Kagamine Rin - Girl A ( 少女A ) English Sub
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- čas přidán 20. 05. 2017
- "Writing vague words... because of that, I just can't translate your songs..." (；ω；)
As my grasp of Japanese gets better, the space between my upload dates will get shorter! Thank you for sticking with me through this. Do you prefer my doing translations, or music box covers? I'll consider it seriously, so please let me know! I hope you enjoy this song/translation.
Powapowa-P is one of my favorite composers, so it's really an honor to upload a piece by him! He passed away a couple of years ago, but he left behind a load of amazing songs. I hope I did his words justice, since they all have deep meanings, it seems.
Thank you for watching. Please look forward to more!
original: • 椎名もた(siinamota) - Youn... - Hudba
I’m glad tiktok helped me find this because now I’m gonna discover the work of this artist I would have never known existed otherwise
Promise you won’t be disappointed- his art is amazing, and while he’s passed he was well loved
what happened?-
@@ph1lls964 replying to be reminded
well you can see what his songs are about,, he were screaming for help and no one noticed it until that happened...
@@emmabbzs oh god :(
This song needs more recognition. RIP to the artist 🙏🏾
context?
I’m early 😨
@@ibryzr why?
aw no :( rip to him
YOU AGAIN?
They might've passed away but this song will stay for eternity. Rest in peace, gentle flower.
apparently he unalived himself
@@master_manabi77It’s unconfirmed because the police and his family never mentioned the cause of death, but it’s very likely he committed suicide due to the nature of the tweets and songs he made before he died.
Also this is CZcams not TikTok. You can say suicide.
@@catcactus1234 thanks bro
What's the context of this situation?@@catcactus1234
MWUQBQHEHEO❤SJBQIEHEUJEHDBDJSHWKDNDK
The amount of raw emotion and expression is saddening, yet inspiring. Im going through a very hard and lonley time right now, and writing songs has been helping. R.I.P PowaPowa. 💔 Rest now.
I'm so sorry, I hope things get better
@@Solar_Flares_Adoptive_Parent
@@LolaH2011 :D
@@LolaH2011this song actually also makes me cry so hard since it makes me remember all my traumatizing real moments in life…also RIP powapowa.…they will be missed❤
@@FEN_FROM_FPE ❤️
i can't listen to this song without remembering how it's been 7 whole years since we lost siinamota, rest in peace angel
Hey can anyone ecplai to me why some ppl call him siinamota but other ppl call him by powapowa, is it the same person or???
@@loading7693 yeah its the same, but he changed his name to powapowa-p, u cn still adress him as siinamota tho
i remember the day he posted please give me a red pen around my birthday then finding the news afterwards, i can’t believe that was almost seven years ago :(
@@arrenregretsnothing5776あら。。。 How did he die?
@@missty5386 he committed su!c!d3, rest in peace powapowa
Here's a little info about powapowa
His songs were basically him struggling and venting, so please do not be disrespectful to him or his work by calling it "edgy" etc
He passed away due to assumed suicide and is a wonderful composer of his music
Please check him out and leave your respect!
aw man, I wish he was still alive so he could see his work blowing up :(
@@peixeazulado I’m sure he’s watching it get famous in heaven
I was really sad when I found this out, It makes me so mad and sad that people are making fun of his wonderful work for being "edgy" when he just vented in his songs. May he rest in peace.
Oh my... I knew that people who are able to depict these emotions in such ways in their art must have been through a lot... May he rest in peace
Thank you for saying that.. I was about to put this song in one of my edgy playlists and when I saw this comment I promptly removed the song from the playlist.
Thanks again!
Its important not to romanticize suicide. Suicide is a horrible, terrible thing to befall on someone and their family. Let's take this song and not see it as "He's now at peace flying away in heaven," but as " Let's make sure this won't happen to us or anybody else."
We can take it as both of them :/
lot of yapping
How is saying may he rest in peace romanticizing it?? Dude what. We can take both..
@@Chewwy-bwossom exactly, this comment doesn't make sense.
Human inhibition is what it is
How the artist made it: sharing his difficulties in life,struggling with depression.
How ppl uuse this song:to get out from depression.
Indeed: there's some sort of a beautiful irony in that fact.
R. I. P. powapowa.
@@alejandrocamberosrodriguez4222 i agree, powapowa made a beautiful song before dieing
R I.p
This song doesn’t make anyone happier.
Finally found og video
How, this🤗🥰😘🎂💖, young, and, girls its, and, love, ❤❤❤❤❤❤girls, and, boys🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤İ, POVEST, 🤗GREAT, ❤😊😊🥰😘💖😎
It makes me so mad knowing this beautiful song is so underrated
Edit : I know it’s not underrated,I keep getting comments saying that’s not.This comment was one month ago,leave it alone.
now itss nots
Not really, it has 1 million views
It's not,it has million views on the original
must gatekeep this song,stay underrated
@@margomaki8775 but it isn’t underated
It breaks me how his last album is called "Alive" and the last song is called "goodbye everyone"
Just a small correction, his last song was actually Healthy End :)
yeah if really does break my heart
@@GweenOfTea no but her last song was please give me my red pen she died in 2015 its kinda sad
@@scorpio-30 He. Give me a red pen was the last song Siinamota published but Healthy end was the last song made, Siinamota’s friend finished it for him after Siinamota’s death.
