SPIRITUAL PATHWAY TO GREATNESS WITH APOSTLE JOSHUA SELMAN 19I09I2021

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  • @estherwaithera6211
    @estherwaithera6211 Před 2 lety +132

    The online community is so blessed by these sermons.. Every sunday evening I'm sitted with my notebook waiting for Koinonia service...More grace to Apostle💜

    • @samanthafearon8859
      @samanthafearon8859 Před 2 lety +5

      You and i both.

    • @paulinemwelu6225
      @paulinemwelu6225 Před 2 lety +5

      So am I, in 🇰🇪🇰🇪🇰🇪🇰🇪 We appreciate the grace upon him.

    • @ndubuizucharles1340
      @ndubuizucharles1340 Před 2 lety +2

      Same with me....

    • @melvisorock7302
      @melvisorock7302 Před 2 lety +2

      Yea more especially those of us not privileged nor opportune to be in Nigeria. Since I came in contact with His teachings I fell in love with Jesus Christ. My eyes were open and I could now understand the bible unlike before. God bless you Daddy Sir more grace. A big thank you to Koinonia Global church and more especially media department.

    • @deeperrealmsglobal
      @deeperrealmsglobal Před 2 lety +3

      Am always excited come Sunday evening....I love Koinonia 🇰🇪

  • @ReginaTumba-qt1cp
    @ReginaTumba-qt1cp Před měsícem +1

    I really want to testify to the goodnesses of God, that sometimes in early march, during healing session the man of God prophesy he mentioned my name twice, I was expecting a prophesy about my life. But he said your mother who is sick have received her healing and i responded amen.
    My mother who had a health challenge with swollens legs, it have since defleted.
    So I don't want to take it for granted.
    May God be glorified.

  • @judithb6445
    @judithb6445 Před 2 lety +17

    Apostle Sir, I do not idolize you, I honour you Sir, words fail me to say how much of an impact you have made in my life. I will forever be grateful for the day I knew about you and your ministry. Thank you Sir.

  • @mobithasujoy3929
    @mobithasujoy3929 Před 2 lety +103

    No words to thank The servant f God bcz each time i hear him I CRY OVER MY WASTED YEARS F MY CHRISTIAN WALK. Its been 2/3 yrs i am following his messages and have seen THE MIGHTY HAND F GOD IN MY LIFE and truely are SURPRISED that now I look Bible not as b4; bcuz God shows me the LIVING WORD HAPPENING IN MY LIFE. First time experiencing AWESOMENESS F GOD AS SAID IN BIBLE

    • @njokimunene588
      @njokimunene588 Před 2 lety +7

      We have truly wasted many years being born again, attending church,..served in ministries, attending wkly overnight vigils and yet...not transformed.
      But I thank God for What He is doing thru His servant.
      Coz we are being transformed and empowered to Spiritual Maturity.

    • @mobithasujoy3929
      @mobithasujoy3929 Před 2 lety +5

      @@njokimunene588 really.... but only we can understand these tht have passed. But this helps us to speak to the next generation WHAT THEY MUST DO and what they must not repeat. I speak to my kids on how to pray now and they too are seeing results in their lives. Yes from teenage on I am helping them on how to walk a BIBLE BASED CHRISTIAN WALK. I tell pastors teachings too. They are seeing the changes in my life my situation so is their faith growing.

    • @millicentmuloma7433
      @millicentmuloma7433 Před 2 lety +1

      @Mobitha sujoy, am also being transformed by this teachings thrgh HIS servant, am praying to GOD that one day am going to Koinonia for Bible school.

    • @typ.business
      @typ.business Před 2 lety +1

      Let us/saints began to pray more one for another in the spirit (that we try to outdo the apostle paul) pray and read Jesus/the Word the holy ghost and fire will catch us up as we fellowship in the spirit real with the God head, pray for others, on the job, neighbors, strangers, a good one is those that spiteful us pray quietly in your head under you voice in your heavenly language. Try at least once a day to do something for someone you don't know(poor, sick, homeless, neighbor in need, etc) even if you need help. The Father tender loving kindness will see your heart and take your ashes and make you to have beauty. Please pray for me ❤

    • @mobithasujoy3929
      @mobithasujoy3929 Před 2 lety

      @@typ.business ok

  • @njokimunene588
    @njokimunene588 Před 2 lety +39

    🇰🇪🇰🇪 Team Kenya, Can we start Praying for the Servant of God to come to our Country. Although He was here in 2018, by the Grace of God, We would want Him to be coming Here annually.
    Likes please.

