My mom said she would be here when I turned 16. She left 2 years ago and said she wanted a break and she’d be back. I turned 16 and she hasn’t been back since. Things are so messed up. I’m only 16 but I feel like I’ve been through as much as a 25 year old. Today’s world is so different. I hope everybody is doing ok and can feel loved. Please stay safe guys we all need each other.
God bless you ! I Hope everything's gonna be much better for you , you are so young , you got whole future ahead, make sure to enjoy your life the best way you could ever feel ❣
WOW 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 FOR YOU and ur family I can defenetly understand how hard it is at that age but all I can say for "advice" is stay in school work hard at it cuz you can go to college and DO ANYTHING YOU WANT your mother ONE DAY hopefully will realize what she did and who she hurt I am 35 n just had MY first daughter AND I HAVE MS n I'M TERRIFIED TO LEAVE HER SHE NEEDS HER MOMMY :'( DAMNIT I'M CRYING NOW N FUCKIN UP MY MAKEUP I RARELY WEAR LLS LOVE U GURL WERE ALL ONE BIG FD UP FAMILY LLS
Lyrics Oh, you can’t hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you’re standing On your own It’s so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home If I could rewind time like a tape Inside a boombox, one day for every pill or Percocet that I ate Cut down on the Valium, I’da heard everything But death is turning, so definite, wait! They got me all hooked up to some machine I love you, Bean, didn’t want you to know I was struggling Feels like I’m underwater submerged like a submarine Just heard that nurse say, my liver and kidneys aren’t functioning Been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasing, I guess It’s arrivederci, same nurse, just heard say they’re unplugging me And it’s your birthday, Jade, I’m missing your birthday Baby girl, I’m sorry, I f*cling hate when you hurt, Hai And sweetie, thank you for waiting to open gifts But, girls, you can just open ‘em Dad ain’t making it home for Christmas Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss I got to make a fist, but I can’t make one, I’m frozen stiff Oh, you can’t hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you’re standing On your own It’s so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home Yeah, does anybody feel like me? Show of hands, I don’t need a lot, I just wanna find my peace Yeah, why you throwin’ rocks, oh, you wanna kill my dreams? Okay, tell me everything I’m not You think I didn’t know those things? Always been a little lost and still might be Life’s hard, but it’s okay (Okay) Watchin’ the comments feels like I’m at a court date How could I complain With a house like this and a car like that in the driveway? Half of what I say Kinda feels like a dream that I’m gonna wake up from someday Wishin’ that I’d pray A little more often and put more time into my faith Travel in my brain, woo, might find damage and no grace Things that I hold on to, but I won’t say things that I won’t let go So I chain my soul to the heartbreak Havein’ a nice day, that’s not a average in my case Stones like cameras in my face; glamour, it’s all fake Love my job, but it might seem odd that in here ‘cause I hate fame Am I motivated? Is my music dated? Would I be the same if I was medicated? Even therapist say I need medication I avoid it, though, because I’m scared to take it Am I the only one who has a loaded gun That’s full of doubts and memories to overcome? And I complain about ‘em when they shoot at me But I know truthfully I like to load ‘me up and let ‘em- Oh, you can’t hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you’re standing On your own It’s so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home Yeah, I can’t get no better, can’t get no more cheddar I feel like a king and my queen is Coretta I been made a livin’, I’m never gon’ give in I’m just way too driven, that’s why I been thinkin’ I’m scared that I’m sinkin’, I’m scare that I’m fallin’ The would think I’m ballin’ and maybe I am But don’t give a damn, back in the beginnin’ Did not have a plan, don’t know who I am Or who I’m becomin’ big I’ma do me to the fullest, alright Bustin’ and dodgin’ them bullets all night Take over the would, yeah I’m thinkin’ I might Got ‘em all in my sight I know I’m strong, I know that I am I know I’m the man And whether you poor or you filled with financial security Everyone deal with they own insecurity Even the preacher was born with impurity Scared to go out even with my security Scared of the would and all its obscurity Pray for maturity, hope that sh*t don’t f*ck up my flow Where do I go? What would you do If suddenly of your dreams came true? What would you do if you did it all? (If you did it all) If you ain’t ever have to lift a finger Would you linger like, “Fuck ‘em all”? Guess that’s your call, but I can’t (it’s your call, but I can’t) This is a marathon, not a sprint Switch up the plan like home is that went from Verizon to Sprint Can you hear me now? Does anybody out there feel me now? Oh, you can’t hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you’re standing On your own It’s so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home
This a sick beautiful song My 3 daughter’s left me 8 months ago I haven’t see them I haven’t hug them I haven’t heard their dog voices I haven’t eat well I haven’t sleep well I just wandering everyday were they are what are their doing, are they well?’ Are they eating well?’ Are they miss me I love you girls so much
This is a remix. Not a original song..they pulled eminem verse from another song and please ...nf is dope but can't hold a flame to em..plain and simple..there would be no nf without him
Sorry to say it but yes nf has amazing flows and great cadences but Eminem is a rap god this is just my opinion but I think em still has the best flows and his cadences are unmistakable.
