I have psychosis.. and it’s truly horrible.. I end up talking to someone or something that’s not there.. to the point I get stared at and laughed at… I don’t no it until I start crying.
My therapist and I have been discussing schizophrenia. I hid many symptoms and tried hiding from them myself. A Dr that doesn't know about these other symptoms diagnosed me with visual snow syndrome because I have all those things you talked about for simple hallucinations. It even happens when my eyes are closed. He doesn't know about my other symptoms that are non eye related.
You're not doing any good for yourself if you're hiding those things from your doctor, he's literally unable to diagnose you properly, not to mention inappropriate prescribed medications..
@@CarpeDiem23 I hadn't really realized until recently that these were important things, some of them I didn't know were normal, some of them I was scared that no one was safe to tell it to. So after I saw this I messaged my neuropthamologist and asked him if he knows anything about schizophrenia and the eyes. I already have an appointment with him in July so now that I know these things I know it's important information for him. I also have an appointment with my PCP and have already mentioned some of this to her in a message because my therapist wants me "officially" tested through psychological testing.
If you can manage and know how to keep your composure, i wouldn't go to the dr or tell them either. They full of bs anyway. I didn't hear voices and my dr ask me do you hear voices. I say no. He say im going to write down that you do anyway. Then he tries to sell me on just getting social security my whole life. I was like 23 then. They don't help you anyway. The medications are poisonous to me anyway. So i had to do it on my own. Been working and supporting myself. I don't believe I'm schizoeffective. I believe my soul is my best friend and i want to keep it/ save it. They claim it hits hardest in early years like 20's. I say it hits hardest the more determined you are to find the truth. And im determined to find the truth.
I can relate to you a lot. I been told by my neurologist that I have visual snow syndrome however I been having both types of hallucinations and I have many symptoms of schizophrenia. I understand how hard it is to discuss the symptoms especially when we don’t realise the importance of it until later. And good luck!!! I hope you get the right diagnosis and you can receive the treatment and help you need✨🫰
Many people are materialists. Meaning they don't want to even acknowledge that there may be things that can't be explained as something in the physical universe, because they believe that the physical universe is all that exists. It's basically a situation where a spirit doesn't want to acknowledge that it's a spirit.
How do you comunicate so much beauty? It's Incredible. I just look at it and it brings me to tears. Because I'm looking at it and I'm looking at myself. Yeah you've never really seen hallucinations until you've seen it on 5meo DMT. Until you recognize that it's you and that's basically what Infinity is. Sort of like I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you more, I love you more, I love you more. Who can love who more? And whoever can love who more is God. You see that long laundry list of stuff about you that you don't love. God loves all of it. I'm sorry for not loving more, that's the only thing you have to be sorry about. Thank you. Thank You For Love! And at this point you realize that that's it, that's the point. That's the only lesson in life. That's my only job. Is to love. Everything else is idiocy and then what you do is you say I love you. For the first time in your life you say I love you because you really understand what that phrase means and you fall in love with God. But as it throws it out there, it's gentle so he throws it out there but then you say oh I can't love it and then what God will say in return is, it's okay. I love that you are not capable of love. I love that. And when that hits you. That's what fills you with enough love to overcome your resistance to love even that next level thing that you could do. No it can't be love. Of course it's love! what else could it be! It's love! No oh my God this is impossible! Of course it's love how could it be anything else!? How could I be so stupid as to think it's anything else. And God is like of course it's love.
