Dear Younger Self...

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  • čas přidán 20. 02. 2018
  • Out of all my ''Dear...'' videos this one probably means the most to me.
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    This beautiful track called ''Memories'' was composed by Jonny Easton
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Komentáře • 528

  • @Pauline-my4eg
    @Pauline-my4eg Před 5 lety +874

    "and nobody believing in you"
    me: *starts tearing up*

  • @thinkimfantastic
    @thinkimfantastic Před 6 lety +945

    I’m literally crying this is amazing wtf

  • @mylifeaudios3205
    @mylifeaudios3205 Před 3 lety +38

    "You thought you had to be the victim for people to care about you" Hits close to home Jay

  • @katb9462
    @katb9462 Před 6 lety +739

    i know this was personal to you, but the thing is Jay, I can relate to this in so many ways. You know how to explain how we all felt and are still feeling, and you make us feel like we aren't alone. so thank you. from the bottom of my heart.

  • @bornthisway125
    @bornthisway125 Před 6 lety +397

    I been through a lot through out my life. bullying, depression, self harm, sometimes suicidal thought. I work on loving myself today. I went through some stuff like you. I hope you continue loving yourself.

    • @emmylee83morrison15
      @emmylee83morrison15 Před 5 lety

      Same here I'm suicidal and I did self harm and you should love yourself

    • @minyoongiarmy3905
      @minyoongiarmy3905 Před 4 lety

    • @kylenehernandez4822
      @kylenehernandez4822 Před 4 lety +1

      ❤️

    • @Artlove8900
      @Artlove8900 Před 4 lety +3

      Yeah same i have been through too much social anxiety not being able to make frnds or understood heartbreak burrying my feelings for my crush i have feelings for even though that person sometimes behave like an idiot i lost my dad fell into depression hard for me to come out of it each day and i keep falling it into deeper people treat me like trash and going through anxiety panic attacks alqays imagining how i want my life to be but it never works that way and now m in college and i have to depend on medications i want to live nrmlly still people say u are weak this that nobody see my side of story snd i dont care about that because they will never
      Understand

    • @kodasizzke3422
      @kodasizzke3422 Před 4 lety +1

      I can’t believe I did this already and I’m barely turning 12

  • @tomlover2
    @tomlover2 Před 3 lety +5

    "You just wanted to be held, but i know you never got to feel that way" That's where i lost it...

  • @sophiem8741
    @sophiem8741 Před 3 lety +63

    i was told my whole life that i needed to be better. stop crying. become strong. dont hurt myself. all of it. i was bullied. i pushed myself into goals that killed me. just to make them happy.
    thank you for this. really.

  • @loffy4916
    @loffy4916 Před 3 lety +7

    Childhood is the best moment people ever had in their life

    • @somepotato623
      @somepotato623 Před 3 lety +5

      I wish it was like that for everyone, too bad...

    • @peninasherman
      @peninasherman Před rokem +1

      I always wanted to be older when I was a kid, I wanted to be a big girl. I wish I was a little kid now

  • @Judahtisdale
    @Judahtisdale Před 6 lety +226

    This was all i needed right now

  • @safigjemyrto5057
    @safigjemyrto5057 Před 4 lety +16

    If I would have written a letter to my younger self, these would be the exact words.
    I am so happy that now you've found yourself and you love yourself.
    Now except yourself you have many others who believe in you, and who love you.

  • @ThomasRWilliams1
    @ThomasRWilliams1 Před 6 lety +171

    one word, (Enlightening).

  • @livias_journey3314
    @livias_journey3314 Před 6 lety +369

    Oh holy.. this is the most beautiful video i‘ver ever seen.. tears are running down my face because it hit me right into my heart.. thank you so, so much 😭💜

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +4

      livias_journey wow thank you so much for listening ❤️🙏🏼

  • @leaullmann3784
    @leaullmann3784 Před 6 lety +150

    I almost had tears in my eyes... This audio..your power is so full of feeling... Thanks for sharing it with us💫

  • @JetpacksAudios
    @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +24

    Make sure to like, share & subscribe if you haven't yet ♥
    Your support means the world to me!

