The Day I Almost Killed Myself...

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  • čas přidán 14. 10. 2023
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  • @IanBoggs
    @IanBoggs  Před 7 měsíci +1300

    Who would want to come see me do a speech like this someday? :) Perhaps... a TED talk? 👀

  • @korwnn
    @korwnn Před 7 měsíci +774

    We are all here for you Ian.

  • @BuiHieuDong
    @BuiHieuDong Před 7 měsíci +477

    Ian's ability at both acting and talking in front of audience is absolutely amazing, also the feeling of sadness and depression is no joke and it can potentially cause a big negative impact.

  • @Theanemocrystalbi
    @Theanemocrystalbi Před 7 měsíci +204

    I’ve never seen a person in my entire life that seemed to feel the exact way I do. Believe it or not, I want to live more now. I never knew me being suicidal could be partially resolved by Ian, but it is. Thank you so much, and I’m so sorry you had to go through all that stuff. If you read this, I’d be honored. If you didn’t, that’s okay too.

    • @user-fh3gx1ng7p
      @user-fh3gx1ng7p Před 7 měsíci +10

      And I never knew I would relate to you as much as I do rn

    • @franco2349
      @franco2349 Před 7 měsíci +3

      same

    • @Himburger1982
      @Himburger1982 Před 7 měsíci +5

      I never thought I could find someone in the comments that I related to.

    • @cloud_b00
      @cloud_b00 Před 7 měsíci +3

      Don’t lie about feeling suicidal, it’s not a joke.

    • @Himburger1982
      @Himburger1982 Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@cloud_b00 and how do you know if they’re lying or not

  • @your_loss2357
    @your_loss2357 Před 7 měsíci +195

    Im so sorry you went through this! But I’m glad you broke through that barrier and strive to help others to do the same!

    • @RedSavitar
      @RedSavitar Před 7 měsíci +3

      You Wrote This With Chat-GPT's Help I Know

    • @szovfx
      @szovfx Před 7 měsíci

      @@RedSavitarare you stupid

    • @your_loss2357
      @your_loss2357 Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@RedSavitar what-

    • @your_loss2357
      @your_loss2357 Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@RedSavitar wtf does chat-gpt mean-

    • @Grim66666
      @Grim66666 Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@SumitSolanki-tc8by no one is clicking on that link

  • @Finther
    @Finther Před 6 měsíci +27

    I've had so much depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts... but somehow ian made it a little bit better with this video... 😢
    Thanks very much for this Ian 😊

  • @marcusvigo2065
    @marcusvigo2065 Před 7 měsíci +45

    Bro I’m sorry you went through that you didn’t deserve that you’re an amazing guy and a creative thinker

  • @tallbrowngal
    @tallbrowngal Před 7 měsíci +34

    More power to you Ian! I'm so proud of you for pushing through and making it ❤🔥
    Also thank you for pushing others to do the same

  • @BopperLIVE
    @BopperLIVE Před 7 měsíci +21

    Almost all of my friends have attempted. I have too. The fact that so many people go through this is absolutely heartbreaking. I hope everybody can get the help they need. ❤

    • @acro.milaelina
      @acro.milaelina Před 7 měsíci +3

      The thing is that i am too scared to get help

    • @BopperLIVE
      @BopperLIVE Před 7 měsíci

      @@acro.milaelina same, i have severe trust issues and can’t handle therapy. but talking to close friends can help too, and it may help work yourself up to therapy if you can ask your friends about it.

    • @AnimePersonOutOfLonlieness
      @AnimePersonOutOfLonlieness Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@acro.milaelinaI know how you feel. But sometimes all you need to do is let all your feelings out. That’s the best way to help cure Depression. And sometimes when I don’t trust a therapist I meet, I’m just like “Well if I talk about it lots, I’ll scare them off. And if they don’t leave, I know I can trust them”

