don't mind me, just venting. ever since i was in 4th grade, ive had trouble making friends. because i was different. and no one liked me. but, around the middle of 4th grade, i found someone. someone who changed my life. my best friend. she was always there for me, whenever i needed her. but recently, we've been having alot of fights. which is fine.. its a normal thing to do, as such close friends. but, my parents. they are the problem. ive been really depressed lately, about alot. school, and mostly family problems. so, i started writing about my problems in a book. i wrote about my suicide thoughts, about my sister, my online friends, i even came out as non-binary in that book. i didnt think anyone would find it. but, one day. i went to school, and left my book on my couch in my room. my mom found it. she read it. she showed my sister, my dad, and more people. when i got home, they were yelling at me. i tried talking, but when i did. my mom through the book at my face, and said "SHUT UP BRAT." So, i shut up. she read the book out loud, page by page. they ended up taking away everything in my room. all i have now, is a mattress. they took away my door, everything. even all my devices. but, i manged to sneak & find my old computer. (what im using rn) another thing i forgot to mention, i wrote about how my dad calls me the f/ slur. (my parents are homophobic, and already knew i was pan) so while on the way home from school, my mom kept screaming at me "F@GG0T." i kept telling her to stop, but she wouldn't. now, theyre taking away my best friend, the only person i have. theyre switching my schools, and theyre not allowing me to have online friends. at all. they wont even let me listen to music. they always tell me to talk to them, but whenever i do, they always get mad at me. like, when i said "I TALK MORE TO SYDNEY THEN I TALK TO YOU GUYS" And, "SYDNEY IS MORE OF FAMILY THEN YOU WILL EVER BE" (sydney is my bffs name.) and my mom said, "Is it because you can cuss there? is it because shes not family so you can do whatever you want?" and i got mad. "talk to me" but when i do, they always turn it on me, as if i did something. now, onto my opinion on my parents & shit. Im scared to talk to them, since they always get mad. or they dont understand. thats why i wrote in my book, which i regret. because my parents cant mind their damn business. i wish i could explain to them, taking away shit doesnt help. taking away the only person i care about, because their a " bad influence," doesnt help. it ruined my life. yelling at me, doesmt change my mind. slapping me, will only leave trama. it wont do any good taking away my door, or not letting my close it, is just taking away my right of privacy not letting me talk to people online, is isolating me from reality not letting me have online friends doesnt fix bullying, it makes it worse. because now, i have no one to talk to. not letting me listen to music isnt "helping," because music is "bad." The music i listen to helps me calm down, its like my friend. music has a huge impact on my life. its helped me get through sm. changing my school doesnt give me a fresh start, or getting away from bullies. it'll make it worse. i'm not going to know anyone, and im going to get builled for being a loner, with no friends it'll cause more stress, since its such a big change. yelling at me for writing about suicide does not help. it makes me consider it more than i was already .
hey. I want to start of this chat by telling you that I am so sorry that you are going through this. People should not be treating others in this manor, especially if its their own child. Personally I find that downright disgusting that they had the nerve to call you a f**got. I want you to know that I support you, I'm sure everyone in this comment section agrees, and based on what you've said I know that Sydney definitely supports you as coming out as nonbinary. (even if she doesnt know yet)🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈 Next, I want to say that I know and I feel what you're going through. I'm bisexual, and when I came out to my mom I thought she'd say that I'm a disgrace to the family. I was so scared. When I came out she laughed at me. She said that I shouldn't have wasted my words... Its a trend and I haven't had s** so I am just a stupid follower. (she says the entire LGBTQA+ community is a trend) Also, she is sometimes emotionally and verbally abusive to me when she drinks.... Its hard, and I have alot of stories, but that doesnt really matter rn. To cope, I used music. The lyrics of specific songs I could relate to and they'd cheer me up. My mom just said to me "What are you doing on your computer. You're always on it...." She always accuses me of talking to guys, yet I dont have a phone, or anyone's numbers... When she finally sees that I am Infact listening to music, she tells me its stupid, and