  • @douglasmwiraria7048
    @douglasmwiraria7048 Před 2 lety +63

    Truly blessed from Kenya 🇰🇪!! Apostle Joshua Selman May God Almighty bless you! Through your teachings my life has not been the same again! 🔥 I thank My God for your life Apostle!

    • @lilamwango5875
      @lilamwango5875 Před 2 lety +3

      Very True..By the Grace of God we have transformed to the Glory of God..God Bless Apostle Joshua Selman

    • @NjeriMootian
      @NjeriMootian Před 2 lety +3

      From Kenya too and since I came across Koinonia when I sing the song my life has changed I will never be the same I resonate with the words. I love the teachings and I continuously grow closer to God and I look forward to deeper relationship with Him

    • @douglasmwiraria7048
      @douglasmwiraria7048 Před 2 lety

      @@NjeriMootian Amen! Glory be to GOD

  • @KingdomWealthBusinessAcademy

    I don’t know how many times I have listened to this message but I needed it tonight. Thank you Lord, my season of preparation was heavy but my season of appearing has come. Glory to your name Abba. You are worthy.

  • @zipporahmutheu3577
    @zipporahmutheu3577 Před 2 lety +25

    Thank you koinonia global for reposting this sermon.... MORE grace to you apostle Joshua selman. am truly blessed..🇰🇪🇰🇪🇰🇪team KENYA tuko sana.

  • @kulkells
    @kulkells Před 2 lety +38

    This message is a must listen for everyone, I weep at wasted years looking for the truth everywhere except from God and the Word, wow, that I am exposed to these truth is proof of God's love for me, so transformed and growing.

    • @clementineosah9190
      @clementineosah9190 Před 2 lety

      Transforming word. May the Lord bless His servant Apostle Joshua Selma.

  • @KelvinKinyua-cp3wk
    @KelvinKinyua-cp3wk Před měsícem

    Words aren't to Express how koinonia has transformed my life.. God is endless we will never get enough of him day by day I crave for koinonia

  • @geraldmartin6796
    @geraldmartin6796 Před 2 lety +5

    this man of God is no flesh & blood.. he is a spirit.. maranatha!!

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety +3

    Our failures
    Experiences
    Exposure
    Association
    Culture
    Shapes our mindsets
    Romans 12:2 to evolve into superior versions of yourself. Your destiny is looking for u but not this current versions of you. What u have to become to obtain greatness is greater than greatness itself…the person u r forces to become until u attain that greatness…knowledge, transformation and action.
    Non emotional project transformational
    Covenant. Make a covenant with yourself daily to sow into your transformation.
    Through the renewal of your mind
    Supply superior word based information
    And then repeating them until they superimpose the negatives that have surrounded the mind.
    Sit Down And Learn.
    Obtain grace from God.
    Unlearning
    Relearning
    Learning
    Education is not just an awareness of an information.
    Discovery and Refinwry
    The Season Of Testing
    Gen 22:1

  • @misssavannah7997
    @misssavannah7997 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Please God continue to bless and protect your son Apostle Selman so that he can continue to advance the works of your Kingdom

  • @florencepearl9155
    @florencepearl9155 Před 2 lety +6

    Church is surely a good place. I miss church here in Uganda we r not fellowshiping with the brethrens. Church Is on holiday till no body knows

    • @faithsithole57
      @faithsithole57 Před 2 lety +1

      Am sorry my dear sister to hear that. I can imagine how you feel about that. May the Lord revive you, keep on following services and messages here online and may the Lord visit you and your country in Jesus name.