  • @beanswithranch
    @beanswithranch Před 7 měsíci +36

    We all love you Ian! Stay strong

  • @your-girl-jett
    @your-girl-jett Před 6 měsíci +6

    Ian, you mean so much to the whole Iannation, we are here for you, we won't go away. Never before I have been touched in such a way like this with a simple speech. Your content somehow always makes us smile, and we would love to repay you back. Thank you so much, you've helped me get through over 2 years of school, you are truly one of the best content creators. I am so sorry to hear you had to go through all that, you got snapped out of it, and now your helping others to do the same, we are all here for you, Ian, and nothing, will take us away.
    -with lots of love, your IanNation

  • @alpharabbit6063
    @alpharabbit6063 Před 7 měsíci +50

    just the title scares me💀

  • @KingofYouTube907
    @KingofYouTube907 Před 7 měsíci +3

    I am so sorry for what you went through. I myself have attempted twice, and it has always been the dark part of me I keep hidden away. I truly admire your bravery for sharing your story. We are all here for you.

  • @MalakAmrou
    @MalakAmrou Před 7 měsíci +16

    I'm so sorry you went through all that we all love you Ian

  • @insanedevil3196
    @insanedevil3196 Před 7 měsíci +24

    Who loves ian
    👇

  • @adiii_05
    @adiii_05 Před 7 měsíci +9

    I'm so sorry you went through this Ian.. I'm having a hard time too.. I just want you to know you have us, ianation always by ur side ❤️

  • @saraehhe
    @saraehhe Před 7 měsíci +4

    hey ian, i know you're probably not gonna see this but this helped me a lot. i am going through a lot of changes and having a lot of pressures. i had bad thoughts about myself and how insecurity i was. i was also a really pessimistic person to myself and would constantly blame myself. i can see that i used to be a really happy person but now im really sad and sometimes just full of anger. like i said earlier, thank you for sharing this to me and all of us. ❤

  • @nickytomlins6307
    @nickytomlins6307 Před 7 měsíci +3

    So sorry you went through this keep going just know ur supporters love u and support u

  • @hannahroll6296
    @hannahroll6296 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Thank you Ian, I know that talking about it can be hard but it's necessary for healing and for awareness. We're really proud of you and we all love you sm ❤❤ you make tons of people smile and laugh every day and you've got support ❤

  • @friendshapeddoggo
    @friendshapeddoggo Před 7 měsíci +2

    Myself being someone with a lot of anxiety and a few other mental things I'd like to keep personal, this actually motivated me in living my best life, I've beeing extremely anxious after my dog unfortunately died because I felt very guilty about his death since I have sometimes been a little mean with him, which lead to a lot of other things like beeing scared of loosing a loved one and addiction (I often scratch my scars until it bleeds, it's very common in anxious people like me), I've had a few suicidal thoughts in the past (I'm too young to even have those) and I haven't been in a very well mental states since then, so now I am willing to do better with my new dog.
    Thank you very much Ian for your motivational speech, and I hope that you will do better in the future, stay safe Ian. ❤

  • @The_Stranger1
    @The_Stranger1 Před 7 měsíci +32

    Man I'm sorry for you experiencing this
    (If its not clickbait)

    • @Attila_Edits
      @Attila_Edits Před 7 měsíci +7

      bro didn't even watch the video☠️

    • @skydoesstuff7129
      @skydoesstuff7129 Před 7 měsíci +4

      No was has even finished the video yet bro

    • @EmeraldVoidz
      @EmeraldVoidz Před 7 měsíci +2

      I bet you didn’t watch the video but wanted to be the top comment

    • @naim2505
      @naim2505 Před 7 měsíci +2

      Naw 💀💀

    • @Attila_Edits
      @Attila_Edits Před 7 měsíci

      ​​@@EmeraldVoidz the world these days is very stupid...

  • @YOURFAVPREPPYRAT
    @YOURFAVPREPPYRAT Před 7 měsíci +10

    We are always here for you my man ❤

  • @user-oj6bs1qu3c
    @user-oj6bs1qu3c Před 6 měsíci

    Ur the best shorts creater I ever watched glad ur here still. Honestly when I was suicidal and depressed I used to watch ur videos and laugh when no one else could make me laugh. And I thank u so much for that

  • @Leah.notfound
    @Leah.notfound Před 7 měsíci +1

    I’m so sorry you went through this Ian, we are all here for you ❤️

  • @sh4dysh4de
    @sh4dysh4de Před 7 měsíci +11

    Talking about mental health issues as big as this can be hard, I’m so proud of you for overcoming it. We’re here for you, dude. Stay strong ❤

  • @wolfixeznotafurry
    @wolfixeznotafurry Před 7 měsíci +10

    I’m so sorry Ian. I’m glad you got help that you needed during that time. We’re always here for you and we will support you.

