Crying - Sad Heartbreaking Emotional Piano Rap Instrumental

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[@Jurrivh]

Beautiful bro

[@sonoKEVYN]

Of course, but i think you're the best man!

[@imanpito1009]

Music is greatest give from "God"..

[@lennipulkkinen6446]

Isitnt it

[@MsPeaceandLove11]

I love that you can compliment your peers...Shows your heart.

[@bpp2636]

Jurrivh tumhare bhi badia hote h

[@adamcadby]

Omg the piano in the hook, this is by far one of the best instrumentals you've ever made!

[@festusjackson6975]

EDOBY, YOU ROCK MAN. THIS IS TRULY YOUR GIFT. ( GOD BLESS YOU)

[@neenalaura3871]

I love to hear this kind of music , such a peaceful and I start remembering the old times.

[@dorotheamathiopoulos8428]

I thought this would end differently
But instead the game somehow got switched
I thought we’d be a couple by now
Hugging, kissing, holding you in my arms
But sometehing went wrong here
We stopped talking
Everything we had slowly disappeared
And my heart started beating out of my chest
My whole body went numb
Maybe I expected too much
I’m sorry if I did expect too much
But the look in your eye
When we first met it told me something different
It told me we’d fall for each other
It told me that maybe I could call you mine
Maybe I thought wrong
Maybe we could switch this back
To how it use to be
But honestly
First you said you loved me
And don’t tell me you didn’t because I have it saved
I remember when we put each other as 11:11 every night
I don’t know what you wished for but I wished to call you mine
Maybe that 11:11 stuff don’t work
Cause if it did why has this stopped
I remember the secrets I told you
I opened up to you
About my life, I needed you
I needed love
I needed validation
I wanna know how to fix what is broke
Maybe it sounds impossible but honestly I hope that it’ll work
Was it the way I looked, the way I smiled that attracted you
I think about that a lot, when we first met
But now all I’m thinking about
Is how did this get changed, what made your feelings switch
Honestly what is this, is this a game
Because I want something real
Not just some fake old bullshit
I know what love is
You have no idea how much shit I’ve been through
So can we stop and get this over with
You stopped replying to my texts
You stopped calling me
You stopped worrying about me
And sure you say your proud of me
And your here for me
But where were you when I was starving myself
Did you forget about that
Where were you that one week I cried every night
Scared that I lost you
And so I ask you if you still like me and I got the answer I dreaded
Where were you when my rib cage was aching and my heart was racing
Where were you when I found out that I was under weight
Where were you when I missed you
I don’t know... people always say they love me
Then leave my life ...
I was hoping it was different this time
But I ain’t giving up
I still want you here by my side
I don’t wanna lose you
I still wanna call you mine
And people tell me I’m sounding dumb
But honestly if you were in my shoes
You’d understand the struggle
I fell for him
Worse then any other guy
I don’t wanna say goodbye
But I’m sick of the crying
Worst part is I’m too scared to tell you how I feel
It’s a scary thought losing you
I’m sick of losing people in my life
You changed my life completely
For the better until recently
My family wants to meet you
My brothers wife, I’ve known her all my life
She said if I end up dating someone to tell her
And she wants to meet him, because she understands
How much I love people
How much I’m sick of lies and my up bringing
It hurt me a lot
You have no idea, I’m sick of seeing fake shit
I want true love
The guy who ain’t gonna leave me
He’ll love me and I can create a life with...
This sounds dumb but I’m sick of this...
I want a future with you but I don’t know
If you want one with me
So for now I’m saying goodbye
I’ll give you time ...
I don’t wanna lose you keep that in mind
We could have - EDOBY
From day one
I felt history
I felt like we could of had a future together
Maybe I was wrong?
Maybe I exxagourated my feelings
From day one I thought let’s give you a shot
Let’s see how this goes

[@nickxofficialsongs6590]

You need to do music that is amazing lyrics :)

[@briannacook245]

So relateable 👌

[@rhea7623]

This is so good, damn

[@memerunknown2289]

Damn!

[@adamlakatos4130]

I can relate... its so so deep! Keep up.

