you are hurt, even the people around you and God is hurt. Love you lots guys and Yami!!! Take care of yourselves!!!
I know this was 4 months ago, but I have been clean for about a week. This just really made my day and helped me release what I was doing, wasn't healthy. So thank you for that. ❤️
Thanks so much for this video I really appreciate that you make videos for people who need. I'm a fan of your channel especially for today since I'm trying my best with this meatal health and self harm and love. Thanks so much for everything Yami. I've been trying my best to deal with this and was free of self harm for like 2 weeks. Thanks for making me feel loved and shouldn't feel guilty that I have done this. Thanks so much again Yami.
I’ve been clean for almost 10 months, but the thought crosses my mind all the time. Thank you so much for audios like these, they help so much more than you’ll ever know! ❤
Just finished the audio and won today's rock' paper' and scissors. I just play for fun bc I'm subscribed, turned on notifications, and have started to consistently comment. It always a pleasure to listen to your audios Mr.Yami🥰. To anyone reading this....we may not be blood but we are family.
I'm writing this comment because I want to let you speak your heart out, I'm listening to you all💜 And I wanted to say thank you Yami for talking to us, your words are so heartwarming, I really respect and appreciate you &new subscriber here💜
Thank you so much for this audio. You have no clue how much i needed this. Yesterday i had a really rough day and wanted to end my year clean streak. but i continued to be strong. this video helped me so much so thank you Yami. take care
This kinda helped me a lot, you have no idea... This is a very sensitive topic for me because I have dealing with this for years and listening this kind of audios help me to feel with someone and not feeling alone and also letting out all of the emotions in the corner of my brain... As he said, maybe there’s a bunch of people in your life but there is something that makes you feel lonely and you don’t even know why... Thank you for the ending too, was very supported✨ hope you’re good and taking care of yourself💟
My last attempt was in 2016 but I've had a couple times these past few months where i came too close and let my intrusive thoughts control my actions. This year has since been a lot better once I've listened to videos like this, i didn't even know about asmr back then cause i was in high school and asmr had a weird reputation around school but these videos are kind of like therapy for me 😊🥲 Thanks for making these, honestly I thank the whole asmr community for videos like these.
I have only just come across this audio and this had such a large impact, I am currently 3 month and 4 weeks clean but I still think about it. My dad didn't react how I would have wanted him to. He kinda grabbed my arm and pulled my sleeve up then proceeded to shout at me. Don't worry I am OK.!! Thank you so much for this Yami, you help so many people who are currently battling with themselves feel so safe when they listen to your audios. Please keep going and never give up.!!!❤❤💞
Why did I cry during this you ask? Because I did self harm in third grade so this just warms my heart thank you for making this you just earned a subscriber for life ❤️
Im 2 hours clean ive been masking my feelings since then this helped my feel validated and i really thank you for being so considerate for making these. And thank you for adding the number
Amazing audio!!! I always had a hard time understanding myself, and I always put myself down with me saying negative things in my mind. But I’m trying my best to take my life one day at a time. Trying not to get overwhelmed with anything. Thank you Yami!!! 💜❤️
This literally made me cry one of my ''friends' made fun of my scars after I had been clean for a month and the teachers done nothing about it and now I'm scared to go to school and I don't know what to do
I'm happy that you finely you're talking to us I was so worried about you and sad that you didn't talk to us like usual But I'm happy that you're sharing your feelings again WE ARE PROUD OF YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS so don't give up and know that your the best and the kindest and you deserve the WORLD and your my comfort Person thnx for being here for us I just wanted to say THANK YOU YAMI 💓
Made me cry and then laugh in 1 minute …me all emotional crying „The Friessss“ it was funny.. Yami thank you very much for the support and your talk after the script? is also very comforting, you are very important to me,important to us, We love you & thanks for everything you do Yami❤️
