For many of us this world has turned us into the villains we hate. To the people who’s innocence and ambition were destroyed and stolen. To the people who’s idea of love was distorted by no fault of their own. To all the black sheep with black hearts. I love you.
I love you too bro holy fuck I’ve never needed to hear that more then now, I try to give others advice on life n be wise think outside the box, abusive family n thrown out homeless I’m only 17 been living in a rv couple years with grandma but she getting sick getting ready to die, got my first real woman of a girlfriend n I’ve been cheated on many times and I’m scared of her n act weird a lot cuz of the things I been thru but we all jus got hurt in our own ways n neeed to be heard, please be heard if you need to bro I’m here for you as well, I wish you are getting rich, getting love, getting sleep and happiness n adventures. Good prayers your way and everyone’s way, we’re here together not against each other
literally all of these. As the black sheep of the family that turned my heart black by falling in love with the wrong men to many times i have a habit for falling inlove with people that will never love me the same. im someone who loves with everything and in this day and age i might as well settle with the fact of being heart broken since everyone just likes to shove their dicks in and run after.
Just A Reminder That I Love Every Single One Of You Dealing With Tough Situations In Life. We will overcome the rough and dark times we are facing now to something more beautiful and meaningful in life just never lose hope or faith in giving up because giving up isn't always the right path to take 🙏🏾❤️.
I dont know anymore. There is this girl but I love her more than she loves me. It kills me everyday a little bit more but she is going through a rough phase of her life right now. But I dont know, she says she wants me but not in a Relationship because she needs to learn to love herself again. I dont know, I cant take it anymore but still trying to stay strong. Its hard. I never loved a Person that much like her.
I understand why u might feel that way. But just remember, if it is meant to work out, it will. Someone is going to give this love that you feel right now back to you, just be patient, whether it will be her or another girl you will love, it will all fall into place, trust me 🍂
@@chillerstones i still listen to them thank you very much and I appreciate there music. Atp... I'm the most peaceful I have been EVER so if you don't think I'm not gonna listen to them. You are wrong I will never stop.
@@chillerstones and I still listen to them thank you very much.. I love $b, and if you think I'ma stop listening to them hah, you're wrong I'm at peace and $b is music that I listen to a lot because I am always at peace. so if you think I'm gonna stop listening to them you are very wrong sweetie 😊
I'm in distress for 2 months. $uicideboy$, dark ambient and DSBM are the only things that let me free my head from every shit that happens in the world and my life. Keep strong, one time it will end.
0:00 My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames From Hell 2:49 Kill Yourself III 5:15 Antartica 7:21 ...And To Those I Love Thanks For Sticking Around 10:10 New Chains, Same Shakles 12:10 I Miss My Dead Friends 13:56 Introversion 2.0 15:44 Leave Me Alone 17:36 Low Key 19:38 Am/Pm 21:43 Long Gone (Save Me From This Hell) 24:01 King Tulip
Listening to this mix contemplating ending it all in December. From the time ive gained conciousness to this exact moment. Life has not gotten any easier. Almost three years ago i lost my father and grandmother six month's apart from each other. Igrew up being abused bad by my mom. Ive either fucked up my relationships with girls i love or they fucked up. Ive never been happy and feel like a goddamn burden on everyone. I care about other peoples happiness than mine or my own well being.
