We NEED to talk... Im sorry
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- čas přidán 26. 06. 2018
- Hey guys just waned to post this video cause it was time for me to open up as Manny not just Manny Mua, life is HARD and I want you guys to know that you are not alone. Depression and Anxiety are such REAL problems and those who suffer from them need to find outlets that will help them combat their own thoughts!
I love you all so much and I hope this video about me opening up can help you in any way, even if its just to see that just because someone is successful and looks like they have everything they could ever want... doesnt mean theyre always happy! Its a constant battle every day, its hard... but we will get through it! I love you.
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I love you guys so much, I just wanted to open up as Manny not Manny Mua, I know its not glamorous and isnt fun but I felt like I really needed to do this and honestly if it helps ANYONE in any way to know you're not alone... it was worth it.
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Manny Mua I love you mi Vida hermosa 😭💞 you are not alone, we love you 💞
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Manny Mua love you sooo much!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Life Opens Up When You Do. You are such an strong and amazing person. We love you.
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I miss when you guys were besties
PatrickStarrr yes yes Y-E-S
Thank you so much for making this video, I’ve struggled with mental illness for nearly my entire life and having someone who I admire so much open up about it in such a genuine way means so much. You’ve helped me though the some of the hardest times of my life and I hope you find people like that in your own life ❤️
I freaking LLLLOOOVVVEEE this video! It is such an accurate description and physical appearance when it comes to depression. You just hurt and want to cry and thinking about how sad you are and you don’t know why it makes you even more sad. It’s the craziest thing and you don’t really understand depression until you actually experience it yourself and even then it’s more confusing if anything. The great thing though is that times will get better. The only direction to go when you’re down is UP! You’re doing great and i love your content and honesty!
Manny, I'm someone who struggles with clinical depression and anxiety. I just want you to know that when I go through my struggles, I go on CZcams and watch you. Your giggle is contagious, your smile is gorgeous, and you're an amazing person whose been the biggest inspiration to me. I've been watching you since day one and seeing you grow has been a privilege. All your hard ass work will pay off and you're gonna take over the world. I just want you to know that everything will be okay and these hard times will end up making you progress and be better. Just remember when you hit rock bottom, you can only go up.
I love you so much 💞
-Eve
In a Society where everybody wear a mask, it's a privilege to see a soul.
Thank you manny! I really needed this today, I am battling depression and I feel so alone and like a complete failure. It completely sucks and I wish I did not have this, but I keep fighting and hoping for better days.
I’m newish to following you, and already adore the way you present yourself - the raw and the fun and confidence! ❤️😘😘 know too well the ups and downs of depressive phases. It’s hard to talk about because so many people don’t understand. So much love and sadness for this video. You’ve made the best of your platform by opening up - it WILL help others 😘
Depression is a cloud, you are the sky...just because its cloudy for the time being, doesn't mean the beautiful blue sky isn't still there, or will never show up again.
Trinity Jimenez I love that
Trinity Jimenez . Your post made me smile
Trinity Jimenez reading this honestly helped me a lot thanks
Thank you for this comment
Trinity Jimenez My favorite comment I saw honestly so true
Please quit apologizing. This may be your most beautiful and glamorous video yet. As weak as you feel making this video it may be your strongest. I have suffered with depression with suicidal tendencies, anxiety, and PTSD since I was 9 years old, just the first time I ever took a knife to my wrist. As I Grew Older, doctors would listen but shut me to the Wayside telling me it was just teenage hormones. It wasn't until 2009, someone other than myself, that I took myself to an inpatient clinic. There all my disorders were diagnosed including a new one called borderline personality disorder which means that I don't necessarily play well with others. Especially those who hurt me the most, if I haven't already become there doormat. I need to thank you for this. I signed up for CZcams, created the name, and was bound determined to share my story. My story about my mental health, the history that defines it, some of the many physical ailments I suffer from, and some of the best ways I found to deal with those. Then my anxiety took over, and my channel has just sat there. There are some pretty cute videos of my goldendoodle and my cat. The goldendoodle that thinks it's a human and the cat, that thinks it's a dog.
I don't know if there's any kind of Interest, even in the slightest, to watch a channel, that in my heart, I know I want to do. You, though, just gave me a little hope that maybe there is, and maybe someday my channel can be as beautiful and glamorous and as strong as this video right here.