These kind of audios actually help me so so sooo much! Things have been pretty tough for over a year now, with my family and I litterly don't know what to do to be the perfect daughter, the perfect student, the perfect person I just don't know and like..... Idk it just gets too much and it's hard, every where I am, I'm stressed and anxious, at school, at home, I can't even cry when I want to bc ppl(like mom) get mad at me and start yelling at me for no reason and it gets to much at once.... and yes, I can relate to the part when you said that some people hit themselves, well yes I ended up in the point of actually hitting myself till I get dizzy af like.... 🙁🙁 But anyway, stay strong, healthy and hydrated, Yami! We love you❤! 😊
Thank you Yami, i appreciate this a lot, it really just helps me through my day, call me odd but it really does help, so thank you I feel cared about, honestly, I do
Thank you for not shying away from hard hitting subjects. I haven't been in a relationship for about 1 year, during that time my depression has been was pretty tough on me to the point that I was trying to keep a toxic relationship just so that I'm not alone. Now that I'm single since then, I've been a lot better, but my loneliness still gets to me. I don't have people to talk to or family I can go to, but these audios have been my blanket during my darkest moments. I wish I could thank you in person to express my gratitude, honestly, thank you so much. ❤️
As someone whos been dealing with s /h as a cooping mechanism for beeing able to feel something or just being able to cry this audio rlly made me tear up ngl even yesterday i almost repeated it but holded on clean . Tnks for the wonderfull audio , i was rlly needing to hear these words
It's almost 3 in the morning as I'm listening to this.. I've been thinking about doing self harm again, I've been clean for a long time, qnd i don't wanna loose that time and effect i have but in to being clean.. I will say tho, it has gotten a bit easier to stay clean, but the quilt of ending the clean streak is so high, i hate myself for cutting but i also understand why i did it, it's a addiction just like any other addiction out there, like smoking, drinking, doing drugs. I'm not that far from being a year clean... i remember when even a week or month was hard to be clean. So i can with confidence say that it does get better. I hope who ever reads this has a amazing life cause you deserve it! I thankfully have a wonderful friend who i can vent to, hope who ever is struggling to be able to find a friend to vent to! You can also vent to me if you don't have anyone else to.
I’m beyond proud of everyone who are clean no matter how long you are clean for your doing fantastic me and so so many others are endlessly proud of you and yami another great audio keep up the hard work ( inspiration from Lauren)
Wait...who told you!!? Yami are you spying on me!? Clearing it up...I didn't do it Although I was very tempted to....I didn't want to break my 2 years clean Omg...the pen thing, I still do that. I draw little doodles on myself whenever it gets too much, it helps so much...my mom screams at me for it but I don't care anymore To anyone who is struggling with it, start drawing instead of cutting...draw tiny flowers, hearts, anything that makes you happy. Stay safe lovelies💖💖
I was having a hard night but this actually really helped out, thank you so much for making this! also, I picked scissors :) but I would still sub regardless even if I didn't
Ive been on the verge of relapsing lately and today was really hard. Not even my boyfriend knows how I’m feeling. I found this audio tonight and I can’t thank you enough for making this audio because thanks to you I’m staying clean. I’ve been clean for almost 10 months now and this is probably the longest I’ve been clean in years. So thank you
Thank you for the message at the end, it helped me feel a lot less bad and guilty about how I’ve been coping with the recent hardship I’ve had to manage. Thank you for reminding me that I am not alone. And that I don’t need to feel ashamed for struggling. Thank you
Good morning everyone, I know I'm a bit early which is a bit odd cause I'm usually LATE but that's because I have my high school oreination this morning BUT that's besides the point, I hope you all have an amazing day. Remember to take cake if yourself the best you can and that I love you very much 💖💞
I have only been one day clean like a few weeks ago and i keep doing it and i want to stop but i literally can't i dont know why tho so thankyou for this audio
This helped me a lot, I was honestly thinking of ending it.. I had nobody to talk too I had nobody to help me but until I found this audio, it helped more than others not listening to me, thank you.
thank you for this Yami! i’m struggling with SH @ddiction but it’s been improving! i hope that everything is good in your life and that you are safe and happy!
These always comfort me. I am trying to get clean but my husband doesn't understand so I feel alone a lot. So I turn to these audios for comfort and to get through the day. Thank You for making them.
