I appreciate you doing this reading. It confirms & clarifies what I have felt intuitively when not in confused state. I wasn't sure I would be able to face everything I had to face in this life due to early life trauma & more throughout childhood that embedded deep cptsd conditioning, have struggled with wanting to leave here, but am committed to seeing it through, learning how to clear, heal, let go, Transmute, forgive all that has happened. To learn about who we are as creators of our reality & learn to manage my mental & emotional states, by what I dwell on, think about, learn to be in present, best way for me has been to be in Awareness of PrESSENCE Within. Beings si much peace, love, guidance, as I learn to be in Stillness, empty, let go attachment to thinking, just be in empty inner space of Stillness wherein I feel PrESSENCE & just hold attention there, is like being suspended in space & helps reboot whole system, is healing. I want to learn how to breakthrough & then assist others who may not feel possibility of freedom from whatever is burdening them. Is skill to learn HOW to let go, is choice & decision too, takes being willing & is important to know our own freedom lies on other side of learning how to let go. Thankyou Nicky for sharing your beautiful gifts with ua!❤❤❤
I lost my brother to suicide he was 48 The morning of the funeral I got a vistational dream where he popped his head round the living room door and said he'd be coming back for the rest of us he then walked up the stairs presumably to heaven . When I woke up I just burst into tears his vistational goodbye dream amazed me. He has visited many times ,on one occasion to say thank you for loving his little missy cat Bella who we took on after he died.
When I was 3 1/2 I asked my mother why I had to be alive . I did not want to be here. I’m now 70 and every day that has passed I’ve had the same question For all these years my only reason for existing is to not hurt the people who care about me...
Thank you so much for this video Nicky, I’ve only recently subscribed to your channel, my eldest son took his own life aged 20 (in 2017) even though he suffered with depression we never saw it coming and I’ve always blamed myself for not spotting signs. His 26th birthday is coming up this month and even after almost 6 years the pain of losing him is still as strong today as the day he went,I’ve heard many spiteful things over the years saying he went to hell and it’s a comfort to see this video.. so Thank you xx
I'm sorry for your loss. I firmly believe that a loving God would never do that to one of his children, especially when they've already suffered so much pain during their lifetime. I hope you can find comfort in the words of wonderful mediums like Nicky.
🕊️🤍🙏🏻🤍🕊️ So very sorry for your loss and I hope this video gives you some comfort knowing he’s ok xox lots of love and hugs too you and your family xox
I just watched Jeff’s podcast with you!! It was great!! I just subscribed to your channel and this is the first video I’ve watched. Thank you so much, I’ve always wanted to know what happens to those who commit suicide. Growing up in a Christian church I was told that they burn in hell for eternity, that never sat well with me. How could a loving god punish someone who was in that much pain! Thank you again ❤️❤️❤️
Hi Susan, welcome my darling. My sentiments exactly there are some religions that make this so ugly and it really isn’t xx hope you enjoy my other videos xxx
I love Jeff Mara’s channel and just watched you on his show. Your energy is AHhhhmazing and OMGoddess. Your sense of humour is brilliant. I love a good laugh!!! Thank you and am glad I can see more you here. Lol!!! Meat cover! I have been connecting with the Elohim (Angels) so love that you share of your knowledge of them. Thank you for sharing joy 🤩 😂
Where everything I’ve read and heard, if it’s not in your soul contract that you take your life and you still do it, you’re gonna come back and live those examples and hardships and karma‘s all over again. And that’s what real hell is. You don’t get to stay on the other side, you gotta come right back. Another words separation from the source.
Thank you for this video. My beloved sister took her life in 2008 . The most horrific experience I’ve had . She was a beautiful lady, with such a loving , giving soul. We were so close. She is so missed. I have always wanted to connect with her on the other side.
I guess it is comforting to know others have thoughts of suicide. I was in a terrible marriage and thought of it often to get out of it. My next thought was to think that if I did, I would have to start a new life. So, I left him (not easy, I had 3 kids) and started a new life. Got into another awful marriage and finally left him and started a new life. So I guess I just had 3 lives in one, and this is the best one so far, happy with my cats (I'm 74). So if you don't like the life you are in, start a new one. Don't run from your problems, but do go towards what you love. Follow your heart of what makes you happy inside, not outside of yourself. For me it was peace I was looking for. No one can give us happiness, we have to create it for ourselves and it will make us happy again. Hang in there, it does get better. If one thing doesn't work, try another.
Thankyou Andrea that’s a really lovely inspirational post which has helped me a lot. I’m really pleased you’re ok now. Hopefully I will be too one day. x
Tht sounded terrifying. It seems fine if it’s in there soul contract but ends up harsh circumstances if it isn’t In there contract. Like getting lost and stuck or having to repeat the same painful life that led them to it! That seems cruel. :(
Regarding judgement, Don Miguel Ruiz in The Four Agreements says that when a person judges you, your response should be, Oh, there's a person who needs to judge. It speaks volumes about them, and really says nothing about you.
Thank you so much Nicky. My grandson took his life aged just 21 in 2018. It has left so much remorse and grief in our family. I worry about my son as he is living with a heavy heart because his last encounter with his boy was a row. It helps tremendously to know that it probably would have happened anyway even if it could have been stopped then. My comfort is that he is out of the torment he must have been living with. By the way, as a Southend gal it’s great to hear an Essex accent. I live in France now but, as the saying goes ‘ you can take the gal out of Essex but you can never take Essex out of the gal”. Bless you Nicky. I am so pleased to have found you.
I found my friend gone from 5uicide 5 years ago. It was a firearm so I will leave that there. I’ve struggled with PTSD but the image sticks. I’m 53. We were 15 when we meet. Not a hint this was even a thought for him. I would be the one to know of anyone besides his parents and sibling. They had no clue. It was so destructive the blame that came my way from others. Not his immediate family but his children and some of our friends. Like I should have known this. It has been horrible and I am just to where I talk about it and help others. This was nice to hear.
That isn't right that they expected you to know and apparently be able to stop him. Seeing how emotionally immature and irrational they are might help provide a glimpse into why he made the choice he did. That's sad. You can't stop people anyway, even if you know, you know?
@@websurfer5772 agree. Therapy for preventing 5uicide and anorexia have very high fail rates. Many know they have a 5uicidal friend or relative and when that day comes those people feel guilty about the relief or a burden being lifted that they felt all the time. We counsel them that it is a perfectly normal feeling. Of course they wish their loved one was still here but the stress of worry is so hard on them. In my recovery I became hyper vigilant when my loved ones were upset. Especially my teen kids. Thank goodness I’ve worked through that for the most part. It can still happen but I handle it better. My kids reassure me not to worry when they are upset. I hate that because they shouldn’t have to do that on top of everything they are feeling.
That's the bit I can't tolerate... you "break" the soul contract so to speak by offing yourself... Then you're "forced" to do it again. I don't agree with this... That is like hell.
My thoughts exactly. There is something there that just doesn't sit well at all! And from what numerous sources claim, all the beings from those other realms are all about "free will" ...Yet, rules & regulations are forced upon you no matter what⁉...due to damn ridiculous contracts that are being put into place... What the hell is that⁉ So, according to their systems, your deep and continuous suffering in this endless hellhole doesn't count, and you have to go through all that bureaucratic crap, that they also have over there, much like the awful crap that we have down here in this dumphole... I don't know what else to say . . .
