Kagamine Rin - Girl A ( 少女A ) English Sub

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  • čas přidán 20. 05. 2017
  • "Writing vague words... because of that, I just can't translate your songs..." (;ω;)
    As my grasp of Japanese gets better, the space between my upload dates will get shorter! Thank you for sticking with me through this. Do you prefer my doing translations, or music box covers? I'll consider it seriously, so please let me know! I hope you enjoy this song/translation.
    Powapowa-P is one of my favorite composers, so it's really an honor to upload a piece by him! He passed away a couple of years ago, but he left behind a load of amazing songs. I hope I did his words justice, since they all have deep meanings, it seems.
    Thank you for watching. Please look forward to more!
    original: • 椎名もた(siinamota) - Youn...
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  • @aylinmone1957
    @aylinmone1957 Před 2 lety +25936

    I’m glad tiktok helped me find this because now I’m gonna discover the work of this artist I would have never known existed otherwise

    • @covereddonuts1279
      @covereddonuts1279 Před 2 lety +1194

      Promise you won’t be disappointed- his art is amazing, and while he’s passed he was well loved

    • @ph1lls964
      @ph1lls964 Před 2 lety +174

      what happened?-

    • @dariana9650
      @dariana9650 Před 2 lety +144

      @@ph1lls964 replying to be reminded

    • @emmabbzs
      @emmabbzs Před 2 lety +866

      well you can see what his songs are about,, he were screaming for help and no one noticed it until that happened...

    • @dariana9650
      @dariana9650 Před 2 lety +143

      @@emmabbzs oh god :(

  • @ipettynote
    @ipettynote Před 2 lety +11461

    This song needs more recognition. RIP to the artist 🙏🏾

  • @TheShadowKeru
    @TheShadowKeru Před 7 měsíci +615

    They might've passed away but this song will stay for eternity. Rest in peace, gentle flower.

    • @master_manabi77
      @master_manabi77 Před 4 měsíci +5

      apparently he unalived himself

    • @catcactus1234
      @catcactus1234 Před 3 měsíci +24

      @@master_manabi77It’s unconfirmed because the police and his family never mentioned the cause of death, but it’s very likely he committed suicide due to the nature of the tweets and songs he made before he died.
      Also this is CZcams not TikTok. You can say suicide.

    • @master_manabi77
      @master_manabi77 Před 3 měsíci +2

      @@catcactus1234 thanks bro

    • @kooxaldoxt5162
      @kooxaldoxt5162 Před 3 měsíci

      What's the context of this situation?​@@catcactus1234

    • @samiraferreira-ve5el
      @samiraferreira-ve5el Před měsícem +2

      MWUQBQHEHEO❤SJBQIEHEUJEHDBDJSHWKDNDK

  • @LolaH2011
    @LolaH2011 Před 5 měsíci +466

    The amount of raw emotion and expression is saddening, yet inspiring. Im going through a very hard and lonley time right now, and writing songs has been helping. R.I.P PowaPowa. 💔 Rest now.

    • @Solar_Flares_Adoptive_Parent
      @Solar_Flares_Adoptive_Parent Před 5 měsíci +5

      I'm so sorry, I hope things get better

    • @LolaH2011
      @LolaH2011 Před 5 měsíci +4

      @@Solar_Flares_Adoptive_Parent

    • @Solar_Flares_Adoptive_Parent
      @Solar_Flares_Adoptive_Parent Před 5 měsíci +3

      @@LolaH2011 :D

    • @FEN_FROM_FPE
      @FEN_FROM_FPE Před 4 měsíci +6

      @@LolaH2011this song actually also makes me cry so hard since it makes me remember all my traumatizing real moments in life…also RIP powapowa.…they will be missed❤

    • @LolaH2011
      @LolaH2011 Před 4 měsíci +2

      @@FEN_FROM_FPE ❤️

  • @lanatheworld
    @lanatheworld Před 2 lety +4932

    i can't listen to this song without remembering how it's been 7 whole years since we lost siinamota, rest in peace angel

    • @loading7693
      @loading7693 Před 2 lety +85

      Hey can anyone ecplai to me why some ppl call him siinamota but other ppl call him by powapowa, is it the same person or???

    • @tammystroud2547
      @tammystroud2547 Před 2 lety +138

      @@loading7693 yeah its the same, but he changed his name to powapowa-p, u cn still adress him as siinamota tho

    • @arrenregretsnothing5776
      @arrenregretsnothing5776 Před 2 lety +110

      i remember the day he posted please give me a red pen around my birthday then finding the news afterwards, i can’t believe that was almost seven years ago :(

    • @missty5386
      @missty5386 Před 2 lety +18

      @@arrenregretsnothing5776あら。。。 How did he die?

    • @cold9409
      @cold9409 Před 2 lety +30

      @@missty5386 he committed su!c!d3, rest in peace powapowa

  • @nullxiety2444
    @nullxiety2444 Před 2 lety +19329

    Here's a little info about powapowa
    His songs were basically him struggling and venting, so please do not be disrespectful to him or his work by calling it "edgy" etc
    He passed away due to assumed suicide and is a wonderful composer of his music
    Please check him out and leave your respect!

    • @peixeazulado
      @peixeazulado Před 2 lety +1196

      aw man, I wish he was still alive so he could see his work blowing up :(

    • @Heartz4Me_Myself_n_I
      @Heartz4Me_Myself_n_I Před 2 lety +726

      @@peixeazulado I’m sure he’s watching it get famous in heaven

    • @furnozal
      @furnozal Před 2 lety +821

      I was really sad when I found this out, It makes me so mad and sad that people are making fun of his wonderful work for being "edgy" when he just vented in his songs. May he rest in peace.

    • @Riinxan
      @Riinxan Před 2 lety +275

      Oh my... I knew that people who are able to depict these emotions in such ways in their art must have been through a lot... May he rest in peace

    • @schoolisstressful3212
      @schoolisstressful3212 Před 2 lety +163

      Thank you for saying that.. I was about to put this song in one of my edgy playlists and when I saw this comment I promptly removed the song from the playlist.
      Thanks again!

  • @supahjadi8944
    @supahjadi8944 Před 5 měsíci +79

    Its important not to romanticize suicide. Suicide is a horrible, terrible thing to befall on someone and their family. Let's take this song and not see it as "He's now at peace flying away in heaven," but as " Let's make sure this won't happen to us or anybody else."

    • @Chewwy-bwossom
      @Chewwy-bwossom Před 4 měsíci +9

      We can take it as both of them :/

    • @IdentityX69420
      @IdentityX69420 Před 3 měsíci +1

      lot of yapping

    • @zaytaz9331
      @zaytaz9331 Před měsícem +10

      How is saying may he rest in peace romanticizing it?? Dude what. We can take both..

    • @zaytaz9331
      @zaytaz9331 Před měsícem +2

      ​@@Chewwy-bwossom exactly, this comment doesn't make sense.

    • @rando108
      @rando108 Před měsícem

      Human inhibition is what it is

  • @vd6115
    @vd6115 Před měsícem +73

    How the artist made it: sharing his difficulties in life,struggling with depression.
    How ppl uuse this song:to get out from depression.

    • @alejandrocamberosrodriguez4222
      @alejandrocamberosrodriguez4222 Před měsícem +6

      Indeed: there's some sort of a beautiful irony in that fact.
      R. I. P. powapowa.

    • @vd6115
      @vd6115 Před měsícem +3

      @@alejandrocamberosrodriguez4222 i agree, powapowa made a beautiful song before dieing
      R I.p

    • @bloxstarluke
      @bloxstarluke Před 19 dny +1

      This song doesn’t make anyone happier.