NF's part hits different and i think he captures anxiety and depression almost perfectly with the rapid-fire worries and sadness I felt all of it in my soul btw for those of you who liked that part tho most it started at 2:20 but he went off at 2:59
Mental illness sux my friend nfs part is probably my favorite cuz u r scared of the meds bcuz most make u feel worse than again I've been hospitalized bcuz of addiction so Eminem hits home too my brother died bcuz of drugs this whole song I play daily and just cry it out. Stay strong and peace and love
Hey Hudson, this is the first comment I wrote on CZcams and this maybe will be the only one. I only wanted to say thank you for putting out this music, that helped me a lot and gone with me through a lot. If I’m happy I listen to this songs, if I study I hear your songs and especially when I’m sad these songs give so damn much power to get through that day/phase. I hope we will getting more of you soon, because there are a lot of people that love and miss your music man.
@@omargonzalez3350 @Apollo Vargas Thank you so much guys you are too kind. The world needs more people like you! Just had the feeling to tell you that I’m not depressed and I’m living a good life, but I think everybody has some days in which you are sad or have less energy and on these days this songs give the power to get through that. But please always be so kind and helpful and help other people, even though it’s just through words!
Here's a genuine few facts about me I never wanted to be famous. But now I want my name to be known through my legacy as a proud father to be to a very beautiful woman and very strong woman. I now feel like a very strong man thanks to you Nathan I live in a flat top floor my veranda view is a very beautiful lit church.... I took a few pictures just from stepping backwards and thinking like you I've always said "a picture speaks a thousand words" 💯
Felt weird writing my thoughts on this but I deleted Facebook after losing my business and now I'm going to be a father and I just want to shout it from the roof tops so after falling flat into the gutter I came back out ready to be a great dad. So now I'm back out doing the roofs with my head phones on loving life..... My son's due in a few weeks and I'm even taking a break at work today so that I can make the appointment. Suppose these night time messages are purely ready for night feeds💯🏴🤙🏽💙
3 rappers, 2 known as the greats of our generation and then there is nf so underrated and great enough to stand with the other 2 come out with the best bars in this song
Is there anyway to upload the other version of So Cold. I think you’re the artist who did it and if so, I rly loved that one. Brings me to tears listening to it, but it’s such a slap 🔥🔥🔥
This song hits me really hard brings me to tears almost every time I hear it its gotten bad enough to were I can barely listen to it I lost my grandma not to long ago and shortly after my kitten passed away its been one person after another I'm scared to leave my house sometimes because I'm scared im gonna get another phone call I'm tired if loosing people I love but I have to stay strong for them so I listen to this song to remind myself its not always good to be strong and hide away behind your emotion
❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢love this song, totally relatable, soooo lonely 😞 😢😢😢it’s horrible seeing my soulmate so sad I can see it in his beautiful eyes, ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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My mom said she would be here when I turned 16. She left 2 years ago and said she wanted a break and she’d be back. I turned 16 and she hasn’t been back since. Things are so messed up. I’m only 16 but I feel like I’ve been through as much as a 25 year old. Today’s world is so different. I hope everybody is doing ok and can feel loved. Please stay safe guys we all need each other.
God bless you ! I Hope everything's gonna be much better for you , you are so young , you got whole future ahead, make sure to enjoy your life the best way you could ever feel ❣
lol
Man I send my prayers to you.shit hang in there girl.🙏
Mom left me when i was 9 but that doesnt stop her from reminding me that im worthless
WOW 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 FOR YOU and ur family I can defenetly understand how hard it is at that age but all I can say for "advice" is stay in school work hard at it cuz you can go to college and DO ANYTHING YOU WANT your mother ONE DAY hopefully will realize what she did and who she hurt I am 35 n just had MY first daughter AND I HAVE MS n I'M TERRIFIED TO LEAVE HER SHE NEEDS HER MOMMY :'( DAMNIT I'M CRYING NOW N FUCKIN UP MY MAKEUP I RARELY WEAR LLS LOVE U GURL WERE ALL ONE BIG FD UP FAMILY LLS
Lyrics
Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own
It’s so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
If I could rewind time like a tape
Inside a boombox, one day for every pill or Percocet that I ate
Cut down on the Valium, I’da heard everything
But death is turning, so definite, wait!
