Same as you, I've also been dealing with something weird. Idk if I'm going crazy or maybe I'm depressed. When I was 6 years old, my father walked out on my mom, my siblings and I. After that we all lost touch in god. It hasn't been until recently that I started becoming afraid of what happens to us after death. Since I've lost touch in god, at an early age, I've only believed the idea of non existence after death. The idea of not existing anymore scares the crap out of me. I've been feeling empty. I've zoned out dozens of times at work just thinking about it. I'm 22 years old now, and I fear the unkown. Knowing that I won't be on this earth forever, has changed the way I feel about life in general. I've decided that I need to break out of my shell and become spontaneous, outgoing ect. Because I only have one life, I have to make the most of it. We're all human. We feel insecurities and fear the unknown. But humans have overcome many of obstacles that life throws at us. Don't be afraid. It wont be an overnight thing, but you will blossom.
Same as you, I've also been dealing with something weird. Idk if I'm going crazy or maybe I'm depressed. When I was 6 years old, my father walked out on my mom, my siblings and I. After that we all lost touch in god. It hasn't been until recently that I started becoming afraid of what happens to us after death. Since I've lost touch in god, at an early age, I've only believed the idea of non existence after death. The idea of not existing anymore scares the crap out of me. I've been feeling empty. I've zoned out dozens of times at work just thinking about it. I'm 22 years old now, and I fear the unkown. Knowing that I won't be on this earth forever, has changed the way I feel about life in general. I've decided that I need to break out of my shell and become spontaneous, outgoing ect. Because I only have one life, I have to make the most of it. We're all human. We feel insecurities and fear the unknown. But humans have overcome many of obstacles that life throws at us. Don't be afraid. It wont be an overnight thing, but you will blossom.