I should turn it off and come to the real world. So, I feel ya. It may be hard, but I know you'll be able to make it through it you're stong. You got this. I know it may be hard, and I may come off as a bit to forceful, but you dont deserve to live like this. So I also wanted to provide you some links that you with some hotlines in case you need them The Trevor Project: (866) 488-7386 The National Runaway Safeline: 800-RUNAWAY (800-786-2929) National Child Abuse Hotline(1-800) 4-A-Child Childhelp® (800.422.4453) National Domestic Violence Hotline Phone: 800.799.SAFE (800.799.7233) National Runaway Switchboard Phone: 800.RUNAWAY (800.786.2929) Also, I wanted to address something. I want you to know you're loved. You are amazing, and I dont even know your name. You are beautiful/handsome, kind, and you deserve the world :) I know you may feel in a dark place right now, so I wanted to list some reasons why you should continue on, even with the hardships you might face: - you are important - You are not worthless - You matter - Nobody else can be you -Better days are coming - Your future soulmate would miss you - The sun - The warm summer breeze - The cool winter breeze - Music -You have a story that needs to be told -Sydney will miss you (I know that you guys had a fight but at friends do. I know that you guys will meet again :). I know she will be there for you, and miss you forever if you left this bittersweet place known as Earth. -You inspire someone -There is new food to try -You could save someone’s life - You can meet new people - The feeling of happiness- -Stars - Trees - Grass - Fluffy Clouds -You are unique -Time will help it feel better - You can end toxic relationships- -Your scars can heal - Tomorrow is a new day Also if you want to talk, I can give you my snap. (As of rn, I dont remember it, but I can find it if you need to talk. I dont know how I'd be much of help, but I'd like to do what I can (Im under 16 btw)
please don't harm yourself honey, i know that the situation you're in is very bad but i promise that it's not worth it . i beg you, try to stay safe. your parents sound dangerous if i'm honest, i don't want them to do anything to you. what they're doing is very wrong and i'm afraid that they could resort to even worse actions. in case you're feeling bad about yourself then i just want to let you know that what you're feeling is very valid and very normal. what you're parents are doing isn't. if possible, try to draw or write down what you're feeling and dispose it so that they don't find out. even if we're complete strangers, i am here for you and i care about you. please hang in there, i'm sure you can do it!
hi sweetie i read what you write im still surprised that i didnt cried. please talk to somebody about it. keeping it in yourself is not good! its the opposite. please dont harm yourself. i cant tell you that everything is going to be fine because im not sure whats gonna happen to you im very sorry. when i read this i remember about my mother. (shes homop hobic and transphobic). is not okay to call your child a faggot. i dont know why god gave you a child if you gonna treat him like this...i saw from what you write that have strict parents...its not okay for your parents to take the door from your room or forcing you to leave it open all the day please go and talk with somebody.. you can call some hotlines you can talk with a person that person is gonna talk to you how much you want or how much you need. i know its not like your best friend but i hope you luck. please remember that suicide or harming yourself is not gonna fix your problems. please call: 1-800-273 (8255) or text: 741741 we all support you sweetie! even if we didnt meet i hope you gonna be alright! ❤
i dont know you or anything but i love you. If im being honest parents suck. You don't deserve anything bad that has happened to you. you deserve the world and dont let anyone tell you otherwise. I very bad at comforting ir giving advice so i cant do anything. I love you and i hope you are safe.
hey, i really hope ur doing okay. Im not the best at these kind of things but i feel really bad for you. I hope Sydney is still ur bff because she seems amazing. Please dont hurt yourself, its not worth it. You are an amazing human being and God put you on this Earth for a reason!
this is how it sounds in my head but without the instrumental and the voices are unrecognizable, like its someone you knew but you cant seem to figure out who it is.
big bass wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i so bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just test
Why I'm alive
1.the song
2.the person who made this
3.the song
4.Hooni
same-
I see Hooni, i clicked.
s a m e
simple minded
he seems to be an increasingly popular choice for slowed + reverb depression music, and i guess i understand why
Same
Same
don't mind me, just venting.
