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- 00:00 everything i wanted
00:17 Waste
00:32 I don't relate to
1:00 drowning
1:14 inside out
1:27 - 7 Weeks & 3 Days
2:15 snowfall
2:38 cry
3:06 the great Gig in the sky
3:33 lights are on
3:45 unfair
4:00 in my room
4:12 stressed out
4:37 bored
5:52 amen
5:11 the night we met
5:35 watch
5:53 I don't wanna be u anymore
6:12 not allowed
6:24 eventually
6:36 washing machine heart
6:55 bubble gum
7:22 fourth of July
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They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let them take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger
they love how I am crying so much from reading this, I relate to this so much
I gave up my hope a long time ago
real.
They didnt notice my tears silent cries sh suicidal thoughts vents depression
But they noticed my bad grades and my personality change.
That’s me in real life.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼 pass this around to make days better ! god loves you
What if u have a bad family?
U can't make them proud and u wouldn't be happy seeing them
+ I love the rest thank you
Thank you so much.
I can't:(
i cant relate to the 1st one..
@@yuribons I'm sorry ❤
The tears have been dried up now. I don't even know what I feel anymore.
When strangers understand more then families and friends💔
Fr😭😭😭
❤❤❤
frr
Don't cry, you are perfect...
and you x💗✨️🤍
🥲🥲
no..
Nobody is perfect..
I have to act perfect for every body but when I’m alone in my room or in the school bathroom\my bathroom I cry
4:37 no matter how much I help others they still treat me like nothing. In the hallways I’m seen as a nobody when talking to my friends I’m seen as a ghost.
I feel you, friends don’t stick together not all the time. But one thing is that you still have support by us and people who feel you. And that we will never disappear like a ghost because people who love you will stay inside your heart forever no matter what ❤
i relate to this so much, it's like i give them all i have and in return i get nothing. i feel u.
i hate the fact that i’m so sensitive. i wish i didnt care i wish i didnt cry over dumb shit i wish i could just laugh off a joke but i cant. its not even that i get angry because i just end up crying when i’m upset and tbh i feel pathetic. i can’t even express my emotions properly.
Trust me when I say being able to actually feel and experience your emotions and get it out is a lot better than being numb despite what people may think. I used to think the same thing but then I actually became numb from this certain kind of medicine I was taking and it sucked not being able to cry
My parents make fun of me for a being so sensitive it really hurts bc it may seem like it but I really can’t help it I just cry over stupid things for no reason. Every argument it’s “stop being so sensitive” or “ugh you’re way too sensitive”. I can’t help it I really can’t. I’ve tried trust me. I’m beginning to become numb.
I hate being sensitive. Why was u cursed with this. I wish i could just be strong.
@@Vyi4nn4 real 😩
I cry over dogshit too
And yet people never EVER
helped me with it
They never comforted or
reassured me
they would tell me to stop crying
my mom even threatens
me to send me to another place
Im sorry you’re going
through all of this,
It really shatters my heart
I understand what it is like
to be sensitive emotionally…
was scrolling through my phone, wanting to delete some old pictures/videos in my camera roll and then i saw a video of myself back in 2020 and omg i never realized how happy i was...i was surrounded by friends and that year was so special to me- now i wish to go back in time and just be happy again...
Im very happy rn but for everyone who feel sad its ok bc its gonna be ok, your gonna smile and laugh again. Theres so much calming you can do this summer, go to the beach, go to a hotel, meet your friends and relax ❤
I don't have friends anymore
What am I supposed to do
U can do so much fun still, plan adventure I really love the feeling when ur excited so plan something fun!
And I can be ur friend❤
For anyone, and everyone who needs to hear this, (this also goes for you, Eluv), you matter. A lot. You may not believe me, or trust those words, but you were placed on this earth because you deserved to live, and enjoy life to the fullest. You have so much left to do in life, and I’m proud of you, for all of your accomplishments. I love you, for who you are. I accept you, for who you are. Your past mistakes hurt, I understand that, but you can also learn from them. I know you may get told that a lot, but it’s true. You have the option to not repeat the same mistakes, that keep hurting you.
