survive myself
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- čas přidán 19. 02. 2024
- song: survive myself - my head is empty
album: nothing is real, part XXI (unreleased)
footage: i recorded half of the shots myself, and the other are from ex machina
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB...
soundcloud: / my-head-is-ambient
spotify song link: open.spotify.com/track/6tX4X5...
also available to search for use in reels/tiktoks with both apps in-app song search.
800+ songs like this (90 albums) in my collection on spotify, soundcloud, bandcamp.
thank you for listening and your support.
this song is about my struggle with MS, and how its been effecting my vision. i hope to be able to survive myself. thanks you for listening - Hudba
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friends, this song is released independently, which means
i get zero help from any label, or playlists getting it out there.
its up to my friends here to get this song out there if you guys think its good!
any tiktoks/instagram videos made with it using the in-app song search once its available in a few days
means the WORLD to me.
either way, thank you for listening
I love your music it helps me when I’m going through tough times and sad times
@@BLTZSantaim so glad to have helped friend
Dont let that disease stop you bro 🔥🔥🔥
I watch it
@@myheadisempty This is the saddest yet. Thanks for the music!
Maybe I’m the problem
Maybe you're the solution.
real🤕
Surviving myself has always been an ongoing battle. Like wrestling with the shadows in my mind. Finding solace within my own chaos is a daily challenge , but being able to navigate through my inner demons is how I’m surviving.
that’s beautiful bro. i share the same sentiment. the hardest part of life for myself as well, has been me. physically and mentally. i hope things improve for both of us somehow. and thank you for being kind to me, commenting here. it means a lot
@@myheadisempty Likewise, my friend. The toughest battles in life start within ourselves, and we’re all navigating the chaos together. All the best! 🙏
This is very much my reality man I feel dead inside even though I wake up every morning
@@xxxeduardo472I feel you. Waking up is a daily struggle for me and feeling dead inside is a heavy load to carry. Hang in there, friend. You got this!
Real
No lyrics, no nothing, just pure beauty ✨️
The regrets are so loud in my head that’s why I gotten into this amazing style of ambient music. You can just drift away thinking about the past, future, present or nothing at all.
im really glad to have inspired some introspective thoughts my friend, they can be very useful i think! and thank you for supporting my music
@@myheadisempty anytime you are extremely underrated I wish you success and happiness
This song reminds me of the tough times from my childhood, but I still wish to go back to the past to have one last conversation with my mother.
shes with you still bro, i speak to the empty chair sometimes to my dead friend Jacob all the time.
It feels so good to untangle the knots in your brain. Love is the answer
I love your music
thank you so much friend
All of your songs have this certain vibe to them that I just relate to. Honestly love it ❤
i’m really glad to have made you feel something my friend 🤍
@@myheadisempty first time in a while 😆
Ngl your music is just amazing i hooe you are always at peace i struggle with my own wars but i hope your wars end with peace and love
yours will too friend, thank you for being kind and supportive, its what this world needs most
Perfect song…this song reminds me of my grandpa 💔
it really feels like this song is telling a story and i think that is incredibly beautiful
i’m glad friend 🤍 my “nothing is real” albums are made just for that purpose, each song takes like a month to make sometimes. even though this song is ambient and not as much effort went into it, i would say it has some of the characteristics of a “nothing is real” song. i really hope you may consider listening to them aswell if you like the ambient songs !
@@myheadisempty I've made the experience, that taking more time for songs always pays off, so don't rush things!!
I've also listened to your songs for quite a while, in fact I even recently made a remix of your song called 'i was only temporary'!
Is that cool with you if I upload it to CZcams(I hesitated bc of copyright or sum), I think you might like it:)
@@alexis.. oh im sorry, i really hate for you to have wasted your time but its not allowed. my music is released with a label and they own the rights aswell. my music is not available for remixing/reuse of any kind.
@@myheadisempty Oh I understand, good that I asked beforehand and thank your for your kind replies :)
Keep Shine My Friend..☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️
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dude is carrying my life rn
thank you for listening to my songs. it gives me a chance to live, seriously. i cant even describe how much it helps me just you being here
This song makes me rethink about some of my decision
Amazing work dude beautiful music with a very nice aesthetic background
I really love your art :>
thank you for listening to it :-)
Absolutely incredible.