[@jeremiahsmith5783]

Intro:
Friends all like why you tripping over a girl for
They don’t understand that I love her
If you listening now just know that I love you
I love you
Verse:
Thought all this bickering would end differently
Thought it was a beneficial fight and would keep us chugging along
Little did I know it would be what would break us apart after we were going strong
And I fought so hard and long trying to piece together the puzzle
But one missing piece and the entire thing crumbled
But I still remember the day I stumbled upon you
Saturday afternoon behind that baseball field surrounded by trees
We were having a good time smoking a little weed
Music blaring through the speakers some love songs playing I could barely think
Cuz I was struck and dazed at the beautiful lady standing in front of me
A shy girl, standing there quiet not smoking while we pass around the pipe
She standing up tight
I say give it a try it’ll help you loosen up
Tell the man she was with take a hit then give her a kiss
And he did
A couple of days pass by
We still ain’t seen each other since I said good bye
Missing you so I look you up on Facebook and I found you
Request sent and accepted
We didn’t talk much after that
But the couple of times I saw you in the halls when I was walking by
I’d say hi
At the time you were on my mind
But you were dating my friend
So I sat back waiting for it to come to an end
It was looking uncertain
So I went out lurking and flirting
Talking with multiple woman at once trying to get my mind off you
I narrowed down my choices found the one to fill the void
But when that happened that’s when you guys broke up but you found another guy
So I was stuck waiting again
At first I was hating on him
Then I thought maybe I should be his friend
And that led to a bunch of my harsh decisions
But the whole time I had envisions of you in my mind
I used that as my motivation to hit on your line
Slid up in the DM’s saying let me come over tonight
I know I can treat you just right
Saying it can be our little secret but you had a different plan in mind
Told a close friend then things start to spread
Now everyone knowing I was asking for head
My relationship came crashing down I went looking for myself
Changed my whole appearance dropped everything I loved
Went and got a job
Everything was lining up
I’d always see you walking to my class asked what’s up
Told you come and work now you’re with me at my job
That’s where I got to know you and where we mostly talked
We became really close to the point I was like a brother
The thing that I had wanted seemed to be impossible to get
So I took on my roll and supported you through everything you did
Watched you fall for guys time after time and never once for me
I remember feeling lonely
Thinking to myself why you hadn’t chose me
I didn’t have the answers so I just continued doing me
I remember shooting my shot and you told me we can never be
But I just couldn’t quit so I kept on going
But as that happened I kept on growing even more attached to you
I cried and cried cuz they told me I didn’t have a chance
Put my earbuds in listened to sad songs
People falling out of love
Happens to the best of us
But when, when I laid back that’s when you pulled me back in
Rekindle that fire taking it back where it first began
Sitting in my car
Holding you in my arms
Tell you that I’m never letting go
Looked you in your eyes
Told you what you mean to me
And how you’re everything
I’d ever thought I’d need
I was so selfish
My ego took control I made you feel helpless
Texted me saying this isn’t going to work and I felt it
My heart melted
So I did what I know best and sent that text messed it up even more
I was broken on the floor
Making songs for you
And if you ever came back I would still choose you
I want us to be happily ever after
I wanna hear your laughter
I wanna see your smile
I haven’t seen it in a while
I just want to restart everything
And make it so you come back to me
Outro:
I just want to be able to talk to you again
I want to make things right
I wanna win you back over
Because I love you

[@lennipulkkinen6446]

Almost like what hapend To me

[@TrojanR6]

Dude I've been coming back for the past month, just rapping this on this beat. I feel this my Guy

[@Akloveme21]

..
Things change, people change,
I learned from experience, that everybody will soon change their lane,
But it is sad to know, that I thought u weren't the same,
And it's all my fault, who am I to blame,
Yeah
You kept saying I was the "best"
Well then tell me why did you go back with your ex,
Can't you keep track of all the lies that you say,
U say everything is the truth but in the end it will turn out fake,
Yeah
I still think of you and I miss you, and u know that cause that night I kissed you, but ur ex is now controlling you like a guided missile, he doesnt even see you like I see you...

[@deepchill6492]

Time for deep thinking...,beautiful. It melts my heart.

[@amaialxl8741]

my favourite out of his collection so far

[@Yu_chan18]

Tears coming out of my eyes writing feelings on pages, somebody wise told me that these are just stages. Saying I'm not a poet then I'll just have to show it, it's not just a dream something I can achieve, what do I mean? I just have to believe on every step I Got My Mind Set so I just have to take the lead, in my dorm behind the door a rope, in my mind a storm finding the answers for hope, feelings that suddenly broke and words that never been spoken. I know well that there's two sides of the token, a soul that no longer has light the only goal is to teach it to fight even though you use your whole might if you believe you win and that's right!!
A little bit of lyrics, I'm not an English composer but I actually love your instrumentals. thank you very much I just like to hear them.