They got me all hooked up to some machine
I love you, Bean, didn’t want you to know I was struggling
Feels like I’m underwater submerged like a submarine
Just heard that nurse say, my liver and kidneys aren’t functioning
Been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasing, I guess
It’s arrivederci, same nurse, just heard say they’re unplugging me
And it’s your birthday, Jade, I’m missing your birthday
Baby girl, I’m sorry, I f*cling hate when you hurt, Hai
And sweetie, thank you for waiting to open gifts
But, girls, you can just open ‘em
Dad ain’t making it home for Christmas
Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss
I got to make a fist, but I can’t make one, I’m frozen stiff
Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own
It’s so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
Yeah, does anybody feel like me?
Show of hands, I don’t need a lot, I just wanna find my peace
Yeah, why you throwin’ rocks, oh, you wanna kill my dreams?
Okay, tell me everything I’m not
You think I didn’t know those things?
Always been a little lost and still might be
Life’s hard, but it’s okay (Okay)
Watchin’ the comments feels like I’m at a court date
How could I complain
With a house like this and a car like that in the driveway?
Half of what I say
Kinda feels like a dream that I’m gonna wake up from someday
Wishin’ that I’d pray
A little more often and put more time into my faith
Travel in my brain, woo, might find damage and no grace
Things that I hold on to, but I won’t say things that I won’t let go
So I chain my soul to the heartbreak
Havein’ a nice day, that’s not a average in my case
Stones like cameras in my face; glamour, it’s all fake
Love my job, but it might seem odd that in here ‘cause I hate fame
Am I motivated? Is my music dated?
Would I be the same if I was medicated?
Even therapist say I need medication
I avoid it, though, because I’m scared to take it
Am I the only one who has a loaded gun
That’s full of doubts and memories to overcome?
And I complain about ‘em when they shoot at me
But I know truthfully I like to load ‘me up and let ‘em-
Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own
It’s so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
Yeah, I can’t get no better, can’t get no more cheddar
I feel like a king and my queen is Coretta
I been made a livin’, I’m never gon’ give in
I’m just way too driven, that’s why I been thinkin’
I’m scared that I’m sinkin’, I’m scare that I’m fallin’
The would think I’m ballin’ and maybe I am
But don’t give a damn, back in the beginnin’
Did not have a plan, don’t know who I am
Or who I’m becomin’ big I’ma do me to the fullest, alright
Bustin’ and dodgin’ them bullets all night
Take over the would, yeah I’m thinkin’ I might
Got ‘em all in my sight
I know I’m strong, I know that I am
I know I’m the man
And whether you poor or you filled with financial security
Everyone deal with they own insecurity
Even the preacher was born with impurity
Scared to go out even with my security
Scared of the would and all its obscurity
Pray for maturity, hope that sh*t don’t f*ck up my flow
Where do I go? What would you do
If suddenly of your dreams came true?
What would you do if you did it all? (If you did it all)
If you ain’t ever have to lift a finger
Would you linger like, “Fuck ‘em all”?
Guess that’s your call, but I can’t (it’s your call, but I can’t)
This is a marathon, not a sprint
Switch up the plan like home is that went from Verizon to Sprint
Can you hear me now? Does anybody out there feel me now?
Oh, you can’t hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing
On your own
It’s so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
No love 🇨🇮🖕👈😁🤙
Thanks cap
This a sick beautiful song
My 3 daughter’s left me 8 months ago I haven’t see them
I haven’t hug them
I haven’t heard their dog voices
I haven’t eat well
I haven’t sleep well
I just wandering everyday were they are what are their doing, are they well?’ Are they eating well?’ Are they miss me
I love you girls so much
Thanks mate👍
Yes
These three artist means so much to me, just to hear them all in one song makes me truly happy
No doubt Eminem is Rap God but no one can beat NF in flows...... This man is DOPE!!
NF took it if this was a battle.