    • @florencepearl9155
      @florencepearl9155 Před 2 lety +2

      @@faithsithole57 Amen. I keep following the services here, am blessed by Apostle Selman. Thanks for caring. GBU

    • @sophienyeits9202
      @sophienyeits9202 Před 2 lety +1

      Its well,thats why God has positioned men as Ap.JS before us ,to keep holding our hands and mentoring us as we press on individually no matter churches being closed here! A test of a true mature chrisitian! But we wont draw back to perdition but we will keep believing in the saving of the souls as His Grace avails . Heb 10:39

  • @ezekielkioko3713
    @ezekielkioko3713 Před 2 lety +3

    Truly, the way of the Lord is the way of wisdom... I choose the way of wisdom. 🇰🇪🇰🇪🇰🇪🇰🇪

  • @nestookpala1763
    @nestookpala1763 Před 2 lety +5

    Thank You Apostle for this message and most especially talking on the season of Testing... I AM AT THE PHASE OF MY LIFE FOR MORE THAN 2 MONTH NOW, BUT ITS AS IF GOD IS NOT SAYING ANYTHING. I KEEP GOING. This message just explained to me that it is a moment of Test, i am not giving up. I KEEP PRAYING, FASTING, STUDYING and everything necessary to keep going.
    Thank you sir.

  • @Boundtounbind
    @Boundtounbind Před 2 lety +9

    This was a relevant message for me in this season of my life…I have been serving God in truth and in spirit but was tested of all sides to a point I didn’t have words to say to God.After listening to this message I now know this is my season of testing and May God grant me grace to endure this season …. thank you Apostle may the oil never run dry in Jesus name

  • @elizabethndishu2283
    @elizabethndishu2283 Před 2 lety +9

    I love that almost one hour of overflow teaching.. now ready for main course meal 😄😄 Love these grace ..

  • @beegeenkeiruonuoha
    @beegeenkeiruonuoha Před 2 lety +10

    Thank you Apostle Selman for this teaching. I will not forget it in a lifetime. Thank you Dear Lord Jesus.

  • @nicolaaulds928
    @nicolaaulds928 Před 4 měsíci

    God is so good!! Thank you Sir for this incredible word🙏🏻♥️

  • @c.coleman3265
    @c.coleman3265 Před 2 lety +13

    This man of God really inspires me. May God continue to bless him.

    • @KoinoniaGlobal
      @KoinoniaGlobal  Před 2 lety

      Amen

    • @chiomauzokwe5840
      @chiomauzokwe5840 Před 2 lety

      @@KoinoniaGlobal Please help me inform daddy to teach the difference between and abundant life. It was skipped during Sunday teaching. Chioma from port harcourt

  • @hubertnishael1756
    @hubertnishael1756 Před 4 měsíci +1

    2024 I am here

  • @joycemadih7433
    @joycemadih7433 Před 9 měsíci

    Listening from Zimbabwe Thank you Apostle

  • @tcassellmawu3358
    @tcassellmawu3358 Před 2 lety +8

    I am blessed by this message. Praise God for His grace and faithfulness through trials and tribulations, to Him be all the glory! Thank you and God bless you Apostle Joshua Selman 🙏🏾❤

  • @ireneshali3530
    @ireneshali3530 Před rokem +1

    Watching it again and again till it sinks God bless you AJS

  • @odesinaayobami9648
    @odesinaayobami9648 Před 2 lety +3

    Daddy! I thank God for your life... May the lord keep you and remain ever relevant in His Kingdom. You will not fall! The lord will keep you till eternity. I love you daddy.

  • @shabelij5505
    @shabelij5505 Před rokem +2

    honestly i tremble at this deep revelations🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @hildabolade
    @hildabolade Před 2 lety +14

    Thank you so much for reposting! I was worried I missed such amazing teaching ❤️❤️❤️🇬🇧

  • @jesussavedme7774
    @jesussavedme7774 Před 2 lety +1

    Apostle Joshua Selman, I am so grateful for you! I thank God for blessing us with wisdom, revelations and for blessing our hearts and minds with understanding! I praise God for your life, and for teaching us more about our father, Jesus and His spirit! Thank you for praying for us and sacrificing your time to teach us and disciple us! You are a blessing in my life! I am grateful to God for you, and I love you teacher! May God bless you even more to keep being a blessing to us. I pray more grace to you and your to your ministry and may you see God’s favour and love every single day! May your spirit be more entwined with His spirit, and I pray blessings to you, your ministry, those around you and all those who hear your messages! God bless you sir! Love, respect, appreciation and gratitude! ♥️

