I'm in a deep dark depression right now, crying with the burden of a troubled marriage and stumbled upon yr video. Your testimony spoke to me personally when you said, 'dont waste your life thinking you are not loved'...thank you..that is a God given message.
so glad i found this vid. youtube has helped me all the time. i was really depressed and frustrated this morning. but this world is temporary and death is not to be feared.
please stay alive. what's helping me big time right now is the art created by tyler joseph and joshua dun who make up the band twenty one pilots. start with the first record called "no phun intended" and finish with their latest "blurryface." i promise you that if you let tyler and josh help you, they will. as fans we call ourselves "the clique" and we are always holding onto one another mentally, emotionally spiritually and physically. we're the few, the proud and the emotional. our brains are sick and that's okay. we've got you, we won't judge you and you can put on your mask for as long as you see fit. please, fren, when you're ready to take off your mask hit me up if you so choose. stay alive, frend I-/
Three days after my ten year old son died suddenly, I was at home, when a beautiful golden light appeared to me. I felt the most amazing love surround me. The light filled me with strength and comfort and a 'knowing' that my son was still existing, but on the Spiritual Plane. I was overjoyed and filled with a euphoria like I had never known. The experience has given me so much strength in all the passing years to cope with my loss, which has been far from easy. I was truly blessed. Thank you for sharing your story. 💜💜
My heart goes out to you. I lost my son too, so, I know how hard it is to keep going. I am a medium and I know my son is fine, but, I still feel a deep black hole on my right side. Blessed be to you, hon.
I almost committed suicide with a pistol and before I did I heard a audible voice ask how can I present you to my father in this manner. I put the gun away to never find it again. Not sure what happened to it. Glad I didn't take a permanent ending to a passing problem... God Bless
I had a similar experience. I had taken an overdose of pills and was lying on my bed in a state of complete despair. I heard a voice in my head say, "you cannot enter my kingdom in this way." I went to vomit out the pills and as I was doing that, paramedics were entering my home and rushed me to the hospital. My mother had called them.
My 35 yr old daughter passed away 01/03/18. They called it suicide. We proved it was murder and the cops told us to pound sand. I miss her deeply. Her passing has brought out deep depression in her younger brother. He has attempted suicide 6 times in the last 12 months. I fear losing my son. I don't want to lose my only surviving child. Some days I have to force myself to be grateful. Some days I don't know which way is up or down. My daughter is around. She provides synchronicity. 💖 I continually ask my daughter to go love her brother. To help him get through what he is dealing with. Please, just love. Forgive. You are only one heartbeat away.
This video was an accident for me...I was researching the soul and I was drawn to the integrity in Yolaine's face and clicked. My intuition told me to stay for the entire video. This is a tour de force of purpose, what a gift to the world! I don't want to share my personal story but I want Yolaine to know that she just transformed me in a profound and deep way. I want to stand on the street corner and play this for the world. God bless everyone who found this video.
Jeffrey Cohen, what is your story? Since you desire to share her story with the world, you can post it on your social sites, and forward it to everyone you know and ask them to forward to their contacts and so it goes.
My Mother is dying in this moment. At 60 years old I have NEVER lived on this planet without her. I'm so shattered and accidentally came across this today. For some reason it has given me a hope of moving forward in a world where I can no longer see her. 💔💔😪
Bless you and your mother. I lost my mother almost 7 years ago and it is difficult, I have had many losses since so this video came when I really needed it.
Thank you, Margaret. You reminded me how lucky i am to still have my mother. I can't imagine the world without her in it. She is heading home in her heart and wants to quit, to leave. Can't blame her, but i don't want her to go. Self-centeredness, on my part. Who in the world will care if i am okay once she goes? Anyhow, thanks again.
But predators tear apart prey and that's part of the natural world. I think factory farming is the most questionable. And it is arguably in the best interest of the world to go vegan. Not disagreeing but there are levels to things
They are most empathetic. I've seen a horse hug and comfort a human, I've seen a dog prevent a baby from danger, and I've seen a dog have the idea of volunteering his body as a prop to help a heavily pregnant woman get up from the floor. My own dog could read the very finest detail of body language. I could think of going for a walk and she would get super excited. In some ways they are far superior to humans, as they just exist as love, unconditionally. I learned so much from my dog. She was so patient, so forgiving, so understanding, and always loving. I will miss her until I see her again. It's been painful without her. I've been trying to think of a good and very personal way to honor this good, gentle being, who dedicated her like to loving me. ❤
@@birdiedog5 This is why I put animals above humans, you can ALWAYS trust and depend on them without being disappointed ever. Something that us supposedly “intelligent beings” with “decision making skills” lack severely. God really blesses us blatantly and discreetly and we deserve none of it for how we behave as a species.
When my 28 year old daughter passed suddenly I was in denial be cause I feared the pain that much I had fallen asleep sitting up and as I woke up I heard her beautiful voice say "love you mom" and my hair was picked up and flipped on my left side just like she had touched me.i felt her precious love . I believe because we had a deep bond I was a single mom for 9 years she was everything to me . We both love Jesus very much so I believe Jesus allowed her to comfort me but I know she is with her God in heaven. Many times I've felt despair and cried out for Jesus for comfort and immediately that warm loving blanket of peace comes over me and I'm suddenly ok. Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted..
And in the midst of the seven candlesticks one like unto the Son of man, clothed with a garment down to the foot, and girt about the paps with a golden girdle. His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire; And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters. And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in his strength.
My dad passed recently. I heard footsteps the other night so moved over expecting that my husband was coming to bed. I felt a kiss on my forehead. I opened my eyes and my hubby was not there but downstairs snoring. I felt like it was my dad.
@@milessheppardson3008 just because most people think that afterlife is heaven that came from the Bible wich I spend my whole life studying and it contradicts itself and doesn’t make sense
@@gambred498 if that’s what you honestly believe, you should not spread it here where people do believe. I myself do not believe, I know with 100% certainty that we never die. We transform and continue our limitless experiences. All your questions will be answered in due time
I had a similar NDE/OBE experience 54 years ago. It was so profound that I still remember the thoughts and feelings. I am an alcoholic and have never taken a drink since that day. Since then I have had a life that has had more opportunities and the courage to do things that I do not think I could have accomplished before. At 80 years of age, I do not fear death and can live hopefully on forever.
Spirituality is the answer to everything. I was a drug addict, add alcohol or just about anything that would give me a down feeling. Money was wasted on treatment. Step meetings did nothing to help, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO HELP!!! I'm not in recovery. I'm cured. Have been for 15 years. I don't have any cravings. I don't feel any need to alter my mind. The answer was right in front of me. People ask me,"what's the your secret???" I tell them and they don't want to believe what the answer is. After losing ALL hope, I got down on my knees. I asked Jesus for help. I was overcome with a feeling I can't describe! I knew everything was going to be alright. I did have to work on mending the things I had destroyed. It took five years before the people I love really believed I was a new person. I don't go to a Church. I read the Bible. I have a concordance. I have a personal relationship with Jesus. That's the secret. It's free! I had tried rehab many times. Step meetings never helped me at all. Spirituality, a relationship with Jesus, it works. Please don't waste your time leaving rude or unkind comments. I never read them. I don't engage in Internet debates. Most, it seems just will not get to the point of understanding how limited we are as humans. There's things happening we can't observe with our limited state. This is a VERY brief period we are on earth. I was a worst case scenario. Now I enjoy each and everyday.........
thx for this comment. i am depressed and feel stuck now. i am at that point now. i drink wine everyday to help me focus, feel better and get numb. i quit my job that plataeu'd and was going nowhere. i do miss it somewhat. so i left NC (too hot and southern) and now north of philly where i have family. we all moved back north. i just had no idea PA is so backwards. this area is congested, boring, worst roads u can imagine AND rent is expensive. hard to find anything good about it honestly. i thought i could move and start over. now i feel stuck. annnd i'll stop rambling. my point is that i feel Jesus is the rock. i am still new to it all. i don't read the Bible like i should and don't pray daily like i should. i think its consistency that is the secret. stay in the Word as they say, not this sick world. you are doing it just like i plan to. its not about church, its about a relationship. i got on my knees many times, last night actually. i always start off saying i know i'm a skumbag.....its hard to talk to God when you are a vile human. at least my heart is good. part of why i quit my job is because the younger people were getting nastier every year as i got older. backstabbing, gossip, hate. all for no reason, its crazy. people are being programmed through social media, music, movies to be superficial narcissists.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. The same thing happened to me. When my life was a total mess and totally not working out (long story) and feeling empty...I cried out to Jesus and ask Him to help me. Very shortly after that, my immoral life was dismantled one by one. It's a long story but right now I live a joyful life and not sinning anymore. I even quit masturbating. I feel I have the Holy spirit guiding me and for the first time in my life I am truly happy. I have now a personal relationship with Jesus Christ our Lord. I am very grateful for this second chance!
John Hickey Please search up, 'Spiritual awakening'. Believe me, it will set you in the right direction. As long as you are willing to listen and compare what you already know within. What you have said is so true though. Have a great day/night! 😁
I think this is such an incredible story! I lost my mother to cancer 13 years ago, and on her last day of life, I heard God's voice tell me to say goodbye, HE said that was her last day of life. I remember falling to the floor in shock, because I knew without a doubt it was true, up to then I had denied that she would die, she died that day after I made several promises to her and said my goodbyes. GOD HAS BEEN SO GOOD TO ME IN SO MANY WAYS!
I can see why you would have been chosen to deliver this uplifting and powerful message. Any loved ones you have that have crossed over must be SO proud of you as they watch you share your message. I honor and thank you for making this your mission in life now. Look how many lives you've already touched and will continue to impress with this! Thank you and bless you.
When i told my boss i was giving my two week notice at work right after i was given a raise and better opportunity with my position. I was leaving for a leaser pay job because God was calling me to do take rhis path. I thought to myself my boss can't argue with God.My boss tried to argue with my reason for leaving that is when i knew it was extremely clear for me to leave and take the lesser paying job. I have been extremely happy and grateful since i left i never looked back!! Gina in lights
This video helped me at a dark time in my life. You would think if you love people you would be happy, that's not always true. This life is h a hard to live, we all need some love and help while livin.
Charmaine Watson I agree this life can be awful, I think when my time comes, I hope I'm not scared. Don't think I want to come back here. Feel I've learnt enough lessons
Charmaine, you are a healer & a lamp for this world. So it is normal that you will be facing situations & people who are unwell & in darkness. Find a spiritual friend, pastor &/or teachers on youtube like eckhart Tolle, Oprah's soul conversations, Barbara Brown Taylor, & recorded talks by Howard Thurman. You give off a courageous wisdom & nobility, so your life likely WILL be hard, like any great soul's, but powered by God & big with joy.
I’ve never had an NDE but it doesn’t have to be your experience for you to learn from it. I connected with this story because I lost six very important people in my life in the past five years. My mom, my boyfriend of six years mom, my sister, my stepfather, and just two weeks ago my dad. It’s been very hard, I guess I look to these videos for comfortThat there is life after death and they are all in the hands of God. Gives me hope for when the day comes and it is my time; there will be peace and I will see them again.Thank you for sharing your story.
This death thing is bullshit.......wow....it is really rough! I know more people dead than alive it seems like. What gets me is when does life BECOME FUN AGAIN???? I really come alive when I'm with my grand kids. They are growing so fast. Kids give us purpose to live. They are out of state, so I spend most of my time alone......not easy. I just don't get it. And you know what? How are you to be NOT DEPRESSED??? The thing that is good about all of it is we are all gonna be together AGAIN!!!.....soon!!! When I had my experience in 94, when you go into the luminosity.....you are so inthralled by the rapture....(it's like 10,000 orgasms all at one) .....so taken in by the bliss....you have no time for anything else. The other thing that the Angels do is ERAISE YOUR MIND.....it is about protection......and you can't remember you lived at all. You just can't remember anything. Then as the Angels are standing in front of you, you START REMEMBERING THEM FROM BEFORE YOU WERE BORN!!! it's gets pretty bizarre....but they are there to help you. God is love.
When I got the news that my mom had passed away, I immediately went to the medicine cabinet and took a bunch of pills out ready to take but 1. my brother was his way to my house 2. We were going to drive to see my mother at the hospital to say our goodbyes😢... I couldn’t leave just yet. Then, after I wrote her obituary, I immediately began to write my own. But when I was writing mine and looking at my mother’s, I realized I have barely lived in comparison to her. And my mother was young, she was 56 and while she didn’t live a full and complete life like she deserved, she lived her life to the fullest. It’s a struggle to still be here but I hang on because one of the biggest gifts that my mom ever gave me was this life.
This was fantastic. I lost my husband of 20 years suddenly because of a brain defect we knew nothing about. And before him we lost his dad, step dad, my maternal grandpa, and then less than 24 hours after my husbands death, my paternal grandpa. In the 3 years since my husbands passing I’ve lost both of my grandmas. BUT, my husband came to me in several dreams and he was so young and happy, his eyes just sparkling and full of excitement, I know there is an afterlife. He even told me some things that I’ve heard others mention also. Your story really touched my heart ❤️Keep doing what you’re doing. I don’t understand why some people are so intentionally blind to these things. But my mom is Catholic(I also had a hard time with it and had some strong willed talks with the priest, lol)(and could no longer be Catholic by choice) and she says it’s sin to even talk to those who have passed or to think they are communicating with us in any manner(even Cardinals or finding pennys(I find quarters all the time when I am feeling down or struggling emotionally). Once your eyes are opened you can’t close them. Hugs and blessings to you.