I know i can relate to this, but i honestly dont know if we are talking about the same thing. Whats a good example? Ok. I talk to ppl who arent there, regularly. Its a practice i use to process complex emotions that i am holding on to, for reasons. Sometimes its ppl i know, other times its ppl that I don't. Not unlike an earlier video of yours ive seen where it was brought up about how the Voices can actually be helpful. But when i go there, i am there, and so are they. So much ao that i typically have to catch myself that its happening in my mind. And that my mind and physical body are in two places at one time. Its an interesting feeling when i have to explain to an invisible presence that they dont actually exist outside of the Astral realm in my mind, and that they may only be a contruct of my own consciousness. Now, its not always a requirement, but if i mix marijuana into my daily routine its not uncommon for me to stop existing in physical reality for a short period of time. As in i will disappear into a vision/visual hallucination of an event that hasnt happened yet. Mind you, i live in a reality where psychic phenomena are a part of reality, and that the voices and presences i interact with are real, but thats how my mind works. I slid under the radar for most of my life becauze i mostly kept it all to myself, or i wouldnt be entirely honest to the counselor/therapist. For me, and this is just me talking about myself, once i started to give my mind the benefit of the doubt is when i actually started to see positive feedback in my life. As in, i taught myself to see "negative" as "positive" and "positive" as "negative". Theres a gentlman who was arouns in the early 20th century, but he said something that resonates with me, "balance every thought with its opposition because the marriage of the two is the destruction of illusion" I cant help but wonder sometimes what the world could be like if we were to begin to redefine these disorders and promote the postive components of them instead. But im not diagnosed with anything, so i dont know what im talking about other then my own experiences. But this topic of schizophrenia is a sensitive one for me. In my reality, which is my own, schizophrenia is, and associated disorders, are the product of Gaslighters whos mission it is to suppress the gifts of ppl who are gifted with abilities that not everyone else has. A big fat global conspiracy to keep ppl down and perpetuate the idea that we are all the same. No unique snowflakes. But i believe everything is a lie/illusion/delusion to one degree or another 🤷
I mean, these also just happen to people who don't have medical issues. Brains sometimes just lag and glitch now and then. Don't panic and go hypochondriac over this. Hallucinations are only a bad thing when they are regularly happening. But if you hear or see things once in a blue moon you are ok. Oftentimes it happens when you are exhausted or waking up.
I didn't know these two categories of visual hallucinations existed, so thank you for explaining them!
I have psychosis.. and it’s truly horrible.. I end up talking to someone or something that’s not there.. to the point I get stared at and laughed at… I don’t no it until I start crying.
My therapist and I have been discussing schizophrenia. I hid many symptoms and tried hiding from them myself. A Dr that doesn't know about these other symptoms diagnosed me with visual snow syndrome because I have all those things you talked about for simple hallucinations. It even happens when my eyes are closed. He doesn't know about my other symptoms that are non eye related.
You're not doing any good for yourself if you're hiding those things from your doctor, he's literally unable to diagnose you properly, not to mention inappropriate prescribed medications..
I mean Neuro-opt
@@CarpeDiem23 I hadn't really realized until recently that these were important things, some of them I didn't know were normal, some of them I was scared that no one was safe to tell it to. So after I saw this I messaged my neuropthamologist and asked him if he knows anything about schizophrenia and the eyes. I already have an appointment with him in July so now that I know these things I know it's important information for him. I also have an appointment with my PCP and have already mentioned some of this to her in a message because my therapist wants me "officially" tested through psychological testing.
If you can manage and know how to keep your composure, i wouldn't go to the dr or tell them either. They full of bs anyway. I didn't hear voices and my dr ask me do you hear voices. I say no. He say im going to write down that you do anyway. Then he tries to sell me on just getting social security my whole life. I was like 23 then. They don't help you anyway. The medications are poisonous to me anyway. So i had to do it on my own. Been working and supporting myself. I don't believe I'm schizoeffective. I believe my soul is my best friend and i want to keep it/ save it. They claim it hits hardest in early years like 20's. I say it hits hardest the more determined you are to find the truth. And im determined to find the truth.
I can relate to you a lot. I been told by my neurologist that I have visual snow syndrome however I been having both types of hallucinations and I have many symptoms of schizophrenia. I understand how hard it is to discuss the symptoms especially when we don’t realise the importance of it until later. And good luck!!! I hope you get the right diagnosis and you can receive the treatment and help you need✨🫰
Until you've been attacked in an out of body astral experience or have received prophetic visions, we all just assume it is the brain..