Edit: Goodbye everyone is the last song on the last album that Siinamota released
@@MiniEmber ohh ok!
Unfortunately, this song will be known as “That one song that motivates you to win” now that people are finding this song without knowing
Why unfortunately? This song motivates me expelling those depressive feeling. This thing fascinates me, how is it possible that a so depressing song helps so much doing the opposite?
It feels like the author wrote it trying to escape those feeling too
Miss you powapowa :(( this song still breaks me to this day 🙁🙁
😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️🥺😇
i'm begging you all, please stop calling this song "edgy" or "emo".
powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten.
mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it.
it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy.
rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for.
edit: this comment section is a shitshow.
His last tweet said something along the lines of "Life is no longer enjoyable, I don't want to grow up." So it's sadly implied that he took his own life. The songs he wrote before his death spoke of leaving this world (Mainly the song "Astronaut")
@@jellsies exactly. breaks my heart knowing how short his stay in this world was.
he died
@Deliah Masked 20. born '95, passed in 2015. he would be turning 27 next month.
@@jellsies another way to translate the quote “he said that he lost his charm when he became an adult. It seems that you shouldn’t grow up.”
I sobbed when I saw that tweet. hit me hard, too relatable. RIP siinamota
for those of you who came here from tiktok, please have respect for powapowa when you comment.
while his cause of death was left unreleased, most fans have agreed rhat it was likely suicide given his last song (please hand me a red pen) and the song released after his death (healthy end). he was open about his struggles with his mental health and it is shown as a consistent theme throughout his music.
please recognize that he was a real person with real struggles. these songs are not "dark" or "edgy", theyre an honest reflection of his experiences.
if you like this song, i would recommend checking out some of his other songs (the most musically similar to this of his i would say is Q)
however, he has a large variety in his musical expression and i can honestly recommend all of it
i hope that you all come to love powapowa as much as his older fans do. may his legacy live on :)
He die omfg rip himmm
@@nana73683 ...
@@nana73683 PowaPowaP’s a man.
@@catcactus1234 what
my personal favorites by him though are year 3 class c-14, chiyoko kubozono's joining of the cabinet, sky fish, at the mercy of a dream, strobe last (kinda obvious if u recognize my pfp) and there is someone i cannot meet even in a dream
We all miss you and what symphonies you could've created. Rest In Peace Sir, Thank you for what you gave us.
I've been looking for this song for so long!
this song sounds so nostalgic idk where i first heard it but it just feels like ive heard it somewhere and felt sadly comforted w it
RIGHT
Finally, someone who feels the same as me 😭😭, i swear i heard this before like a while ago before tiktok.
This might be a stretch but a long time ago on CZcams there was a speed paint called
Pastel gore speed paint or something like that, and it features this song and a Mr sandman remix. It may be that
I mean if you’ve listened to vocaloid in the past you might’ve heard this song before, or if you’ve heard a song from Powapowa P before. They had a really distinct style
yes, my heart felt heavy the first time I heard this song.
This song always makes me tear up, so hearing it on tik tok caught me off guard and I cried. I'm glad more people are finding his work still even after all these years.
SAME it triggers so many memories every time i hear it on my fyp
Im glad other people are finding it, the only thing I dont like is that this kind of songs get made into "sad girl music" when they get popular, like the song is like "My life is miserable and I want to kill myself" and people are just like "So true bestie 😍"
@@nikitahichoii482 yeah romanticized depression is a big problem. A lot of people don't take these things as serious as they should be.
@@gayclownenthusiast2762 true, and it’s severely annoying.. cant even open up without annoying people saying “broken”, like please. shut up
@@nikitahichoii482 THIS!! i'm so tired of some people tbh, whenever I talk about my past trauma people either call me "brocken🥺🥺" or go like "relatable omg slay yass!1!1" it's so insensitive.
The goosebumps I feel is getting stronger and stronger as the songs goes by. 😢
Rest in peace, Siinamota. You will be missed, and thank you so much for this masterpiece
Rest In Peace Powapowa, may your next life be the best.
THE MEANING OF THIS SONG REALLY DEPICTS OUR LIFE, WE USED TO LIVE SO HAPPILY, BUT AS TIME GOES BY, THE EXCITEMENT IS FADING, WE ARE JUST LIVING FOR THE SAKE OF OUR RESPONSIBILITIES, AND IT FEELS REALLY SUFFOCATING.
''He said that he lost his charm when he became an adult. It seems that you shouldn't grow up.''
couldn't be more true..
WHY ARE YOU TYPING IT LIKE THIS? ARE YOU YELLING????
