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Bbygirl, you were so so thin to the point you were literally just skin and bones you know that though. And it's okay to cry and feel big because you aren't used to this yet. It must be a lot for your brain to adjust to. I know it doesn't help when all your clothes are tiny and you're getting to a regular weight where they don't look like they used to. But girllllllllll you are looking DAMNNNNNN good and this feelings gonna pass. Sending love always💖
Lainie Beck thank you! 😊💖
You and Tom ard amazing together. As for the outfit changes and breakdowns, I get it. You are so used to seeing yourself extra thin, then you start to gain weight and your mental state goes into overdrive. I do think you look great and so much healthier. I love how Tom was honest nd said he didn't understand but says you are beautiful to him, best thing he could have done. The light from the boat were so pretty. Glad you had a good time. Yes where are the baby pigeons?! You never see them.
Amy you look absolutely stunning but I know with whatever you’re going through your self no one can help you you can only help yourself and it makes it difficult when others around you don’t really relate. Please just keep focusing on what it is you have to do for your health and stay beautiful because girl I wish I had your shape lol love u💙❄️💙❄️
Tracy Vayda thank you ❤️❤️
Amy, give yourself some grace. This year has not been easy. Glad you are seeking help. Totally adore Tom's humour. Peace.
Sorry your feeling the way you are. It's easy for us to say you look really good (which you do) but glad you are going to get some help with it. It must be hard to have looked like you did for so long and it to have changed really quickly. Don't beat yourself up about it. It's human nature to have emotions about change. Your beautiful. Lots of love to you lovely
Seeing you get upset about how you feel about your body and how it’s making you feel about leaving the house is so heartbreaking 💔 having struggled with an eating disorder and struggling to get up to a healthy weight over the last few years I really understand that feeling you get when you look in the mirror, like when you look at all of your clothes and nobody seems to understand, I’m glad Toms so supportive and you have all of us here for you too ❤️
I don't know if this will work for you but it's worked for me in the past. Look at an old picture of you from the last time you were at your current weight, and remember how you felt about yourself at that weight at that time. It might help make a connection.
Omg Tom is so funny 😂
Amy, you are gorgeous. I understand your struggle, I've felt the same way for years about my body. Having issues with your health and it causing weight fluctuations, especially as extreme as yours, can really mess your head and self image. But after all your hard work to get back to a healthy weight and improve your health, hopefully you'll be able to feel more confident and comfortable soon. Just know that every single one of us is so proud of you and we're sending all the strength we possibly can. Sending love and good vibes from Alabama! 💛🖤💛🖤
You look amazing Amy! And I hope you start to see it for yourself soon. I can imagine you’re going through such a tough time but just know we are here for you and will always be listening if/when you need to vent 💕
I feel you Amy. I go through the same thing. It is hard cause no one understands. I’m here for you. ❤️
EDS skin under a hand dryer 😂 Typical Amy happy spirit even on a bad day. You rock!
Oh you went to a tapas bar I thought you were saying you are going to a topless bar. Ha ha my bad.
Erika Baird haha 😂😂
Me too! 😂
Also major props to you for being so open about it. I know of some who don't speak about these things and don't get help and fall into dangerous behaviours to get back the body they once had, even though when they had it previously they had no choice and knew it was dangerous for them. Huge hugs, you're doing so well
I hope this doesn't come out rude, and maybe it will help a bit. I am 200lbs, and when I go to a store I can never find a pair of jeans that fit. I find myself in the fitting room doing the "please fit me" prayer. I have finally just given up hope and live in jammies and sweats. I envy you in some ways, you can wear a pair of jeans and look beautiful. Your outfits are gorgeous and fit so perfectly. So don't stress so much about it, you are gorgeous.
Amy you look amazing!!
I think it's super understandable that you feel that way right now, most humans would have a similar feeling after a sudden change of their body, be it weight or something completely different.