@@TRUMP-2024-UK ...Sometimes, it's like you are being FORCED by the forces comprising life and the universe in general towards some choices - even the so-called 'bad ones.' Which (like in the case of suicide), I don't consider necessarily a bad thing. And as if everything else weren't enough, they are force-recycling us down here in this pit (you don't have a say ever - ..."free will" my ass) - and they are telling us that "we choose to do this," and all that manipulative crap and nonsense. -.- The majority of people don't know about the Archons. And for the most part, the majority of 'benevolent' beings from the other side, and also "space families" from out there, that some people so fondly speak of... AREN'T really benevolent and your friends & guides!! Not at all. In this terrible reality/world (whatever the hell the entire this is) we are pitted against insurmountable and awful situations! And no matter how much you try to move on, to make some decent progress, no matter how hardened, conscious, spiritual etc you are, some things are still TOO MUCH to bear and to keep taking anymore...‼ It becomes... soul wrenching‼ And you reach a point where you feel like... "to hell with it ALL!!!!!!
@@TRUMP-2024-UK ...Sometimes, it's like you are being FORCED by the forces comprising life and the universe in general towards some choices - even the so-called 'bad ones.' Which (like in the case of suicide), I don't consider necessarily a bad thing. And as if everything else weren't enough, they are force-recycling us down here in this pit (you don't have a say ever - ..."free will" my ass) - and they are telling us that "we choose to do this," and all that manipulative crap and nonsense. -.- The majority of people don't know about the Archons. And for the most part, the majority of 'benevolent' beings from the other side, and also "space families" from out there, that some people so fondly speak of... AREN'T really benevolent and your friends & guides!! Not at all. In this terrible reality/world (whatever the hell the entire this is) we are pitted against insurmountable and awful situations! And no matter how much you try to move on, to make some decent progress, no matter how hardened, conscious, spiritual etc you are, some things are still TOO MUCH to bear and to keep taking anymore...‼ It becomes... soul wrenching‼ And you reach a point where you feel like... "to hell with it ALL!!!!!!
Nicky is just such a beautiful kind and gentle soul that tries to bring healing to humanity and everyone she comes in contact with … and please don’t think your hard work and effort goes unnoticed bc it does not - & I’m grateful you made this video bc people who are stuck in a religious paradigm that teaches we all go to hell if we’re bad or commit suicide bla bla bla which is just a ploy for holding more control over people sadly … thanks so much for this video and all your content I love it so much and it has helped to bring me and I’m sure many others peace ✌️.. love and light to all 💙🤍💎💙🤍
Thank you Nicky, can not thank you enough. My close cousin took her own life in 2021 after Christmas and tha was very shocking to me and my family. Until this day I still blame myself not doing enough for her and not hearing what was said in between her lines, when she called me. I am really sorry and would take many words and actions back, if I could. But as you said, it was in their contract and I feel it would happened anyway even in different circumstances. So thank you again for your words. It is hard for us humans to accept it, but I am very happy she hopefuly is in better place. 🥰
Miss Nicky, I'm so happy I found you. Yesterday I watched your podcast with Jeff Mara (isn't he wonderful?) There are now 2 English psychics I believe are genuinely gifted and light filled. You and Psychic LJ (a geordy girl). You give such clarity and I think you absolutely do answer the questions everyone wants answered from the other side. I was so taken ,I immediately downloaded you second book. I also suffered/ suffer from a chronic illness and have had the notion as a young teen, it would just be easier not to stay here. Something stops some of us. Thank God, literally. I look forward to watching the rest of your videos, as I've been searching for exactly the teachings/ information you are giving us in your work. Thank you, Trudy
What stops me the most is reading that we have to go through it all again and make a different decision next time. No thank you. I'll just keep on with my bad self then. Love and Support to you - from one Chronic to another.
It was thru listening to Jeff's podcast, recorded in Feb, that I was led to u. I love your joyous energy... & I too have the health challenges of Fibro, CFS & more to make life more interesting. I want to tell u, & everyone, about something that changed my view on suicide. I'd been taught that suicide was a spiritual no-no, so when a dear friend came to see me, many years ago, we talked about this (she'd brought the subject up, asking what I thought of suicide). A week later she chose to go home, to take her life. At her memorial, on the actually site where she passed, many gathered to show our love for Louise. Her sister had arrived from NZ (I'm in Australia), & it was almost like looking at Lou again. Lou's sister showed me a painting Lou had done about 4 years before her passing. It was in shades of blue. There was the outline of a car... Lou had gassed herself in her car. There was a bonfire in the middle of the car outline.... there was a fire on the spot where the car had been. There were flowers in a garden... people who brought flowers put them around the fire. There was a full moon with what looked like an angel beside it.... it was a full moon & I felt Lou was there. From her passing a much needed suicide support group was started in the town, & her ex, who was the one who found her, changed his life dramatically, & positively. It was then that I realised what I'd been told was wrong. Lou was meant to pass this way. It was her destiny, her choice, & much came from her passing. It's been over 25yrs since she passed & I still recall this day, & the painting that showed me the truth. ... Mikki (not Steve)... xx
I agree with everything you say as I’ve been in a dark place and my dogs saved me as Nicky and I’m so glad I’m still here as I’m doing voluntary work in a animal shelter in Greece 🇬🇷 I feel like I’ve found my passion 😊🤞💕🐾
I'm so glad Nicky, I found you on You Tube. I am part psychic. You are an amazing person. You speak and make so much sense. We are so lucky that we do not fear passing over when that time comes. Life is so precious. If only more and more people understood this, then our world would be a much happier place. We would not have wars. We would all live our lives and have more time for each other.
Thank you for this information. It's a serious subject and we need to talk in a caring way. A relative of mine took their life some years ago and the church that the family had gone to all of their lives, rejected them. Purgatory? Another religion stepped in and gave a wonderful service. I hope my relative who passed is no longer feeling any torment and can feel the sun on their face and peace in their heart.
Thank you for this information, my nana took her own life when I was 10 yrs old. We had a bond like no other , I loved her so very much .This world was always too harsh for her and her childhood was very traumatizing, I could always feel her emotional state and felt like I let her down because my child mind thought if I was with her she would never have done it. But now I understand differently and I'm just grateful for the 10 yrs I got to spend with her
Thank you for making this video🙏 what you said right at the end, is spot on indeed . I kept my thoughts quiet , and planned ahead somewhat...I was done. Long story short, I shouldn't have survived ...once found my family were told probably won't make it, was in coma for 11days. Well I made it. I remember absolutely nothing during coma, and my next ten years since have not been easy years at all 😫 I've sincerely struggled to understand..... how and why I survived, it felt like a cruel joke to say the least !!!! I don't feel that so much now thank God, sometimes I swear I landed in the wrong planet, a strange feeling indeed all my life. My beautiful children and the love I have for them is way too precious, so worth staying for ❣️❣️🙏 love is strength
I seriously, at one of the worst times in my life, rang The Samaritans desperate, never thought I would get that bad, but nobody picked up!!! I laughed and cried at the same time. Than in itself gave me the strength to carry on. 😂❤ thanks Nicky Ive just found you 👍👍👍
I wasn't looking for this but you found me none the less. My two Best Friends committed suicide. One very traumatically, it was so hard for me to understand and it wasn't until years later after a spinal injury that led to meditation that led me to know they won't suffer on the other side. It was tragic for the Friends and families but I'm glad they're at peace on the other side of the transition 🙏
My husband died recently. I am concerned, hoping that he is at peace in love and light. He was very brave throughout his life. He also had very many disappointments. Thank you for your insight sharing. 😊🌟🇦🇺 5:54
I love the fact that you're completely real. And get up to let your dog out in the middle of a video. You're not worried about if it's professional or not you're worried about your little dog needing to go outside. You are just amazing. I will keep sharing your videos.