I just started following you on Snapchat and I absolutely love you! And this just makes me love you even more! I deal anxiety and it sucks! I hate it! Gets bad at any given time I can't sleep some days. It gets so worse that I just start crying for no reason. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one dealing with anxiety and that it's real.
i just started watching your videos and subscribed today and let me tell you that you are such a beautiful being. the world is so lucky to have you, and always know that all 5million of us are here for you. I dont know you fully well but i already hate it when i see you cry because you're such a genuine person.... i love you Manny Mua, you are our inspiration
“You is smart 💛
You is kind 🧡
You is important” ❤️
Yes shistar
Absa Koroma I literally tell this to my five year old son every night before bed
ALWAYS remember “everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. but you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain” 💙 we love you so much!
SO TRUE! I love that saying
Hugs!!! Anxiety and depression suck! I struggle with it too. This retrograde we went through makes it worse. Meditation is a wonderful tool to get you out of a funk ASAP. Feel better soon love!
Your such a beautiful person manny!!! I love that you opened up and posted this. I have battled with depression since as long as I can remember and I completely understand the struggle! It is kinda nice to know you are a real emotional person. I dont always think of youtubers as emotionally raw but its nice to see the real manny. Keep your chin up. It gets easier to deal with daily. 💝💓💕💋
I am a mental health therapist, and I love that you are using your platform to bring awareness to mental health like this. Anxiety and depression can be debilitating, it is good to bring awareness to these, and for people to know that they aren't alone. Also, to know that there is always help out there.
Manny, do not be scared to get professional help. Do not be scared to reach out, and don’t let ANYONE (even yourself) put you down for what you’re going through. Mental illness runs in my family too, I’ve struggled my whole life with it. I’ve been on multiple medications, in and out of therapy, and I’ve even been down a dark road with drugs before. (I am much better now) Some things work, some don’t. It’s a learning process, and it’s okay if you don’t understand what is happening. You did so well explaining this, and I’m proud of you! Currently, I have had to stop all medications because I am almost 30 weeks pregnant with my first child! He’s an absolute miracle, and I wouldn’t trade him for the world, but it’s fucking tough. My mental state is HORRIBLE right now. Having to heal, and get better while being a mom is hard, but you just reminded me that I’m NOT alone. I love you so so much and take your own advice. Treat yourself like you treat us, love yourself like you love us. It’s okay to take some time to yourself, away from the world. You deserve it. ❤️
I actually just had a sit down with my boyfriend, who doesn’t have any mental illness, to try to explain to him what goes on in my head. It’s hard to talk about, but you did so well. Nothing but love, and positivity coming from me to you. ❤️
I totally agree with you!!
Sharon Saunders so beautifully said😌💖
I can totally relate. I have anxiety with panic attacks and depression. It’s so challenging. You can’t plan for flare ups. But take time to heal and to find yourself. Never give up that hope. Sending love and light. 💖
Thank you so much for making this video. I have been battling with anxiety and depression for years and I feel so alone and that no one understands what I am going through. It gets to a point where I feel like im drowning and I can't do anything to fix it. I am so sorry that you feel this way too. I wish no one felt the way we do because it is hard. I hope things will get better for you and I and that we can start living life without this burden holding us back. Love you!
To anyone reading this, you matter. You absolutely matter. But sometimes you feel not yourself and that is okay. I want you all to know and Manny you too, that there are people in this world who literally spending years going to school in order to help others and listen (me and countless others!) We don't do it for the money. Trust me - we aren't paid a lot, but we do it because we want to be that support for others. Counseling and therapy is not "for the weak". It's for people who feel - people who have emotions. You don't need to be sad, mad, happy etc. to go to therapy. You come on your time and build that rapport with someone you can trust. Sending my thoughts and love to you Manny.
Rachel Gascon Thank you, I needed this today :)
There is no need to apologize for being human.
I have anxiety and depression so I completely understand what your facing. But for someone as bright and amazing as yourself I never would have guessed it.
My best advice that I should honestly take myself is to remember you gave people that love all the ways you love them! No matter how alone you think you are you will never truly be alone and I’m here for you so are millions of people out there and ik this is Kate and everything but my comment to attempt to help you feel better still stands. You are so pretty and adorable even and it’s hurtful that such beautiful people suffer the most but it’s just life and you have to always make the best of it. Ily Manny ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
It's crazy to see you this way and it makes me feel so good because it's just beautiful in a way. Thank you so much for showing this part of you. I've had some struggles with depression and I just really want you to know that you're helping so many people with this video alone. Seriously Manny, thank you for posting this.
