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Lyrics
[Verse 1: Skylar DeMarino]
You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
Don't get me started
Don't get me started
I've got a closet full of skeletons
But I don't think that you can handle them
I've got a milion reasons why I keep it guarded
Don't get me started
Don't get me started
[Pre-Chorus: Skylar DeMarino]
So now I'm too depressing to be around
I'm guessing being friends with me is just "too hard"
There's danger in еxpressing and safety in suppressing
In burying my brokеn parts
[Chorus: Skylar DeMarino]
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
[Verse 2: Jake Segura]
Avoid me when I'm vulnerable
My story makes you so uncomfortable
Feels like being brave is what gets you discarded
Don't get me started
Don't get me started
[Pre-Chorus: Jake Segura]
The disbelief deep in your eyes and saying I need help
Left a crater in my mind that makes me blame myself
What good's the truth if it keeps getting disregarded?
Don't get me started
[Chorus: Jake Segura]
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
[Bridge: Jake Segura, Skylar DeMarino & Jake Segura]
Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
I'd rather die than let you see me break
I'm too heavy
I'm too heavy
Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
I'd rather die than let you see me break
I'm too heavy
Too heavy
[Pre-Chorus: Skylar DeMarino]
You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
Don't get me started
[Chorus: Jake Segura, Skylar DeMarino]
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
[Post-Chorus: Jake Segura, Skylar DeMarino & Jake Segura]
Too heavy, too heavy
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
Too heavy, too heavy
I'm too much for everyone
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[@jessicaolson2826]

I'm a survivor of sexual assault by multiple people, I wasn't even a teenager yet and this song hits so differently for me. ❤❤❤❤

[@amberkesterson3728]

I can relate. Sometimes it's friends, strangers, and sometimes family isn't family. You're in my thoughts

[@taylorcordray7443]

Me too. It hurts more when it's someone you trusted. I was only 4. Multiple people, I trusted. All the way until I was 14, I wasn't going to take it anymore. So I told my mother, "What hurt me the most was not me getting SA'd, but I knew they were doing it to my sister too, and I couldn't do anything about it. My mother was broken and sad she never noticed, She was never really in my life anyway, even when I was under her roof. I hate it when it's those trusted few. That's why I have trust issues and why I chose wisely to anyone, for any role, who enter my life.

[@melissae.8031]

8-9 was paternal uncle, 11 was bio father, 13-14 (at least 2-4 times a week for 18 months) was my older bio bro. This song was meant to hit differently!

[@user-jg3ec8kp5i]

omfg i am so sorry...😥

[@JandJ0423]

I have a long history as well. Parents and them allowing others to do whatever. It was intense physical abuse and torture as well that came with it and I almost died then went into system and it happened just as much in the different foster homes then on streets at 16 and so many more things happened by people and was left for dead a couple times. No one wants to hear about our deep pain and all the different things that was done and no one really cares. I always ask myself why did I fight to survive all those horrible things and the torture I was put through just to keep being put through more. I tried to take my life and well WTF I'm still here. I was pissed when I woke up in ICU. There's so much going on that I still think about suicide and have accepted that no one gives a F***. I know I'm a fighter and survivor but I'm about to break

[@Leahclare-16]

I love how this song is relatable in more ways than one things changed for my after I got out of the hospital in 2013 for suicidal thoughts some of my friends kinda pushed me away. This is the perfect song for anyone dealing with depression anxiety, suicidal tendencies, and the aftermath of sexual assault. I gives those that need a life line. Thank you for creating such a song

[@TinaForan-zk9hn]

I was sexually abused from the time I was 3 til I was 16, just diagnosed with ADHD, BPD, PTSD, AUTISM, ANXIETY AND depression and im having a rough time.

[@reethuthomas]

😢😢

[@sarahtaylor-duff4058]

Thank you to the writers and creators! Finally something that tells my story entirely. And others stories too!!

[@christinemiddleton2345]

Everyone of your songs make me cry this one always hits me right in the heart tho x

[@kimberlydile2104]

I'm glad to see everyone using the term survivor, instead of victim. I must say honestly I'm trying to survive this hell, but it's getting harder by the day.

[@amberkesterson3728]

I'm here for you.

[@Midnight74751]

I was always used as the therapist friend. Everyone would come up to me and vent their life problems to me without asking if I was okay with it, but the second I would go to them for the same issues, they'd push me down and tell me my problems were small and insignificant.
The second I bring up a problem of my own, I would see their eyes and face drop, looking at me with pure boredom as they just nod, shrug, or walk away.

[@TowardsTheMoon880]

Ive been Waiting for this song to come out🥲

[@heathercopeland5115]

i can honestly relate to this song

[@MikeLarsen-sl9jf]

I can relate to almost every word of this song. I feel like what ever I say to my friends or my gf I get pushed down. So I can definitely relate. 5 years ago I lost my best friend from drug overdose n I couldn’t handle going to his funeral so I can definitely feel this

[@user-jg3ec8kp5i]

this song jst hits dif. you know?

[@neshanicole2299]

Im here for anyone who needs to talk. ❤

[@kelly1st]

Thank you

[@Anna-dr3df]

This amazing I have problems with my mom and it is hard and sometimes I feel like I am not wanted

[@kristin4507]

I’ve been waiting for this song to come out 🫶🏻

[@heatherwatson9489]

This song pours through my soul. My emotions have been everywhere from crying to a breakdown to throwing my fists in the ground.. my daughter was sexually abused by a relative and it hurts so much.. no clues or signs. So now I'm fighting with every breath because apparently "I failed to protect my child".. plz tell me how since there was no signs and no indications. My poor baby has to deal with this as I did when I was her age.. same ordeal just new added trauma. And now from the police officer who took my statement asked what I would like to see happen.. I told him I want the abuser to rot in jail and he said he'll most likely serve up to 25 years and he spoke to my hubby and told him differently saying since there isn't physical evidence that there is no way of arresting him. WTF that is bullshit with all these allegations surrounding my daughters case. Is there no justice in this fucked up system!!

[@aliciaparks-mn1eg]

I love her so much this song means so much to me

[@KileyMagz]

Reminds me of getting left by my ex adopted parents leaving me at 16 to the state

[@user-ls2tl2uj3d]

❤

[@emilystone4194]

I’m a survivor 😢

[@kimberlydile2104]

I'm in a situation where sexual abuse is normal, there's actually a while "circle" of people involved. And I'm left to be "crazy" and a lier. So the more I try and talk to someone the more I get shut up, either but believed or ignored. And I've lost so much trying to help myself and my daughters, I'm almost ready to give up give in and the only person that did believe me, well he's gone now too.. so yes this song hits the heart deeper then most understand. Living in this hell everyday, can't even have a real friend anymore because um well yeah I don't I have to say why. 😢

[@queenkushx]

I’m here if you need a friend 🩵

[@chelsee8213]

❤❤❤

[@BreannaBeth]

I am savior of abuse and rap and PTSD