[@adamcadby]

Keep writing man, i felt that!

[@Yu_chan18]

Cad thanks Man, that really helps. I will continue writing!!

[@Yeyzo]

Beautiful Beat! Awesome Piano!

[@isaiahrussell4560]

Instrumentals like these get me thinking about shit like this no matter what is on my mind sometimes cry to them but its worth on getting shit off ur mind. depending on what ur thinking about its a way of expressing ur feeling by thinking certain shit

[@linus3142]

Man this beat is...just beautiful😍👌

[@dauriced7921]

The world is crying and shaking, who is there for life when it's hurting? Maybe mother nature needs a shoulder to cry on? To the universe if your in pain you can have my shoulder to cry on, I might not be able to handle it and end in the grave, but still you can express your troubles to me while I'm in the grave, cry and shed a Pacific ocean, you talk and I'll listen, hold my hand, and I'll try my best to understand, look me deep in eye and just be you, and if I'm alive after death then for a eternity you can just be you, or even sleep forever, it doesn't matter, so here is my shoulder to lean on, to the universe if you can stay strong.

[@SECRETProductions01]

it's so beautiful! great work!

[@everlymusic708]

This is very Beautiful and Emotional!

[@Jinx-cb6je]

Listening to this on rainy sunday feels ....🌧⛆⛆🌧

[@Mr.Society746]

One of my favorites

[@flossyMOM88]

This beautiful music changed my mood real quick and actually got me thinking 😪💛

[@xtragicsx5312]

Deadass for real I felt like crying but my mom was around

[@princess_novas_8134]

This beat is great!

[@gulsumyalta2236]

Kalbim, du bist meine Luft zum Atmen
Vielleicht auch der Grund, weshalb ich lebe und da bin
Du warst da für mich als es keiner tat
Ich liebe es wie du dich um mich kümmerst, dich sorgst, deine Art
Anstatt Romane wie versprochen schreib ich dir bedeutungsvolle Lieder
hoffe du erkennst dich zwischen diesen Zeilen wieder
Ich hab nur eine Bitte an dich
Bitte halte dein Versprechen und egal was kommt Verlass mich nicht
Ich hab Angst vor einer Zeit in der wir in Sehnsucht diese Zeiten vermissen werden.
Egal was kommt, du bist und bleibst die beste Person auf Erden.
Ich liebe dich ohne dich jemals gesehen zu haben
Ich Sehne mich dich zu sehen, dich zu umarmen, in shaa Allah die kommenden Tagen
Ich hoffe und bete dass du mein Nasip bist, mein Schatz
Du hast etwas was keiner hat und zwar einen unersetzbaren Platz
Hast du mir nicht geschworen, immer bei mir zu sein?
Ich kann nichts tun, nichts, außer innerlich zu sterben und äußerlich zu weinen
Du nahmst alle Schmerzen
Gabst mir deine Liebe und jetzt trag ich sie im Herzen
Wir sind uns fremd geworden, so bitterlich kalt
Unsere Liebe war alles was ich hatte, nur sie gab mir Halt
Nicht nur für dich fiel es schwer
Doch deine Freundin, die du mal Ehefrau wolltest, erkennst du nicht mehr
Diese scheiss Entfernung brachte uns um
Unsere Herze sind eingefroren, unser Mund ist stumm
Wir haben uns nichts mehr zu sagen
Sag, komm nach all den schlechten auch mal die guten Tagen?
Was mache ich nur ohne dich?
Du warst mein Sonnenschein, im Dunkeln mein Licht
Du hast mich so krass geliebt wie kein anderer, hast um mich mehrmals geweint
Hast auch als starker Mann, deine Schwäche mir gezeigt
So oft planten wir unsere Zukunft von uns zwei
Also sag wieso wir so kalt sind, ist es echt bald vorbei?
Unsere Liebe zerbricht von Tag zu Tag und wir sind schuld dran
Die Last Trag ich, auf meinen Schultern
Du bist so kalt Hayatim und sprichst nie über deine Probleme oder Gefühle
Das ist der Grund weshalb ich nichts außer Leere in mir spüre
Immer wieder fangen wir uns an zu streiten
Doch deine leeren Augen und Tränen spüre ich auch von weiten.

