Flowers Through the Years - Folder

*FILMED* - April 29th, 2024
*UPLOADED* - Monday May 20th, 2024
So I saw a trend on here quite a number of years ago, where artists would create and color in one picture; and then each year they would recreate that same picture, in one way or another. This would show how far they had come in learning their new skill/hobby, what have you. It was an extremely telling and usually eye popping way to see how far they had come.
Well, it occurred to me, that since I had so many tracings of the same pictures, why not do the same, in one way or another.
Except, MY thing that I’m doing might have to be truncated a bit, shortening it to 3 or 6 month intervals.
You never know, with my health and memory being what it is.
Sadly & terribly I have mentally lost everything that I had learned in art. I am now trying to start out new; but it’s not working so well. My mind is not holding what I want it to; it’s not recalling and even automatically doing the skills, talents and abilities I have had in the past to do art, color in items, and even draw. So as I fight to stay alive and keep myself healthy enough to even do this, I am also losing the fight to even have the mental memory and mental abilities to even do this skill.
Sadly & terribly & angrily.
I’m extremely upset about it all.
I just wish there was such a thing as being able to heal ourselves. CRIES!
So yeah. That’s it.
My finances also being what they are, total Crap, I doubt I’ll have enough money, and therefore free time, to continue to do this out even to 5 years. I just HOPE I will be able to. WEEPS!
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