  • @maxineagina
    @maxineagina Před 2 lety +6

    Must watch again! A wonderful blessing and sermon! We praise God

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety +2

    Greatness does not just happen
    Training teaches stability
    It does not yet appear
    When u r done with preparation then there is the season of manifestation
    Heb 6:15
    The same energy it takes to go back is the same energy it takes to continue; let’s continue
    Hebrews 6:10

  • @silvanodumbi5882
    @silvanodumbi5882 Před rokem

    Man of God! You're a very great blessing to this generation. May the Lord protect you and give you more wisdom!!!!

  • @elizabethndishu2283
    @elizabethndishu2283 Před 2 lety +4

    I’m loving everything I’m hearing here.. I connect with this word in my life … ohh yes Lord.. bless your servant more and more

  • @mbuyavedlamini3068
    @mbuyavedlamini3068 Před 8 měsíci

    I thank God for introducing me to this man's ministry. My spiritual life has shifted greatly since I started following your teachings. Thank you for saying yes to God's call for the sake of our generation.

  • @janemuhindi249
    @janemuhindi249 Před 2 lety +2

    School of the Spirit 🔥🔥

  • @shabelij5505
    @shabelij5505 Před rokem +1

    God please continue to blessJodhua Selman abundantly🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @phiribeauty9064
    @phiribeauty9064 Před rokem

    Amen my name' and that of my loved ones on this altar of Koinonia Beauty Phiri Esther phiri yaredy phiri Gabriel Ilunga phiri Rebecca phiri Jemima phiri Towani and Alinase Isaac musonda Ephraim musonda Nigel musonda

  • @sammykyereme
    @sammykyereme Před 2 lety +4

    Thank you Apostle for this message it is timely and refreshing us in Canada

  • @bukonlalawal7963
    @bukonlalawal7963 Před 2 lety +14

    God bless you Apostle. Discovery of self after God is key.

  • @_.CHI._
    @_.CHI._ Před 2 lety +5

    Truly a blessing to this generation. I’m at constant awe of all the wisdom apostles carries. 🤍

  • @evaalex7476
    @evaalex7476 Před 2 lety +1

    There is no shortcut to God's greatness.

  • @misssavannah7997
    @misssavannah7997 Před 7 měsíci

    We choose the way of the Lord

  • @jassb8213
    @jassb8213 Před 2 lety +2

    Thank you so much Koinonia, God bless you for your dedication and commitment to the Lord assignent, as we globally are partakers of your sacrifice. May the Lord your God continue to honour your Sir Apostle Joshua Selman, your team, and ministry in Jesus name, Amen.
    I pray that as I partake this knowledge, it will not end with me, but I will also obey the Lord calling upon my life and do His will in Jesus name.
    Thank you for inspiring us globally~shalom from Canada😍

  • @wisdomonyebuchi1123
    @wisdomonyebuchi1123 Před 2 lety +2

    Everytime I listen to you massage I feel like a fire 🔥 burning in me and through you I have given everything to God even my life ... Have been praying to God to provide Money for me to come to my KOINONIA family because I really need to be there ...you are a blessing and a mentor to me

  • @albertapressley5871
    @albertapressley5871 Před 8 měsíci

    This teaching is one of my all time favorites!

  • @advemnetwork5684
    @advemnetwork5684 Před 2 lety +1

    "God is only committed to what you want only if what you want is consistent with his word!"

  • @onyekaokonkwo
    @onyekaokonkwo Před 2 lety +2

    Apostle Selman said God tests across 3 things.
    1. Trust and Integrity
    2. Patience
    3. (what's 3?)

  • @aubeahouanye
    @aubeahouanye Před 5 měsíci

    Merci Seigneur pour ce enseignement. Dieu bénisse son Serviteur.