[@ajwinters2042]

amazing beat EDOBY love it

[@mcroadcontrol6999]

Wow beautiful beat story telling Love it sick 🔥💯💯

[@giuseppe6528]

Amazing beat!!❤

[@vuchan6698]

Beautiful, sad,nice

[@ajaleipeebles1073]

This is amazing

[@grimreaper3911]

That was beautiful it made me feel again thank you

[@karrie3267]

Beautiful,!

[@bruh.itzemz8426]

I just made up some broken words inside me and it fit so well in this music:)

[@imanpito1009]

So touching

[@jayyrowell9172]

I love it so much😍😍😍

[@AdamKossifer]

I always write some epic poetry while listening to this beat specifically. Thank you. My words are reaching thousands quicker thanks to you. #Respect

[@georgegoodvibe9330]

Great beat bro.

[@maurioraaotearoa5032]

Flawless 💯

[@sonofadam4339]

I love it 💯

[@Stan0070]

Too good 👍

[@elijah4686]

I love it...

[@yaokouamefabrice4253]

Beautifull beat i like it

[@Emily-is9wo]

my tears washed all my feelings out
turning me to darkness screaming loud
nobody can hear me make a sound
drowning out the noises that run out wild
feeling so alone surrounded by many others don’t know how it’s possible but it’s my cover
faking a smile is why i suffer
caring is weakness and so are lovers
i love to hard which gets me hurt wiping my own tears walking out the door
i can’t keep losing my mind help me i am crying inside praying that i’ll soon live my life even tho it feels like i’ve already died

[@babathegamerhkt]

I feel so hopeless,
going on unnoticed,
my life is corroded and it's getting worst,
where do i see myself in few years?
I think i'm cursed,
I breath disparitly,
though my life is sacred i've never seen prosperity,
It's scares me,
to think of the despair,
broken beyond repair,
With no hope ,
I'm losing myself,
I'm tired of trying to fit in,
I'm tired of always standing and not sitting,
there's no way of coping,
always moping with no way of making it stop,
the voices always make me drop,
to my hands and knees screaming to ALLAH,
wishing there was a better way,
hoping that tomorrow i live to see the bright of day,
hoping that tomorrow i can just get away,
with no chance to live i just stop and say,
It over.
Only 19 got a bad back and a blown shoulder,
I'm tired of being pushed over,
my heart is only growing colder,
carrying the weight of 2 world's on my shoulder,
I think of suicide often I mean, who'd be there to stop me?
my imaginary friends?
I just need a helping hand,
I'm stuck in this rut and it's being covered in sand.

[@noureldinmohamedjokebat9477]

im here with u bro ineed more friends can we be

[@juliusgriem9120]

Bro do you want talk?

[@babathegamerhkt]

:(

[@heartful_kyoku]

So originally I love it

[@goddamncameronn]

Very good!

[@Shay-dl6cr]

I tried and I tried so hard.
To get away from you without hurting us
I wanted you to feel everything that I felt
Don’t blame for not loving myself
Since you never made me feel special
Why did you choose me
When you never loved me
Break my heart into peaces
I know you are so decent
I tried to hard to make everything better
Everytime you would say
( You are my world my only babe )
I keep crying inside.
Cause of the lies you hide.
Why did you choose me
When you never loved me
Break my heart into peaces
I know you are so decent
{ BRIDGE }
I left myself
you never wanted me beside you
Look into my eyes
And tell me I am not fine
Tell me that you’re sorry
For making me feel not special
When I chose you to be the one
Baby... please come back...

[@ToddMichaelSoule]

Definitely crying.

