I’m glad there is still a hardcore Brockhampton Fanbase, being a fan a year or two before they decided to embrace the end, was bad but I’m glad I get to hear this
like i was telling my friend im only crying because of how legendary this song is... the feeling of it never coming to fruition, they disbanding and after all the leakksss it finallllyy comes out. so happy im a brockhead
Lyrics;;; [Chorus: Ryan Beatty] At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time [Verse 1: Joba] It's too damn easy to hide away Or run away, for me they're both the same I just need a reason, before I choose to stay Before I choose to say, "I love you" These three simple words (Ooh, la-la) Have caused me so much hurt (Ooh, la-la) I feel it, I'm feeling Those feelings, I feel them (Ooh) Was told the bеauty's in the details But I'm not the typе to say how I might feel Started in high school Got my diploma, then dropped out of college Always been a hardhead, lacking in knowledge But goddamn, man When will this end? I need new friends And maybe it's okay to fall in love again [Verse 2: Ameer Vann] I appreciate all the things that you do for me And to be honest, man, all this shit here is new to me But I'm just happy we got a chance to be you and me And, girl, I'm sorry for being stupid, that's rude of me I'm really tryna, I'm flying, tryna see your island 'Cause I've been panicking, got them thoughts in my head again Sick of feelin' and wishin' that I was dead again You the love of my life, an even better friend I've been tryna get better, no, it ain't evident You put me under arrest, but ain't no evidence I remain silent, listen to the sirens But I stay wildin' and you stay by me I wrote this shit to say thank you, but this shit ain't enough I guess I think of somethin', take a sip of somethin' We should get married in Paris, ain't gotta tell nobody You say you think about it, I'll let you think about it [Bridge: Ryan Beatty] Tell me if I'm in the wrong here You know we belong here You know that I'm sincere, always (Always) Why am I outside your hotel? I'd rather you hold me, that's what you told me [Instrumental Break] [Chorus: Ryan Beatty] At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time.
i’m in an awkward situation right now. i confessed to my best friend and she didn’t feel the same, said she likes another guy in our friend group. i’m trying to deal with seeing those two together. it feels like whenever i’m around them i feel really emotional or upset. i never wanted for this to happen, yk? initially me and her met and we clicked like that. but i didn’t wanna be another guy friend that ended up falling for her. i wanted her to feel safe and comfortable around me, not fearful. well, to combat this, my dumbass shut her down before she could even confess her feelings for me (i didn’t know she liked me). ever since then, she’s lost feelings for me, which is totally valid. i hate feeling this way because i’m typically a really happy guy, but when i’m vulnerable i can be an explosive wreck of emotions, and i don’t enjoy that aspect of myself, but it’s an aspect i have to come to terms with. i haven’t slept really well the past week cuz i genuinely can’t stop thinking of her and it sucks. literally last night i went to bed at 12, woke up at 3am and couldn’t fall asleep for another 3 hours. sometimes i wish i didn’t have these feelings, like i was a robot. i feel like i’m gonna be abandoned and rejected by everyone around me. i genuinely feel like i’m destined to be alone for the rest of my life. i’ve never had a girlfriend, and i’ve never met anyone like her. she’s funny, kind, she’s really loving and sweet and she’s so beautiful. all the girls in the past have told me similar stuff like “i don’t think you really like me, this isn’t what you want etc”. well you don’t know that. all i know is that i feel something when i’m around you, and i wanna hold you and cherish you and treat you good and listen to you complain and cry and laugh. that’s what love is to me. i’m not the kinda guy to use any kind of dating app either and i don’t really approach girls cuz i’m scared of making them uncomfortable. i only really meet girls through mutuals or through school. i really fucked things up with her but at the same time what’s done is done. i haven’t slept well in the past week cuz i’ve just been thinking about her and him and him and her together and i don’t know how to stop it. i wish i could bash my head in so i could stop thinking about all this stuff, but no. i feel like when i get too close to people, like when i get really vulnerable, i can become really messy and just an explosive dumpster fire of emotions. i don’t like feeling like that in general but recently i realised that i should stop locking away parts of me that i’m ashamed of, cuz those parts are still me after all. i just need to be more accepting and gentle with my vulnerability so that i’m more okay with dealing with events like this. i have a habit of pushing people away when i’m vulnerable which is something i’m trying to fix. it’s tough but i believe i’ll be okay. right now my heart feels a little heavy, mostly empty, but still intact. i don’t know how i’m gonna handle this quite yet. do i go to school and keep seeing them together and just learn to accept it and get over it? do i take some time away from the friend group? (people have said that the latter is a bad option) i hope one day i’ll find someone who loves as much as i do, and i wish the best for my best friend too. it does suck tho yk? i wish it was me that was taking care of you, holding you, hugging you, making sure you’re all good, sharing kisses and secrets and gossiping and having sleepovers and whatnot. i wish i was the one, but it’s okay that i’m not. well, it’s not okay right now, but i believe it will be. this song sounds like the hours or days right after a rejection, right after she says that she doesn’t feel the same. just like the song, i feel like no matter what, i still think about her all the time. i don’t really know why i’m typing all this in a youtube comment section of all places. i guess i just needed a quick outlet, and a song to write this paragraph to. maybe i’ll feel better once it’s out in the ether and i can hopefully move on, but not before i allow myself to feel all the things i’m feeling. i hope whoever is reading this can take away a message or two. love is love, don’t try to fight it or run away from it. i think it’s best if you allow yourself to be open and to fully experience it in its entirety, from the crush stage to rejection to marriage to girlfriend boyfriend status. you can’t steer love, it’s a force of nature, like the ocean. tell that person you like them and live life, live in a way that makes your heart feel EVERYTHING, don’t let life slip away from you. i love you all, whatever struggles you’re going through, we can get through it together!