  • @Animedonut548
    @Animedonut548 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I started my youtube channel about a year ago, and the first time i got a thousand views, i was so happy, although i may have seemed small, it was my starting point. I now have 42,000 loyal subscribers and making content makes me so happy. Keep going Ian!!!

  • @ItzCocozx_
    @ItzCocozx_ Před 7 měsíci +2

    Ian your so brave, just don’t try to die because you don’t deserve that. If that happens well…that’s just messed up because you don’t deserve to die!❤ we love you, Ian.

  • @monicaholloway2932
    @monicaholloway2932 Před 7 měsíci +7

    1. Sorry that happened to you
    2. Between my teacher online people CHILDREN and you, you guys have let me opem my eyes to the bigger picture and happier life. You made me proud of who i really am and what i actually want in life. I thought i wanted to be rich and be a comedian, i have the worst jokes in history and i hate cringy jokes, so i took up chorus at school, knowing i didn't want to but i LOVE IT now and it really helped me open up and see art for what it is. Art doesn't always have to be glitter and rainbows because the rainbow is just trying to discard the black hole it lives behind. So let the rainbow rain as hard as it needs but as soon as it gets a bit better the true beauty will shine.
    If your reading this i just want you to know your purpose is what you want, if its disrespectful or weird to some people, hear them out state your opinion and if they don't give you the time of day so they can comprehend it, JUST LEAVE! Also vice versa
    You matter and nothing can change that❤

  • @STWOfficial1
    @STWOfficial1 Před 7 měsíci +11

    We are all here for you Ian!

  • @aztriid
    @aztriid Před 7 měsíci +1

    Loved your attitude on stage and I'm so sorry you had to go through that, but that voice in your head was damn right because, after you gave life a second chance.. Look at where you are now! Making people's day better with your creativity!
    I don't know if you'll even be able to see this message but, keep going Ian. You're doing amazing 👏🏽 HUGE BIG round of applause for ya 🫶🏽

  • @user-wh8ld2ff3r
    @user-wh8ld2ff3r Před 7 měsíci +2

    This shows to say every laughter there's pain we're always here for you Ian

  • @Ashe30
    @Ashe30 Před 7 měsíci +266

    RAISE YOUR HAND IF YOU ARE A REAL FAN OF IAN BOGGS✋✋✋✋✋✋✋✋✋✋✋‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

  • @SOMEPANDAS
    @SOMEPANDAS Před 7 měsíci +3

    I’m sorry Ian, but please live a good life from now on

  • @wolfqueenmarissa6062
    @wolfqueenmarissa6062 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Thx for sharing, you have no idea how inspirational this was and how much i needed it ❤❤❤

  • @Otter.Overlord.
    @Otter.Overlord. Před 7 měsíci

    Such an amazing speech, thank you Ian, I’m glad you’re here to give us this speech

  • @Ellaskittensandcats
    @Ellaskittensandcats Před 7 měsíci +6

    I’m so glad you lived

  • @elizabethdeleon97
    @elizabethdeleon97 Před 7 měsíci +9

    Thank you for sharing this with us, Ian. Talking about something like this and being transparent about it can be difficult, but you turned your story into a tool for mental health awareness, and that’s nothing short of admirable. We love you❤❤❤

  • @AgarParth
    @AgarParth Před 7 měsíci

    Absolutely wonderful! This kind of positive and stress free motivation is very rare nowadays, with most people using fear as a means of motivating people.

  • @just.a_gurl.2009
    @just.a_gurl.2009 Před 7 měsíci

    Ian, you really helped me now. Tysm for this video, and continue to help people. Ur a very funny CZcamsr and a very nice person.