Sending lots of love your way. I suffer with anxiety as well so I know how hard it is. The constant pressure of social media makes it worse for me. Stay strong Manny ❤️ take time for yourself when you need it. Being happy is most important.
Manny ninguna persona puede estar feliz todo el tiempo, ni siquiera las personas que no tienen depresión. Tu eres un ser maravilloso que trae alegría a mucha gente. Todos los días mira algo que te haga sentir bien, no quiere decir que te haga feliz. Sino que te hago sentir bien y ya veras que bien se siente. Te aprendi a querer por mi hija y hoy después de tantos años también lloro contigo. Pero recuerda en tu momento mas triste hay mucha gente que te ama. Un beso grande.
Manny! Thank you so much for sharing a part of your story. So many other people can relate who they are and their stories with you and yours. I also recently lost one of my dogs very suddenly and have suffered with anxiety for a long time SO I FEEL YOU. Never be afraid to ask for help if you want it or to take a step back. You continue to be such an inspiration to so many people! Much love! X
You’re such an inspiration! I suffer from depression, anxiety & PTSD. I love your videos! My kids love you also! You’re so amazing.
I think it’s SO So great that you opened up and expressed your true emotions. Emotions that we all feel and struggle with when it feels like the rest of the world seemingly has it all together. Depression is such a lonely isolating feeling, and there is truly nothing that anyone can say that can take it fully away, but knowing that you are NOT alone is the best help I can hope to give. Thank you for opening up to us all. You are so loved, and also I hope you know you never need to “put on a brave face” - seeing the true raw and real emotions is so much more freeing. You can just be exactly who you are, feel what you are feeling, and know that you we will have highs and lows, and it’s okay to experience them all as they come, process them as we need to - and move on from them as they leave us.
So much love to you Manny 💕
RawBeautyKristi thank you for this. It’s such An empowering and inspiring comment.
I am SO passionate about mental health. My dad's whole family ( including me) have OCD and medicated for it. Unfortunately medications do not work on everyone and I have lost 5 cousins to suicide and grew up with my dad having a noose in the garage just in case. A lot of people do not realize that our brains produce less Serotonin as we age and getting help from a good psychiatrist ( there are so many bad ones) while we are younger is so much more beneficial to our mental health and medications working on us. Thank you so much for caring. Manny is so strong for this and I just love and support anyone who has a platform and uses it for good. I will keep you, Manny and all who are suffering in my prayers tonight❤️❤️
Such a beautiful sentiment, girl. Love you
Everybody - please keep talking about this stuff. This is how we save ourselves. Manny, you are amazing for sharing this.
J Bear this 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛🖤💖
You are loved. You are SO SO SO loved by all of us ❤️ thank you for sharing this. I have anxiety and some days are unbearable. Thank you for showing us that it’s okay to not be okay. You are a role model, and you are so loved.
I am sorry for your loss, I recently lost my pet as well. You are a beautiful and fantastic person INSIDE and out, the real you. You are a funny, spunky, sassy, incredible, creative, loving and REAL person. No one should rightfully ask you to smile and be happy every dang second. We thank you for your honesty and thank you for your truth. I've been diagnosed with depression as well. Those invasive thoughts... those little prodding, aching feelings are so hard to pull away from. When the downs hit... it's not only sad but frustrating, so frustrating because it might be a great day and STILL you ache inside. "Why is this happening?" Been there biiiig time. We understand and we support you! You are so loved and so strong. Thank you for letting us open up too.
Remember it's OKAY not to feel okay.
Ok but why are you apologising for having depression and anxiety? DO NOT APOLOGISE FOR BEING HUMAN
Love you manny! Things will get better. And I know what your going through, I myself suffer from anxiety and depression it's not easy talking about it nor opening up about it. We are here for you!!
You’re amazing. No doubt! 💋 I believe in you too & I know you’ll get out of this. You’re just as strong as your channel is
I find it strange that anyone would thumbs down a video where someone is opening up about depression. If you don’t like it this isn’t the video to put your negative thoughts. On a blue smoky eye you don’t like sure whatever no big. Let’s be mature.