I do have it worse than u. But I wanna die too and I’ve tried with opiates so many times but I just can’t. Now I have a year in prison to do and I just retired again but it didn’t work. Anyway fuck you let’s fight
Thank you, you took the songs that are currently representing my life for the most, whenever I listen to this I know that my life is like they describe in the song, I love this…but I hate it at the same time Very good mix
Whoever made this play list thank you so much for putting the titles of each song in here!! My phone got stolen and it had all my music on it.. 😢 so I'm trying to remember them all but it's hard. Thanks again. ❤
It sucks to be mentally lost and jobless also homeless with no one to love you relationship wise makes you feel empty 39 years old broken since 5 but it must be bad to create what these broken souls create and actually have all the fan love almost anyone they wanted to be with money fame and then to still feel like you dont exist not jealous because broke or rich were still on the same boat to our underworld all the shit going on in the world today 2024 shit to much to think the world may be gone tomorrow and you have no one just yourself to die with if it goes today sad but so true to many loves lost and feel like your done all you can do is try to find one reason keep here thats all ive done even if my reason is not at all like i thought it would be i still think i gotta keep going take it easy people think before you do something that will kill more people than just you feeling like that alot more people forreal take it in live that bipolar schizophrenic isnt like i asked for myself to be born this way
I love you brothers and sisters,may our fires never go out. May are mental issues are to make us stand apart from regular life. I just want you to know I'm paranoid schizophrenic with severe depression and sometimes I can feel so euphoric no drugs will take affect. I've lived in this hell for 27 long fucking years. Just remember when your lower than you've ever been in your life the only way is up. Break through fuck self pitty,it's the little things that matter. I believe we who suffer with many afflictions are rewarded in the afterlife. By Lucifer Jesus same damn thing. Stay on course my friends,baby steps if needed. I love you,you are not alone. We fight demons so normal people sleep well at night and keep happy lives. That's not our path so except it and don't lose your fight suicide sucks
I been though hell and back the pain I did have from all the years is num I can't feel the pain I'm going through all it is that I can feel is that I trust nobody and I give no craps and I don't care who I hurt
First of all hun, i think you’re sweet, but you don’t need to be posting that for the world to see. Im sorry you’re going through such a tough time, but it can be triggering for some people, not me, but I’m looking out for others as well as you. I hope you get the help you need
Your mindset is everything. Only you can make it better. No one will ever want anything more than YOU want it. You are born alone (usually) and you die alone (usually). Life is a cold bitch. If you want happiness, if you want change, you gotta do it for yourself. This is what separates the strongest from the weakest. Your only as strong as your mindset. You choose how you want to feel.. how you want your life to be.. how you want to be represented as a human being on this earth. It's all you. No one can teach you your lessons except for yourself.
Currently in the process of learning to let go of everyone and disappear to somewhere. Nobody to know of it. Nobody will know until it's already been long enough that I've arrived wherever I head to. They won't even think about it until it's too late. There's times where I question if my existence has any actual impact on anyone's life whether that may be family or friends or even strangers I've interacted with kindly. It's not sadness I'm feeling, it's resentment, it's anger and just not feeling any attachments except to this girl I started talking to recently. Like attachments meaning I could find something to have purpose for. Everyone I've decided to open up to has only told me what I've done wrong and/or what I've been doing that's making it hard for them to just live and it made me realize I'm not really a part of their life. They can't accept me at my worst and they need me at my best. All I've done was what they've wanted and I've rarely ever asked for anything. I'm 25 and have felt as if it isn't friends and family that I've been around, it's been strangers that have been around me for most of my life and I have just been the bystander rin their lives. I'm telling you I'm losing my sight on life and I've never realized how bad it has gotten up until recently. I'm unsure to why it took so long to see these people around me but I've finally opened my mind to reality and see what's really there. My existence is mine and not theirs. I'm going to let it all go.
Bro shoot me a message, nobody is as worthless as they feel when they're at their worst. Things are tough now and may always be but there is coping mechanisms and ways of fulfilling your life from within.
she left me when i enter rehab after my dad died seven years to waste now she is in her second relationship and im starting to think the only way i can drown this pain is pills alcohol and coke
Some of these songs you chose aren't even that sad in my opinion. There's sadder ones but you just have to find them. Yeah there's some that you chose that hit pretty deep but not deep enough.
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Being lost is something.. Why not fill the void with good music
$b is love just feel like you have nothing… there you have all you need right here 😊
She never loved me.
Probably not
It's okay cause in a 100 years it won't matter who loved you or who you loved we are just specs of germs in a infinite void meaningless universe
Damn
@@bleath2111i like this
Same too bro my girl said I’ll never break your heart she did
Was listening to $b when i was depressed and constantly blacked out. Listening to them now and being peaceful than ever
I HOPE YOU ARE STILL DOING WELL
@@_IRONJAWbased human
This beat was the only thing to clam my soul when I about ended it all... Life's fucking great now madeit
I dont know why but i enjoy being sad and listening to their sad music, just hits different
For many of us this world has turned us into the villains we hate.
To the people who’s innocence and ambition were destroyed and stolen.
To the people who’s idea of love was distorted by no fault of their own.
To all the black sheep with black hearts.
I love you.