I wanna not suffer anymore, I just wanna not feel suffering anymore i wanna go where there’s nothing but happiness and peace I don’t wanna be here anymore
You're amazingly funny aswell as fascinating!! 💚💙💜 I actually planned on taking my life at Xmas 2022 as i just couldn't face going on due to a number of things but a person came into my life & helped me through it which i'm always grateful for. My brother & last remaining family member passed over in May 2023 & now i feel completely alone. I've never gelt so lost & alone but i'm trying to plod on each day & trying to enjoy the little things that make me happy but a part of me isn't really bothered about being here anymore.
There is someone out there who needs you as much as you need them.Our Angels are always around us.Keep reading the spiritual podcasts and you will learn.This life is a mere blink of the eye.Find joy in nature.❤️
You’re never truly alone. Your guides and angels are always with you. I’m sending you some loving energy ❤ Keep plodding on. I find being in nature helps. I put my hands onto trees. Listening to guided meditations and visualisations is great too. I listen to The Honest Guys on CZcams 💗
My Hubby, without knowing, stopped me. I was bedridden and in so much pain. My life as I knew it was gone and I just wanted to check out. I know you know the feeling. When you’re in that deep, dark space it’s almost like you’re in a deep, deep tunnel and things are going on around you but it all feels muffled and very far away. The synchronicity of meeting my Hubby when I did was amazing. He’s the most giving, selfless human being I’ve ever known. He helps others ALL the time and he’s just an angel! I’m grateful he stopped me because I would have missed out on the birth of my granddaughter and starting my and my Hubby’s own business. It feeds my soul creatively and feel positive it’s going to do very well and there are many exciting things to come! Much love to you, Precious Soul!🙏🏻💚💜🕊
Hi! You are one of the best mediums that i’ve met. Please keep up with your good work. I wish i could do the same work to help people human beings both here on this earth and in the heaven. When i lesson to you and see your channel i’m feeling so much more better and comfortable with dealing with death. I have fighting against my depression and both mental and physical health issues that i’m just tired and i’m feeling better to know that people who take their lives don’t go to hell. Please stay healthy happy and safe. Sincerely/Celia ❤
Thanks for your valuable information Nicky 😊 Taking myself over crops up pretty often as an option for me. I had an NDE 'type' experience many years ago, so i know where I'm going, and what to expect. It's beautiful there 😊 Coping with here is overwhelming sometimes. It's just a temptation. However, i really don't want to come back to 'finish' things. That prospect is one of the reasons I'm still here 😎😁
This video needs watching by everyone who not only feel suicidal, but to the loved ones left behind. Through my spiritual learnings I feel the info Nicky is giving is the truth. QUESTION FOR NICKY: Is it possible that before coming here a spirit can see they will take their life, so it would be included in their life plan?
I was once watching a nde experience video this guy was talking to his guide, he overheard another guide talking to someone that had took his life & he said what have you gone & done you got to go back after a rest & do it all again..😬 can you imagine that I would rather stick it out than go through childhood again..
Good afternoon from Michigan USA, like you, there was a period in which I too didn’t want to hang around. Your insight & understanding I find to be both fascinating as well as uplifting. I am a relatively new subscriber and plan to continue following(&❤️ing) thank you for your positive energy!!! Your giggle is infectious
I was introduced to you on Jeff Maras podcast and here I am. I love how genuine you are and you make these subjects as easy to understand as they can be. I thought your pup was so cute....if a pups gotta go....a pups gotta go!! Love you.
I absolutely love that this is a raw uncut video. It’s like we’re friends just talking on FaceTime. It’s wonderful and it’s refreshing! Please don’t stop❤
Wish I had the guts to take myself over, but I don't. Honestly I'm just very lonely, but as my siblings say "mmm hmm, what did you say, oh got to go my show is on".
Hi Nicky, I’m here via NextSoul and although I live in Scotland I don’t think I’ve been aware of you before unfortunately. You were fantastic on next soul and made me laugh so much! This video has been very helpful to me as I lost my 15 year old Son in this manner. I’ve had many readings over the years and I agree with what you have said here 100%. I’ve been told my son helps children who have been abused and lost their lives. My son came from a very loving family and his death as a terrible shock to all of us. I still struggle daily with it. I’m so glad I have found you. 💜💜💜💜💜💜
Omg. Thank you so much for saying that about suicide not being "the coward's way out". I wouldn't exactly say it's brave, either, but... contemplating it is VERY HARD, as I assume you know. By what you said and the look in your eyes, it seems as if you have indeed stood on that figurative cliff or precipice of sorts and stared in to the abyss. Much love energy sent your way for what you are doing. It's important! So glad I found your channel. Keep up the good work.
I’m so pleased I watched Jeffs video today( I haven’t watched him for a few weeks) and there you were! Your lovely, bubbly and down to earth way of talking had me captivated, so I had to come and subscribe to your channel.❤
Thank you so much Nicky. A 17 year old boy in my sons class at school committed suicide recently. Thank you so much for sharing this information it has helped me understand and will help me to help my son.
I just watched Your interview with Jeff Mara, and soooo many things became clear to me…..A Million Thanks for Sharing Your Inner Wisdom….and Just Love Your Sense of Humor 😂Stay Blessed 💫🫶🇫🇷
I just love how “professional” you are! 😂 You are a beautiful breath of fresh air. I love your insight you answer all the questions I ask myself in my head. Thank you for taking the time and effort despite your own health issues. I am very grateful 🙏 love and blessings to you Nicky. ❤
This really helped. I have had a reading before where my ex husband came thru who took his own life due to addiction and the lady who read me told me that he had his head hanging down and he said he was sorry that he should have chose me. I obviously know his addiction was not about me it was about him and his thoughts and struggles . They don't mean to cause us pain by leaving. After that reading I felt bad because I worried me missing him or being disappointed at times that he couldn't stay was keeping him disappointed in himself in some way. So I felt like how do I not miss him or wish he stayed so he can have closure on the other side... But as we know it's impossible to do. We will always miss them. Thank you for covering this topic. Your such a beautiful human inside and out. So happy your channel was brought to me by the universe. ❤
Thankyou nikki for sharing your experiences you put it across in such a way interesting way and one that can be easily understood . Been there worn the tee shirt . My aim in life right now is to try help heal those suffering the loss of their loved ones . I am no where near over loosing my soul mate so I really do appreciate how it feels . I am not the first and certainly will not be the last . Please take stay strong stay safe we really need more people like you around us to make this world a happier place 🙏🙏
The way you answered this question locked me in you are the real deal!! I love the messages you give and I try to share my experiences but it's hard to put into words. You do it beautifully ❤
Hey Nicky.... I'm nearly 70. During my life i have felt suicidal & what stopped me were my kids.... I didnt want to mess them up. I was also told that I had succeeded several times & when crossed over, I looked back & realised.... basically...a great big 'oops' moment.😮....😉☺️ I had to reincarnate & learn the lessons again. I decided in this incarnation that , no.... Not doing THAT again. What I do understand is that "hell" does NOT exist. Decades ago, I gave organised religion the flick..... too much fear-based propaganda for this boat-rocking old soul😉☺️🎉
And i have no income to seek peoper help. I have done this so m7xh in the past. Pyschoanalist..shamannic work for 6 years. Im 66 and ive had enough. No car. No tribe...im sick of rhis. Thanks for listening ❤
I know. Its hard. I ve been battling horrific illnesses for the last decade. I ve asked for help, begged for help, anything, everything. From family, friends, people, authorities, healers, angels, spirit guides, god, what have ya. Most of the time i ve got ridiculed, gaslighted, lied to and many times even attacked, including a vicious attempt of a murder done by certain officials. In this cursed and disgusting country the culture is to attack those who are the weakest. And of course, why not, obviously, they are not gonna make money for the government any more. Life certainly is not beautiful in any way and im only looking forward to be dead. And most likely, will soon be, since i dont manage on my own and there s no help available.