@@randybbbvaughn567 yeahh
GOD? i dont think so ....homey
This is a remix. Not a original song..they pulled eminem verse from another song and please ...nf is dope but can't hold a flame to em..plain and simple..there would be no nf without him
Sorry to say it but yes nf has amazing flows and great cadences but Eminem is a rap god this is just my opinion but I think em still has the best flows and his cadences are unmistakable.
i wish that eminem and nf had the chance to make a official song together cuz this isnt official whoever made this is very talented
that would be great! only thing is that Em dislikes NF and NF dissaproves of the swearing in Em's songs, so It's unlikely to happen.... sorry
sound like they have been making music together , NF name is Nathan Eminem talks about Nate a lot. just saying they not blood but they are brothers.
House coat gin cigarette outfront I will leave a light on!
This is by far one of the best remixes I’ve ever heard. 👏
Hudson is legend.he never left
The Hudson Hornet
The difference is that NF speaks about God, as he is talking about his pain and life...and that is literally all the difference! 🙌🏽Amen!
Nf was sick 😷 love this guy best flow
Yo he’s a beast!3
Was?? You mean is
Well his part
@@mikebarnes6572 ow got ya lol
Was 🤨🤨
Happy ur back 🔥
This is magic
NF's part hits different and i think he captures anxiety and depression almost perfectly with the rapid-fire worries and sadness I felt all of it in my soul
btw for those of you who liked that part tho most it started at 2:20 but he went off at 2:59
Mental illness sux my friend nfs part is probably my favorite cuz u r scared of the meds bcuz most make u feel worse than again I've been hospitalized bcuz of addiction so Eminem hits home too my brother died bcuz of drugs this whole song I play daily and just cry it out. Stay strong and peace and love
Hey Hudson,
this is the first comment I wrote on CZcams and this maybe will be the only one. I only wanted to say thank you for putting out this music, that helped me a lot and gone with me through a lot. If I’m happy I listen to this songs, if I study I hear your songs and especially when I’m sad these songs give so damn much power to get through that day/phase.
I hope we will getting more of you soon, because there are a lot of people that love and miss your music man.
Really happy to hear that! I will upload again
You need someone to talk to I gotcha we all have struggles my friends
@@omargonzalez3350 Your are the type of person this world needs.
Hope you keep shovin through, buddy!
@@omargonzalez3350 @Apollo Vargas Thank you so much guys you are too kind. The world needs more people like you!
Just had the feeling to tell you that I’m not depressed and I’m living a good life, but I think everybody has some days in which you are sad or have less energy and on these days this songs give the power to get through that.
But please always be so kind and helpful and help other people, even though it’s just through words!
Here's a genuine few facts about me I never wanted to be famous. But now I want my name to be known through my legacy as a proud father to be to a very beautiful woman and very strong woman. I now feel like a very strong man thanks to you Nathan I live in a flat top floor my veranda view is a very beautiful lit church.... I took a few pictures just from stepping backwards and thinking like you I've always said "a picture speaks a thousand words" 💯
I mostly hate these mixes but this one just hit the spot. this is just perfect thanks for making this man.
Really glad I found this masterpiece!!!
Thank you for putting this back out!!!
We’re glad you’re back!
I cannot believe how I feel, like he writes my life. The relation is so erie and perfect. Damn.
I understand I can relate to all their verses. I heal through music especially music that speaks to my soul.
You will never know how much I Missed You BROTHER ❤️
He knows
this song make me remember my past life
Man the second rapper the rapper in black😍
No words to describe with this remix🖤
Straight up BEAUTIFUL mix! Truths told.
Please dont stop making music...🙏🙏 U r special ❤
He’s back I just want to say I would love if you’d made a remix from NF and ollieofficialvevo
What happened?
Daus his channel got taken down with 200k subs. He made a new one
OLLIE that would be dope he's a hell of an artist.
😭this song emotional i love it
💪💪💪👌💥👌glad your back bro
Best Remix i ever heard.
Felt weird writing my thoughts on this but I deleted Facebook after losing my business and now I'm going to be a father and I just want to shout it from the roof tops so after falling flat into the gutter I came back out ready to be a great dad. So now I'm back out doing the roofs with my head phones on loving life..... My son's due in a few weeks and I'm even taking a break at work today so that I can make the appointment. Suppose these night time messages are purely ready for night feeds💯🏴🤙🏽💙
Congrats man hope everything is going good for you
Is there anyway you can put this on Spotify, I wanna listen to this all this time !