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I’m proud of you for waking up today, checking your phone, blinking, and everything. Even existing. I’m proud of you for it. If you ate today, I’m proud of you for that. You deserve the food. If you drank something today, I’m proud of you for that. You deserve the hydration. I’m proud of you, I really am.
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I know what it feels like to not have the motivation to eat, drink, get out of bed, or even wake up, or go to sleep. But I want you to know, you trying your best, to do anything, is more than enough. You’re more than enough. You’re amazing, beautiful, handsome, wonderful, and as good as they come. You’re great. I love you.
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It’s not too late to ask for help if you need it, or need to reach out, asking for help doesn’t mean you’re weak. It makes you stronger than before. I understand it’s difficult, but sometimes you have to make that leap. It’s important to know that your mental health comes first. If someone is destroying it, drop them, or tell them what they’re doing to you. You don’t deserve to be treated like that. If something is destroying your mental health, try your best and push it out of your life, and out of the picture. Your. Mental. Health. Comes. First.
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I love you ❤️ Continue pushing through. I’m proud of you for making it this far. You have so much more to experience, and I’d like you to experience it. You deserve all the good experiences, and all the love, acceptance, affection, and happiness you could ever imagine. You got this. ❤🫂
That's what I needed to hear the most these days thank you
❤️❤️🫶
Thank you ❤❤
Thank you so much, Im really grateful for your words , your feelings , I appreciate you writing all this to strangers you don't even know, Im thankful that nice and sweet people still exist, I'll write your comment and whenever I feel sad I'll read it, THANK YOU and may god bless you , I hope your doing great ❤
This made me cry a bit
To whoever is reading this, I wish the best for you. I know you are trying your hardest, and I believe in you. I’m sure almost everyone here does. There are greater things to come in life, although it may not seem like it, I can only tell you that even if your life doesn’t go the way you want, or if everything just seems unfair, there are and will always be good things, whether it be past or present, big or small. I’m very proud of you, and you deserve to feel loved, cared for, and acknowledged. After everything you have gone through, whether it be self conflict, relationship problems, mental/physical trauma, etc, you deserve good things in life. We all do. I may just be a stranger on the Internet, but one thing that we all can sympathize with, is the fact that all of us have struggles/struggled at some point in life. You deserve to feel happy, sad, angry, and confused. You deserve to be treated like a normal human being, because you are, we all are. To whoever might be reading this, I want you to know that I am so proud of you, I’m proud of you for coming this far, I’m proud of you for being here, im proud of you for being strong, although it may not seem like it, I’m proud of you for not giving up, atleast not yet. I hope that you’ll soon find happiness in life and others, and that you can break free from that barrier that keeps you from being who you really are. Let your scars heal slowly, but surely. I love and believe in you. (Platonic obv) Screw those people who f’ed you over in life, you can and always will be greater than them. I know you are/can be.
(Pin maybe?)
Thank you for telling.. I cried so much when I read your comment thank you so much have a good day you are the best💖
You deserve everything in the world ily sm u are enough
when i was a child i used to cry a lot, over the smallest and dumbest things, infront of my family, strangers, i wouldnt care but now, i cant show emotions. i try so hard to cry when something happens so people would think that i care, but i cant. One time a close relative of mine passed away and i was the only one not crying at the funeral, and i hated myself so much for it. everyone thought that i was selfish and emotionless, but i did feel pain, and yes i was sad. but i just couldnt show it
I love how I’m not even a teenager 😕
i’m pretty sure i’m bipolar
Same
Same
I was diagnosed with it :/
@@KENYKENNN i hope ur doing well🫶❤ im sure youll get through this. your strong🫶🏽
@@itzz_bella 💓💓
Who else isn’t even sad but just likes the songs
SO TRUE
1:40 my whole life right there
Mine too
Sorry
im sorry for what ur dealing with my love
Where do you get that man voice I tried to find him? 1:28
If anyone know please tell me
@@jasminee5058 thank you ml, that really helped
1:27 enjoy childhood while it last cuz u gonna wish u wanted youre childhood back trust me
No matter how hard l try it isn’t enough
i can’t do this anymore
I believe in you,I'm so proud of you.