ok...this is Roberta...things have gotten better 80%. I have anew place to live with a tribe..I'll call it...of women and were all working hard to stay sober thru the hardest times. it's 20 women. And another woman who has owned these Apts. and ran her program for 22 years. This is just the push and structure I needed and a process of changing to new paradigms. It's only been 7 weeks and I almost got booted because of my temper but they are giving me another chance. perhaps..I hate to say it. .I was being a brat. anyways. I'm right where I need to be. I'm finally feeling real HOPE. I WILL PRAY that you guys do too! I love you and Nicky I'm glad I found...I'm glad I was guided to you. ❤ Don't give up things do change...it's been a year for me since my son died and I'm alive to tell it.
My ex husband committed suicide on the 17th of January 2021, he left work then went to a church called the Priory in Birkenhead and hung himself. Our children were contacted by the police and they had to identify him. It’s really affected them he would have been 60 years old on the 16th of February so he died aged 59.
I think this may be my niece whom asked the question...ironically 111 comments ...know the departed soul was on their life path as you said. Found this so helpful dealing with grief Tq ❤💯🙏
It is hard when people you care about suicide, but that your not in it, nor could you have stopped it, takes time. Someone suicided and left a note about how kind etc I had been to him. People chased me around wanting to talk to me about it. I refused. Private time, private talk, let it go!
Hi l to watched you on Jeff’s podcast and felt you are so amazing and real , and loved listening to you, no frills no ego and your story is of a natural nature, l will keep listening to you for a long time, and a great personality keep it up, 🙏
I certainly agree 👍🏼 with this. Seems some people want to make others miserable because they know someone who has ended their life & they are told horrible things 😢❤👍🏼
Hello lovely Nicki! You have the best studio, cat and all 🤗 I watched the interview with Alex yesterday and I am so glad I found you/ you found me. Have a lovely day 🌳💛🌷🪻
I suffer daily from an illness and think of suicide. Not so much that I want to die but that I want to end the suffering. I have been pushing through it for 20 years. In some situations there is no help from others because they don't understand the depth of pain one can be in. I still reach out to others for this reason. I won't say this keeps me going, but I feel at least I am trying to make some good out of this. Thank you for this video.
@mandywasthere1224 Thank you. I need to really look into all this. I need something also to chill me out. I have gotten anxious from all this and trying to cope. I know there are different modes if action with different CBD products. I appreciate your suggestions.
Thank you for your help in writing last evening Nicky. Looking forward to having a reading with your brother on the 17th April. Your videos are good and honest compared to most alleged mediums I heard.
Nicky you’re so wonderful! Thanks for this information. My father committed suicide the day before my 30th birthday. I couldn’t believe God would punish him for it.
Bless you for sharing this positive message. I want to offer a few things that may or may not add to your beautiful video. First, what kept me (consciously) from trying suicide when the pain - both physical and emotional - became overwhelming was what a psychic said to me 40 years ago. "What if after you die you still have all the same emotions and feelings but now you need to be reborn in order change it." Wow. The second is, when my husband of 13 years died suddenly of an aneurism, I was devastated. I believed he was my “reward” for not committing suicide since the marriage was so special. However, I realized that suicide was not cowardly nor brave, but actually quite a selfish act. Keanu Reeves said it best, the people you leave behind miss you. No matter who you are, someone will miss you and suffer the loss of you no matter what you believe. The last is, if you are drawn to it for your health, look up Sinclair Kennally at Detox Rejuvenation on, "Why Aren't We Getting Well?" Or even any of her other talks on root causes. Her process has healed herself and others from devastating illness. It is just a thought. Sending love. You are appreciated.
Is it not also selfish for others to be okay with your constant state of suffering simply because they will miss you when you’re gone? It would certainly hurt but I would also take comfort in knowing their suffering on earth was over.
Learning so much from you today, lovely! My brother and her 2 friends from childhoods sons all committed suicide. I have recently wondered why? It was 3 Mom's and 3 eldest sons making their prelife planning for here. The Mom's to support each other after the suicides. At the end I jumped up and scrreamed hey, that's my picture she has!!! 😂😂😂 The lady picture above your bed. I have always been SO connected to her I spent $335 USD to reframe her. ♥️😇✨
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I just found this video. I'm new to your channel Nicky. I'm loving it I feel like I'm chatting with a friend. Bless you my friend ❤
I appreciate you doing this reading. It confirms & clarifies what I have felt intuitively when not in confused state. I wasn't sure I would be able to face everything I had to face in this life due to early life trauma & more throughout childhood that embedded deep cptsd conditioning, have struggled with wanting to leave here, but am committed to seeing it through, learning how to clear, heal, let go, Transmute, forgive all that has happened. To learn about who we are as creators of our reality & learn to manage my mental & emotional states, by what I dwell on, think about, learn to be in present, best way for me has been to be in Awareness of PrESSENCE Within. Beings si much peace, love, guidance, as I learn to be in Stillness, empty, let go attachment to thinking, just be in empty inner space of Stillness wherein I feel PrESSENCE & just hold attention there, is like being suspended in space & helps reboot whole system, is healing. I want to learn how to breakthrough & then assist others who may not feel possibility of freedom from whatever is burdening them. Is skill to learn HOW to let go, is choice & decision too, takes being willing & is important to know our own freedom lies on other side of learning how to let go. Thankyou Nicky for sharing your beautiful gifts with ua!❤❤❤
I lost my brother to suicide he was 48
The morning of the funeral I got a vistational dream where he popped his head round the living room door and said he'd be coming back for the rest of us he then walked up the stairs presumably to heaven .
When I woke up I just burst into tears his vistational goodbye dream amazed me.
He has visited many times ,on one occasion to say thank you for loving his little missy cat Bella who we took on after he died.
I am so ready to go home.
OK..
And me
Same
And me
You are home. It's called earth
When I was 3 1/2 I asked my mother why I had to be alive . I did not want to be here. I’m now 70 and every day that has passed I’ve had the same question
For all these years my only reason for existing is to not hurt the people who care about me...
My name is also Sandi and my youngest son also committed suicide at the age of 31. This video has helped me so very much! Much love and gratitude❣️💖🥰🦋
I’m so very sorry darling x I’m so glad it helped 💓🙏🏻
Thank you so much for this video Nicky, I’ve only recently subscribed to your channel,
my eldest son took his own life aged 20 (in 2017) even though he suffered with depression we never saw it coming and I’ve always blamed myself for not spotting signs. His 26th birthday is coming up this month and even after almost 6 years the pain of losing him is still as strong today as the day he went,I’ve heard many spiteful things over the years saying he went to hell and it’s a comfort to see this video.. so Thank you xx
People can be really horrible.
I'm sorry for your loss. I firmly believe that a loving God would never do that to one of his children, especially when they've already suffered so much pain during their lifetime. I hope you can find comfort in the words of wonderful mediums like Nicky.