Everybody has days like that
Sending hugs and positive thoughts your way sweetie.💕
The absolute hardest thing for me the last time my health started improving was my clothes not fitting anymore. I knew I was getting healthy and needed it but I felt massive. I think part of it for me was that I was looking better but I still felt so awful that there was a disconnect between how I felt and how I looked. It took time and a lot of help from my team (plus a few good shopping trips to find some clothes that would fit my recovery body!) But I feel so much better about it now. Keep your head up, you've got this 💗
Hey Amy❤️ I totally get where you’re coming from...I gained quite a lot of weight when I started talking birth control and even though I was not overweight or fat and had a normal weight, I was struggling so much! I really did hate the way I looked. Tbh it takes time to accept your new body and it’s not easy. What helped my was to remind myself that beauty is more then just what’s on the outside and that one should not be defined by a number/mirror reflection. I‘m sure it will get easier with time and Tom‘s support is definitely a big help!
All the love from Switzerland❤️ you’re such a strong a beautiful young woman!
Fun thing about the pigeons, in my first year of high school I had to write a letter in english to practise my english. It was supposed to be a letter to “your aunt” in the UK. Well... (mind you, I’m dutch) I wrote my letter and told “my aunt” about how the PIDGETS picked bread off the floor.
A week later my teacher came to me and asked me what I meant when saying pidgets. The could for the life of her not figure out what I was saying. So I told her: duif! (Dutch word for pigeon) and she just straight up laughed me in the face and told me it was pigeon and not a pidget. Needless to say, I never forgot “Duiven” are “Pigeons”
Sometimes for body image it helps to look at photos of yourself standing beside someone else. It sounds weird but it’s nice to have some sort of reference to realize you’re actually not big.
Also, I agree with Tom. You’re more beautiful now that you’re getting healthier than you were before!
I know exactly how you feel Amy. About three years ago I was severely underweight, malnourished, and extremely weak. My doctors told me that I was starving to death. It took them years to diagnose me with Celiac disease and by the time they had, I was so skinny that I regularly had friends and family asking out of concern if I was eating. The thing was I was so happy with my body. I had always wanted to be skinny, to have a flat stomach, and to generally be thin. I had finally reached that point and was able to maintain it and I felt great. I didn't see what everyone else saw. I knew I was skinny but I thought it was just normal for me. Once I was diagnosed and made to eat a gluten-free diet, I gained about 35 pounds so fast. I hated the way I looked. I felt disgusting. None of my clothes fit me the same anymore and I just felt gross. I knew in my head that I was a healthy weight and that I was not fat but that is how I felt. it took me a long time to overcome this way of thinking but my doctors were a lot of help. I know how hard it is and I completely understand how you feel. Stay strong and trust me, talking about it helps!
Believe me when I say that you look amazing, always do! Plz don't be sad or get down on yourself. Coming from a person who's struggled with weight issues the majority of my life, I'd love to be able to put on anything and look great, but the reality is I don't and I can't, but I learned to love myself for who I am and to be happy that I've lost weight and I'm healthy. That's what is important. You're an awesome person and never forget that. You share your life and personal details with everyone and we're all here for you. I'm on the other side of the planet and wish I could give you a big hug. Well wishes from Connecticut in the US. Xoxoxoxo
You look amazing , you look so much better and healthier I can’t see your bones anymore you look so much bigger and shaped don’t get upset this is all worth it . You’ve tried so hard to get this far and your finally getting there can’t wait for you to become bigger
I have always hated my weight until about 8-9 years ago when I started losing weight. Unfortunately, I was dealing with wasting syndrome. I loved being 80 pounds (36kg or 5.7 stone), but I missed eating, so when every nausea medication failed, I agreed to dronabinol (synthetic THC). I stayed gaining weight.
Every pound was torture
I'm 5'8" (172cm tall). I went from :
160lb (72.5kg or 11.4 stone) to
80 pounds (36kg or 5.7 stone) to
170 pounds (77kg, 12.14 stone)
I was stable for a while,then they switched me from fentanyl to morphine almost the years ago.
I peaked at 218lbs (98.88kg, 15.57 stone)
I've fought to get back to 195lbs (including dropping my morphine 40%, they refuse to switch back to fentanyl, long story).
*195lbs=88.45kg=13.9 stone
My wife doesn't understand either, but she tries... Most of the time
Now, I actually am overweight, but I started feeling huge as soon as I got to about 110-120lbs (49.89-54.43kg or 7.86-8.57 stone).
