Depression, Anxiety and Agrophobia, My truth and my Reality. My story done my way, with fixed Audio.

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  • čas přidán 7. 09. 2024
  • Fixed Audio File thank God for editors. and helpful friends. thankyou Mr Hands for your help today...
    My Journey, My story of coping with Depression, Anxiety, Agoraphobia, sads and physical illness and how I try to overcome it too. My true life story. Today and every day.
    I don’t need bullies to come at me I cope with enough. I’m stronger than any bullying right now.
    I’m a warrior...my path out of the darkness is here. My future and my way forward towards recovery.

Komentáře • 7

  • @LivingtheDreamtv
    @LivingtheDreamtv Před 5 lety +3

    Thank you for sharing your story! You have been through hell. I love how authentic and genuine you are.

    • @Jinxs-Journey
      @Jinxs-Journey  Před 5 lety +1

      Living the Dream thanks I try to be as honest as I can and genuine and want to help others who need a small hand sometimes to cope better.

  • @davinastanton3865
    @davinastanton3865 Před 5 lety +1

    Oh my beautiful friend, you have made me not so alone in this world.
    I am so,so proud of you and how you talk about your past. I haven't got to that place yet.
    My daughter pops in every day and my husband is always here.
    My nightmare started so long ago. Maybe one day i will be brave like you and tell my story.
    I let my husband hear you saying about missing your appointments. Because i do this too.
    I haven't got a judgemental bone in my body.
    People do bully others especially on here. And it's so awful and wrong.
    You are so kind, unselfish and caring lovely lady.
    We are all on a journey of some kind. I am so sorry this happened to you back then.
    You are an inspiration for people who are feeling low. Thankyou Layla for doing this video.
    Oodles of love darling. X 💗💓💕💞

    • @Jinxs-Journey
      @Jinxs-Journey  Před 5 lety

      Davina Stanton you brought a tear to my eye. Hugs yes life is very difficult even a simple appointment to others can cause me a major meltdown. Yes your not alone I’m always here if you even need me. I only told part of my story hoping it will help people see there is hope for you. You can get through this I am doing so. Hugs you can too but in your own time. I’m glad u have support there it helps. Hobbies help me a lot as I live alone but do have a partner but due to my mh I can’t live with him right now. But he is supportive to me.

    • @Jinxs-Journey
      @Jinxs-Journey  Před 5 lety

      Davina Stanton I forgot to add oddles of love back to you. I haven’t told u this before but your support has meant that at times when I did want to give up here you kept me going especially during those times when people were being unkind. So know that you being here has helped me so so much and I treasure your friendship. If I can do anything for you let me know because you have been a true friend to me and I really do appreciate it as I know you have had some times that were tough and still were here for me. Sending love always and Thanks for all you have done for me without prob realising how much you have done. Your amazing.

    • @davinastanton3865
      @davinastanton3865 Před 5 lety +1

      @@Jinxs-Journey
      Yes i have support thankfully, even though sometimes they don't understand me.
      So much has happened in my life and my precious Mam was my rock. Losing her,my whole life changed.
      I cannot get in a taxi and visit her, we were always together and I did everything with her.
      We are never prepared for what happens in our lives. 😢💔
      I married at 19 in 1976, which back then you did get married, not like now. But sadly I didn't know what I was getting myself into.
      Narcissist he was for sure.
      Three beautiful daughter's later we got away. But it took me fifteen years to heal and enjoy my daughters growing up.
      I did remarry when i was able to trust again.
      Life is so cruel to some people beautiful Layla.
      Please take care of yourself and I am always here for you to sweetheart. X 💕💓💞💗

    • @Jinxs-Journey
      @Jinxs-Journey  Před 5 lety

      Davina Stanton I think I have been in a similar situation with my first marriage. Married to a violent drunk who destroyed me I rebuilt then this attack I mention happened. I will pick myself up again, you have done amazingly well. I don’t have my mum to talk to now sadly we don’t speak. I want to try one day to speak to her again. You have come so far and I am so proud of you. It is hard to open up to people and doing so brings that pain to the surface again. I’m so glad you managed to get away and your daughters have grown up so beautifully because of you I am sure of. Looks after yourself too and don’t be ashamed of where u are right now it’s a step forward towards recovering. Slow steps even baby steps count I am sure you can do this. I know I will always have my depression but I try to not let it beat me down. I challenge myself to small steps each month. A short trip here and their out my comfort zone but at my own pace. As long as u try you are doing what u can. 💕❤️💜💐