Thank you so much, I have been having a really rough time these past years and I feel like no one really understands me but there is just something different about idk listening to someone just talk about stuff that I have been though and I think I’m messed up because of my parents, and I have tried reaching out to my gf but she had just laughed and told me not to do it and she has been ignoring me and I only have one friend that I am scared to reach out to and my mom had told me that I need therapy yet she won’t help me get it I am really struggling and I feel like this is a save spot for me and an way to leave the real world, people have been calling me names and making fun of me for being gay and it is really hard and me have if body issues it also doesn’t help the way people see me so I thank you so so so so much for being here 🖤
this really hit hard because I'm going throuth a hard time because i don't have some one to talk to but just tipeing this helped me take some of wait of my shoulders ty :)
I'm just tired and overwhelmed, I've been trying and achieving stuff in school, I feel a sense of accomplishment but sometimes I feel so alone and tired. Sometimes I feel like all those doesn't matter, my family always notice my mistakes, my failures but they never know how much pain I'm feeling everyday. Knowing everyone's problem especially in my family, and I tried to understand them as much as I can, be there for them but I never feel them beside me or be there for me. It's just, i tried my best to distract myself from over thinking and thinking about our family problem but I'm just 16, I can't handle all this pressure and problems. I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know what to do anymore. School works overwhelmed me too but it's what distracts me from everything. Keep doing projects and participate in events until I tire myself and go to sleep so I can never think about everything. College, I'm worrying about it so much. Financial problems, I don't even know if I can take the course I wanted or do I have to consider my family and our money. I'm so tired of worrying about the future and the past that keeps on holding me down. I'm so tired, I'm all happy and goofy around everyone but by myself I'm a complete different person. I don't know myself anymore.
you need to stop trying to please everyone you may believe that making people happy makes you happy but it doesn't if all they do is walk all over you you need to take time away to heal yourself and rest
🥺😞thank you Yami💗I am proud of you too and proud of all the starligths here💗thank you again, hope you can hear your own words and see you are amazing as well💟
I-you help me ao much..i last night was so griggon overwhelmed and..i..self harmed again after i said id stop..but..it got so hard and..i did it..and this video really helped me thank ypu mr yami..thank you..from the bottom of my heart your amazing mr yami truely💙💞💕💓
I've only just seen this video. It was timed perfectly. I had the strong urge to self harm again. But I didn't do it. I chose to look for comforting asmrs to listen to. I don't listen to normal asmr because they make me uncomfortable but comfort asmrs are perfect for me I don't know why they do. They help me fight urges sometimes. And sometimes it works. It's been getting a little easier. I still relapse but not as often as I used to.
Also🧐is that an outro I see😝 glad to know that your getting back❤ but remember to get as much and many breaks as you need… thanks for touching on this topic also…
I will just say thank you for putting the 988 line in this because she really helped me unwind and understand my situation better
I don’t care if you’ve been clean for 1 minute or years I AM BEYOND PROUD OF YOU your doing absolutely amazing love u all take care of yourselves including you Yami great job as always 💙
thank you so much
❤💙❤💙
❤️❤️❤️❤️thank you
Thank you so so so much 🖤🖤 you are doing great to
thank you so much you have no idea how much i needed to hear that 💗
72 days clean, can’t believe I reached this far, reaching for the big 100! 💪. Hopefully I’ll be reaching it without trouble tho flashbacks have been a bit more frequent this week but I’m staying strong, anyone who’s clean no matter how long I’m so so so proud of you, just try ok love? You’ll do great
I am so proud of you
you're so strong keep strong
@@EthernalYami thank you
It’s ok try again ❤
@@vtrustedpinky I’m trying but I keep failing
@@sugarva6455 I know its really hard but its worth a try
People keep talking about how they are clean. I myself am not. But these audios really help
It will get better in the long run, believe me. I stand with you and will support you even if you don't know me. I want you to know that you are not alone in this.
You're amazing! x
Im proud that you are surviving, even if ur not clean, i hoje you get better bro ❤
This last week was one of the hardest battles with my impulse to hurt myself……. But instead of fire and knives….. ice packs and meds….. to those who battle….. I see you and I stand with you, drink water and stays cool during the heat wave and take care of yourself!
drinking tea now
One month clean today! 💪 Trying to make it at least a year, maybe even longer, without any relapses :)
Anyway, ty for the audios, they’ve helped a lot
omg yami this made me cry so much. when my parents found that i self harm they called me weak and crazy. I LITERLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH YAMI YOU DESERVE THE WORLD YOU REALLY DO, YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER, YOU'RE THE REASON WHY I'M STILL LIVING
Okay you know what, FUCK YOUR PARENTS!!! You are strong, kind, and god damn it you are doing your best! They are wrong. You are a wonderful person and your scars show that you have been through a long battle but you are still here! You are still breathing! You are beautiful and I love you! You are a strong and brave person to even tell them about that, I know that I am still not brave enough to tell mine... but you were and you should be proud of that wear those scars like a medal you don't have to show them off but but they show your strength that you were strong enough to tough it out.
