To all those currently hurting, This song made me sob once because I first heard it when someone I loved hurt me more than anyone ever has. It still makes me think of all the shit he put me through, but I can smile knowing I have someone so much better in my life now. I just wanted to say that I know how it feels to have been in this horrible, dark, inescapable place because of someone else and I would never wish that kind of heartbreak on anybody. But please believe me (even if you only believe a little bit) when I say that you will come out the other side stronger. I know love has hurt you, but there is a kind of love that can help you recover and bandage up the wounds: self-love. Take some time out of this morning or afternoon (or any other time of day it may be) and focus on you. Do something for you. Take a bubble bath. Treat yourself to a fancy coffee. Get lost in a book all day. Life is too short. Don't let someone who isn't worthy of your love anymore break down your self confidence and self worth. You are important and strong and brave, and you WILL get through this without them. And if you don't feel quite strong enough to love yourself yet, that's okay. You are one step closer all the time, and I am so proud of you.
I hate you so fucking much for leaving me and giving up on me. But above everything that I feel about you, I still miss you and I am still fucking in love with you.
I miss you brittani. I'm sorry i wasnt the best at love. I miss everything about you and the 2 years we shared. Hope this new guy treats you better....
Dude it's been almost 3yrs since my ex left me. I've been getting better but holy fuck did this song reopen some wounds deep down inside. Gotta Love Citizen.
I miss you Joanna. And I know it was a bad idea dating a foreign exchange student but I just couldn't help it. And now your 5,000 miles away and we ended on a bad note and now there's nothing I can do about it. It breaks my heart everyday.
i wasnt really paying attention to the song ( let me remind you that its the first time ive heard it). when it ended i was so shocked, i started crying and yelled out "NO IT CAN'T END. IT CAN'T END LIKE THIS NOOOO" my mum came in and said i should probably get some friends....
2 years 1 month and 20 days later, I'm still in the hole you left me in. And there hasn't been a day where I haven't thought of being with you. You broke me beyond repair. But thanks for everything, I hope you're making out alright.
for zach, my very first love, you will always carry my heart, i am so happy you are free and can find someone who will love you better than i ever could // this song is for you because i remember how badly you prepare for timing, and how timing was never on our side, i love you and please take care of yourself
I swear to god you’ll always be that 21 year old small town girl to me...I hope you find someone who thinks of you as much as I do my love. Goodbye baby. I’ll miss you so much.
God dammit this song kills me. After spending 10 months with the person I thought I'd be with for the rest of my life to being dumped out of nowhere has really fucked me up in the head
Although this song makes me sad I can't help but think "This man is fucking brilliant", it really shows that feeling sad about these kind of things is perfectly normal. Well atleast thats what I feel like when I hear it...
Everyone is bearing their souls in these comments so here's mine: Dear Libby, it's been just under a year and you still cross my mind all the time. But I'm doing better then I was and I hope you're doing fine. I hope he's better for you, but goddamn I wish I could've been. But it's alright, and I hope your life turns out fine.
charlie i am so angry at you i hate you i hate you i hate how much i don't hate you not even a little bit and not even at all i hate that it's been a year since we've been together and i'm still not over you i hate that i know i don't cross your mind as often as you cross mine and i wish i'd never fucked everything up so bad i just want you to know i look for you in everyone and i can't believe you're gone
And I've heard you said one time, that I never even fucking cross your mind and I guess I'll act like that's fine, but you should know that you cross mine all the time...
Lucy, we spent 6 years on and off, I know we both hurt eachother alot, you were able to move on while all i did was hurt people cause of the hole that was left where u were. When i left for the navy and u said youd marry me, the last thing i expected was for you to go buck wild, but its fine, i love you. I will always love you. I wish I could hear you say you love me and mean it. Angel, you deserved so much better then me, im so sorry you fought through all my insecurities just to see that im still in love with her. You are such an amazing woman and i wanted to marry you, but i kept hurting you and i hated it. I spiraled out of control and you did your best to stop it but all that happen was you were the closest one to the blast. You never deserved to be hurt like that. I know u 2 will never see this but i love you.
I miss you so much, I miss our late night car rides and our make out sessions in the parking lot of your work, I miss singing the 1975 with you as the cigarette smoke and the cold hair hits our faces and all my anxiety and depression is tucked away. I miss you. I just miss you so fucking much shelby, I hope you're doing fine and I hope he treats you well. I love you I always will
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Here I am on the verge of 2020 still wishing this was on Spotify.
Here I am, into 2022, STILL wishing this was on Spotify
YES IN 2022 TOO 😭😭
2022, right there with you
Mid 2022 and still wishing.
Almost 2023 guys and gals
cant tell if this song fucks me up or calms me down
same
Pretty much the same! If I'm down it helps because I can understand my emotions better!!
In the end does it even matter.. it’s amazing
i’ve been coming back to this exact video for the last 11 years holy
this song needs to be approx. 45 minutes longer
tru
Just put it on repeat for days. It usually works.