  • @cyreselaws-wilson8229
    @cyreselaws-wilson8229 Před 7 měsíci +13

    Ian, you are fine. Every content-creature is fine. No one has to harm themselves. Especially viewers, if you ever think you need to die, DON'T. You are just as worthy to live like anyone.(Also, thank you for the motivational speech.)

    • @dinalund8997
      @dinalund8997 Před 7 měsíci +6

      ...

    • @OHAR2024
      @OHAR2024 Před 7 měsíci +3

      ……

    • @AnimePersonOutOfLonlieness
      @AnimePersonOutOfLonlieness Před 7 měsíci +2

      Did u even listen? HE WAS DEPRESSED. You can’t control suicidal feelings. And not every content creator is as ok as everyone see. They actually have a life, and none is perfect. You can’t control Depression

    • @cyreselaws-wilson8229
      @cyreselaws-wilson8229 Před 7 měsíci

      @SnowPawPrint did I say I could control anything? I just say it's makes me sad, but I guess I should fix my sentence.

    • @dinalund8997
      @dinalund8997 Před 7 měsíci

      @@cyreselaws-wilson8229 dude Ian was abt to kill himself
      And u saying
      "IAN uR FiNe" do u think that makes it any better?
      No

  • @HellosYs1
    @HellosYs1 Před 7 měsíci +3

    We love how Ian always puts his own heart and personality into his video ❤❤❤ we love you ian

  • @kitea13
    @kitea13 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Hey Ian, I’ve been dealing with a lot (which is something I don’t want to admit) but your absolutely right. The voice just..what if I actually did it? I’ve been making big decisions lately. I’ve also been more expressive about these feelings and it even got me closer to my dearest friend. We’re both keeping each other, well, alive. I just can’t imagine what it’d be like to give it all up? What would happen if I gave up… However I’m much happier now pursuing my talents in art and writing. Although, you’ve allowed me to cry so much in a time where I really needed one! We have the scars to prove we’re still here, whether physical or mental. So I just wanted to say THANK YOU for being here still with everyone.

  • @MelodyMystery1
    @MelodyMystery1 Před 7 měsíci

    This speech is so inspiring and exactly what I needed to hear so thank you so much❤

  • @manashechhakchhuak7486
    @manashechhakchhuak7486 Před 7 měsíci +4

  • @Lovebracelets-js9br
    @Lovebracelets-js9br Před 7 měsíci +3

    Wow

  • @crazycat47639
    @crazycat47639 Před 6 měsíci

    After all of your content I wouldn't have thought that that is something that you would have done but seeing as you did I am proud of you for telling all of those people and especially posting it to CZcams so I just want to say that I am always supporting you no matter what you do or what ever happens in your life I will always be supporting you like all of your subscribers

  • @TheOneAndOnlyCrescent
    @TheOneAndOnlyCrescent Před 7 měsíci

    This speech is so good it gave me goosebumps. Thank you so much, Ian! I really needed to hear that❤

  • @Thewestern
    @Thewestern Před 7 měsíci +3

    8.1 billion people on earth how you have 30 billion aliens watching you?

  • @Ashmaryarose
    @Ashmaryarose Před 7 měsíci +4

    WHAT?! 🥺AWWW IAN 😭💔 WE LOVE YOU IAN❣️ WE’LL SUPPORT YOU THROUGH SO MUCH, BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT! 💗✝️

    • @Attila_Edits
      @Attila_Edits Před 7 měsíci

      why so many emojis tho??

    • @user-ez8qh8cu5q
      @user-ez8qh8cu5q Před 7 měsíci +1

      @@Attila_Edits thats what iam Saying

    • @Ashmaryarose
      @Ashmaryarose Před 7 měsíci

      @@Attila_EditsI’m an artist. Expression is my thing.
      I’m also a psychologist. So, simplification is my thing also.

    • @oo92829
      @oo92829 Před 6 měsíci

      @@Ashmaryaroseu phycology? Can tell me why I eat chicken

  • @gavinroy1844
    @gavinroy1844 Před 7 měsíci

    I hope you are good, Ian. Sending love and prayers to you and everyone! ❤

  • @fluffy_
    @fluffy_ Před 6 měsíci

    God bless you Ian, stay strong, thank you for this 💗

  • @mooshrum._.stxrs.
    @mooshrum._.stxrs. Před 7 měsíci +3

    first, only real ian boggs fans can like this comment.

