cleaning my room // *depression edition*
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- čas přidán 10. 07. 2020
- like & comment if your depression room is as much of a mess as mine ✌🏼
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watching this sitting in the middle of a depression dirty room. inspired to clean? for sure. motivated? definitely. will I clean? not today.
“not today” but then it never happens LOL
My usual answer is "tomorrow" but tomorrow never comes 😅
and that's ok! sometimes you need a break :)
im not ready to clean mine..but i got told if i didnt clean it again (i cleaned it last week) i would lose all my things.
Same girl, same!
I need you to do more of these!! It was very realistic, and I have depression/anxiety as well and made me feel better about my room situation lol. I also really like the way you filmed it, so if you do make more, I think they should all be like this
Ahhh yay okay I will!! ❤️
I need more "depression editions" of things. Because I relate so hard to this. While I love watching aesthetic, beautiful cleaning videos, it's also super unrealistic as someone who's depressed, anxious, and in chronic pain. I'm lucky if I clean up my house before it turns into a hoarder home.
"Oh there's my vibrator.." YES! Made me lol so much but also - we need more normality about that stuff!
lmao it is normal
@@_mila9377 it's normal but more people need to talk about it like it is
@@_mila9377 not to a lot of people unfortunately,its still something considered taboo especially with women-men get a free pass usually unless they do anything anally/use male toys aside from like a fleshlight
@@emilyanne1562 isn't that a private thing to discuss tho? I think yeah it's normal but.. it's still private. A period is normal but I don't openly discuss it. Pooping during childbirth is normal (I did it 😩) but again, I don't openly discuss it.. maybe I'm just a private person idk 😬
The Stay at Home Marine listen were normalizing stuff. sit down
Becoming a clean minimalist has almost cured my anxiety and depression
I used to be like this... Looking at all her "stuff" was giving me anxiety flashbacks... I'm now a minimalist and it has certainly assisted in controlling my mental health issues 🧡🌿☮
same. then i got depressed again now idk what to do 😍🥴
Seems like you aren’t depressed just a slob
I have horrible anxiety and im always sad.. How did you get it to actually stay clean
Hmm I’ll try that with my bestie she has reallly bad anxiety and can never keep her things organized
3 things-
1. would looooove a lounge wear haul, that’s literally all i wear.
2. yes to q&a
3. don’t apologize for this video not being like other peoples videos, you are YOU. allow and accept your content to represent the real you & not someone that you think people want you to be! We love you!!✨💛
I honestly feel like the ADHD and Depression is just part of her personality at this point. (not a bad thing!) So seeing her in a aesthetic zen ass video would just not make sense. I would much rather see the distractible distraught Meghan we all know and love and relate to because damn ADHD is rough but at least I am not the only one haha.
I have it too and I’m honestly wondering, how could it not be part of my personality🤔
I love that you and grace helbig are the same person in different fonts
am I comic sans
Meghan Rienks aha NO comic sans is a crime
@@MeghanRienks I can't decide if ur comic sans or courier new
HAHAHHAHHAA I LOVE THAT THIS MAKES SENSE :')
Why does this actually make so much sense though
“Did I get distracted and haven’t done anything yet? Yes” everytime I clean my room lmaooo
Yep... I’m watching you clean your “mess” while I just look at my mess. It’s 1:30 on a Saturday afternoon and I have done nothing... except feed and let the dogs out. Anyone else take better care of your pets than yourself?🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️
Yesss, I swear my hamster and Degus are spoiled while I am sitting like on Amazon looking at more things for them, when I should be hoovering 😂😂
Oh always. My cats live like Kings
Ellen Taylor-King but they NEEED those Amazon things! 😆😆
Eryn1321 as they should!
They are the only ones that really matter 🤷♀️
DO MORE VIDEOS LIKE THIS, I haven’t watched you in years, but this brought me right back to what I love about you. So real. So good.
I'm screaming at the fact that she said she wasn't going to keep the Pizza and Puppies shirt and not even a few clips later she was wearing it. I am so glad that she made this video to show the reality of how depression gets and not everyone white, pristine, clean youtuber room isn't always so perfect
This is so relatable. I literally always thought being “messy” was a part of my personality and then I realized I was depressed hahaha
Meghan on the “puppies and pizza” shirt: not feeling it, bye ALSO Meghan: wearing it in the next clip lolol
Just was scrolling to find this comment 😂 I remember when ClevverStyle promoted those shirts
The little “ my apologies to the virgos” when she started rolling her sweatpants 😂 thank you lol
My anxiety makes me clean regardless of my depression. But bless my husband for keeping things clean while I'm shutting down and can't get out of bed 😩
I come back to this video every time I find myself in my messy room, paralyzed by my anxiety/depression. It always helps knowing I’m not alone ♥️
Thank you for being open and candid about your mental health💕it makes me feel like I'm not alone,especially when I'm struggling to hold it together,so thank you!
