~free for profit~ Earl sweatshirt x The Alchemist Type Beat "All roads lead home" Prod.Scarim
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- čas přidán 7. 03. 2024
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Bpm/Tempo: 76
Key: Em
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#earlsweatshirttypebeat #alchemisttypebeat - Hudba
song is “blue autumn by alpha” incase anybody was curious
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Someone let me know when it’s past 111 likes I can’t be the one to fuck it up
Edit; thanks
It’s at 222 now lol
@@jordanmylika1985not for long
@@jordanmylika1985almost 333 noe
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Great work 💯
perfect 🔥
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I still don't understand what's going on inside this head of mine.
All I wanna do is stay the fuck outta of it and get on with life.
Know that's not a possibility when all I do is over-analyze.
Situations I got no control over, but still fantasize.
Nights been longer cause I've been struggling to close my eyes.
I can't stay in one spot for long.
My body needs constant stimulation to stay focused.
That's why they put me on medication so I could fucking lock in.
Only problem with this shit is it's not helping one bit.
If you don't count the vyvanse then you'd see what I meant.
All that keeps happening is I lose feelings and attack myself.
It's been more excessive in the past 6 months.
Too much has changed for me to fucking comprehend.
I don't want to go back to how I was.
I just wanna get better at loving myself.
But I never learned how.
looking for something!
what am i looking for?
Yesterday was another crazy day, man
I left the house and went to the city
I... got tired of typing.
Cold nights I lay awake my hands shake,
those alcohol withdrawals got me thinking about life like where did I go wrong,
grandma sitting in the hospital room with me praying I don't go yet puking out the demons that hurt my chest,
wishing I was back home feeling on my girls breasts,
sick of seeing my girl upset change my mindset feeling to depressed,
check it out I got about hundred different problems that I haven't figured out yet,
So pinnacle I'm still sinfull