HOW TO BLOW UP ON TIK TOK!!! (DEC 2021)

my laptop died when i was at 270 words. thats not that many but you'll literally never know what they were and that's so sad. i thought the title was funny and i like things that are funny. i especially like this artist i follow on instagram who turns the cracks in the pavement into little chalk people. david zinn. now those r funny and fun! i needed a month to myself but i didn't ever say it out loud so i just kind of stumbled through content and kept all my feelings bottled up. what a strange season of life! it is very strange doing what i'm doing and working on things i'm working on. it's overwhelming really just being allowed to do all of this and people wanting to hear stuff and see stuff im doing. i think 2022 is gonna be very good for all of us, but for the rest of 2021 while we are all quiet and listening to each other i want to just appreciate everything you've all done for me this year. i think the people who read these little things either just like reading or are the most dedicated of the bunch. you're on youtube anyway! this is my smallest audience. i love it here i love these videos i make and i love the people that watch them. let's all approach the coming year and say collectively it's our year, i want everyone to come out of it next year in a better place than when they entered. we can do that can we not? this is getting rambly, they're telling me rambly's not a word but i don't want to hear it right now. they're not even going to read my description how can they know it's not a word? by this point maybe i've made it damn word. anyway, all this to just say thank you all for being here, thank u to everyone who's been here for so long and thank u to anyone in the future who reads this description and all my descriptions before it. this is monument to the beautiful thing we've all built together here.
to summarize
this year has been incredible
i got very overwhelmed and spiraly over the last month
but now we are all here again and the next year is going to be tremendous.
also this is literally just a voice memo i should've said that. this is like the voice memo i do right when i finish a song, i can sing it a lot better. idk what'll happen with this song i dont really mind either way. but it fits here tremendously!
thank u for being here and for listening and for caring and for sticking around. being able to do this means the world to me and you cannot understand how grateful i am for it. i like saying it here the most because i don't feel like i'm screaming into noise. thank u.
big heart
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peter