    • @cookies7408
      @cookies7408 Před 6 lety +2

      Jetpack Jay your updates means a lot to us..u give us a part of u...thank u 💙

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +2

      thank you for watching!

    • @cookies7408
      @cookies7408 Před 6 lety +2

      Jetpack Jay thank u for replying here and in insta.it means a lot to me.that I have the chance to feel nearer to the artist of those amazing quotes and feelings..🙈💕

  • @jazzypop3161
    @jazzypop3161 Před 3 lety +8

    I watched this last night at 4 in the morning, and started crying my eyes out. I know this wasn't directed, and made for me specially, but to hear all these words, and to hear this made me feel so happy, I couldn't express my emotion no matter how hard I would try, or long I would type. This is my way of saying thank you so much to the person who created this. I have been going a hell of a lot lately, and this is just what I needed to hear, and am so thankful you made this. I also want to say sorry. Sorry that you had to go through rough enough times to understand, and put into words that well of emotion. I know I am quite late to this, but better than late then never.

  • @ray5547
    @ray5547 Před 6 lety +85

    This actually made me cry at beginning like damn this was so true down to my bottom of my heart cause I never had great childhood. While listening to this audio, I'm imagining my younger self infront of me as this audio plays like that's me talking to my younger self. Thank you so much for making myself to thank me amd forgiving myself!! 💕

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +2

      that's so great to hear! Wishing you much love & healing

  • @oliviahooper3805
    @oliviahooper3805 Před 3 lety +5

    This brings back so many memories from my childhood.

  • @frostwolf561
    @frostwolf561 Před 4 lety +5

    When I was a kid, I'd face away from my problems, always being bright eyed...Little did I know how hard those problems would hit...This relates to me in so many ways...

  • @JuneArtCraft19
    @JuneArtCraft19 Před 6 lety +136

    This made me cry ❤
    It was beautiful ~
    I can't express how I feel through words 😭
    By the way may I ask
    Is it alright if I turn this to an animatic?

  • @purplepig4747
    @purplepig4747 Před 3 lety +2

    who just miss the old days...when they was young and thought life was hard....and we wanted to grown up and imagined life with people we love, friends, family...but now we realised

  • @LLGirl
    @LLGirl Před 5 lety +7

    When I was little I was so positive and happy I never would have thought as the younger me I would be here cutting and taking pills

  • @zane607
    @zane607 Před 6 lety +50

    That one hits me harder than everything at the beginning, at the end i was just crying... "thank you for not giving up"... you're the reason i'd never give up this long time! you helped me through the whole progress of my life story... For that I want to say Thank you... I'll thank you because you made me the way I cry, the way I love, the way I feel kind, beautiful and... loved... Love you ❤

  • @JonnyEaston
    @JonnyEaston Před 6 lety +221

    Just amazing!

  • @f.aw02
    @f.aw02 Před 6 lety +125

    So deep and inspirational again. I love your audios so much and the way you talk and choose your words just makes me forget some things and just listen and breathe. You and your audios mean the world to me and I am so happy that I found your channel.

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +7

      I appreciate your kind words. This means a lot to me!

  • @kiwifruit6532
    @kiwifruit6532 Před 3 lety +1

    “I love you”
    I started bawling like a baby

  • @fairywingsofmagic4123
    @fairywingsofmagic4123 Před 6 lety +60

    you're amazing!! Just remember that you are loved now, from your funs..Keep being yourself..we believe in you

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +3

      thank you so much, it really means more than you can imagine

    • @fairywingsofmagic4123
      @fairywingsofmagic4123 Před 6 lety +2

      i know, im like you, i may not know your story but, i know how it feels to have no one believe in you, I BELIEVE IN YOU,keep going you have an amazing soul, so then just smile,you will have our support and help whenever you need it.

  • @ezzaizzaty3595
    @ezzaizzaty3595 Před 3 lety +4

    This is exactly me. I hurt myself more than i have suffered so people would notice that i am in pain. But no one ever did. I just dont know how to be okay when sadness was with me all this time.