  • @jumboo6067
    @jumboo6067 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I’m sorry for you dealing with this. I hope you get better

  • @simbachannel7173
    @simbachannel7173 Před 5 měsíci

    I love your vids, Ian!! I hope you live a good life while you still have it! ❤️

  • @anjajarman4229
    @anjajarman4229 Před 7 měsíci

    I know what it is like, the world closing up on you... its hard but we are here for you! I am depressed.
    its really hard, but u can get through it. its not that easy.. but its possible! We are here we love you!😊

  • @Art4life657
    @Art4life657 Před 7 měsíci

    We all here for you and also anyone else that sees this don’t give up on your dreams I made a channel and at first I wanted to stop because I was not getting views and there was no point but and I keep on going and now I doing better if you keep trying and don’t give up, you can reach your dreams

  • @PenguinMC_Gaming
    @PenguinMC_Gaming Před 7 měsíci +2

    First also I’m very sorry you had to go through that ❤️

  • @OHProductionZZZ
    @OHProductionZZZ Před 7 měsíci

    That was an awesome life story. I bet that your going to get more and more famous over time. Keep it up Ian! Good job!

  • @HazbinHotel_lover12
    @HazbinHotel_lover12 Před 6 měsíci

    You know everyone, all of your fans, every single one of us and, we are here for you and we support you

  • @randomgamer8863
    @randomgamer8863 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Your the best ian thanks for the content and making our days better

  • @kq8914
    @kq8914 Před 5 měsíci

    seeing that all the people are here for you…
    *fills you with determination*

  • @NavnoorCheema-qr3yw
    @NavnoorCheema-qr3yw Před 7 měsíci +1

    We all love you so much lan!be strong

  • @tylertoxic1856
    @tylertoxic1856 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I’m sorry for that happening to you but Atleast now your ok and your still with us

  • @Cospr_
    @Cospr_ Před 7 měsíci +1

    Ian came so far! Keep up the good work 👍

  • @lainiehadley3063
    @lainiehadley3063 Před 7 měsíci +1

    we are all here for you ian we love you and you are amazing❤❤

  • @arianapask
    @arianapask Před 7 měsíci +2

    I think I would love a TED talk from u Ian :)
    I hope ur okay in any way!

  • @ninapusheena4423
    @ninapusheena4423 Před 7 měsíci

    i understand how you felt. i've been there myself but i made it!! we're all here for you and always will be

  • @VivaanHada
    @VivaanHada Před 7 měsíci +1

    We are always here for you bro ❤

  • @user-qh1bw6xj6y
    @user-qh1bw6xj6y Před 7 měsíci +1

    Ian were so proud of you I know how hard that must have been!

  • @zuhayrkhan6235
    @zuhayrkhan6235 Před 7 měsíci +1

    We all support you Ian!!

  • @DK_14523
    @DK_14523 Před 4 měsíci

    Ian its good for u to survive i only care for u in my whole intire life we all of your viewers subscribers are here for you❤

  • @carloslarranaga8461
    @carloslarranaga8461 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I am so sorry for you hopefully you don’t feel that way anymore I am sorry love you Ian ❤😢
    Edit:And have a good day love you Ian ❤❤

  • @Himburger1982
    @Himburger1982 Před 7 měsíci

    Trust me Ethan, I know what you went through, I’ve came close to kms several times, for many reasons. It’s okay Ethan, I wish no one had to go through this.