I just watched you on Jeff’s program
I’m so sorry for your loss, I agree, a loving god would not make us suffer more. Xx
🕊️🤍🙏🏻🤍🕊️ So very sorry for your loss and I hope this video gives you some comfort knowing he’s ok xox lots of love and hugs too you and your family xox
I just watched Jeff’s podcast with you!! It was great!! I just subscribed to your channel and this is the first video I’ve watched. Thank you so much, I’ve always wanted to know what happens to those who commit suicide. Growing up in a Christian church I was told that they burn in hell for eternity, that never sat well with me. How could a loving god punish someone who was in that much pain! Thank you again ❤️❤️❤️
Hi Susan, welcome my darling. My sentiments exactly there are some religions that make this so ugly and it really isn’t xx hope you enjoy my other videos xxx
You were wonderful on JeffMara podcast
Thank you and now I am subscribing to your channel❤
It’s funny how we just watched you on Jeffmara, and wanted to see more of you. Thank you for your time and effort. X
I love Jeff Mara’s channel and just watched you on his show. Your energy is AHhhhmazing and OMGoddess. Your sense of humour is brilliant. I love a good laugh!!!
Thank you and am glad I can see more you here.
Lol!!!
Meat cover!
I have been connecting with the Elohim (Angels) so love that you share of your knowledge of them.
Thank you for sharing joy 🤩 😂
@@elaineedwards3189 same here, I’ve just discovered Nicky
It’s so hard to believe things can change when you’re depressed.. changing my thoughts is like asking me to run a marathon 😅, and I have zero energy…❤
Same. It’s so hard.
Right there with you
Where everything I’ve read and heard, if it’s not in your soul contract that you take your life and you still do it, you’re gonna come back and live those examples and hardships and karma‘s all over again. And that’s what real hell is. You don’t get to stay on the other side, you gotta come right back. Another words separation from the source.
Thank you for this video. My beloved sister took her life in 2008 . The most horrific experience I’ve had . She was a beautiful lady, with such a loving , giving soul. We were so close. She is so missed. I have always wanted to connect with her on the other side.
I understand her pain
I guess it is comforting to know others have thoughts of suicide. I was in a terrible marriage and thought of it often to get out of it. My next thought was to think that if I did, I would have to start a new life. So, I left him (not easy, I had 3 kids) and started a new life. Got into another awful marriage and finally left him and started a new life. So I guess I just had 3 lives in one, and this is the best one so far, happy with my cats (I'm 74). So if you don't like the life you are in, start a new one. Don't run from your problems, but do go towards what you love. Follow your heart of what makes you happy inside, not outside of yourself. For me it was peace I was looking for. No one can give us happiness, we have to create it for ourselves and it will make us happy again. Hang in there, it does get better. If one thing doesn't work, try another.
Thankyou Andrea that’s a really lovely inspirational post which has helped me a lot. I’m really pleased you’re ok now. Hopefully I will be too one day. x
Andrea I am in the same boat except 65. I now have peace as well 😊
My family and I lost my brother to suicide . When he was 18 meny years ago. So, this video has helped me . Thank you
Tht sounded terrifying. It seems fine if it’s in there soul contract but ends up harsh circumstances if it isn’t In there contract. Like getting lost and stuck or having to repeat the same painful life that led them to it! That seems cruel. :(
Regarding judgement, Don Miguel Ruiz in The Four Agreements says that when a person judges you, your response should be, Oh, there's a person who needs to judge. It speaks volumes about them, and really says nothing about you.
I just love this lady, she brings in so much light and warmth. Thank you 🙏
Thank you so much Nicky. My grandson took his life aged just 21 in 2018. It has left so much remorse and grief in our family. I worry about my son as he is living with a heavy heart because his last encounter with his boy was a row. It helps tremendously to know that it probably would have happened anyway even if it could have been stopped then. My comfort is that he is out of the torment he must have been living with.
By the way, as a Southend gal it’s great to hear an Essex accent. I live in France now but, as the saying goes ‘ you can take the gal out of Essex but you can never take Essex out of the gal”. Bless you Nicky. I am so pleased to have found you.
💜🙏 Comforting for you to know your Grandson is at peace.
I am also an Essex gal living in SW France.
Nicki is such a wonderful soul isn’t she.
I found my friend gone from 5uicide 5 years ago. It was a firearm so I will leave that there. I’ve struggled with PTSD but the image sticks. I’m 53. We were 15 when we meet. Not a hint this was even a thought for him. I would be the one to know of anyone besides his parents and sibling. They had no clue. It was so destructive the blame that came my way from others. Not his immediate family but his children and some of our friends. Like I should have known this. It has been horrible and I am just to where I talk about it and help others. This was nice to hear.
I'm so sorry
That isn't right that they expected you to know and apparently be able to stop him. Seeing how emotionally immature and irrational they are might help provide a glimpse into why he made the choice he did. That's sad. You can't stop people anyway, even if you know, you know?
@@websurfer5772 agree. Therapy for preventing 5uicide and anorexia have very high fail rates. Many know they have a 5uicidal friend or relative and when that day comes those people feel guilty about the relief or a burden being lifted that they felt all the time. We counsel them that it is a perfectly normal feeling. Of course they wish their loved one was still here but the stress of worry is so hard on them. In my recovery I became hyper vigilant when my loved ones were upset. Especially my teen kids. Thank goodness I’ve worked through that for the most part. It can still happen but I handle it better. My kids reassure me not to worry when they are upset. I hate that because they shouldn’t have to do that on top of everything they are feeling.
That's the bit I can't tolerate... you "break" the soul contract so to speak by offing yourself... Then you're "forced" to do it again. I don't agree with this... That is like hell.
My thoughts exactly. There is something there that just doesn't sit well at all!
And from what numerous sources claim, all the beings from those other realms are all about "free will" ...Yet, rules & regulations are forced upon you no matter what⁉...due to damn ridiculous contracts that are being put into place...
What the hell is that⁉
So, according to their systems, your deep and continuous suffering in this endless hellhole doesn't count, and you have to go through all that bureaucratic crap, that they also have over there, much like the awful crap that we have down here in this dumphole...
I don't know what else to say . . .
That's what I thought
@@PeterHotton Everything is a choice though tbh
@@TRUMP-2024-UK ...Sometimes, it's like you are being FORCED by the forces comprising life and the universe in general towards some choices - even the so-called 'bad ones.' Which (like in the case of suicide), I don't consider necessarily a bad thing.
And as if everything else weren't enough, they are force-recycling us down here in this pit (you don't have a say ever - ..."free will" my ass) - and they are telling us that "we choose to do this," and all that manipulative crap and nonsense. -.-
The majority of people don't know about the Archons. And for the most part, the majority of 'benevolent' beings from the other side, and also "space families" from out there, that some people so fondly speak of... AREN'T really benevolent and your friends & guides!! Not at all.
In this terrible reality/world (whatever the hell the entire this is) we are pitted against insurmountable and awful situations! And no matter how much you try to move on, to make some decent progress, no matter how hardened, conscious, spiritual etc you are, some things are still TOO MUCH to bear and to keep taking anymore...‼ It becomes... soul wrenching‼ And you reach a point where you feel like... "to hell with it ALL!!!!!!
@@TRUMP-2024-UK ...Sometimes, it's like you are being FORCED by the forces comprising life and the universe in general towards some choices - even the so-called 'bad ones.' Which (like in the case of suicide), I don't consider necessarily a bad thing.