    • @unknown2010..
      @unknown2010.. Před 3 dny

      Finally found og video

    • @alinacabbarl4683
      @alinacabbarl4683 Před 2 dny

      How, this🤗🥰😘🎂💖, young, and, girls its, and, love, ❤❤❤❤❤❤girls, and, boys🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤İ, POVEST, 🤗GREAT, ❤😊😊🥰😘💖😎

  • @nikki.mp48
    @nikki.mp48 Před 2 lety +8589

    It makes me so mad knowing this beautiful song is so underrated
    Edit : I know it’s not underrated,I keep getting comments saying that’s not.This comment was one month ago,leave it alone.

    • @H34RTWINNER
      @H34RTWINNER Před 2 lety +52

      now itss nots

    • @0umen0
      @0umen0 Před 2 lety +41

      Not really, it has 1 million views

    • @w1reduser
      @w1reduser Před 2 lety +25

      It's not,it has million views on the original

    • @margomaki8775
      @margomaki8775 Před 2 lety +17

      must gatekeep this song,stay underrated

    • @Jaylikesfnaf
      @Jaylikesfnaf Před 2 lety +27

      @@margomaki8775 but it isn’t underated

  • @cherrily8651
    @cherrily8651 Před 2 lety +11879

    It breaks me how his last album is called "Alive" and the last song is called "goodbye everyone"

    • @GweenOfTea
      @GweenOfTea Před rokem +842

      Just a small correction, his last song was actually Healthy End :)

    • @lqchlan
      @lqchlan Před rokem +185

      yeah if really does break my heart

    • @scorpio-30
      @scorpio-30 Před rokem +281

      @@GweenOfTea no but her last song was please give me my red pen she died in 2015 its kinda sad

    • @MiniEmber
      @MiniEmber Před rokem +532

      @@scorpio-30 He. Give me a red pen was the last song Siinamota published but Healthy end was the last song made, Siinamota’s friend finished it for him after Siinamota’s death.
      Edit: Goodbye everyone is the last song on the last album that Siinamota released

    • @scorpio-30
      @scorpio-30 Před rokem +38

      @@MiniEmber ohh ok!

  • @Chewwy-bwossom
    @Chewwy-bwossom Před 4 měsíci +30

    Unfortunately, this song will be known as “That one song that motivates you to win” now that people are finding this song without knowing

    • @chunchunmaru5128
      @chunchunmaru5128 Před měsícem +5

      Why unfortunately? This song motivates me expelling those depressive feeling. This thing fascinates me, how is it possible that a so depressing song helps so much doing the opposite?
      It feels like the author wrote it trying to escape those feeling too

  • @unh4ppyr3frain
    @unh4ppyr3frain Před 7 měsíci +97

    Miss you powapowa :(( this song still breaks me to this day 🙁🙁

    • @LuisGarcia-uh8ev
      @LuisGarcia-uh8ev Před měsícem +4

      😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️🥺😇

  • @arakidarui
    @arakidarui Před 2 lety +11944

    i'm begging you all, please stop calling this song "edgy" or "emo".
    powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten.
    mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it.
    it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy.
    rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for.
    edit: this comment section is a shitshow.

    • @jellsies
      @jellsies Před 2 lety +1068

      His last tweet said something along the lines of "Life is no longer enjoyable, I don't want to grow up." So it's sadly implied that he took his own life. The songs he wrote before his death spoke of leaving this world (Mainly the song "Astronaut")

    • @arakidarui
      @arakidarui Před 2 lety +469

      @@jellsies exactly. breaks my heart knowing how short his stay in this world was.

    • @volleybelle
      @volleybelle Před 2 lety +57

      he died

    • @arakidarui
      @arakidarui Před 2 lety +290

      @Deliah Masked 20. born '95, passed in 2015. he would be turning 27 next month.

    • @Z0Z33KY
      @Z0Z33KY Před 2 lety +300

      @@jellsies another way to translate the quote “he said that he lost his charm when he became an adult. It seems that you shouldn’t grow up.”
      I sobbed when I saw that tweet. hit me hard, too relatable. RIP siinamota

  • @wingednotepad
    @wingednotepad Před 2 lety +5747

    for those of you who came here from tiktok, please have respect for powapowa when you comment.
    while his cause of death was left unreleased, most fans have agreed rhat it was likely suicide given his last song (please hand me a red pen) and the song released after his death (healthy end). he was open about his struggles with his mental health and it is shown as a consistent theme throughout his music.
    please recognize that he was a real person with real struggles. these songs are not "dark" or "edgy", theyre an honest reflection of his experiences.
    if you like this song, i would recommend checking out some of his other songs (the most musically similar to this of his i would say is Q)
    however, he has a large variety in his musical expression and i can honestly recommend all of it
    i hope that you all come to love powapowa as much as his older fans do. may his legacy live on :)

    • @nana73683
      @nana73683 Před 2 lety +5

      He die omfg rip himmm

    • @anxyistired
      @anxyistired Před 2 lety +62

      @@nana73683 ...

    • @catcactus1234
      @catcactus1234 Před 2 lety +63

      @@nana73683 PowaPowaP’s a man.

    • @nana73683
      @nana73683 Před 2 lety +3

      @@catcactus1234 what

    • @wingednotepad
      @wingednotepad Před 2 lety +29

      my personal favorites by him though are year 3 class c-14, chiyoko kubozono's joining of the cabinet, sky fish, at the mercy of a dream, strobe last (kinda obvious if u recognize my pfp) and there is someone i cannot meet even in a dream

  • @80SPECTER08
    @80SPECTER08 Před 3 měsíci +13

    We all miss you and what symphonies you could've created. Rest In Peace Sir, Thank you for what you gave us.

  • @EmmawhateverQW
    @EmmawhateverQW Před 5 měsíci +16

    I've been looking for this song for so long!

  • @krezz2813
    @krezz2813 Před 2 lety +1556

    this song sounds so nostalgic idk where i first heard it but it just feels like ive heard it somewhere and felt sadly comforted w it

    • @azzie8bit
      @azzie8bit Před 2 lety +18

      RIGHT

    • @kikisakura8189
      @kikisakura8189 Před 2 lety +73

      Finally, someone who feels the same as me 😭😭, i swear i heard this before like a while ago before tiktok.

    • @stressedpeach7749
      @stressedpeach7749 Před 2 lety +38

      This might be a stretch but a long time ago on CZcams there was a speed paint called
      Pastel gore speed paint or something like that, and it features this song and a Mr sandman remix. It may be that

    • @poopfarder
      @poopfarder Před 2 lety +23

      I mean if you’ve listened to vocaloid in the past you might’ve heard this song before, or if you’ve heard a song from Powapowa P before. They had a really distinct style

    • @ratatataurishimjang
      @ratatataurishimjang Před 2 lety +4

      yes, my heart felt heavy the first time I heard this song.

  • @gayclownenthusiast2762
    @gayclownenthusiast2762 Před 2 lety +1400

    This song always makes me tear up, so hearing it on tik tok caught me off guard and I cried. I'm glad more people are finding his work still even after all these years.

    • @tyedyepapaya6155
      @tyedyepapaya6155 Před 2 lety +25

      SAME it triggers so many memories every time i hear it on my fyp

    • @nikitahichoii482
      @nikitahichoii482 Před 2 lety +24

      Im glad other people are finding it, the only thing I dont like is that this kind of songs get made into "sad girl music" when they get popular, like the song is like "My life is miserable and I want to kill myself" and people are just like "So true bestie 😍"

    • @gayclownenthusiast2762
      @gayclownenthusiast2762 Před 2 lety +29

      @@nikitahichoii482 yeah romanticized depression is a big problem. A lot of people don't take these things as serious as they should be.