I don't have any advice to make you feel better, but I promise that you're not alone.
-Steve
I understand what you’re going through Amy. I’ve been through the same thing with gaining weight and hating how I look.
I understand what you mean when you know you aren’t fat/big but you feel big... I’ve been a really small girl all my life but I’ve always had issues thinking I’m bigger than I actually am and it’s hard to understand that I really am quite small. having positive people around (like how you have Tom) helps :)
Beautiful lights cute couple
Pigeons and f*cking seagulls! Lolol
Hi amy i just wanted to say how strong i know you are your suffering from body dysmorphic disorder i too suffered from this i would look in the mirror all the time and see something i don't like your so healthy at this weight i know you'll overcome this as i have i'm happy you have already spoke to your team about this shows maturity and courage we have your back girl this to shall pass thank you for sharing this i know it's hard we're always here to support you ❤❤❤❤
Darlin’, because you are facing this issue head on, because your not just holding all this in on your own means you do care about yourself, and you want help. How you feel and what’s going on IS real! Your so strong Amy! I mean look at what you have gone through over the years...you’ve got this Amy!
I’m sure you see yourself here on the video, I see a beautiful person inside and out! Also, here is a fact...When we see ourselves on the internet, and same in most all mirrors. We always look 10 lbs heavier. Try to remember that when you look in the mirror next time.
I love ya Amy :)
I know how you feel. It’s not exactly the same but I have a stoma and quite a swollen belly because of issues with my bowels (tmi??) but it makes me so so self-conscious and I wear the same sets of clothes because they’re the only ones i feel comfortable in. But I’ll deal with it and so will you. Loving your videos, you’re such an inspiration!
Oh Amy bless you. I totally understand the feelings you are having around weight and body image. I hear you. You're right - it doesn't make a difference to your thoughts if we all tell you look beautiful (which you do!) but hopefully it might just give you a little more strength to try to love yourself more. I 100% understand you. It makes me sad seeing you struggle with this as you're worth so much more than any self-critical thoughts you have. Please remember - however you feel or whatever you think, you can't help. It's your brain, it's automatic, it's normal. It's actually healthy, your brain is doing its best to make sense of what's happening to you. Don't ever feel guilty or angry or ashamed of these thoughts. Maybe tell yourself each day one positive thing about your body changes. Hopefully it will chip away at the negative things. I'll start. Today you look stunning, your hair is shiny, your smile is contagious and your fight is an inspiration. Love ya chic xxx
Wish You the Best
I know my situation is completely different than yours but as a mom of two little boys under 3 years old I find myself not wanting to go outside or feeling really overwhelmed about the way I look so when I am having a down day I look in the mirror and say this is as good as it’s going to get and try to not think about it so much Hang in there
Pigeon are flying rats and seriously where are the baby pigeons. LOL
Tom they are all in new York and new Jersey in bird cages on top of people's roofs that are flat lol
I hate seeing you upset Amy! You are so beautiful! Obviously me saying how good you look won't change your mind but you are looking so so much healthier! Try to keep strong girly! ❤
I completely understand I have body dysmorphia and I had an eating disorder for years and I am healthier now but I am still struggling and I always feel so fat and ugly I never get dressed up cuz I feel so bad. I hope you feel better
I understand your struggle with how you look and are seeing yourself at the moment. It doesn't matter that people around you say you look just fine etc. If you think about it is completely understandable that you would struggle with this along with your gastroperisis. I don't have this but it looks like I might have something called a redundant colon which causes me pain when I eat and it is messing up my relationship with food because food means pain but you have to eat and get on with life. Then if you have a focus your body and your weight which you have to do a lot of which is medical, just setting up your tpn is a big thing, you get new tubes and gadgets which kind of become part of you and even small changes can mess with your identity. It's difficult stuff, I get it but I don't know how to get around it. I don't know if that made sense I'm on an ' essay break' my brain is mush from trying to write xx
Amy you're such a beautiful person 💖 inside and out!! Also hey from Liverpool, England Xxx
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Baby Pigeons also known as squabs spend twice as long in their nests before fledging (I think it's about 40 days) as other birds, hence we don't see them until they are adult sized! 🐦
The other day Amy was talking about Toms' cooking & Peppers & getting ones that looked nice... did you know there are Male & female peppers! Male peppers have 3 bumps & female 4!