  • @katrinacastelan5440
    @katrinacastelan5440 Před 6 lety +45

    I really needed this thank you so much! Thank you for giving the world such a beautiful gift

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +1

      thank you for listening! wouldn't mean a thing without everyone's support

  • @522nibbles
    @522nibbles Před 6 lety +31

    This was beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. I loved the background and every word. It was absolutely beautiful.

  • @supamanion5421
    @supamanion5421 Před 6 lety +49

    Heard it several times, since your upload. TOUCHING, everytime! Because "we" know you these days and the be-YOU-tiful open-minded and mental caring person you become. See all these comments: You're needed ... so much!! #PartOfYourSupportcrew

  • @monamae_
    @monamae_ Před 5 lety +2

    I can’t stop crying, This hits my feelings.

  • @notreal7395
    @notreal7395 Před 4 lety +3

    "opened my arms to you and finally held you like you *always needed* "
    im-

  • @parkerbrown9182
    @parkerbrown9182 Před 4 lety +10

    Jay, I want to say thank you. Thank you so much. For saying all the words the rest of us can't. Thank you for showing so much of us the light. For giving us hope. Giving us faith. You've saved so many lives and brought people out of depression.. thank you for being here and making this. We love you. I love you so much. ❤️

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 4 lety +1

      Teagan Brown thank you for your words Teagan! This truly means a lot to me and motivates me to keep going. Comments like yours give me strength. I'm only human, I have my bad days but kind words like yours keep me going. thank you ❤️🚀

  • @lillianalvelo563
    @lillianalvelo563 Před 6 lety +19

    These audios you make mean everything to me they have helped me and my brother...I am really happy that I found your channel I love everything about it..

  • @j.piepkorn
    @j.piepkorn Před 6 lety +7

    Thank you Jay, I needed this today. ❤️❤️

  • @hannahgriffith292
    @hannahgriffith292 Před 6 lety +6

    Your videos honestly help me they are like therapy for me and thank you keep it keep on doing what you do thank you.❤️❤️

  • @lanniepickering4758
    @lanniepickering4758 Před 6 lety +30

    B-e-a-utiful ... you make me realize so much through each video . A true inspiration 👌🏼xx

  • @helenalexander5140
    @helenalexander5140 Před 4 lety +3

    Why is this so relatable you did an amazing job

  • @smush4635
    @smush4635 Před 3 lety +1

    This is really, really what I needed to hear today. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for making this.

  • @ryujin7213
    @ryujin7213 Před 6 lety +13

    Thank you. Thank you so much for this. This felt like a warm hug on a winters day, like the sun streaming in from the curtains in a place that truly felt like home. I thank you so much for this, and I know it was for yourself. But if anything it reminded me that eventually, it’s going to be okay. thank you again for that

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +1

      Definition1 it does get better! No matter how dark the night gets, the sun will always rise again ☺️

  • @makayastiles5541
    @makayastiles5541 Před 6 lety +9

    I love you💛 your so amazing and inspiring. You have helped me get through so much. Thank you.

  • @idiotsonice9770
    @idiotsonice9770 Před 6 lety +30

    Omg I'm crying but I'm crying because I'm happy love u Jay love yourself😆😆💙💙

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +1

      happy tears are awesome! thank you for listening :)

  • @GeoGamerArtistVlogger
    @GeoGamerArtistVlogger Před 6 lety +6

    I... have... no idea... what just happened to myself. I can only say, JetpackJay...
    Thank you. From all of us who felt like this. Thank you.

    • @GeoGamerArtistVlogger
      @GeoGamerArtistVlogger Před 6 lety

      You are a master at this, continue doing this. I will always rely on you when I feel sad, or nervous, or scared. Your channel is the only only of its kind (that I know of.) I can hear the raw emotion in your voice making it just that more powerful. You will become a powerful speaker about them touchy subjects of suicide and depression. Just be you. Speak from experience. Say what your heart tells you to say and be truthful. Truthful to yourself and to everyone else.
      (Please notice me, just a hi from you would be a blessing. A boy with a voice as powerful as yours noticing me is like PewDiePie shaking hands with me.)

