My Partner Is My Favourite Person
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- čas přidán 2. 07. 2024
- I didn't even think I had a favourite person! Everything was going well for me until I found out I might not have 100% of my partner's time and attention 100% of the time.
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Hi everybody, I'm Rich, and welcome to my channel!
I've spent my adult life living with Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, and Narcissistic Personality Disorder, NPD. I was finally diagnosed in 2019 and have spent the last three years working through therapy, which has recently come to an end.
In my videos I share my experiences living with these conditions, and the things I've learned about how to deal with them. I've come a long way in healing, but I'm nowhere near the end of my journey.
I'm definitely not any form of medical professional, and my videos should absolutely not be used in place of actual therapy or other real help. I'm just a guy with a camera and microphone, who loves the sound of his own voice.
I know this feeling well as am in same position! When you reply to a message instantly but wait hours for a reply checking when they were online, when they choose to see friend when your free so you take it personally, when you think about them 24/7 and want to be with them or talking to them but know that it’s your BPD and you need to resist so you don’t drive them away. It’s so hard… trying to work out correct balance as all hobbies disappear as they become your everything… any time they are free you are there to not miss chance to see them and be around them…. Yeah…. It sucks
your videos have been a beacon for me into understanding myself a bit better. when I had a fp I felt so alone and frustrated because It didnt feel possible to get out and be happy doing my own thing, but it is and its so easy to forget when your in the depths of it. thanks for being the few people who keeps it real when talking about bpd, I feel so much less alone
How are your poets so timely??!
I’m my bfs favorite person, and for just over a year it’s been hell. He’s undiagnosed, really stressed, and can’t seem to go a week without splitting on me, then isolating himself at his place for weeks/months.
He can’t explain why he does any of it, but I’ve learned so much on here. It’s like you’re narrating his thoughts for me and it’s helped me keep my own emotions in check.
Thank you. Xx
Man!!! best videos about BPD on YT. Congratulations!
Glad you like them!
Please could you do a video on BPD and us asking to much or needing to know to much, my gf who is my fav person says I am pushing her away always wanting to know details of stuff even though for me it’s to understand stuff better . Cheers
I know exactly what you're going through and it's tough for us men that suffer from this disorder.We can be high functioning at times to the point where some would look at us and never imagine the things we actually go through at times.But as you said and I've told myself while experiencing this symptom randomly at some point or the other,there's truly a part of us that is self aware and if there were a button to turn this problem off wed simply press it and stop it forever.Its hard sometimes and I'm with you brother on that just know there are other men that are feeling the same vulnerability at times and you can and will get past it
This is illuminating. I think I am a favorite person for my dear friend, and she is very upset and angry with me now as I moved to another country for a year for a lucrative work contract, so I think she feels abandoned. She is pretty much not speaking to me for the last few weeks, and I miss her and value her friendship immensely, so really hope we can fix this.
I'm sorry that's happening. I hope you can sort it out.
Fab!
This is calling me out but I never knew all these years.. how??
its kind of like were still babies
It’s mentally draining 🥲 God bless my partner for being understanding and patient of my splitting