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Thank you for sharing your beautiful and authentic experiences! You are fortunate to have found a wonderful man who loved you during his earthly life and will continue to love you in his heavenly life! I am 69 and have had only dysfunctional relationships, the few good times being short-lived. My 28-year-old daughter has been experiencing very much the same thing in her life. And she has a toddler and another baby on the way. I have had a couple of mystical experiences and messages through dreams that have helped. The spiritual groups around me also have helped. Your testimony made me cry and gave me further confirmation that I, too, am loved! I need to write some more music and lyrics about this. I had gotten into a slump of work and financial concerns and a feeling of resignation that I am pulling out of. Keep telling your story, and don't worry about the skeptics! God is blessing you and your message! 🎶🌻 🌈♥️
One morning I got up as a teenager to my mom making breakfast, she was the happiest I've ever seen her. When I asked her what was up she told me about a dream she had that night. She dreamt that my grandparents appeared to her in a dream, they looked as young and handsome as when she was a little girl. After saying their hellos they asked if she wanted to go with them, all they had to do was go over those mountains in the horizon. Without giving it a second thought she said yes, she'd love to, but suddenly remembered us, her sons. "Wait, I can't, I can't go with you because my children still need me" They said ok, we'll come back for you later. Many years later as she was dealing with incredible pain from many ailments, after visiting her I said on my drive back "God, don't keep her here on account of me, I can deal with it, just take away her pain" Within a relatively short while as I was on the first flight home that day due to her condition worsening she passed, hours before I got there. I was told her last words were that she was feeling good, that nothing hurt anymore and she fell asleep with a slight smile on her face. I can only guess that my grandparents went over to fulfill their promise of coming back later for her, to cross over those mountains with her mom and dad.
That's beautiful. If you read Anita moorlands nde experience when she was dying g from stage 4 cancer..doctors told her family that she will have passed by morning...well she didn't...u stead she had an nde...and recovered 100% cancer gone and nine her book she tells that in her nde she was able in spirit to be everywhere and anywhere and feom where she was in hospital in Hong Kong she was able to see her brother on thw flight feom I did to Hong Kong and she could see how worried he was that hw wouldn't make it in time. But he did because she made full recovery and now tour's the world speaking of her nde. So u said your mother passed when you were on a plane....your mom probably was able to be on that plane with you and saw you just like Anita moorland saw her brother flying to say his goodbyes to her ❤️ I thought I'd tell you in case it helps to know. Your mom had a beautiful experience when her parents visited her. I am sure she will do the same for you one day. God bless.
Yolaine, It’s been the dark night of the soul for me. I believe I have been a needy person most if not all of my life. I believed I needed all these external thing to feel complete and accepted. Because of your testimony, I know the truth now. After 25 years of marriage my husband abandoned me because of 20 years of chronic depression. I really believed I was going to die. My heart chattered. I had dreams as you did. My depression worsened. I went from having a family a home a great job to losing my family unit, disconnected from my daughters and separated from my son, sold my home for almost nothing, moved in with my daughter, feeling like a burdened. I have a new normal where I feel homeless and lost. I never in my dreams did I think I would be at 55. In my younger days I had spiritual visitation, which discontinued when I began taking antidepressants. It’s the lonliness that has had a hold on me. I’m learning day by day. I don’t know what my purpose is but I’m praying for direction and courage to do what I need to do. Anyway, I just wish to say thank you!
Anna Derda , the Most Holy Rosary always gives me strength and comfort. Our Heavenly Mother will not disappoint you, and She is so gentle and sweet you can’t imagine. Stay in faith and lean, and I mean Lean, on Jesus and Mary Anna. God Bless you
Thank you for sharing. I had an encounter with God. We walked and talked twice in my dreams after i was on brink of death in ICU after heart failure in 2009. Im now on my mission with God walking in my purpose. God bless.
Yolaine, what a beautiful testimony. I recently went through a bad divorce - finally leaving our home in 2017. Like you, I could not have children and am from a large Catholic family - we all went to Catholic schools. I had soured on religion years ago however, always believed in a divine Creator. I returned to my childhood home in March, 2017 and in July my Mom had a knee replaced. She fell in the hospital exactly one week after her surgery and had a left hip replaced as well. She was 84 when this occurred. I became the primary care giver for my Mom. My only Sister had also moved in with my Mom 2 years prior and had been diagnosed with Frontal Temporal Dementia in 2010 - she was, at that time, asymptomatic. Once my Mom had progressed to the point where she could use a walker, my sister started having delusions (May, 2018). During the coming months, my Sisters disease progressed. I cared for my Sister who passed away on 12/6/18. Two weeks after this date, my Mother fell in her kitchen shattering her other hip. I resumed the care of my Mother and felt honored to do so for she and my Sister. My Mom passed on 2/1/20 at 4:20 am. My Sister, Mother and I were extremely close. I should mention that my Father passed in 1999. The night/am that my Mom passed, my Sister-in -law and Niece were here. They insisted that I try to get some sleep as it had been scarce for weeks. I tried, rising 1 hour later to use the bathroom. After shutting the bathroom door, I met with my Father and said "Hey Dad" like it was 1984. He hugged me and then left. I returned to bed wondering if I had imagined that experience. 10 minutes later, I clearly heard my Sister's voice calling my name. Among other things, she told me that she and my Father were here to take my Mom home.
I have lost 3 people in my life.. starting when I was 13 and my father died from cancer.. a fiance at 25 and my son 4 yrs ago.. Everytime.. a few months after they were gone.. They came back to me in a "dream".. except it was not a dream.. They let me know that they were ok.. that they were happy, that they we're someplace wonderful.. and that knowledge has kept me strong, and unafraid..
As soon as you said “Pure Bliss” I knew I wasn’t “crazy.” I had my suicidal near death experience in 1998 at age 25 (but is it still considered near death when you die? Well, same experiential language! And I was brought back.) i really did die. 3X in the ambulance and was out of body for the last one, watching a person on top of me giving me CPR -no portable defibrillators in 1998- and hearing a woman shout “we’re losing her!” 3x really loud. I wasn’t pulled back into my body (SUCH a wonderful description!!) for nearly a week. I was in a coma and was given a slight chance of living but the Drs didn’t think my brain would recover. I was “unaware” of that bc I was in that light (bright but not glaring- absolutely perfect) of pure bliss. I didn’t see Jesus but felt Him - but I DID see - of all people-my bossy aunt (bossy but loving) -and three others in my family. One was my paternal grandmother of whom I had never met, but everyone said I reminded them of her and there were only a few pictures (most destroyed in Hurricane Hugo) and I described her to a tee. Both my parents mouths made that popping sound as they fell open. My aunt told me I had a purpose and couldn’t stay... sometimes I Wonder why she got to make that decision. I have been in chronic pain from a spinal nerve thing that I won’t bore you with (my bones/cartilage are just aging faster than they should I guess. I had had it for 5 yrs at that time and 3 spinal surgeries in 4 yrs and the Dr said at 23 my back & the disks looked like those of a 60 yr old. The nerve damage is most painful. I lost my mom, my sister, all of my aunts & uncles, my horse, & just recently my dog and 3 wks after my Westie passed I’ve been dx with osteoarthritis and must have two TKRs and maybe a hip. I live on second floor and lost my “friends” when I could no longer do what they do. I take care of my 88 yr old dad who has begun asking for my mom. I want to go back...home. It’s been 20 yrs & I’ve been in therapy all 20. If I cld live in my “blissful” body - or just not never ending pain - I may not want to go back so much. I may be able to think long enough to know what my purpose is, now. I used to speak to high school kids about the dangers of drugs and alcohol but am so far out of that world now, they wouldn’t be able to relate to me. And that is not my purpose. I used to know what my purpose was but now I’m so far depressed bc of my physical limitations and depression/PTSD, you name it - I’m clawing at the hole trying to get out. But I hold on to that PURE BLISS bc those are the words I used. (i don’t tell many people anymore). Thank you for this. My therapists now are earth angels who both agree with my aunt... if I could get past the pain and the realization that I will be homeless when my father passes, I may be worthy of finding out my purpose. It has been a war since ‘98. I’ll use a line from New Moon: “Life is hard. Death is easy.” Geez maybe my purpose is writing. Sorry for the Book comment.
Oh. And another horse. Thursday. She never let anyone but the owner of the equine assisted therapy program touch and love on her, and bc losing Ghost was devastating so I said no to Hope (you read that right. Hope.) bc I knew she had had problems with her legs from birth. Sue took her in and she had six surgeries and was a veryyy angry little foal. If anyone who got to close to her (huge) stall, she would kick it as hard as she could, lil sh*t. Well when I went to see the mustang in her pasture - all 3 plus Hope are yearlings. Hope trotted a bit passed Cheyenne right up to me. Didn’t give me a CHANCE TO SAY ’no’ - She had never let anyone touch her or even stand next to her for more than 2 , maybe 3 mins. Hope stood with me - no halter, no ropes, she was free to leave. But she stayed. 45 mins. She sniffed me all over and stopped at my knees (so did Ghost. So did 3-4 other horses that I’ve spent time out there) From now on I’m going to ask if I can have an ultrasound or MRI.) Horses are Pure Bliss too (I miss riding) it and I’m a client so can’t volunteer but maybe one day. Just another example of death turning my eyes toward bliss. Pure Bliss. I really could have learned that lesson with one animal. Tho.! Not Annie. She was my child💞.
Kelly if your story is true, and I believe it is, you have answered one of the basic yet astounding questions about the God and the afterlife.....if suicide is an unforgivable sin and keeps people with good hearts from getting into heaven. I wouldn’t do it now because I have a little girl, but for many years the fear of going to hell is the only thing that kept me in this life. God bless.
Thanks for sharing your experience. I never knew what to call my experience because I don't think I actually died. Now I know it was an NDE. It happened in 1984. My former fiance had been in a horrific car accident and after three months in hospital we knew he was on his way home. I remember being at the hospital that day and each one of us took our turn by his bedside saying our goodbyes. Later that night I prayed and asked God for a sign that Bill was going to be okay. God did answer me affirmatively but I meant was he going to live. That's not what He meant. In the early morning hours of May 18, 1984, after much crying and praying, I had been asleep but was awakened by the feeling that my body was sinking into the bed but like I was rising at the same time. And I remember the most peaceful, loving feeling all around me. It was dark but I could see that I was floating towards the ceiling and I could see the closet doors and the foot of the bed and the entry door below me. I also remember that I just wanted to keep going up. Then I woke up abruptly gasping for air and I turned to look at the clock and it was 3am. Later that morning after I'd showered and gotten ready for the day, I had it in my mind that I was going to go back to the hospital to sit with Bill again. Then the phone rang and it was his sister calling to tell me he had passed away. He had passed at 3am in the morning. I think now that Bill wanted me to go with him but it wasn't my time. We had been so in love that our soul ties just didn't want to come undone. At 19 years old, your life is just begininng. You're not supposed to be facing the death of some one you love and he was so young too. It was such a painful time in my life but I'm truly thankful for the experience I had. It made me the sensitive, caring person I am today.
Very interesting experience, have you thought of sharing it on www.nderf.org? If not, you may want to consider it. I have no connection to this site, but they do a great job in researching NDE's from the whole world. God bless.
Well, I never heard of that organization before but I will consider posting on their website. Would you consider my experience an NDE or just an out of body event? In eiher case, it was very peacful and loving and just a sense of calmness and I didn't want it to end. It felt like home.
Now, I'm not an expert at all, I simply read a lot of NDE accounts and your story reminds me of a woman whose husband was involved in a traffic accident and this woman had felt a tingling at some point while asleep, so she had woken up knowing her husband needed her, something like that, but that woman had not an out of body experience, like you did. Yours qualifies definitely as an NDE-like experience that tells a lot about the interaction between a soul already in the afterlife and one in our midst. So sorry for your enormous loss, it must have been a very strong connection and I imagine therefore you were attracted so deep in between both realms.
Thank you, yes, Bill and I had a very strong connection. So much so that I think God had to prepare me for my loss. Six months before his accident, I was visited by what I call my angel urging me to return to my family of origin. I was between wake and sleep when this brilliantly, beautiful warmth enveloped me. I heard an inaudible voice tell me to get up now and go home. Had I not returned home, I would have been in the car with Bill and probably died then. It just wasn't my time to go; I had more work to do. Even though those events were hard to endure, I accept what happened and know that one day I will get to see Bill again.
Again, in layman's terms: you were literally dying with love. And angelic apparitions do happen, we'll never know how many, because not all people share theirs. I know of a public person (an actress of minor importance in Europe) who didn't believe in God. Jesus appeared to her. Then she went public with her story, not again and again, because she couldn't take the pressure, but she did speak about it a few times. Such beautiful personal revelations do occur and it's quite possible that yours was one of them. I would share - if I were you - all these thoughts with a priest, if possible. Maybe they happened as a call God expects you to... return, for want of a better word. God bless.
My mother died last September. I’m single and Childless and she was everything for me. During months of her health decline I wouldn’t miss going to church and kneeling and praying before a painting of the trinity. In the days after her death, I wouldn’t stop crying and screaming at God to send me a sign. All I wanted to know was if my mother was with her mother, my grandma up there. They were best friends and mom was talking to her mother in the days before her death. I kept begging God for a sign that they were together and it came from my heart. I told him that if I knew that then I could live the rest of my life in peace knowing that. The night before the funeral my niece uploaded 174 pics of my mom and her family to the funeral website so we could play a slideshow during the services. We only had 1 pic of my grandma and the rest were my mom and us. The morning of the funeral, my brother calls me laughing and said the funeral place put our grandmas pic as if it were my moms pic online. With my moms name and dob and dod. I laughed and cried and thanked God for this confirmation which I most desperately needed. There is life after death. This is a training ground for things to come. Be open to the signs. My family has received tons of signs from my mom since her death. This is not a surprise bc mom was very spiritual much like I am.