[@Lubulule]

Sorrow
The sun wakes in the morning, yet it's still dark.
A foot in the sunlight, I barely feel it
Shade on me for the times you said you cared,
Shame on me for all the thing I ever said,
Because I cared and my heart was torn apart.
And all I cared was for you to not fall apart,
So I picked up your pieces, and told you to get up.
And here's what you told me "you need to get over it"
Anything I would have done to feel better, I've done it.
I tried going under it, over it, around it but it's too big,
It's like a maze, but in which the exit was forgotten.
People ask me why I'm not getting close to 'em,
Maybe it's because I'm broken or I don't wanna be forgotten.
You told me the rollercoaster life was great,
Thing is, you know I am afraid of height,
Now I can't find a way out on this rollercoaster I found my way on.
I'm downhill, and I'm scared. But apparently life goes on.
Do you remember that one time, you told me you loved me?
I still do and always do, it was a bliss..
This bliss went away and now my wrist I slit.
I've always wondered how can you mistake the right and the left, I guess since you thought my blood was happiness..

[@douhamaya7386]

Ambre Bourdais wow

[@danny_25]

Very nice and good beat guy👊

[@GrizzlyBeatzMusic]

This bangs

[@hanisahzolkifly6967]

3:03 - 3:50 i love this part

[@marto2638]

nice instrumental..from Bulgaria

[@Cynature]

I love these dark types

[@wvnxed4304]

over the years the beautiful soft skin to the touch as a kid grew, wrinkly, rough and thin
and the lips that were stern yet sweet with kisses were worn down and stripped
now all that's left is engraved stone with a name that was once more than what is shown
same name is still in my phone but whenever i dial i remember you cant talk to a ghost
cold rock surrounded by roses and lotus but i notice those aren't the flowers she would've chosen
And people give me their condolences

[@aku4776]

Good bro

[@izzy-vf6rt]

Chorus: Now she’s crying in the dark trying not to fall apart. It feels like the end but it’s the start, remembering when we started off as friends but that was back then and this is now.

[@izzy-vf6rt]

Verse:
I remember what you said that night it was stuck in my head when I got back home. I can’t forget what you done now you’ve found someone. Now your gone. I feel lost. Now you’ve moved on but I can’t completely let you go not just yet.
Pre chorus
What did I do wrong
What did I do to you?

[@Shin-hc6ne]

A piano synthesia video of this song would be awesome

[@michirapperd9088]

Geil Bro weiter so ❤

[@Rubayet_Shako]

Wow

[@TBTDESIGNVideoproduktion]

Nice beat❌❤️

[@cspr1329]

Inspired by Alan Walker? The piano is awesome!! What sample did u use?

[@sugoisugoi3850]

Edoby, I love you so much.. OMG I really love youuuuu 😭

[@karifanbeats4187]

👌👌 sehr angenehm

[@phatmanschannels5476]

Awesome beat your a great artist wish I can throw some lyric on it

[@SnotrickOficial]

brother I can use this beat for a theme that I want to make leave me your comment thank you and blessings continue like this

[@koi_nahi66]

where r u.. ❤ so beautiful musi u created we miss u❤

[@shreksslave2458]

Good for drumming!

[@GrizzlyBeatzMusic]

Dope ass beat

[@MARIE-zx9kj]

Wow❤

[@fightermusic3401]

Gefällt mir

[@mcbilaoficial9118]

Great job,Can i use for non profit bro?

[@davidweed924]

Dashie needs to use this on his mixtape.

[@anthonyopgaardmusic]

I’m all alone for all I know. Your heart of steal it burns me slow. Still wondering if you’ll come home. Won’t you come home back to me.
Don’t wanna spend another lonely night, by myself, all alone no

[@LoNa0]

Das Piano ist wunderschön :)

[@loloblob]

SAMSEY finde ich auch

[@ktosktosiowy5850]

Tak bardzo w to wierze, że kiedyś jeszcze odnajdziemy siebie
Tak bardzo w to wierze, że wpadniemy na siebie chociażby w sklepie
Tak wielką mam nadzieję, że nie mogę spać
Nocami szukam ciebie wśród milionów gwiazd
W dzień natomiast czekam na ciebie
Bo życie w samotności jest pełne wad
Tak bardzo tęsknie za zapachem twojej skóry
Tak bardzo tęsknie za dotykiem twoich włosów
Tak bardzo tęsknie...
Wypatruje nowego dnia, patrząc jak innym trafaiają się trafienia losów
Zakochane pary
Ten cały szum wokół
Sprawia, że czuje się sama
Sama... Całkiem sama na pustkowiu
Kiedy księżyc jest już w pełni pada ostatni strzał...
Meeeeeega super beat ! :D
.v.

[@user9477]

Is it free to use for non-profit use and if credit is given in the description?