Tara Rainone Right, just how much of a evil hateful person can you be to hear someone open up like this and you dislike it....seriously. Suffering from Anxiety and Depression myself I know actions like that can push someone over the edge. If you can't support someone going thru then just go away and say nothing at all. You never know when someone is at their breaking point.
Manny, so many of us struggle with anxiety and depression too you aren’t alone. I’m so happy that you were bold and strong enough to speak on it in such a public platform and expose so much of yourself. I hope that through all of the positive uplifting comments help you realize that you don’t need to be perfect all the time because nobody ever is we’re all supporters of your vision none the less your life. Thank you for being you and having the heart that you do love you immensely 💗
Thank you so much for this video. I too battle with serious depression and anxiety. You rock Manny! 💜🌙
You’re such a beautiful person and this video helped me so much. I’m so sorry that you’re going through this though. It’s hard when you’re already going through a lot of stressors and it seems like life doesn’t stop throwing things and they pile up. Just remember to take time for yourself, that’s the best advice I’ve have ever been given. No matter what you need to do for yourself in your own time, don’t let anyone rush you when your heart is healing. Sending all the love 💕
I feel like Shane has paved the way for youtubers to open up. Love it. We love you Manny ❤️
People NEED to be more open about mental health and mental illness. You feel so alone when you’re dealing with it - whether it’s you personally or someone you know. It’s exhausting, it’s scary, it’s painful and it’s lonely. Thank you Manny for being so open. I am so so sorry to hear about your family Yorke. Pets are family and it is devastating when they have to leave us. I’m so sorry for your loss♥️
Manny this is so beautiful and touching. I myself suffer from anxiety and depression and hiding it can drive u up a wall. I’m so proud of you for this video and ur bravery and honesty. I’m proud to be a fan and follower of yours. Stay strong. Many prayers and much love!
i love that youre starting to make difderant kinds of vids. im going to start watvhing your vlog channel!! i freaking love you and i am glad you finally feel good enough to share this with us. keep staying positive. this definatley helped me.. i was feeling like shit. started watvhing this video and for some reason it got me in the mood to clean. 💚
As someone who suffers from depression and anxiety, I know how awful it is. You are strong! Strength doesn’t mean you don’t feel pain. Being able to open up about your feelings shows how strong and amazing you are! We’re always here for you! If you need to take a break, take as long as you need. We love you and care about you❤️
"Strength doesn't mean you don't feel pain" i want to keep that quote for life ❤✨❤✨
Yes! Manny don't be afraid to take a break. Take care of yourself, we understand. We love you❤️
Just as a side note, if anyone reading this has tried therapy and thinks it didn’t help, TRY AGAIN. Therapists are not one-size-fits-all. Everybody has their own vibe and way of communicating, and some people just don’t jam well together. Therapists are not an exception to that rule - they are human, after all. Try again, and then keep trying. I burned through four therapists before I found the one who clicked, and my experience with her was worth it.
tanzmitpalmer yes yes 100 times yes. you have to find the right one for you
Thank you so much for this, for being so honest and encouraging when you are feeling depressed. Prayers and love❤
I’m so sorry to see anyone this way it’s a horrible debilitating illness. I’ve never watched any of your videos manny I saw this and instantly felt compelled to watch but I understand what you are going through and the suffering I’m going through a rough depression myself at the moment. I struggle everyday with it but there are times that it flares up more so than normal just keep yourself as calm as you can. Don’t pressure yourself into becoming better it’s not about being better we are just like everyone else it’s about finding the right coping mechanism. You will feel better when your ready to let go. My genuine and sincere empathy for you my dear I will be thinking of you and your road to recovery alongside my own. You can be my inspiration your very brave to video yourself your stronger than you think. Much love and kindness Clare Cooper X
thank you so much for making this video. i deal with depression and anxiety, and so do sooo many other people, but not enough people talk about it. thank you for opening up, you’re amazing manny💓💘💖
I saw that thumbnail AND I ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK
FairyJuliette same gurl same
I’m so sorry you have to go through this Manny. I suffer from severe anxiety and depression as well and this video made me cry because i know how you are feeling. Its the worst feeling in the world but it does get better. Im sending you so much love ❤️❤️
This is the most raw content I have seen in so long. I love your videos so much! You always seem so genuinely happy! This makes me love you so much more. Thank you for being so damn real! ✌️💋
This side of you isn't weak... This is strength. Letting these feelings out isn't easy. I can relate. I have much to be thankful for and so many blessings but sometimes I cry for my personal struggles... in my bathroom, with the music on full blast, and the water running loudly. You're not alone. Love you..
