FIRE MOUNTAIN / Sound healing / Earth / Water / Grounding

Main baby: Smokey Quartz C#
Soul bowls: 3 dolphins, 1 angel
Personally just letting go of trying to be happy, or the need for this life to be something joyful. The heart for that will always be there, but closed doors or the risk of opening the wrong one hurts me deeper each time i open my conditional, fragile human heart.
The last gift i can give to myself, or anyone who will resonate... is this grounding. Not because the earth is safe, but because we deserve to hold on, remember who we are and keep this fire alive... until home.
Ever changing but also strong and stable like a mountain.
Non bubbly, uniform crashing water gives a sense of fierce emotionless grounding. Sometimes i just need to be held this way.
(Takashimaya fountain because it is the strongest constant crashing i have access to, recorded during a rare uninterrupted time, in the peaceful and completely empty area of the mall.)