The Cut That Always Bleeds - Conan Gray Sped Up
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2:00
this song reminds me of that one boy. he was my first love. i thought we were so perfect. but every month there was a problem at a certain time and i would always cry. maybe it was a gut feeling or maybe it’s just that my body was rejecting him. i thought he was loyal. i thought he wasn’t the person my friends said he was. everyone often said “there’s always another girl” but i told them my sweet boy would never. after 6 months of dating i found out that he wasn’t loyal. he didn’t want to reject other girls to protect my feelings. he bad mouthed about me. called me a crybaby even tho he was the reason i felt terrible about myself. he was killing me inside. even after everything i still wanted him. i still wanted to stay with him and love him. every time i saw a girl it felt like a competition. “i need to put on more makeup” “i need to loose weight” “i need to show him more of my body” “i need to be prettier” these thoughts often took over me. he mentally abused me so much. he is a narcissist who lies, manipulates, cheats, and gaslights. he gave me nothing but physical touch. i had to beg for the bare minimum yet i still didn’t get it. i had little hopes of him changing but i knew he wouldn’t. leaving someone isn’t as easy as people make it sound. sometimes i felt like he was manipulating me to stay or else something was gonna happen. there were so many times our relationship felt like it was about to be over. even knowing i would’ve been so much happier if he had left but deep inside i had hope he could’ve stayed and change. we broke up few days before my birthday in september because he wanted to hoe around. after 2 months of him flirting with other girls he got bored of them so he texted me again. it haunted me so much. he haunts me so much. he knew exactly what to say to pull me back in. he said all the these sweet things and blinded me again. he swore things were gonna be different this time but i knew it’s all gonna be the same. he’s back into my life now but i feel empty. i feel like i can’t love anyone anymore. good thing i don’t feel anything towards him anymore. i don’t know why i can never leave someone unless they leave me first. but for anyone who’s like me, it is okay to be with the wrong people. someday we will get out of it somehow. i still need to learn to love myself and know i didn’t deserve any of that. he is the cut that always bleeds. people like him didn’t get loved as a kid but that gives him no excuse to hurt me and others like that. i recently figured out that something very similar happened between him and his ex’s. they were also mentally abused like i was. after their breakup the girls all turned into whores. i also feel like one now. i always feel the need to sleep around and have fun with boys now. i feel so bad because the girls he’ll date later will also turn out traumatized. someone like him don’t change. even if he changes then it won’t be for me. i feel so sorry for all the people who has to go thru heartbreak like this. it pains me so much. he even made me the bad guy after the break up. how can anyone even get like that? i remember hearing a girl said that he changes girls. well it is pain that changes people. the urge to change myself after him was so strong. i did change. after the breakup i cut my hair, put on more makeup, acted colder, and made sure my body was in good shape for boys. he was my first relationship but he changed my ways of seeing love. i always choose the wrong people to like. this scares me so much. i do not want to love anymore. i want nothing to do with love.
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damn i feel u
Please take some time to heal love, that sounds absolutely horrible. I don't know if you'll see this comment or even reply to mine but please know that there's always someone out there that loves you dearly platonically or romantically. Either way, that horrible experience must've hurt you a lot, you were a girl who had so much love inside. I may not know you personally, but I can tell you're an amazing girl. You don't deserve this at all, please know that you're worth way more than that. PLEASE don't let this discourage you from loving a future guy, because what if you happen to meet the right one and you let them go because you're too scared. You deserve the world love.
Ian reading all dat
I read all of that💪🏽
2:12
I don't love you anymore
A pretty line that I adore
Five words that I've heard before
'Cause you keep me on a rope
And tied a noose around my throat
You're gone, then back at my door
'Cause if you're gonna leave
Better leave, better do it fast
Can't live a little longer
Sitting on your lap
'Cause you know what you're doing
When you're coming back
And I don't want to have
Another heart attack
Oh, I can't be
Your lover on a leash
Every other week
When you please
Oh, I can't be
The kiss that you don't need
The lie between your teeth
The cut that always bleeds
The cut that always bleeds
Say you love somebody new
And beat my heart, to black and blue
Then they leave, and it's me
You come back to
To say you loved me all along
And kissed the bruises 'til they're gone
Bittersweet, 'cause I can't breathe
Inside your arms
'Cause if you're gonna leave
Better leave, better do it fast
Can't live another minute
Bleeding from my back
'Cause I don't have another one
For you to stab
And I don't want to have
Another heart attack
Oh I can't be
Your lover on a leash
Every other week
When you please
Oh, I can't be
The kiss that you don't need
The lie between your teeth
The cut that always bleeds
The cut that always bleeds
But even though you're killing me
I, I need you like the air I breathe
I need, I need you more than me
I need you more than anything
Please, please
'Cause I could be
Your lover on a leash
Every other week
When you please
Oh, I could be
Anything you need
As long as you don't leave
The cut that always
2:10 best part?
Wait this is actually kinda fire 🔥🔥
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2:13 BUT EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE KILLING ME, YEAHHH
bro you kill it🔥
Player old fanny🫣
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boys will be boys😢
i miss her😢😢😢 beningg xixiix
Love thiss
but but apa yang sakit? 2:13
i miss my ex girlfriend so bad 😢😢😢😢