My tapering and healing journey off SNRI/SSRI Drugs : Halfway point of taper reached.

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  • čas přidán 24. 08. 2024
  • Just a story so far of my withdrawal journey over the past 3.5 years. I celebrate reaching the half way point of my taper, and also tell some hard home truths about the corruption of pharmaceutical companies and healthcare industries which they heavily influence.
    I hope I can encourage others in the midst of protracted withdrawal off these drugs to keep battling on and not give up in the battle.💪😊

Komentáře • 62

  • @blakejohnson8639
    @blakejohnson8639 Před 2 lety +10

    Thank you for sharing. I’ve suffered so much from Xanax and antidepressant withdrawal over the years as well. I’m almost done. Absolutely unbelievable what people have to suffer through.

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +4

      You’re welcome ☺️ 🙏
      It’s absolutely criminal what we have to go through, and how psychiatrists and doctors get away with this. Stay strong 💪 and hang in there. We’ll heal in time.

  • @anthonyd9426
    @anthonyd9426 Před 2 lety +7

    Going through the same hell pal. 4.5 years. All we have is the connections to others. Be well and heal, good friend

  • @nelson850
    @nelson850 Před 2 lety +8

    what a fkn human you are, an absolute inspiration and light for anyone struggling with life.

  • @kazman_6899
    @kazman_6899 Před 8 měsíci +2

    Sorry mate, I was responding to a different thread jaja. Thank you for your honesty and care. Hope and love to ya.

  • @rzagz
    @rzagz Před 2 lety +3

    Love watching your videos man. Brings a try light on the subject. You are so strong!

  • @polashrajkonwar2765
    @polashrajkonwar2765 Před měsícem +1

    Bro we should unite together against in corrupt medical system😢😢

  • @ahmedmizo6031
    @ahmedmizo6031 Před 2 lety +5

    3.5 years off and still have WD this is pure hell i am sorry for u
    But this freakens me out i am year off now and almost lost hope
    OH GOD help us

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +4

      All we can do is hang in there the best we can. Time and patience is the key to healing ❤️‍🩹 unfortunately with this injury.

    • @ahmedmizo6031
      @ahmedmizo6031 Před 2 lety +1

      @@livingunderachemicalinflue5849 Wish u Great health 🖤 but overall to what extent u have improve since stopping till now ?

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +3

      @@ahmedmizo6031 I’m still tapering unfortunately, and it’s an extremely painful process the lower I go.
      I know that neuroplasticity exists and with time we heal, just have to be very strong and hang in there to see improvements.

  • @themanisright12345
    @themanisright12345 Před 2 lety +3

    Greetings my friend.
    I too am suffering immeasurably from what these drugs have done to me. I am no longer able to function or live in any capacity. Every minute is torment. Although my issues are very different, the torment and suffering we endure is not acceptable.
    I would like to ask that you try to keep spreading the word, and possibly even change the title of these videos so they might be more easily found.

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +1

      Im sorry to hear man, it’s beyond words what these drugs are doing to our bodies, and how the prescribers are getting away with murder. I promise to continue raising awareness around this subject for a very long time to come, I’m not going anywhere. I’ll change some of the titles of these videos and I wish you the best on your healing, tapering journey. Eventually we’ll heal in time and have the ability to live our lives again. Hang in there 😊🙏

    • @themanisright12345
      @themanisright12345 Před 2 lety

      @@livingunderachemicalinflue5849 Thank you for your message. I wanted you to change the names of the video in hopes that it might reach more people. I will take a look into how to beat the algorithm, and try to come up with something. I saw you already did for a few, so thank you very much. I’ve directed some people to watch your journey, and I hope that it helps them.
      I definitely agree with you. It’s sad and it’s sick. This as a result of care should never happen, especially when someone is seeking to better their mental state. I know in time you will be well again.
      Your life will feel like a miracle.
      As it is easier said than done, please hang in there my friend.

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety

      @@themanisright12345 you’re more than welcome 🙏 😊
      Heal well my friend.

  • @shazamichelle2043
    @shazamichelle2043 Před 2 lety +4

    Very good to hear you are very well informed. Every thing you have said is TRUE. 😡 Best wishes for your healing. 🙏 p.s There is a training video currently being made for doctors regards these drugs, withdrawal & tapering correctly.