YES. We do want to see a loungewear collection. Also... more depressed cleaning stuff. Because I know most of us can related and need to clean something too 😅
I love that you’re sharing content on your own terms and when you want to! It makes it all the more enjoyable to watch. Also I relate to this entire thing 😂
Also I would love a vanity clean! I Love that type of video. Btw, I’m currently taking a break from deep cleaning my apartment and I am feeling this video. Thanks!
This video is really giving me the motivation to clean my room 😅
yay!!!
I definitely relate to this, especially during the pandemic I've been worse, but pulling through it all is rewarding. I hope you are feeling better
Thank you for being so relatable and real! I love the ADHD style clean video, it’s exactly how I do things! And watching other ones can be discouraging instead of motivating sometimes.
going through an awful depressive funk rn and this really motivated me to clean my own room! thank uuuuu
Yes to the lounge wear video! And yes to a video cleaning that makeup mess! This was so relaxing to watch
Meghan: my room is messy because I’m depressed
Me with a messy room because I’m messy: 👁👄👁
If you are not depressed, then if you get the motivation to clean it I PROMISE you will feel SOOO MUCH BETTER! You posted this comment a year ago, so I hope your doing ok now
I love how messy this was in every fashion. I’m here for it. Also yes to the loungewear video, would love to see it.
Honestly my anxiety has been through the roof for the past few weeks and my room was driving me crazy. I cleaned while you cleaned... so thank you
I have anxiety which means my room isn’t the best... and I HATE when I’m watching a cleaning video and it’s not really dirty but I really appreciated this video because it’s REALISTIC
Ugh feel her pain. I just got out what I call a “depression whole” and my entire condo was a total disaster!
I’m so proud of you Meghan!!!
I know how hard it is to find motivation for this stuff and I am so proud that you got to the point to do this
12:58 - **Has a million pairs of sweatpants**
Me - Has literally none. I am not kidding, I out grew all of them-
I love this one. Its relatable rather than being like, oh look at me I'm a put together adult and I'm always on top of my stuff. We all feel days that we're low, procrastinate, busy etc etc. Love your videos 💜💜 I really want to see the vanity 🤣🤣 especially if it looks anything like mine
Me: Looks around messy room
Also Me: Guiltily sinks down in bed and continues eating ice cream
oh my god that is exactly what i’m doing right now
Honestly Meghan, I’m so grateful for this video, I actual organized and decluttered my clutter pile on my vanity solely because this video was so relatable (not Depression related for me this time but spoonie/chronic fatigue related and being alone in quarantine with no help related), and I’m so proud of all the work I did so thank you, make more they really help, I want real not just aesthetic or zen 😘. Real is better, so keep doing and being it!
I need a depression / adhd version of everything, this is soo good to watch
Here! Maybe this will help :D
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See I love the idea of being a minimalist, but I’m an artist so I already have a lot of paint and art supplies, plus I just accumulate a lot of things and get attached to random things and I think that I just wouldn’t be able to do it, seeing others do it is so satisfying though 😂
Wow I've never been this early to anyone's video ever. Meghan, I feel like we're friends. Love the podcast, good job posting a video that's not a pod. You did it! 💕💫✌️
❤️❤️ YAY thank you!!! go me! hahaha
I just finished your book and I really, really loved it. It spoke to me in so many ways, and really did help me feel less alone. Thank you so much for how honest you were in the book and I'm currently recommending it to everyone I know!!!!
This is encouraging me to clean now. Thank you! This is so relatable. I watched all the way through, but now I'm playing again for background noise as I start cleaningggg NOW!
YESS here so early for Meghan? Who else is excited to have Meghan back💕🤩
THE SHANE CO AD SHIRT OMG 😂 if you’re from the bay area you know
thank you for sharing this!! loved how realistic it was. i have anxiety and chronic pain, so i don’t clean my room as often as i should and i always felt shitty abt myself for it. so thank you for this
Thank you for solidifying Toby as an actual brand and not a fever dream because I’ve been wondering for a few weeks now
As a depressed person ITS THE FOOD FOR ME
"do people usually do this In one day because it has taken me weeks... And that's on ADHD."
I mean mines on chronic pain, depression, and anxiety but SAME
Also love this because way more realistic for me XD would love more because it makes me feel less alone!
@Eryn1321 hey, im a chronic pain sufferer too! This is totally how things go for us. Gets messy, then gets overwhelming to think about cleaning because we can't physically manage it all in one day or sometimes even by ourselves. Just wanted to say you arent alone!!! ❤💕
Before chronic pain I was cleaning my room and moving furniture to clean everything and..... Yeah.... Uh... Not happening now.