And as if everything else weren't enough, they are force-recycling us down here in this pit (you don't have a say ever - ..."free will" my ass) - and they are telling us that "we choose to do this," and all that manipulative crap and nonsense. -.-
The majority of people don't know about the Archons. And for the most part, the majority of 'benevolent' beings from the other side, and also "space families" from out there, that some people so fondly speak of... AREN'T really benevolent and your friends & guides!! Not at all.
In this terrible reality/world (whatever the hell the entire this is) we are pitted against insurmountable and awful situations! And no matter how much you try to move on, to make some decent progress, no matter how hardened, conscious, spiritual etc you are, some things are still TOO MUCH to bear and to keep taking anymore...‼ It becomes... soul wrenching‼ And you reach a point where you feel like... "to hell with it ALL!!!!!!
Nicky is just such a beautiful kind and gentle soul that tries to bring healing to humanity and everyone she comes in contact with … and please don’t think your hard work and effort goes unnoticed bc it does not - & I’m grateful you made this video bc people who are stuck in a religious paradigm that teaches we all go to hell if we’re bad or commit suicide bla bla bla which is just a ploy for holding more control over people sadly … thanks so much for this video and all your content I love it so much and it has helped to bring me and I’m sure many others peace ✌️.. love and light to all 💙🤍💎💙🤍
Thank you Nicky, can not thank you enough. My close cousin took her own life in 2021 after Christmas and tha was very shocking to me and my family. Until this day I still blame myself not doing enough for her and not hearing what was said in between her lines, when she called me. I am really sorry and would take many words and actions back, if I could. But as you said, it was in their contract and I feel it would happened anyway even in different circumstances. So thank you again for your words. It is hard for us humans to accept it, but I am very happy she hopefuly is in better place. 🥰
Miss Nicky, I'm so happy I found you. Yesterday I watched your podcast with Jeff Mara (isn't he wonderful?) There are now 2 English psychics I believe are genuinely gifted and light filled. You and Psychic LJ (a geordy girl). You give such clarity and I think you absolutely do answer the questions everyone wants answered from the other side.
I was so taken ,I immediately downloaded you second book. I also suffered/ suffer from a chronic illness and have had the notion as a young teen, it would just be easier not to stay here. Something stops some of us. Thank God, literally. I look forward to watching the rest of your videos, as I've been searching for exactly the teachings/ information you are giving us in your work. Thank you, Trudy
What stops me the most is reading that we have to go through it all again and make a different decision next time. No thank you. I'll just keep on with my bad self then. Love and Support to you - from one Chronic to another.
It was thru listening to Jeff's podcast, recorded in Feb, that I was led to u. I love your joyous energy... & I too have the health challenges of Fibro, CFS & more to make life more interesting.
I want to tell u, & everyone, about something that changed my view on suicide. I'd been taught that suicide was a spiritual no-no, so when a dear friend came to see me, many years ago, we talked about this (she'd brought the subject up, asking what I thought of suicide). A week later she chose to go home, to take her life.
At her memorial, on the actually site where she passed, many gathered to show our love for Louise. Her sister had arrived from NZ (I'm in Australia), & it was almost like looking at Lou again.
Lou's sister showed me a painting Lou had done about 4 years before her passing. It was in shades of blue. There was the outline of a car... Lou had gassed herself in her car. There was a bonfire in the middle of the car outline.... there was a fire on the spot where the car had been. There were flowers in a garden... people who brought flowers put them around the fire. There was a full moon with what looked like an angel beside it.... it was a full moon & I felt Lou was there.
From her passing a much needed suicide support group was started in the town, & her ex, who was the one who found her, changed his life dramatically, & positively.
It was then that I realised what I'd been told was wrong. Lou was meant to pass this way. It was her destiny, her choice, & much came from her passing. It's been over 25yrs since she passed & I still recall this day, & the painting that showed me the truth. ... Mikki (not Steve)... xx
I agree with everything you say as I’ve been in a dark place and my dogs saved me as Nicky and I’m so glad I’m still here as I’m doing voluntary work in a animal shelter in Greece 🇬🇷 I feel like I’ve found my passion 😊🤞💕🐾
I'm so glad Nicky, I found you on You Tube. I am part psychic. You are an amazing person. You speak and make so much sense. We are so lucky that we do not fear passing over when that time comes. Life is so precious. If only more and more people understood this, then our world would be a much happier place. We would not have wars. We would all live our lives and have more time for each other.
Thank you for this information. It's a serious subject and we need to talk in a caring way. A relative of mine took their life some years ago and the church that the family had gone to all of their lives, rejected them. Purgatory? Another religion stepped in and gave a wonderful service. I hope my relative who passed is no longer feeling any torment and can feel the sun on their face and peace in their heart.
Thank you for this information, my nana took her own life when I was 10 yrs old. We had a bond like no other , I loved her so very much .This world was always too harsh for her and her childhood was very traumatizing, I could always feel her emotional state and felt like I let her down because my child mind thought if I was with her she would never have done it. But now I understand differently and I'm just grateful for the 10 yrs I got to spend with her
She’s waiting for you though 😊
@@eilsmile8732 Thank you, bless your heart 💗
Thank you for making this video🙏 what you said right at the end, is spot on indeed . I kept my thoughts quiet , and planned ahead somewhat...I was done.
Long story short, I shouldn't have survived ...once found my family were told probably won't make it, was in coma for 11days. Well I made it. I remember absolutely nothing during coma, and my next ten years since have not been easy years at all 😫 I've sincerely struggled to understand..... how and why I survived, it felt like a cruel joke to say the least !!!! I don't feel that so much now thank God, sometimes I swear I landed in the wrong planet, a strange feeling indeed all my life.
My beautiful children and the love I have for them is way too precious, so worth staying for ❣️❣️🙏 love is strength
I seriously, at one of the worst times in my life, rang The Samaritans desperate, never thought I would get that bad, but nobody picked up!!! I laughed and cried at the same time. Than in itself gave me the strength to carry on. 😂❤ thanks Nicky Ive just found you 👍👍👍
I wasn't looking for this but you found me none the less. My two Best Friends committed suicide. One very traumatically, it was so hard for me to understand and it wasn't until years later after a spinal injury that led to meditation that led me to know they won't suffer on the other side. It was tragic for the Friends and families but I'm glad they're at peace on the other side of the transition 🙏
My husband died recently. I am concerned, hoping that he is at peace in love and light. He was very brave throughout his life. He also had very many disappointments. Thank you for your insight sharing. 😊🌟🇦🇺 5:54
He will be in the light x so sorry this happened xxx
I love the fact that you're completely real. And get up to let your dog out in the middle of a video. You're not worried about if it's professional or not you're worried about your little dog needing to go outside. You are just amazing. I will keep sharing your videos.
I wanna not suffer anymore, I just wanna not feel suffering anymore i wanna go where there’s nothing but happiness and peace I don’t wanna be here anymore
@@tristan_rich have you reached out and got support hun? Xx
@@NickyAlanPsychicMedium I did last night
New subscriber.. watched Jeff’s interview with you. You are so credible, and have great energy!
I'm sitting in my bed, too, watching your podcast from bed... lots of love and healing as needed 💚💛💙. Thanks for sharing with us!
You're amazingly funny aswell as fascinating!! 💚💙💜
I actually planned on taking my life at Xmas 2022 as i just couldn't face going on due to a number of things but a person came into my life & helped me through it which i'm always grateful for. My brother & last remaining family member passed over in May 2023 & now i feel completely alone. I've never gelt so lost & alone but i'm trying to plod on each day & trying to enjoy the little things that make me happy but a part of me isn't really bothered about being here anymore.