@@Mini_Usagyun ❤
@Dahliyah-es9st 🖤
i know it’s been five months, but just checking in, how’re you doing bro? (also, it’s not the time, but you have a w pfp)
@@sara_your.moms.version im doing a bit better but the suicidal thoughts come and go. also thanks
2:05 so true
You know when your fall in love with your best friend just forget about it because even if he tries to fall in love with you, he will always see you as a friend
now not even as a friend........ maybe like a stranger.
I felt that, I had a crush on my girl bsf, she left me almost half a year later.
@@eulavictoriajose8138 hey r u gay😭😭
My vent!
Honestly my dog died recently of food poisoning or got poisoned by someone, its such a struggle cuz i grew up with her. Im dissapointed for myself, Really my whole life never been happier when she wasnt here, No more baby talk with my dog after school and waiting at the door. I cant even explain myself how dissapointed i am with myself, I cant even Help her when she got poisoned. I saw her looking at me and my parents, Absulotely terrified. Her tears dropped as she died, I saw it with my own eyes. I had the longest break down ever, Now im so scared of my pets dying. I dont wanna end myself out of struggles now songs are like my only comfort and my parents + friends. I couldnt Help my childhood dog when she was on her lowest, Her love for me is still in my heart. Fading away eventually as she dies, I love her so much and hopefully shes doing the best life ever in heaven. ❤
Your dog loves you, she will always be by your side no matter what, she wants to see you happy and will be proud of you everyday for keep going. Its not your fault for what happened, she knows that and she's always looking for you, don't forget that
@@brunaneves4396 tysm
feels like im alone in all this. it really sucks.
I have bpd,Anxiety,ADHD,PTSD. But that’s not the point, the point is so many people think about committing or that they’re not perfect, but to me and some other people you r perfect and you do matter and you always will. Because I love you and I’m here if you need to talk Ik how it feels to have nobody’s shoulder to cry on. But you have mine. Feel free to vent^^….
Dear family, look at the monster you've created
Im in humanities rn and needed this playlist
:(
Oh my gosh I feel youuu
I literally love the last song sm
I keep trying to tell my parents that I have social anxiety, not just like an awkward phase because of my age, like I literally have to suppress anxiety attacks in public all the time. But they both claim I’m just “awkward” or “overreacting”. But I can’t bring myself to ask for help in stores or ask to buy something, and when I check out somewhere, I just go blank and when I’m done, I’m shaking and I have to act as though I’m fine. Also I just overthink every little thing I’ve said to someone in public, and I think, “they probably think I’m weird or super annoying.” And though that probably isn’t true, it’ll nag at me for a few hours after I go somewhere and talk to someone I don’t know. I hate it so much. I really just want to tell them straight out that it’s not just a phase, and I can’t handle social interaction sometimes, so I could get appropriate help.
Thanks for listening to me! I love you.
pleaase the audio of 1:27 is so true!
i just noticed that the reason I would talk to myself in the mirror, talk to myself, talk to my toys, talk to the plants, talk to the animals. Is that I don't have the courage to talk someone real. never have i expressed my feelings towards someone in real life.. people believe they know who you are just like my friend who is always happy and acting like she isn't hurt, but in reality she had told me and my other friends that her parents argue everyday and my friends respond was "oh.. (name) I thought you were having a good life!" When i get kids, i hope to not treat them the way my whole family ahs treated their kids, their always like "My mom punished me because of blak blah blah" I wont end up hurting nor spoiling my kids.
Everyone expects me to be alright. I’m not, school is mentally draining, I complain more about it, have mental breakdowns and nobody does anything to help me. I’ve asked for therapy… my mom keeps forgetting
when he went from a “i could stay up talking with you forver” to the guy that takes 2 days to respond 😐
Fr he’ll only reply to me once a week
won't be okay ever again. I'm to tired. I can't anymore. I'm just done.
my best friend i had for like 7 years died in a car crash,tysm i needed this playlist,rip to my friend :(
these playlists are getting a BIT to relatable :(
I'm sorry to hear that
Wish u all the best ❤️🩹
@@eluv_7 thank you so much, i really appreciate it🥺🧡
I subbed I really support this ❤
@@TOMKAULITZWIFEFOREVER to me?
if yes then thanks !!
