Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics)
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- Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics)
i been trying so hard to survive
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ALEXANDER STEWART
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Lyrics 🎤
[Verse 1]
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so f*cking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine
[Chorus]
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
If you only knew
[Post-Chorus]
(Oh)
[Verse 2]
I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help
I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own
[Chorus]
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
[Bridge]
Take me out of this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me out of this hell
Oh, I'm not myself
[Outro]
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Oh, if you only knew
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*We all have our bad days, but that doesn't mean that all the good days are over. Hang in there, and don't be afraid to reach out to people for help* ❤
IDK how or why but I listen to this song the for the first time yesterday and knew every single word to this song and mouthed the words when riding my bike
Lots of love bro thanks 🧿❤️
I tried to reach out for help, and I was replied to multiple times by my hand being pushed back to me... 💔
@RampageTheWolf I feel you there have reached out to many times just to be either told don't want to talk about that or told by professionals that they can't even help me.
I'm Just So Tired Mentally 😔
If you’re listening to this song, know you’re worth it
I love you and God loves you, so please take care of yourself ❤️
I hope so..❤
I'm I benn trying really hard to survive I survived five surgeries
Faith is strong companion in the darkest of nights. Stand strong and God will support you and so will the good people in your life. God loves you, and so do I ❤ ✝️
You too
❤❤❤ god bless you too
This is actually my life put into one song. EVERY SINGLE last word describes me and my life perfectly.
Bubu
❤❤
🤗❤
Se
Same
Just had this on repeat and cryed the shit out of me. God bless you
Same.
Same
everything will be fine ... even the sad time can't stay forever ... pat head ...God with u
MY MAN DESCRIBING MY LIFE...🤒
Never blame yourself
felt that
Me tooo😢
Wait cause this song be hittin fr 🥹
feel you 💔
Fell you this song fell me Inside
This song touched my heart. Make me cry 😭😭
Same😢
Same
That song is beautiful, it reminds me with my Aunt Selena, before she passed away from stomach cancer 😔
Same for my grandfather she passed away two years ago I can't go overboard I will never forget him
This is so amazing. And beautiful
oh my gosh, my life. HOW DID SOMEONE PUT THIS INTO WORDS FOR ME. DANG
I currently this on repeat because honestly this is me right now being stuck in your own head is hell
Why is this exactly what was going on in my head yesterday?
Does CZcams have cameras in my room?!?
YES
@@B.CREAT1 explains a lot
@@B.CREAT1 explains a lot
@@B.CREAT1 explains a lot
I’m 15 and it’s sad to say this is my life 🙁
I'm so very sorry. May be try share a little bit, with close friend or someone trust. I really hope you are ok 🙏
You can try talking to someone strange and get a new friend circle. But write down what and who hurts you the most and scout taking the name loudly. You might feel better
Keep ur chin up little man u got this 😢 try talking to someone u trust an love bro you got this buddy
Keep ur chin up buddy try talking to someone bro don't let it get the best of u
Talk to someone hun, it really does help. So many of us have been down the same path but there is light at the end of the tunnel. You're important, you matter! 🤗
This song is so relatable 😢❤
this song hits me really hard 💔 why should i feel this soo much pain 💔 i cannot bear this anymore 💔💔💔
Same as you I go through something like this about two years ago and I'm trying hard to fight and survive but my grandfather his didn't survive I got through five surgeries and survived his always be with me in my heart I always remember this song and him
@@ionlungu9094 god bless you and your family
Thanks this really means a lot is have been two years since my grandfather passed away
Hits hard... Took the words right out of my brain but too ashamed to say out loud🥺💔
Depression sucks.. This is what exactly I felt over the previous years. But I fight to live.
why is this so relatable? my cousin used to understand me so well, practically sisters. She could read every emotion I felt even though I wouldn't show it, could read what I really meant underneath the words I said. She's moved on now, we still talk, but it's so different. Everyone struggling, it helps to cry, let it out. You got this
Same
Bro,,fhuking awesome,,I truly feel this way,,I fhuking hide everything man and smile
I feel the same way too
Same as you man or sir
It hurst so bad If you find yourself in every single word...