Ally C thank you and I love you
I wish people stopped viewing crying as weakness. It's therapeutic and wonderful.
I'll be honest I don't think you'll even see this comment, because I feel like big youtubers, never do, but you are human and vulnerable and we forget that sometimes.. sending hugs
Leann Serao I did see your comment and appreciate it babe
Truee we are humans but some aren't awaken yet 😊 when thy do they'll understand that life is a test
Manny Mua don’t worry, it’ll get better. Love you!
We love you Manny!! Videos like this should always be necessary and remember you have a support system here too. My family suffers from this also, the struggle is real.
I recently started to follow you Manny. I value your opinions about beauty. I came across his video and I have to say your a beautiful man. We all go through some type of mental hardships but the way you handle this is so brave and selfless. Thank you for being human. I HEAR YOU SWEETHEART! ❤️
I don’t know you, I’m not a subscriber. I just came upon your video and I just wanted to say you’re not alone and I’m sending you positive joyful energy and a hug. Take care dude, much love.
Joe thAt so nice x
Joe you are great just for dropping by and reaching out. Much love.
Love you Manny! Life is a wild ride. Thank you for being so honest and kind always! I’m here for you, you magical moon goddess you!
Mr. Kate yess!!💗
Mr. Kate hey me Kate
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Thank you so much for posting this. It really is helping me to realize I’m not alone. You’re so brave for doing this. I’m too scared to go to my parents or to get help from a doctor or anything like that. Thank you so much for this, I know how hard it is to ignore the haters. My advice to you is to not ignore them but to use it as motivation. If someone is hating on your vids, they are cowards because they are hiding behind a screen. Use them as motivation to make yourself a better person. You don’t need to please anyone but yourself. I haven’t been a follower but I definitely am now because you have no idea how much this helps. Thank you for telling all of us:) love you, good luck in your journey❤️
I feel the same exact way and I really appreciate you opening up. This is something I really needed. Thank you 💛
This is soo heart breaking. I just want you to know that you don't have to hide your hardships from us cause I'm pretty sure all of us can relate. Being vulnerable is a sign of strength cause it's so hard to do. Take it easy and take care of yourself!
ThuggyMacho very true! Great advice!
Depression and anxiety is a real thing, I deal with it too. And it’s so hard to talk about because you want to act like it’s not a real thing but it is. You’re not alone babe ❤️
I too suffer with depression and anxiety and it took me a long time to tell my family! I too felt like I was a failure as person and mostly a failure as a mother to my 3 children! There are a lot of ads on telly in the uk at the moment regarding men and depression and letting men know that it is ok to talk and that your not on your own, and that if you need anyone to talk to we are here! YOU are AMAZING and so so brave for doing this. I luv ya babe keep your chin up and remember it’s ok to talk xxx
anxiety is depression is REAL and such a battle, thank you for posting this ❤️
Love you Manny! You are brave to share this side of you, but you’re right- being vulnerable is a strength! 💙
Chrisspy !!!!!!
Chrisspy I love how supportive you always are with everyone. I always see you giving others support and it’s so lovely too see
Please be honest with us, ventilate all the stress out. You don't have a bad family out here, we'll love you anyway, because it's not hard for us to see that you're a genuine and good person. I know it's great to be optimistic, but please don't force yourself to look happy. You're human and it's natural to feel anxious or depressed at times. We are all here for you. You're strong and you're doing so so good in life. All the love and power to you! ❤️
You don’t have to be sorry for anything! I can’t say I know how you feel but I know it’s hard. You will get through it! You have done an amazing job on your CZcams channel! 💕
Your videos are so informative and funny! Keep ur head up.
You have accomplished so much.
Its amazing.Thanks for sharing this moment, a moment that everyone has at some point.Feels like shit but it gets better.
I’m glad people are opening up about mental illness. It lets us know that you can be successful in life, whatever you deem to be successful, having a mental illness. I sometimes get down because I have anxiety and depression bad in some stages of my life, and I feel alone and think no one else is dealing with it. We love you Manny!