Am I crazy to feel like PUPPY was almost meant to come out now? I mean I wouldve loved for it to drop officially but this song in particular feels like the true end of brockhampton. I enjoyed The Family and TM but this? This is closure in the most beautiful way. I cant stop listening lmao
Crazy how I’m feeling for a nostalgic for a song that never released 😭
it’s actually crazy, i miss 2018
I’m glad there is still a hardcore Brockhampton Fanbase, being a fan a year or two before they decided to embrace the end, was bad but I’m glad I get to hear this
Never letting go of BH ❤️
Crazy to hear the full version. 16 year old me would have killed to hear this
Ameer was such a key part to the sound and feel of those albums. Saying he wasn’t is such a weird cope from a silly goose fan base. Still neat.
1:31 Ameer:
_“I been tryin’ to get better,_
_know it ain’t evident,_
_You put me under arrest_
_but ain’t no evidence”_
😬
Aged like milk
like i was telling my friend im only crying because of how legendary this song is...
the feeling of it never coming to fruition, they disbanding and after all the leakksss it finallllyy comes out.
so happy im a brockhead
2024 truly the greatest year for music
This leak was such a special moment for so many of us .
Lyrics;;;
[Chorus: Ryan Beatty]
At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind
But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time
At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind
But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time
[Verse 1: Joba]
It's too damn easy to hide away
Or run away, for me they're both the same
I just need a reason, before I choose to stay
Before I choose to say, "I love you"
These three simple words (Ooh, la-la)
Have caused me so much hurt (Ooh, la-la)
I feel it, I'm feeling
Those feelings, I feel them (Ooh)
Was told the bеauty's in the details
But I'm not the typе to say how I might feel
Started in high school
Got my diploma, then dropped out of college
Always been a hardhead, lacking in knowledge
But goddamn, man
When will this end?
I need new friends
And maybe it's okay to fall in love again
[Verse 2: Ameer Vann]
I appreciate all the things that you do for me
And to be honest, man, all this shit here is new to me
But I'm just happy we got a chance to be you and me
And, girl, I'm sorry for being stupid, that's rude of me
I'm really tryna, I'm flying, tryna see your island
'Cause I've been panicking, got them thoughts in my head again
Sick of feelin' and wishin' that I was dead again
You the love of my life, an even better friend
I've been tryna get better, no, it ain't evident
You put me under arrest, but ain't no evidence
I remain silent, listen to the sirens
But I stay wildin' and you stay by me
I wrote this shit to say thank you, but this shit ain't enough
I guess I think of somethin', take a sip of somethin'
We should get married in Paris, ain't gotta tell nobody
You say you think about it, I'll let you think about it
[Bridge: Ryan Beatty]
Tell me if I'm in the wrong here
You know we belong here
You know that I'm sincere, always (Always)
Why am I outside your hotel?