To all those currently hurting,
This song made me sob once because I first heard it when someone I loved hurt me more than anyone ever has. It still makes me think of all the shit he put me through, but I can smile knowing I have someone so much better in my life now.
I just wanted to say that I know how it feels to have been in this horrible, dark, inescapable place because of someone else and I would never wish that kind of heartbreak on anybody. But please believe me (even if you only believe a little bit) when I say that you will come out the other side stronger.
I know love has hurt you, but there is a kind of love that can help you recover and bandage up the wounds: self-love.
Take some time out of this morning or afternoon (or any other time of day it may be) and focus on you. Do something for you. Take a bubble bath. Treat yourself to a fancy coffee. Get lost in a book all day.
Life is too short. Don't let someone who isn't worthy of your love anymore break down your self confidence and self worth. You are important and strong and brave, and you WILL get through this without them.
And if you don't feel quite strong enough to love yourself yet, that's okay. You are one step closer all the time, and I am so proud of you.
Isabel Hassan Wow I. Wow. This actually made me feel a bit better. Thank you.
...thank you ♡
needed this today thank u
Talk about ripping open old wounds man
i wonder what his professor's reaction to hearing this song was
I bet he cried
I hate you so fucking much for leaving me and giving up on me. But above everything that I feel about you, I still miss you and I am still fucking in love with you.
feel u bro
+Toff Flores It's been 9 months and I can't forget her.
Same dude. Ohmygod
^^^^^^^
+Holly Renshaw same. been about a year
Why isn't this on spotify? :(
Yasna Severinsen 4 years later and it's still not on Spotify
we're getting scammed
bandcamp guys
Ikkrrr. A lot of the songs i love arent on it so i just ended up downloadin songs to my phone
@@isthismikz Its $1000 on bandcamp my dude
It's Been A Year And I Can't Forget Her.
It'll be a year on May 7
+Hayley Hernandez a year this October /:
+Tyler McKoon also a year this October fuck it sucks
hugs to you all
Hug
Sad bc it's so good but only 2 minutes but honestly I don't think I'd emotionally be able to handle it if this song was longer
I miss you brittani. I'm sorry i wasnt the best at love. I miss everything about you and the 2 years we shared. Hope this new guy treats you better....
The lines where he is screaming/almost crying gets me every fucking time
Julia Jensen I cry every single time man. Such raw emotion.
This. Stabbed. Me. In. My. Fucking. Heart.
Agreed.
The goosebumps this song gives me are unreal. Only true, emotion inducing music can do that to someone. This song is perfection.
It's already July of 2020 and we're still tracking if this'll be available in Spotify.
We NEED this on spotify!
2024 still waiting for this to be on Spotify
Dude it's been almost 3yrs since my ex left me. I've been getting better but holy fuck did this song reopen some wounds deep down inside. Gotta Love Citizen.
this is so good but you must hear “Winding Road” by SLT 🤘 🎹
I miss you Joanna. And I know it was a bad idea dating a foreign exchange student but I just couldn't help it. And now your 5,000 miles away and we ended on a bad note and now there's nothing I can do about it. It breaks my heart everyday.
i wasnt really paying attention to the song ( let me remind you that its the first time ive heard it). when it ended i was so shocked, i started crying and yelled out "NO IT CAN'T END. IT CAN'T END LIKE THIS NOOOO" my mum came in and said i should probably get some friends....
who needs friends when you can have music feels?
derek carriger A normal, functioning human being.
Who wants to be normal exactly?
r/ShitThatNeverHappened
my favorite song by them
I've never been in a relationship but this song still fucks me up real good
it makes me think about my best friend #perspective
2 years 1 month and 20 days later, I'm still in the hole you left me in. And there hasn't been a day where I haven't thought of being with you. You broke me beyond repair. But thanks for everything, I hope you're making out alright.
Even though I wish this song was much longer, it is still one of the greatest songs I have heard in my life.
2019 who still here!
dunno whats more upsetting, the song or the comments
god i swear you ruined me for anyone else but i still think on you everyday and there hasn't been a day when i haven't wanted to be with you
Kathryn Davis hug
Still feel the same?
This song literally makes me cry, I relate so much.
This song fucked me up.
this song breaks my heart, I can relate so much ughHHhhH (but so good)
This video is so good, I had thought it was an actual/official lyric video before I scrolled down and saw the downbar omfg
wish this song was so much longer ):
You were my everything. Now I'm your nothing
I listen to this song way too often for how much it fucks my head up
This song is incredible 👍
1:16 my fav part
*brings tear to eye*
Beautiful
ugh. why are you still crossing my mind?
you always cross my mind..
time was never on our side
It's 2022, why is this not on spotify? Smh, such a banger
this is so good but you must hear “Winding Road” by SLT 🤘 🎹
I listen to this everyday just by getting through the day
this is so good but you must hear “Winding Road” by SLT 🤘🎶
@@beezybeez4207 thanks
@@charlesjohnstone6203 🤘🙏
That feeling you get when you hear a new song and your whole body goes numb with chills...