  • @phiribeauty9064
    @phiribeauty9064 Před rokem

    And all the phiris I connect you to this altar forever and I put you on this altar forever you illl never leave God you will never lack and when you cry to God He will answer Amen 🙌

  • @thefrancissisters3095
    @thefrancissisters3095 Před 2 lety +3

    Thank Apostle for this priceless training
    Sooo sooo blessed

  • @njayuyaeme8879
    @njayuyaeme8879 Před 2 lety +1

    God bless and replenish your ministry Sir. From the depth of my heart I'm sincerely grateful for all your teachings and all that you do. You're truly God sent and you paid the price.

  • @constructionwithkaren
    @constructionwithkaren Před 2 lety +1

    Oh Jesus Thank you, we are blessed indeed, online family, all the way from Botswana. God bless you Sir and your ministry for sharing your teachings with the rest of the World. 🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @iradukundacarmel2081
    @iradukundacarmel2081 Před 2 lety +5

    GOD bless you to the teachings you give us 🙏🙏🙏

  • @asiimwepeter1316
    @asiimwepeter1316 Před rokem

    AMEN AMEN AMEN 🙌🏾

  • @josephineabah9190
    @josephineabah9190 Před 2 lety +3

    The love of God be with you sir God bless you sir

  • @sindimathebula
    @sindimathebula Před 2 lety +1

    What a Word In Season! Thank you Apostle and Koinonia - I'm so blessed and I heed your very clearly articulated advice. - This is an Unfair Advantage - God's Grace and Mercy that I am privy to this information in this Season.

  • @eat_to_fill
    @eat_to_fill Před 2 lety +1

    There's no doubt that God has shown me mercy by bringing apostles messages my way and I'm sure that I'll keep being transformed... God bless you so much sir 💜💜💜💜💜

  • @almayak9684
    @almayak9684 Před 2 lety +2

    Speechless!!!!!!!!!

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety +1

    The phase of Development
    Potential : what a thing can become but it’s not.
    Grace to refine your mind first then gifts or potential
    Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ..Mindset. His mind.

  • @theloveofchristinternational

    Hallelujah! 🙌 Powerful 🔥🔥🔥Thank you sir for your sacrifice and for teaching us understanding! Glory to the Most High God!
    Always learning so much from you and it is changing my life

  • @faithekene4840
    @faithekene4840 Před 2 lety +4

    Powerful teaching... God bless you sir

  • @JFheart
    @JFheart Před 2 lety

    oh , iprayed that i can see u n person
    ....May God bless u always.
    ilove all your sermons .

  • @jennifersanhou8552
    @jennifersanhou8552 Před 2 lety +1

    God you are good! My heart

  • @olawaleojo2123
    @olawaleojo2123 Před 2 lety +1

    This message is piercing and timely. Worth a listen every month for 1 year and more.
    The preamble to the actual message was more than a message in itself.
    God bless apostle Selma.. and may our manifestations appear speedily in Jesus christ name .Amen

  • @oslimaandrea1989
    @oslimaandrea1989 Před 2 lety

    May the good Lord continue to strengthen and empower you and may his grace continually be upon you Sir🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @judithazongnide7666
    @judithazongnide7666 Před 2 lety

    Glory Alleluia thank you Holy Spirit for using Apostle l am listening and listening again this teaching is 100% for me God bless you Sir more Grace in Jesus name

  • @duruijeoma3649
    @duruijeoma3649 Před rokem

    Amen

  • @valrienewman4075
    @valrienewman4075 Před 2 lety

    Thank you Lord for showing us mercy and we appreciate you you man of God for these powerful words, it brings so many change to our lives.

  • @hydenbanda9229
    @hydenbanda9229 Před 9 měsíci

    Am humbled by your humility and powerful word of God.

