That is very interesting, because my camera hadn't done that before. I'd love it if it was really my husbands energy! Thank you Felicity for mentioning that because I hadn't heard of it before. Take care and wish you the best my friend!
Absolutely! On the paranormal channels, that's one of the first things to happen AND first things they say! Very comforting sign he's right there with y'all.❤
@@Momof8kids also if you notice after you have finished talking the camera refocuses itself. So he was with you during that time and left you when you “picked yourself up” spirts have to learn things all over again. How to touch, walk, manipulate items and it takes a lot of energy for them to do so. I’m sure he is with you every day. Lots of love 🤍
I am also a widow.. and I know what you’re going through.. Just know that your husband is always with you, and is always holding your heart love never dies
Aw. I wish I could give you the biggest, most comforting hug. I'm sorry you are feeling so lonely and overwhelmed right now. I'm glad making this video seemed to help you a bit.
I lost my husband when he was 36. The first 2 years were so awful. I’m not going to sugar coat it. It was so hard. Unless you’ve lived it - it’s hard to understand and process what it’s actually like. People will expect you to suck it up, and you’ll be made to feel like you need to move on within others guidelines and expectations. My husband was such a treasure. He’ll be special to me until my last breath. Ignore the haters and the judgers. We’re all just trying to survive. Real friends will love you and understand your heart and let you mourn in your own time. I loved the picture of you both when you were younger! ❤
I loved what you said, it is so honest, pure and heartfelt. You are a beautiful person mrssaml. Thank you for the info and your story, and take care my friend.
Honey, please get some help. They can help you work through some of these thoughts. Edited to add: I think these thoughts are normal after someone passes, but there are grief counselors out there who specialize in helping people get through their grief and I think you’d really benefit from that.
I lost my Brother, my mom and my Grandma within 2 years time. I have ptsd induced panic disorder now. I went to grief counseling for 6 months. It was not a help in my case. Now maybe if you have no one to talk to about your feelings it would be a benefit. Learning to live with grief and come to terms of heart wrenching loss is a constant work in progress.
God bless you and the kids. Have the kids help with the chores. Make sure they pickup after themselves. I understand the littlest one can’t. I hope you’re all feeling better soon so sorry to hear you were all ill again. Maybe get the kids together and make a chore chart. Give out rewards when they complete a week of chores. Like take them somewhere special, cook a special meal. Stickers on the chart like great job. Everyone needs to be involved and learn to help you. Much love and hugs to you all. ❤️❤️❤️🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏
Love never dies. It’s energy that doesn’t go away. Many people are visited by loved ones but in subtle ways. Other people are never visited, or perhaps they don’t recognize it. However, the deceased do not want us to dwell on such things. I’m sure he is aware and is watching over everyone and wants his family to thrive. You will be reunited when it’s time, but in the meantime, don’t fret about this as we truly don’t know what’s on the other side ❤ Question: you have so many children, why aren’t they helping with the house? They should each be assigned a chore that they must be responsible for. Laundry, dusting, vacuuming, cleaning the bathrooms, taking out the trash, cleaning the kitchen and floors, cooking, dishes, emptying the dishwasher, outside duties etc etc. You can also rotate duties every few weeks. There’s no reason to have a dirty house when everyone is well and able bodied. Also teach the older ones about finances, paying bills etc. The ones out of school need to be in college or working and should be encouraged to live their own lives and to be a productive member of society. This means for you not to be dependent on them in learning to drive. I just worry that your family has been isolated which isn’t healthy for anyone! Also, it would be beneficial to go into grief counseling and the kids too!
Yor husband is with you always. My own personal belief is they do send us signs that they're around. Sometimes you just need to be patient. Being a widowed mom of 8 kids is not a walk in the park. Plus with everyone being sick I'm sure you have been very overwhelmed. It's in the quiet moments that we tend to notice things more strongly. Sometimes you'll hear a song that he knew was a favorite of yours. Or maybe certain smells that remind you of him. He may come to you in a dream. I have had several visitation dreams of my dad after he passed. Just trust and have faith. You are such a sweet lady with a good heart, you'll know when he sends you a sign.