Bro, this is just crazy, I've never found such an atmospheric track to suit my mood. This is simply the best thing I've heard in my life from similar genres. The simplicity of the melody, literally a moral relaxation.There are no 808s and various kinds of kicks and snares, this is simply fantastic, truly awesome work!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤
thank you friend. it means a lot. i’m right there with you. i’m 13 years into making music now and i used to add so much to my songs. like 20 different instruments but ive come to realize that all that matters is the feeling and most of the time i think i can do that with a lot less, as long as i can write a good score to begin with
@@myheadisempty Yes, you are right) Good luck to you, I will follow your development in this area)
This work is phenomenal!
You're So Good Man Holy Crap
thank you friend 🥲🤍
@@myheadisempty Of Course
@@myheadisempty You Deserve The Most Attention For Your Music..
For How Good It Is
my goodness, one of your best ambient songs i’d say. (they r all the best hehe:3 ) truly, this makes my heart go vwoomp vwoomp. your soul is the most beautiful in this world. you have my heart forever and ever, i can’t wait to be with you again, i miss you so much it hurts. but i know we will be soon, and i will finally feel complete again.💗
thank you sweetheart 🤍 i can’t wait to be with you too :-) very soon 🌸🤍
Love your music! Love your message! Your lyrics, and your song hit so deep. the videos are incredibly haunting.
thank you for listening and being s kind friend
Feel empty, and dark.
your music helps me with bad times i would always listen to your music to calm me down when i’m mad or sad thank you for everything all your hard work into these songs i appreciate you man ❤
it’s what i’m here for friend, thank you for listening and being kind 🤍
Such a crazy vibe bro, nice work
thank you so much
Really a great artist, the music you create is so unique! I really love the texture of your synths. Thanks for your music !
thank you so much friend. it means alot to me you commented on this in particular. i make every sound by hand, no samples or presets. all hardware
Keep up everything that you do, you're an inspiration to a lot of people including me, i hope you get to live for as long as possible. ❤
thank you friend. things have been very stressful lately with the copyright infringement of people taking my music and trying to either monitize it, take credit for it, or not credit me at all. its been pretty rough. still making music though. thanks for being kind, much needed lately
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love being apart of this journey
Me arrepiento de tantas cosas que hice.. de haber lastimado a esas personas por mis malas desiciones.. me encuentro solo, escribiendo esto con una lagrima apunto de salir, quieriendo volver a donde fui tan feliz (el pasado) y no cometer esos errores que me costaron la felicidad..
PD: tu musica me ayuda a pensar en una solución a mis problemas, thanks you!!
i’m glad to have inspired some deep thinking my friend 🤍 thank you so much for writing in and supporting my music 🤍
This is so good ❤️
thank you so much friend 🤍
@@myheadisempty yw you are so underrated i love ur content 🤍
When im listening to this it makes me feel daed inside
The soundscapes on the song is beautiful, Love It!
Your music is worth the wait
thank you friend, it means alot :-) i have 800+ songs already out if you want something to listen to in the mean time :D !!!
@@myheadisempty help me I can't stop listening to every single one of them
This guy is actually so good love your work man
i really appreciate it friend
He is just simply the BEST! Spread his name to everyone!
Your music makes me feel something I have never felt before...
Thank you 💙
youre too kind. thank you for listening friend, i really hope this song can get out there. it makes me feel something aswell
adu anh dũng cũng ở đây sao?!?!?!
goosebumps every time :]
im glad, friend
💙 You are pure 🤍
🤍 I love you 💙
Keep up the great content 🙏
thank you for listening / watching 🤍 means the world
its so unfair how you do insane songs and don't get enough crédit for them. I'm definetely subbing do.
thank you friend, it helps so much.
and yeah.. tiktok is .. something.
on one hand it makes me happy to see like .. millions of people !! listening!!! but almost always it’s an “original audio” someone reuploaded my music without credit so i’m still very unknown :/
@@myheadisempty you will soon my friend
@@myheadisemptyyour music is so good i subbed
Hoping for your success ❤
REAL
We all need tenderness 💚
nice song
thank you so much. my health was so bad lately, it felt like it was the end for me, and writing this song gave me the strength to keep going. i hope it can be special for you as well 🤍
"Corruption aint easy." -A friend
"Way too early to die." -Me
I don’t know what it is but I just simply think that your songs are beautiful
thank you for being so kind friend 🤍
They are…🤍
Yet another example of excellence! TY 💋🤍
ty i was crying ❤
i’m crying with you friend 🤍
@@myheadisempty tysm for « i was only temporary » it’s a masterpiece
@@evynwzno problem. i have alot more songs like it if you ever want to hear them !!