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Wow I guess like if someone cheats on u and uses u, can u still love that person... I saw a story about a mom who forgive the killer of her son as if his her own... That increases her capacity to love... That made think... If we can still love someone who cheats on us, we don't need to be with them but be ok and not hating... That's one step towards God I think
@romain reuter You just don't hate him/her. It's better to forgive and move forward. I talk from experience. If you can't love him/her just ignore everything about him/her and that's it... hate is very destructive
@Catherine Murphy it's not aboit being in love. It's love period. Love thy neighbour... Feed someone if you know they are hungry. Give a sweater to somone what is cold. Jesus said 'when I was hungry you fed me...' that is all there is to it. Be good. Be kind and take care of someone you see in need.
@@josirus6125 missing the point. But okay... Forgiving is devine. Wanna hold a grudge up to you. Wanna carry the torch for ever also up to you... You wanna die with that grudge on your heart.. all up to you. Let it devour and consume your life... Up to you... Or you could be a bigger person and forgive cause someone cheating on you has nothing to do with you but everything with that other person. You could take notice you learned your lesson and never fall for that trap again. Yes one can forgive a killer. I saw a story where a mom actually took her kid's killer in to her home and put him through school. I don't know if i could but it's for sure a ticket for her straight to heaven for having done that.
@Joseph Marton love is not a feeling. If you see someone cry and you put an arm around them it's love. If you see someone is hungry and you buy them a sandwich and a soda that is love. If you see an old man trying to cross the street and you help him cross that is love... Every act of kindness in you eyes is an act of love in the eyes of the Lord.
I dealt with doubters and some caused me a lot of pain. In time I realized I couldn't convince anyone and how it wasn't my job, for that matter. That I knew the truth and how no one but no one could take it from me. 💖
Doubters are the worst. They don't just doubt they ridicule you. Those who preach "diversity" and "coexist" are the most judgemental. Remember Jesus was surrounded by doubters laughing at him while he carried his cross. Laughing as he hung dying. Their fate is the saddest thing there is.
This video randomly showed up today, and I couldn't help but watch it as I'm at that pivotal point in my life too, where a chronic illness and pain has taken away much of my desire to keep living. I was exactly like you, and have been trying to find ways to end my life other than obvious suicide. I don't want to hurt my family at all, and had pretty much decided that an overdose of my medication would work, as just the slightest dose change can be deadly and appear to be a miscalculation of my meds rather than suicide. But hearing what you said today, it has given me serious pause on my thoughts of suicide. You may have just saved one life today, and I'm thinking you have absolutely found your purpose in life!
Struggling with so many things that have caused a deep depression, I happened upon this video and two others that are similar. I have been grieving over the death of my Dad, my daughter's boyfriend who passed from cancer 5 months later, and just unable to get out of bed most days with chronic pain and fatigue. I said out loud the other day, "I want to go home" I wondered why I said it, made no sense at all to me but now it does. I have months if not a year to recuperate from medication(s) I need to stop taking so I can find my purpose and stop wasting my life. I think every one of us who watched this were meant to see it. The message is clear.
For some reason, it's just easier to feel bad about yourself......then to feel great. And death is pure bullshit. Even knowing there is life after death (as I DO).......it works on you. My father died when I was 8 yrs old.....and I'm still an angry boy. What is strange, I will dream, I will go through my divorce all over again......begging her to stay and all this crap.......and I'm hurting in the dream just like I did in 1996......then I wake up.......and realize it's a stupid dream......we were divorced in 1996. Now why is the Universe putting my brain through this bullshit?? There ain't no reason. I don't give a shit about her, and I'm not 'IN LOVE" WITH anyone right.....now....and im not really lonely either. So you change, and you move forward. Fecal matter occurs.......and you keep moving forward. Depression is an animal, and you have to fight it........keep moving.
I stumbled across this video and was halted in my tracks by Yolaine's sweet spirit. It is true that you don't have to have a terrible illness or accident to have a NDE/out of body experience. I had to have an emergency appendectomy on August 7, 2019. I had prayed beforehand, asking God to help me minister to anyone (staff or patients) who needed help. Lately I have hit upon the idea of telling jokes to people, trying to help them laugh during their workday or just someone hurting in life. I have also memorized eight psalms and Isaiah chapter 53. So I felt spiritually prepared for the operation in the morning, having meditated on those scriptures the night before. . .memorizing is great, no need for lights; or, while feeling weak, holding up your Bible! Anyway, I was telling jokes to the staff prepping me for surgery and getting them to laugh; then we go into the surgery room itself and I told my jokes to any staff that hadn't heard them yet. The last thing I said before going under was, "I'd like to say goodbye to you, before I go under, in as many different languages as I can, so. . .Arrevederci! . . .Bon yoyage! Oh, never mind, that won't work -- I'm not on a boat! Sayonora! Adios!" One of the staff said, "Hasta la vista!" and I yelled "Ciao! . . .Goooodbyyyyye!" and I was gone. The next thing I know, I find myself standing in what appears to be a very big, white, bright room (I didn't look around, I was so caught up with looking straight ahead). Straight ahead of me was this beautiful white-white mist and I was aware of a Presence (don't know if it was God the Father or the Lord Jesus Christ) within the mist. I was aware that this Presence, whom I could not see behind the mist, was looking at me and loving me. I could FEEL the Love, it just poured out of the Being in the mist -- the Love was something one could FEEL, it was like water pouring over, around and under me. I remember reaching up my arm as far as I could reach above my head and still the love was higher than I could reach. It was like being in the middle of an enormous tank of liquid and the liquid was love. It was like drowning but in a GOOD way. It REALLY IS TRUE what I John says: "God is love and in Him is no darkness at all." As I stared at the white mist, thinking about God being right there, I was aware that He was looking at me and loving me, I was aware that He was pleased that I try to help people by lightening their load through laughter. There's more that I experienced as far as healing, but I will jump ahead. . . So I woke up in the recovery room (the operation only took 20 minutes according to the surgery notes). The attending nurse asked me, "Do you want some morphine?" I was holding on to her tightly and gasping, because in a peculiar way I can't describe, my mind felt like my body was out of breath, so I gasped out, "No -- the love of God is so great!" holding on to her, filled with wonder over what I had just seen. She asked again, "Don't you want morphine?" I gasped out, "The Love of God is so great, we can't reach the end of it, we can't use it up or wear it out!" The nurse says, "But don't you want morphine?" I gasped out, "No, God has taught me how to hold on to him and he takes the pain away!" At this point (she asked more times than these, I'm condensing the account), she got really agitated and said, "Well! THIS is HIGHLY IRREGULAR!!! This just DOESN'T HAPPEN!!!" and she went off muttering to herself, attending to the other patients around me: a young twenty-something woman across from me screaming her head off and a man in a corner groaning deep groans. I think God has a sense of humor. I had heard of NDEs and out-of-body experiences and I really wanted to see heaven but I had thought, "OHHH boy. . .I just don't want to go through ALL THAT PAIN. . .but wow, I wish I could be in the Lord's presence. . .I just wish. . .I just wish. . . and then with my emergency appendectomy, in a completely painless, unexpected and casual way, God answers my unspoken prayer. Heavens, I'd NEVER have thought this one up! Plus I didn't need ANY pain relievers at all -- even aspirin either in the hospital or at home recovering. . .just two weeks of sitting around resting. Back in 2013 I had a complicated, almost-dying gall bladder removal and complete hysterectomy double surgery. I never had a being-in-heaven experience before with other unconscious, being-under-sedation surgery experiences. So, judging from my previous hospital surgical experiences, this, in comparison, was absolutely unique. God is so wonderful. We can build up quite a little dossier of experiences with God while we are here on earth -- it is really wonderful to have such many and varied assurances of the care of God, as we face our battles. God bless all those seeking for the Truth and who are willing to follow the Truth no matter where it leads them. "Truth" has a face, the face of the Lord, Jesus Christ. . .and oh, the love he has for you, wanting you to choose to be with Him and not lost forever.
For all of us that have suffered depression we can really relate to your pain and the deep darkness that accompanies this disease. Thank you for sharing this with us and I'm glad God gave you a second chance.
This brave beautiful lady dispels any nasty philosophy ( eg Lobsang Rampa.) that suicides enter a state of punishment, purgatory - or in some Eastern Religions - many extra reincarnation to elleviate the evil of suicide. We are always loved. NOBODY attempts suicide who are'nt either mentality ill through clinical depression or in constant irreversable life long pain and suffering. So why would they be punished in the spiritual afterlife? Remember! Religion is man made and NOT a natural spiritual truth. Yoliane has endorsed this. Bless her 💟
@@lockergr // and how long were they there?...they saw exactly what they expected to see...There is no hell. Hell is a man made concept to control people. If our loving creator created a burning hell that would make him a physopathic torturer.
Geoff James my goodness I needed to see and hear all of this, the anniversary of my 20 yr. old sons death October 16th , as a mom it always feels like yesterday.....I always get scared about “ the way he passed” but at the same time, if I did not have Christian friends and the Lord Jesus I really don’t know what I would do God Bless
@@infonation9453 // oh Debbie... I know exactly how you feel. My 20 year old son was also murdered. He was shot in the head while changing a flat tire. I also worry, well I did until I did so much research and deep digging into the Bible. I researched how the Bible was translated and found that it was mistranslated. I do believe in God and I know that Jesus Christ died for each and everyone of us including both of our sons. Therefore, I know without a shadow of a doubt that both of our sons are happily with Jesus. My son wasn't Perfect by no means... Who is and especially at 20 years old. I look back on what I was doing at 20 years old and think to myself oh my goodness. Put all your fear aside Debbie because your son is safe with God. I know you miss him because I'ma still miss my son each and every day. We will see them again one day. Lots of love coming your way. 💜🧡💙🙏
I went through a depression for awhile after I went through a divorce. I went from being a mom and wife to my children one going to college and the other wanting to live with his father to being all alone. It was very real and hard and I had to make it on my own and alone. It took time and the only thing that really helped was working and Crossfit and learning to love me. It has been years and I have not found anyone special but I am learning to be happy with me. Which might be the lesson I am suppose to learn. So now each day there are things to be grateful for and I have 2 dogs and 3 cats. :)
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I've been on my own for years now. After a long marriage and three children. Struggled with drugs for years. I've been in rehab for a year and a half. First time I've taken it seriously. Because I'm doing it for me. And I've found God. So we're never alone. God is always with us. I've learned to love myself. I hated myself for years, that is why I would pop pills. The irony of that is I had botched back surgery. I now have scoliosis. I'm hunched over and lean to the right. I'm in constant pain. Wouldn't you know, now when I really need pain pills, I can't, won't take them. The doctors know I'm an addict and even if I weren't doctors are afraid to write pain meds. Opioid crisis. Need I say more. So I struggle mostly alone. My one son does speak to me and visits me. Him and I were addicts together. Try living with that guilt. I had a few suicidal thoughts. Every time I stuck the needle in my arm I would say let this one kill me over and over. Well I'm still here and more importantly my son is still here. We are both clean. He married a great woman. I'm happy for him. Me, I'll be 60 this year. Unbelievable! Hope I make it. But I truly believe that God has a plan. Whatever that plan may be. I screwed up ALOT. But there's no do overs. I pray for forgiveness. More importantly I must forgive myself. I often believe this scoliosis is my payback. And the jokes on me because now that I need pain relievers....i can't....i musnt.
And this makes me cry ... I lost my beloved husband Paul, as well ... love never dies . I'm so touched by you , your husband and my Paul as well . Love never dies .
I also had a near death experience when I was 18. God told me "Love is the answer" "Nothing is a coincidence" I had a much different experience than you, but had similarities. I walked into a giant white light, I floated above my body & my head was flooded with a million answers about the world which came to my head with the rapid speed of light. I had been depressed starting 10 years prior to my NDE when I was 18 & suicidal as well. I didn't die by killing myself. The rest is too long to explain. Thank you so much for sharing this! It helped me.
I've seen the place in a NDE, there is no feeling like it, so painful to return to the body. LIfe is pain, so much love and forgiveness on the other side. Enjoy each day, love, forgive, experience, support, share. We'll all go to the other side one day, so make as much out of this time as you can. My angel told me to go back, I saw the gates of heaven, huge mountains, a huge city of light, Jesus was there, I felt him, but didn't see him. I would never believe it if I hadn't been there, felt it, came back from it. Changed my life, not afraid to die, dieing is easy, living is hard.
And in the midst of the seven candlesticks one like unto the Son of man, clothed with a garment down to the foot, and girt about the paps with a golden girdle. His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire; And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters. And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in his strength.
This “preciousness” you speak of, regarding our purpose in this life, is being artfully shared by you! You are defining it with your very humble actions..in reaching out to help others understand their own experiences and in turn teaching them to believe in themselves and love themselves. You are a shining example of the truth setting someone free. Bless you, for encouraging us with your intelligent, kind, and careful words. I lost my mom in ‘14 and Dad in ‘18 and it’s still as though I don’t even recognize me in the mirror...but I’m working on that as well. ❤️☀️💐
It was for her after the NDE.; it’s not as if you can’t do anything about it either. I beat destructive thought patterns in therapy and haven’t fallen pray to them ever again.
Sebastian S, I agree. When the doctors can't even explain what's wrong with you and try to tell you it's just all in your head and you should see a psychiatrist to get antidepressants that only make you worse, then these people sure don't have the capacity to understand what it's like to live with chronic illness and pain. I've been living with it for over 20 years, and as I'm an old woman now and don't have much to live for anymore as I can only get out of the house once a week, two if I get another good day (and that's a very relative term), I am especially looking forward to going"home", my final home.
Thank you Yolaine ❤ I too had a NDE, 39 years ago. It was so profound, and I had what I considered ups and downs afterward, but truly they were lessons to get me where I needed to be within. Self-love is definitely the key. I believe we go through the veil of forgetfulness when we come here to this earth life. The mission is to go beyond everything we've been taught here, and find the unconditional love within. That's where God is. It's where we realize we're all connected. That in love there is no fear. From unconditional self love grows all love. ❤ I appreciate you!