  • @zara8696
    @zara8696 Před 3 lety +9

    I tried to stop myself from crying four times during but failed all..

  • @littlewolf3063
    @littlewolf3063 Před 3 lety

    Thank you so much for posting this I finally got to the part of enough is enough and this video tell my story so thank you so much and I hope you keep it up for years to come so I can rewatch it as I get older. Thank you again for being so strong and showing me I’m not alone😋

  • @janac2960
    @janac2960 Před 6 lety +9

    I love it. I love your audios so much and i love your voice. Please never stop with them! ❤

  • @meaganpaxton8271
    @meaganpaxton8271 Před 4 lety

    I’ve come back to this video about 20 times in the past two years and honestly thank you for this I needed this

  • @vilw511
    @vilw511 Před 6 lety +44

    can relate so much💕

  • @youngdagger1491
    @youngdagger1491 Před 4 lety

    The best CZcams channel
    You are so great,I always cry when you make these videos and that makes me more happier.
    Just imagine how many lifes you have changed
    I love you

  • @mistuhjoestar
    @mistuhjoestar Před 5 lety

    These powerful words are all hitting close to home. My senior year of highschool was a mix of everything from the first half.

  • @jenniferdennehy3861
    @jenniferdennehy3861 Před 5 lety

    My mom's across from me right now, and u don't realize how hard it was not to cry...this video hit me from the bottom of my heart..you really do inspire me so much! x❤️

  • @EmiliahDelleaHala
    @EmiliahDelleaHala Před 3 lety

    I needed all your poems...they always make me think...that theres more in this world...thank you..

  • @penguinblue8292
    @penguinblue8292 Před 6 lety

    Everytime I hear this I think that your talking directly to me it’s comforting and make me so much better and this is so true to me thank you

  • @kenwalker3374
    @kenwalker3374 Před 4 lety

    This is absolutely amazing. ❤️ I relate to this song in multiple ways. Your a huge inspiration to me, thank you. Your voice is amazing as well. Sometimes I wish I could find you on Spotify so I could have your messages in my head constantly, reminding me to keep going. Thank you for everything you do. ❤️

  • @emilyfallon4395
    @emilyfallon4395 Před 6 lety +15

    This is a beautiful picture of healing I’m proud of you!! keep on moving forward your past doesn’t define you❤️

  • @alexandrabittner5223
    @alexandrabittner5223 Před 5 lety

    I can relate to this so much. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and words that other people will never say. You saved my life, and you will save so many more.

  • @dontquestion5736
    @dontquestion5736 Před 5 lety +3

    This is so beautiful and every word that was said is so true to me and I can definitely relate to this.

  • @reemasharma776
    @reemasharma776 Před 6 lety +8

    Omgggg❤❤❤ amazing.Thank you so much.❤❤ Keep posting. 🌸

  • @limelightforever8567
    @limelightforever8567 Před 6 lety +61

    Love you
    I didn't even see the complete vedio
    Love you again

  • @cheyennepeterson6499
    @cheyennepeterson6499 Před 4 lety +1

    This hit home real fast i tried running away from myself too i'm so afraid of remembering the past my younger self because she was hurt in more ways than 1 now i can finally face her and ask for her forgiveness i have to let go of all my pain i have held onto for so long but i didn't know how to until now thank u so much for this hun

  • @adamhansen8078
    @adamhansen8078 Před 6 lety +5

    I heard this for the first time today and as someone who is on the brink of that change in life. Those words are the greatest words ive heard in a long time. You have made me smile a larger smile than i have in years, thank you

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +1

      James Hansen i‘m glad you like it! thank you for listening 🙏🏼

  • @moonflower2703
    @moonflower2703 Před 2 lety

    I first saw this video a few years back and I cried really hard and then I today I found this again and cried again . Every line hit me all over again and I can't begin to explain how much it means to me . Thank you for this ❤❤😭😭

  • @micaiahborchers8914
    @micaiahborchers8914 Před 5 lety +6

    The whole asthetic is amazingly beautiful, but the message is to. Someone finally embracing their past as part of them and loving themselves.