[@andrea4503]

❤️

[@jadegriffiths7494]

💖

[@saskia2737]

😍

[@namtru8901]

More like an old dream, but... there it is.

[@cy2368]

One More Day
You were gonna leave me, now I’m telling our story
At least you left me with a warning
Tryna make it through put on a facade
Never got a shot my path already made
Said they’d be there but I knew they lied
Pretend it don’t hurt when they said they tried
Gave up on life felt lost forever
Would I learn to love myself, no never
A little bit of hope made its way through
When you told me you love me an I knew it was true
Hid a secret of your own apologetically
felt wanted when you said you liked me
Honesty
Policy
Equality
Animosity
Hypocrisy
What, what the fuck is wrong with me
Couldn’t be together, just wasn’t right
What if that shit had ended in a fight
I let you go, a huge mistake
One I didn’t mean to make
Said it was okay yet still got jealous
Gettin a bit overzealous
Lovin him, relivin him, seemed you were ravin him, felt the lust when you was dissin him, missin him, kissin him
Told me you were hurtin’ an showed me the cuts
Cried together that night, too far apart
Begging you for another way
“Please, please, just one more day”
Thoughts rushing in my head, your depression
You were still my angel who fell from heaven
I needed you, you were all I had
My only one real comrade
I want to be with you for all the time we have left
You can’t go now and leave me bereft
I need you to live to see another day
I don’t deserve you but want you anyway
Society hatin on us
Cmon don’t be a wuss
Afraid to admit it but I’m in love with you
I love you too, don’t misconstrue
Had a connection from the start
Stole my soul, along with my heart
Tryna act normal but it still hurts
Remembering all those precarious words
Didn’t know how much was missing till you filled it in
Seeing you and can’t help but break into a grin
You helped me find my way
I need ya, need ya, need ya... for just one more day
Only wake up in the morning to see your text
Wouldn’t look forward to what’s next
You’re always talking about needing me
So why do you always try leaving me
Say you can’t deal with it anymore
My heart and mind fighting a war
Without your love I’m hopeless
I know you don’t want my condolence
You’re telling me to shut up but I can’t stop
I won’t, I can’t let it drop
Saying your time is due
Thinking about life without you
I might as well not exist
Only thing I’d do is reminisce
Wouldn’t live in the moment, I’d be in my memories
My one, my only place with amenities
But you ain’t dead yet, can’t stop trying to save ya
I want you with every single flaw

[@asphalt57]

I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
Manchmal habe ich Leute nur geboxt und gestochen
Und manchmal wär' meine Zeit fast um in 'nem Loch in 'nem Kopf drin
Manchmal wollte ich beten, doch war trotzdem besoffen, dann gab
Manchmal Rapmusik und Gott mir 'ne Hoffnung
Denn manchmal musste ich lernen, Reife und Größe zeigen
Und manchmal folgten nach den Schlechten auch mal schöne Zeiten
Manchmal dachte ich an Tausend Euro und war visionär
Und manchmal bist du nicht mehr weit entfernt von einem Millionär
Manchmal wird aus fünf Personen in vierzig Quadratmetern
Ein zielstrebiger Bartträger, ein Chart-Breaker in Schafsleder
Manchmal wird aus Karitas, Asi-Pack, Adidas
Wenn du genug Alben machst, den Leuten was zu sagen hast
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
Ich wurd' groß in 'nem schäbigen Haus
Manchmal gehen die Pläne nicht auf
Doch ich leb' meinen Traum
Und stopfe den Hatern ihr klebriges Maul
Manchmal kannst du keinem anvertrauen
Aber manchmal reicht ein Handschlag aus
Damals war die Kundenübersicht schlechter als ein Sonderschülerwitz
Sie haben gezweifelt, dachten ich krieg das nicht hin
Aber manchmal kann ein Stift und ein Blatt über dein Schicksal bestimmen
Aber Gott hat einen Plan für mich, frag mich nicht wohin
Denn manchmal bist du farbenblind und ratlos, wie ein Kind
Aber manchmal, wenn dein Kopf gefickt ist
Bleibst du besser optimistisch, denn manchmal
Wenn du nicht dran denkst, passiert eine Sache, die dein Schicksal lenkt
Manchmal denkst du dir, ich scheiß drauf, passt schon
Aber manchmal musst du aufstehen, rausgehen und dein Hack holen
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
Manchmal ist das Leben schwer
Ich spüre keine Liebe mehr, Gefühle leer
Ich fühle mich als ob mein Herz eine Mine wär, die hoch geht
Manchmal sehe ich Menschen hoch gehen, Menschen, die vorm Tod stehen
Manchmal sitze ich an 'nem Fenster, während ich zum Mond seh
Denk ich manchmal nach, dass die Zeit mal anders war
Es gab da mal 'ne Zeit wo ich nichts hatte
Aber da hatte ich dich gehabt. Du warst mir wichtig, Schatz
Auch wenn du heute nicht da bist, keiner ersetzt dein' Platz
Und manchmal bist du innerlich gefickt
Du denkst nach, doch dann kommt der Punkt, du erinnerst dich zurück
Um etwas zu ändern, dafür ist es zu spät
Doch du hast eine Familie, die immer hinter dir steht
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror
I wrote this song to say I'm sorry
'Cause every time you ever call me I've been lyin'
Been telling you that I'm fine that I'm feeling so much better
But I feel like shit whenever I look in the mirror