    • @indiaxxxz
      @indiaxxxz Před 2 lety +5

      @@gayclownenthusiast2762 true, and it’s severely annoying.. cant even open up without annoying people saying “broken”, like please. shut up

    • @desuhiko
      @desuhiko Před 2 lety +10

      @@nikitahichoii482 THIS!! i'm so tired of some people tbh, whenever I talk about my past trauma people either call me "brocken🥺🥺" or go like "relatable omg slay yass!1!1" it's so insensitive.

  • @ShunPlays01
    @ShunPlays01 Před 5 měsíci +26

    The goosebumps I feel is getting stronger and stronger as the songs goes by. 😢

  • @Qwertyturbocheese_333
    @Qwertyturbocheese_333 Před 2 měsíci +5

    Rest in peace, Siinamota. You will be missed, and thank you so much for this masterpiece

  • @anastasiav6
    @anastasiav6 Před 2 lety +574

    Rest In Peace Powapowa, may your next life be the best.

  • @trishatutor5868
    @trishatutor5868 Před 2 lety +2422

    THE MEANING OF THIS SONG REALLY DEPICTS OUR LIFE, WE USED TO LIVE SO HAPPILY, BUT AS TIME GOES BY, THE EXCITEMENT IS FADING, WE ARE JUST LIVING FOR THE SAKE OF OUR RESPONSIBILITIES, AND IT FEELS REALLY SUFFOCATING.

    • @Z0Z33KY
      @Z0Z33KY Před 2 lety +141

      ''He said that he lost his charm when he became an adult. It seems that you shouldn't grow up.''
      couldn't be more true..

    • @holyshard530
      @holyshard530 Před 2 lety +44

      WHY ARE YOU TYPING IT LIKE THIS? ARE YOU YELLING????

    • @trishatutor5868
      @trishatutor5868 Před 2 lety +16

      @@holyshard530 why do you even care?

    • @holyshard530
      @holyshard530 Před 2 lety +39

      @@trishatutor5868 I dunno, just asking..I'm not criticizing you or anything, unless I somehow unintentionally sound like I am..in that case, I'm really sorry..

    • @enderwigin7387
      @enderwigin7387 Před 2 lety +14

      @@holyshard530 to like express their excitement or how we raise our voice when we're found out something

  • @karma9240
    @karma9240 Před 4 měsíci +10

    This song feels like your hugging a person who doesn't exist anymore. You are still clung onto those feelings you had when they were still here.. you can't let go. Rest in peace man. You will be missed.

  • @tristanrevell197
    @tristanrevell197 Před 4 měsíci +26

    May he rest in peace we love u man❤❤❤

  • @raincoattt.
    @raincoattt. Před 2 lety +1012

    im so glad more people are finding about this song, I've been a fan of siinamota's for a long time, and its great to see more people recognising his work.
    rest easy siinamota-san.

    • @rieniko
      @rieniko Před 2 lety +13

      Yeah, I'm glad too!
      Rest easy Siinamota..

    • @AS-xu2fd
      @AS-xu2fd Před 2 lety +3

      Wait is the creator of these songs powapowa or siinamota-san

    • @raincoattt.
      @raincoattt. Před 2 lety +15

      @@AS-xu2fd they’re the same person, sinnamota san went by both sinnamota and powapowa :] !

    • @AS-xu2fd
      @AS-xu2fd Před 2 lety

      Oh okk

    • @Mong_Man
      @Mong_Man Před 2 lety

      It’s a nice song to listen to

  • @cinnibunbun7389
    @cinnibunbun7389 Před 2 lety +392

    The weird thing is, PowaPowa was only 20 years old when he died. He was in the Vocaloid scene for 6 years. Started when he was 14?!
    He was so cool to me! So talented and wise at a young age. One of my favorite Vocaloid producers.
    I wanted to draw a parody for one of his songs, but when I found out he died, I thought it was inappropriate.
    I aspire to be like him, hopefully. I hope he can do a lot in the afterlife.

    • @kiwizzlayrr
      @kiwizzlayrr Před 2 lety +24

      PowaPowa was so impressive, especially at 14..
      im glad PowaPowa is in a better place now, R.I.P PowaPowa

    • @forggy23
      @forggy23 Před rokem +4

      rest in peace he was so young too 💔

    • @Haru-nee
      @Haru-nee Před rokem +25

      Which is probably part of the problem. Everyone thought he was impressive, in part because of his age. It makes sense that, to him, growing older would become a scary thing. His accomplishments wouldn't be as impressive when he got older, would they?

  • @theyeszenmama4352
    @theyeszenmama4352 Před 8 dny +1

    I hate that this is popular on TikTok. This song is beautiful, and it got me into Kagamine Rin. When I first discovered it, I listened to it on repeat. Now I cry to it on repeat. R.I.P., the creator of this song. We will never forget you.

  • @kittyaya3425
    @kittyaya3425 Před 4 měsíci +2

    Rest in peace siinamota your songs were always amazing.

  • @ponikoTV
    @ponikoTV Před 2 lety +450

    dear tiktok, please don't call this song "edgy" or "emo", this song was written by a 20 year old boy who committed suicide

    • @bubbleeclorn1231
      @bubbleeclorn1231 Před 2 lety +10

      We dont know how he died

    • @agenericguy1014
      @agenericguy1014 Před 2 lety +95

      What's ironic is that they are the ones being "edgy" by thinking that it's funny to be disrespectful to PowaPowaP by calling him an "edgelord" for making this song

    • @ponikoTV
      @ponikoTV Před 2 lety +2

      @@agenericguy1014 true

    • @danpinez8726
      @danpinez8726 Před 2 lety +31

      this song was a cry for help that no one noticed.

    • @MyOldVideosAreCringe
      @MyOldVideosAreCringe Před rokem

      Suicid is wrong... God will put you in hell if you do that.

  • @bbmwya
    @bbmwya Před 2 lety +3235

    I played this in class and most of my classmates were mocking Rin’s voice and they were calling it edgy, emo , and etc. Started crying since Powapowap is one of my favorite composers. Rip and Rest well in heaven , powapowap

    • @cyb3rk1d70
      @cyb3rk1d70 Před 2 lety +118

      I'm sorry that happend :(.

    • @notmitsukiyolol
      @notmitsukiyolol Před 2 lety +24

      If Japan-style dismissal of mental illness and mocking is the way they wish to go, they'll thrash around rapidly against the problems they mock until they come to a startling conclusion...

    • @xp_.tv2763
      @xp_.tv2763 Před 2 lety +126

      How dare they.

    • @ownse.
      @ownse. Před 2 lety +69

      why would they do that?!

    • @SatoSatoChan
      @SatoSatoChan Před 2 lety +8

      Those mfs had no braincells🙁

  • @mister_feast
    @mister_feast Před 29 dny +2

    loved the song and the lyrics, were very relatable to the current situation in my life, but after checking the comments, tears came up all by themselves. It felt like the dots are fully connected with regards to why I am loving this song. RIP to the artist.

  • @Kolxya
    @Kolxya Před 2 měsíci +4

    I relate to this song so much.