Love that
i love you so much for this man, hope you're doing well
I love you too bro holy fuck I’ve never needed to hear that more then now, I try to give others advice on life n be wise think outside the box, abusive family n thrown out homeless I’m only 17 been living in a rv couple years with grandma but she getting sick getting ready to die, got my first real woman of a girlfriend n I’ve been cheated on many times and I’m scared of her n act weird a lot cuz of the things I been thru but we all jus got hurt in our own ways n neeed to be heard, please be heard if you need to bro I’m here for you as well, I wish you are getting rich, getting love, getting sleep and happiness n adventures. Good prayers your way and everyone’s way, we’re here together not against each other
literally all of these. As the black sheep of the family that turned my heart black by falling in love with the wrong men to many times i have a habit for falling inlove with people that will never love me the same. im someone who loves with everything and in this day and age i might as well settle with the fact of being heart broken since everyone just likes to shove their dicks in and run after.
love ya too 💕🙂
Currently crying thinking about how my life isnt gunna get better
It gets better
Idk what's going on but it'll get better
You aren’t alone bro ❤
Hope all is well bro🥺I promise it gets better just takes time... believe me I know
It's been years I've been in this hole...
that first song hits hard man, good start to the mix
Name
@@user-fr2ye1gh9nmy flaws burn thru my skin like demonic flames from hell
Yes bro, first song has unusual feeling 😢
I really have bad days but $uicideboy$ is my only escape
Just A Reminder That I Love Every Single One Of You Dealing With Tough Situations In Life. We will overcome the rough and dark times we are facing now to something more beautiful and meaningful in life just never lose hope or faith in giving up because giving up isn't always the right path to take 🙏🏾❤️.
Alot of depression going on… no one to talk to just music that could help.. Thank you 🫶🏼
It’s not even sad to me it’s Js a vibe Fr
This shi was a year ago and here I am tonight… listening to all these songs over and over… life sucks… I Just wanna disappear
Heavy on the disappear part…
I dont know anymore. There is this girl but I love her more than she loves me. It kills me everyday a little bit more but she is going through a rough phase of her life right now. But I dont know, she says she wants me but not in a Relationship because she needs to learn to love herself again. I dont know, I cant take it anymore but still trying to stay strong. Its hard. I never loved a Person that much like her.
I understand why u might feel that way.
But just remember, if it is meant to work out, it will. Someone is going to give this love that you feel right now back to you, just be patient, whether it will be her or another girl you will love, it will all fall into place, trust me 🍂
The G59 fam love you man 🫶🏻 let her find her peace and you stay strong and do the same
Move on
Hope your doing good now bro
$uicideboy$ is most of our escape from reality
Try heroine bro that’s a real escape
I swear sometimes I just wanna give up
Me to man , stay strong :) my soldier :/
once again I learn I am here only to get used, once again i listen to $B to feel better, once again I lose even more trust to people, once again
Ever since I heard suicideboys I just can't stop listening to them it's such a vibe ❤
Ikr
On fucking god
Heard them for the first time two days ago now they are all i have in my apple music library.
Crying to this, with a six pack of beers and a blade beside you. Like if it can get any worse...
Its just a young phase. Trust me it gets better.
Life’s never that deep
You want to talk? Whats your insta?
Don’t take life so serious. No one gets out alive anyway
Minus the 6pack
Im not depressed or suicidal, but these songs are my therapy
Give it six months ;)
Same, they've been there for the hardest times in my life, every downhill slump, they kept me from falling further. They're awesome lol
@@chillerstones wdym by that??
@@chillerstones i still listen to them thank you very much and I appreciate there music. Atp... I'm the most peaceful I have been EVER so if you don't think I'm not gonna listen to them. You are wrong I will never stop.
@@chillerstones and I still listen to them thank you very much.. I love $b, and if you think I'ma stop listening to them hah, you're wrong I'm at peace and $b is music that I listen to a lot because I am always at peace. so if you think I'm gonna stop listening to them you are very wrong sweetie 😊
I thank you from the bottom of my heart💯
I'm in distress for 2 months. $uicideboy$, dark ambient and DSBM are the only things that let me free my head from every shit that happens in the world and my life. Keep strong, one time it will end.
