Moon Lovers K-Drama OST A Lot Like Love by Soyou Vincent's Violin Cover
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- čas přidán 5. 09. 2024
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I thought this song was cute so I added lyrics as well. It's originally translated from Korean which barely made sense, so I changed some of the lyrics up to my liking. I think it turned out pretty meh, but please enjoy it and thanks for watching like always
♡\( ̄▽ ̄)/♡.
Relationships
Since I usually talk about life, I find that it is just as important to talk about love and relationships 😌
Also because my sister is nosy 😡
From my experience, it's never really been difficult to make a lot of friends. When I decide to put on a outgoing, happy-go-lucky persona, it works out pretty well and I am able to attract a lot of people pretty easily because it's normal to be attracted to positivity. But I make the conscious choice to keep my circle small because to be honest, having a lot of friends is very draining to me so when people ask me to hang out I'd really rather prefer to stay home and watch anime. I've come to see that I like having my small group of close friends that I see in person on occasion as we all prefer to stay home and hang out in a discord call instead.
But when I do choose to put on a mask of positivity, it kind of feels ingenuine and fake because I am not full of energy all the time and if you know me, you know I am crude and blunt which can come off as rude and standoffish.
I have had multiple different people tell me it is a bad thing to be so direct and I should change how I phrase things, but I had just as many people tell me that they like how straight forward and "real" I am. In the past few years, I started to wonder if I should change my personality just because people told me to or if I actually wanted to. In the past few years, I did notice I was pretty toxic to the point where I would put my friends down, but I would like to say that I don't do that anymore, but I still like to be straight forward and don't really sugar coat my words.
Now I try to find a balance between being genuinely kind and keeping it real without hurting people. All in all, I would like to say I am comfortable with who I am.
Love ♡(。- ω -)
My sister and mom always ask me to get a girlfriend so this part is for them. 凸( ` ロ ´ )凸
I've never really felt lonely, unloved or unwanted because I have my friends and family, and embarrassingly and perhaps even gloatingly, I would like to say I have been pretty successful with flirtation and attracting people over the years which is a big boost to my ego and sense of self-worth. But I don't really decide to pull the trigger because I'm pretty sure I am more in love with the idea of a relationship with someone and the feelings that love can bring rather than the actual person themselves. And of course there's rejection and fear of things not working out which would in turn destroy my ego.
I kind of like the idea of finding the one and only or a soul mate, but I've started thinking that just like how in life you have to try different things out, you kind of have to meet different people to know what you want and don't want and because there are the two of you, it's important to know what they want and don't want as well. And you never really know what those things will be unless you experience them for yourself or together. Hence why there are divorce lawyers ( ◡‿◡ ). But, no matter how much I try to be analytical, love is at most times illogical, unpredictable and oh so magical according to anime and kdramas ( ´ ∀ `)ノ~ ♡. So who knows what can happen.
But I do find it kind of strange. When it comes to dating, the people around me seem to know that things can probably not work out. But when it comes to finding a career, it seems to be all or nothing. I wonder why that parallel exist.
Now get off my back Sis (凸ಠ益ಠ)凸
Updates:
Received my diploma (certifications at my school are vertical eww)
Not going to work because I don't need money currently
Pray I can travel in time for Beijing 2022 Olympics
Working on a project that I've been working on for probably 5-6 years now. Please look forward to it ♡( ◡‿◡ ) (will probably take another 5-6 years)
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