  • @root-root
    @root-root Před 2 lety +77

    boku no inochi tsuttatte
    dare no inochi tsuttatte
    tokidokidoki kouhei ni
    sabakareru mon nan desho
    kurai sora ni yattekita
    utsu o tsurete yattekita
    tokidoki ame soukei ni
    tayorigiri da doushiyou
    ..
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    nomikomu kimi kantan ni
    hohoemu kimi doushite
    kotoba o kaku aimai ni
    kotoba o kaku aimai ni
    tsutawari kirannai kara
    kimi dake o sa shinjite
    ..
    sutetekita yume o atsumete
    chotto chotto machigaeta kara
    ..
    aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte,"
    samui samui samui samui samui
    samui samui samui samui samui
    samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide
    aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
    tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
    tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
    tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide
    nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
    boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
    ..
    chigiri atsume mottekita
    chigiri atsume motte kita
    ano hi no machigai o
    nomikomu no ga kurushikute
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    nomikomu kimi kantan ni
    hohoemu kimi doushite
    ..
    "kodomo damashi no hana futatsu,"
    kitto kitto akirameta kara?
    ..
    aa tooi yume o oikakete sa
    hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
    hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
    hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo
    sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
    nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
    nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
    nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
    ..
    aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
    kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
    kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
    kowai kowai kowai kowai chikazukanaide
    ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake
    samui samui samui samui samui
    samui samui samui samui samui
    samui samui samui samui onegai dakara
    nanbanme demo
    nanbanme demo
    boku ga boku de aru tame ni…

  • @Social-Introvert
    @Social-Introvert Před 2 lety +524

    I’m so glad that tik tok is letting people find this underrated song! I remember coming here 2 years ago, such memories! It’s amazing knowing that the vocaloid community is still going on aswell as powapowa p getting recognition to audiences

    • @jonathandavisasaminion
      @jonathandavisasaminion Před 2 lety +5

      Yeah! And ppl always hate on the ppl who come from TIKTOK!

    • @scribblezz8992
      @scribblezz8992 Před 2 lety

      @@jonathandavisasaminion because a lot of them are annoying

    • @forggy23
      @forggy23 Před rokem

      if only he was here to see this :( 💔

    • @Social-Introvert
      @Social-Introvert Před 2 měsíci

      Woww, it’s been 2 years since I wrote this, and 4 since I originally heard this. Just revisiting old music, may PowaPowa rest in peace.

  • @ghalaalhakami1592
    @ghalaalhakami1592 Před 4 dny +1

    I’m so sorry for his loss. I hope he is alright… in heaven 💔💔

  • @SASHANGAMING
    @SASHANGAMING Před měsícem +1

    This is much better than I expected and I love this song

  • @milk-qh5zz
    @milk-qh5zz Před 2 lety +921

    As a veteran vocaloid fan, i remember loving this song when it came out. Im glad it's getting the recognition it deserves but it quite bittersweet seeing people who don't understand how impactful and painfully accurate this song is

    • @agenericguy1014
      @agenericguy1014 Před 2 lety +48

      Though,one thing that pisses me off is how some bastards are commenting stuff about how this song is "edgy" and how PowaPowaP is an edgelord.
      It's just so disrespectful.
      I'm so sick of those shitty comments

    • @shiroviper
      @shiroviper Před 2 lety +7

      @@agenericguy1014 im late to this, why everyone in the chat keep saying "edgy" "emo"?

    • @agenericguy1014
      @agenericguy1014 Před 2 lety

      @@shiroviper Tbh idk,those idiots probably never gotten the attention they needed from their parents so they decided to go to the internet to get one.
      But what do I know

    • @kny.heartz
      @kny.heartz Před 2 lety +8

      @@shiroviper Beacuse they have so much low self esteem and hate for themselves they think it’s funny to make fun of a depressed man who took his own life

    • @insertnamehere6096
      @insertnamehere6096 Před 11 měsíci

      "veteran" are you cringe?

  • @aeriszona
    @aeriszona Před 2 lety +461

    This song is truly moving, something about it really resonates with me

  • @user-fr4cb3of6m
    @user-fr4cb3of6m Před 6 měsíci +13

    Por que essa música que tem um significado tão triste é tão viciante.

  • @I_love_allah.243
    @I_love_allah.243 Před 6 měsíci +32

    For the people that came from tiktok please do not disrespect the creator of this song as he was bullied and called "edgy" and "emo" as he made songs about his life and how hard it is for him but because of some people it is said that he commited suicide,may he rest in peace and live the best afterlife inshaallah.

    • @Abdulahi_
      @Abdulahi_ Před 6 měsíci +3

      I saw you wrote inshallah and Rest In Peace as muslims we can’t say that also it’s sad he was bullied and he was really confused idk what problems he had but he should have talked before he did that

    • @Abshirayamisra
      @Abshirayamisra Před 3 měsíci +2

      We can’t say rest in peace but may Allah forgive him for his sins

    • @zaytaz9331
      @zaytaz9331 Před měsícem

      Yeah Insha'Allah, ameen

  • @Jayzsocool2412
    @Jayzsocool2412 Před 2 lety +144

    1:06 love this part

  • @catdango6079
    @catdango6079 Před 2 lety +598

    this song is pretty underrated.
    glad that it's getting more recognition

  • @Grr-nz7zj
    @Grr-nz7zj Před 6 měsíci +6

    Finally found this song

  • @NotThePopcornTwins
    @NotThePopcornTwins Před 5 měsíci +7

    僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって
    時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ
    暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた
    時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう
    朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
    飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
    言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に
    伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて
    捨ててきた夢をあつめて
    ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから
    ああ 「時に 時に 躓いたって、」
    寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
    寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
    寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 言い寄らないで
    ああ 君の 君の 君の声が
    遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い
    遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い
    遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 傷つけないで
    何番目でも 何番目でも
    僕が僕であるために?
    契り集め 持ってきた 契り集め 持ってきた
    あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦るしくて
    朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
    飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
    「子供だましの花ふたつ、」
    きっと きっと 諦めたから?
    ああ 遠い夢を追いかけてさ
    早い 早い 早い 早い 早い
    早い 早い 早い 早い 早い
    早い 早い 早い 早い 追いつけないよ
    捨てきれず残した思いが
    憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い
    憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い
    憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 許されないの?
    ああ 夢を 夢を見てたはずが
    怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い
    怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い
    怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 近づかないで
    合言葉を繰り返すだけ
    寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
    寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
    寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い お願いだから
    何番目でも 何番目でも
    僕が僕であるために
    English:My life, and someone else's life
    Why are they sometimes judged as if they're equal?
    I'm met with dark skies, bringing along my depression
    I can't totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do?
    Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
    How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
    Writing down vague words, writing down vague words
    I can't express myself well, so you're the only one I trust
    I gather together my abandoned dreams
    Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake
    Ah, "I stumble again and again,"
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, don't lead me on
    Ah, your voice is so
    Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
    Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
    Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don't hurt me
    How many times, how many more times
    Will it take until I can just be myself?
    I've come with all my promises, I've come with all my promises
    It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then
    Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
    How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
    "Here are two flowers to trick a child,"
    I'm sure, so sure, it's because I gave up, isn't it?
    Ah, I'm chasing after a far-off dream
    Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
    Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
    Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, I can't keep up
    The feelings left behind that I couldn't throw away are
    Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
    Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
    Hate, hate, hate, hate, can't you forgive me?
    Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet
    I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
    I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
    I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, don't come near me
    Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, I'm begging you, please
    How many times, how many more times
    Will it take until I can just be myself?...
    -RIP You will be missed(And you are

  • @grayscale4960
    @grayscale4960 Před 2 lety +530

    listening to this song gives me a weird twisting feeling in my stomach, because i've felt like this my entire life, and to know someone succumbed to it is terrifying. rest in peace, siinamota.