Yeah exactly if you have someone who always stands by your and lose them I totally understand that I have been through like this two years ago when my least but not last grandfather I really miss him so much
@@ionlungu9094 I'm so very sorry. We are here if anyone needs listening or to talk. I really hope you are ok 🙏
I really hope you are ok 🙏
Even you're not sad but listening to this song make me sad 🥹
*Love this!*
Beautiful yet very sad song and reading the commentt section is heartbreaking to know so many are hurting on the inside and as humans we all have those low moments but anyone that needs it you are stronger than any pain you go through at the moment and it's okay to reach for help to be held right and tight until you feel the pain place is replaced with strength(sending prayers in form of a big hug for those that need it and know that please take a moment t to be strong to not drink or do bad stuff but breath and change to be kind towards yourself to do good and please reach out to those that love you) than anyone always know God loves you and is with you reach out to him and find the endless reasons to love yourself and please remind yourself to act think love yourself with kindness and patience ❤
It is so not easy. It kills emotionally, physically and mentally
I really needed
I'm hunting inside
I know I'm not drinking or giving up
Uff that touched deep down the soul
If they only knew what i felt , if they only what my brain telling me to do 😭
i get builled in school every day i listen to this every day i will cry to this if listen to this song
Why?
You should defend yourself.
@@kahojimo8700 its because idk wehyyyyuyyyyyyyyyyyy
R.i.p to my best friends grandfather passed away last week 🕊️🕊️😭
Same as me lost my good friend i know him from my childhood 😢
Ok my best friend just left me because they are moving away from downtown to Asia and they are moving to Asia for summer
May Jesus give you all peace and comfort which surpasses all understanding
@@america1st277 ok thanks you
Same sorry I lost my grandfather two years ago I'm really sorry his was like my best friend to me and a really important person in my family
Amazing voice!!!
wow... je me reconnais dans chacun de ses mots, sans aucune exception...
C'est une musique incroyable, pas beaucoup de paroles me produise cet effet
Je suis quelqu'un qui a du mal à vraiment apprécier une musique, à la qualifier de parfaite, mais je peut dire que celle ci l'est
wow... I recognize myself in each of his words, without exception...
It's incredible music, not many words have this effect on me
I'm someone who has trouble really appreciating music, calling it perfect, but I can say that this one is.
Just don't know how much this song has help me with getting threw life right now 😢
Same here
been depressed lately because of my studies but can't tell my mom that I'm not okay because she only have me to depend on to pull ourselves in poverty.
This song explains my whole life since i was 6 years old but 2:07 rlly explains my thoughts and just my brain…
Same when I was 15 year old
This got me crying how i feel right now
I love your music
I can't live without you ❤
Same I miss you grandfather
love it
take this 🏅
Hope everyone listening to this song is okay and content .. this painful feeling will pass hang in there
This song touch my heart 😢❤
This song is really amazing and every boy can relate
Yeah
Hits a bit too hard when I need my mom to come running to help me when im like this. But she was the first one to break me.
Don't blame yourself if you're mother died I completely understand that Im going through the same thing with my grandfather for a bout two years
If you only knew my struggle .....
For everyone virtual hugs. We gonna be okay. Just dont give up. Keep going. One day at time. " I am fine too". 😢
This hits hard. My father passed away 3 years ago and i am the "stand in leader" of my family. So i have to be the strong one. The financially stable one. The one my family comes to for everything, not ina bad way or taking advantage of type of way. But i have to be the rock i have to be ol' faithful. So i cant tell them, especially my mom what im going through in my head. Bc then she would worry. And i cant bare to see my mom worried. I cant tell them that every night when i go to sleep i hope to not wake up. That Every time i hear on the news about a fatal accident, i secretly wish it was me... i know a lot of ppl feel the same way i do and it sucks. I know i have a thousand reasons to be thankful. And that just makes me feel a thousand times worse bc i feel so ungrateful. But my mind is my own worst enemy. I have a big heart and there was a time i could drown out the thoughts in my mind and listen to my heart. It was surprisingly helpful. My brain is just a tool like a calculator and i know that. But i cant hear or feel my heart anymore. I still cry when i see something really sad so i know its still there. But when i try to talk to it. It doesnt respond. I feel foresaken. The only reason i keep on is so my family doesnt have to mourn me. So i just keep it all inside. Hopefully this comment doesnt age well. I would like to feel better, dare i say happy one day. If you read my ramble this far, Thanks.
You are welcome.