@@holyshard530 why do you even care?
@@trishatutor5868 I dunno, just asking..I'm not criticizing you or anything, unless I somehow unintentionally sound like I am..in that case, I'm really sorry..
@@holyshard530 to like express their excitement or how we raise our voice when we're found out something
This song feels like your hugging a person who doesn't exist anymore. You are still clung onto those feelings you had when they were still here.. you can't let go. Rest in peace man. You will be missed.
May he rest in peace we love u man❤❤❤
im so glad more people are finding about this song, I've been a fan of siinamota's for a long time, and its great to see more people recognising his work.
rest easy siinamota-san.
Yeah, I'm glad too!
Rest easy Siinamota..
Wait is the creator of these songs powapowa or siinamota-san
@@AS-xu2fd they’re the same person, sinnamota san went by both sinnamota and powapowa :] !
Oh okk
It’s a nice song to listen to
The weird thing is, PowaPowa was only 20 years old when he died. He was in the Vocaloid scene for 6 years. Started when he was 14?!
He was so cool to me! So talented and wise at a young age. One of my favorite Vocaloid producers.
I wanted to draw a parody for one of his songs, but when I found out he died, I thought it was inappropriate.
I aspire to be like him, hopefully. I hope he can do a lot in the afterlife.
PowaPowa was so impressive, especially at 14..
im glad PowaPowa is in a better place now, R.I.P PowaPowa
rest in peace he was so young too 💔
Which is probably part of the problem. Everyone thought he was impressive, in part because of his age. It makes sense that, to him, growing older would become a scary thing. His accomplishments wouldn't be as impressive when he got older, would they?
I hate that this is popular on TikTok. This song is beautiful, and it got me into Kagamine Rin. When I first discovered it, I listened to it on repeat. Now I cry to it on repeat. R.I.P., the creator of this song. We will never forget you.
Rest in peace siinamota your songs were always amazing.
dear tiktok, please don't call this song "edgy" or "emo", this song was written by a 20 year old boy who committed suicide
We dont know how he died
What's ironic is that they are the ones being "edgy" by thinking that it's funny to be disrespectful to PowaPowaP by calling him an "edgelord" for making this song
@@agenericguy1014 true
this song was a cry for help that no one noticed.
Suicid is wrong... God will put you in hell if you do that.
I played this in class and most of my classmates were mocking Rin’s voice and they were calling it edgy, emo , and etc. Started crying since Powapowap is one of my favorite composers. Rip and Rest well in heaven , powapowap
I'm sorry that happend :(.
If Japan-style dismissal of mental illness and mocking is the way they wish to go, they'll thrash around rapidly against the problems they mock until they come to a startling conclusion...
How dare they.
why would they do that?!
Those mfs had no braincells🙁
loved the song and the lyrics, were very relatable to the current situation in my life, but after checking the comments, tears came up all by themselves. It felt like the dots are fully connected with regards to why I am loving this song. RIP to the artist.
2:05
I relate to this song so much.
boku no inochi tsuttatte
dare no inochi tsuttatte
tokidokidoki kouhei ni
sabakareru mon nan desho
kurai sora ni yattekita
utsu o tsurete yattekita
tokidoki ame soukei ni
tayorigiri da doushiyou
..
kuchiru made no aizou o
kuchiru made no aizou o
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
hohoemu kimi doushite
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
tsutawari kirannai kara
kimi dake o sa shinjite
..
sutetekita yume o atsumete
chotto chotto machigaeta kara
..
aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte,"
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide
aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide
nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
..
chigiri atsume mottekita
chigiri atsume motte kita
ano hi no machigai o
nomikomu no ga kurushikute
kuchiru made no aizou o
kuchiru made no aizou o
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
hohoemu kimi doushite
..
"kodomo damashi no hana futatsu,"
kitto kitto akirameta kara?
..
aa tooi yume o oikakete sa
hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo
sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
..
aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai chikazukanaide
ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui onegai dakara
nanbanme demo
nanbanme demo
boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Oml this helps sm tysm
I’m so glad that tik tok is letting people find this underrated song! I remember coming here 2 years ago, such memories! It’s amazing knowing that the vocaloid community is still going on aswell as powapowa p getting recognition to audiences
Yeah! And ppl always hate on the ppl who come from TIKTOK!
@@jonathandavisasaminion because a lot of them are annoying
if only he was here to see this :( 💔
Woww, it’s been 2 years since I wrote this, and 4 since I originally heard this. Just revisiting old music, may PowaPowa rest in peace.
I’m so sorry for his loss. I hope he is alright… in heaven 💔💔
This is much better than I expected and I love this song
As a veteran vocaloid fan, i remember loving this song when it came out. Im glad it's getting the recognition it deserves but it quite bittersweet seeing people who don't understand how impactful and painfully accurate this song is
Though,one thing that pisses me off is how some bastards are commenting stuff about how this song is "edgy" and how PowaPowaP is an edgelord.