  • @AltKipasPristel
    @AltKipasPristel Před 3 lety +539

    Why is this underrated

    • @sume7e
      @sume7e Před 3 lety +35

      idk but i think this will be famous on tiktok soon😚

    • @puffmello2674
      @puffmello2674 Před 3 lety +3

      @@sume7e it already has its sad

    • @lilywhite1594
      @lilywhite1594 Před 2 lety +1

      @@sume7e yep

    • @Shan-lp6yz
      @Shan-lp6yz Před 2 lety +6

      @@sume7e pls you were right

    • @peachii4894
      @peachii4894 Před 2 lety +27

      @@puffmello2674 ooo look at u, u don’t use tiktok how quirky and different!

  • @ArcherOf24
    @ArcherOf24 Před měsícem +2

    I cried while listening to this...😢 I just feel like i should end my pain and suffering in the worst way ever..😢😢😢

  • @Iplayroblox12329
    @Iplayroblox12329 Před 5 měsíci +2

    RIP Siinamota
    I used to watch your videos daily, i always fell asleep when i listened to them, now after your tragic accident that i wished to never happen? Well, it failed.
    Ill always remember you❤❤

  • @wolfchannx
    @wolfchannx Před 2 lety +390

    "YOUR VOICE YOUR VOICE YOUR VOICE IS SO FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR"
    Soy fan de esta parte

    • @sb0208yj
      @sb0208yj Před 2 lety +13

      its actually "your your your voice is so far away" Kimi no is "your" // Kimi no koe is "your voice is"

    • @winter6838
      @winter6838 Před 2 lety +2

      isnt it "your your your" instead of 'your voice your voice"

    • @us3rjay_
      @us3rjay_ Před 2 lety +3

      @@winter6838 it's actually "your your your" but the "your voice your voice" will make it smoother

    • @just_noa9307
      @just_noa9307 Před 2 lety

      its actually "your your your voice is far far far far far far far far far far far far far"

    • @cubebob4327
      @cubebob4327 Před 2 lety +6

      okay, we got it the first time, stop correcting them.

  • @teylaviva3750
    @teylaviva3750 Před 2 lety +186

    Lyrics:
    Talking about "my" life
    Talking about "whose" life?
    Every once in a while
    They get judged fairly, i think
    The gloomy sun comes back around again
    Depression takes over me once again
    Sometimes I can only rely on the rain
    What should I do?
    Even love and hate decay
    Even love and hate decay
    How do you swallow your words
    And smile so easily?
    Writing vague words
    Writing vague words
    Because of that, i just
    Can't convey my trust in you
    Collecting all the dreams that i abandoned
    Wait a second!
    I've made a mistake...
    Ah, "now and then
    Now and then
    I've stumbled"
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
    So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold
    You tell me not to come close
    1:21 Ah, your
    Your
    Your voice is
    Distant, distant, distant, distant, distant
    Don't hurt me
    Whatever rank
    I am on your list
    I don't care,
    For the sake of me being me
    I'd held the promises I'd collected
    I'd held the promises I'd collected
    The mistakes of today,
    I swallow them painfully
    Even love and hate decay
    Even love and hate decay
    How do you swallow your words
    And smile so easily?
    "Two childish flowers"
    Of course, of course
    I wonder if you've abandoned all hope...?
    Ah, distant dreams
    That I chase after go
    Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly
    Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly
    I can't reach them
    Throwing away these desires
    And leaving them behind
    Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful
    Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful
    Can I not be forgiven?
    Ah, I watched my dreams
    And thought that they would come true
    I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
    So scared ,so scared, so scared ,so scared
    Don't come any closer
    Just keep repeating the words
    That you use to greet me
    It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
    So cold, so cold ,so cold ,so cold
    So ,please, just...!
    Whatever rank
    I am to you
    For the sake of me being myself,
    I don't care...

    • @Plums0n_
      @Plums0n_ Před 10 měsíci

      thank you very much

    • @theultimateegg7193
      @theultimateegg7193 Před 9 měsíci

      if you ever feel useless just know this man exists

    • @ExticHanako
      @ExticHanako Před 9 měsíci +2

      @@theultimateegg7193 not really useless actually because I've been searching for this for quite a while lol

    • @ExticHanako
      @ExticHanako Před 9 měsíci +1

      Thank you!

  • @brammelchiorvandenhazel9338
    @brammelchiorvandenhazel9338 Před 2 měsíci +2

    This song keeps getting better 🙌🙌🙌

  • @aprillacre4052
    @aprillacre4052 Před 7 měsíci +3

    I love this sound😭💖

  • @user-be4lo2eo7f
    @user-be4lo2eo7f Před 3 lety +83

    僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって
    時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ
    暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた
    時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう
    朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
    飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
    言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に
    伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて
    捨ててきた夢をあつめて
    ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから
    ああ 「時に 時に 躓いたって、」
    寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
    寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
    寒い寒い寒い寒い 言い寄らないで
    ああ 君の君の君の声が
    遠い遠い遠い遠い遠い
    遠い遠い遠い遠い遠い
    遠い遠い遠い遠い 傷つけないで
    何番目でも 何番目でも
    僕が僕であるために?
    契り集め持ってきた 契り集め持ってきた
    あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦るしくて
    朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
    飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
    「子供だましの花ふたつ、」
    きっと きっと 諦めたから?
    ああ 遠い夢を追いかけてさ
    早い早い早い早い早い
    早い早い早い早い早い
    早い早い早い早い 追いつけないよ
    捨てきれず残した思いが
    憎い憎い憎い憎い憎い
    憎い憎い憎い憎い憎い
    憎い憎い憎い憎い 許されないの? 
    ああ 夢を夢を見てたはずが
    怖い怖い怖い怖い怖い
    怖い怖い怖い怖い怖い
    怖い怖い怖い怖い 近づかないで
    合言葉を繰り返すだけ
    寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
    寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
    寒い寒い寒い寒い お願いだから
    何番目でも 何番目でも
    僕が僕であるために…

  • @darklyde9505
    @darklyde9505 Před rokem +81

    ⭐ Lyrics :
    Boku no inochi tsuttatte
    Dare no inochi tsuttatte
    Tokidokidoki kouhei ni Sabakareru mon nan desho
    Kurai sora ni yattekita utsu o tsurete yattekita
    Tokidoki ame soukei ni tayorigiri da doushiyou
    Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o
    Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite
    Kotoba o kaku aimai ni kotoba o kaku aimai ni
    Tsutawari kirannai kara kimi dake o sa shinjite
    Sutetekita yume o atsumete
    Chotto chotto machigaeta kara
    Aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte,"
    Samui samui samui samui
    Samui samui samui samui samui
    Samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide
    Aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
    Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
    Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
    Tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide
    Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
    Boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
    chigiri atsume mottekita chigiri atsume motte kita
    Ano hi no machigai o nomikomu no ga kurushikute
    Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o
    Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite
    "kodomo damashi no hana futatsu,"
    Kitto kitto akirameta kara?
    Aa tooi yume o oikakete sa
    Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
    Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
    Hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo
    Sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
    Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
    Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
    Nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
    aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
    Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
    Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
    Kowai kowai kowai kowai
    Ai kotoba o kurikaesu date
    Samui samui samui samui samui
    Samui Samui samui samui samui
    Samui samui samui samui onegai dakara
    Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
    Boku ga boku de aru tame ni…

  • @flyiny
    @flyiny Před 16 dny +1

    may they rest in peace.
    i loved their songs

  • @fikarafika2249
    @fikarafika2249 Před 3 měsíci +3

    im so so happy well this music rotated

  • @venomase5572
    @venomase5572 Před 10 měsíci +429

    I am not typically a fan of vocaloid but this song is beautiful. You're able to bang your head to it while still feeling the emotion the creator was going for. Such a shame, rest in peace dude. Gone too soon

  • @kuumio5194
    @kuumio5194 Před 2 lety +191

    i might be coming back to my vocaloid phase because of this song. so glad my friend introduced me to this video again

  • @mrblisterpiece9111
    @mrblisterpiece9111 Před měsícem +2

    Congrats you finally found the song you have been search for. ❤

  • @ST4R._.5207
    @ST4R._.5207 Před 5 měsíci +8

    THIS HITS HARD🗣️🔥🔥

    • @caydenkosmann2549
      @caydenkosmann2549 Před 5 měsíci

      If only u knew what happened to the artist

    • @ST4R._.5207
      @ST4R._.5207 Před 5 měsíci

      @@caydenkosmann2549 hm what happened?