[@francismlnofficial9677]

I want to buy this beat

[@lennipulkkinen6446]

I Lost my gf and im listeing this. Just so beautifull and good so i listen this

[@lonewolfhiphop5355]

posso usar esse beat?

[@thanhtaicao2052]

. Thì anh vẫn yêu em đấy thôi
. Chưa bao giờ thay đổi
. Anh chẳng cần gì hơn miễn em vui là được rồi
. Đã bao lần vì em mà bản thân phải chối
. Niềm vui mới để chờ em về thành đôi
. Anh lại phải chừng chờ khi đau thương ghé chào hỏi ! Nhưng nhiều lần anh quên rằng là mình cần phải nói dối
. Và có những lí do của em anh không hiểu nỗi
. Chuyện này thì quá nhiều rồi vẫn mặc kệ cứ yêu thôi
. Bởi anh đã từng vì em mà chẳng đắng đo
. Nên ngoại trừ đau thương em là thứ anh đáng có
. Và em như thế nào chẳng lẽ anh không hiểu rỏ !
. Rồi mọi chuyện kết thúc anh là thứ chẳng phải lo
. Anh mừng vì em đã tìm nơi khá hoàn hảo
. Không bồn bề không suy nghĩa đến mức tự mình dày dò
. Anh chẳng còn gì cả chỉ xót lại hi vọng
. Và nó khá mong manh đúng như cách em thấy đó
. Sau những ánh hoàng hôn không có em thật buồn bã
. Và ... anh từng ngoảnh mặt lại chỉ để xem rằng em có đi qua
. Anh nhớ em đến mức muốn phát điên anh ghét cảm giác đó
. Anh ghét những hi vọng ta xây dựng biến thành mơ
. Anh ghét những đau thương mà do chính em mang tới
. Em là điều tuyệt mà anh đã từng có trong đời
. Bởi anh biết anh ích kĩ hơn em nghĩ
. Yêu thương không hoàn hảo nên phải tính toán chi li
. Anh từng hỏi sau chia tay ta là gì?
. Mọi chuyện do anh cả thôi được rồi em đừng đi
. Anh mong muốn 1 cơn nắng chẳng phải là cơn giông
. Muốn thấy em hạnh phúc điều đó có phải ổn hơn không
. Anh muốn thấy em luôn ôn vì em là cả tia hi vọng
. Những đau thương em để lại anh chẳng phải ngại giữ trong lòng
.

[@blank9354]

I thought I heard you whisper, I thought I woke to your kiss. My cold sweats

[@astankasun1298]

How I get the license? the link in description is for another beat

[@djohngrant]

As the rain cry's I accommodate a lonely destroyed souls retribution against the inicquity of my own hands, reaping what they have capitulated I cry out for forgiveness but all I hear is the tears of heaven falling round about me I alone witness remembering her face laying in my hand as her eyes unlocked a heart's mistake wishing to take it back and leave my lips kissing yours in it's shameful place filled with sorrow I can't even begin to equate my own hell I see my hand create as I stand naked in the tears of the rain looking down at the ring now understanding my heart's one desire which now lays slain I'll never love again I say as if love would have me twice thereof in a lackluster embellishment of my regretful sin~ even if you forgive me I don't forgive myself,.................I don't forgive myself as I listen to the rain cry again 😔

