MY MAGIC MUSHROOM EXPERIENCE AND HOW IT CURED MY DEPRESSION AND PTSD
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- čas přidán 16. 05. 2019
- In this video I talk about how I cured my depression and PTSD with magic mushrooms, I talk about why I chose to do it and what my experience with it was.
Are you serious!!! Mate you are honest!! The best story teller.
I had a hard time in my early 30s. It was a much different type of depression than a "teenager " depression. Took years to fade back to normal. A total change of life. I think one correlation in the uprise of depression is the uprising of phones and more tech. I could go on but that would be a Hella start for most people. Don't disconnect, connect.
Thank you for this video , i bet you helped a lot of people , including me. 🙏🏼
Achieving true self love!!! How huge is that??? Congratulations for your awakening and for having the BALLS to share your experience with us youtubers. There's a comment a ways down about someone achieving the same through meditation, well, I meditated for years at the feet of masters, at one point I was doing thousands of mantra affirmations all day every day (till tears streamed down my face). It felt wonderful for differing time periods, but it really was a shit ton of WORK, then when a new obstacle arose, i'd be back to self hatred and dysfunctional behavioral patters. When you've been traumatized, even a little work, as the video say,s like getting out of bed, seems gargantuan. I want to try this. I wonder if there is a youtube clip explaining how to trip for healing (playlist, how to stage the setting, whether or not to use blindfold, mirror, etc. For sure i want to have a paper and pen nearby so i don't forget anything, lol. Thanks Dude : )
I did shrooms a year ago and yes it is quite the story. I felt like I knew everything my friends were going to say before they said it. And I'm like quit talking I already know. I was just reading about micro dosing psychedelics
Shrooms, you see, are not just a bit of psychedelic fun, they can actually cure depression.Depression, anxiety, PTSD, and mental health issues in general are notoriously hard to treat, so why not try psychedelics and see if they worked?...they can help you fast
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I had alligator tears feeling the torment you were experiencing, my wounded little girl, my lost sense of self and search for actualization all resonated with you....I'm so glad the veil was lifted and you know you are...a powerful creator and eternal soul as our limited perceptions in this reality and dimension. Everything is meant for expansion of our consciousness....I send you gratitude and love for having the courage to write that book, record this video and help others that feel so much pain that death seems like the only peace. Although I suspect death is only another door that may lead back to the souls lessons that we try to avoid, who knows lol. We don't have to be perfect brother, only authentic. Stay empowered for you are MORE than we can conceive of in these meat suits! XO
That's some deep trauma, so glad you were able.to heal it! I need to do this!
Thank you for sharing this experience!
This was a really cool story to listen to, and i think it influenced my journey also... very interesting experience. I am glad you are doing better now, there is no hell quite like the hell of depression.
I have had a few awesome healing experiences on mushrooms, but nothing that intense! This definitely makes me want to do a much larger dose!
Ok, so I finally watched the whole video. The reason why I said finally a new video was because I've been watching video testimonials of mushrooms curing depression and it's only so many on CZcams. I see these videos as hope. Like you, I have absolutely NO reason to be anxious or depressed. Tbh I really dont know if it's even that, I dont know what to call it anymore but whatever it is, it doesnt feel right or normal. It is rather mild and I'm fully functional but something is going on in my head that wasnt there before. I finally was able to get some mushrooms and I know what kind they are (,golden teacher) and I plan on taking them to hopefully dig deep and experience the same outcome as you did. I have no intentions on getting high or trip just to trip but to heal. I'm so happy you are well again. I hope it stays with you forever
Bernardo Maldonado have you tried it??
It’s been said that the reason sooo many people struggle with stuff like this, day to day, even without a seemingly valid reason, is because we are living a life that is not aligned with our higher self/ purpose. It’s unnatural. The life we’re living isn’t meant to be just this. There’s so much more and it’s so different than what we might expect. Ik it’s cheesy but follow your heart and your passions, say yes when you want to and no whenever you feel like. Doing things that feel right to you and bring you joy and inspiration lead you closer to your highest and greatest potential life. The life you deserve. If we’re depressed it’s because we’re not being true to who we’re meant to be..it’s not exactly like we realize that though or know how to go about changing it. We’ve been raised and taught in such a way that has placed limits on our beliefs and usually unlimited imaginations. We are unlimited, we just need to realize this and fully embrace our power and awesomeness. Unlearning almost everything we were taught is incredibly difficult but so worth it. And then re teach yourself through grace and love and create on the outside what you currently only desire within. Do what you love and love what you do! Much love to you and I wish you all the success in this complex personal journey. You’re gonna get to really know yourself and it’s going to blow your mind how amazing you really are and how much you’ve been missing out on this whole time.