    • @lovelysmx
      @lovelysmx Před 4 měsíci +1

      They did su!cide 🙁​@@ST4R._.5207

    • @Floppyfloweer
      @Floppyfloweer Před 4 měsíci +3

      ​@sillystar1-ns9ct he decided to kill himself. He was screaming for help but no one noticed until he su!cide

  • @somaidraws2743
    @somaidraws2743 Před 2 lety +257

    This song without knowing the lyrics felt like someone reaching out their hand while their world crumbling around them

  • @NeoGato2point0
    @NeoGato2point0 Před 8 měsíci +477

    I hope this song makes thousands of more Vocaloid fans.

    • @kaitlynntransue2847
      @kaitlynntransue2847 Před 8 měsíci +14

      IT DID 😭👏

    • @belynda1224
      @belynda1224 Před 6 měsíci +5

      This was one of the first Vocaloid songs I heard of, and it helped make me gain interest in them. Still a newbie, but most of the songs I’ve heard are bangers.

    • @theultimateegg7193
      @theultimateegg7193 Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@belynda1224 same here dude. its beautiful how one song can attract a community.

    • @okuuuyuo
      @okuuuyuo Před 6 měsíci +2

      i actually got into vocaloid because of um TRIPLE BAKA-

    • @DigitizedGalaxyAlt
      @DigitizedGalaxyAlt Před 6 měsíci +1

      My first song was probably bopibo idk the miku vegetable song, big miku fan now. I own a figma miku figure.

  • @Scoobysant
    @Scoobysant Před měsícem +1

    lyrics?
    僕のいのちつったって
    boku no inochi tsuttatte
    誰のいのちつったって
    dare no inochi tsuttatte
    ときどきどき こうへいに
    tokidokidoki kouhei ni
    さばかれるもんなんでしょ
    sabakareru mon nan desho
    暗い空にやってきた
    kurai sora ni yattekita
    うつおつれてやってきた
    utsu o tsurete yattekita
    ときどきあめそうけいに
    tokidoki ame soukei ni
    たよりぎりだどうしよう
    tayorigiri da doushiyou
    くちるまでのあいぞうを
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    くちるまでのあいぞうを
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    のみこむきみかんたんに
    nomikomu kimi kantan ni
    ほほえむきみどうして
    hohoemu kimi doushite
    ことばをかくあいまいに
    kotoba o kaku aimai ni
    ことばをかくあいまいに
    kotoba o kaku aimai ni
    つたわりきらんないから
    tsutawari kirannai kara
    きみだけをさしんじて
    kimi dake o sa shinjite
    すててきたゆめをあつめて
    sutetekita yume o atsumete
    ちょっとちょっとまちがえたから
    chotto chotto machigaeta kara
    Ah、ときにときにつまずいたって
    Ah, toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte
    さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
    samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
    さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
    samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
    さむいさむいさむいさむい
    samui-samui-samui-samui
    いいよらないで
    ii yoranaide
    Ah、きみのきみのきみのこえが
    Ah, kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
    とおいとおいとおいとおいとおい
    tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi
    とおいとおいとおいとおいとおい
    tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi
    とおいとおいとおいとおい
    tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi
    きずつけないで
    kizutsukenaide
    なんばんめでもなんばんめでも
    nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
    ぼくがぼくであるために
    boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
    ちぎりあつめもってきた
    chigiri atsume mottekita
    ちぎりあつめもってきた
    chigiri atsume motte kita
    あのひのまちがいを
    ano hi no machigai o
    のみこむのがくるしくて
    nomikomu no ga kurushikute
    くちるまでのあいぞうを
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    くちるまでのあいぞうを
    kuchiru made no aizou o
    のみこむきみかんたんに
    nomikomu kimi kantan ni
    ほほえむきみどうして
    hohoemu kimi doushite
    こどもだましのはなふたつ
    kodomo damashi no hana futatsu
    きっときっとあきらめたから
    kitto kitto akirameta kara?
    Ah、とおいゆめをおいかけてさ
    Ah, tooi yume o oikakete sa
    はやいはやいはやいはやいはやい
    hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai
    はやいはやいはやいはやいはやい
    hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai
    はやいはやいはやいはやい
    hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai
    おいつけないよ
    oitsukenai yo
    すてきれずのこしたおもいが
    sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
    にくいにくいにくいにくいにくい
    nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui
    にくいにくいにくいにくいにくい
    nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui
    にくいにくいにくいにくい
    nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui
    ゆるされないの
    yurusarenai no?
    Ah、ゆめをゆめをみてたはずが
    Ah, yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
    こわいこわいこわいこわいこわい
    kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai
    こわいこわいこわいこわいこわい
    kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai
    こわいこわいこわいこわい
    kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai
    ちかづかないで
    chikazukanaide
    あいことばをくりかえすだけ
    ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake
    さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
    samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
    さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
    samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
    さむいさむいさむいさむい
    samui-samui-samui-samui
    おねがいだから
    onegai dakara
    なんばんめでもなんばんめでも
    nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
    ぼくがぼくであるために
    boku ga boku de aru tame ni

  • @Imtheoniichan
    @Imtheoniichan Před 6 měsíci +3

    This is my fav song everyday this song just lives in my heart ♥

  • @Sheangell373
    @Sheangell373 Před 2 lety +889

    Not me wanting to yell “your voice is so far” part 💪😍

    • @wyskoi
      @wyskoi Před 2 lety +211

      "aa kimi no, kimi no, kimi no koe ga, tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi, tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi, tooi tooi tooi, kizutsukenaide" hope that helps!!

    • @Sheangell373
      @Sheangell373 Před 2 lety +36

      @@wyskoi thank you!! I already new that but I appreciate this a lot!!!! ^^

    • @marsxvj
      @marsxvj Před 2 lety

      @@wyskoi thank uuu

    • @karmasgameconsole
      @karmasgameconsole Před 2 lety

      @@wyskoi tenk uuuuuu! (๑・ω-)~♥”

    • @karmasgameconsole
      @karmasgameconsole Před 2 lety +19

      1:21

  • @ribbonhanaa
    @ribbonhanaa Před 2 lety +939

    calling this song "edgy" "emo" "broken" "depressing" is not funny, powapowa died and its disrespectful to call his songs "edgy" or something like that, he passed away due to su1c1de, rest in heaven powapowa!

    • @yoursinsweighuponyoursoul
      @yoursinsweighuponyoursoul Před 2 lety +60

      Wow people actually say that, that’s disgusting, Rest In Peace powapowa. I wish he could see his work becoming famous.

