Zange Mairi (English Cover)【JubyPhonic】懺悔参り
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- čas přidán 31. 03. 2018
- Even god gets lonely
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I know it’s Easter and I know it’s also April Fool’s day but this cover has nothing to do with those things, sorry. Maybe the prank is that I’m serious for once lol.
Lately, I’ve been in love Hanyuu Maigo’s music and really wanted to cover this song specifically. While I often keep this description section as partly a journal for myself, I don’t usually get into deep and personal matters in great detail. I think that letting others know weakness is hard and people find it off-putting but I’ve never been one for self preservation anyway.
So trying not give away too much from my private life, I’ve been struggling since last year but especially this past month with SSRIs (depression/anxiety medication). The side effects of mine were becoming too much and I decided to stop abruptly so I could confirm something within me. This was a bad move. The first week was hard as I thought but by the third week, it was unbearable. I couldn’t eat anything for nine days and found myself unhinged, barely managing each hour between nausea and emotional trauma. I desperately tried to hold out as long as I could so that I could be done with the drug and find my way to a different one with less side effects, but ultimately I couldn’t. The month of suffering was for nothing in the end as I started taking it again (mostly to be able to eat food). By now, you’re probably wondering why I’m talking about this, well, I wanna share this experience in hopes someone else needs to know they’re not suffering alone. Because I felt that way. I felt like god was playing some ironic game in which my desire for simple things would result in failure and agony, telling me it’s better to give up. But even if there is a god, I don’t think he’s playing a game. He may not even have the power to do anything.
All in all, I’m trying to come to terms with my situation and singing and writing helps. I’m not particularly looking for advice, just a moment of personal clarity. That’d be nice.
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✦ Music & Lyrics: Hanyuu Maigo
✦ Movie: 瀬川あをじ
✦ Translation: Serene_Snowfall
✦ Original: • 懺悔参り / flower
COVER CREDITS:
✦ Vocals/English Lyrics/Mix/Subs: Juby
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Once again, watching the city pass at no end
Painful or pleasure, they’re fighting with their head
Blooming plenty, from here at hell’s ending
Envy, envy, envy the mass frenzy
Don’t, oh no don’t, oh please never ever pray to me
Don’t wish to god, oh please don’t wish for anything
Truth is I’m helpless and can’t do a thing
With only a charm faked for kid’s fantasy
Upside down the Jizo goes
And even god, oh yes even god oh
Gets sad and lonely at night and so
Can you forgive me? Can you forgive me?
I am to blame, yes for everything
Once again, watching the city still the same then
Pray quietly under the ocean bed
“Goodbye” and hear “let’s meet again my dear”
On and on and always I will be waiting here
Don’t, oh no don’t, oh please never ever lose your way
Don’t search in vain, and I say this for your own sake
Cry in the face of the great laughing gate
Ignore any voice calling for you to stray
And you’ll be safe
And even god, oh yes even god oh
Can’t see the future or what it holds
Though you may fall down, feel like you might drown
You mustn’t come to this underground
You still can make it there in time, if you let go and fly
No, I’m not lonely, I’m just fine
Everything should be quite alright
Let’s say goodbye
The veil crumbling tonight, as the thought came to me
Who am I living for? And see
When was it I began to
Watch this human’s dream?
And even god, oh yes even god oh
Wishes to talk with you too and so
Though very small, I hope that you may try
Hear this repentance of mine
But now I beg, no don’t ever let go
I’ll do whatever it takes and so
Every dream in you, for your dreams I’ll soon
Do what I can so they all come true
For me and you
Hey, were we smiling stupidly?
You think? - Hudba
Yeah, honestly, I prefer the idea of a powerless god. Maybe they spent all their power up to create the universe, and all they can do is watch and send small signs. That still allows for a belief in the afterlife, which is comforting, while propelling you to take action and strive
now that I think about it,that makes much more sense and it can't really contradict science since he could've spent some of his power to nature,life and evolution so the remaining power he had is more than enough to create life
Azureth Last I remember the reason why are you in Christianity God does not intervene in most things is to make sure that people are able to actually take their own free well into their hands basically to not fuck people over because otherwise they would be nothing more than robots
I agree...
So people with depression and such are less affected by the need to "take action and strive" part. In a similar case, some people don't believe in the afterlife and a God.
