As someone with a limited budget and endless dreams trying to be an indie author and cartoon creator, I love that you know what you want and have a real dream. Sounds like you know exactly what it is you need for yourself. The place you’re in doesn’t sound good for you in the slightest. There is comfort in security, but then again, you never want to be stuck in loop. Working just enough to survive but not enough to achieve the life you want to me is no life worth living. I don’t even think it’s necessary to say what it is you should do because I think you know what it is that you’d most want to do; and that is pursuing your dream place and taking the dive. It’s really inspiring seeing you put your inner most struggles out there and articulate them for people online. Rooting for you!
@@austinauthor846 aww you are so so kind! It really has taken me awhile to figure out what it is I’m meant to do and I believe I have. At this point, it’s not a want, it’s a need. I’ve always felt the restraint of living in this tiny town where everyone lacks empathy and has forgotten their dreams. I’m rooting for you as well! It’s never too late to make your dreams happen! 😊
@@pattisullivan1970 aww thank you. I honestly feel like it’s something I need to do more than want! I just have never been there so it’s a little frightening and I’d be going alone. But I know I have to for me ♥️ thanks for the insight!
If you dont find your "calm place" to be safe and happy in, you will keep running your entire life. I kept running until I was way too old. Dont waste time running away from early life trauma. *hug* good luck finding your calm place.
What if you were to do it in small increments. Move somewhere close by, but far enough that you feel gone. Then you'd see what it's like and know whether or not it's what you want, but with a security blanket? Champaign is a good candidate. Plus you could go to school.
You have to find something to run towards. You are clearly running away from something. I don't know what that something is. But you need to focus on "staying where you feel good".
@@patrikohman4617 I wouldn’t say I’m necessarily running from anything. I’m more so running towards my goals. I’m just trying to find the place where I can best achieve them ☺️
As someone with a limited budget and endless dreams trying to be an indie author and cartoon creator, I love that you know what you want and have a real dream. Sounds like you know exactly what it is you need for yourself. The place you’re in doesn’t sound good for you in the slightest.
There is comfort in security, but then again, you never want to be stuck in loop. Working just enough to survive but not enough to achieve the life you want to me is no life worth living. I don’t even think it’s necessary to say what it is you should do because I think you know what it is that you’d most want to do; and that is pursuing your dream place and taking the dive.
It’s really inspiring seeing you put your inner most struggles out there and articulate them for people online. Rooting for you!
@@austinauthor846 aww you are so so kind! It really has taken me awhile to figure out what it is I’m meant to do and I believe I have. At this point, it’s not a want, it’s a need. I’ve always felt the restraint of living in this tiny town where everyone lacks empathy and has forgotten their dreams. I’m rooting for you as well! It’s never too late to make your dreams happen! 😊
sweetie follow your heart as you said you are young don't wait till your dreams fade away and you regret not doing what you want
@@pattisullivan1970 aww thank you. I honestly feel like it’s something I need to do more than want! I just have never been there so it’s a little frightening and I’d be going alone. But I know I have to for me ♥️ thanks for the insight!
If you dont find your "calm place" to be safe and happy in, you will keep running your entire life. I kept running until I was way too old. Dont waste time running away from early life trauma. *hug* good luck finding your calm place.
@@patrikohman4617 thank you ♥️♥️ hugs back
What if you were to do it in small increments. Move somewhere close by, but far enough that you feel gone. Then you'd see what it's like and know whether or not it's what you want, but with a security blanket? Champaign is a good candidate. Plus you could go to school.
@@triciasieberns9390 I will never ever go to Champaign 😂
You have to find something to run towards. You are clearly running away from something. I don't know what that something is. But you need to focus on "staying where you feel good".
@@patrikohman4617 I wouldn’t say I’m necessarily running from anything. I’m more so running towards my goals. I’m just trying to find the place where I can best achieve them ☺️