    • @average_meth_enjoyer
      @average_meth_enjoyer Před 2 lety +68

      ik, "edgy" and "emo" are such disrespectful words, but "broken" and "depressing" are literally the description for the song bruhhh

    • @anti4222
      @anti4222 Před 2 lety +1

      If you kill your self you go to hell you don’t go to heaven just saying not to be mean but it’s the truth

    • @mikan1597
      @mikan1597 Před rokem +4

      But his music fits all of the words you don’t want us to use. What do we call the song?

    • @toviornegaming9566
      @toviornegaming9566 Před rokem

      suicide costs you to go to hell, so I dont think thats a heaven, read bible please.

  • @Adminomnid
    @Adminomnid Před 20 dny

    this is one of my top songs this hits so hard

  • @frostyclouded
    @frostyclouded Před 2 lety +526

    i guess this song has been gaining some traction recently, which is kind of nice, because i adore siinamota's music and i think more people should hear it. but a lot of the recent comments don't sit right with me. siinamota died six years ago, but he is so much more than his death. i don't want him to be remembered for his death, i want him to be remembered for all of his music. you don't need to force an "RIP" into every comment you make about him, because he's so much more than his death.
    siinamota's music is wonderful, but i'm really feeling like it's reaching the wrong audience right now. it's reaching people who aren't able to respect siinamota or his work and that's what upsets me. i don't want shoujo a or any of siinamota's songs to be remembered as some sort of trend, i want them to be truly listened to, i want people to listen to them and try to understand them, because siinamota's writing is so beautiful and it captures so many feelings it's like looking into a time capsule to his emotions.
    and also, for what it's worth, this translation is inaccurate. check out the translation by angelsubs. and please, please just be respectful.

    • @wingednotepad
      @wingednotepad Před 2 lety +31

      i agree. im glad more people are finding his work but its pretty clear that not everyone is coming from a good place. paying their respects in the comment section feels more like they felt they had to than any sort of sincerity. it really bothers me how often they call his songs edgy or clearly suicidal. while some of them are, the large majority of them cover an array of different subjects. i hope the people here come to appreciate him for who he was and what he did rather than his final actions.

    • @wingednotepad
      @wingednotepad Před 2 lety +25

      also like half the comments saying rip either say "this person" or "this artist". its not that hard to credit him. his name is plastered all over the comments and the video itself :/

    • @frostyclouded
      @frostyclouded Před 2 lety +18

      @@wingednotepad ^^^ exactly. in general i feel like the vocaloid community feels obligated to pay respects by adding (rip) after every dead producer's name but at least they bother to learn their names. if people aren't going to actually respect siinamota and his work then maybe it's a good thing that the community surrounding him is small :/

    • @yowana9423
      @yowana9423 Před 2 lety +16

      Agreed,I've even seen lots of Japanese fans annoyed...They have every right to be :/

    • @nomenaodisponivel12
      @nomenaodisponivel12 Před rokem +4

      It's been annoying me as well. I started listening to his songs since I was 11 years old with Sky Fish, which really resonated with me just like most of his songs. And, before anything, his compositions are creative, magical and emotional. It's cruel that his songs are being remembered as this edgy culture phenomenon of "it's a song by that guy who died" or as just the conflicting feelings in the subtext of his songs. The musical composition of his songs is amazingly creative and captivating, his lyrics are like stories and fairytales, and the songs in general manage to be lively but melancholic, emotional but narrative, straightforward but mysterious, etc.
      It might be too personal but I've related to the feelings implicit in his song more than the ideal (and, yes, as early as 11 years old). By the time he started expressing that discontentment with growing up I was going through the same as well. In all honesty the events were the wake up call for me that stopped things from going worse. But his songs are still significant, the stories he tells shouldn't be reduced to an anguish metaphor, his musical abilities shouldn't be disregarded to just consider the lyrics, etc. Internet culture makes it easy to reduce people and artists to only one aspect but it's also easy to notice that and start appreciating things as they really are.

  • @sheizoco1900
    @sheizoco1900 Před 2 lety +160

    1:22 this song is perfect for breakdowns especially this part where you just wanna scream and be crazy cus it hurts so much everything you've been holding inside, can barely heard yourself, let the music blasting taken over

  • @user-uo7qt4wc2s
    @user-uo7qt4wc2s Před 16 dny

    This is soooo good

  • @user-pm2up6ti5j
    @user-pm2up6ti5j Před 6 měsíci +1

    This song is my favorite THANK YOu

  • @Hamwari
    @Hamwari Před rokem +107

    The song really conveys that feeling of depression, happy he was able to convey his feelings through his music. Sad he’s gone and can’t see how much people loved what he created

  • @darlindorii
    @darlindorii Před 2 lety +26

    It shook me at "Im scared,Im scared,Im scared" cause it made me realize how bad growing up can get.

  • @Friend_Anonymous
    @Friend_Anonymous Před 4 měsíci +2

    Until this song ends, my energy doesn't end either...

  • @arin-san
    @arin-san Před 15 dny +1

    After hearing about siinamota listening to this song gives me chills. I wish we could have helped him when he was still with us.

  • @senmou_sama
    @senmou_sama Před rokem +2417

    I'm Ukrainian and I found this song two days before the war began.
    I remember listening to it on the last somewhat peaceful days, driving past a newly built mall that was destroyed by russian invaders just a couple weeks later.
    The news about the russian army nearing the border were already everywhere. I already had a bad, *bad* feeling.
    I remember listening to it on repeat again in a basement I had to hide in from the bombings once the war began and relating to the lyrics on a whole different level.
    The dreams I and the many people of my country had to throw away because of this entire situation... The pleads for all of it to end...
    It all felt so strangely relatable...
    Update: thank you guys SO much for your support

    • @CasemiroSa
      @CasemiroSa Před rokem +69

      Are you okay rn?!

    • @senmou_sama
      @senmou_sama Před rokem +125

      yea, I evacuated to Poland a few months ago with my mother so we're safe rn, thanks for asking ^^

    • @CasemiroSa
      @CasemiroSa Před rokem +46

      @@senmou_sama I’m very glad!

    • @KARMSANE
      @KARMSANE Před rokem +21

      I'm so sorry you had to go through that, i hope your safe and heal from that experience.

    • @noname420
      @noname420 Před rokem +17

      im really glad youre okay right now, my heart goes to you and your country.

  • @ruiichi
    @ruiichi Před 2 lety +129

    i remember when this song was released in 2013 and ever since powapowap passed away i struggled to listen to this without crying.. it's still hard lol

    • @meniixx
      @meniixx Před 2 lety +3

      Wait the artist passed away?? :(

    • @willowtree8250
      @willowtree8250 Před 2 lety +9

      @@meniixx the artist struggled with depression a lot of their songs speak of suicide I just discovered them and listening to his music hurts even listening to Miku hurts

    • @ruiichi
      @ruiichi Před 2 lety +9

      @@meniixx yes, in 2015 he passed away (presumed to be suicide) which makes his songs very upsetting to listen to.

    • @squishysquish6657
      @squishysquish6657 Před 2 lety +3

      @@ruiichi poor guy...

    • @wingednotepad
      @wingednotepad Před 2 lety +3

      same here. i miss him a lot

  • @Hatsune-Miku_Fan
    @Hatsune-Miku_Fan Před měsícem

    I love this song

  • @Fgtv607
    @Fgtv607 Před 5 měsíci +2

    Always don’t be left out don’t be scared 😱. It’s not like humans are monsters you are human

  • @merzunder
    @merzunder Před 10 měsíci +68

    It fells like I`m falling down a skyscraper and seeing myself in the reflection, forever.