@@charlottewalnut3118 I wrote a paper on that in college because that's the argument Milton gives in _Paradise Lost_ when he tries to defend the goodness of the Christian God. It... doesn't really hold up with anything in the Bible though (or even in _Paradise Lost_ itself, ironically), because God only respects the free will of men. Specifically the men who follow Him. No one else.
Plus the Bible has a passage detailing how to buy, own, and sell slaves. So like. Yeah, not holding up.
i'm still really obsessed with this song thanks a lot for making me fall in love with this ;;;
This diserves a comment so here you got one
U should try your voice is so nice
Have you done one?? If u have sorry I'm blur as hecc
いい曲よね、英語分かんない
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Welp, always happens -_-
It feels like it's from the perspective of a public figure who's put on a pedestal by their fans until they're raised and treated like a god. And they're trying to tell people that though the fans treat this person like a god, even they want to be close to people. And even god doesn't know everything there is to know. Even god gets lonely sometimes.
It puts idols and famous people into perspective. We should treat them no different then any other normal person. Raising them up can hurt them more than you'd think, especially when you raise them out of reach from the people around them.
Val Xena Considering this song is from Japan, it might come from the perspective of Shintoism, that is the belief that those who have successfully completed the reincarnation can come back as saints in spirit form to help people, and is often worshipped as “gods” of a small area. In Christianity, there is of course, the idea that loved ones can come back from Heaven to help, but they don’t actually treat them with worship. Personally, I don’t see these common characteristics as a coincidence. They don’t mean God with a capital g, the Creator, as much as we don’t see Jesus, the Son, as God the creator, and so these saints who come back to visit to help can still feel feelings of vulnerability. But disagreeing with the Japanese status quo, these saints would just want to be treated as equals. I suggest going to the websites learnreligions or Beliefnet to read about different faiths.
Of course, even in Christianity, Jesus felt huge amounts of pain at the cross, so why not these Shinto “gods”?
@@ravenn2631 I had a good chuckle reading your comment. Your comment sounds like a Catholic scholar in the middle ages trying to explain what Shintoism is whilst desperately trying to avoid the Spanish Inquisition. To my knowledge, Shintoism doesn’t have saints and those that practice it have the belief that the divine are everywhere and easily approached by humans. Shintoism is the religion with 8 million gods as they say.
i read the description, and all of us wish the absolute best for you!! you've helped us so much through all the hard times, we have to thank you for that. i do hope you get better soon! we love you uwu
wat?
I SECOND THIS!
Oh no! I never thought about if God would ever get lonely. This realization suddenly makes me very sad.
tis okay he has angel friendos ;w;
Pixel Pichu That makes it worse! He can't do anything with his friends bc they already died! ;
angels aren't dead, spirits don't really die :D they'd just be able to do whatever in the afterlife and never die or fall ill
Pixel Pichu That's a beautiful way of looking at it
XD I'm religious ay what am i supposed to say
Stay strong Juby! Things may be tough now but I can guarantee that many smiles and great times are awaiting you! While I might not know you personally I know you have what it takes to see the light, no matter how small it is, in a time so dark. Do what you love so that you love what you do, and don't let anyone stop you from being you!
(Side note: Awesome cover, really enjoying this one!)
just like he said life maybe hard but it is those moments that make us stronger so all of your fans hope you feel better we are rooting for you
Demian Olivares we shall lend a hand thy pained being.
if god is lonely, do you need a friend?
Catnaps yes
Maybe he does
I got a novel idea- I am supposed to be studying but to wattpad I go!
I met you at San Japan and you were the sweetest thing... it's really reassuring to hear that even those you admire and look up to are just as human as you are; go through things and suffer just like you. I truly hope you feel better, that you get on meds that are better for you with less side-effects, and find yourself a moment of clarity like you wish to have.
And of course, this is an amazing cover. Thank you for sharing it with the world. c:
This cover is so good yet to sad😢Still, this was some excellent singing! I love the chorus. I can hear the emotion in your voice! Really excellent work Juby. Ty for this❤️💯
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↑ここすき
日本人の方いるのかな…
英語だと日本語とはまた違った魅力が出て素敵…!!!
6 years later this is still one of my favorite covers you did. This song and the feeling behind it just mean so much to me thank you.
Absolutely beautiful as always, Judy uploading gives me life, keep up the great work!