[@elfanfrelino]

Rappelle toi
Tout Ces soir
Toute ces larmes
Tous ces drame
Je t'aimais
Tes ma belle
Et jamais
Je t'oublierai
Je pense à toi bébé
Jsuis même pas bourré
J'ai besoin de toi auprès de moi er de mon âme
On marchait la nuit dans paname
Sous l'effet de marijuana
On regardait les étoiles
Bebé rappelle toi
Capuches
Enlacer
Épuiser
Et lasser
J'ai rien fais pour que tu reste
Ma chérie tu sais que je t'aime
Jai plus Dinspi t'étais mon seul thème
Je répète à mes potes "les Gars j'étais folle d'elle"
"elle me manque"
Désolé si je t'ai menti
Je me sens vide
Putain tu me hante
T'étais mon ange bébé
Et je venge tes fait
Et je panse tes plaie
Et tu cambre tes fesse
Et tes forme me transforme
Je découvre la passion
Ta eu tort de mon corps
Tu m'as prise se toute les façons
Notre relation n'est pas effacer
J'en ai assez
D'être égarer
Jveux juste l'entendre crier
Mon nom si fort
Bébé j'ai eu tort de te laisser
Et j'ai peur
Que tu m'oublie
Alors que moi je toublierai jamais
On roulait avant de se coucher
On fumais on planer on s'aimait
J'avais toujours envie dte protéger
Et Jr rêve de toi même éveiller
J'ai essayer de t'oublier
Mais rien n'y fait
Tes dans mes pensée
Ta silhouette me semble si loin
Je savourais ton doux parfum
Mais d'où venait cet aura puissant
J'admirais tes hanches imposante
Une rose ensanglanté
Et je semble hanter
Et je sangloter
Alors que semble ôter
Tes sappes un par un min coeurs
Bat si vite je n'ai plus peur
Ton.corps envahi mes émotions
Et effacé tout les douleurs.
T'es allonger sur moi
Tes courbes sont un art
Et je te dessinerai
Sur une belle toile
Je ne peux pas concevoir
Une nuit sans qu'on se voit
Une nuit sans cons tu vois
J'ai besoin de te voir
Je voulais ton corps et ton love
On peut pas tout avoir
Maintenant j'ai l'alcool et ka drogue
Ça n'a rien à voir
Je voulais que cr soit éternel
Et c'est infernale
Je voulais pzs te faire mal
Je te fliquer Instinct maternel
Jsuis désolé putain jregrette
Jsuis désolé bébé he t'aime
Et je veux que tu revienne
Te prendre Dzns mes bras j'en rêve

[@alvelynchung9832]

0:19 (IGNORE)

[@coffeebean8233]

Two words.... fuckin beautiful

[@EdobyBeats]

Thank you!

[@wvnxed4304]

Dear Mama and Papa
Im sorry I’m not what you expected of me
I’m sorry I’m not the perfect child you wanted me to be
I’m sorry I’m so much of a shame to the family
I’m sorry I can’t be more like my brothers
I’m sorry I don’t want your ideal lovers

[@lastronaute3606]

Sarah Banos My bro don't say that please I believe in YOU. Everyone is a hero just find it in the deep of YOU, he's here waiting for YOU becoming the same people as him, inside your heart, I know it trust me. Life can be so hard sometimes but that's make it beautiful because if everything would be perfect life would be boring, I believe in YOU. YOU are someone trust me !!

[@bluhgem]

I feel u bro

[@mickey_287]

This free if we credit you in the title?

[@laandobleh9256]

¿can i have this free beat?

[@joshcreatorgalaxy8599]

I LOVE IT!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢💦💦💦

[@phamtruongvlog.6458]

Free download?

[@rodriguez_zh]

🤤

[@donnyd9450]

Cryin out loud 4 u Cryin out loud 4 u hey I miss I miss I don't know what to do hey I miss I miss I Cryin out loud 4 u Cryin out loud 4 u what can I do it's Don p hey u I wrote this y'all peace out y'all

[@KikoBeatz]

Nice 🔊 ❤

[@chungbup]

Night.....

[@ruleofsigma3801]

😘😘😘😘😘😘

[@Frac.Razoer]

i'm sad, i don't know if it'll stop me or i'll stop it.