Thank you, for sharing your beautiful story. And thanks to David, for sharing his message. there are so many of us who really need to hear this. Don;t waste your life... God bless you.
Its' one of the best NDE testimonies, very truthful from the beginning to the end. You can feel it. Thank you, Yolaine, for sharing. God bless you and yours.
I found you today. You’re words are medicinal for my soul and spirit and they couldn’t be more timely. Thank you for sharing. I wish I had more people like you in my life...I’m working on that. ❤️
"Tough times don't last but tough people do." I hate cliches and when someone used this on me it brought no comfort and I responded by saying, " I'm not sure being tough is the main purpose of my life. In fact I'm sick of being tough." Someone pointed me to the bible and I started reading the words of Jesus. I felt love and forgiveness and I knew I needed to spread as much love and forgiveness into the world as an imperfect, selfish, stupid man can. This video affirms many of my own experiences. Thank you for your honesty and truth.
Wow 😮! I don’t have any words. Just so emotionally. Your video couldn’t have come at a better time! Depression robs you of a life, and hinders us from exploring our purpose. Thank you for sharing your life’s journey. It’s been utterly enlightening! God Bless You!!!!🙏
This is one of the best I’ve seen!! Thank you to this experiencer!!! I have had an OBE...... very very very similar to hers in this video. Yes, it’s true and it’s real. Much love to this woman. She is an amazing storyteller and person!!!!!!! She’s done some wonderful things in her life for other people. May God keep blessing her.
I was 41 when I had mine. yeah, and guess what? Jesus wasn't there. They left a woman with me, she looked like Selma Hayek too.....whoa....she was gorgeous. I can't see her anymore......I really miss her. I asked them to do something for me to prove that they were real. THEY DID IT!!! It was between me and them.......we are watched by Angels.......all there is to it.
I watched this video three years ago and watched it again today and it had an even greater impact on me than it did the first time. Thank you so much for your message.
My mom suffering from cancerclose to her death could see angels coming to her and in multiple occasions addressing beautiful shining ladies coming to take her.
Something drew me to watch these types of videos... NDE is REAL.. and her message resonated to my core...its no coincidence.. i was meant to hear this, and at this time.. Thank you so much for making some sense to how scattered and messed i have been feeling.. God bless you..
Hi Claudie....please watch the testimony of Mario Martinez on CZcams, and you can call him also and he will pray for you .....his phone number is 816-8881794.....God bless you.....danieldragan8@yahoo.com
As someone who has been activley suicidal and been literal seconds from death (pulled off tracks by police JUST before a train passed by)... this video is so touching. God wont let us go before it is our time. If he cant get to us himself he will use those around us. God bless this woman, may she continue to be strong and knowledgable. Amen.
Thank you for sharing, I´m in my quarantene here in Parauguay, and this experience was a blessing for me. The message "Don´t waste your time that you are not loved" it was very touching. Thank you.
When I found this I was looking for ways to effectively overdose. it made me want to pray. I've been battling with depression for years,with nobody to confide in. my mother passed away, I don't have any real friends and I was raped. I'm on the verge of losing my scholarship, basically everything is going downhill. This video gave me a little bit of hope
Please dont do it.. my fiance also comitted suicide and my entire life is dark. Everyone who loved him is in so much pain. You are loved! Your an amazing person and your life matters! Please dont do it
People Don’t Want to Kill Themselves They Just Don’t Know How to Kill the Pain. Every Thunderstorm Runs Out of Rain!!!!!! Scars of mind far exceed the scars of the flesh!!!!!! WHY? It’s not TANGIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Every thunderstorm runs out of rain." That should be on the walls of every school, every church, every mental health facility. That one statement is underrated gold.
I was once immersed in an oceanic consciousness of unconditional love and felt in every cell of my body/being 3 words. "I love you." After I stammered out the words "OH and I love you too!", it disappeared. I know exactly what she's talking about. The vision has seen me through me many hard times.
Oh darling what a hard experience to lose the three people you love the most in such a short time. Yes knowing they are still alive on the other side helps a lot.
He hugged you girl.............I wanted to know what peace was, acceptance, forgiveness and complete trust. I didn't want to be responsible for everything, I wanted rest.......I saw Him in a dream holding me......and I felt that peace for the first time in my life. I said:" Father, I don't know what love is".....that's when He held me, and He is there for me....Yeshua is Lord.
Marta Escobar People like you have such profound experiences with Jesus and God of Jesus. But then I hear people who experience other things but they are way less profound don’t know what to believe
there are sooo many depressed,lost hope , people,, i feel im walking like-a zombie among the other world,, im living but yet not,, i listened to all-of stouts testimony, winced and cried at times our experiences met,,, I want my purpose, my reason to make sense.... this helped
I know how you feel losing 3 people you loved so much. I lost my mother and 2 months later my precious brother died suddenly. One month before my mother died, we found out my beautiful sister-in-law found out she had cancer and she died 4 years later. It's been 10 years and I still can't seem to get beyond and be okay. Life changed so quickly and drastically. But I had a beautiful dream that I believe my brother sent me and another from my sister-in-law. I know they are fine and feeling great joy where they are. And my mother came to me a few years after she died in a most beautiful way, but not in a dream.
I lost my step-dad the year before I lost my 18 year old son - it is hard but 23 years on, I am a stronger and more loving person through the pain and suffering I went through. It can change you for the better - God is gracious and only He, has got me this far.
I was one who chose to come back BUT was angry about it and went into depression. The contrast between what I experienced and what I felt after was simply too great. I LOVE her words "This life is a dream. A precious one". It has taken me 35 years (since my NDE) to see life this way and love it. It's the world I am not so fond of... It has never mattered to me if my experience should be validated or believed because very few people who have not had one, I imagine, would be able to accept/believe what dying is REALLY like. It is LIVING that is painful and difficult by comparison (but mainly because we are conditioned to be so afraid of death). It is only recently (since deciding I will live this life to the best of my ability) that I have come around to watching and listening others who have had an NDE - for me, it has been a kind of divisive secret. I am lucky that like her, I have a partner who is both spiritually seeking while materially grounded... telling him about my NDE was edifying but I am not even sure if he "believes" me. I love how unpolished yet sincere she is and... it is really ok if many/most don't believe her. They will know soon enough (and that is a good thing:)
Wow just wow. I’m so thankful I found this. Beautifully told, lost count of how many times I cried listening to your story Yolaine. I’m looking forward to going home, I miss it every single day.
This was all so very moving but the most important lesson for me honestly was "Every thought is a choice" I never looked at it that way. You have changed my life, thank you from the bottom of my heart and God bless. Keep sharing your story!
What a profound, divinely inspired message of LOVE! After viewing this video, which I found just by accident, I now feel as if I've known Yolaine all my life. I love this talk. God bless you!
You are so loved, thank you for your testimony and beautiful story of your husband’s passing Yolaine, May you join together in Heaven one day when it is your time, and many beautiful journeys until then🙂🕊🙏💖
I lived in the Vienna area and the energy in that part of Europe is very heavy. I too was depressed living among such historical oppressive energies. I came back to the west and it lifted off me like a veil. I am an empath. It was not my energies. Self unconditional love is the key💖💖💖so sorry for all your losses. Happy you shared this story💖 -I would rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief -
I too experienced heavy sadness when moving to a new place. I thought it was my energies as well, until I discovered some past history of the place I was staying that I was warned about in a dream a few weeks after moving in. The world is teeming with life, unfortunately our material ways miss most of it. Mediums see more of it, but at the cost of some lack of comfort most of the times.
In my NDE I received similar messages and since that day almost 45 Earth years ago I have viewed every experience as an opportunity to learn how to love as our Creator loves - unconditionally and without limit. This has made for a very challenging life, from the deaths of two of my children to having to stop a serial killer…. And so many other horrific events I thought I might not survive. Life isn’t easy, but I encourage everyone to hang in there. Eventually, each of us will return to our true Home and be better for having gone through corporeal life. I send my love to all of you, Homies!
WOW, Thank you so much Yolaine for sharing your experience. The words you have spoken have had an impact of me and have helped me understand exactly what I was struggling with. Planning to have sentence 'don;t waste your life ...' written and framed so I can focus and help find my purpose. Thank you again. Libby
Libby Campion, every single human being has the same purpose, which is to love, and being ( experiencing the journey to its fullest). Keep on with your search, you will come to know for yourself. Best wishes on your journey!
Thankyou for encouraging everyone with your story and letting us know we must not waste our lives. Because , that';s exactly what i've been doing and have strugged to find a way out. Your story has really encouraged me.
@Delia Darling If that is the case, the Bible is clearly wrong in this point. If you know animals, if you study them and educate yourself about them, about the science about them, you don't have the slightest doubt. You know for a fact animals have souls. And if they go to heaven after death, they'll get there quicker than we do.
I'm in a deep dark depression right now, crying with the burden of a troubled marriage and stumbled upon yr video. Your testimony spoke to me personally when you said, 'dont waste your life thinking you are not loved'...thank you..that is a God given message.
God's love is within you. Find it. Love yourself as God loves you.
This too shall pass.
You are loved beyond anything you can imagine! You are right where you need to be at this moment.
so glad i found this vid. youtube has helped me all the time. i was really depressed and frustrated this morning. but this world is temporary and death is not to be feared.
please stay alive. what's helping me big time right now is the art created by tyler joseph and joshua dun who make up the band twenty one pilots.
start with the first record called "no phun intended" and finish with their latest "blurryface." i promise you that if you let tyler and josh help you, they will.
as fans we call ourselves "the clique" and we are always holding onto one another mentally, emotionally spiritually and physically. we're the few, the proud and the emotional. our brains are sick and that's okay. we've got you, we won't judge you and you can put on your mask for as long as you see fit.
please, fren, when you're ready to take off your mask hit me up if you so choose.
stay alive, frend I-/
Three days after my ten year old son died suddenly, I was at home, when a beautiful golden light appeared to me. I felt the most amazing love surround me. The light filled me with strength and comfort and a 'knowing' that my son was still existing, but on the Spiritual Plane. I was overjoyed and filled with a euphoria like I had never known. The experience has given me so much strength in all the passing years to cope with my loss, which has been far from easy. I was truly blessed. Thank you for sharing your story. 💜💜
you will see him again one day. I truly believe that.
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My heart goes out to you. I lost my son too, so, I know how hard it is to keep going. I am a medium and I know my son is fine, but, I still feel a deep black hole on my right side. Blessed be to you, hon.
My friend many years ago had a very similar experience
Wow, that's amazing!! But didn't you get upset because of this paranormal manifestation?
I lost my daughter this week, my only child, the love of my life, your video really helped ease the pain, thank you
So sorry for your loss..She is in a better place ...I pray God comforts you whenever you need him to...God bless you🙏💓
@@daybyday0731 thank you so much for your kind words
Praying for Gods healing for you during this unimaginably painful experience. Hugs ❤
I love you.
I don't know what else to say, but I send such loving energy..
@@liberatedhippything Thank you so much, I love you too
I almost committed suicide with a pistol and before I did I heard a audible voice ask how can I present you to my father in this manner. I put the gun away to never find it again. Not sure what happened to it. Glad I didn't take a permanent ending to a passing problem... God Bless
I had a similar experience. I had taken an overdose of pills and was lying on my bed in a state of complete despair. I heard a voice in my head say, "you cannot enter my kingdom in this way." I went to vomit out the pills and as I was doing that, paramedics were entering my home and rushed me to the hospital. My mother had called them.
Keith, I'm glad you're still here.
My 35 yr old daughter passed away 01/03/18. They called it suicide. We proved it was murder and the cops told us to pound sand.
I miss her deeply. Her passing has brought out deep depression in her younger brother. He has attempted suicide 6 times in the last 12 months. I fear losing my son. I don't want to lose my only surviving child.
Some days I have to force myself to be grateful. Some days I don't know which way is up or down.
My daughter is around. She provides synchronicity. 💖 I continually ask my daughter to go love her brother. To help him get through what he is dealing with.
Please, just love. Forgive. You are only one heartbeat away.
@@avimae4225 I hope things will be alright for you.
Thank you.
This video was an accident for me...I was researching the soul and I was drawn to the integrity in Yolaine's face and clicked. My intuition told me to stay for the entire video. This is a tour de force of purpose, what a gift to the world! I don't want to share my personal story but I want Yolaine to know that she just transformed me in a profound and deep way. I want to stand on the street corner and play this for the world. God bless everyone who found this video.
Jeffrey Cohen, what is your story? Since you desire to share her story with the world, you can post it on your social sites, and forward it to everyone you know and ask them to forward to their contacts and so it goes.
Jeffrey Cohen C
Jeffrey Cohen Stay strong... your intuition led you here for a reason. 😉
Jeffrey Cohen, thank you. I feel the same way. God bless you for thinking of others too. You must be a wonderful person.
Jeffrey... I get you. I know what you're saying. :)
To you scrolling through the comments: The world needs you and you are loved! ~Peace~
Terri C thank you Terri
@@marinagemini5449 thank u i needed to hear this
Thank you, Terri. Earlier I asked my angels and guides for a helper. Thank you for your help. May you be blessed with Goodness and Love.
This is nonsense.
@@alexukbrighton why think that...she lieing
My Mother is dying in this moment. At 60 years old I have NEVER lived on this planet without her. I'm so shattered and accidentally came across this today. For some reason it has given me a hope of moving forward in a world where I can no longer see her.
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I'm so sorry. I'm glad you found hope in this video; I did too.
Bless you and your mother. I lost my mother almost 7 years ago and it is difficult, I have had many losses since so this video came when I really needed it.