和風の曲なのに英語で歌ってるっていうのがめっちゃ好き♡
というかJudyさんのEnglish cover全部好き
Oh wow i just read the description and i’m sorry that u’re going through that right now Juby. U’ve endured so much and i hope that things get better for you soon😣Pls stay strong! We’re here for u❤️💯
この歌めっちゃ好き....英語バージョンとかすごい綺麗。
Juby, this cover is beautiful, amazing, and emotional all at the same time. I hope you win your battle with depression/anxiety and I hope you continue to make these god-like covers with your goddess-like voice.
This is so beautiful and stay strong juby, we love you 💗💗
Yes!!! Thankyou for this cover Juby!! And Happy Easter to you and everyone!!!☺️❤️💯🎊
Don't forget April fool's! MWAHAHHAHAHAHA
Poke.unCOMmon Lol!! Happy April Fool’s day too XD
WHOOP WHOOP! GETTING INTO SPIRIT UNTIL MIDNIGHT!
Yoruichi Shihouin REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
声が綺麗すぎる、、めっちゃ好きです
Juby I’ve loved your channel since middle school, and I’m in college now ☺️ Every notification I get from you makes me excited. Your songs give me happiness I wish I had the power to lift your spirits like you lift mine❤️
Keep trying your best Juby!
The fact that you sing to make yourself feel better and end up making others feel happier is incredible! Keep marching girl!
Beautiful as always, Juby!
"You can still make it there in time, if you let go and fly", Juby don't give up! Me and many others believe in you and in your strength! Hang in there and you can do it! I'll always support you, your music and voice never fails to make my day. 😊
Thank you so much Juby!
Happy Easter, love~!
Another fantastic job Juby!!!
Hope you feel better Juby your music has gotten me through a lot and i sincerely thank u for that
i had a melt down today and cried in my closet for 2 hours but now i have something to cry to
Hearing you sing this during hard times gives not just beauty to this already beautiful song, your voice gives it a soul. It's been a long time since a song has made me cry; not all artists can put their honest and meaning full emotions into a song like you do. I'm happy to see you feeling better and we are here for you always. Good Times Are Coming!!! Thank you so much for your hard work, JUBY!!!
ついに来た…最高です♥♥
Hope you’re ok, Juby. You have my good wishes.
Feel better Juby and stay strong 💕
Stay strong Juby and know we all will always support you! Things may be tough now but I'm certain that better days are awaiting! I wish you the best! :D
This is amazing! I always love the lyrics and your voice ❤️💕
すんごく好きです💓💓💓💓
日本の歌を歌ってくれるのは本当に嬉しいです💓
ありがとうございます💓💓
This is such a powerful song. These ones are always the best.
Thanks yet again for an amazing cover of a song❤
This so amazing great job Ruby happy Easter as well.
I know I'm like 15 days late for this comment and usually lurk and just listen and practice my own singing using your covers and it has helped me a lot and your songs have helped me through one of the toughest times of my life as I attempted to take my own multiple times and gladly failed. Keep making music and writing you are awesome and I wish I could meet ya and tell thank you for what you have done for me one day.
I'm sorry for what you're going through, I hope you found a better medication! Thank you for all the effort you put into singing and translating for us and you!
And juby doesn't have a record deal or a spot in the mainstream music industry because? She has musical and acting skills so the fact that she ain't famous is amazing
Anonoymous User I know she works with Sentai Filmworks but I’m not sure if she does any other work in the mainstream industry
She sings songs that she enjoys. Fame from the mainstream music industry isn’t that important I think. Of course if she likes those kinds of songs then she should go for it and sing some of those too! This sounds kinda cheesy but most important is following your heart.
Yeah that is what I was thinking. As long as she is happy what does it matter wether she is in the mainstream music industry or not. But she does have some impressive voice acting roles, like chiyo from gekkan shojo nozaki-kun
I remember her doing the blond girl from Tamako Market very well.
Aaaa Juby happy late Easter and April Fools!! I hope you find that personal clarity you're looking for and things look up for you. Lately I've been trying to find a type of clarity and peace in myself, and still trying to find some type of closure to a situation in my life, so I wish the best for you!
Happy Late Easter!