This was the song I've been needing to hear. I haven't yet found a song that expresses exactly what I want to say until this one.
You still cross my fucking mind all the time. I will never stop loving you
She still breaks my heart...
most underrated citizen song
for zach, my very first love, you will always carry my heart, i am so happy you are free and can find someone who will love you better than i ever could // this song is for you because i remember how badly you prepare for timing, and how timing was never on our side, i love you and please take care of yourself
im not mad at you anymore for showing up hours late and for still coming over when i was mad and told you not to, im not mad anymore
But you should know that you cross mine all the time..
OH MY GOD this one was SPOT ON. i mean it. this song. major 🔑.
One of the best citizen songs 🖤
this is amazing, i love this, i want to learn how to play it
I swear to god you’ll always be that 21 year old small town girl to me...I hope you find someone who thinks of you as much as I do my love. Goodbye baby. I’ll miss you so much.
this is like my life in a song, i cant wait to see them next week
Love the song. And a great lyric video. Well done
I'm still in love with you stupidhead
same
This should be their legitimate music video for this song. I love it. and the song is absolutely fucking perfect.
Breaks my heart when he says, "I never even fucking crossed your mind." The feels...
Goosebumps every time.
God dammit this song kills me. After spending 10 months with the person I thought I'd be with for the rest of my life to being dumped out of nowhere has really fucked me up in the head
Love you guys!
One thing I hate about Citizen is that their songs are so short. ;c
I think they're so short bc they fill their songs with such emotion that it doesn't even have to be long
This song hits right too the feels
IM LAYING IN BED AT ALMOST 4 IN THE MORNING CRYING OVER THIS SONG
First time hearing this particular track and I love it. Fucking supreme.
Although this song makes me sad I can't help but think "This man is fucking brilliant", it really shows that feeling sad about these kind of things is perfectly normal. Well atleast thats what I feel like when I hear it...
Tfw you miss ur ex but also wanted them dead
IDK HOW TO FEEL THIS IS CONFUSING
I FEEL YOU ON THIS
Everyone is bearing their souls in these comments so here's mine:
Dear Libby, it's been just under a year and you still cross my mind all the time. But I'm doing better then I was and I hope you're doing fine. I hope he's better for you, but goddamn I wish I could've been. But it's alright, and I hope your life turns out fine.
My friend told me about this song and to check it out. So glad that I did
i done fucked up
charlie i am so angry at you i hate you i hate you i hate how much i don't hate you not even a little bit and not even at all i hate that it's been a year since we've been together and i'm still not over you i hate that i know i don't cross your mind as often as you cross mine and i wish i'd never fucked everything up so bad i just want you to know i look for you in everyone and i can't believe you're gone
Feels
+Azia Bachelier sorry m8
goddamn.
How is this still not on Spotify
Wow, I love this so much
And I've heard you said one time, that I never even fucking cross your mind and I guess I'll act like that's fine, but you should know that you cross mine all the time...
Lucy, we spent 6 years on and off, I know we both hurt eachother alot, you were able to move on while all i did was hurt people cause of the hole that was left where u were. When i left for the navy and u said youd marry me, the last thing i expected was for you to go buck wild, but its fine, i love you. I will always love you. I wish I could hear you say you love me and mean it.
Angel, you deserved so much better then me, im so sorry you fought through all my insecurities just to see that im still in love with her. You are such an amazing woman and i wanted to marry you, but i kept hurting you and i hated it. I spiraled out of control and you did your best to stop it but all that happen was you were the closest one to the blast. You never deserved to be hurt like that. I know u 2 will never see this but i love you.
I wish it was on iTunes, it's such an amazing song!
i loved you
Best song ever. Period
This song upsets me so much, but it's perfect.
omg this is very cool
I really like this song for some reason
Remembered this song when I heard that my ex girlfriend, the only girl I have ever loved is engaged. Shit hit me like a brick.
wish this song was longer!
This song makes me fucking cry badly at times
I miss you so much, I miss our late night car rides and our make out sessions in the parking lot of your work, I miss singing the 1975 with you as the cigarette smoke and the cold hair hits our faces and all my anxiety and depression is tucked away. I miss you. I just miss you so fucking much shelby, I hope you're doing fine and I hope he treats you well. I love you I always will
god fucking dammit you still cross mine
Love this song
I cry.
nothing worse than a wasted connection.
Should I write a message to the one that broke my heart also or.... e.e
Do it. Even know if its to late
why is this amazing song not on spotify!
Amazing song
When you have no soul but this song hits your feel spot.. damn
Beautiful
I don't even relate to this song but I love it!
the video is perfect! this song is perfect! and fucking mat is perfect ! jebus i love citizen.
why i cant find this song on spotify?? :'(
awesome dude.
Truly . I do love her and that's my secret
damn