I jst want to say, Tysm for all the comments on this video getting me further through life..
I wish people knew that all humans have feelings and emotions. And that they should be treated how they want to be treated. Life isn’t as fun as it used to be.
I wish that so
It's a miracle 💔
My name is trinity and I've decided to make a paragraph of what i learned in the past year, if you dont know I've been on a journey to spread positivity and help those struggling with mental illnesses, and I wanted to create a single body of work just something I could throw all my mind and soul into that would maybe help someone out there:] so without further ado here's my paragraph to read when your upset or sad
Your amazing I love the positivity
Thanks love
… My brother is at the mental hospital, He got diagnosed Bipolarness, I got diagnosed with High anxiety, I’m insecure, My mom is mentally abusive and my dad Physically and mentally abusive, My grandma is at the hospital, i have a sharp pain in My chest and lungs and ear.., And Am dealing with Fake friends, also REALLY bad trust issues.. :D AND IM STILL STANDING YEA YEA YEA!!😆😆😆 ITS OK EVERYTHING WILL BE OK JUST KEEO TELLING UR SELF THAT RIGHT! ❤️❤️❤️
Help me I’m lost please I got a therapist I just don’t know what to do! I can’t even trust my own family idk what to do I know U don’t care but whoever cares help me plss!
hiii do you want to be friends, im also 12
I'm here for you💓
I’m here for you, you deserve to live your special as much as I don’t know you I know your worth living you people make me wanna live so I can make you guys wanna live I here for you if you need anything I’m here I hop your grandma and brother get better I pray for you I love you and your amazing don’t stop thinking that. You deserve everything ❤
I’m so sorry… I’m here for you I hope you feel better… don’t let anyone let you down.. Keep smiling :)❤
hello so maybe some people will find this comment useless but know that you are all amazing you deserve to be here and I know how complicated it is I hope that you will be better if you need help some number exists I love you and I wish you happiness to all goodbye.
1:27, this really hit me hard..
I just cried 👍✨
Lol same🥹😭
No the first one 😭 omg it's reminds me of everything i regreted 💔
I understand ☹️
hey i understand i'm 11 years old im regreted somethings too but now i'm helping people now i love what I'm doing i love all of you!!!!
@@LOV3GORE-py6bd nice
I would do anything to hold him again..
I can relate your not alone..
hope you feel better soon❤
i feel like my parents and siblings don't appreciate the fact that i'm only still alive because i don't want my younger family members to have to go to a funeral or not see me anymore I've been contemplating if i should resume sh but i don't want to disappoint my 'parents' more
Can’t believe people on the internet care abt u more then irl no wonder my mom kept me away y’all are the best
1:27 bro I literally cried..
We alll need to be happy 😢😭😭
1:26 this....
Oh...
0:51 so real.
I listen to sad songs for comfort ❤
Yeah, it's really nice to know we're not the only ones struggling..
1:14 + 1:28 + 4:37 is the most relatible..
Story time.
I'm obviously a normal human being like all of you, but they never treated me anything like that.
If you're wondering who "they" is, it's the people in my life who weren't even there when i was (and still am) being abused by my parents. On top of all that comes homerwork, stress, toxic relationships, body dispmorhia +more.
Every time my friends share their life problems, I'm always there. But when I talk about mine, they look to the other side, trying to find a way to change the subject.
Sure, they might not know what to do, but I'm tired of being looked down at when I'm trying to vent to them. And of course no one would care, I'm the therapist friend. The one who you tell all your problems to and when you're sick of them, you throw them in the trash.
I KNEW they were toxic, I'm not stupid..
I was only their friends because I WANTED to make things right and become friends with them.
The reason? I THOUGHT I was the problem.
And every day i have to plaster a smile on my face in an attempt to "please" people.
The reason I'm insecure and think everyone hates me?