There is someone out there who needs you as much as you need them.Our Angels are always around us.Keep reading the spiritual podcasts and you will learn.This life is a mere blink of the eye.Find joy in nature.❤️
You’re never truly alone. Your guides and angels are always with you. I’m sending you some loving energy ❤ Keep plodding on. I find being in nature helps. I put my hands onto trees. Listening to guided meditations and visualisations is great too. I listen to The Honest Guys on CZcams 💗
Love how down to earth you are! Lol
My Hubby, without knowing, stopped me. I was bedridden and in so much pain. My life as I knew it was gone and I just wanted to check out. I know you know the feeling. When you’re in that deep, dark space it’s almost like you’re in a deep, deep tunnel and things are going on around you but it all feels muffled and very far away. The synchronicity of meeting my Hubby when I did was amazing. He’s the most giving, selfless human being I’ve ever known. He helps others ALL the time and he’s just an angel! I’m grateful he stopped me because I would have missed out on the birth of my granddaughter and starting my and my Hubby’s own business. It feeds my soul creatively and feel positive it’s going to do very well and there are many exciting things to come! Much love to you, Precious Soul!🙏🏻💚💜🕊
Hi!
You are one of the best mediums that i’ve met. Please keep up with your good work. I wish i could do the same work to help people human beings both here on this earth and in the heaven. When i lesson to you and see your channel i’m feeling so much more better and comfortable with dealing with death. I have fighting against my depression and both mental and physical health issues that i’m just tired and i’m feeling better to know that people who take their lives don’t go to hell. Please stay healthy happy and safe.
Sincerely/Celia ❤
Thank you when a notification of a video comes through I get excited, its like getting a lovely present xx
Oh Tracey that is such a lovely thing to say, thank you xxxx
New subscriber. So excited. I love your energy and appreciate your guidance. You’re amazing. Thank you 😊
Hello my darling and welcome! If there is anything I can help you with let me know xxxxxx
So glad I found you on JeffMara. I have been binge watching your vids today. Thank you so much for what you do.
Oh bless xxxx
Thanks for your valuable information Nicky 😊 Taking myself over crops up pretty often as an option for me. I had an NDE 'type' experience many years ago, so i know where I'm going, and what to expect. It's beautiful there 😊 Coping with here is overwhelming sometimes. It's just a temptation. However, i really don't want to come back to 'finish' things. That prospect is one of the reasons I'm still here 😎😁
This showed up just at the time I needed it. Thank you for being so wonderful and giving us hope ❤️
I love it that you are so natural. And took your dog out, it’s clearly the authentic you. Take care. Oh and I
Love your duvet.
This video needs watching by everyone who not only feel suicidal, but to the loved ones left behind. Through my spiritual learnings I feel the info Nicky is giving is the truth.
QUESTION FOR NICKY: Is it possible that before coming here a spirit can see they will take their life, so it would be included in their life plan?
I was once watching a nde experience video this guy was talking to his guide, he overheard another guide talking to someone that had took his life & he said what have you gone & done you got to go back after a rest & do it all again..😬 can you imagine that I would rather stick it out than go through childhood again..
Thank you Nicky. Today is the 6th anniversary of my sister choosing to go home, & it’s such a comfort to hear your words 💞
You are the cutest Medium I've ever seen 😊
I've had similar experiences. It's been challenging. ❤🎉 thank you for showing up for all of us xo😊
Good afternoon from Michigan USA, like you, there was a period in which I too didn’t want to hang around. Your insight & understanding I find to be both fascinating as well as uplifting. I am a relatively new subscriber and plan to continue following(&❤️ing) thank you for your positive energy!!! Your giggle is infectious
I was introduced to you on Jeff Maras podcast and here I am. I love how genuine you are and you make these subjects as easy to understand as they can be. I thought your pup was so cute....if a pups gotta go....a pups gotta go!! Love you.
🙏🏼 thank you ❤ suicide ripped my family apart. I still can’t really believe they did it.
Blessings and love always 😊
Yes I know it’s horrendous xx I am so sorry xx
I absolutely love that this is a raw uncut video. It’s like we’re friends just talking on FaceTime. It’s wonderful and it’s refreshing! Please don’t stop❤
Wish I had the guts to take myself over, but I don't. Honestly I'm just very lonely, but as my siblings say "mmm hmm, what did you say, oh got to go my show is on".
The best teaching on the real outcome of suicide I've ever heard
Great video. Thank you for doing it.
Hi Nicky, I’m here via NextSoul and although I live in Scotland I don’t think I’ve been aware of you before unfortunately. You were fantastic on next soul and made me laugh so much! This video has been very helpful to me as I lost my 15 year old Son in this manner. I’ve had many readings over the years and I agree with what you have said here 100%. I’ve been told my son helps children who have been abused and lost their lives. My son came from a very loving family and his death as a terrible shock to all of us. I still struggle daily with it. I’m so glad I have found you. 💜💜💜💜💜💜
Subscribed as you are amazing, bloody funny & I resonate with your content
Omg. Thank you so much for saying that about suicide not being "the coward's way out". I wouldn't exactly say it's brave, either, but... contemplating it is VERY HARD, as I assume you know. By what you said and the look in your eyes, it seems as if you have indeed stood on that figurative cliff or precipice of sorts and stared in to the abyss. Much love energy sent your way for what you are doing. It's important! So glad I found your channel. Keep up the good work.
Nicky is so darling! I am just discovering this two years later. I hope that by now she is much better.
Watched Jeff's podcast with you and had to go out and buy your book. Love your way of describing "stuff". Thank you!
Thank you Nicky 🙂💕🥳
Lot of light to everyone 🪷
I’m so pleased I watched Jeffs video today( I haven’t watched him for a few weeks) and there you were! Your lovely, bubbly and down to earth way of talking had me captivated, so I had to come and subscribe to your channel.❤
Don’t respond to the idiots that do thumbs down, they are miserable! Stay with your joy and greatness!!
Thank you Nicky 🙏🏻 my husband had/has a beautiful soul and I know he’s safe and will be loved and protected as he so much deserves 💙
Thank you so much Nicky. A 17 year old boy in my sons class at school committed suicide recently. Thank you so much for sharing this information it has helped me understand and will help me to help my son.
I just watched Your interview with Jeff Mara, and soooo many things became clear to me…..A Million Thanks for Sharing Your Inner Wisdom….and Just Love Your Sense of Humor 😂Stay Blessed 💫🫶🇫🇷
Thank you so much for explaining about suicides this puts my mind at rest about my lovely brother who decided to take his life.
I just love how “professional” you are! 😂 You are a beautiful breath of fresh air.
I love your insight you answer all the questions I ask myself in my head.
Thank you for taking the time and effort despite your own health issues.
I am very grateful 🙏 love and blessings to you Nicky.
❤
This really helped. I have had a reading before where my ex husband came thru who took his own life due to addiction and the lady who read me told me that he had his head hanging down and he said he was sorry that he should have chose me. I obviously know his addiction was not about me it was about him and his thoughts and struggles . They don't mean to cause us pain by leaving. After that reading I felt bad because I worried me missing him or being disappointed at times that he couldn't stay was keeping him disappointed in himself in some way. So I felt like how do I not miss him or wish he stayed so he can have closure on the other side... But as we know it's impossible to do. We will always miss them. Thank you for covering this topic. Your such a beautiful human inside and out. So happy your channel was brought to me by the universe. ❤
Big HUGE Thumbs Up!! You’re an absolute Darling with a BIG gift! You bless us all with it!!❤
Thankyou nikki for sharing your experiences you put it across in such a way interesting way and one that can be easily understood . Been there worn the tee shirt .