Amy you look healthy & gorgeous as you are- I hope it helps (even a little) hearing others say you look good but I have a feeling it'll only feel ok when you get there yourself & like what you see in the mirror. You'll get there, like everything else, you'll work to find a way. 💕
I kind of get what you are going through right now. I'm struggling too, just the opposite way. My bodyimage has changed so much during the past two years and I still can't keep up the speed and changes.
I've lost over 50 kilos weight during this time. And it shows. But sometimes my brain just refuses to see it. My brain still sees the old weight and body from the mirror.
And buying clothes... mission impossible. Allways picking up the biggest ones on the shops...
But let's keep our spirit high and try to learn to know our bodies again. Thanks for the good vlog ans spirit you give to people! And best wishes from snowy Lappland!
You look great hun. Trust me if you are gaining or losing weight it takes time to love the body your in. Just take it a day at a time. Learning to love yourself is a lifelong battle. Guys care but no they don't get it. You will get there. You are beautiful embrace your beauty and love yourself.
ohhhh catching up on vlogmas and in one vlog you made me cry so hard I almost choked and then at the end Tom made me laugh so hard I almost choked..lol. I know you have had a lot of people say this but I want to add to it by telling you I am so proud of you. I remember how hard a decision it was for you to start the tpn but you did what had to be done and now your body is getting stronger and healthier looking. I completely understand body issues as I am obese and my hubby doesn't understand why I just can't be happy ...men just don't get it lol. Thanks to Tom for the giggles at the end. I am really going to miss the THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO HMMMMM when vlogmas ends..lol
Body image distortion sucks, girl. I'm glad your team is helping you. x
I completely understand about not loving your body. I have gained around 25lbs of my needed weight but I feel like the bloat makes it look so much bigger. And it doesnt mean I dont love my healthier body but there is a need for adjustments.
Omg... definitely made me go hmm. Tom’s right, where are the baby pigeons?!
Hi Amy, I have paused the video to leave a comment for you after listening to you talk about the way you feel about your body. I know the comments about how amazing you are looking don't help so i thought this way might help you to feel a little better. Instead of fighting how you feel, accept it. Accept that the way you are feeling is a very normal reaction for your situation right now and I am sure alot of people in your shoes would feel the same way. You're body has and is going through a big change and i think its only natural that your brain goes a bit all over the place trying to adjust to your new look. Give yourself time to adjust, allow yourself to settle in to your new body. It is ok to have days where you feel rubbish and you just want to hide from the world in bed, but over time those days will lessen and the good days or even the ok days increase. You are amazing Amy and feeling this way won't last forever even if it feels like it will. Thank you for being real and talking about this as you will let others know they are not alone in feeling this way. Everything will be ok, you are amazing. Sending love and hugs :) xx
Dirty dirty birds pigeons are. I saw one and it had one leg!
I’m now on the lookout for a baby pigeon! Lol 😂 Tom’s things that make you go hmmm was a good one today! 👍 as for your struggling with your appearance Hun I can totally sympathise! Pretty much every time I look in the mirror I hate what I see, but I know that I have to get up, get dressed & put a smile on my face no matter how hard the prospect of doing that is! I get really bad anxiety over my looks & if I have to go to new places or meetings but I know that once I get there & calm down I’ll enjoy myself, it’s easier said than done tho! Lol I think that your looking fab right now & I hope that you can start to see it yourself & believe it soon as you’re really an amazing person!! Sending big hugs! xx
How awesome is the Mandurah Christmas cruise 😍😍 definitely on the wish list to live along the estuary one day 🥰🥰 btw your such a beautiful soul! I messaged you on facebook but I don’t think it went thru 💖
You are beautiful!! You have been soooo tiny for so long!! Your mind was used to seeing your body with extreme malnutrition from your illness. As you your weight stabilizes and you are feeling your best, your mind will allow you to enjoy the new you!! You will have highs and lows, but always know you are beautiful!!!
Ur beautiful no matter what 🌸💙💜
Lol I thought at first you were saying a topless bar. No judgement
You are so much more full of life and energy try to focus on that. Keep it up. Love your silliness with Tom.