They did the same to me hope ur okay and I’m always here to talk x
my parents yelled at me and now I'm not allowed to use any sharp objects
I didn't know that just a praise or a compliment could make me cry.. Wow. I didn't realize how much I needed that
I've been struggling with my sh so much and I've just been discharged from the phill haven psych ward. But it's audios like this that make everything 10× better. I'm now 19 mins clean because in those 19 mins I've been listening to this, so thank you so so much I really do appreciate the love and affection you put into all of your vids. You're amazing and kind, never give up even at your hardest times💕
I'm clean for 4 years now, but sometimes I think about it. Thank youuuuuuu so muuuuuuuuch ! 💜☀️
that's amazing good jovv
Wow! I’m proud! Great job 👏
Your doing amazing honestly I’m so so proud of you keep going!! ❤❤
Thats amazing!! Keep going!
Hi Yami! This audio was really helpful today.. I’m almost 3 weeks clean! My parents when they found out didn’t react like I wish they did.. they were upset and angry at me.. according to my mom, I had no reason, no right to do it since my life is apparently so much better than hers was.. she told me that anyone who saw the scars, they would judge me just on them.. that they are a deterrent. I had her words running through my head which didn’t make it any easier. Then I decided one day to seek comfort through these audios. I just want you to know that your audios help. They can take me out of my dark place in my mind and put me in a better, where I believe that I can get through the day, without it.
slowly surely you will get there I am so proud of yo
I'm 7 months clean now and I'm still really scared of being judged for my scars. This audio made me feel a lot better about them, thank you for uploading this❤❤
Don’t be scared at all it shows that even though you’ve been through some real hard stuff in life that you’ve made it through and ur still here today be proud of who u r as of now and look back to it and those scars u should treasure them as trophy’s or how ever u see them even if u only see them as scars see them as there a part of u growing physically but mostly mentally because scars tell a lot of stories even those ones
Also don’t worry about being judged because if people do it’s just how you know not everyone is as understanding as others will be but just don’t worry about there judgement because only ur judgment should matter
@@xxaxx.x_dabi9767 thank you so much for your kind words they mean a lot
This made me smile after my grandmother passed away and i have been crying for the past 2 hours thank you Yami 😊
awe my deepest condolences
how are you?
@@EthernalYami thank you Yami. I feel depressed right now like i will never get over this
I'm so sorry for your loss, I know how you feel and it's okay to feel this way, I know you miss her but she's in a better place now, and feel free if you want to talk about it i'll be here for you💜
@@Rosa-ie3kx thank you so much
@@Baby.tamz7 I'm so sorry to hear that Tammy I know what it's like it's hard but it will ease up overtime
When Mr yami said " it's good to be back home" I cracked and started crying again cuz he's also my home a comforting place to be where I can finally break and breathe finally💜💙🌸🌸
mhm home
I'm finally 1 month clean, thank you so much Yami
You got this!!!! You have gotten so far x
@@_Destinyy thank you sm
I am so god damn proud of you
IM SO PROUD ❤❤ YOU GOT THIS AND KEEP GOING ❤ IT WILL GET BETTER HON♡
@@EthernalYami Thank you so very muchhh, ilyyy
I don’t feel proud of myself for my relapse in three months but I am glad I stumbled across this video, it really helped me feel better.
I absolutely love this audio so much especially the outro, it always leaves me with the question of why? Why couldn’t my family much less anyone comfort me like this. It doesn’t make me feel weak or like a disappointment or a burden for someone else. I’m not even a full day clean and I just always break down cause I’ve never had anyone care this much. Why did I have to find some random audio on the internet to make me feel validated, like I wasn’t a disappointment. I honestly love what you do I hope you continue on with doing audios like these.