  • @complexsonicz9239
    @complexsonicz9239 Před 4 lety

    Jetpack Jay, you've helped me through a lot. I watched one of your videos that was titled, "It's ok to cry" and a few days later my dog was ill. I barely ever cry, but once I remembered your message 'its ok to cry' I started balling my eyes out. My dog got better. Thanks jetpack Jay. I do appreciate all of this. You're videos help lots of people like me. 😊

  • @jeffthomas9768
    @jeffthomas9768 Před rokem

    Thank you for making this poem/letter video. Hearing it helped me accept the wrongs I had done in the past and gain responsibility from those memories. In middle school and on, I was bullied for no reason, the youngest of 6 and felt kind of isolated, my family struggled with quality time together and so I, as a young man does at this age, looked up pornographic images. At the time I didn't really understand what I was looking at or that it was wrong to over sexualize the human body. I have struggled for more than 10 years and still struggle to this day. But I remember that Our past does not define us but we must learn to love our flaws and our weaknesses in order to grow into brilliant lights for others leading them to greater glory and peace of heart and mind. I hope your future looks bright to you and I hope you lead others where we are all called to be. 🙏

  • @isntitdarlingaphro
    @isntitdarlingaphro Před 6 lety +6

    Oh, my... This is wonderful!! This is amazing. I love your videos. They inspired me. I cried so much but I am glad. This is the way I can express my self since I don't know how too... Thank you so much for making these.

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 6 lety +1

      Gamer Gal thank you so much for taking the time to listen 🙏🏼

    • @isntitdarlingaphro
      @isntitdarlingaphro Před 6 lety

      Of course! The first one I heard was when I moved and my friend showed me Dear Best Friend. I cried because somehow, it was able to wrap up everything I was feeling in one video. I love them. So your welcome. It's a pleasure to hear a work of art like this.

  • @user-my5jv2ei7g
    @user-my5jv2ei7g Před 3 lety

    Tears in my eyes...most beautiful video ever seen on CZcams 🥺❤

  • @cynthialynn2605
    @cynthialynn2605 Před 2 lety

    I can't put into words how this made me feel. Thank you! 🥺😭

  • @kara4243
    @kara4243 Před 2 lety

    This made me cry because this is just so relatable is every way. How I feel and felt.

  • @oraklei3837
    @oraklei3837 Před 6 lety +6

    Everytime I watch your videos I always cry because I can relate😭😭😞😞

  • @umayanganee4645
    @umayanganee4645 Před 2 lety +1

    "I know all you wanted was to held and loved and appreciated "
    *starts crying*

  • @thirukara9836
    @thirukara9836 Před 5 lety +1

    Thank you 🙏 today is one of the worst day of my life in school .I needed motivation . Thank you very much of being closer to my ❤️ through your amazing words

  • @raniyajohnson1021
    @raniyajohnson1021 Před 6 lety +3

    I watch your video because there so inspirational and relatable it’s like my form of therapy thank you for making this 🙏🏾👍🏾❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @HarmlessNightshade
    @HarmlessNightshade Před 5 lety +1

    I often look back at my past self. Specifically when I was 15-16. My mental health was at an al time low. I was so miserable. I was convinced I wouldn't make it to my 20s. I believed 100% that I would take my own life. I didn't want to be alive anymore. And god if I could go back to that girl for just five minutes and sit with her. I'd tell her how proud of her I was for trugding on despite eveything. And how it really does get better. We make some incredible friends and get into our dream university to study our steam career choice.

  • @cheyennepeterson6499
    @cheyennepeterson6499 Před 4 lety +2

    Ok i subbed i watched 4 of ur videos and I'm hooked they are all beautiful love.

    • @JetpacksAudios
      @JetpacksAudios  Před 4 lety

      Cheyenne Peterson thank you, i really appreciate it!