It's just so disrespectful.
I'm so sick of those shitty comments
@@agenericguy1014 im late to this, why everyone in the chat keep saying "edgy" "emo"?
@@shiroviper Tbh idk,those idiots probably never gotten the attention they needed from their parents so they decided to go to the internet to get one.
But what do I know
@@shiroviper Beacuse they have so much low self esteem and hate for themselves they think it’s funny to make fun of a depressed man who took his own life
"veteran" are you cringe?
This song is truly moving, something about it really resonates with me
I feel you
Samee
same. also i hate to be that guy but uhm, pfp checks out.
same qwq
Por que essa música que tem um significado tão triste é tão viciante.
NE
For the people that came from tiktok please do not disrespect the creator of this song as he was bullied and called "edgy" and "emo" as he made songs about his life and how hard it is for him but because of some people it is said that he commited suicide,may he rest in peace and live the best afterlife inshaallah.
I saw you wrote inshallah and Rest In Peace as muslims we can’t say that also it’s sad he was bullied and he was really confused idk what problems he had but he should have talked before he did that
We can’t say rest in peace but may Allah forgive him for his sins
Yeah Insha'Allah, ameen
1:06 love this part
No it’s 1:22
@@Hi-ky6pf maybe they just like that part
I to😅😅
this song is pretty underrated.
glad that it's getting more recognition
it surely is.
no it isnt lmao
@@yatzibe go back to your corner and cry
@@user-2pysufs39 already am lmao, and you?
@@yatzibe good
Finally found this song
僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって
時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ
暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた
時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に
伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて
捨ててきた夢をあつめて
ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから
ああ 「時に 時に 躓いたって、」
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 言い寄らないで
ああ 君の 君の 君の声が
遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い
遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い
遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 傷つけないで
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために？
契り集め 持ってきた 契り集め 持ってきた
あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦るしくて
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
「子供だましの花ふたつ、」
きっと きっと 諦めたから？
ああ 遠い夢を追いかけてさ
早い 早い 早い 早い 早い
早い 早い 早い 早い 早い
早い 早い 早い 早い 追いつけないよ
捨てきれず残した思いが
憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い
憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い
憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 許されないの？
ああ 夢を 夢を見てたはずが
怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い
怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い
怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 近づかないで
合言葉を繰り返すだけ
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い お願いだから
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために
English:My life, and someone else's life
Why are they sometimes judged as if they're equal?
I'm met with dark skies, bringing along my depression
I can't totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do?
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
Writing down vague words, writing down vague words
I can't express myself well, so you're the only one I trust
I gather together my abandoned dreams
Wait, hold on, I've made a mistake
Ah, "I stumble again and again,"
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, don't lead me on
Ah, your voice is so
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don't hurt me
How many times, how many more times
Will it take until I can just be myself?
I've come with all my promises, I've come with all my promises
It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
"Here are two flowers to trick a child,"
I'm sure, so sure, it's because I gave up, isn't it?
Ah, I'm chasing after a far-off dream
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, I can't keep up
The feelings left behind that I couldn't throw away are
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Hate, hate, hate, hate, can't you forgive me?
Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, don't come near me
Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, I'm begging you, please
How many times, how many more times
Will it take until I can just be myself?...
-RIP You will be missed(And you are
listening to this song gives me a weird twisting feeling in my stomach, because i've felt like this my entire life, and to know someone succumbed to it is terrifying. rest in peace, siinamota.
Sorry to hear you feel like tgat man can I be a listening hear
Bc you need to know it story
My
the rest of these comments probably never came back
damn, S A M E
Why is this underrated
idk but i think this will be famous on tiktok soon😚
@@sume7e it already has its sad
@@sume7e yep
@@sume7e pls you were right
@@puffmello2674 ooo look at u, u don’t use tiktok how quirky and different!
I cried while listening to this...😢 I just feel like i should end my pain and suffering in the worst way ever..😢😢😢
RIP Siinamota
I used to watch your videos daily, i always fell asleep when i listened to them, now after your tragic accident that i wished to never happen? Well, it failed.
Ill always remember you❤❤
"YOUR VOICE YOUR VOICE YOUR VOICE IS SO FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR"
Soy fan de esta parte
its actually "your your your voice is so far away" Kimi no is "your" // Kimi no koe is "your voice is"
isnt it "your your your" instead of 'your voice your voice"
@@winter6838 it's actually "your your your" but the "your voice your voice" will make it smoother
its actually "your your your voice is far far far far far far far far far far far far far"
okay, we got it the first time, stop correcting them.
Lyrics:
Talking about "my" life
Talking about "whose" life?
Every once in a while
They get judged fairly, i think
The gloomy sun comes back around again
Depression takes over me once again
Sometimes I can only rely on the rain
What should I do?
Even love and hate decay
Even love and hate decay
How do you swallow your words
And smile so easily?
Writing vague words
Writing vague words
Because of that, i just
Can't convey my trust in you
Collecting all the dreams that i abandoned
Wait a second!