I cried watching this because it breaks my heart to see you upset. You’re always so bubbly and happy on camera; I never knew you were going through this. We love you Manny and we’re here for you💗💖
Honestly this video is so inspiring. Thank you so much for sharing your story and I hope this can help me deal with it. You are so strong ❤️
i fucking love you... thank you for being so open and for showing that's it's okay to talk about these things! you are strong, you are loved, we are always here for you ♥
I’m so down for a real manny mua who isn’t just a beauty channel but feels more like a real person. This was such a good video and I commend you manny. I love your strength for sharing and speaking about such a personal struggle.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your dog. I know how much that can hurt. Try to take comfort in the fact that your family provided her with love and care and she lived the best life she could. I related so much to everything you had to say in this video. It takes a lot of strength to let yourself feel and to be open about your struggle. Thank you for this video Manny. You inspire so many people with your art, your success, and your story.
KrystyLaFloof Zaya died? 😭
Alexandra Barraza no no no his family dog that they had for years did
I completely agree with everything you said. Its very close to what i wanted to say.
Thank you !!
I love this!! Thank you so much. I have myvoff weeks where my depression and anxiety can get the best of me and just want to be alone. Love you Manny!!
I’m so sorry for your loss Manny. It’s so important to feel your feelings and acknowledge them. I have no clue how you put yourself out there via YT all the time... that would rive my anxiety through the roof. During my darkest depression, I can tell you what helped was one on one connection with non-judgmental strangers like at a mediation class, gardening or retreat, etc. It’s nice and reaffirming to be around people who don’t know you, don’t want anything from you (and that you don’t want anything from) and that are fully present.
"You feel like there's something wrong but you dont know how to fix it" ... thats it.
Simona S.i I said that exact phrase in my head today.
Thank you for showing your authentic self. I too suffer from anxiety and depression and struggle with being honest about it to my family and friends. I feel like I'm not allowed to be sad or upset, so I don't show it.
Also I'm so so sorry about your dog. I lost mine a few months ago very suddenly. She was my best friend and it sent me into a downward spiral that I'm still trying to pull out of.
I’ve dealt with a lot of the same things that you have as well. My share of depression, anxiety and even ADD really have taken a toll on my life in the past. But it is so important to spread your message to let people know that they are not alone and we as a family will get better together! 💖💗
Stay strong and stay beautiful! I suffer from anxiety as well and it's very difficult for me at times to try and convince myself that things aren't my fault but I have a strong supportive friends and family that help me see that, I'm sorri for ur loss of ur pet I know how that hurts and breaks ur heart but their memories are always with u and I do hope u get back to ur happy and wonderful self soon. Thanks for all u do and ur inspiration!
I just saw you at Vidcon, so gorgeous, so radiant, so happy and your charisma was outstanding. No one around was surpassing you. You have to preserve your beautiful soul and your image. You have a close and extended family, you have to be strong. God loves you and your purpose in life is ahead of you, look for it. Travel, read, pray and you will find serenity and happiness. Please stay strong 💪. We love you ❤️
Depression isn't logical. There doesn't have to be a reason. Take a step back, a mental health break if you need to. It's so important. I know this is your job, but even in "real jobs" people take vacations or sabbaticals (is that the right word) if needed. So sorry about your loss. The loss of a pet effects us deeply
omg Mannyyyy, I just saw this and I'm so sorry for what you're going through; you're honestly one of the best youtubers out there and I love you; and honestly, it's ok take some time off for yourself. I understand when theres so many people who have so many expectations of you and trying to make everyone happy is so hard too. But there are times when you have to be selfish... your life and your happiness matters and you should do what you need to get yourself happy and get back on track before trying to make others happy; you're amazing and just know we're with you please take care of yourself
I needed this
Take breaks from social media and yoga,walk, create art,do a long pushed aside chore, visit your family, plant your feet into earth and go to the sea ... it will help immensely 🙏🏽
MsCoconutconjurer yes!! Amen!
MsCoconutconjurer yes I agree Manny, I think you need a break. I feel like if you took a real vacation and left your phone at home or even turned off the social media for the entire trip and just logged out. Who cares about pre-filming? You need to take care of you. You need to unplug and recharge.
Sasha Walker it’s so key because we all get so much negativity from media outlets detox is needed at times
I just took a 4 week hiatus from social media and it was incredible!