1. My OWN SISTER tells me to loose weight and she calls me a "piggy." She even set up "courses" to make me "healthy and skinny"
2. The reason I think everyone hates me is because they dont care.
Life in school makes it even worse because wen they say "are you okay," how am I supposed to not vent to them?
Also whenever it's their birthday, I'M the one who gives money+gifts or else?
Or else they'll leave me behind with nothing and start rumors.
If only they knew i was struggling with money.
Body dispmorhia:
This is the MAIN REASON why I'm always locked in my room and never respond to anyone.
Body dispmorhia.
Something that can even go as far as wearing a SWEATER for school in 100° WEATHER.
It's also something you change overtime and sometimes, something you'll never change.
Body dispmorhia is more than hating your body, it's about not having opportunities to wear certain clothes. It also changes the way your mind thinks about your body overtime (if it changes at least.) And I try to plaster my smile and keep it there for as long as i can.
"Why are you always so happy"
"I've never seen her cry before."
Is NOT a compliment.
I have to hear those statements eveytime because I'll just cover my insecurities all with a smile on my face because even if i vent to them, they'll loose interest.
Once that was over with, i gained some confidence finally!
Until one person ruined it.
Alaynna.
All because i got a sense of humor that wasnt like her own, she got to fed up and got mad at me for being now "rude."
I'm still friends with her.
Moral of the story: Don't tell people stuff that'll hurt them, it stays forever.
We are so the same.
@@girlfurtune 🤞🏼
No one notices your lows or when your feeling worse than ever but the pick out the things that genuinely make it worse they pick out your insecurities and tell you to “Act happy” or “Act ladylike” but that shit puts u down and make everything just worst for your mental health
I’m crying so hard.
Estas música me asen llorar por lo miserable que es mi vida pero algunas música es ...relagante y me ase feliz cuando no es as i pero me saca un a sonrisa 🌌
there is a hole in my heart that is still not covered with love or anything and im still trying to know why(🙂
I have a lung tumor guys.. live while you can. I'm sure you are good people, live.
I hope your okay❤
I relate to this sm help me 😭😭
My dog which has been there for me for most of my life passed away today, and it hurts knowing I won't see her one more time. We had to put her down because her organs were shutting down on her. Her name was Billie, my best friend, one of the only ones I lived for when I was in a big rut, wanting to disappear. Rest in peace, Billie. I'll love you, for forever and eternity ❤❤❤
...🫤
I'm sorry, may she rest in peace ❤️🩹😔
I was almost crying while reading this
@@eluv_7mhm, my other dog knows that she's gone. We both know she's gone, but we both wish she would come back, even though I know it would be impossible. Sorry for venting, and thank you for taking time to respond to my comment.
No , it's okay to vent
No judging here ❤️🩹
Many people here are going through a horrible time, through situations that take away your desire to live or do incredible things. But don't do things like that, I understand them and I know what it feels like right now I'm going through it and many times I want to die or just lie down and do nothing for the rest of my life. But beautiful people, don't get hurt, don't die even if you don't believe it, there are many incredible things in this horrible world full of evil. Take care, not incredibles.
1:17 me rn as a 12 yr girl..
My favorite playlist
I have anxiety and bipolar disorder... My mums a therapist but she says that i shouldn't cry because it will make her sad..... And she says that i have no mental illness from the trauma that i went through
It's been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don't see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn't think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren't perfect. It's painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don't know how much impact you have in this world and it's sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it's something so simple and little that brightens up someone's whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you're passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it's been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you're here, existing, but I don't want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It's heartbreaking that you think you're not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it's not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You're not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what's wrong. It's everything, isn't it? There's something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can't give you a hug, that's why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn't give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn't give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can't you now? I know it's tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don't let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won't let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won't let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there's someone looking right back, maybe we can't see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that's enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you're still fighting. You're so much stronger than you think, you didn't leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn't feel like it, when you don't feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you're one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you're heart is beautiful, that's why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other's presence. You're a star for me, maybe you don't see it yourself but I can see it, you're beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don't let your story get written by others but by yourself, it's your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of "I hope" because I have hope for you even if you don't have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That's why I hope you won't see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don't blame yourself, don't think you weren't enough, don't lower yourself for someone who couldn't see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don't feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn't see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is :). If you aren't accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn't be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You're safe here with me :). You're not useless, you're not a burden to anyone. You're not a problem, you're human and your feelings are valid. You're not being dramatic. Please don't starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it's hard. It hurts to see that you're in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you're reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you're reading this and it's enough for me to be proud of you because you're here and that's all that matters to me. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it with such sad music. I know it's impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don't let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend.