You know life sucks and you and I we got parents/family that doesn’t support os like this at al but it’s in this times we find are self and the people that will be her for you. I am not going to sugar coated it’s probably not going to get better in weeks or even mother’s but wen you hit buttom you can only go up after. If you want to talk I can listen ❤️❤️🦋🦋🦋💕💕💕
I just relapsed and turned to you for comfort. I was 2weeks clean. I have been really struggling and can’t help thinking that no one wold care if I just gave up. I don’t know what yo do. You really provide comfort. Thank you for every video ❤
You're so hard on yourself. You're an angel in so many of our lives, it's crazy how I wish I could support you.
aaa love this. I'm really working hard not to relapse jaja
nice video!
pd: I remember that when my mom discovered my scars, the first thing she said to me was "you're crazy, you have a lot of nonsense on your mind!" and things like that... and I don't know, watching videos like that makes me feel better, thanks Yami :3
2 weeks clean today, thank you for this audio. Your voice is so comforting
You got this char! You're doing so well!♥
@@_Destinyy thank you :)
@@Charlotte-lz1ij you're most absolute welcome dear! x
I am so proud of you
Keep going honey itll get better and I'm so proud of you♡♡♡
5:48 "I would like to talk to you about your cars extended warranty"
I started crying half way through this, my dad or teachers wouldn't comfort me during sh, they would just lecture me about why I shouldn't do sh, this just means alot💕
Thank you for another awesome video, I'm sure this audio could help alot of people going through this. Never harm yourself guys, no matter what you are going through never hurt yourself!
Remember, whenever you hurt yourself not only you are hurt, even the people around you and God is hurt.
Love you lots guys and Yami!!! Take care of yourselves!!!
I will katrina you do the same
Thank you so much for these videos they made my whole day so much better 😢
I know this was 4 months ago, but I have been clean for about a week. This just really made my day and helped me release what I was doing, wasn't healthy. So thank you for that. ❤️
Ive been clean for only a week but its still a big step for me
This made me actually so happy
Thanks so much for this video I really appreciate that you make videos for people who need. I'm a fan of your channel especially for today since I'm trying my best with this meatal health and self harm and love. Thanks so much for everything Yami. I've been trying my best to deal with this and was free of self harm for like 2 weeks. Thanks for making me feel loved and shouldn't feel guilty that I have done this. Thanks so much again Yami.
always
I’ve been clean for almost 10 months, but the thought crosses my mind all the time. Thank you so much for audios like these, they help so much more than you’ll ever know! ❤
I am so proud of you
@@EthernalYami thank you, I appreciate it 😭
20 months now hopefully! ☺️
@@Star_Sh1mmer I wish, hon. 😞
Just finished the audio and won today's rock' paper' and scissors. I just play for fun bc I'm subscribed, turned on notifications, and have started to consistently comment. It always a pleasure to listen to your audios Mr.Yami🥰. To anyone reading this....we may not be blood but we are family.
awe thank you so much clark
I'm writing this comment because I want to let you speak your heart out, I'm listening to you all💜
And I wanted to say thank you Yami for talking to us, your words are so heartwarming, I really respect and appreciate you &new subscriber here💜
thank you for this I love and respect you
I’ve been sober for 1day/22hours/31minutes and 16 seconds. I very proud of myself haha. Thx for the video made me really happy :)
Thank you so much for this audio. You have no clue how much i needed this. Yesterday i had a really rough day and wanted to end my year clean streak. but i continued to be strong. this video helped me so much so thank you Yami. take care
always
This kinda helped me a lot, you have no idea... This is a very sensitive topic for me because I have dealing with this for years and listening this kind of audios help me to feel with someone and not feeling alone and also letting out all of the emotions in the corner of my brain... As he said, maybe there’s a bunch of people in your life but there is something that makes you feel lonely and you don’t even know why... Thank you for the ending too, was very supported✨ hope you’re good and taking care of yourself💟
awe I am so proud of you
This made me cry I really needed this right now and it made me feel so much better♥️ keep up the good work!
This audio is so amazing like so comforting I just I can't explain it omg🥺❤️🥰
awe ty
Ik I might be too late but I'm 5 years clean and I couldn't be happier. Thanks for the comfort Yami!
I am so proud of you
@@EthernalYami You actually responded! THANK YOU
Your audios help me alot when I feel down and I'm happy that I can just come to your channel and calm myself/get comfort from them.