I've made a mistake...
Ah, "now and then
Now and then
I've stumbled"
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold
You tell me not to come close
1:21 Ah, your
Your
Your voice is
Distant, distant, distant, distant, distant
Don't hurt me
Whatever rank
I am on your list
I don't care,
For the sake of me being me
I'd held the promises I'd collected
I'd held the promises I'd collected
The mistakes of today,
I swallow them painfully
Even love and hate decay
Even love and hate decay
How do you swallow your words
And smile so easily?
"Two childish flowers"
Of course, of course
I wonder if you've abandoned all hope...?
Ah, distant dreams
That I chase after go
Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly
Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly
I can't reach them
Throwing away these desires
And leaving them behind
Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful
Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful
Can I not be forgiven?
Ah, I watched my dreams
And thought that they would come true
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
So scared ,so scared, so scared ,so scared
Don't come any closer
Just keep repeating the words
That you use to greet me
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
So cold, so cold ,so cold ,so cold
So ,please, just...!
Whatever rank
I am to you
For the sake of me being myself,
I don't care...
thank you very much
if you ever feel useless just know this man exists
@@theultimateegg7193 not really useless actually because I've been searching for this for quite a while lol
Thank you!
This song keeps getting better 🙌🙌🙌
Fr it is tho
I love this sound😭💖
僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって
時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ
暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた
時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に
伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて
捨ててきた夢をあつめて
ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから
ああ 「時に 時に 躓いたって、」
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い 言い寄らないで
ああ 君の君の君の声が
遠い遠い遠い遠い遠い
遠い遠い遠い遠い遠い
遠い遠い遠い遠い 傷つけないで
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために？
契り集め持ってきた 契り集め持ってきた
あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦るしくて
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
「子供だましの花ふたつ、」
きっと きっと 諦めたから？
ああ 遠い夢を追いかけてさ
早い早い早い早い早い
早い早い早い早い早い
早い早い早い早い 追いつけないよ
捨てきれず残した思いが
憎い憎い憎い憎い憎い
憎い憎い憎い憎い憎い
憎い憎い憎い憎い 許されないの？
ああ 夢を夢を見てたはずが
怖い怖い怖い怖い怖い
怖い怖い怖い怖い怖い
怖い怖い怖い怖い 近づかないで
合言葉を繰り返すだけ
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い寒い
寒い寒い寒い寒い お願いだから
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために…
0:22 0:48 1:49 2:27 2:44 2:56
google translate sure did a number on this
⭐ Lyrics :
Boku no inochi tsuttatte
Dare no inochi tsuttatte
Tokidokidoki kouhei ni Sabakareru mon nan desho
Kurai sora ni yattekita utsu o tsurete yattekita
Tokidoki ame soukei ni tayorigiri da doushiyou
Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o
Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite
Kotoba o kaku aimai ni kotoba o kaku aimai ni
Tsutawari kirannai kara kimi dake o sa shinjite
Sutetekita yume o atsumete
Chotto chotto machigaeta kara
Aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte,"
Samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide
Aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
Tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide
Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
Boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
chigiri atsume mottekita chigiri atsume motte kita
Ano hi no machigai o nomikomu no ga kurushikute
Kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o
Nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite
"kodomo damashi no hana futatsu,"
Kitto kitto akirameta kara?
Aa tooi yume o oikakete sa
Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
Hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo
Sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
Nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
Kowai kowai kowai kowai
Ai kotoba o kurikaesu date
Samui samui samui samui samui
Samui Samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui onegai dakara
Nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
Boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Thanks so much😊
Thank you very much😊
Ty
may they rest in peace.
i loved their songs
im so so happy well this music rotated
I am not typically a fan of vocaloid but this song is beautiful. You're able to bang your head to it while still feeling the emotion the creator was going for. Such a shame, rest in peace dude. Gone too soon
i might be coming back to my vocaloid phase because of this song. so glad my friend introduced me to this video again
Welcome back to the fandom! This time we won’t let you escape :D
@@MadaWakaranai then im glad
Let's see how long that'll last...
same
Congrats you finally found the song you have been search for. ❤
THIS HITS HARD🗣️🔥🔥
If only u knew what happened to the artist
@@caydenkosmann2549 hm what happened?
They did su!cide 🙁@@ST4R._.5207
@sillystar1-ns9ct he decided to kill himself. He was screaming for help but no one noticed until he su!cide
This song without knowing the lyrics felt like someone reaching out their hand while their world crumbling around them
I hope this song makes thousands of more Vocaloid fans.
IT DID 😭👏
This was one of the first Vocaloid songs I heard of, and it helped make me gain interest in them. Still a newbie, but most of the songs I’ve heard are bangers.
@@belynda1224 same here dude. its beautiful how one song can attract a community.
i actually got into vocaloid because of um TRIPLE BAKA-
My first song was probably bopibo idk the miku vegetable song, big miku fan now. I own a figma miku figure.
lyrics?