I'd rather you hold me, that's what you told me
[Instrumental Break]
[Chorus: Ryan Beatty]
At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind
But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time
At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind
But when I close my eyes, I think about you every time.
this is CRAZY… what a throwback I was hunting for this shit back in the day
I think I'm so happy about this leak cause I was so obsessed with it I can rest Thank you ❤❤
i’m jaden smith and brockhampton just signed to rca
Thank you for this 🙏
i’m in an awkward situation right now. i confessed to my best friend and she didn’t feel the same, said she likes another guy in our friend group. i’m trying to deal with seeing those two together. it feels like whenever i’m around them i feel really emotional or upset. i never wanted for this to happen, yk? initially me and her met and we clicked like that. but i didn’t wanna be another guy friend that ended up falling for her. i wanted her to feel safe and comfortable around me, not fearful. well, to combat this, my dumbass shut her down before she could even confess her feelings for me (i didn’t know she liked me). ever since then, she’s lost feelings for me, which is totally valid. i hate feeling this way because i’m typically a really happy guy, but when i’m vulnerable i can be an explosive wreck of emotions, and i don’t enjoy that aspect of myself, but it’s an aspect i have to come to terms with. i haven’t slept really well the past week cuz i genuinely can’t stop thinking of her and it sucks. literally last night i went to bed at 12, woke up at 3am and couldn’t fall asleep for another 3 hours. sometimes i wish i didn’t have these feelings, like i was a robot. i feel like i’m gonna be abandoned and rejected by everyone around me. i genuinely feel like i’m destined to be alone for the rest of my life. i’ve never had a girlfriend, and i’ve never met anyone like her. she’s funny, kind, she’s really loving and sweet and she’s so beautiful. all the girls in the past have told me similar stuff like “i don’t think you really like me, this isn’t what you want etc”. well you don’t know that. all i know is that i feel something when i’m around you, and i wanna hold you and cherish you and treat you good and listen to you complain and cry and laugh. that’s what love is to me. i’m not the kinda guy to use any kind of dating app either and i don’t really approach girls cuz i’m scared of making them uncomfortable. i only really meet girls through mutuals or through school. i really fucked things up with her but at the same time what’s done is done. i haven’t slept well in the past week cuz i’ve just been thinking about her and him and him and her together and i don’t know how to stop it. i wish i could bash my head in so i could stop thinking about all this stuff, but no.
i feel like when i get too close to people, like when i get really vulnerable, i can become really messy and just an explosive dumpster fire of emotions. i don’t like feeling like that in general but recently i realised that i should stop locking away parts of me that i’m ashamed of, cuz those parts are still me after all. i just need to be more accepting and gentle with my vulnerability so that i’m more okay with dealing with events like this. i have a habit of pushing people away when i’m vulnerable which is something i’m trying to fix. it’s tough but i believe i’ll be okay. right now my heart feels a little heavy, mostly empty, but still intact. i don’t know how i’m gonna handle this quite yet. do i go to school and keep seeing them together and just learn to accept it and get over it? do i take some time away from the friend group? (people have said that the latter is a bad option) i hope one day i’ll find someone who loves as much as i do, and i wish the best for my best friend too.
it does suck tho yk? i wish it was me that was taking care of you, holding you, hugging you, making sure you’re all good, sharing kisses and secrets and gossiping and having sleepovers and whatnot. i wish i was the one, but it’s okay that i’m not. well, it’s not okay right now, but i believe it will be.
this song sounds like the hours or days right after a rejection, right after she says that she doesn’t feel the same. just like the song, i feel like no matter what, i still think about her all the time.
i don’t really know why i’m typing all this in a youtube comment section of all places. i guess i just needed a quick outlet, and a song to write this paragraph to. maybe i’ll feel better once it’s out in the ether and i can hopefully move on, but not before i allow myself to feel all the things i’m feeling. i hope whoever is reading this can take away a message or two. love is love, don’t try to fight it or run away from it. i think it’s best if you allow yourself to be open and to fully experience it in its entirety, from the crush stage to rejection to marriage to girlfriend boyfriend status. you can’t steer love, it’s a force of nature, like the ocean. tell that person you like them and live life, live in a way that makes your heart feel EVERYTHING, don’t let life slip away from you.
i love you all, whatever struggles you’re going through, we can get through it together!
This is just so good.. Please give a download link. I'm crying rn
holy fuck i didnt expect this to be real😭😭😭 oh my god
this is so much better than baby boy
Am I crazy to feel like PUPPY was almost meant to come out now? I mean I wouldve loved for it to drop officially but this song in particular feels like the true end of brockhampton. I enjoyed The Family and TM but this? This is closure in the most beautiful way.
I cant stop listening lmao
goat
what could’ve been man…
IM IN TEARS OMG
yep
Why did this never get released man 💔💔
damn
this with kevins verse on baby boy mashup please if you can 💗
It’s been 11 days and still no mashup
he didn't like add this all together he just posted the leak
@@hov.a i know lol i just saying like mashups exist lol and itd be cool
HOW was this found
yo
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