I am proud to hear this
I have been feeling pretty down and have been fighting the urge for weeks, I am 2 months clean now, thank you for making this yami♡
I'm so proud of you, 2 months is amazing good job
@@Charlotte-lz1ij thank you❤
you got this I believe in you
@@EthernalYami thank you yami♡
My last attempt was in 2016 but I've had a couple times these past few months where i came too close and let my intrusive thoughts control my actions. This year has since been a lot better once I've listened to videos like this, i didn't even know about asmr back then cause i was in high school and asmr had a weird reputation around school but these videos are kind of like therapy for me 😊🥲 Thanks for making these, honestly I thank the whole asmr community for videos like these.
I was 150 days clean recently. I am genuinely proud of myself for have made it that far
I have only just come across this audio and this had such a large impact, I am currently 3 month and 4 weeks clean but I still think about it. My dad didn't react how I would have wanted him to. He kinda grabbed my arm and pulled my sleeve up then proceeded to shout at me. Don't worry I am OK.!! Thank you so much for this Yami, you help so many people who are currently battling with themselves feel so safe when they listen to your audios. Please keep going and never give up.!!!❤❤💞
Why did I cry during this you ask?
Because I did self harm in third grade so this just warms my heart thank you for making this you just earned a subscriber for life ❤️
Im 2 hours clean ive been masking my feelings since then this helped my feel validated and i really thank you for being so considerate for making these. And thank you for adding the number
I'm having a very tough time lately, so this audio really helped me so much. thank you so much. I hope you have a great day
you got this
Amazing audio!!! I always had a hard time understanding myself, and I always put myself down with me saying negative things in my mind. But I’m trying my best to take my life one day at a time. Trying not to get overwhelmed with anything. Thank you Yami!!! 💜❤️
I will do my best ladybug
This literally made me cry one of my ''friends' made fun of my scars after I had been clean for a month and the teachers done nothing about it and now I'm scared to go to school and I don't know what to do
how dare they
your scars are gorgeous
Omgg I literally love all of your audios keep up the good work👍❤
awe thank you so much
I'm happy that you finely you're talking to us I was so worried about you and sad that you didn't talk to us like usual
But I'm happy that you're sharing your feelings again WE ARE PROUD OF YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS so don't give up and know that your the best and the kindest and you deserve the WORLD and your my comfort Person thnx for being here for us I just wanted to say THANK YOU YAMI 💓
I decided to stay awake just to listen to this, and once again it was amazing❤️ I really needed this today Yami, thank you so much
awe thank you so much for the support iris
The heart thing is actually a good tip
YES! 4 minutes!
Absolutely loved this❤
Reminder to get enough rest
awe thank you I am glad you did
Made me cry and then laugh in 1 minute …me all emotional crying „The Friessss“ it was funny.. Yami thank you very much for the support and your talk after the script? is also very comforting, you are very important to me,important to us,
We love you & thanks for everything you do Yami❤️
These kind of audios actually help me so so sooo much!
Things have been pretty tough for over a year now, with my family and I litterly don't know what to do to be the perfect daughter, the perfect student, the perfect person I just don't know and like..... Idk it just gets too much and it's hard, every where I am, I'm stressed and anxious, at school, at home, I can't even cry when I want to bc ppl(like mom) get mad at me and start yelling at me for no reason and it gets to much at once.... and yes, I can relate to the part when you said that some people hit themselves, well yes I ended up in the point of actually hitting myself till I get dizzy af like.... 🙁🙁
But anyway, stay strong, healthy and hydrated, Yami!
We love you❤! 😊
Thank you Yami, i appreciate this a lot, it really just helps me through my day, call me odd but it really does help, so thank you I feel cared about, honestly, I do
Thank you for not shying away from hard hitting subjects. I haven't been in a relationship for about 1 year, during that time my depression has been was pretty tough on me to the point that I was trying to keep a toxic relationship just so that I'm not alone. Now that I'm single since then, I've been a lot better, but my loneliness still gets to me. I don't have people to talk to or family I can go to, but these audios have been my blanket during my darkest moments. I wish I could thank you in person to express my gratitude, honestly, thank you so much. ❤️
I am always happy to touch on topics
People knowing that others relate and understand them
that they aren't alone
is important to me
As someone whos been dealing with s /h as a cooping mechanism for beeing able to feel something or just being able to cry this audio rlly made me tear up ngl even yesterday i almost repeated it but holded on clean . Tnks for the wonderfull audio , i was rlly needing to hear these words
I needed this yami I've been struggling boo 🤲🥺 thank you for always being there for me and for all of us 💜💜💜💜💜
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When the outro was outroing and makes you cry like a baby. It was unexpected, but much needed and good though. Thanks for making me feel lol
this channel is my safe place
It's almost 3 in the morning as I'm listening to this.. I've been thinking about doing self harm again, I've been clean for a long time, qnd i don't wanna loose that time and effect i have but in to being clean..