僕のいのちつったって
boku no inochi tsuttatte
誰のいのちつったって
dare no inochi tsuttatte
ときどきどき こうへいに
tokidokidoki kouhei ni
さばかれるもんなんでしょ
sabakareru mon nan desho
暗い空にやってきた
kurai sora ni yattekita
うつおつれてやってきた
utsu o tsurete yattekita
ときどきあめそうけいに
tokidoki ame soukei ni
たよりぎりだどうしよう
tayorigiri da doushiyou
くちるまでのあいぞうを
kuchiru made no aizou o
くちるまでのあいぞうを
kuchiru made no aizou o
のみこむきみかんたんに
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
ほほえむきみどうして
hohoemu kimi doushite
ことばをかくあいまいに
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
ことばをかくあいまいに
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
つたわりきらんないから
tsutawari kirannai kara
きみだけをさしんじて
kimi dake o sa shinjite
すててきたゆめをあつめて
sutetekita yume o atsumete
ちょっとちょっとまちがえたから
chotto chotto machigaeta kara
Ah、ときにときにつまずいたって
Ah, toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte
さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
さむいさむいさむいさむい
samui-samui-samui-samui
いいよらないで
ii yoranaide
Ah、きみのきみのきみのこえが
Ah, kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
とおいとおいとおいとおいとおい
tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi
とおいとおいとおいとおいとおい
tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi
とおいとおいとおいとおい
tooi-tooi-tooi-tooi
きずつけないで
kizutsukenaide
なんばんめでもなんばんめでも
nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
ぼくがぼくであるために
boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
ちぎりあつめもってきた
chigiri atsume mottekita
ちぎりあつめもってきた
chigiri atsume motte kita
あのひのまちがいを
ano hi no machigai o
のみこむのがくるしくて
nomikomu no ga kurushikute
くちるまでのあいぞうを
kuchiru made no aizou o
くちるまでのあいぞうを
kuchiru made no aizou o
のみこむきみかんたんに
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
ほほえむきみどうして
hohoemu kimi doushite
こどもだましのはなふたつ
kodomo damashi no hana futatsu
きっときっとあきらめたから
kitto kitto akirameta kara?
Ah、とおいゆめをおいかけてさ
Ah, tooi yume o oikakete sa
はやいはやいはやいはやいはやい
hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai
はやいはやいはやいはやいはやい
hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai
はやいはやいはやいはやい
hayai-hayai-hayai-hayai
おいつけないよ
oitsukenai yo
すてきれずのこしたおもいが
sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
にくいにくいにくいにくいにくい
nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui
にくいにくいにくいにくいにくい
nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui
にくいにくいにくいにくい
nikui-nikui-nikui-nikui
ゆるされないの
yurusarenai no?
Ah、ゆめをゆめをみてたはずが
Ah, yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
こわいこわいこわいこわいこわい
kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai
こわいこわいこわいこわいこわい
kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai
こわいこわいこわいこわい
kowai-kowai-kowai-kowai
ちかづかないで
chikazukanaide
あいことばをくりかえすだけ
ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake
さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
さむいさむいさむいさむいさむい
samui-samui-samui-samui-samui
さむいさむいさむいさむい
samui-samui-samui-samui
おねがいだから
onegai dakara
なんばんめでもなんばんめでも
nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
ぼくがぼくであるために
boku ga boku de aru tame ni
This is my fav song everyday this song just lives in my heart ♥
Dkdududkeeyeueue8ekeyeiwkwusisiwusuisu
Not me wanting to yell “your voice is so far” part 💪😍
"aa kimi no, kimi no, kimi no koe ga, tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi, tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi, tooi tooi tooi, kizutsukenaide" hope that helps!!
@@wyskoi thank you!! I already new that but I appreciate this a lot!!!! ^^
@@wyskoi thank uuu
@@wyskoi tenk uuuuuu! (๑・ω-)～♥”
1:21
calling this song "edgy" "emo" "broken" "depressing" is not funny, powapowa died and its disrespectful to call his songs "edgy" or something like that, he passed away due to su1c1de, rest in heaven powapowa!
Wow people actually say that, that’s disgusting, Rest In Peace powapowa. I wish he could see his work becoming famous.
ik, "edgy" and "emo" are such disrespectful words, but "broken" and "depressing" are literally the description for the song bruhhh
If you kill your self you go to hell you don’t go to heaven just saying not to be mean but it’s the truth
But his music fits all of the words you don’t want us to use. What do we call the song?
suicide costs you to go to hell, so I dont think thats a heaven, read bible please.
this is one of my top songs this hits so hard
i guess this song has been gaining some traction recently, which is kind of nice, because i adore siinamota's music and i think more people should hear it. but a lot of the recent comments don't sit right with me. siinamota died six years ago, but he is so much more than his death. i don't want him to be remembered for his death, i want him to be remembered for all of his music. you don't need to force an "RIP" into every comment you make about him, because he's so much more than his death.