  • @nadinengoie9981
    @nadinengoie9981 Před rokem

    Oh I wish apostle Joshua could answer our spiritual question about this message

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety

    The Bible is the only authorized platform for discipleship and mentorship
    Other things has some semblance of transformation
    But only the word brings transformation
    Repetition causes persuasion
    When u open the word u see
    Promises
    God is only committed to what he has said
    Gen 21/1&2
    Scripture-less prayer is a useless prayer
    God is only moved by his word
    He has exalted his word above his name

  • @thehzondo8419
    @thehzondo8419 Před 2 lety +1

    Not my will ohh God but yours be done....🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @emmawambura1894
    @emmawambura1894 Před 11 měsíci

    I tap in this great anointing in Jesus name amen

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety

    Through faith subdue kingdoms
    This kingdom operate by knowledge
    Aforementioned for our learning
    Jer 3:15
    John 15:8
    Matt 5:13

  • @danielmasih10
    @danielmasih10 Před 2 lety

    What a great man of God👏👏Abba father i thank you Apostle Joshua's life and his ministries.

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety

    Phase Of Testing
    U will be tested across trust and integrity
    Test of patience
    It’s better to be wrong and with God
    The making of the great is painful.

  • @sephoramoses71
    @sephoramoses71 Před rokem

    🙏🕊️🕊️🕊️

  • @edemgbena247
    @edemgbena247 Před 2 lety

    God bless you Papa. May God increase you and your family.

  • @elizabethndishu2283
    @elizabethndishu2283 Před 2 lety

    I refuse to sit and listen to this and not fail not to be changed

  • @gabrielnkowani9620
    @gabrielnkowani9620 Před 2 lety +1

    Amen 🙏 🔥 🇿🇲 apostle Selman

  • @ninabrown7226
    @ninabrown7226 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank You Jesus!

  • @pamelasibolo1798
    @pamelasibolo1798 Před rokem

    Am blessed.. am changed I thank God 🇰🇪

  • @madabhile
    @madabhile Před 2 lety +3

    Thanks for reposting family....

  • @kapilsawant23
    @kapilsawant23 Před 2 lety

    God of Abraham... God of Isaac... God of Jacob... God of Joshua selman

  • @carolinezikalala2825
    @carolinezikalala2825 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for the welcome we appreciate you a lot you a blessing in our lives man of God 🙏🏿

  • @UlunmaE
    @UlunmaE Před 2 lety +1

    Hallelujah hallelujah Thank you Jesus 🙏🏾

  • @josephineabah9190
    @josephineabah9190 Před 2 lety

    You are for me in jesus name and the love is big

  • @rev.samuelakwa3536
    @rev.samuelakwa3536 Před 2 lety

    Hallelujah. Discover God 🙏🏾🙌🏾

  • @olomefafunmi1966
    @olomefafunmi1966 Před 2 lety +1

    God bless you man of God 🙏

  • @twijukyegrace1354
    @twijukyegrace1354 Před 2 lety +1

    Powerful message 🙏

  • @hellen1hellen996
    @hellen1hellen996 Před 2 lety

    I want to thank God for using you. Thank you Apostle

  • @rev.samuelakwa3536
    @rev.samuelakwa3536 Před 2 lety

    Preparation is truly key 360.
    Phase of Discovery 🤔

  • @nakiwalastella3191
    @nakiwalastella3191 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for feeding us spiritually 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @villysmith6741
    @villysmith6741 Před 2 lety +1

    Please prey fr my healing

  • @CartoonMaster28
    @CartoonMaster28 Před 2 lety

    God bless koinonia, God bless Apostle Joshua Selman

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety

    Find what God has said about u. They are life to those who find it
    Everyone that seeketh will find
    I want to rise in purpose….what is your defense
    On the basics of truth and integrity
    For results pray scripture
    2. You find in scripture principles
    The way to obtain things
    Matt 13:11

  • @ndulueeberechukwu4376
    @ndulueeberechukwu4376 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank God for koinonia

  • @doraobeng2618
    @doraobeng2618 Před 2 lety

    Prophecies give u an idea of the end
    Her 29:11
    God is speaking your situation is speaking u can choose whom to believe
    To stop the revelation of Jesus
    And to Glorify Jesus
    Satan has only one motivation

  • @GodsGloryAmbassadorIntl
    @GodsGloryAmbassadorIntl Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you so much Apostle, this is really powerful and life changing. More grace sir and I connect to this mantle. How many of us connect to this mantle please signify 👍

  • @fidelisidara
    @fidelisidara Před 2 lety

    God bless you sir, thank you so much for always being a blessing to me and my entire family.