Thank you Beautiful for being brave enough to share with us your dysmorphia. You have had so many health issues to deal with that just the stress of that alone would make anyone question how they look. You have a gorgeous figure and I pray that very soon you will be able to see that beauty that you truly are.💖
Sweet girl, I know how you feel I have felt the same way with an eating disorder since I was a kid I know I am not fat but I have always hated the way I look and the way my body is and I have struggled with this since I was a kid and it is really difficult 💔😢😭 and some days, I don't feel beautiful either
Awe Amy! I’m so glad u mentioned how you are feeling about your body! I never considered that people who are actively trying to gain weight from an underweight size (for reasons other than from an eating disorder) would struggle so much (it makes sense I just never even considered it!!) and I feel awful because I commented on one of your videos saying how well you looked and I just hope I didn’t accidentally upset you with my comment!! You’re looking so good but it’s understandable how you must be feeling it’s a big change for you to get used to!! But you will get used to it and feel good again it just may take some time! Xxxx
I understand how rapid body changes, either weight loss or gain, are very difficult to handle psychologically. I am surprised its bothering you so much though, only because about 1 month ago you were in the hospital and saying that you hated how thin you were and how you absolutely couldn't wait to gain weight!
Amy, I want you to know that you look so much better and healthier now than you have in many months!
I think it will help you if you focus on health rather than appearance. Having a healthy and capable body is truly what matters. I have a challenge for you! Anytime you think/say something negative about your appearance or body, you must follow it up by saying something positive about it.
The way to loving your body is through appreciation for it.
P.S. Tom's attempt at a flip was hilarious, he's such a good laugh!
🕊 Pigeons are so cute with their plump little bellies. Its true, where are the babies?! Also, its very surprising to hear that you don't see pigeons in Australia! 🕊
The pigeons aren't in WA because they are all in Sydney
Honey you look beautiful. You look healthy. We all struggle with body image!! But you look absolutely stunning and better than you have in a long time. When you look at your self in the mirror tell your self im beautiful I deserve this and keep saying it. It's only because for so long love you got used to not seeing anything on your bones and now you do and your brains like wo wait a min. Just do the mirror thing even write post it notes and put them on the mirrors I am beautiful. I love you girly. Sending you so much love xoxo from Lawton Oklahoma 🦋🦋💞💞💞💞
Girl I just want you to know you look better in what you wear then what I do
I understand feeling bad about how you look, we are always our worst critics! You are gorgeous and so so strong! Sometimes we just have to take a little bit and feel bad for ourselves! The sweet comment Tom made was so so sweet! Also, my husbands name is Thomas!
Body image is the trickiest thing. Keep your chin up! I’m glad you’re getting help.
I'm glad you found it weird too!! I found it so weird seeing myself in your vlog! There aren't any pigeons here its so weird haha grew up with them and yea where are the baby pigeons ?
I’m going through similar with weight gain at the moment. Mine story is different but I completely get you! I know nothing anybody says will help because you are with you and your thoughts 24/7. All I know is in your previous videos when you were thinner you didn’t like your body that way either and you were so happy you were going to get bigger. Maybe take a look at those videos and remind yourself why this weight gain is a good thing. Take Care of yourself 💜
Amy you are such a pretty girl and you are developing your new healthy body so you can enjoy your life with your lovely family x
Pigeons pmsl
I have wood pigeons. They are all called Walter btw. My collard doves are all called Colin! What a coincidence!
Is there any kind of physical movement that is EDS-safe for you to do-like tai chi or gentle yoga or slow dance (with Tom even)? Moving your new body in a coordinated way can help your brain adjust to it and help you feel more connected to and positive about it. In any case, you are beautiful and hopefully you will feel that way again soon.
Aww Amy you are not only beautiful looking and getting better every vid but your inner beauty is defo unmatched love watching your vids and Tom and you are a perfect couple ye bounce so much off each other in ways other couples would die for serious thought you and Tom should give lessons ;) keep keeping the real 👍👍👍👍👍
Wtf lol was laughing so hard at the end of this x
Such a drastic change is hard for your mind to cope with. Of course you know you're not fat, it's not that. I really hope the help you're getting works as quickly as possible so you don't feel like this any longer
I've been on a mini CZcams hiatus due to family reasons and am playing catch ups with my subs.