    • @jham9818
      @jham9818 Před 10 měsíci +6

      This is a very... Unique yet awesome way of describing it

    • @ugogirl22649
      @ugogirl22649 Před 7 měsíci +1

      Now i can feel it too

  • @Koisuu
    @Koisuu Před 2 lety +42

    Rip powapowap. We will always remember your works, I can only hope you’ve found peace 🖤

  • @Duck_plays545
    @Duck_plays545 Před 7 měsíci

    This song is amazing

  • @fionagilman.
    @fionagilman. Před 2 lety +228

    powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten.
    mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it.
    it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy.
    rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for.

    • @Sullyoon-bw7rx
      @Sullyoon-bw7rx Před 2 měsíci

      Imagine copying a comment with the exact words thinking no one would notice 💀

  • @user-wg8nm1bb3w
    @user-wg8nm1bb3w Před rokem +1773

    I'm going to pay my respects here.
    Hi Powapowa, I hope you are resting easy. I don't know you a whole lot but what I can say is that you are very inspiring and amazing. I hope you are flying high in the sky as well. And thank you for being open and sharing your feelings with us.
    To his (PowaPowa P) family: I hope all of you are doing very well. I know this is not easy for you all. But I promise, he is resting easy and is at the end of the rainbow bridge, whatever that end is to him.
    To those who suffer from depression: Anything you do is worth everything. You are loved, you are worthy, and are valid. The venting you do is not "emo" or "edgy". And I hate that generalization.. so much. In addition, you deserve love, not hate.
    RIP, Powapowa. My condolences are to you.
    To those who choose to be assholes towards this man, and other people who have mental health issues and still struggles with them: You make me fucking sick. You are a disgrace to others and you are disgusting, vile, and narcissistic. In addition, I hope you also get to feel that same fucking pain that those who commited suicide feel. You are one of the reasons people commit suicide.
    Before I end this comment, please be mindful of those around you. And, please be respectful in the comment section. To those who have been respectful and kind, I hope you all stay safe, take care of yourself, and remember that you are not selfish. Thank you.

    • @Niffter
      @Niffter Před rokem +24

      Amen

    • @user-rg6xp8np9d
      @user-rg6xp8np9d Před 11 měsíci +24

      Rest easily powapowa I hope God gives you peace. :(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)

    • @exocomz
      @exocomz Před 10 měsíci +22

      Mad respect to you man, slowly making me believe in humanity again, rest in peace Powapowa 🙏🙏❤

    • @sanjidz_
      @sanjidz_ Před 9 měsíci +4

      Aya my crush I love U

    • @Select_Skin
      @Select_Skin Před 8 měsíci

      Your right Ppl like this are morons to other ppl

  • @kiw-ee
    @kiw-ee Před 3 měsíci +1

    god, this song makes me so scared. i don't know whats wrong with me. im scared. i have no support. and i am most scared of my life ending by my own hands. RIP, gentle flower.

  • @alraisenavecesdario1744
    @alraisenavecesdario1744 Před 6 lety +406

    Excuse me, I have a question to ask.
    Before that, thank you dearly for uploading what seems such a good translation of one of my favorite persons. But in the "AiSoBakaDesu" translation, there is a line where he came up with "But what number, what number for the sake of me being me", which you see as "Whatever rank I am on your list, I don't care, for the sake of me being me". Which one do you see the fittest, or is it up to interpretation? Thankss

    • @suudonyms
      @suudonyms  Před 6 lety +145

      Alraisen Avecesdario Thank you, it's so cool to see someone interested in the translation! AiSo translated that line literally (but what eye rank), but that doesn't exactly make sense, so I asked some friends from Japan. The phrase is just an expression and is not make to be taken literally, like "don't put the cart before the horse" or something. So I put down the English translation of the expression rather than the literal text.

    • @alraisenavecesdario1744
      @alraisenavecesdario1744 Před 6 lety +28

      I liked the other one better. But thank you very, very much for such a fast answer to the question. I'll be somewhere on the Internet maybe enjoying powapowa p.

  • @meowmeow-ic6jy
    @meowmeow-ic6jy Před 2 lety +18

    new fans coming here, you may be late, but your support is never out of time.

  • @alko2145
    @alko2145 Před 3 měsíci +2

    The song is 🔥

  • @user-mo8zo8wf6e
    @user-mo8zo8wf6e Před 5 měsíci +1

    Your losing a game..... THIS SONG START TO PLAY !!

  • @rinysk7878
    @rinysk7878 Před 8 měsíci +59

    Idk why but I cry everytime listen to this masterpiece

    • @berry_straws
      @berry_straws Před 8 měsíci +3

      Same, I feel so bad for the artist 🙁

    • @user-zc7hz3nr6u
      @user-zc7hz3nr6u Před 8 měsíci +2

      Me. To

    • @sosomadman
      @sosomadman Před 7 měsíci +1

      I know right!? Hits you right in the feels

    • @DoubleRealitian
      @DoubleRealitian Před 4 měsíci +1

      You feel the emotions he put into this song.
      You can feel a portion of what he felt.

  • @dankmemes4579
    @dankmemes4579 Před 2 lety +46

    if you didn't came here because you heard this from tiktok then you're a man of culture

    • @corruption3162
      @corruption3162 Před 2 lety

      Can you give me some contexts what going on

    • @8Stuff
      @8Stuff Před 2 lety

      people use this on tiktok?

    • @helpimdyingaaa
      @helpimdyingaaa Před 2 lety

      @@8Stuff yup I've heard this song on tiktok before .-. (don't worry I didn't come from there)

    • @mylem6234
      @mylem6234 Před rokem

      @@helpimdyingaaa I don’t really see anything wrong with TikTok. I used to think it was shit but when I used it I realised is just another platform like CZcams.

    • @ghezelle9987
      @ghezelle9987 Před rokem +1

      dude, its 2022 grow up

  • @SiblingBuddiesVlog
    @SiblingBuddiesVlog Před 4 měsíci +3

    TY!!❤ POWAPOWA REST IN PEACE.

  • @Omegatchi
    @Omegatchi Před 6 měsíci +1

    I love how this song has been given new life in Paranoia by Kenteshi. It's been used in a lot of memes about people trying to stop their friends from killing themselves when they get a concerning text from them in the middle of the night. The emotional tension that was intended by the person who made it was kept in the breakcore song. RIP the artist, I hope their soul protects those who go through similar experiences they had.

  • @lastbroadcast_rss
    @lastbroadcast_rss Před 2 lety +22

    Please don’t disrespect the artist’s work by calling it ‘edgy’ or ‘dark’. The artist’s work was basically them venting. The artist is said to have committed suicide. Rest in peace.

  • @Spixtrixy
    @Spixtrixy Před 2 lety +10

    Poor guy died at 20 and though unconfirmed it was suicide so much stress for what :(hes dead now imagine all he could have done 🙏rip shiina mota

    • @geraldmuller6253
      @geraldmuller6253 Před 2 lety +1

      Its actually so admirable for all the things he did, despite dying so young. I hate to see ppl take their own lifes

  • @mohamadramdani369
    @mohamadramdani369 Před 11 dny

    Wonderful song

  • @stevannyfinandakirani8900
    @stevannyfinandakirani8900 Před rokem +213

    last album: alive
    last song: goodbye everyone
    i'm okay, im not cryong again mom
    RIP powapowa. You will be missed...

  • @sugardoodlez
    @sugardoodlez Před 2 lety +26

    2:44 my favorite part

  • @DrTBoy
    @DrTBoy Před 2 měsíci

    Wonderful🥺

  • @fregagaming5591
    @fregagaming5591 Před 14 dny +1

    I am leaving this message for the future me so that he can never forget this song 🖤🖤🖤