Treat myself better [multifandom]

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  • čas přidán 11. 01. 2023
  • Wow, okay im actually doing this, it's been so long it's scary actually. I've been gone for a long time now, but I'm alive tho. This was all feels tbh, and idk it just ended up like this without any plan, but I don't think I've ever had a plan i've followed anyways so.
    I really love this song, and every song I love I wanna share with you. And I feel like this video is the definition of me "not being okay" lmao, cause when she posts this kind of content you know something is going on...omg, I don't even remember how to write descriptions...but it's fine, I'm okay. I'm okay!! Editing actually really makes me feel like I'm allowed to "feel" life even tho it's painful and hard. Like you can watch a movie and cry about your own life...but you're still crying about the movie if that makes sense.
    I hope some of the things on my channel still can make someone's day better. It's honestly my only goal with this channel. And I hope I still have some of my skills, even tho this does not feel remotely good. But, I have been out of the editing game for a long time now, and I hope I can just sit down and play around with whatever idea I might have cause I've actually really missed creating things. I just need to post this and not think about it cause the more I think the worse I feel like this video is and this description is so. I hope someone can relate to this. Yt is strict so I don't wanna get banned or get a warning, but I still think it's important to be real and honest even tho it goes against YT guidelines. It's hard making videos when you have to fit into a box and not being able to create what you want. Even tho I've been more busy with life and stuff, I think its one of the main reasons I lost the inspiration to make real things, because the more real I am, the more strikes I get...and I don't wanna lose this channel so, I'm being careful. Anyways sorry for the rant, thank you to every single person who still watched my videos, I know a lot of them have been taken down, but the fact that you're still watching means the world. Thank you so much. I hope someone likes this. hugs.
  • Krátké a kreslené filmy

Komentáře • 26

  • @eshaxee
    @eshaxee Před rokem +19

    missed your edits so much! hope you're doing well🤍

  • @ellamadison6760
    @ellamadison6760 Před rokem +12

    this is so well done- your edits are always the best

  • @intothestarlight4443
    @intothestarlight4443 Před rokem +3

    I hope you'll be ok,I'm glad you're sharing your feelings with us and your videos always help me when I'm having a hard time. You're my favorite editor by far. Wishing all the best for you ❤️

  • @jordanseaborn9607
    @jordanseaborn9607 Před rokem +4

    I love this so much!!

  • @miriameclipse7953
    @miriameclipse7953 Před rokem +2

    Right on time

  • @samelis6546
    @samelis6546 Před 9 měsíci

    So happy that you're back. I enjoy watching your edits. They give me feels, all kinds of feelings, at depths I don't experience in my life because, obviously, my life's not a movie. Anyway, I saw that you noted that you hoped it made someone's day better. It really does for me. So, I hope you keep doing your thing. You have a talent for making edits alright. Keep it up and don't let those mean self thoughts get to you.

  • @douaab1518
    @douaab1518 Před rokem

    Glad you're back I hope you're doing well ! Your edits are my favorite ❤

  • @wildxheart
    @wildxheart Před rokem

    This is incredible

  • @bronwinsanderson6343
    @bronwinsanderson6343 Před rokem

    I love this!

  • @natalija7
    @natalija7 Před rokem

    Love this ❤️

  • @atedansommy1916
    @atedansommy1916 Před rokem

    I really love your videos btw and I feel the same way at this video it’s hurts much like you space out in the middle of nowhere…
    Hopefully your gonna be okay and take care God bless💙

  • @stephlang3073
    @stephlang3073 Před rokem

    I was watching your Sharing the Secret edit last week and thought about you. Hope you’re okay!

  • @jjwolfhard4024
    @jjwolfhard4024 Před rokem

    Omgg you used skins 🤩

  • @Lillllebror
    @Lillllebror Před rokem +2

    Legit checked for a new vid yesterday, and now this 🙌🙌

  • @laurenxvlogs
    @laurenxvlogs Před rokem

    i miss all your old ED vids that are deleted now. Wish you could repost them, they were iconic

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  Před rokem

      Me too! I dont want to be blocked from this channel, thats the only reason why

    • @laurenxvlogs
      @laurenxvlogs Před rokem

      you should upload it on the emily K channel! if you can, those videos are too amazing to not exist anymore

  • @rhistr8
    @rhistr8 Před rokem

    What is the last scene from? Also, I love all your videos, this one is amazing.

  • @maeveedits2021
    @maeveedits2021 Před rokem +1

    This is so funny:) these days I hurt myself with a sharp things cause for stupid reasons and I I really really tried to stop it but this is the only think that makes me OK for some shitty hours. And then I need to hurt myself , hurt my wrist just punish myself
    I'm shaking, I... I'm not ok actually but
    I can't talk about it .
    I'm saying these things here cause noone knows who I am.
    I really need someone hug me and help me at least in this time. But fun fact :
    No one helps you
    I'm not ok. I hurt my body
    I think I Don't deserve it

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  Před rokem

      Im so sorry. Im glad you told someone about your pain, its to much to keep all inside. This is a safe space. If you wanna talk to me, you can. Ill listen. Ill take some of your pain if you can dare to share it. I dont know youre pain, but i know pain, and you should NOT be ALONE with it. My insta is vildeemiliekj, message me anytime, I MEAN IT! youre not alone, i see you, and im so sorry you have to feel this way. You deserve the world. Take care as much as you can. You’re brave for sharing!

    • @maeveedits2021
      @maeveedits2021 Před rokem

      @@VEKProduction if I talk about my pain, you won't turn back on me and then tell me enough? Or idk .
      God
      I really want to talk but I'm scared. I.... why talking is too hard?😂💔

  • @Puhdge
    @Puhdge Před rokem

    Og jeg som trodde fredag den 13. skulle være en ulykkesdag????

    • @Puhdge
      @Puhdge Před rokem

      Og shoutout for litt Looking for Alaska inni der 👀

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  Před rokem

      🥹🥹🥹 smelt

  • @bingjohniken8363
    @bingjohniken8363 Před rokem

    ✔️ 'promo sm'