Whoo thanks! My room has been a nightmare for literal years because it got so bad when I was in school and I could never seem to dig myself out if it. Finally got out if school and people in my family started listening about my pain and I figured out it was he combo of my mental and physical health making it impossible for me to do alone. And since my sister moved out if our room and house a few years back I haven't had any help. Well "thanks" to quarantine I finally got some help from my mom so it's slow as hell but the mess is receding.
Hopefully we will be able to clean it up and actually fix my room to a livable state.
I love organization, it's the cleaning before hand that kills me. Especially since I can't do a lot of bending, lifting ect.
I loved this because it felt way more close to "real" for me
@@VampyricDeth I'm so glad you finally got some help. Its so much easier to keep things organized when the bulk of the big cleaning is done. My boyfriend works all day and does construction, so he comes home and just cant do any more. So I was lucky enough that I had a friend come help me a few weeks ago, he really helped me knock it out, he did the stuff i couldn't do (I also cant bend or lift much, and i cant stand for too long so cleaning floors is very hard), and that help allowed me to really make homes for certain things so it will be easy for me to put it back right away when I'm done with it and all that. Being chronically ill is hard in ways people don't even consider. Like cleanliness. We dont want to live in a mess. We dont want our space to be disheveled and cluttered. I know that being in an unorganized messy space makes my anxiety go through the roof, and following that I get depressed that my home doesnt look nice all the time. But it is not my fault, it isnt your fault, we have things out of our control that make basic functions hard. We got this though! I hope having things more cleaned up does some serious good for your mental health, I know when mental health is good, it is easier to manage physical pain. Best of luck❤
@@ailaoctober it's a lot easier when things are organized because yeah it helps mentally. But my dad's got hording tendencies and so the whole house is a mess. So we are starting small and the small spot is my room. My mom and I made huge progress and we finally have a corner where we can see the floor and have chairs we can sit in! It's slow going because my mom and I both have chronic pain but so do most of my friends 😂 hopefully tho with a few more weeks of working slowly we can get it down some more. Can only do it on the weekend tho, unless a friend or my sister can help out but that is also up in the air. I'm taking it slowly and trying to keep it as clean as possible while I do. I just try to remember that progress is progress no matter how small.
This made me feel accomplished and genuinely helped me clean my room. I feel better, thanks Meghan I appreciate you!
Yessss I love cleaning and organising videos!! Loved this video!
I saw the title and my only thought was "wow me too."
1:30 "did i get distracted and have done nothing yet so far... yes."
Me watching this video
Honestly, I really needed to see this. It made me feel less alone in my depression experience. Thank you so much ❤️
I love that this was done over a couple of days because that’s definitely my vibe. One day is just too much! Would love to see more videos like this in the future!
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those Shane Co. ads play in my state too!! pretty sure this is some kind of conspiracy. everyone in the US has a friend in the diamond business
Same from Atlanta. I started reading the shirt and could hear the ad in my head!
Same!!😱👀
I love watching cleaning videos when I clean because I have so many clothes and I clean one day then the next day u can’t walk in there again.
I love your videos so much. I click on them as soon as I get a notification. Stay strong, we love you 💕
was this the kick in the butt i needed to do my own depression-cleaning? yes.
did it work? no.
i swear everyone in the bay has that Shane co ad memorized lol, myself included
bay arean here and i still hear the shane co. ad whenever i'm listening to the radio. it's truly iconic.
Thank you so much for this! I’ve never came across a cleaning video that was relatable until now many people don’t understand how depression can physically disable you from doing basic things sometimes.
Me, depressed, watching this in my messy apartment:👁👄👁
“Does anyone remember Tobi??? That’s sooo long ago”
Me, someone who still orders their clothes: 👁👄👁
I love how you showed your actual depression mess unlike other people who tidy up BEFORE the video. Your video is literally the BESSSSTTT clean up video I’ve watched. You kept it super real and you are literally me when I clean my room. It takes weeks sometimes and you motivated me to clean hehe thank yiu
This is so satisfying also your personality is so relieving to see how genuine and dorky you are 🖤
Hey girl idk if you knew this, but I just got an Ad for trump’s reelection so ya might wanna check that out. I believe there is a way to stop certain ads from showing up on your videos but I’m not exactly sure how. I just figured you would appreciate knowing
i think his administration has been advertising to liberals/people that don’t actually support him originally so it may not be her fault lol
CZcams decides what ads to play where but if she knows she can remove them! those ads piss me tf off
The only wait for her to remove them is if you send her a direct link to the ad. Otherwise there’s nothing she can do :/
Id literally watch a close up full audio video of you eating mini wheats for 3 hours. Post what you want, boo.
the way I neeeeeeded this specific video! thank you for the relatable yet motivational content 😂
I actually subscribed to you when I first saw your depression video about 5 years ago. I was really lost and didn't know what I was doing or what I was feeling. I found a lot of relatable things that you mention in your video and it helped me out a lot. I feel much better now a days but this video is extremely relatable. I can't really thank you enough, did your experiences that you shared made me learn how to handle mine much better. Five years later and I finished college but I still go back to that video on some days. Thanks again!