  • @ambajade6747
    @ambajade6747 Před 7 měsíci

    We are here for you stay strong 🖤💕x

  • @Goofy_edits2639
    @Goofy_edits2639 Před 7 měsíci

    Well done Ian this must have been tough with all these people listening to you and you having to talk abt the past 👍😁

  • @user-cc6uu1bt3h
    @user-cc6uu1bt3h Před 7 měsíci +2

    i'm extremely sorry to hear that but i'm glad ur safe now

  • @ShanayaPatle
    @ShanayaPatle Před 7 měsíci +1

    Ian's way of interacting with the INB is rly impactful

  • @Rengokutheflamehashira
    @Rengokutheflamehashira Před 7 měsíci

    You must’ve been so nervous on stage, I pity your suffering. You can make jokes while still talking about such a topic. You are someone I look up to Boggs. I pray for your increased happiness and I hope you’re doing what gives you happiness. Time will not wait while you grieve, but I think you know that. I respect you, namu.❤

  • @asiyahunsir9126
    @asiyahunsir9126 Před 7 měsíci

    we all will support you Ian

  • @DuckieDeclan
    @DuckieDeclan Před 7 měsíci

    Hey Ian I just wanna say that I’ve been like your struggle and a VERY young age to the point that I was going to end myself but in my head I had a feeling and it was that I actually matter to myself and that I and a awesome person helping people and I just started caring for myself

  • @NoSocialSkills_
    @NoSocialSkills_ Před 7 měsíci

    We are always here for you Ian

  • @Mxdnight.-
    @Mxdnight.- Před 7 měsíci

    Your doing amazing Ian ⭐️

  • @vandevera
    @vandevera Před 6 měsíci +1

    Not gonna lie this is probably the best video I have ever seen on CZcams. I have been thinking about death a lot and I think about what’s the point of life. You go to school, get a job, have a family maybe, buy a house or something and die. I did not know what’s the point of life but after this video this made me realize how much stuff I could do in life and how much stuff I am capable of if I just put my mind into it. No one is probably gonna read this and I am 1 month late and probably made this long comment for no one to see but if someone is reading this or if Ian Boggs sees this just know that you have now made my life much easier so thank you.
    Why did I make this.

  • @beimelkids6549
    @beimelkids6549 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I have been there before. Love yourself and your life will love you back

  • @Cayden-Vincent
    @Cayden-Vincent Před 6 měsíci +1

    This story was so moving and I’m so glad he walked away from that bridge because he is such a great guy!

  • @Contraris
    @Contraris Před 7 měsíci +2

    Hey man, I hope life gets better for you please don’t die 😁

  • @Unidreamerr0926
    @Unidreamerr0926 Před 7 měsíci

    We are all here for you Ian, keep that in mind

  • @AH-or3ck
    @AH-or3ck Před 5 měsíci

    we are here for you my bro 👊

  • @Psych_Major_Blonde
    @Psych_Major_Blonde Před 7 měsíci

    Hi, @Ian Boggs! Burnout and spreading yourself too thin was evidently terrible for your mental health and I’m glad you’re much better, now 🙂.

  • @Yami-iq3kd
    @Yami-iq3kd Před 7 měsíci +1

    Definitely TED talk level, and I had the same problem with people, expectation of the world on me too. Never give up until you time comes 😊

  • @AllAbout_Ryan.official
    @AllAbout_Ryan.official Před 6 měsíci

    Don't worry Ian you have our support❤

  • @ConagerStachowski
    @ConagerStachowski Před 7 měsíci

    Bro you made me completely rethink my life. Thank you! 😄

  • @kw8388
    @kw8388 Před 7 měsíci

    I have thought of doing this but every time I just say to myself, I am young I have so much to live for him. Glad you were able to do it to.

  • @thepianoninja98
    @thepianoninja98 Před 7 měsíci +2

    LOVE YA IAN!

  • @amazingren2539
    @amazingren2539 Před 7 měsíci

    I love your vids this one made me cry u make me so happy thank u❤❤

  • @Yayaplayzzzz
    @Yayaplayzzzz Před 7 měsíci +1

    Remmeber we will always be here and support you also I love your vid❤❤❤

  • @Dino_man2011
    @Dino_man2011 Před 7 měsíci

    Your speech was amazing 🥲 ❤

  • @Nala-zr8zb
    @Nala-zr8zb Před 7 měsíci

    I’m crying so much rn (in a mostly good way) Thank you so much for your advice it is really helpful especially because at 3:09 I have had thoughts like that too so this helps me and a lot of other people. ❤

  • @meenahayati5268
    @meenahayati5268 Před 7 měsíci

    I am so glad u stand up still hear ur my favourite CZcamsr ever😊😊😊😊😊😊