I will say tho, it has gotten a bit easier to stay clean, but the quilt of ending the clean streak is so high, i hate myself for cutting but i also understand why i did it, it's a addiction just like any other addiction out there, like smoking, drinking, doing drugs.
I'm not that far from being a year clean... i remember when even a week or month was hard to be clean. So i can with confidence say that it does get better. I hope who ever reads this has a amazing life cause you deserve it! I thankfully have a wonderful friend who i can vent to, hope who ever is struggling to be able to find a friend to vent to!
You can also vent to me if you don't have anyone else to.
Thank you zake
Amazing audio as always! And thank you!
thank you
that heart thing is very nice. i will use that now yami❤
I’m beyond proud of everyone who are clean no matter how long you are clean for your doing fantastic me and so so many others are endlessly proud of you and yami another great audio keep up the hard work ( inspiration from Lauren)
Wait...who told you!!?
Yami are you spying on me!?
Clearing it up...I didn't do it
Although I was very tempted to....I didn't want to break my 2 years clean
Omg...the pen thing, I still do that. I draw little doodles on myself whenever it gets too much, it helps so much...my mom screams at me for it but I don't care anymore
To anyone who is struggling with it, start drawing instead of cutting...draw tiny flowers, hearts, anything that makes you happy.
Stay safe lovelies💖💖
I am always looking
Hes a mind reader it's crazy! But I'm proud for your 2 years dear keep going♡ itll get better!
@@mollsbug2741 thank you so much💖💖 take care❤
@@kynamarwah anytime dear your welcome ♡
I was having a hard night but this actually really helped out, thank you so much for making this! also, I picked scissors :) but I would still sub regardless even if I didn't
i just relapsed after a couple months and i’m really struggling and mad at myself, this helped so much thank you
Please I need someone like him in real life:(
same
This helped me once again what I always try to say is thank u ur content is so helpful for me ❤
I am happy to help
Ive been on the verge of relapsing lately and today was really hard. Not even my boyfriend knows how I’m feeling. I found this audio tonight and I can’t thank you enough for making this audio because thanks to you I’m staying clean. I’ve been clean for almost 10 months now and this is probably the longest I’ve been clean in years. So thank you
keep strong
I love you and I am proud of you
you got this
I believe in you
Thank you for the message at the end, it helped me feel a lot less bad and guilty about how I’ve been coping with the recent hardship I’ve had to manage. Thank you for reminding me that I am not alone. And that I don’t need to feel ashamed for struggling.
Thank you
baby steps I believe in you
Thank you Yami i've been clean for a month now and in proud of myself
edit: just relapsed sadly
Proud of you love
Good morning everyone, I know I'm a bit early which is a bit odd cause I'm usually LATE but that's because I have my high school oreination this morning BUT that's besides the point, I hope you all have an amazing day. Remember to take cake if yourself the best you can and that I love you very much 💖💞
welcome home
@@EthernalYami Thank you 💖💞
the worst of all is the fact that I don't have no one like this in my life and I'll never have :( eu me sinto tão sozinha
this really help me thank you its been hard and stuff and i have gone one day with relapsed so thats been good 👍
I ran my fingers along my thighs and I could feel those scars on my legs..
gorgeous
Thank you for this yami, i appreciate this for tonight
always
2 weeks clean but it was getting hard to continue like that I'm glad I found this video thank you
you got this
@@EthernalYami thank you
I have only been one day clean like a few weeks ago and i keep doing it and i want to stop but i literally can't i dont know why tho so thankyou for this audio
Tysm I’m grateful that I’m able to listen to this when I feel like I need someone to talk to x
always
@@EthernalYami tysm :)
GOD ILYSM, YOU'RE SOO TALENTED ILY
awe thank you
This helped me a lot, I was honestly thinking of ending it.. I had nobody to talk too I had nobody to help me but until I found this audio, it helped more than others not listening to me, thank you.
awe I am proud to read this
thank you for this Yami! i’m struggling with SH @ddiction but it’s been improving!
i hope that everything is good in your life and that you are safe and happy!
awe I am so proud of you
@@EthernalYami
i really needed it today
awe glad to be here for you
These always comfort me. I am trying to get clean but my husband doesn't understand so I feel alone a lot. So I turn to these audios for comfort and to get through the day. Thank You for making them.