I read the description and I wanted to say thank you so much for uploading a video for all of us to enjoy in spite of this overwhelming time. I hope your life gets better and although it may seem hopeless and dark, please, please don't give up, you will be okay.
Overall, we love and believe in you! *hugs*
great work as always!!!
I want you to know that you are not alone and that if you need anything at all there are those that would be happy to help and also your music has helped me get through a lot this past year so remember that you can get through this just keep believing
The only thing I can do is to wish you courage, Juby. You're one of my favorites content creator ever, and I really want you to be safe and happy. It's very touching that you share your feelings with us, please know that we're all here to support you Juby !!
I hope you feel better soon juby and I wish you best too!
This is a beautiful song everything was amazing! The music and your voice combined mixed beautifully, you can really hear the emotions.
Great work like usual, Juby! I read the description and it hit hard. Depression is such a difficult thing to deal with, so I'll keep you in my mind and prayers! You can overcome it!
日本人だけど聞いてるよ。
歌声がすごく好き！(∗ ˊωˋ ∗)
負け犬。 わかる！
それな
わかる
歌にすごくあってる
hereの発音大好き
JUBY THIS COVER IS SUCH A BOP OMG!!
I don't know the song, but Juby made a cover of it so I kno it's going to be good.
This is my new jam. Heck yeah. Wonderful work!!!
Juby, I truly hope you get better. It’s hard to see people with your type of struggles suffer so much. Love your cover❤️
I read the description and I wanted to say I hope it gets better for you and that your covers make me really happy and I can connect to almost all the songs you cover. They have even inspired me to try and sing well, so thank you so much. 💙 I will always support you!
Thank you so much for all your music, it helps me whenever my depression gets really bad
Thanks! Very entertaining, soothing and inspiring!!
I really hope you get well soon. I've been struggling with terrible stuff as well and at times I feel like I've reached the end. Honesty listening to your songs really cheer me up. Plus keep writing those descriptions I always look forward to em. It's like reading an old friend's letters ♡
A really great cover!! You're still amazing and I wish you all the best! I believe in you!
I love your music and I hope everything gets better!!! You aren't alone!
Ur covers are amazing I'm so happy I subscribed I will never regret finding it channel keep up the amazing covers girl
Thank you for sharing your experience, Juby. I know that things will get better for you. We are all here if you need us. Lots of love ♡
Your voice is so melodic. I can feel my soul singing along!!!
And a heartfelt description to top it off. Keep going juby you have the power, if thats not enough im sure we all are willing to lend a hand to a great singer like you
I love the song, your voice fits it perfectly.
Another good cover from Juby that I'll be spamming for the rest of this week is now here. Thanks Jubyphonic, and I hope you soon get better soon. (This may just be another comment, but yeah, I do hope you soon find a lasting clarity)
We are never alone. There are always people who go through the same problems but we are never alone. Thank you Juby, your voice has helped me out alot
Beautiful cover, wishing you all the best, you'll get through this.
Even after all this time, this song will always be my number 1 favorite, it's just so well done and absolutely beautiful
Same
Yess this is such a good song I’m happy you made a cover
Thank you for the cover juby
Oh no! I hope you start feeling better!! Be sure to rest up and rebuild your strength!!!
I LOVE UR VOICE JUBYY. I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER✨✨✨💖💖
WE ALL LOVE YOU JUBYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! This song was wonderful ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing your experience with us Juby, it's really brave from you, you inspire me and I'm sure many others too with what you do, so please keep giving it all. As you refuse to give up, helps me (and I hope many others) to not do it either. Love you and your work ❤
This one was so so good 💙 absolutely beautiful
Wow, Juby~ I love it when your beautiful voice introduces me to a new songggg
Love this one!!!!
My favorite part is the "Envy, envy, envy, the mass frenzy". Such great work as always Juby. Much love to you. ❤❤❤
i honestly still love this im sobbing 😭
Hope you feel better jubes!
I'm sorry you're struggling. Thank you for everything. Your videos and singing soothes my own worries and pain. Thank you.
Juby you have blessed me with your voice. I don't deserve it. But yet.....
*I NEED MORE OF IT!*
ITS SO GOOD
Awww I'm so sorry Juby, get better soon.
This was amazing and happy Easter.