❤❤❤please hold onto Jesus. May His Peace superabound over you sweetheart. You shall be with her FOREVER. Take comfort in that
Thank you, Margaret. You reminded me how lucky i am to still have my mother. I can't imagine the world without her in it. She is heading home in her heart and wants to quit, to leave. Can't blame her, but i don't want her to go. Self-centeredness, on my part. Who in the world will care if i am okay once she goes? Anyhow, thanks again.
@@janetwhite7786
I will care!!🙏
Animals survive death too, always be kind to animals because they have feelings and souls just as we do
and they understand our language if animal dosnt speak it dosnt mean he dosnt understand
But predators tear apart prey and that's part of the natural world. I think factory farming is the most questionable. And it is arguably in the best interest of the world to go vegan. Not disagreeing but there are levels to things
They are most empathetic. I've seen a horse hug and comfort a human, I've seen a dog prevent a baby from danger, and I've seen a dog have the idea of volunteering his body as a prop to help a heavily pregnant woman get up from the floor. My own dog could read the very finest detail of body language. I could think of going for a walk and she would get super excited. In some ways they are far superior to humans, as they just exist as love, unconditionally. I learned so much from my dog. She was so patient, so forgiving, so understanding, and always loving. I will miss her until I see her again. It's been painful without her. I've been trying to think of a good and very personal way to honor this good, gentle being, who dedicated her like to loving me. ❤
@@birdiedog5 This is why I put animals above humans, you can ALWAYS trust and depend on them without being disappointed ever. Something that us supposedly “intelligent beings” with “decision making skills” lack severely. God really blesses us blatantly and discreetly and we deserve none of it for how we behave as a species.
@@jdt8983Why not just bring back hunting?
When my 28 year old daughter passed suddenly I was in denial be cause I feared the pain that much I had fallen asleep sitting up and as I woke up I heard her beautiful voice say "love you mom" and my hair was picked up and flipped on my left side just like she had touched me.i felt her precious love . I believe because we had a deep bond I was a single mom for 9 years she was everything to me . We both love Jesus very much so I believe Jesus allowed her to comfort me but I know she is with her God in heaven. Many times I've felt despair and cried out for Jesus for comfort and immediately that warm loving blanket of peace comes over me and I'm suddenly ok. Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted..
@Guardian Patriot thank you so much how very thoughtful and kind you are. God bless you too!
And in the midst of the seven candlesticks one like unto the Son of man, clothed with a garment down to the foot, and girt about the paps with a golden girdle. His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire; And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters. And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in his strength.
My dad passed recently. I heard footsteps the other night so moved over expecting that my husband was coming to bed. I felt a kiss on my forehead. I opened my eyes and my hubby was not there but downstairs snoring. I felt like it was my dad.
There’s no afterlife
@@gambred498 so how do you know?
@@milessheppardson3008 just because most people think that afterlife is heaven that came from the Bible wich I spend my whole life studying and it contradicts itself and doesn’t make sense
@@gambred498
You have a lot to learn my friend. The afterlife is whatever you want it to be. Love is the only divine truth
@@gambred498 if that’s what you honestly believe, you should not spread it here where people do believe. I myself do not believe, I know with 100% certainty that we never die. We transform and continue our limitless experiences. All your questions will be answered in due time
I had a similar NDE/OBE experience 54 years ago. It was so profound that I still remember the thoughts and feelings. I am an alcoholic and have never taken a drink since that day. Since then I have had a life that has had more opportunities and the courage to do things that I do not think I could have accomplished before. At 80 years of age, I do not fear death and can live hopefully on forever.
You are not an alcoholic anymore... In Jesus Name
Jesus sealed it... A guarantee ❤️
ann so did u see Jesus,, mohamad.... allah.. jehovah...tell us who is the real God...
@@wilsonbaeza4384 No. I just felt an over whelming sense of love and joy.
@@anniebieb so you mean to tell me you went to heaven and didnt have enough sence to ask the deity who he was???
“Don’t waste your life thinking you’re not loved” You’ve said it all! Thank you for your beautiful sharing.💛
Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Spirituality is the answer to everything. I was a drug addict, add alcohol or just about anything that would give me a down feeling. Money was wasted on treatment. Step meetings did nothing to help, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO HELP!!! I'm not in recovery. I'm cured. Have been for 15 years. I don't have any cravings. I don't feel any need to alter my mind. The answer was right in front of me. People ask me,"what's the your secret???" I tell them and they don't want to believe what the answer is. After losing ALL hope, I got down on my knees. I asked Jesus for help. I was overcome with a feeling I can't describe! I knew everything was going to be alright. I did have to work on mending the things I had destroyed. It took five years before the people I love really believed I was a new person. I don't go to a Church. I read the Bible. I have a concordance. I have a personal relationship with Jesus. That's the secret. It's free! I had tried rehab many times. Step meetings never helped me at all. Spirituality, a relationship with Jesus, it works. Please don't waste your time leaving rude or unkind comments. I never read them. I don't engage in Internet debates. Most, it seems just will not get to the point of understanding how limited we are as humans. There's things happening we can't observe with our limited state. This is a VERY brief period we are on earth. I was a worst case scenario. Now I enjoy each and everyday.........
God bless you
thx for this comment. i am depressed and feel stuck now. i am at that point now. i drink wine everyday to help me focus, feel better and get numb. i quit my job that plataeu'd and was going nowhere. i do miss it somewhat.
so i left NC (too hot and southern) and now north of philly where i have family. we all moved back north. i just had no idea PA is so backwards. this area is congested, boring, worst roads u can imagine AND rent is expensive. hard to find anything good about it honestly.
i thought i could move and start over. now i feel stuck. annnd i'll stop rambling. my point is that i feel Jesus is the rock. i am still new to it all. i don't read the Bible like i should and don't pray daily like i should. i think its consistency that is the secret. stay in the Word as they say, not this sick world. you are doing it just like i plan to.
its not about church, its about a relationship. i got on my knees many times, last night actually. i always start off saying i know i'm a skumbag.....its hard to talk to God when you are a vile human. at least my heart is good. part of why i quit my job is because the younger people were getting nastier every year as i got older. backstabbing, gossip, hate. all for no reason, its crazy. people are being programmed through social media, music, movies to be superficial narcissists.
thx again, perfect comment at the perfect time. synchronicity always happens, love it!
beautiful rainy day today. i'm from Buffalo so i love rain :)
Thank you so much for sharing your story. The same thing happened to me. When my life was a total mess and totally not working out (long story) and feeling empty...I cried out to Jesus and ask Him to help me. Very shortly after that, my immoral life was dismantled one by one. It's a long story but right now I live a joyful life and not sinning anymore. I even quit masturbating. I feel I have the Holy spirit guiding me and for the first time in my life I am truly happy. I have now a personal relationship with Jesus Christ our Lord. I am very grateful for this second chance!
John Hickey Please search up, 'Spiritual awakening'. Believe me, it will set you in the right direction. As long as you are willing to listen and compare what you already know within. What you have said is so true though. Have a great day/night! 😁
I think this is such an incredible story! I lost my mother to cancer 13 years ago, and on her last day of life, I heard God's voice tell me to say goodbye, HE said that was her last day of life. I remember falling to the floor in shock, because I knew without a doubt it was true, up to then I had denied that she would die, she died that day after I made several promises to her and said my goodbyes. GOD HAS BEEN SO GOOD TO ME IN SO MANY WAYS!
That's really beautiful
† In hoc † Signo † Vinces op MC was
God bless you
Bullshit bullshit bullshit. I met santa. Keep lying.
@@dennisrogers2834 Who do you think you are .
Nothing but an ignorant old Fool.
I can see why you would have been chosen to deliver this uplifting and powerful message. Any loved ones you have that have crossed over must be SO proud of you as they watch you share your message. I honor and thank you for making this your mission in life now. Look how many lives you've already touched and will continue to impress with this! Thank you and bless you.
I couldn't have said it any better...exactly true!
When i told my boss i was giving my two week notice at work right after i was given a raise and better opportunity with my position. I was leaving for a leaser pay job because God was calling me to do take rhis path. I thought to myself my boss can't argue with God.My boss tried to argue with my reason for leaving that is when i knew it was extremely clear for me to leave and take the lesser paying job. I have been extremely happy and grateful since i left i never looked back!! Gina in lights
This video helped me at a dark time in my life. You would think if you love people you would be happy, that's not always true. This life is h a hard to live, we all need some love and help while livin.
Charmaine Watson Amen
Charmaine Watson I agree this life can be awful, I think when my time comes, I hope I'm not scared. Don't think I want to come back here. Feel I've learnt enough lessons
Charmaine, you are a healer & a lamp for this world. So it is normal that you will be facing situations & people who are unwell & in darkness. Find a spiritual friend, pastor &/or teachers on youtube like eckhart Tolle, Oprah's soul conversations, Barbara Brown Taylor, & recorded talks by Howard Thurman. You give off a courageous wisdom & nobility, so your life likely WILL be hard, like any great soul's, but powered by God & big with joy.
Jesús is your answer. God bless you Charmaine.
This is a profound statement. Thank you. Love is the answer.
I’ve never had an NDE but it doesn’t have to be your experience for you to learn from it. I connected with this story because I lost six very important people in my life in the past five years. My mom, my boyfriend of six years mom, my sister, my stepfather, and just two weeks ago my dad. It’s been very hard, I guess I look to these videos for comfortThat there is life after death and they are all in the hands of God. Gives me hope for when the day comes and it is my time; there will be peace and I will see them again.Thank you for sharing your story.
This death thing is bullshit.......wow....it is really rough! I know more people dead than alive it seems like. What gets me is when does life BECOME FUN AGAIN???? I really come alive when I'm with my grand kids. They are growing so fast. Kids give us purpose to live. They are out of state, so I spend most of my time alone......not easy. I just don't get it. And you know what? How are you to be NOT DEPRESSED??? The thing that is good about all of it is we are all gonna be together AGAIN!!!.....soon!!! When I had my experience in 94, when you go into the luminosity.....you are so inthralled by the rapture....(it's like 10,000 orgasms all at one) .....so taken in by the bliss....you have no time for anything else. The other thing that the Angels do is ERAISE YOUR MIND.....it is about protection......and you can't remember you lived at all. You just can't remember anything. Then as the Angels are standing in front of you, you START REMEMBERING THEM FROM BEFORE YOU WERE BORN!!! it's gets pretty bizarre....but they are there to help you. God is love.
h2bizzle wow! You have so much love coming from the other side. You are not done here. God loves all of us.
So sorry for all your losses!
So sorry dear I don't care if this sounds corny but I LOVE YOU
@@bryceanderson9267 I hope you are right. LOVE YOU
When I got the news that my mom had passed away, I immediately went to the medicine cabinet and took a bunch of pills out ready to take but 1. my brother was his way to my house 2. We were going to drive to see my mother at the hospital to say our goodbyes😢... I couldn’t leave just yet. Then, after I wrote her obituary, I immediately began to write my own. But when I was writing mine and looking at my mother’s, I realized I have barely lived in comparison to her. And my mother was young, she was 56 and while she didn’t live a full and complete life like she deserved, she lived her life to the fullest. It’s a struggle to still be here but I hang on because one of the biggest gifts that my mom ever gave me was this life.
KristaLeigh98 I love that. “One of the biggest gifts my mom ever gave me was this life”.
Beautiful
Take a good care of your life, much love.
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I’m glad you’re here 💗
@@TheSouthernLady777 I'm sorry for your loss! I pray both our mothers are up there watching and guiding us. Hugs to you
This was fantastic. I lost my husband of 20 years suddenly because of a brain defect we knew nothing about. And before him we lost his dad, step dad, my maternal grandpa, and then less than 24 hours after my husbands death, my paternal grandpa. In the 3 years since my husbands passing I’ve lost both of my grandmas. BUT, my husband came to me in several dreams and he was so young and happy, his eyes just sparkling and full of excitement, I know there is an afterlife. He even told me some things that I’ve heard others mention also. Your story really touched my heart ❤️Keep doing what you’re doing. I don’t understand why some people are so intentionally blind to these things. But my mom is Catholic(I also had a hard time with it and had some strong willed talks with the priest, lol)(and could no longer be Catholic by choice) and she says it’s sin to even talk to those who have passed or to think they are communicating with us in any manner(even Cardinals or finding pennys(I find quarters all the time when I am feeling down or struggling emotionally). Once your eyes are opened you can’t close them. Hugs and blessings to you.
Bless her heart. I'm so proud the Creator showed her her life was important and she was loved
pride is the worst of the 7 deadly sins
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Mister Tibbs being proud of someone in a sense that you are incredibly happy for someone who got through something bad isn’t a sin
This woman has experienced so much pain. God bless her. I hope she finds peace in this life as well as the next.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful and authentic experiences! You are fortunate to have found a wonderful man who loved you during his earthly life and will continue to love you in his heavenly life! I am 69 and have had only dysfunctional relationships, the few good times being short-lived. My 28-year-old daughter has been experiencing very much the same thing in her life. And she has a toddler and another baby on the way.
I have had a couple of mystical experiences and messages through dreams that have helped. The spiritual groups around me also have helped. Your testimony made me cry and gave me further confirmation that I, too, am loved! I need to write some more music and lyrics about this. I had gotten into a slump of work and financial concerns and a feeling of resignation that I am pulling out of. Keep telling your story, and don't worry about the skeptics! God is blessing you and your message! 🎶🌻 🌈♥️
I agree...😟 When she mentioned the affair you can tell it still hurts her...I pray she's doing great..