ever since i was in 4th grade, ive had trouble making friends. because i was different. and no one liked me. but, around the middle of 4th grade, i found someone. someone who changed my life. my best friend. she was always there for me, whenever i needed her. but recently, we've been having alot of fights. which is fine.. its a normal thing to do, as such close friends. but, my parents. they are the problem. ive been really depressed lately, about alot. school, and mostly family problems. so, i started writing about my problems in a book. i wrote about my suicide thoughts, about my sister, my online friends, i even came out as non-binary in that book. i didnt think anyone would find it. but, one day. i went to school, and left my book on my couch in my room. my mom found it. she read it. she showed my sister, my dad, and more people. when i got home, they were yelling at me. i tried talking, but when i did. my mom through the book at my face, and said "SHUT UP BRAT." So, i shut up. she read the book out loud, page by page. they ended up taking away everything in my room. all i have now, is a mattress. they took away my door, everything. even all my devices. but, i manged to sneak & find my old computer. (what im using rn) another thing i forgot to mention, i wrote about how my dad calls me the f/ slur. (my parents are homophobic, and already knew i was pan) so while on the way home from school, my mom kept screaming at me "F@GG0T." i kept telling her to stop, but she wouldn't. now, theyre taking away my best friend, the only person i have. theyre switching my schools, and theyre not allowing me to have online friends. at all. they wont even let me listen to music. they always tell me to talk to them, but whenever i do, they always get mad at me. like, when i said "I TALK MORE TO SYDNEY THEN I TALK TO YOU GUYS" And, "SYDNEY IS MORE OF FAMILY THEN YOU WILL EVER BE" (sydney is my bffs name.) and my mom said, "Is it because you can cuss there? is it because shes not family so you can do whatever you want?" and i got mad. "talk to me" but when i do, they always turn it on me, as if i did something.
now, onto my opinion on my parents & shit.
Im scared to talk to them, since they always get mad. or they dont understand. thats why i wrote in my book, which i regret. because my parents cant mind their damn business. i wish i could explain to them, taking away shit doesnt help. taking away the only person i care about, because their a " bad influence," doesnt help. it ruined my life. yelling at me, doesmt change my mind.
slapping me, will only leave trama.
it wont do any good
taking away my door, or not letting my close it, is just taking away my right of privacy
not letting me talk to people online, is isolating me from reality
not letting me have online friends doesnt fix bullying, it makes it worse. because now, i have no one to talk to.
not letting me listen to music isnt "helping," because music is "bad." The music i listen to helps me calm down, its like my friend. music has a huge impact on my life. its helped me get through sm. changing my school doesnt give me a fresh start, or getting away from bullies. it'll make it worse. i'm not going to know anyone, and im going to get builled for being a loner, with no friends
it'll cause more stress, since its such a big change. yelling at me for writing about suicide does not help. it makes me consider it more than i was already .
hey. I want to start of this chat by telling you that I am so sorry that you are going through this. People should not be treating others in this manor, especially if its their own child. Personally I find that downright disgusting that they had the nerve to call you a f**got. I want you to know that I support you, I'm sure everyone in this comment section agrees, and based on what you've said I know that Sydney definitely supports you as coming out as nonbinary. (even if she doesnt know yet)🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
Next, I want to say that I know and I feel what you're going through. I'm bisexual, and when I came out to my mom I thought she'd say that I'm a disgrace to the family. I was so scared. When I came out she laughed at me. She said that I shouldn't have wasted my words... Its a trend and I haven't had s** so I am just a stupid follower. (she says the entire LGBTQA+ community is a trend)
Also, she is sometimes emotionally and verbally abusive to me when she drinks.... Its hard, and I have alot of stories, but that doesnt really matter rn. To cope, I used music. The lyrics of specific songs I could relate to and they'd cheer me up. My mom just said to me "What are you doing on your computer. You're always on it...." She always accuses me of talking to guys, yet I dont have a phone, or anyone's numbers... When she finally sees that I am Infact listening to music, she tells me its stupid, and I should turn it off and come to the real world. So, I feel ya. It may be hard, but I know you'll be able to make it through it you're stong. You got this. I know it may be hard, and I may come off as a bit to forceful, but you dont deserve to live like this.