siinamota's music is wonderful, but i'm really feeling like it's reaching the wrong audience right now. it's reaching people who aren't able to respect siinamota or his work and that's what upsets me. i don't want shoujo a or any of siinamota's songs to be remembered as some sort of trend, i want them to be truly listened to, i want people to listen to them and try to understand them, because siinamota's writing is so beautiful and it captures so many feelings it's like looking into a time capsule to his emotions.
and also, for what it's worth, this translation is inaccurate. check out the translation by angelsubs. and please, please just be respectful.
i agree. im glad more people are finding his work but its pretty clear that not everyone is coming from a good place. paying their respects in the comment section feels more like they felt they had to than any sort of sincerity. it really bothers me how often they call his songs edgy or clearly suicidal. while some of them are, the large majority of them cover an array of different subjects. i hope the people here come to appreciate him for who he was and what he did rather than his final actions.
also like half the comments saying rip either say "this person" or "this artist". its not that hard to credit him. his name is plastered all over the comments and the video itself :/
@@wingednotepad ^^^ exactly. in general i feel like the vocaloid community feels obligated to pay respects by adding (rip) after every dead producer's name but at least they bother to learn their names. if people aren't going to actually respect siinamota and his work then maybe it's a good thing that the community surrounding him is small :/
Agreed,I've even seen lots of Japanese fans annoyed...They have every right to be :/
It's been annoying me as well. I started listening to his songs since I was 11 years old with Sky Fish, which really resonated with me just like most of his songs. And, before anything, his compositions are creative, magical and emotional. It's cruel that his songs are being remembered as this edgy culture phenomenon of "it's a song by that guy who died" or as just the conflicting feelings in the subtext of his songs. The musical composition of his songs is amazingly creative and captivating, his lyrics are like stories and fairytales, and the songs in general manage to be lively but melancholic, emotional but narrative, straightforward but mysterious, etc.
It might be too personal but I've related to the feelings implicit in his song more than the ideal (and, yes, as early as 11 years old). By the time he started expressing that discontentment with growing up I was going through the same as well. In all honesty the events were the wake up call for me that stopped things from going worse. But his songs are still significant, the stories he tells shouldn't be reduced to an anguish metaphor, his musical abilities shouldn't be disregarded to just consider the lyrics, etc. Internet culture makes it easy to reduce people and artists to only one aspect but it's also easy to notice that and start appreciating things as they really are.
1:22 this song is perfect for breakdowns especially this part where you just wanna scream and be crazy cus it hurts so much everything you've been holding inside, can barely heard yourself, let the music blasting taken over
This is soooo good
This song is my favorite THANK YOu
The song really conveys that feeling of depression, happy he was able to convey his feelings through his music. Sad he’s gone and can’t see how much people loved what he created
Ggg
It shook me at "Im scared,Im scared,Im scared" cause it made me realize how bad growing up can get.
Until this song ends, my energy doesn't end either...
After hearing about siinamota listening to this song gives me chills. I wish we could have helped him when he was still with us.
I'm Ukrainian and I found this song two days before the war began.
I remember listening to it on the last somewhat peaceful days, driving past a newly built mall that was destroyed by russian invaders just a couple weeks later.
The news about the russian army nearing the border were already everywhere. I already had a bad, *bad* feeling.
I remember listening to it on repeat again in a basement I had to hide in from the bombings once the war began and relating to the lyrics on a whole different level.
The dreams I and the many people of my country had to throw away because of this entire situation... The pleads for all of it to end...
It all felt so strangely relatable...
Update: thank you guys SO much for your support
Are you okay rn?!
yea, I evacuated to Poland a few months ago with my mother so we're safe rn, thanks for asking ^^
@@senmou_sama I’m very glad!
I'm so sorry you had to go through that, i hope your safe and heal from that experience.
im really glad youre okay right now, my heart goes to you and your country.
i remember when this song was released in 2013 and ever since powapowap passed away i struggled to listen to this without crying.. it's still hard lol
Wait the artist passed away?? :(
@@meniixx the artist struggled with depression a lot of their songs speak of suicide I just discovered them and listening to his music hurts even listening to Miku hurts
@@meniixx yes, in 2015 he passed away (presumed to be suicide) which makes his songs very upsetting to listen to.
@@ruiichi poor guy...
same here. i miss him a lot
I love this song
Always don’t be left out don’t be scared 😱. It’s not like humans are monsters you are human
It fells like I`m falling down a skyscraper and seeing myself in the reflection, forever.