One morning I got up as a teenager to my mom making breakfast, she was the happiest I've ever seen her. When I asked her what was up she told me about a dream she had that night. She dreamt that my grandparents appeared to her in a dream, they looked as young and handsome as when she was a little girl. After saying their hellos they asked if she wanted to go with them, all they had to do was go over those mountains in the horizon. Without giving it a second thought she said yes, she'd love to, but suddenly remembered us, her sons. "Wait, I can't, I can't go with you because my children still need me" They said ok, we'll come back for you later. Many years later as she was dealing with incredible pain from many ailments, after visiting her I said on my drive back "God, don't keep her here on account of me, I can deal with it, just take away her pain" Within a relatively short while as I was on the first flight home that day due to her condition worsening she passed, hours before I got there. I was told her last words were that she was feeling good, that nothing hurt anymore and she fell asleep with a slight smile on her face. I can only guess that my grandparents went over to fulfill their promise of coming back later for her, to cross over those mountains with her mom and dad.
That's beautiful. If you read Anita moorlands nde experience when she was dying g from stage 4 cancer..doctors told her family that she will have passed by morning...well she didn't...u stead she had an nde...and recovered 100% cancer gone and nine her book she tells that in her nde she was able in spirit to be everywhere and anywhere and feom where she was in hospital in Hong Kong she was able to see her brother on thw flight feom I did to Hong Kong and she could see how worried he was that hw wouldn't make it in time. But he did because she made full recovery and now tour's the world speaking of her nde. So u said your mother passed when you were on a plane....your mom probably was able to be on that plane with you and saw you just like Anita moorland saw her brother flying to say his goodbyes to her ❤️ I thought I'd tell you in case it helps to know. Your mom had a beautiful experience when her parents visited her. I am sure she will do the same for you one day. God bless.
“To be absent from the body is to be in the presence of the Lord”
AMEN
maybe. just because your body dies doesnt ensure you go to god. learn then speak
Either way you’ll meet your maker
@Zatoichi444 find your own proof lazy dumbass. its not my job to prove it to you. wake the fuck up.
The spiritual realm is more real than this natural realm!
Absolutely !
That's because we are actually Spiritual Beings have a Human Experience.
Facts!
THIS is the dream :)
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Yolaine, It’s been the dark night of the soul for me. I believe I have been a needy person most if not all of my life. I believed I needed all these external thing to feel complete and accepted. Because of your testimony, I know the truth now. After 25 years of marriage my husband abandoned me because of 20 years of chronic depression. I really believed I was going to die. My heart chattered. I had dreams as you did. My depression worsened. I went from having a family a home a great job to losing my family unit, disconnected from my daughters and separated from my son, sold my home for almost nothing, moved in with my daughter, feeling like a burdened. I have a new normal where I feel homeless and lost. I never in my dreams did I think I would be at 55. In my younger days I had spiritual visitation, which discontinued when I began taking antidepressants. It’s the lonliness that has had a hold on me. I’m learning day by day. I don’t know what my purpose is but I’m praying for direction and courage to do what I need to do. Anyway, I just wish to say thank you!
Anna Derda , the Most Holy Rosary always gives me strength and comfort. Our Heavenly Mother will not disappoint you, and She is so gentle and sweet you can’t imagine. Stay in faith and lean, and I mean Lean, on Jesus and Mary Anna. God Bless you
Life is a dream- Heaven is the reality!! Been saying it my whole life!!➕🙏😁❤
Sorry, you won’t find Jesus up there
Al Haymon
How do u know?
@@sandpaper631 Jesus is in you!
No im not gay
Lol that’s not quite what I meant
Thank you for sharing.
I had an encounter with God. We walked and talked twice in my dreams after i was on brink of death in ICU after heart failure in 2009.
Im now on my mission with God walking in my purpose.
God bless.
Yolaine, what a beautiful testimony. I recently went through a bad divorce - finally leaving our home in 2017. Like you, I could not have children and am from a large Catholic family - we all went to Catholic schools. I had soured on religion years ago however, always believed in a divine Creator. I returned to my childhood home in March, 2017 and in July my Mom had a knee replaced. She fell in the hospital exactly one week after her surgery and had a left hip replaced as well. She was 84 when this occurred. I became the primary care giver for my Mom. My only Sister had also moved in with my Mom 2 years prior and had been diagnosed with Frontal Temporal Dementia in 2010 - she was, at that time, asymptomatic. Once my Mom had progressed to the point where she could use a walker, my sister started having delusions (May, 2018). During the coming months, my Sisters disease progressed. I cared for my Sister who passed away on 12/6/18. Two weeks after this date, my Mother fell in her kitchen shattering her other hip. I resumed the care of my Mother and felt honored to do so for she and my Sister. My Mom passed on 2/1/20 at 4:20 am. My Sister, Mother and I were extremely close. I should mention that my Father passed in 1999. The night/am that my Mom passed, my Sister-in -law and Niece were here. They insisted that I try to get some sleep as it had been scarce for weeks. I tried, rising 1 hour later to use the bathroom. After shutting the bathroom door, I met with my Father and said "Hey Dad" like it was 1984. He hugged me and then left. I returned to bed wondering if I had imagined that experience. 10 minutes later, I clearly heard my Sister's voice calling my name. Among other things, she told me that she and my Father were here to take my Mom home.
Thank you for all the selfless love you gave them. I’m so glad you were gifted with those visions that thanked you and gave back to your heart.
I cried with her, what an incredible story and person. The love she has experienced is palpable, far from a life wasted.
I have lost 3 people in my life.. starting when I was 13 and my father died from cancer.. a fiance at 25 and my son 4 yrs ago.. Everytime.. a few months after they were gone.. They came back to me in a "dream".. except it was not a dream.. They let me know that they were ok.. that they were happy, that they we're someplace wonderful.. and that knowledge has kept me strong, and unafraid..
Wonderful, wonderful. Thank you. You are an inspiration for so many. This says it all.
itsalljones amazing- thanks for sharing that . Bless you 😔
Oh wow, I am so sorry for your loss...but I am glad you take comfort knowing they are in a better place ♥️
You gave me strength today
@@codettesorg5596 I'm glad you are finding your way through.. There really is very little anyone can say to make it easier.. Peace to you..
As soon as you said “Pure Bliss” I knew I wasn’t “crazy.” I had my suicidal near death experience in 1998 at age 25 (but is it still considered near death when you die? Well, same experiential language! And I was brought back.) i really did die. 3X in the ambulance and was out of body for the last one, watching a person on top of me giving me CPR -no portable defibrillators in 1998- and hearing a woman shout “we’re losing her!” 3x really loud. I wasn’t pulled back into my body (SUCH a wonderful description!!) for nearly a week. I was in a coma and was given a slight chance of living but the Drs didn’t think my brain would recover. I was “unaware” of that bc I was in that light (bright but not glaring- absolutely perfect) of pure bliss. I didn’t see Jesus but felt Him - but I DID see - of all people-my bossy aunt (bossy but loving) -and three others in my family. One was my paternal grandmother of whom I had never met, but everyone said I reminded them of her and there were only a few pictures (most destroyed in Hurricane Hugo) and I described her to a tee. Both my parents mouths made that popping sound as they fell open. My aunt told me I had a purpose and couldn’t stay... sometimes I
Wonder why she got to make that decision. I have been in chronic pain from a spinal nerve thing that I won’t bore you with (my bones/cartilage are just aging faster than they should I guess. I had had it for 5 yrs at that time and 3 spinal surgeries in 4 yrs and the Dr said at 23 my back & the disks looked like those of a 60 yr old. The nerve damage is most painful. I lost my mom, my sister, all of my aunts & uncles, my horse, & just recently my dog and 3 wks after my Westie passed I’ve been dx with osteoarthritis and must have two TKRs and maybe a hip. I live on second floor and lost my “friends” when I could no longer do what they do. I take care of my 88 yr old dad who has begun asking for my mom. I want to go back...home. It’s been 20 yrs & I’ve been in therapy all 20. If I cld live in my “blissful” body - or just not never ending pain - I may not want to go back so much. I may be able to think long enough to know what my purpose is, now. I used to speak to high school kids about the dangers of drugs and alcohol but am so far out of that world now, they wouldn’t be able to relate to me. And that is not my purpose. I used to know what my purpose was but now I’m so far depressed bc of my physical limitations and depression/PTSD, you name it - I’m clawing at the hole trying to get out. But I hold on to that PURE BLISS bc those are the words I used. (i don’t tell many people anymore). Thank you for this. My therapists now are earth angels who both agree with my aunt... if I could get past the pain and the realization that I will be homeless when my father passes, I may be worthy of finding out my purpose. It has been a war since ‘98. I’ll use a line from New Moon: “Life is hard. Death is easy.” Geez maybe my purpose is writing. Sorry for the Book comment.
Oh. And another horse. Thursday. She never let anyone but the owner of the equine assisted therapy program touch and love on her, and bc losing Ghost was devastating so I said no to Hope (you read that right. Hope.) bc I knew she had had problems with her legs from birth. Sue took her in and she had six surgeries and was a veryyy angry little foal. If anyone who got to close to her (huge) stall, she would kick it as hard as she could, lil sh*t. Well when I went to see the mustang in her pasture - all 3 plus Hope are yearlings. Hope trotted a bit passed Cheyenne right up to me. Didn’t give me a CHANCE TO SAY ’no’ - She had never let anyone touch her or even stand next to her for more than 2 , maybe 3 mins. Hope stood with me - no halter, no ropes, she was free to leave. But she stayed. 45 mins. She sniffed me all over and stopped at my knees (so did Ghost. So did 3-4 other horses that I’ve spent time out there) From now on I’m going to ask if I can have an ultrasound or MRI.) Horses are Pure Bliss too (I miss riding) it and I’m a client so can’t volunteer but maybe one day. Just another example of death turning my eyes toward bliss. Pure Bliss. I really could have learned that lesson with one animal. Tho.!
Not Annie. She was my child💞.
Thank you for sharing, Kelly.
I’m praying for you kelly in Jesus name you are healed from the inside out ! May god bless u pls keep us updated just stay strong ok
Kelly if your story is true, and I believe it is, you have answered one of the basic yet astounding questions about the God and the afterlife.....if suicide is an unforgivable sin and keeps people with good hearts from getting into heaven. I wouldn’t do it now because I have a little girl, but for many years the fear of going to hell is the only thing that kept me in this life. God bless.
Kelly Goodridge keep going ❤️
Thanks for sharing your experience. I never knew what to call my experience because I don't think I actually died. Now I know it was an NDE. It happened in 1984. My former fiance had been in a horrific car accident and after three months in hospital we knew he was on his way home. I remember being at the hospital that day and each one of us took our turn by his bedside saying our goodbyes. Later that night I prayed and asked God for a sign that Bill was going to be okay. God did answer me affirmatively but I meant was he going to live. That's not what He meant. In the early morning hours of May 18, 1984, after much crying and praying, I had been asleep but was awakened by the feeling that my body was sinking into the bed but like I was rising at the same time. And I remember the most peaceful, loving feeling all around me. It was dark but I could see that I was floating towards the ceiling and I could see the closet doors and the foot of the bed and the entry door below me. I also remember that I just wanted to keep going up. Then I woke up abruptly gasping for air and I turned to look at the clock and it was 3am. Later that morning after I'd showered and gotten ready for the day, I had it in my mind that I was going to go back to the hospital to sit with Bill again. Then the phone rang and it was his sister calling to tell me he had passed away. He had passed at 3am in the morning. I think now that Bill wanted me to go with him but it wasn't my time. We had been so in love that our soul ties just didn't want to come undone. At 19 years old, your life is just begininng. You're not supposed to be facing the death of some one you love and he was so young too. It was such a painful time in my life but I'm truly thankful for the experience I had. It made me the sensitive, caring person I am today.
Very interesting experience, have you thought of sharing it on www.nderf.org? If not, you may want to consider it. I have no connection to this site, but they do a great job in researching NDE's from the whole world. God bless.
Well, I never heard of that organization before but I will consider posting on their website. Would you consider my experience an NDE or just an out of body event? In eiher case, it was very peacful and loving and just a sense of calmness and I didn't want it to end. It felt like home.
Now, I'm not an expert at all, I simply read a lot of NDE accounts and your story reminds me of a woman whose husband was involved in a traffic accident and this woman had felt a tingling at some point while asleep, so she had woken up knowing her husband needed her, something like that, but that woman had not an out of body experience, like you did. Yours qualifies definitely as an NDE-like experience that tells a lot about the interaction between a soul already in the afterlife and one in our midst. So sorry for your enormous loss, it must have been a very strong connection and I imagine therefore you were attracted so deep in between both realms.
Thank you, yes, Bill and I had a very strong connection. So much so that I think God had to prepare me for my loss. Six months before his accident, I was visited by what I call my angel urging me to return to my family of origin. I was between wake and sleep when this brilliantly, beautiful warmth enveloped me. I heard an inaudible voice tell me to get up now and go home. Had I not returned home, I would have been in the car with Bill and probably died then. It just wasn't my time to go; I had more work to do. Even though those events were hard to endure, I accept what happened and know that one day I will get to see Bill again.
Again, in layman's terms: you were literally dying with love. And angelic apparitions do happen, we'll never know how many, because not all people share theirs. I know of a public person (an actress of minor importance in Europe) who didn't believe in God. Jesus appeared to her. Then she went public with her story, not again and again, because she couldn't take the pressure, but she did speak about it a few times. Such beautiful personal revelations do occur and it's quite possible that yours was one of them. I would share - if I were you - all these thoughts with a priest, if possible. Maybe they happened as a call God expects you to... return, for want of a better word. God bless.
My mother died last September. I’m single and Childless and she was everything for me. During months of her health decline I wouldn’t miss going to church and kneeling and praying before a painting of the trinity. In the days after her death, I wouldn’t stop crying and screaming at God to send me a sign. All I wanted to know was if my mother was with her mother, my grandma up there. They were best friends and mom was talking to her mother in the days before her death. I kept begging God for a sign that they were together and it came from my heart. I told him that if I knew that then I could live the rest of my life in peace knowing that.