Or Apple music
I have a playlist of his other mixes. Come check them out on my youtube acc.
You can download this song from snaptube app
Or CZcams music
Same
❣️❣️Love this song..
🔥THIS IS DOPE!!🔥
I can relate to this song so much when im down music is my way to escape
Man this song gets to me. Love it!!!!
This insane I love it so much
Lost my dad 2014 and can't wait to be with him 😑 hopefully I will see him again and I'm ready to leave this shitty world
NF just wow.
we hate it but it's hard to stop it Mar!
3 rappers, 2 known as the greats of our generation and then there is nf so underrated and great enough to stand with the other 2 come out with the best bars in this song
Glad ur back.... ♥️
That first verse always chokes me up, to real!
Yo, if nf and em got on a legit track, ima go crazy....these mashups give ya an idea on how fire it would be
Thank you!!¡¡ for this song it gets me thru my hard times!¡
Beautiful
Awesome, genuine love ❤️
No wonder if felt like writing to this beat but now I've heard this imma let the legends take the torch
Glad you made it back i just found out today :3
Been here since last chanel and just want to say that i love your videos ♥️
Love what you do with these videos
This song hits me right in the heart. I call my 3 yr old Bean. 💔💔💔
Amazing ur an inspiration
NF mad skills with 2 of the greatest
Love this song🥰💝
Damn you’re back✌🏼🤘🏼 welcome back bro....i’m sorry i just realised it today
Rji🖕👈😁🤙
This is one damn good remix! Keep it up 👍
Love this song very deep ❤️
I love the song with all my heart
Good remix
Música muito F*, nossa show escuto TDS os dias quando bate a depre🙏
My friend i love you u can remix a eminem verse that i cannot recognize u are the man! finally i can enjoy a eminem remix song :)
Is there anyway to upload the other version of So Cold. I think you’re the artist who did it and if so, I rly loved that one. Brings me to tears listening to it, but it’s such a slap 🔥🔥🔥
Broo u really won't understand how much I missed you 💢
Love you brother♥️
💚💚
If i could my scar in my middle neck were life support was wud show u hearing this Marshall thank u 👐💖💯🔥 xxx
Ilove this song❤❤❤❤
Love. Your voice and 🎵 🎶 🎵
This is my favourite song 💜💜💜💜💜🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Love you're 🎶🎵🎶🎵
You put all you're hearts 💕 into it. 🌹❤
I would love to see this feature
Bro, been looking for your Channel for a while now
Felt it
มันส์มาก 🤩
I cant believe this only has 7k likes!!!
So loves this song happy holidays every one 😉😘
So cold
Feel ya pain my mum did that when I was 12 now 47 😮, chin up an sincere blessings to you ❤
Did they actually strike your channel down? Thats so upsetting, sorry about that, we're still here with you :)
This song hits me really hard brings me to tears almost every time I hear it its gotten bad enough to were I can barely listen to it I lost my grandma not to long ago and shortly after my kitten passed away its been one person after another I'm scared to leave my house sometimes because I'm scared im gonna get another phone call I'm tired if loosing people I love but I have to stay strong for them so I listen to this song to remind myself its not always good to be strong and hide away behind your emotion
I love is song 👌❤
HE SAID THANK YOU FOR LOOKING AFTER ME WHILE I HAVE BEEN GRIEVING OVER EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE BEEN PUT THREW
Old tune but u not alone x
I think He was thanking God which is the perfect person to thank! 🙏🏽
💯 Godt sunget
This song is a remix of Arose. This is made me cry
Headlights
@@JW-kt6op sorry
nice remix
nice bruh new fan ❤️❤️❤️❤️
No where i go feels like home an will never feel like my own.
Wow that one made JB cry beautiful song you
Eminem is awesome 🤩 and I believe he is cleaning up now .. ☺️😉🧐
🙏❤❤from India🇮🇳
Nice remix
Love this so much !!!
2.21 really gave me goosebumps🖤🖤
Just best
❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢love this song, totally relatable, soooo lonely 😞 😢😢😢it’s horrible seeing my soulmate so sad I can see it in his beautiful eyes, ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Love y'all your amazing
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Can you upload the last song u posted on ur last channel please:(
I am your biggest "dream"er
If your reading this your not alone and I Love You ❤
So true... I remember my children being gone and a big house feeling so empty
Love
Sooo warm