0:00 My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames From Hell
2:49 Kill Yourself III
5:15 Antartica
7:21 ...And To Those I Love Thanks For Sticking Around
10:10 New Chains, Same Shakles
12:10 I Miss My Dead Friends
13:56 Introversion 2.0
15:44 Leave Me Alone
17:36 Low Key
19:38 Am/Pm
21:43 Long Gone (Save Me From This Hell)
24:01 King Tulip
Bro rly? XDDD
Thx king
@@wiadroexperience9344its for people who wanna hear a specific song and dont feel like searching for the start time. stop being so fucking negative.
thank you man!
this mix makes me cry after two songs
I'm cursed and nothing seems to get better.
unas ganas de volarme la gorra wacho
@@KLYSH Simon carnal asta en los Dias mas Buenos se me viene el depression machin
listening this on your birthday >>>
Top tier mix
Thanks mahn this for my 2am playlist.
Listening to this mix contemplating ending it all in December. From the time ive gained conciousness to this exact moment. Life has not gotten any easier. Almost three years ago i lost my father and grandmother six month's apart from each other. Igrew up being abused bad by my mom. Ive either fucked up my relationships with girls i love or they fucked up. Ive never been happy and feel like a goddamn burden on everyone. I care about other peoples happiness than mine or my own well being.
Without rain there is no sunshine my boy keep ya chin up
I do have it worse than u. But I wanna die too and I’ve tried with opiates so many times but I just can’t. Now I have a year in prison to do and I just retired again but it didn’t work. Anyway fuck you let’s fight
If you care about other people’s feelings more why you being so selfish contemplating suicide
Do it, you're literally seeking help on a youtube comment seciton instead of getting official certified help.
@@user-hq2vi5pg7c I do therapy sessions every other week and am prescribed prozac and Zyprexa. It's called venting.
Thank you, you took the songs that are currently representing my life for the most, whenever I listen to this I know that my life is like they describe in the song, I love this…but I hate it at the same time
Very good mix
Bro my life is going from the top straight down hill with cero brakes
@@deadscope4202 Quit smoking weed
love it 💕started off with my favorites
Hard life , beautiful death.
🖤
Thank you
$b has been better company than some friends over the years
Whoever made this play list thank you so much for putting the titles of each song in here!! My phone got stolen and it had all my music on it.. 😢 so I'm trying to remember them all but it's hard. Thanks again. ❤
Sitting on an edge of a cliff while listening to these … pretty intense .
big W playlist no skip
This is perfect!
Im really feeling this shit sounds right. Yes sir yess my music baby
Came to this mix to drown my sorrows
thanks for saving my life
Take me to the video game show if you are Tony
This fr needs more likes bro
Mix is fire 🔥 listening from indio ca
Thank You ❤❤❤
Sad?!?? IM RAPIDLY RAPPIN SOME FIRE 🔥
she doesn't love me. she won't. I'm so empty and alone I don't know how much longer I can take it for.
Saved by the bell
Aubree⏳️all is not lost
That's what's up in this world
Bad ass song
It sucks to be mentally lost and jobless also homeless with no one to love you relationship wise makes you feel empty 39 years old broken since 5 but it must be bad to create what these broken souls create and actually have all the fan love almost anyone they wanted to be with money fame and then to still feel like you dont exist not jealous because broke or rich were still on the same boat to our underworld all the shit going on in the world today 2024 shit to much to think the world may be gone tomorrow and you have no one just yourself to die with if it goes today sad but so true to many loves lost and feel like your done all you can do is try to find one reason keep here thats all ive done even if my reason is not at all like i thought it would be i still think i gotta keep going take it easy people think before you do something that will kill more people than just you feeling like that alot more people forreal take it in live that bipolar schizophrenic isnt like i asked for myself to be born this way
esta mierda es muy buena🔥🔥🔥
...and to those i love thanks for sticking around (is the best track) 🖤
I love you brothers and sisters,may our fires never go out. May are mental issues are to make us stand apart from regular life. I just want you to know I'm paranoid schizophrenic with severe depression and sometimes I can feel so euphoric no drugs will take affect. I've lived in this hell for 27 long fucking years. Just remember when your lower than you've ever been in your life the only way is up. Break through fuck self pitty,it's the little things that matter. I believe we who suffer with many afflictions are rewarded in the afterlife. By Lucifer Jesus same damn thing. Stay on course my friends,baby steps if needed. I love you,you are not alone. We fight demons so normal people sleep well at night and keep happy lives. That's not our path so except it and don't lose your fight suicide sucks
im so sad :(
❤ 😍 💖 ❣
Thanks
Well I'm back, again
I need me a girl that listens to music like this hopefully i find her
Ossy Osbournen Alexander Valtrez c Lynn 🌙
I been though hell and back the pain I did have from all the years is num I can't feel the pain I'm going through all it is that I can feel is that I trust nobody and I give no craps and I don't care who I hurt
Thanks bro
Cutting to this🤧
😔
First of all hun, i think you’re sweet, but you don’t need to be posting that for the world to see. Im sorry you’re going through such a tough time, but it can be triggering for some people, not me, but I’m looking out for others as well as you. I hope you get the help you need
@@kyakinney6655 😂
@@kyakinney6655 Shut up
sad thin is, least people get the help they need, until its too late.@@kyakinney6655
If I listen to half of these i'm gonna lose my shit
Why can't depression just be fun...