Honey Lea I post about my business daily and then I log off and I am so productive 🙏🏽
Maybe you just need a little break? Your subbies will understand, the community will def miss you for a while but sometimes you've gotta do what's best for you and your mental health. Stay strong M💛
MITCHELL WIGGS thats true. Maybe he needs a break, like some youtubers did to relax and re organize their lives and what they really want to do. His health his first, and the people who love him will understand
I want to thank you for sharing this. A lot of people don't understand how hard it is, I've suffered my whole life but watching your videos and seeing your Instagram makes me smile and laugh. You are an amazing person and I want to say thank you for helping me with your videos by smiling. Your smiles and laughed are so contagious. So thank you again Manny. Much love from this fan.
Sending you hugs! Love you bunches, thanks for opening up to us. You are the best and you are right you will get out of this rut and continue to be the amazing person you are. Thank you for sharing!
Having depression and anxiety feels like you're constantly trying to keep from drowning. It's such a constant battle that leaves you not only mentally but also physically exhausted. When it gets really bad i just want to hide from the entire world. And that makes me feel like a total failure.. Knowing that the people l look up to deal with it too, and can succeed and thrive in life, gives me a lot of hope for the future. Thank you Manny ❤️ stay strong
I know the feeling..sucks
Well said! I finally decided to seek therapy after years of having pmdd. Best of luck to anyone who is struggling with these issues
So true. It’s a daily battle to stay afloat. It’s hard when others don’t understand. It’s sad but also good to hear that we are not the only ones. Stay strong and know it’s okay to seek help. ❤️
Allison I'm so happy for you! I scheduled an appointment, but then I cancelled it because I felt it was a thing I had to get through on my own, But you go!! I'm glad you're seeking help😊
Lalli Beh ❤️❤️
I'm only a minute in and I am already wondering if something is in the air or something. I've fallen into such a depressed state and finding it really hard to come out of. But then I noticed a few of my friends have had bad luck recently seemingly out of no where as well and now I'm seeing this video. I'm wondering what is going on and hope we all recover and get back on track
KaypeaCreations I feel the same xx
KaypeaCreations same I’ve randomly had horrible anxiety the past month or so
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KaypeaCreations me too except it’s because I started talking to this really cute kid and we was flirting and shit and next day homie got a gf and never even told me
I agree. It feels like it is happening to so many of us right now
Thank you for this video. I also struggle with depression, and mood swings and this video spoke to me. Your the best
I totally understand and feel you, I also struggle with it. I love you M ❤️
Omg I've never seen Manny cry. This really hurt me, like I felt his pain. Things will get better Manny.
Take your time Manny, take a step away from social media, heal and focus on yourself. Go on vacation, reconnect with nature, meditate....I have been in a very dark place too and it just really f*ckin sucks there is no way around it. Sometimes time is the best healer, but I also totally agree with you that finding an excellent counselor is SO important. EMDR therapy has worked well for me with some of my traumatic memories. Love you Manny, we are all here for you.
I have also struggled with anxiety and depression my whole life. The darkness is real and scary. But with a solid support system (family, friends, therapy, medication, whatever), you can find a way through it. I love you and I wish love and light and peace for you!
I love you Manny !!! Your my inspiration I look up to all the time. I fight depression and anxiety as well and had a best friend pass away recently it’s been so hard to get back on track. I know I’m no one to you but I’m here if you need to vent to. I know exactly what are going through! Keep your head up love ❤️ I need you !!
Thank you so much for making this! I struggle with anxiety and depression also and when you get in that spiral or hole, it makes you feel so alone and you look around at everyone else and wish you can be “normal”. When in reality it’s normal and OK to not be ok sometimes, so thank you❤️ Sending you love and good vibes!
Julia Zuniga - so true ❤
Julia Zuniga i totally agree with you! It can be such a struggle and it can be very lonely.
*Seeing him cry just makes me wanna cry I wish I could take your pain away 💖*
Adriee Xo same 😭
Adriee Xo right I fdel so bad
You got this manny! You're such a great person and such a ray of light! I understand where your coming from, we love you!
I definitely know how you feel, I’ve felt this way since I graduated HS and it’s been 2 years. It’s been one hell of a battle but I always make myself believe in my worth and know that this will pass. Just like you. You don’t know how much comfort your video has brought me. I wish you the best Manny! 😘 btw I love your personality & videos ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️