So I also wanted to provide you some links that you with some hotlines in case you need them
The Trevor Project: (866) 488-7386
The National Runaway Safeline: 800-RUNAWAY (800-786-2929)
National Child Abuse Hotline(1-800) 4-A-Child
Childhelp® (800.422.4453)
National Domestic Violence Hotline
Phone: 800.799.SAFE (800.799.7233)
National Runaway Switchboard Phone: 800.RUNAWAY (800.786.2929)
Also, I wanted to address something. I want you to know you're loved. You are amazing, and I dont even know your name. You are beautiful/handsome, kind, and you deserve the world :) I know you may feel in a dark place right now, so I wanted to list some reasons why you should continue on, even with the hardships you might face:
- you are important
- You are not worthless
- You matter
- Nobody else can be you
-Better days are coming
- Your future soulmate would miss you
- The sun
- The warm summer breeze
- The cool winter breeze
- Music
-You have a story that needs to be told
-Sydney will miss you (I know that you guys had a fight but at friends do. I know that you guys will meet again :). I know she will be there for you, and miss you forever if you left this bittersweet place known as Earth.
-You inspire someone
-There is new food to try
-You could save someone’s life
- You can meet new people
- The feeling of happiness-
-Stars
- Trees
- Grass
- Fluffy Clouds
-You are unique
-Time will help it feel better
- You can end toxic relationships-
-Your scars can heal
- Tomorrow is a new day
Also if you want to talk, I can give you my snap. (As of rn, I dont remember it, but I can find it if you need to talk. I dont know how I'd be much of help, but I'd like to do what I can (Im under 16 btw)
please don't harm yourself honey, i know that the situation you're in is very bad but i promise that it's not worth it . i beg you, try to stay safe. your parents sound dangerous if i'm honest, i don't want them to do anything to you. what they're doing is very wrong and i'm afraid that they could resort to even worse actions. in case you're feeling bad about yourself then i just want to let you know that what you're feeling is very valid and very normal. what you're parents are doing isn't. if possible, try to draw or write down what you're feeling and dispose it so that they don't find out. even if we're complete strangers, i am here for you and i care about you. please hang in there, i'm sure you can do it!
hi sweetie i read what you write im still surprised that i didnt cried.
please talk to somebody about it. keeping it in yourself is not good! its the opposite. please dont harm yourself. i cant tell you that everything is going to be fine because im not sure whats gonna happen to you im very sorry. when i read this i remember about my mother. (shes homop hobic and transphobic). is not okay to call your child a faggot. i dont know why god gave you a child if you gonna treat him like this...i saw from what you write that have strict parents...its not okay for your parents to take the door from your room or forcing you to leave it open all the day please go and talk with somebody.. you can call some hotlines you can talk with a person that person is gonna talk to you how much you want or how much you need. i know its not like your best friend but i hope you luck. please remember that suicide or harming yourself is not gonna fix your problems.
please call: 1-800-273 (8255) or text: 741741
we all support you sweetie! even if we didnt meet i hope you gonna be alright! ❤
i dont know you or anything but i love you. If im being honest parents suck. You don't deserve anything bad that has happened to you. you deserve the world and dont let anyone tell you otherwise. I very bad at comforting ir giving advice so i cant do anything. I love you and i hope you are safe.
hey, i really hope ur doing okay. Im not the best at these kind of things but i feel really bad for you. I hope Sydney is still ur bff because she seems amazing. Please dont hurt yourself, its not worth it. You are an amazing human being and God put you on this Earth for a reason!
This account is criminally underappreciated
nah cause that's facts 😭 so underrated, rn they only have 902 subscribers but made THIS masterpiece
RIGHT?!
this is underrated 🏃
0:56
@Shota Aizawa tenkiu 😘😍🤗
Thanks kid
tyyyyy :D
Thankyouu
Hooni + slowed music + muffled + mother mother = *PERFECTION*
1:14
It is understood "No molestes" in Spanish:⁰
xD yes- xdxdxd
Yes
I TOO RIGHT?!
Se escucha eso ajskajsjak
this video has no dislikes.
perfect.
theres 3 now :(
привет, я только что съел дошик. 😃
Хочу дошик.
@@piv0chan__985 оу~
А, ой
grgrrrr callate van a dar dislike
This gives me so much serotonin.