The night before the funeral my niece uploaded 174 pics of my mom and her family to the funeral website so we could play a slideshow during the services. We only had 1 pic of my grandma and the rest were my mom and us. The morning of the funeral, my brother calls me laughing and said the funeral place put our grandmas pic as if it were my moms pic online. With my moms name and dob and dod. I laughed and cried and thanked God for this confirmation which I most desperately needed.
There is life after death. This is a training ground for things to come. Be open to the signs. My family has received tons of signs from my mom since her death. This is not a surprise bc mom was very spiritual much like I am.
God bless you!
This person's story really made me cry!!!!!!!!!! What a beautiful message to hear!!
This is the most beautiful testimony I have ever heard. Thank you so much. I am touched beyond words. Bless you my dear.
Blue eye?...I don't think so. That is the god of white people. The God in scripture had firery red eyes.
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I am 60 and searching, thank you for seeing blessings revealed to me through your beautiful story. You have lifted my spirit.
the purpose of life is to Love. It's as simple as that, love...
Wow I guess like if someone cheats on u and uses u, can u still love that person... I saw a story about a mom who forgive the killer of her son as if his her own... That increases her capacity to love... That made think... If we can still love someone who cheats on us, we don't need to be with them but be ok and not hating... That's one step towards God I think
@romain reuter You just don't hate him/her. It's better to forgive and move forward. I talk from experience. If you can't love him/her just ignore everything about him/her and that's it... hate is very destructive
@Catherine Murphy it's not aboit being in love. It's love period. Love thy neighbour... Feed someone if you know they are hungry. Give a sweater to somone what is cold. Jesus said 'when I was hungry you fed me...' that is all there is to it. Be good. Be kind and take care of someone you see in need.
@@josirus6125 missing the point. But okay... Forgiving is devine. Wanna hold a grudge up to you. Wanna carry the torch for ever also up to you... You wanna die with that grudge on your heart.. all up to you. Let it devour and consume your life... Up to you... Or you could be a bigger person and forgive cause someone cheating on you has nothing to do with you but everything with that other person. You could take notice you learned your lesson and never fall for that trap again. Yes one can forgive a killer. I saw a story where a mom actually took her kid's killer in to her home and put him through school. I don't know if i could but it's for sure a ticket for her straight to heaven for having done that.
@Joseph Marton love is not a feeling. If you see someone cry and you put an arm around them it's love. If you see someone is hungry and you buy them a sandwich and a soda that is love. If you see an old man trying to cross the street and you help him cross that is love... Every act of kindness in you eyes is an act of love in the eyes of the Lord.
I've had 2 beautiful NDE. I don't talk to people about them. I'm surrounded by doubters. But I know what I know, and know I saw.
Will you tell me if you feel comfortable enough?
I dealt with doubters and some caused me a lot of pain. In time I realized I couldn't convince anyone and how it wasn't my job, for that matter. That I knew the truth and how no one but no one could take it from me. 💖
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Doubters are the worst. They don't just doubt they ridicule you. Those who preach "diversity" and "coexist" are the most judgemental. Remember Jesus was surrounded by doubters laughing at him while he carried his cross. Laughing as he hung dying. Their fate is the saddest thing there is.
Same ❤
This video randomly showed up today, and I couldn't help but watch it as I'm at that pivotal point in my life too, where a chronic illness and pain has taken away much of my desire to keep living. I was exactly like you, and have been trying to find ways to end my life other than obvious suicide. I don't want to hurt my family at all, and had pretty much decided that an overdose of my medication would work, as just the slightest dose change can be deadly and appear to be a miscalculation of my meds rather than suicide. But hearing what you said today, it has given me serious pause on my thoughts of suicide. You may have just saved one life today, and I'm thinking you have absolutely found your purpose in life!
Struggling with so many things that have caused a deep depression, I happened upon this video and two others that are similar. I have been grieving over the death of my Dad, my daughter's boyfriend who passed from cancer 5 months later, and just unable to get out of bed most days with chronic pain and fatigue. I said out loud the other day, "I want to go home"
I wondered why I said it, made no sense at all to me but now it does. I have months if not a year to recuperate from medication(s) I need to stop taking so I can find my purpose and stop wasting my life. I think every one of us who watched this were meant to see it. The message is clear.
Kristine G 💜
Kristine G bless your heart my dad died 1 week ago I am feeling so sad 💖💖💖
vestelle 1 Oh, I am so sorry! It's just awful and my heart goes out to you ❤
Lotus Flower Thank you ❤
For some reason, it's just easier to feel bad about yourself......then to feel great. And death is pure bullshit. Even knowing there is life after death (as I DO).......it works on you. My father died when I was 8 yrs old.....and I'm still an angry boy. What is strange, I will dream, I will go through my divorce all over again......begging her to stay and all this crap.......and I'm hurting in the dream just like I did in 1996......then I wake up.......and realize it's a stupid dream......we were divorced in 1996. Now why is the Universe putting my brain through this bullshit?? There ain't no reason. I don't give a shit about her, and I'm not 'IN LOVE" WITH anyone right.....now....and im not really lonely either. So you change, and you move forward. Fecal matter occurs.......and you keep moving forward. Depression is an animal, and you have to fight it........keep moving.
I stumbled across this video and was halted in my tracks by Yolaine's sweet spirit. It is true that you don't have to have a terrible illness or accident to have a NDE/out of body experience. I had to have an emergency appendectomy on August 7, 2019. I had prayed beforehand, asking God to help me minister to anyone (staff or patients) who needed help. Lately I have hit upon the idea of telling jokes to people, trying to help them laugh during their workday or just someone hurting in life. I have also memorized eight psalms and Isaiah chapter 53. So I felt spiritually prepared for the operation in the morning, having meditated on those scriptures the night before. . .memorizing is great, no need for lights; or, while feeling weak, holding up your Bible! Anyway, I was telling jokes to the staff prepping me for surgery and getting them to laugh; then we go into the surgery room itself and I told my jokes to any staff that hadn't heard them yet. The last thing I said before going under was, "I'd like to say goodbye to you, before I go under, in as many different languages as I can, so. . .Arrevederci! . . .Bon yoyage! Oh, never mind, that won't work -- I'm not on a boat! Sayonora! Adios!" One of the staff said, "Hasta la vista!" and I yelled "Ciao! . . .Goooodbyyyyye!" and I was gone.
The next thing I know, I find myself standing in what appears to be a very big, white, bright room (I didn't look around, I was so caught up with looking straight ahead). Straight ahead of me was this beautiful white-white mist and I was aware of a Presence (don't know if it was God the Father or the Lord Jesus Christ) within the mist. I was aware that this Presence, whom I could not see behind the mist, was looking at me and loving me. I could FEEL the Love, it just poured out of the Being in the mist -- the Love was something one could FEEL, it was like water pouring over, around and under me. I remember reaching up my arm as far as I could reach above my head and still the love was higher than I could reach. It was like being in the middle of an enormous tank of liquid and the liquid was love. It was like drowning but in a GOOD way. It REALLY IS TRUE what I John says: "God is love and in Him is no darkness at all." As I stared at the white mist, thinking about God being right there, I was aware that He was looking at me and loving me, I was aware that He was pleased that I try to help people by lightening their load through laughter. There's more that I experienced as far as healing, but I will jump ahead. . .
So I woke up in the recovery room (the operation only took 20 minutes according to the surgery notes). The attending nurse asked me, "Do you want some morphine?" I was holding on to her tightly and gasping, because in a peculiar way I can't describe, my mind felt like my body was out of breath, so I gasped out, "No -- the love of God is so great!" holding on to her, filled with wonder over what I had just seen. She asked again, "Don't you want morphine?" I gasped out, "The Love of God is so great, we can't reach the end of it, we can't use it up or wear it out!" The nurse says, "But don't you want morphine?" I gasped out, "No, God has taught me how to hold on to him and he takes the pain away!" At this point (she asked more times than these, I'm condensing the account), she got really agitated and said, "Well! THIS is HIGHLY IRREGULAR!!! This just DOESN'T HAPPEN!!!" and she went off muttering to herself, attending to the other patients around me: a young twenty-something woman across from me screaming her head off and a man in a corner groaning deep groans.
I think God has a sense of humor. I had heard of NDEs and out-of-body experiences and I really wanted to see heaven but I had thought, "OHHH boy. . .I just don't want to go through ALL THAT PAIN. . .but wow, I wish I could be in the Lord's presence. . .I just wish. . .I just wish. . . and then with my emergency appendectomy, in a completely painless, unexpected and casual way, God answers my unspoken prayer. Heavens, I'd NEVER have thought this one up! Plus I didn't need ANY pain relievers at all -- even aspirin either in the hospital or at home recovering. . .just two weeks of sitting around resting. Back in 2013 I had a complicated, almost-dying gall bladder removal and complete hysterectomy double surgery. I never had a being-in-heaven experience before with other unconscious, being-under-sedation surgery experiences. So, judging from my previous hospital surgical experiences, this, in comparison, was absolutely unique. God is so wonderful. We can build up quite a little dossier of experiences with God while we are here on earth -- it is really wonderful to have such many and varied assurances of the care of God, as we face our battles.
God bless all those seeking for the Truth and who are willing to follow the Truth no matter where it leads them. "Truth" has a face, the face of the Lord, Jesus Christ. . .and oh, the love he has for you, wanting you to choose to be with Him and not lost forever.
For all of us that have suffered depression we can really relate to your pain and the deep darkness that accompanies this disease. Thank you for sharing this with us and I'm glad God gave you a second chance.
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This brave beautiful lady dispels any nasty philosophy ( eg Lobsang Rampa.) that suicides enter a state of punishment, purgatory - or in some Eastern Religions - many extra reincarnation to elleviate the evil of suicide. We are always loved. NOBODY attempts suicide who are'nt either mentality ill through clinical depression or in constant irreversable life long pain and suffering. So why would they be punished in the spiritual afterlife? Remember! Religion is man made and NOT a natural spiritual truth. Yoliane has endorsed this. Bless her 💟
E JC The TRUTH does indeed set us free...free to love and be who we REALLY are.
@@lockergr // and how long were they there?...they saw exactly what they expected to see...There is no hell. Hell is a man made concept to control people. If our loving creator created a burning hell that would make him a physopathic torturer.
Geoff James my goodness I needed to see and hear all of this, the anniversary of my 20 yr. old sons death October 16th , as a mom it always feels like yesterday.....I always get scared about “ the way he passed” but at the same time, if I did not have Christian friends and the Lord Jesus I really don’t know what I would do God Bless
@@infonation9453 // oh Debbie... I know exactly how you feel. My 20 year old son was also murdered. He was shot in the head while changing a flat tire. I also worry, well I did until I did so much research and deep digging into the Bible. I researched how the Bible was translated and found that it was mistranslated. I do believe in God and I know that Jesus Christ died for each and everyone of us including both of our sons. Therefore, I know without a shadow of a doubt that both of our sons are happily with Jesus. My son wasn't Perfect by no means... Who is and especially at 20 years old. I look back on what I was doing at 20 years old and think to myself oh my goodness. Put all your fear aside Debbie because your son is safe with God. I know you miss him because I'ma still miss my son each and every day. We will see them again one day. Lots of love coming your way. 💜🧡💙🙏
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Loved listening to her and watching her roller-coaster of emotions she goes through in her presentation. What a wonderful women!!
Yiolaine Stout, listening to your story is such a deep joyful and calm experience. Thank you so much. 🌿🕊
I went through a depression for awhile after I went through a divorce. I went from being a mom and wife to my children one going to college and the other wanting to live with his father to being all alone. It was very real and hard and I had to make it on my own and alone. It took time and the only thing that really helped was working and Crossfit and learning to love me. It has been years and I have not found anyone special but I am learning to be happy with me. Which might be the lesson I am suppose to learn. So now each day there are things to be grateful for and I have 2 dogs and 3 cats. :)
I've been on my own for years now. After a long marriage and three children. Struggled with drugs for years. I've been in rehab for a year and a half. First time I've taken it seriously. Because I'm doing it for me. And I've found God. So we're never alone. God is always with us. I've learned to love myself. I hated myself for years, that is why I would pop pills. The irony of that is I had botched back surgery. I now have scoliosis. I'm hunched over and lean to the right. I'm in constant pain. Wouldn't you know, now when I really need pain pills, I can't, won't take them. The doctors know I'm an addict and even if I weren't doctors are afraid to write pain meds. Opioid crisis. Need I say more. So I struggle mostly alone. My one son does speak to me and visits me. Him and I were addicts together. Try living with that guilt. I had a few suicidal thoughts. Every time I stuck the needle in my arm I would say let this one kill me over and over. Well I'm still here and more importantly my son is still here. We are both clean. He married a great woman. I'm happy for him. Me, I'll be 60 this year. Unbelievable! Hope I make it. But I truly believe that God has a plan. Whatever that plan may be. I screwed up ALOT. But there's no do overs. I pray for forgiveness. More importantly I must forgive myself. I often believe this scoliosis is my payback. And the jokes on me because now that I need pain relievers....i can't....i musnt.
Beautiful lady bless her enlightened heart and soul
This is the most amazing and inspiring story I have ever listened to in my 8 decades of living. You have given us hope. Thank you
And this makes me cry ... I lost my beloved husband Paul, as well ... love never dies .
I'm so touched by you , your husband and my Paul as well .
Love never dies .
What an amazing testimony from a wonderful, articulate lady. You were so easy to listen to. One of the best tesimonys I have heard.
I also had a near death experience when I was 18. God told me "Love is the answer" "Nothing is a coincidence"
I had a much different experience than you, but had similarities. I walked into a giant white light, I floated above my body & my head was flooded with a million answers about the world which came to my head with the rapid speed of light.