Thank you so much, I have been having a really rough time these past years and I feel like no one really understands me but there is just something different about idk listening to someone just talk about stuff that I have been though and I think I’m messed up because of my parents, and I have tried reaching out to my gf but she had just laughed and told me not to do it and she has been ignoring me and I only have one friend that I am scared to reach out to and my mom had told me that I need therapy yet she won’t help me get it I am really struggling and I feel like this is a save spot for me and an way to leave the real world, people have been calling me names and making fun of me for being gay and it is really hard and me have if body issues it also doesn’t help the way people see me so I thank you so so so so much for being here 🖤
I am so proud of you
this really hit hard because I'm going throuth a hard time because i don't have some one to talk to but just tipeing this helped me take some of wait of my shoulders ty :)
Let's eat something while listening to this amazing audio :3
enjoy
I'm kinda late but ty for making this audio it's very helpful😭❤❤❤❤
you're never late here
I called the suicide Hotline 27 times. They didn't pick up, I ended up here instead. I have no idea what to do now.
Ty I needed that :)
I needed is this bad my arms still hurt but thank you so much for this audio it helps
awe hope you feel better
This does bring comfort because it relates to me it actually made me cry which is stupid
it's not stupid
you are not stupid
Not me crying i was sobbing too so hard.but this audio ❤️❤️❤️I love it and I have been through something like this but hearing this ☺️😘
awe I am here for you I promise
@@EthernalYami
Love this this actually helped me I've been missing my dad so much lately I've come so close to but haven't
awe I am glad to help
@@EthernalYami yea its been really hard, but it's getting better. Hope your doing alright love
I'm just tired and overwhelmed, I've been trying and achieving stuff in school, I feel a sense of accomplishment but sometimes I feel so alone and tired. Sometimes I feel like all those doesn't matter, my family always notice my mistakes, my failures but they never know how much pain I'm feeling everyday. Knowing everyone's problem especially in my family, and I tried to understand them as much as I can, be there for them but I never feel them beside me or be there for me. It's just, i tried my best to distract myself from over thinking and thinking about our family problem but I'm just 16, I can't handle all this pressure and problems. I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know what to do anymore. School works overwhelmed me too but it's what distracts me from everything. Keep doing projects and participate in events until I tire myself and go to sleep so I can never think about everything. College, I'm worrying about it so much. Financial problems, I don't even know if I can take the course I wanted or do I have to consider my family and our money. I'm so tired of worrying about the future and the past that keeps on holding me down. I'm so tired, I'm all happy and goofy around everyone but by myself I'm a complete different person. I don't know myself anymore.
you need to stop trying to please everyone
you may believe that making people happy makes you happy but it doesn't if all they do is walk all over you
you need to take time away to heal yourself and rest
🥺😞thank you Yami💗I am proud of you too and proud of all the starligths here💗thank you again, hope you can hear your own words and see you are amazing as well💟
I am proud of you too
@@EthernalYami 🥺thank you Yami! 💗
I-you help me ao much..i last night was so griggon overwhelmed and..i..self harmed again after i said id stop..but..it got so hard and..i did it..and this video really helped me thank ypu mr yami..thank you..from the bottom of my heart your amazing mr yami truely💙💞💕💓
I am so proud of you
*hug* we got you
You're gonna make it, lovie. ❤️
I've only just seen this video. It was timed perfectly. I had the strong urge to self harm again. But I didn't do it. I chose to look for comforting asmrs to listen to. I don't listen to normal asmr because they make me uncomfortable but comfort asmrs are perfect for me I don't know why they do. They help me fight urges sometimes. And sometimes it works. It's been getting a little easier. I still relapse but not as often as I used to.
awe thank you I am glad to help and proud to be here for you
Also🧐is that an outro I see😝 glad to know that your getting back❤ but remember to get as much and many breaks as you need… thanks for touching on this topic also…
thank you so much