It'll take time to get used to your body. It is a big change for you to process. Go easy on yourself xoxo
I live on the west coast of Canada and I e been to England a few times and that comment about the pigeons totally got me!! Where are the babies?!?!? 🤔🤯
Im 12 with sickle cell and im only 55 pounds thats bad i look in the mirror and i can see my bones and people tell me that i need help yet nobody understands that I cant really help it there are times where i can eat as much as a grown women and the next second I throw up everything. I try to tell everyone my situation but they just dont understand me i feel ugly and I just cant help it i even pick at my face because I think im ugly i have scars
You look beautiful and your definitely not fat. You look great 🤗I have days were I feel hideous/ fat. Other days I feel pretty but I never see what other people see in me. But try to remember others feel the way you do🤗
Precious woman you are amazing!!! I do actually understand where you are coming from with the feelings with your body I went from a slim normal weight for my height to being clinically obese because of a type of medication that I take.... it’s extremely hard to deal with and it’s not even that we think bigger = ugliness... I know plenty of people that are larger that are such beautiful people.... obviously you aren’t overweight at all but I think with weight gain our minds are the last thing to catch up because our minds are programmed to hate change..... you are not insane or bad for feeling the way you do.... it’s normal and ok not to feel ok with a drastic change in appearance.... for what it’s worth I don’t even see your weight I see who you are and what a great difference you are making in the chronic illness community 💓💚💕💙💗
I know how you feel... with the bodyissues... i do have an eading disorder tho... i know you might think like i dont match the symptoms but eating disorders present themselves differently on everyone. It is okay to feel shitty about your body even tho you aknolage that you are not fat... it is hard for anyone to gain loads of weight even slowly and fast too... even if they wanted to gain the weight.. lost of love to you amy!
You are beautiful
:( Try to hang in there sweet heart we all love you my friend and most importantly jesus loves you very much too and wont you to be happy
Babe if your big I’m obese😂. Don’t worry we all hate our bodies at some point. Yes some might hate it more than others and it’s good that you are getting help but know that you are NORMAL and your feelings are absolutely normal! You are beautiful and you would look just as beautiful fat or skinny! I pray that you are healed mentally and physically. I look at you and realise how unappreciative people are. We always complain about little things but here you are strong and practically flying over any hurdle life throws at you! I know you have down days and I know that you will get through them because you are a lovely girl!! Be strong and remember it’s OKAY to not be Ok.
Hey amy u are beautiful amy it’s hard for me too I’m obese and I’m trying to lose weight and it’s hard to lose it or gain it but we both got this ❤️ true where are the baby pigeons I’m in America in United States
You dont look FAT.. girl your beautiful whatever you put on I'm very thin myself. Everyone tells me that I look good I am big chested lol and a skinny body sometimes I feel self conscious with my body. My boyfriend never tells me I'm beautiful I wish I did. I feel you but I can tell you you are very beautiful girl.. 👍❤
Why do you park on driveways and drive on parkways (u.s. things that make you go hmmmmm)
Hey pretty girl, I know your having a hard time. I have always had body issues since I was very very young. I have many many over weight women in my family and as I was growing up I had a foster mom (state custody) that would tell me that I was horrible fat, that I was growing up to be a fat lazy mom like my mother. It was so hard for me because I made sure to stay at a very low weight. I have been having a hard time because I an a mother of 2 and i have kept some of the weight on and nothing i do is working. I do understand a little. I also have 2 daughters that I have never pushed that on and I tell them they are beautiful everyday. On a lighter not In my hometown we call the pigeons rat's with wings. Haha. It is just a joke.
I hope you read this. You are wonderful and amazing just the way you are. Get healthy and then go from there love. I hope this kinda helped.