I had been depressed starting 10 years prior to my NDE when I was 18 & suicidal as well. I didn't die by killing myself. The rest is too long to explain. Thank you so much for sharing this! It helped me.
@V P depression has nothin to do with what you look like.. in fact sometimes focusing on appearance can be such an empty and depressing feeling
@@kaylab5866 why are you talking about her appearance?
Tea Villegas can you tell me those answers or did you forget them
I've seen the place in a NDE, there is no feeling like it, so painful to return to the body. LIfe is pain, so much love and forgiveness on the other side. Enjoy each day, love, forgive, experience, support, share. We'll all go to the other side one day, so make as much out of this time as you can. My angel told me to go back, I saw the gates of heaven, huge mountains, a huge city of light, Jesus was there, I felt him, but didn't see him. I would never believe it if I hadn't been there, felt it, came back from it. Changed my life, not afraid to die, dieing is easy, living is hard.
And in the midst of the seven candlesticks one like unto the Son of man, clothed with a garment down to the foot, and girt about the paps with a golden girdle. His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire; And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters. And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in his strength.
DON‘T WASTE YOUR LIFE THINKING YOU ARE NOT LOVED (good enough...) 💖
This “preciousness” you speak of, regarding our purpose in this life, is being artfully shared by you! You are defining it with your very humble actions..in reaching out to help others understand their own experiences and in turn teaching them to believe in themselves and love themselves. You are a shining example of the truth setting someone free. Bless you, for encouraging us with your intelligent, kind, and careful words. I lost my mom in ‘14 and Dad in ‘18 and it’s still as though I don’t even recognize me in the mirror...but I’m working on that as well. ❤️☀️💐
Depression is not a choice...
It was for her after the NDE.; it’s not as if you can’t do anything about it either. I beat destructive thought patterns in therapy and haven’t fallen pray to them ever again.
Everyone fuck off if you don't know constant, extreme suffering due to incurable chronic illness or similar. Choice my fucking ass!!!
Please explain how you make the choice Jack.
Sebastian S, Google Natural cures to Depression.
Sebastian S, I agree. When the doctors can't even explain what's wrong with you and try to tell you it's just all in your head and you should see a psychiatrist to get antidepressants that only make you worse, then these people sure don't have the capacity to understand what it's like to live with chronic illness and pain. I've been living with it for over 20 years, and as I'm an old woman now and don't have much to live for anymore as I can only get out of the house once a week, two if I get another good day (and that's a very relative term), I am especially looking forward to going"home", my final home.
It shows how God personally knows our hearts and our needs and the individual favourite things of ours.
1970brenz jj
i am so glad this speaker chose to speak out about her experiences
Thank you Yolaine ❤ I too had a NDE, 39 years ago. It was so profound, and I had what I considered ups and downs afterward, but truly they were lessons to get me where I needed to be within. Self-love is definitely the key. I believe we go through the veil of forgetfulness when we come here to this earth life. The mission is to go beyond everything we've been taught here, and find the unconditional love within. That's where God is. It's where we realize we're all connected. That in love there is no fear. From unconditional self love grows all love. ❤ I appreciate you!
Beautifully said........I agree wholeheartedly!
I love this comment.. 💕 💭
@@senti7965 thank you 💖
Thank you, for sharing your beautiful story. And thanks to David, for sharing his message. there are so many of us who really need to hear this. Don;t waste your life...
God bless you.
Its' one of the best NDE testimonies, very truthful from the beginning to the end. You can feel it. Thank you, Yolaine, for sharing. God bless you and yours.
I found you today. You’re words are medicinal for my soul and spirit and they couldn’t be more timely. Thank you for sharing. I wish I had more people like you in my life...I’m working on that. ❤️
"Tough times don't last but tough people do." I hate cliches and when someone used this on me it brought no comfort and I responded by saying, " I'm not sure being tough is the main purpose of my life. In fact I'm sick of being tough." Someone pointed me to the bible and I started reading the words of Jesus. I felt love and forgiveness and I knew I needed to spread as much love and forgiveness into the world as an imperfect, selfish, stupid man can. This video affirms many of my own experiences. Thank you for your honesty and truth.
@Sia ❤
Wow 😮! I don’t have any words. Just so emotionally. Your video couldn’t have come at a better time! Depression robs you of a life, and hinders us from exploring our purpose. Thank you for sharing your life’s journey. It’s been utterly enlightening! God Bless You!!!!🙏
This is one of the best I’ve seen!! Thank you to this experiencer!!! I have had an OBE...... very very very similar to hers in this video. Yes, it’s true and it’s real. Much love to this woman. She is an amazing storyteller and person!!!!!!! She’s done some wonderful things in her life for other people. May God keep blessing her.
I was 41 when I had mine. yeah, and guess what? Jesus wasn't there. They left a woman with me, she looked like Selma Hayek too.....whoa....she was gorgeous. I can't see her anymore......I really miss her. I asked them to do something for me to prove that they were real. THEY DID IT!!! It was between me and them.......we are watched by Angels.......all there is to it.
I watched this video three years ago and watched it again today and it had an even greater impact on me than it did the first time. Thank you so much for your message.
My mom suffering from cancerclose to her death could see angels coming to her and in multiple occasions addressing beautiful shining ladies coming to take her.
Something drew me to watch these types of videos... NDE is REAL.. and her message resonated to my core...its no coincidence.. i was meant to hear this, and at this time.. Thank you so much for making some sense to how scattered and messed i have been feeling.. God bless you..
Claudie A, sending light and love your way! ❤️
Hi Claudie....please watch the testimony of Mario Martinez on CZcams, and you can call him also and he will pray for you .....his phone number is 816-8881794.....God bless you.....danieldragan8@yahoo.com
You are loved believe it!
As someone who has been activley suicidal and been literal seconds from death (pulled off tracks by police JUST before a train passed by)... this video is so touching. God wont let us go before it is our time. If he cant get to us himself he will use those around us. God bless this woman, may she continue to be strong and knowledgable. Amen.
musical smoking cats I’m glad you’re alive ❤️
there are many who are successful. he doesn't save everyone. you gonna tell me it was God's plan for them to succeed?
Thank you for sharing, I´m in my quarantene here in Parauguay, and this experience was a blessing for me. The message "Don´t waste your time that you are not loved" it was very touching. Thank you.
I'm so grateful for listening to you. Your story took my pain away. I too have lost alot and lost my will to live. You saved me from myself. Thank you
Aw what a beautiful soul! I cried when you cried.
Thank you for this blessing. 💕🙏
When I found this I was looking for ways to effectively overdose. it made me want to pray. I've been battling with depression for years,with nobody to confide in. my mother passed away, I don't have any real friends and I was raped. I'm on the verge of losing my scholarship, basically everything is going downhill. This video gave me a little bit of hope
Prayers for you 🙏💗
Please dont do it.. my fiance also comitted suicide and my entire life is dark. Everyone who loved him is in so much pain. You are loved! Your an amazing person and your life matters! Please dont do it
People Don’t Want to Kill Themselves They Just Don’t Know How to Kill the Pain. Every Thunderstorm Runs Out of Rain!!!!!!
Scars of mind far exceed the scars of the flesh!!!!!! WHY? It’s not TANGIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Never heard that before. Beautiful ❤️
"Every thunderstorm runs out of rain."
That should be on the walls of every school, every church, every mental health facility. That one statement is underrated gold.
Newell Daugherty beautiful 💕❤️ I will keep this in my heart.
@@toolboxforthesoul9602 Please share my mission is to get one to think.
I was once immersed in an oceanic consciousness of unconditional love and felt in every cell of my body/being 3 words. "I love you." After I stammered out the words "OH and I love you too!", it disappeared. I know exactly what she's talking about. The vision has seen me through me many hard times.
Oh darling what a hard experience to lose the three people you love the most in such a short time. Yes knowing they are still alive on the other side helps a lot.
My mentor professor in college found out he had cancer, lost his 17year old son in a car accident, and his dad in a couple months time.
He hugged you girl.............I wanted to know what peace was, acceptance, forgiveness and complete trust. I didn't want to be responsible for everything, I wanted rest.......I saw Him in a dream holding me......and I felt that peace for the first time in my life. I said:" Father, I don't know what love is".....that's when He held me, and He is there for me....Yeshua is Lord.
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Marta Escobar
People like you have such profound experiences with Jesus and God of Jesus. But then I hear people who experience other things but they are way less profound don’t know what to believe
there are sooo many depressed,lost hope , people,, i feel im walking like-a zombie among the other world,, im living but yet not,, i listened to all-of stouts testimony, winced and cried at times our experiences met,,, I want my purpose, my reason to make sense.... this helped
I've been feeling exactly like this... and yearning for the same thing
It always amazes me that videos and talks like this pop up out of the ether just when you need it 🙏
Lovely Yolaine. Thank you for sharing your heart -- good parts and tough parts.
I know how you feel losing 3 people you loved so much. I lost my mother and 2 months later my precious brother died suddenly. One month before my mother died, we found out my beautiful sister-in-law found out she had cancer and she died 4 years later. It's been 10 years and I still can't seem to get beyond and be okay. Life changed so quickly and drastically. But I had a beautiful dream that I believe my brother sent me and another from my sister-in-law. I know they are fine and feeling great joy where they are. And my mother came to me a few years after she died in a most beautiful way, but not in a dream.
I lost my step-dad the year before I lost my 18 year old son - it is hard but 23 years on, I am a stronger and more loving person through the pain and suffering I went through. It can change you for the better - God is gracious and only He, has got me this far.
I was one who chose to come back BUT was angry about it and went into depression. The contrast between what I experienced and what I felt after was simply too great. I LOVE her words "This life is a dream. A precious one". It has taken me 35 years (since my NDE) to see life this way and love it. It's the world I am not so fond of...
It has never mattered to me if my experience should be validated or believed because very few people who have not had one, I imagine, would be able to accept/believe what dying is REALLY like. It is LIVING that is painful and difficult by comparison (but mainly because we are conditioned to be so afraid of death).
It is only recently (since deciding I will live this life to the best of my ability) that I have come around to watching and listening others who have had an NDE - for me, it has been a kind of divisive secret. I am lucky that like her, I have a partner who is both spiritually seeking while materially grounded... telling him about my NDE was edifying but I am not even sure if he "believes" me.
I love how unpolished yet sincere she is and... it is really ok if many/most don't believe her. They will know soon enough (and that is a good thing:)
Incredible message of love, hope and faith. Thank you for sharing your spirit with us...
Wow just wow. I’m so thankful I found this. Beautifully told, lost count of how many times I cried listening to your story Yolaine. I’m looking forward to going home, I miss it every single day.
Beautiful Yolaine! Thank you for sharing this amazingly deep experience. : )
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This was all so very moving but the most important lesson for me honestly was "Every thought is a choice" I never looked at it that way. You have changed my life, thank you from the bottom of my heart and God bless. Keep sharing your story!
I’m so sorry for your loss. May they Rest In Peace. God Bless You For Sharing. Prayers & Big Hugs🙏🏻😪❤️
Yolaine you speak with integrity. I'm very glad to have discovered your video. All that you have said resonates with my spirit.
I'm so glad she was able to deal with the deaths in her life without withdrawing and falling back into a depression. God bless!!
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What a profound, divinely inspired message of LOVE! After viewing this video, which I found just by accident, I now feel as if I've known Yolaine all my life. I love this talk. God bless you!
Yolaine you lived to pass on your message to me...thank you
Thanks, Yolaine - a beautiful, moving, profound story.
You are so loved, thank you for your testimony and beautiful story of your husband’s passing Yolaine, May you join together in Heaven one day when it is your time, and many beautiful journeys until then🙂🕊🙏💖
I lived in the Vienna area and the energy in that part of Europe is very heavy. I too was depressed living among such historical oppressive energies. I came back to the west and it lifted off me like a veil. I am an empath. It was not my energies. Self unconditional love is the key💖💖💖so sorry for all your losses. Happy you shared this story💖 -I would rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief -
I too experienced heavy sadness when moving to a new place. I thought it was my energies as well, until I discovered some past history of the place I was staying that I was warned about in a dream a few weeks after moving in. The world is teeming with life, unfortunately our material ways miss most of it. Mediums see more of it, but at the cost of some lack of comfort most of the times.
In my NDE I received similar messages and since that day almost 45 Earth years ago I have viewed every experience as an opportunity to learn how to love as our Creator loves - unconditionally and without limit. This has made for a very challenging life, from the deaths of two of my children to having to stop a serial killer…. And so many other horrific events I thought I might not survive. Life isn’t easy, but I encourage everyone to hang in there. Eventually, each of us will return to our true Home and be better for having gone through corporeal life. I send my love to all of you, Homies!
WOW, Thank you so much Yolaine for sharing your experience. The words you have spoken have had an impact of me and have helped me understand exactly what I was struggling with. Planning to have sentence 'don;t waste your life ...' written and framed so I can focus and help find my purpose. Thank you again. Libby
Libby Campion, every single human being has the same purpose, which is to love, and being ( experiencing the journey to its fullest). Keep on with your search, you will come to know for yourself. Best wishes on your journey!
Thankyou for encouraging everyone with your story and letting us know we must not waste our lives. Because , that';s exactly what i've been doing and have strugged to find a way out. Your story has really encouraged me.
I hope it's like that for animals and all life forms.
हिन्दू सनातन धर्म thank you so much for sharing!!!
so do i.....they are treated so miserably
Ren7ee It is, don’t worry !
@Delia Darling If that is the case, the Bible is clearly wrong in this point. If you know animals, if you study them and educate yourself about them, about the science about them, you don't have the slightest doubt. You know for a fact animals have souls. And if they go to heaven after death, they'll get there quicker than we do.
Delia Darling Please sight where in the Bible it says that ..?
Wonderful story, thank you so much for telling it, I cry with you when you cry, I'm from Austria 🙄🌷❤