Depression is not fun at all
Your mindset is everything. Only you can make it better. No one will ever want anything more than YOU want it. You are born alone (usually) and you die alone (usually). Life is a cold bitch. If you want happiness, if you want change, you gotta do it for yourself. This is what separates the strongest from the weakest. Your only as strong as your mindset. You choose how you want to feel.. how you want your life to be.. how you want to be represented as a human being on this earth. It's all you. No one can teach you your lessons except for yourself.
17 years junkie. Serotonin and dopamín for debt over these years. How Can i be Happy only with good mindset? Its chemistry. Can you tell me?😂😂
Currently in the process of learning to let go of everyone and disappear to somewhere. Nobody to know of it. Nobody will know until it's already been long enough that I've arrived wherever I head to. They won't even think about it until it's too late. There's times where I question if my existence has any actual impact on anyone's life whether that may be family or friends or even strangers I've interacted with kindly. It's not sadness I'm feeling, it's resentment, it's anger and just not feeling any attachments except to this girl I started talking to recently. Like attachments meaning I could find something to have purpose for. Everyone I've decided to open up to has only told me what I've done wrong and/or what I've been doing that's making it hard for them to just live and it made me realize I'm not really a part of their life. They can't accept me at my worst and they need me at my best. All I've done was what they've wanted and I've rarely ever asked for anything. I'm 25 and have felt as if it isn't friends and family that I've been around, it's been strangers that have been around me for most of my life and I have just been the bystander rin their lives. I'm telling you I'm losing my sight on life and I've never realized how bad it has gotten up until recently. I'm unsure to why it took so long to see these people around me but I've finally opened my mind to reality and see what's really there. My existence is mine and not theirs. I'm going to let it all go.
Bro shoot me a message, nobody is as worthless as they feel when they're at their worst. Things are tough now and may always be but there is coping mechanisms and ways of fulfilling your life from within.
I'm the best here ❤
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3:25
❤❤
My life is going do hill like I lost my love and now I don't think my life will get better
Your gonna lose several loves , yes one will feel like the one but the pain still gonna come . Gotta take the bad to appreciate the hood sometimes
13:56
It’s the fact y’all think this is actually sad
21.07.23
Maine hold tha fuck up tho..?!!!!... realist I've heard 💯..Long Gone = Let Me resT in PEACEeS
Never give up hope guys
this is the mix
she left me when i enter rehab after my dad died seven years to waste now she is in her second relationship and im starting to think the only way i can drown this pain is pills alcohol and coke
wheres “paper bag mask”
😊
210
😢😢😢😢😂❤
idk anymore.
Mi$$ing 1 last🧩
Eso
💥Bombastic Playlist
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I want to bleed again but they would know
Brother where diemonds
you forget the song "Forget it"
I wish I was never born…
Name of song minute 17 please ?
low key
ALWAYS BOASTING MY EMOTIONS ON HOW IM SO FKN BROKEN
Suicide on my mind
Vontade de morrekkjkkk
do more $uicideboy$ songs uwu new sub
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song list? timestamps?
Its in the video, no timestamps needed if you just look whenever it changes. Don't need it anyhow, they're all mint.
Some of these songs you chose aren't even that sad in my opinion. There's sadder ones but you just have to find them. Yeah there's some that you chose that hit pretty deep but not deep enough.