"Dusk till Dawn-Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)" I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you're unsure yourself, you're a good person and I am so happy you're here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like it's your last one.
Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like it's your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years. now smile for me okay ♡
Me drawing the person while listening to this
3:07 I cried so much about this
THE ASUKA AUDIO IN THE INSIDE OUT ONE. IM CRYING
To anyone who’s reading this thats struggling right now please don’t harm yourself your precious, beautiful, sweet you’re a work of art .❤
Remember God/Jesus/Allah loves you all. 💖
i just wanna come home..
New pain. You feel pain but you dont cry😭
the way my one of my best friends since kindergarten fr said to my face that she likes one of my friends better than me and wasnt joking about it
Your amazing! I love all of you the way you are❤
Dear world, here is my note to you, my dear words, my heart and soul, all for you and the people.
Yes, times are hard. Yes, its hard. Yes, you dont want to keep pushing. Yes, it feels it wont get better. Though I want you to know, it will be okay, you will be okay, everything will be OKAY. Its hard, I know, but keep pushing, it will be worth it I promise you. People say " the days get better ", people say " I know how you feel " dont they? Yes. Yes they do. Well, they dont know how you feel. They dont know how WE feel. And thats okay, nobody needs to understand how we feel. Why is that? Because we are special in own ways. We all feel different emotions, we all have our own beauties, inside and outside. And that okay. Thats what makes US special. Our own special talents that nobody else can do like yourself. Only YOU can do what YOU do. You are your own person, and letting people change you is not okay. Other are not YOU. So dont let them be. If we get rid of ourselves, thats one special person gone. And you are one of the most special. You know why? Because your goung through hard things. Know what that means? That the world knows your strong enough to handle it. They know you can overcome it and come back happy and stronger. And those who are happy? They already went through their hard times, their current lives or their past ones. Their reward is being happy. So keep pushing, and your happiness will come. It takes time. So, dear special person, I love you. The world loves you. Deep down, even those who hate you, love you. It will be okay.
- Random
3:00 it feels like I’m playing it on my Alexa lol
I was still listening to phonk/funk
HOW DID I STOP HERE
I feel really bad, I always wanted to do something to end it all but I'm just not brave enough for that, my parents found out about my self-injuries and they tried to help me with everything but I just don't see things the way I used to, right now they don't are by my side... my mother is in the United States and I don't know where my father is, I live with my grandmother in Colombia and I just feel that everything is getting worse :(
I have a bsf, We have been friends for 4 yrs and i introduced her to a classmate and now theyre getting close to each other and im feeling a bit left out, I get so jealous of that classmate especially when they hangout without me. I wish i didnt even introduce her to the classmate.
thank u i love u.
Iam crying heppy my cousins are making my life so hard call me dumb and stuff. This really make me cry.🥹
crying rn bc god hanged on the cross for us 😕
I wanna cry rn.i kept my feelings bottled up for so long and no one noticed,when I was younger if someone asks if I’m okay I break down like a pathetic little child,but now I just keep overthinking and I’m trying to stop $h..all my teachers and classmates always say “Shut up your not special you probably had the most amazing childhood” “your okay your just pretending.” “Why are you so childish?” I never got a good time in my childhood,EVER.my dad is an alcoholic and he’s toxic + abusive when he is on his day-off,my mom smokes and always works,I’m scared for my brother to experience the same he’s too young to be in this household..
0:28 you are tried and sick from people family friend school life everything make you sad..