I hope you're able to find that clarity soon, Juby. I.. honestly have been struggling with something similar recently, though with not so serious physical side effects, so I can empathize with you and really hope you're able to find that moment you need. It's nice to know I'm not alone, but I really hope things get better on your end soon. We love you and thanks for everything so far, Juby.
You are so talented, please keep up your fight. I’ve just come across you and your channel and I love your content!
Juby I'm sorry that you've been dealing with all of this for such a long time but I applaud you for your bravery and honesty in all of this. I'm sure that there are many suffer with confusion and concern when it comes to things outside their control. I'm glad that you have at least found a way to vent your frustrations and make it into something that so many people can enjoy. Know that it brings us joy as it does you! Thank you for continuing to share your talents and always feel confident in your ability to be stronger than you could ever imagine-By taking the time to find support from places you would least expect it
すごいです...！✨
サビで鳥肌が...😳
Maaan the way you dub make sooooo incredible and beautiful
Juby always has such a nice voice and this was such a good song.
Reading the description gives a nice insight in things. I share a similar situation with emotional traumas and pains and use creative outlets to express myself too. It's not fool proof and it really doesn't fix everything but it's nice. And it's nice to hear the personal experiences of someone. I hope something good happens to make the suffering worth while at least. Happy Easter Juby~
Awesome cover. Thank you😁
thank you for sharing, both your struggles and your music. You're so talented and such a lovely person and I hope you know you're not alone
Thank you for sharing this cover and your recent experience. It's always a treat to have your beautiful voice land in my sub box .w.
I know those feelings and they're absolutely terrifying. Thank you for all the happiness you bring to our lives and I hope only the best for you! ❤️
This song means a lot to me because it literally describes what I'm going through right now and mirrors how isolated I feel in my life. The few friends I have look up to me as some sort of school "guru" because I make great grades. However, this has led to me being seen as a stuck-up prick that thinks like she's above everyone else by the people who refuse to get to know me. Basically, I'm shunned by the people I seek love and approval from just because I do well in school. I'm in no way saying I'm God, but there are some close parallels to my life and what the "god" in the song is going through. Like the "god," I wish that those people who don't like me succeed and realize that I can't really do anything to change the future. For instance, the "prayers" in the song are like people wanting my help for school-related things and believing that if I help them then they will get that grade they dream of. I feel elevated to an idol status, yet I'm still ostracized by my classmates and I can't even do anything to reverse it. Every day I pretend I'm not lonely, but that's a lie. I often wish that I'm someone else (watching a human's dream), but like the character in the song I did actually find someone who liked me for who I was :) So with that said, this song is very near and dear to my heart because it echoes my feelings, thoughts, and life. Amazingly beautiful job, Juby! You bring tears to my eyes
Thank you for sharing. Might I just share this sentence that caught my eye: "Like the "god," I wish that those people who don't like me succeed and realize that I can't really do anything to change the future". Nobody's Business, I definitely believe you can change the future. I can see that these grades are putting a label on you and that you feel isolated, but we are our own individuals. We can choose how to react when people make us feel like our efforts are for naught. Some might say we're doing it to get "attention" when really we're doing it - Well, everyone has their reasons. Point of the matter is to keep learning no matter what people may think. And to those classmates who try to take advantage of your knowledge, maybe you can offer some advice on studying habits or ask if they've tried tutoring (if your teachers offer that). In the end, they're the ones responsible for their own learning. And I'm not tryna bash anyone out. I tend to be guilty for this too, but I think some advice, no matter how small, will take 'em a long way.
I actually relate to this as well, I take multiple AP classes and keep perfect grades in all my classes, and with that anytime I’m nervous about a test or a grade I’m immediately shut down and silenced or seen as searching for compliments. When I’m genuinely struggling and stressed about it
It’s almost become a given like I mentioned I feel like I did badly on the AP exam and someone just said “shut up Cassidy you’re probably the only one who passed” but I’m still worried sick about the grade (it comes out in a week)
HAPPY EASTER AND APRIL FOOLS JUBYPHONIC AND RACHIE
I LOVED
ALL
YOUR
MUSIC
COVERS
I hope it gets better for you, Juby! You never know that someone goes through something until they tell you, but I see how you can push through your own struggles and keep on doing what you love. Maybe this can motivate me to do the same. I think that this is something I needed to see today, so thank you, Juby.
Also, you've gotten me through some really bad times in my life, so I want to say thank you for that too!!