I liked your song "i was only temporary 2 u" so much i said to myself "wow this is so great that im gonna share this to all my friends so he gets nore views". Then i realised i have no real friends to share this with. The irony.
i am your friend
Your music is helping me so much I wish you the best man things will get better for us ❤️🙏
Sometimes the greatest battles are from yourself. You know all your weaknesses, strengths, and every move you'll make. When you overcome, your enemy does as well. Its a never ending battle.... or is it?
well said my friend
Beautiful art. I want to get it and I don’t at the same time because you feel like it only connects to one. Keep it up!
I pooped my pants
art:
Really fuckin good man, this cuts deep
I almost killed myself a few days ago, the I remembered a moment of my childhood where my friend said he loved me, I wanted to say it back but was too shy. I don’t know where he is now.
Very nice :)
song name: i was only temporary (slowed)
i recommend you to listen: i was only temporary 2 u
hey friend. this song is my called “survive myself” . all the videos on my channel just have the song names as the video titles
@@myheadisempty I'm sorry, for some reason I sent this comment to the wrong video
I really like this song! I think 0:00-0:50 could be extended into a song of its own ;) Awesome
Watching my whole family fall apart
Just like my mind
I just, can't hold on. if I doesn't exist.
😍😍😍hermoso sonidos 😍😍😍
Грустно
Losing my best friend losing my grandpa and my great grandpa and moving away from my friends being homeless nearly starving to death
Im thinking about whats happened to me throughout my life the good and bad memories me watching my dad got to jail getting kidnapped
💚🥺💚 0:15
wow
surviving urself is hard, i have a strong immune system but theres simply too many horrible diseases i can get with a high fatality rate, enjoy life while u can or all that time will go to waste
anyway this music is pretty good like ur other music
Tear
It's very likely the format is for the tiktok people, but I hope one day you will make longer songs. This music is too good to not be enjoyed for a longer period at a time.
my friend, these ambient songs are fun but, my main music, the "nothing is real" albums are full of very lengthy tracks, that in my opinion have much more emotion and depth than these simple ambient songs. there is 20 albums in the series currently. i hope you will consider giving them a listen!
open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3
here is a playlist with them all, i added this song you commented on here on youtube to the top just as sort of an introduction, but all the songs after that are long and much more detailed
We always want more! My Head Is Empty has many albums. Explore them ALL!! 🤍
I have a bit of a hyposis and is that hes surviving himself
you are correct. i have a brain disease that is slowly killing me called MS. the long and short of it is that, a person with MS, witch each stressful moment we encounter, our immune system eats our nervous system, quite like a living zombie. so every day is a struggle for me, trying to live in a world where i seem normal on the outside, and many people around me fail to realize that any bit of negativity or stress they unload on me, quite literally kills me. currently i cant feel my feet and im losing control of my left hand again, and possibly going blind in my right eye. all they can do for me is give me steroids to attempt to close the active lesions in my brain neck and spine, but only after a high dose will i find out what control of my body im left with. it takes more each time, until inevitably one day it will kill me. it sucks, but i guess i am glad to be alive. everyday, i just hope to survive myself. most of the time to do this, it means hiding myself completely from the world. i cannot trust that others will not betray me, use me, backstab me, but the one person in the world we can trust, is ourselves. and i do not wish to harm myself, or anyone.
@myheadisempty that's crazy man 😲 wish you the best of luck though 👍
Nice one😊
Did you remove ___distant? Can’t find it anymore.
yes, it’s on bandcamp tho. you can download all 90 albums for like 1 dollar with this discount code “zurcedit” on tidecruz.bandcamp.com :-) hope this helps . the album it was from is called [nonsense.]
Why are people so selfish to take love when its given?
- love starved man.
Hello, could you send me the lyrics to your song "exit plan"?
of course friend, it means alot you lisnted to a song from my main music "nothing is real"
i like your music🤕, because.. i like calm... I am a problem for her
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I wish you could make some tutorials.. 😮💨
this is what i should hear after technoblade died
I dont get why people cant love me, ive done nothing wrong and yet not a single girl even looks my why
I Am
what's if name the movie
some of the clips i recorded myself, the rest are from Ex Machina
thank you ♥@@myheadisempty
Ffuurryy🤨🤨
Why does it say I’m -2:06 minutes into watching the video
And she was the problem, not you
nah, furry