Tysm for this I swear this is gonna cure all of my panic attacks 👁
WHO PRESSED THE DISLIKE BUTTON I JUST WANNA TALK
Period
Same
100th like tho ik nobody will care
I did. It was an accident though, I miss clicked.
@@caelwyver WELL? DID YOU RETAKE THAT DISLIKE?
THESE HEADPHONES ARE AMAZING I CAN LITERALLY HEAR THE WHOLE ROOM ECHOING WITH THE MUSIC HOLY CRA-
OMG I LOVE 💕🏇
underrated bye
Hooni look like L and Youngboo had a son
true tbh
Seggsy name😋
Oh yeah I see it now
Your name😭😂
Sangwoo- i love yoonbum :>
I love it being muffled:) it’s sound like someone is listen to it but I have a pillow over my ears
This is underrated, I can't believe you have only 200 subscribers and can make this masterpiece 😔💖💕
I LOVE THIS
luv luv luv luv
*beautiful*
google: how to marry a song
this is so good oml . ima subscribe;)
2:11 this part is so cool😩
wonderful =3
thank you,i love you.
okay this account is underated
2:11 This hits so hard
I love this song and Lee hooni, I love this channel
I want to listen this in headphones
this is how it sounds in my head but without the instrumental and the voices are unrecognizable, like its someone you knew but you cant seem to figure out who it is.
Very good! I listened to this on a run.
😩-
im a simple rat, i see hooni, i click
shoot i just spilled coffee all over my WHITE shirt
Damn
Sad mode + not happy + mother mother = SUPER SAD❤
Yes yes yes yes yes
my baby hooni just doesnt deserve what happened to him
Good Job besty
ily besty
see Hooni: u click easy :>
you could have 3k subs and you would still be underrated.
that is a statement.
your account is so underrated wtf
2:10
Listening to this will your having anxiety slaps
Ooeieeeoo
He asked me that later I don't know if when I see sad things I cry or laugh I don't have direction
Hooni😩
Hooni is perfection without this song 😔🤙🏻💞✨🛐
@@Levin.isnothere Exactly 😩.
🛐✨💞
My reason to live:
I see this video
I click
YOU HAVE 707 subs....REE
hanako + yamaguchi=picture
I CAN SEE IT AH
Not me listening to this after a bad day at school ✌️🤪
Muito bom 🛐
@@aysu5990
sei sim 🤡
@@aysu5990 🤡💅
0:50
the song matches hooni sm
My favorite music with my favorite character? lol
I just loved the part ''No molestes'' cuz I'm lantin and yeah... 😭😭🤙✨💕
It's actually, "No more listless invitations," kinda sorry to burst your bubble. :):
@@scratchesNcracks woah, I had no Idea, but it really sound like ''no molestes'' I have to practise more my english 😅😅😅😅
For Some reason I don’t see a title
Okay now why is there 9 dislikes? There should be z e r o >:C
Why tf would anyone dislike this? There’s nothing wrong.
nya
0:55
Respekt
Why are there 34 dislikes this vid needs 0 dislikes and 200000000000000 likes :3
It’s funny how people always care for each other but it’s never me :,)
I know i am a random stranger but if you feel comfortable we can talk!
1:18
Anime? :)
Suicide Boy you can read it on mangareader (it’s a app)
WHERE CAN I READ SUICIDE BOY?!?!?! PLEASE I NEED TO KNOW
Somebody said you can read it on mangareader
Mangadex my friend
As a Hooni kinnie and a genderfluid person this video just hit different
8,6 likes and 33 deslikes. You can see the diference?
hahaha
go
OK BUT HOONI-
they missed the opportunity to use this picture for hayloft
uwu
🛐🛐🛐
This cost 1.000B-
훈이 왜 여기있노 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Hoonie kinne here 😅
so everyone liked but didn't sub?
I subbed obviously
big bass wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i so bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just test
300th comment🙃
alguien mas no siente que en una parte de la canción dice "no molestes" o soy solo yo?
x2
No molestes
23
first comm
Horor
This is the gayest straight song ever
😂
0:56
No molestes