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +1

      Unfortunately too late for a lot of people Michelle 😔
      I think the best people to help with tapering are the ones who’ve survived the withdrawal process and can pass this invaluable knowledge on to others. Just my opinion. I hope you’re progressing well on your healing ❤️‍🩹 journey.

    • @shazamichelle2043
      @shazamichelle2043 Před 2 lety

      ​@@livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      Yes, too late for many and very sad that often they were not believed.
      I agree with you, lived experience goes a long way when helping others.
      Unfortunately, I am a prime example of why not to go cold turkey. If my video's/story stops one person doing what I did I am happy.
      I am healing, my windows are bigger and the waves shorter. It's been one hell of a life changing journey.
      At this moment I feel confident I will make it and be well again. 🙏 Take care of yourself.

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety

      @@shazamichelle2043 thank you 🙏 😊

  • @gigi2292
    @gigi2292 Před 5 měsíci

    Yep

  • @jamesress9624
    @jamesress9624 Před rokem +1

    I feel you mate im from Australia to and i take xnax 1 mylan a day its like xnax but i trying to taper i just lost my job worst thing i buy them from the street so i dont know whats in it i feel your pain

  • @cjw8817
    @cjw8817 Před 2 lety +2

    How are you doing today? This was 5 months ago. Thanks for sharing this. I'm going through tolerance withdrawal from xanax. It's been terribly rough and debilitating . Symptoms are awful. Best of luck to you.

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +2

      Suffering a lot still, but fighting like a warrior. Keep being strong and may we continue to heal with time and resilience ❤️‍🩹

  • @Wooplot
    @Wooplot Před rokem +5

    You have nice hair

  • @dinahsoar6982
    @dinahsoar6982 Před 2 měsíci +1

    5% sounds like a big reduction...have you tried a daily micro-taper?

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 měsíci +1

      I did at the end of my taper as I got lower and lower off the drug. I dabbled with 1 % and 2 % reductions from the current dose.
      Completely free from the drug now for 18 months straight. No going back.

    • @dinahsoar6982
      @dinahsoar6982 Před 2 měsíci

      @@livingunderachemicalinflue5849 Congratulations...no easy feat.

  • @dustd9806
    @dustd9806 Před rokem +1

    You ever look into Carnivore/KetoVore diet? It’s helped my mental state a lot while trying to get off Duloxetine. Just want to pass that along

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před rokem +2

      Thanks, but I’ve suffered a traumatic brain injury during this tapering process, so trying to avoid inflammatory foods.

  • @azeminasuljic1558
    @azeminasuljic1558 Před 2 lety +3

    Hi
    Are you better now?
    Do you still have akathisia?
    How long were you on this drug, was it high dose?

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +3

      Hi there, unfortunately still not well, surviving daily. I have akathisia still unfortunately, it’s more frequent in intensity during the evening. I’ve been on SSRI/SNRI drugs a total of 17 years till now, including tapering. I was on a high dose of Citalopram for 9 years, 40 mg and started off on 75 mg of Effexor, now down too 2.5 mg over 8 years.

    • @azeminasuljic1558
      @azeminasuljic1558 Před 2 lety

      @@livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      I wonder why did you decide to come off the meds, I wonder?
      So, for 8 years you have been experiencing akathisia?
      Mine is more internal, how do you experience yours?
      Can you sleep?
      Is akathisia your worst symptom?

    • @azeminasuljic1558
      @azeminasuljic1558 Před 2 lety

      @@livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      Have you experienced any healing?

    • @azeminasuljic1558
      @azeminasuljic1558 Před 2 lety +1

      @@livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      I know I am asking you many questions but please can you just describe to me how do you feel akathisia? What are your symptoms of akathisia?
      I promise I wouldn’t bother you any more
      I am feeling it in a sense that I have to constantly pace, elephant on my chest. I just wonder if this what I feel is in fact drug related or if I am just dealing with depression and anxiety.
      Please help

    • @livingunderachemicalinflue5849
      @livingunderachemicalinflue5849  Před 2 lety +3

      @@azeminasuljic1558 yeah man, but it’s an extremely slow and painful process. Unfortunately the CNS system takes a lot longer to heal than a broken bone 😞
      You’ll heal, but it’s going to take time and perseverance.