My aim in life right now is to try help heal those suffering the loss of their loved ones . I am no where near over loosing my soul mate so I really do appreciate how it feels . I am not the first and certainly will not be the last . Please take stay strong stay safe we really need more people like you around us to make this world a happier place 🙏🙏
The way you answered this question locked me in you are the real deal!! I love the messages you give and I try to share my experiences but it's hard to put into words. You do it beautifully ❤
Hey Nicky.... I'm nearly 70. During my life i have felt suicidal & what stopped me were my kids.... I didnt want to mess them up. I was also told that I had succeeded several times & when crossed over, I looked back & realised.... basically...a great big 'oops' moment.😮....😉☺️
I had to reincarnate & learn the lessons again. I decided in this incarnation that , no.... Not doing THAT again.
What I do understand is that "hell" does NOT exist.
Decades ago, I gave organised religion the flick..... too much fear-based propaganda for this boat-rocking old soul😉☺️🎉
same here : )
Nicky I think you are such a wonderful human being and spiritual being, thank you, thank,you and thumbs up a thousand times. X
I love your meds and I believe Ariel came in the boat.
And i have no income to seek peoper help. I have done this so m7xh in the past. Pyschoanalist..shamannic work for 6 years. Im 66 and ive had enough. No car. No tribe...im sick of rhis. Thanks for listening ❤
I know. Its hard. I ve been battling horrific illnesses for the last decade. I ve asked for help, begged for help, anything, everything. From family, friends, people, authorities, healers, angels, spirit guides, god, what have ya. Most of the time i ve got ridiculed, gaslighted, lied to and many times even attacked, including a vicious attempt of a murder done by certain officials. In this cursed and disgusting country the culture is to attack those who are the weakest. And of course, why not, obviously, they are not gonna make money for the government any more.
Life certainly is not beautiful in any way and im only looking forward to be dead. And most likely, will soon be, since i dont manage on my own and there s no help available.
I’m in a similar situation to both of you mentioned.
I just want it to be over with ❤
ok...this is Roberta...things have gotten better 80%. I have anew place to live with a tribe..I'll call it...of women and were all working hard to stay sober thru the hardest times. it's 20 women. And another woman who has owned these Apts. and ran her program for 22 years. This is just the push and structure I needed and a process of changing to new paradigms. It's only been 7 weeks and I almost got booted because of my temper but they are giving me another chance. perhaps..I hate to say it. .I was being a brat. anyways. I'm right where I need to be. I'm finally feeling real HOPE. I WILL PRAY that you guys do too! I love you and Nicky I'm glad I found...I'm glad I was guided to you. ❤ Don't give up things do change...it's been a year for me since my son died and I'm alive to tell it.
Higher power doesn't judge mental illness
The garden sounds absolutely amazing ❤️
My ex husband committed suicide on the 17th of January 2021, he left work then went to a church called the Priory in Birkenhead and hung himself. Our children were contacted by the police and they had to identify him. It’s really affected them he would have been 60 years old on the 16th of February so he died aged 59.
Omg I’m so sorry xx
I think this may be my niece whom asked the question...ironically 111 comments ...know the departed soul was on their life path as you said. Found this so helpful dealing with grief Tq ❤💯🙏
It is hard when people you care about suicide, but that your not in it, nor could you have stopped it, takes time. Someone suicided and left a note about how kind etc I had been to him. People chased me around wanting to talk to me about it. I refused. Private time, private talk, let it go!
Absolutely xx
Hi l to watched you on Jeff’s podcast and felt you are so amazing and real , and loved listening to you, no frills no ego and your story is of a natural nature, l will keep listening to you for a long time, and a great personality keep it up, 🙏
I certainly agree 👍🏼 with this. Seems some people want to make others miserable because they know someone who has ended their life & they are told horrible things 😢❤👍🏼
Hello lovely Nicki! You have the best studio, cat and all 🤗 I watched the interview with Alex yesterday and I am so glad I found you/ you found me. Have a lovely day 🌳💛🌷🪻
I suffer daily from an illness and think of suicide. Not so much that I want to die but that I want to end the suffering. I have been pushing through it for 20 years. In some situations there is no help from others because they don't understand the depth of pain one can be in. I still reach out to others for this reason. I won't say this keeps me going, but I feel at least I am trying to make some good out of this. Thank you for this video.
Yes I get that I had that for five years xx
A friend in pain uses CBG with CBD and kratom. R S O would also help 💗
@mandywasthere1224 Thank you. I need to really look into all this. I need something also to chill me out. I have gotten anxious from all this and trying to cope. I know there are different modes if action with different CBD products. I appreciate your suggestions.
Thank you for your help in writing last evening Nicky. Looking forward to having a reading with your brother on the 17th April. Your videos are good and honest compared to most alleged mediums I heard.
Honestly the way you speak is so helpful and understanding xxx
Thank you so much xx
Nicky is an angel on this earth plane. Love you K x
Thank you for the answers 🥰✨🤗
Feels like a trap, contacts.. feels abit earth like. Wanting people to go through pain ? But it’s infinite love?
Love your vids Nicky.
I had never thought of ego being fear based, it makes complete sense. I needed to hear that today. ❤❤
You're such a lovely person, just the right one to have your gifts ❤️
Nicky, I LOVE IT! Thank you for being real just like the rest of us! ❤
Nicky you’re so wonderful! Thanks for this information. My father committed suicide the day before my 30th birthday. I couldn’t believe God would punish him for it.
Bless you for sharing this positive message. I want to offer a few things that may or may not add to your beautiful video.
First, what kept me (consciously) from trying suicide when the pain - both physical and emotional - became overwhelming was what a psychic said to me 40 years ago. "What if after you die you still have all the same emotions and feelings but now you need to be reborn in order change it." Wow.
The second is, when my husband of 13 years died suddenly of an aneurism, I was devastated. I believed he was my “reward” for not committing suicide since the marriage was so special. However, I realized that suicide was not cowardly nor brave, but actually quite a selfish act. Keanu Reeves said it best, the people you leave behind miss you. No matter who you are, someone will miss you and suffer the loss of you no matter what you believe.
The last is, if you are drawn to it for your health, look up Sinclair Kennally at Detox Rejuvenation on, "Why Aren't We Getting Well?" Or even any of her other talks on root causes. Her process has healed herself and others from devastating illness. It is just a thought.
Sending love. You are appreciated.
Is it not also selfish for others to be okay with your constant state of suffering simply because they will miss you when you’re gone? It would certainly hurt but I would also take comfort in knowing their suffering on earth was over.
Learning so much from you today, lovely! My brother and her 2 friends from childhoods sons all committed suicide. I have recently wondered why? It was 3 Mom's and 3 eldest sons making their prelife planning for here. The Mom's to support each other after the suicides. At the end I jumped up and scrreamed hey, that's my picture she has!!! 😂😂😂 The lady picture above your bed. I have always been SO connected to her I spent $335 USD to reframe her. ♥️😇✨
I love your videos! I also love how honest and REAL you are! You inspire me! ❤️
Thank you so much , that was a brilliant explanation of what is as you rightly say is a very delicate subject thank you demystifying it for us. ❤
My whole family has been in the zone. Brother,sister and father. Only me left. Thanks.
Just found your channel through Jeff you are such a positive soul 😊