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I tried to love myself but I give up....:)
Ty
I always felt like i didn't belong in this world but i have one person who actually cares about me and my family is not supported for anything thing i do but my best friend has always been there for me and i will always be there for her when she needs me my brothers hate me and my mom is in the hospital and i am cutting myself and i told myself that no one loves but my best friend has loved me like i sister and i do wish she was my sister and listening to this makes me feel like i should just die bc no one whats me here but one person and if i did die i feel like no one will care
i hear this bc i got called useless and stupid .
Ur not, ur precious 🫤❤️🩹 don't let anyone tell you what u are
U are more than what they think
More even of what you think 💗
i promise you are not useless and stupid you are sooooooooo awesome and a smart person you are the best you need to know that have a great day!
you’re not I promise I love u 🥺
I just want to be in this family :😊☺️🤗❤️💕
Not this:😡🍻🇵🇭💔
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Not me turning this up so i can't hear the banging outside my room-
I tried I tried but I didn’t succeed I failed I really regret I wanted to keep it I can’t get over it I always froget many things but I don’t forget them I don’t know why 😣
in another life we are happy together in our house with our babies
I love him😄
my finger now tastes bloody and it look and feels stacked up.
I'm listening to this rn because my mom said I didn't help her ta anything even tho I did many things for her:(
I know how you feel, at the end of the day you only have you. So ne proud of you, even if your mother isn't ❤
I was cry when I listen 😢
I'm sorry 😭
You're too tired to cry
Fuck me, I'm so done with this life.💔
I really do hate the fact that I can’t really express my emotions to people. Like I need to cry I wanna state how I feel , but I just can’t , I’m too scared too. I’ve always been a people pleaser and it just leaves me sad . Because for me I’m the therapist friend , and yes my friends do care . It’s just me , who’s just to scared to talk to people. I just can’t. I’m scared they will hate me , they will ignore me or spread rumors. I cant Even cry in front of people without having to wipe my eyes and act like I’m fine. It’s just hard. I mean if I’m not an people pleaser , no one will really wanna be my friend anymore.
its 4:59 my alarm is supposed to go at 5:00🙂
In elementary school I was a shy girl I was happy and minded my own and didn’t have friends people tend to bully me but there was these 2 people who would tend to bully me every year (boy and girl) they would call me names and make fun of me they even called my mom a elephant and more names I told my mom and teacher my mom spoke to my teacher but the teacher said what she was gonna try to do what she could but never did it one day we had a event and we were going to do everyone was excited I was too (we sat together after my mom spoke with her) she asked me if she could slap me I paused and just said yes because I thought if I said no the bullying would get worse she proceeded to slap me and even the teacher saw her and did nothing the boy and girl were bsfs and would hump eachother me having a innocent mindset I asked what they were doing and explained what s3x was they’re words stuck with me and I was very insecure
Always been left out alone.
I’ve Aphasia which is lack of communication disorder..I struggle to open-up and lack of emotions every time, Whenever I talk, My voice sounds edgy and cold..Eveynone thinks I’m a cold person and doesn’t care about anything, I’m kindhearted and caring after all but I had a brain injury when I was young..Only my best buddies understand me and nobody does .
man I just want my parents to love me. I try my best to be happy but sometimes it’s so hard:(. I hate living in this household. I just wish I could runway or for my parents to love me. I remember one time when my bestfreind was going through a lot and she had her parents to confort her and I remember seeing her break down in front of her parents and her parents were telling her everything was okay and that their for her, I wish I had parents like that to. I just want to be loved by my parents. My mental health is really bad I do sh almost everyday. I feel like the only way my parents will know how much I was hurting and how much I was hurting myself is going if I kms. That’s literally the only thing I think about. I’m only 13, and I have been feeling like this since I was 10. It hurts seeing daughters with their parents being happy. Even my teachers at school tell me if I’m okay and I always say yes but deep inside I just feel like dying.
He just said he doesn’t love me anymore. How am i supposed to feel the love i feel for him for someone else?
They always new you were a waste of time
Friends just talking about your style
You realized what’s the point on living
Drama
Trauma
Depression
Teachers saying kid will always be kids
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