  • @kylierosenthorns9027
    @kylierosenthorns9027 Před 4 lety

    I know this was made about a year ago... but I keep on watching this.. and every time, I cry... I remind myself that I can fix watever I have done, I can believe in myself, I just never got to see that.. I can relate to this in so many ways.. and now I felt I have forgiven myself... after so many years of saying I wasn't enough... so thank you for this.. 💕

  • @marlamalfoy6458
    @marlamalfoy6458 Před 3 lety +1

    Thank you so much for this

  • @madisonoof6169
    @madisonoof6169 Před 3 lety

    Thank you I just cried and nodded words can’t explain

  • @elyxir
    @elyxir Před 4 lety

    Just last night I was crying and saying sorry to my future self for not being strong enough. So hearing the word I forgive you made me feel a bit at relief...
    Thank you.

  • @mezoO28_
    @mezoO28_ Před 6 lety

    Every time i watch this, i cry, thank u so much for making this beautiful video.

  • @Asahiart000
    @Asahiart000 Před 3 lety +1

    The i love you part hit me hell hard.
    Itz been hard to say i love you
    To anyone even myself but this.
    This one. Helped me.

  • @dextercod3539
    @dextercod3539 Před 5 lety

    This just somehow hitted hard.. Like how emotional and made me think about my past and how these words are very relatable. I can't even imagine how relatable the words were.. Thank you for making this video and keep it up

  • @tigergamer9959
    @tigergamer9959 Před 3 lety

    I...I never realized how much I need to hear something like this - I know this was supposed to be something personal to you - but it really helped me feel better I have severe depression and I had just tried explaining it to my family for what feels like the millionth time so when I accidentally found this it made me feel less alone and made me realize that I’m not alone......so thank you so so much!

  • @__crystal5874
    @__crystal5874 Před 4 lety +1

    Thankyou so much for this... I had a shitty childhood, I was a shy kid I never expressed what I needed or what I was... I was bullied and it effected me.. But now that I'm grown up I never wanna look back again, I have always escaped from my childhood memories.. Even the good once. So thank you for this... Today after listening to this i accepted my childhood.. No matter how it was it was mine... So thank u

  • @Jovid1864
    @Jovid1864 Před 3 lety

    I relate to this a lot. Thanks for sharing

  • @coachgracie
    @coachgracie Před 4 lety

    The pain I got from this video. This hit me so hard. For the people reading the comment know I’m sending a virtual hug and that you’re not alone ❤️

  • @mejsamustafa2887
    @mejsamustafa2887 Před 5 lety +1

    thank you so much for telling me this video

  • @mezeipipacs
    @mezeipipacs Před 6 lety

    Omg, this is so true, and you just uploaded it on my birthday... *Subscribed*

  • @tihmuhchynnamipohswet8914

    Your videos are great...the message in it was 🔥🔥🔥

  • @showjumpingdevils2396
    @showjumpingdevils2396 Před 6 lety +6

    Why is this so true.... 😭😭😭

  • @Asphils
    @Asphils Před 6 lety

    Thank you,Jay.
    You've...touched me.

  • @tanjo2368
    @tanjo2368 Před 3 lety

    this whole thing my felt my younger self hugging-
    i can't stop crying

  • @hokun4757
    @hokun4757 Před 4 lety

    I may be late, but this helped me in so many ways, and just- your voice fits so well! 💗

  • @abduljaleel2098
    @abduljaleel2098 Před 4 lety

    Jay I could say you are kind of my role model and I love you so much for this keep on what you are doing

  • @catedrake5620
    @catedrake5620 Před 4 lety

    im listing through some songs and this is one of the best and I know you are going through a ruff time so keep going and don't give up that's what I say to myself everyday

  • @sykkuno4428
    @sykkuno4428 Před 2 lety

    This helps me so much get thru my days

  • @natalia-vy7nf
    @natalia-vy7nf Před 5 lety

    This one.....its the prefect one...Thank you❤

  • @ghadirfwz3412
    @ghadirfwz3412 Před 5 lety

    Your voice is amazing.your words too!❤️

  • @SpottyStorms
    @SpottyStorms Před 5 lety

    Thank you for this ❤