Pro tip: I have a cleaning lady that comes every two weeks. That forces me to tidy up my apartment every two weeks 🤷🏻♀️ Best investment 😅
I wouldn't even call myself a minimalist but this amount of clothing is scaring me :|
Too blessed that you made this.
And it was calming and satisfying for my anxiety so I thank you.
Honestly thank you for making this video. I’m moving at the end of August and dreaddddiinngggg going through all my clothes like this because I know I’ll get distracted a million times and it’ll take days, but I found this really inspiring that it can still get done.
I love this type of video because I can so relate to your process.
I love this video of yours so so so much. The most truly enjoyable video for me I've watched in so long. I would love for you to continue. Thank you for posting
This makes me feel so much better about my room being in a complete state of disarray. Seems like for some people it’s effortless to keep their room clean, but for me it feels like a constant daunting task. Depression is no joke. Thank you for being real.
I'm so glad that I'm not the only one who cleans their room like this.
Yes please make more I love these kind of videos. My anxiety gets really high seeing how you room looked before but after it is clean I’m just so calm. it just feels like a roller coaster 🎢 for my anxiety and to be honest I kind of like it ❤️
This is so relatable. My room has been a state all quarantine. Finally cleared out my room, and painted and getting new flooring in and oh my GOD. It's making me feel WONDERFUL
Love this realistic approach to cleaning. I’ve never seen a cleaning video that I could relate to more. Thank you! Would definitely watch more of these
I ADORE YOU!!!!! ALL YOUR VIDEOS ARE LIKE A HUG FOR MY SOUL. Honestly it's just like hanging out with my best frand which is great since I don't have friends bc anxiety! You're so beautiful and your podcast is the highlight of my life. And I've read your book 5 times because it makes me feel seen and not alone. Litterally would watch any type of video you make. Yes to a q&a with Motts !!!!!!!!!!
This is my first video I’ve seen of yours & I’m already hooked to your personality. Loved that you showed your real life & how messy things can get! ❤️🥰
i need more of these bc literally this is the only relatable cleaning video on the internet !
i love cleaning videos!! this one was great bc it was REALISTIC!!
I’ve been searching for your CZcams channel for ages ... and when I’ve been searching in my old tweets back in 2010 I found A giveway and your old videos ( lookbooks and stuff ) And I literally screamed of joy.
I loved this video! I've been on my own depressed room cleaning journey. I definitely couldnt do it all in one day. I think it's been at least 2 weeks.. I'm still not done either. It's good to know that I'm not the only one who does this. Thanks for the vulnerability! It's tough to show the depths of your room mess. I loved that underneath your dresser had a mess. It's far more realistic than your traditional cleaning routine. Far more motival (for me at least)
OMG it really do be like that with depression/anxiety holy crap... thank you SO much for this!!! 💛💛💛
I love how real you are with this video. This video was very relatable...way more than those aesthetic cleaning videos
This is inspiring. I dread staying in our room because it's so dirty...but now after months, I'll try to finally get myself together and clean
This was so satisfying and relaxing to watch in a way! 😊
Yes to the loungewear collection 💗💗💗
I don't usually watch this kind of content but I just rearranged my room so my PC could get better connection to the wifi that's downstairs. It didn't work at all, and the arrangement of the room through me into such an instant depressive episode that I can't even move it back. This video made me feel a little better. Thanks.
I'll definitely have to move it all back tomorrow though because this just ain't it.
I love watching any sort of cleaning videos!!
I have my days/weeks of depression and my room/house is a mess, but I’ve got OCD and I purge and cleanse the house eventually. Just started a medication to help me this week so let’s hope I see some changes soon! Thanks for your videos. It’s nice seeing someone relatable online.
Yessss! The video I never knew I needed! Never felt so understood. I had a depressive week and my husband kept asking where all of the small spoons went. I guess during my depressive week I used them all but don’t remember where I put them. A couple days ago we found the last one under the bed covered in dry yogurt 😅
This made me so happy to know I'm not the only one going through this imma subscribe I love it☺️
Thanks Meghan for inspiring me to clean my room
Loving seeing you back on camera. Also inspired to do the same in my room lmao. I’m not depressed I’m just ... overcome with adhd and every cleaning exercise turns into me looking at cool stuff I forgot I had
Meghan, you being real about your life and mental health help me a lot. Your book is so fucking amazing and exactly what I need right now. I'm going through a horrible breakup and a big move and losing friends and a bunch of other stuff on top of my depression and anxiety and you help me a lot. Thank you so much
I need these kinds of videos! It reminds me that even the people I idolize struggle with the same things I do 💕
I love your personality! You are amazing 🙂