Many people are materialists. Meaning they don't want to even acknowledge that there may be things that can't be explained as something in the physical universe, because they believe that the physical universe is all that exists. It's basically a situation where a spirit doesn't want to acknowledge that it's a spirit.
How do you comunicate so much beauty? It's Incredible. I just look at it and it brings me to tears. Because I'm looking at it and I'm looking at myself. Yeah you've never really seen hallucinations until you've seen it on 5meo DMT. Until you recognize that it's you and that's basically what Infinity is. Sort of like I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you more, I love you more, I love you more. Who can love who more? And whoever can love who more is God. You see that long laundry list of stuff about you that you don't love. God loves all of it. I'm sorry for not loving more, that's the only thing you have to be sorry about. Thank you. Thank You For Love! And at this point you realize that that's it, that's the point. That's the only lesson in life. That's my only job. Is to love. Everything else is idiocy and then what you do is you say I love you. For the first time in your life you say I love you because you really understand what that phrase means and you fall in love with God. But as it throws it out there, it's gentle so he throws it out there but then you say oh I can't love it and then what God will say in return is, it's okay. I love that you are not capable of love. I love that. And when that hits you. That's what fills you with enough love to overcome your resistance to love even that next level thing that you could do. No it can't be love. Of course it's love! what else could it be! It's love! No oh my God this is impossible! Of course it's love how could it be anything else!? How could I be so stupid as to think it's anything else. And God is like of course it's love.
I know i can relate to this, but i honestly dont know if we are talking about the same thing.
Whats a good example?
Ok.
I talk to ppl who arent there, regularly. Its a practice i use to process complex emotions that i am holding on to, for reasons.
Sometimes its ppl i know, other times its ppl that I don't.
Not unlike an earlier video of yours ive seen where it was brought up about how the Voices can actually be helpful.
But when i go there, i am there, and so are they. So much ao that i typically have to catch myself that its happening in my mind. And that my mind and physical body are in two places at one time.
Its an interesting feeling when i have to explain to an invisible presence that they dont actually exist outside of the Astral realm in my mind, and that they may only be a contruct of my own consciousness.
Now, its not always a requirement, but if i mix marijuana into my daily routine its not uncommon for me to stop existing in physical reality for a short period of time.
As in i will disappear into a vision/visual hallucination of an event that hasnt happened yet.
Mind you, i live in a reality where psychic phenomena are a part of reality, and that the voices and presences i interact with are real, but thats how my mind works.
I slid under the radar for most of my life becauze i mostly kept it all to myself, or i wouldnt be entirely honest to the counselor/therapist.
For me, and this is just me talking about myself, once i started to give my mind the benefit of the doubt is when i actually started to see positive feedback in my life. As in, i taught myself to see "negative" as "positive" and "positive" as "negative".
Theres a gentlman who was arouns in the early 20th century, but he said something that resonates with me, "balance every thought with its opposition because the marriage of the two is the destruction of illusion"
I cant help but wonder sometimes what the world could be like if we were to begin to redefine these disorders and promote the postive components of them instead.
But im not diagnosed with anything, so i dont know what im talking about other then my own experiences.
But this topic of schizophrenia is a sensitive one for me.
In my reality, which is my own, schizophrenia is, and associated disorders, are the product of Gaslighters whos mission it is to suppress the gifts of ppl who are gifted with abilities that not everyone else has.
A big fat global conspiracy to keep ppl down and perpetuate the idea that we are all the same. No unique snowflakes.
But i believe everything is a lie/illusion/delusion to one degree or another 🤷
Dont talk to them. Thats how mfers be going crazy.
Lol I get geometric pattersns when my eyes are closed...pretty sure it's from things I used to ingest. Kinda fun with music.
I get that too..only it started before ingesting things.
@@mistypedhi I am finally on meds again...I don't like it
I mean, these also just happen to people who don't have medical issues. Brains sometimes just lag and glitch now and then. Don't panic and go hypochondriac over this. Hallucinations are only a bad thing when they are regularly happening. But if you hear or see things once in a blue moon you are ok. Oftentimes it happens when you are exhausted or waking up.