I hope they helped you out even a little bit
@@Jaytee2988 nope not yet lol
@@kiwi9813 I had absolutely no idea you ever wrote this lol...I still havent tried them, I actually felt better and felt like I didnt need to. But unfortunately it came back last November and it's been on and off since. But now I finally got some quality plant medicine, guide, intention etc and in going to do it. I relate so much to this guy...especially about the part of feeling physically healthy, working out, no reason to feel depressed etc...
Man, you look like George Clooney, plus Tom Cruise, Plus Denzel Washington, divided by 3, then, minus 40 years of age: in one word, attractive. You are also very honest and nice. You deserve the best.
I don't know about mushrooms, but have had similar experiences with meditation! Not recently, but a while back...the same self love overwhelmed me and helped me through whatever I was going through at the time. It was amazing. You'd think I'd be in to meditation more...working on being more consistent. Anyway, I digress. Thanks for sharing your experience...very interesting to listen to.
Thank you for sharing your life with us. ❤️
have you read "conversations with god"
choosing your trauma is a big part of that book. I've also thought of using mushrooms for past traumas and depression. very cool brother. thank you.
Majestic story man! Never done shrooms but I did have some interesting and somewhat scary experiences with Salvia and I can relate to a few things you said. Our chakras can be disaligned over time. There are a few things that haved helped me other than psychedelics which include grounding meditation exercises and binaural beat meditation. These take discipline but does help overcome acute negative experiences. As far as long term traumas, not so sure. Thanks for sharing your experience.
Incredible story bro! I hope you're doing well so much love and good vibes to you. 🔥
Mate, you need to do a follow up video or at least a follow up comment to this, now that it's over a year since your trip. This is the life changing experience that literally tens of millions of people across the world are seeking whether they know it or not. Half of the depression is the feeling that it is incurable and that there is no way out, no way of feeling different about yourself after having tried all the conventional methods, so most just manage their awful symptoms whichever way they can, absolutely every day being a struggle.
Please share with us your perspectives now you've had a bit of time since the trip, it's extremely hopeful for us seeing someone heal their insecurities and emotional wounds and genuinely thriving from it.
You said you're writing a book, is this out yet? Really hope you'll respond to this, thank you for your upload, it's something I hold dear as a glimmer of light at the end of this tunnel and that that could possibly be me one day.
Thank you for the comment. I am actually planning on doing a follow up video this week on where I am at one year after my experience. If you are subscribed you will get alerted to when I post it this coming week. I will describe everything that has happened to me since and why I haven't made any videos since. I will also explain in the video about the book, I am not finished it yet. Thank you for your support :)
Majestic Rico that’s great news, already a sub and definitely will check out your follow up. thanks dude and hope you’re doing well
Shaggy Alonso I agree🙏
That was lit. I wouldn't even know where to find this, but I would love to.
Super interesting you described those changes as switching into different dimensions. I never thought about it like that but it’s definitely super obvious when these switches happen, especially if we focus on it or try to pull focus away from it and then everything changes and it seems the same but different.
Makes so much sense about how you cried first and then processed it later because of how unaligned you were at the time. That explains so many of my experiences.. did you do a lot of research about how it worked and what would happen and what certain things meant when they happened or did you just know it within
Choosing our lives before we come here is something I think about a lot..I’m like jeez what was I thinking lol. So cool that you were able to remember. Definitely would do shrooms again. And want to possibly experience ayahuasca if I’m meant to. Many people awaken and remember without medicinal assistance, often through trauma which really sucks and is miserable until they awaken, and some are born that way. Wild how differently we each experience this existence.
Sorry for the late reply, I never got alerted to any of my comments for some reason. To answer your question I went in not researching anything. I wanted to go in with a fresh perspective and didn't want to have any expectations or anything. Sounds like you got a lot out of your experiences as well which is awesome to hear.
Finally...a new video
Thank you so much for sharing your experience was very informative
Glad it was helpful!
@@The_Dark_Empath how is you journey after 3 years? Did you went for more shroom trips after it?
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Hey bro how are you doing years later? Hope you're well.
how it's going on 5years later?
Did you experience any physical symptoms from anxiety and depression?
I will be making a video soon about my struggles with depression and anxiety
Is your sleeping fixed now?
Yes somewhat, quitting caffeine also helped with that. I don't get no where as much nightmares anymore as I used to pre shrooms
Did your PTSD dreams ever come back ?
I do get nightmares still from time to time, but nowhere as bad as I used to
It's not a physical battle you have it more spiritual. More you go in using drugs (physical stuff) deeper into problems you will get. You need Jesus. He is our comforter and helper. I had 6 months to live and 4 years later I'm here and thriving :) Ask God to help you.