This is a very... Unique yet awesome way of describing it
Now i can feel it too
Rip powapowap. We will always remember your works, I can only hope you’ve found peace 🖤
This song is amazing
powapowa has struggled with severe depression and social pressure throughout his whole life, and most if not all of his songs depict that. he used music to try to convey his feelings towards society, himself and most of all: his future. one of the things he used to talk about the most was how much he wanted to be a child forever. how scared he was of adulthood and losing his innocent view of a world so rotten.
mizoguchi ryou, known as powapowa-p, has passed away in 2015 due to assumed suicide. the cause of death was not disclosed, but many (including his friends at the time) believe he took his own life. if that were to be true, we can assume ryou feared his own future so much he would rather die than eventually live through it.
it's good that more people are being captivated by this song, i'm sure ryou would've loved the love his work is receiving. just please be mindful that we're talking about the art of a troubled soul who is no longer here. please, have respect for his legacy.
rest easy, powapowa. may you find the peace you've always longed for.
Imagine copying a comment with the exact words thinking no one would notice 💀
I'm going to pay my respects here.
Hi Powapowa, I hope you are resting easy. I don't know you a whole lot but what I can say is that you are very inspiring and amazing. I hope you are flying high in the sky as well. And thank you for being open and sharing your feelings with us.
To his (PowaPowa P) family: I hope all of you are doing very well. I know this is not easy for you all. But I promise, he is resting easy and is at the end of the rainbow bridge, whatever that end is to him.
To those who suffer from depression: Anything you do is worth everything. You are loved, you are worthy, and are valid. The venting you do is not "emo" or "edgy". And I hate that generalization.. so much. In addition, you deserve love, not hate.
RIP, Powapowa. My condolences are to you.
To those who choose to be assholes towards this man, and other people who have mental health issues and still struggles with them: You make me fucking sick. You are a disgrace to others and you are disgusting, vile, and narcissistic. In addition, I hope you also get to feel that same fucking pain that those who commited suicide feel. You are one of the reasons people commit suicide.
Before I end this comment, please be mindful of those around you. And, please be respectful in the comment section. To those who have been respectful and kind, I hope you all stay safe, take care of yourself, and remember that you are not selfish. Thank you.
Amen
Rest easily powapowa I hope God gives you peace. :( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
Mad respect to you man, slowly making me believe in humanity again, rest in peace Powapowa 🙏🙏❤
Aya my crush I love U
Your right Ppl like this are morons to other ppl
god, this song makes me so scared. i don't know whats wrong with me. im scared. i have no support. and i am most scared of my life ending by my own hands. RIP, gentle flower.
Excuse me, I have a question to ask.
Before that, thank you dearly for uploading what seems such a good translation of one of my favorite persons. But in the "AiSoBakaDesu" translation, there is a line where he came up with "But what number, what number for the sake of me being me", which you see as "Whatever rank I am on your list, I don't care, for the sake of me being me". Which one do you see the fittest, or is it up to interpretation? Thankss
Alraisen Avecesdario Thank you, it's so cool to see someone interested in the translation! AiSo translated that line literally (but what eye rank), but that doesn't exactly make sense, so I asked some friends from Japan. The phrase is just an expression and is not make to be taken literally, like "don't put the cart before the horse" or something. So I put down the English translation of the expression rather than the literal text.
I liked the other one better. But thank you very, very much for such a fast answer to the question. I'll be somewhere on the Internet maybe enjoying powapowa p.
new fans coming here, you may be late, but your support is never out of time.
Can you give me some contexts what going on
The song is 🔥
Your losing a game..... THIS SONG START TO PLAY !!
Idk why but I cry everytime listen to this masterpiece
Same, I feel so bad for the artist 🙁
Me. To
I know right!? Hits you right in the feels
You feel the emotions he put into this song.
You can feel a portion of what he felt.
if you didn't came here because you heard this from tiktok then you're a man of culture
Can you give me some contexts what going on
people use this on tiktok?
@@8Stuff yup I've heard this song on tiktok before .-. (don't worry I didn't come from there)
@@helpimdyingaaa I don’t really see anything wrong with TikTok. I used to think it was shit but when I used it I realised is just another platform like CZcams.
dude, its 2022 grow up
TY!!❤ POWAPOWA REST IN PEACE.
I love how this song has been given new life in Paranoia by Kenteshi. It's been used in a lot of memes about people trying to stop their friends from killing themselves when they get a concerning text from them in the middle of the night. The emotional tension that was intended by the person who made it was kept in the breakcore song. RIP the artist, I hope their soul protects those who go through similar experiences they had.
Please don’t disrespect the artist’s work by calling it ‘edgy’ or ‘dark’. The artist’s work was basically them venting. The artist is said to have committed suicide. Rest in peace.
edgy
dark
Poor guy died at 20 and though unconfirmed it was suicide so much stress for what :(hes dead now imagine all he could have done 🙏rip shiina mota
Its actually so admirable for all the things he did, despite dying so young. I hate to see ppl take their own lifes
Wonderful song
last album: alive
last song: goodbye everyone
i'm okay, im not cryong again mom
RIP powapowa. You will be missed...
where is the last album
@@unholyzzx_lifepowapowa channel
The last song is actually Healthy end
@@LiveGamer440makes it even more sad.
What is cryong
2:44 my favorite part
Me too
Wonderful🥺
I am leaving this message for the future me so that he can never forget this song 🖤🖤🖤