@amy’s Life you are looking good I wish I was like you I also have gastrointestinal problem every time I eat my belly is 9 months I have cystic fibrosis I have celiac diseases and I just recently got diagnosed with lupus disease I am perfect about it do enjoy 😊 your time and love your body I always wish I could be someone else but that why you so special god created you in is image I don’t know whether you believe in Jesus you are beautiful and wonderful made by god he love you 😍
You're not crazy. I know exactly how you feel about the clothes. I hated seeing myself in the mirror naked as thin as I was, but I think I got used to my clothes fitting me differently and how they looked on me. Now that I've gained back a good bit of my weight, the clothes all just seem too tight and like I have bulges or something. Try to listen to Tom, or even better to your sister. If she's like my sisters, she won't sugar coat the truth, so you can truly trust that she is not just saying you look better. Also, it might help if you look back at the hospital video where you showed how bony your hips had gotten so that you can see for yourself how much better this is than that was. It's the truth, but it sounds to you like we're all just doting on you to make you feel better. Of course we do want you to feel better, but it's just one of those things you have to realize and see for yourself. Love and prayers for you always, sweet Amy. Merry Christmas!
You look beautiful and skinny to me. Sounds like you have a touch of body dysmorphia which is completely understandable for what you have gone through. I have eds too and laugh at my hands rippling when I put them in a hand drier. You are an amazing lady ok.
Amy- what do you hate about the way you look? Anything specific? As much as you said you did not like being so thin, do you think a part of you did like being really thin? From my own experiences when I was very underweight, I was so uncomfortable with my body because even tho I felt big, the numbers were sooo small so I felt I couldn’t trust what I say..,,so I was always covering up.....it would 30 degrees Celsius and everyone would have shorts on and I’d have long pants and long johns! I noticed that you did wear a lot of “revealing “ clothes which just made think rightly or wrongly, that you were comfortable with how your body looks!
Amy you are absolutely beautiful you looked amazing in the white jeans I wish I could pull of white jeans ... your mind is only used to being seriously underweight so it’s not going to be easy and I’m glad you have help with it as getting healthy you are going to feel huge because all you know is super tiny but your super tiny now you just can’t see it .... I get you because my husband tells me every day how beautiful I am and how slim I am but I don’t see it ..I love your channel and tell Tom them pissing pigeons keep shitting on my car 😂xx
I totally understand your mind is so used to the extra extra skinny Amy to suddenly have weight that looks amazing on you by the way your mind is still three steps back I’m so glad you’re getting help counseling it will do wonders for you just take your time and be honest with your feelings
Bless u beautiful, its going to be hard u been so tiny and under weight for so long and u get useto what u see even thoigh u didnt like what u seen then. But being on yr tpn yr putting weight on quite fast and is norml its going to mess with yr head babe and it normal. But u r looking so amazing, beautiful, stuning and healthy babe but i knkw myself with having body problems all my life how hard it is, but u will get there babe, u will start to feel like its u in yr own skin and it is u looking back at u in the mirrow. Plus the thing is when cloths start to feel bit tight we women the most do get upset and so inside our own heads about it... but as u get new cloths and seeing yr body looking healthy u will get there babe and be happier..
Oh and yr bum is looking so on point... i think yr looking amazing hunning and i know all on her will think the say. But the most important person to think it is u.
Oh yeah yr ourfit loooked stunning on u Xxx Xxx 😘😍
Bless you Amy, do you think it's possibly because you have been underweight for so long? That you just aren't used to getting healthy? You are gorgeous! And your body needs the fuel!
Amy, you must talk to a professional about these feelings before they become too entrained. you do look amazing with curves where they should be, maybe that's part of the problem, you have become used to seeing the too slim you and it's the difference that you see. but really you are a good looking girl. the lights were great. nice to see them from the boat! the uk is rheumatoid same as normal cold wet and windy. keep up the good work. love hugs and best wishes to you both and a Merry Christmas ☺😚👴💑❤👀🎅🎅👍👍👐
Amy hi my name is myriam. You look nise whith you pound do not let No Bari Put your Down you look good and healthy God bless
Hey lovely maybe when you get paid from CZcams again you can put a little aside for yourself to buy some new clothes it might make you feel abit better about yourself some fresh new clothes maybe some makeup and make it a positive experience that your getting healthier xx always here if you need to chat!💕💕
Amy- sorry-another comment! It’s not on,y EDS skin that looks like thstn after blow dryers! EveryoneS skin does it that wat
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