Your life is determined by your death. I guess you dad died for you so that you live well. I remember my grandad but most of all my father. Feels like they want to live inside me. I don't need to be bothered by that. My dad was having last breath so I ran after to arrange ambulance and after a split second ....
Same I got through the same things with my grandfather his passed away two years ago and I really miss him
Sorry everyone
I keep all the pain toy self not even telling my mother father and my wrondreful sister
🥺🥺🥺 I always feel like I have no one by my side every time 😒😒
I have my parents and my youngest sister by my side no matter what happened to me they will always be by my side
Respekt 😊🎉❤love AMEN
Similar with my life, really touch my heart
So true
Wow ❤❤❤
This song resonates with me so much 😭💔
Same about my past
Never blame yourself stand up for yourself never give up i never give up for it even i know i lost someone in my family my father is really sad same as me hope you have a good rest peacefully in peace my grandfather and i still fighting i will never move forward
If you only knew what my mind tells me what I should do I would be prezent în your furnerial I would never miss your furnerial I would be very sad if you only knew you my best friends ever and a really good grandfather and a really good man and a important person In our heart if you only knew I love you very much I know you watching me
This song... Just said it all..
I agree
Bro this is my real story 😢 your song just same like my life story
Me too,right on it!😢
Wow...what a song🥹🥹😢
Definition of my life
yes mummy i don't want u worried but when reality hit hard 😭i cant escape and im so fucking tired of all this thing😭
Same
Dis shit hurt 😔
😢No words😢
Same feeling 😢
Take me out of this hell😢😢😢
Same this song helped me very much
I feel this song personally
Amen amen you can save me from myself
Most time feel like give up but when i look at son u keep going but am tired
Aint no one wants to help a man every single person just looks at our past and judges that's why we keep it pent up and sacrifice our happiness to be good for everyone else fuck
I. Not
Broo❤
Jeez... Got my cyring damnit
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If only no one would come running
I wish my life cold get better this is so me
❤
Yup...😢
Thats how my cousin feels rn
" If you only knew what my mind is telling me, i should do. "
If u only knew...😓
I rlly sck this song😭💔
My reality 😢
So much like my life😔
Me to guys
I just need someone real 😢😢😢😢😢
😢 man.. 😞
Do you guys know man is like a glass. They look hard on thr outside but they easily break.
where you make this backrounds?
Guys am dieing silently 😢😢😢😢
This was me 3 night's ago. It was either cut myself or cut my hair. I just wanted the fucking pain to go away. I just kept cutting my hair. I know it will grow back. But God it's definitely not good 😢
Bro This song is just like my story 😢😢😢
Same
Same here sir or mam
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SOMETIMES is Hard😥😥😥
I understand man is really hard for me after losing my 3 grandfather
I'm Sorry
Kivitoli achumi i love you alot
I miss you
I miss you
I really miss you
24mar 2024
Miss you
What❤
My crush likes my best friend I feel crushed inside and she’s the only one who knows what I’ve been through I feel so hurt
she snd me a screenshot, n i saw her's wallpaper tht another guy there, n she said, don't care about the wallpaper.. I'm her's bf.. if on she know wht i felt;)
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När du kan vara med mig varför gömmer du inte till mig jag blir jätte ledsen vi löser det tredje llsammans ❤❤❤vi jag älskar jag bdig fattar du inte det från din mamma
I'm here because of tiktok
Too young to die
Take me out of this hell..... somebody help
Ngai
Just broke up now 😢
R.i.p to Aliyah's step grandma and Grandpa passed away Long Time ago 🕊️🕊️🕊️☠️☠️💯❤️🩹💘💗🫂🫂🫂🫂😿😭 😢🥹💕😘💗💔💘🥲☺️🥹🥲🥺😰😨😪🤧😈👿 my Dad i having a hard time with is Left side and he can't not move stroke 😭 we did take him to the hospital 😢😢😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤i am not happy with my family member that is i miss my Grandpa and grandma passed away and my best friends grandfather passed away last week 1
Sorry but I go through the same situation with my grandfather rip Mr gravril
I can't move also
I also have a hard time
I also been trying so hard to survive five surgeries my last one was almost a year ago is really hard I still fighting for it
I fighting still for my life I was Benn two years science his past my father is still really sad like me
Does You Tubers have cameras in my room?