You will never go your whole life without any connections to your husband, you have small parts of him in each of your children. Every time one of your kids does something that reminds you of him or even just his likeness in them will always bring you that connection. ❤
There's support groups for widows, please please reach out to them. You will be amazed at how helpful it is to hear you're not alone and there are people willing to help and support you. Love and prayers to you 🙏 ❤️
Rosalie, my husband regularly sends me dimes, and my daddy sends me pennies 🙏💜 look for the signs, cardinals, feathers, coins, the smell of cologne if he wore it... So many things like lights going off and on... He might already be trying to let you know... God bless you, Sweetheart 💜😘
This is so true Mimi Dixon my husband's been gone five and a half years now and you're right about certain things and signs God bless you for sharing this
I completely understand what you’re saying. Your time on earth is such a blip compared to eternity so for him you’ll join him right away. For us, on earth, it’s a slow long process to get there. I agree with others that a grief group would be so helpful to be with other widows having the same feelings ❤
So sorry you and the family just remember God is with you in the time of grief. And always pray to him .Being sick is hard just take care of you and your children take one step at a time
Rosely one thing that is helped me over these last five and a half years is knowing that my husband is free from pain and suffering and it was selfish of me to want him back it took me a long time to realize that and to look at it like that but I would rather have him at peace and no suffering is to have him back here on his cruel Earth with all the pain that he went through
Please keep all your senses open to feeling the presence of your husband. He's there! Communication is different after we pass. Look for him in his favorite things..a ladybug, butterfly, penny - something he was interested in. Those things show up at the least expected times. You might smell him or just sense his presence.( sometimes I can smell my mom's perfume!) And you still DO have a husband! I also want to share how much I admire your mom skills & that keen ability to stretch pennies & plan for Christmas gifts, making each gift meaningful and wanted for each child! And the community wrapping of the presents, allowing the little ones to pick the paper and stickers they want. You are so organized and have the patience of Job! Pls know that many of us admire you and pray that you find some comfort in knowing that and I'm also praying that you feel your late hubby around you at all times! You are amazing!
I feel your pain, Rosalie. I have been a widow for 6 years. My husband was the love of my life, and that Love never dies. Watch for little signs, that might be his Spirit communicating with you. So many times, unexpectedly, I see things that I know are being sent from my late husband. I feel his presence even though he is no longer physically with me. I believe that he is still watching 0vrr me., as well as the Lord above. May you find that inner peace that you are longing for.
Oh dear, don't think that because you guys are doing okay, that your husband isn't watching out for you all. He loved you guys so very much and would never leave. He will contact you when the time it right. You can always ask him to visit you in your dreams. Our memories are precious here and in the afterlife. Hang in there Rosalie. He is always with you!
Rosalie, I think you are still so early in your grief, I am coming up three years a widow, the signs can be very very ordinary, mine are robins, my daughters are feathers, it could be a breeze on your face, a rainbow, even a song on the radio. I dream a lot, and often talk to him in dreams. Xx
Rosalee, I’ve also lost people I dearly love. My mother, my son’s father, and just two weeks ago one of my best friends. I have had zero indication that they have tried contacting me from heaven. Sure I did see a tree full of cardinals in my yard in the winter shortly after my mom passed and initially took that as a sign from her but I don’t know. Here’s my thoughts and I say them with nothing but respect, love and genuine care for you. My thoughts are- If our loved ones truly could look down from heaven into this world it wouldn’t be heaven at all. If they could see us crying and struggling & all of the terrible things that happen in the world heaven certainly would not be a serene place at all. I so much want to believe they can see us and little things we think are signs are real but I think we want it so bad we make things up in our heads to think it was a sign. & I don’t know why pastors and funeral directors always say they are in heaven. They just say that for everyone and assume it. From what I’ve learned the path to heaven is extremely narrow and few If any of us make it there. Now I do 100% whole heartedly believe in Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father. Absolutely I do! And I’d like to think I’m a Christian but I am full of constantly making mistakes and I will never be perfect so I am fearful of my eternal future. There’s so much information out there and differing opinions but the reality is we just don’t know because the dead can’t speak. The more I think about it I wonder if we just go into an eternal rest until Jesus comes back?? I just don’t know: what I do believe is God is there with you and the kids at all times. So you’re never ever alone. I’m sorry if any of this was bothersome to hear. I am just a simple human like the rest of us and I would like to know the answers as well. I’d love to think my loved ones are watching over me but I don’t know. ☹️
Sorry I hadn't been able to reply until now, (I read your comment the day you posted it.) You are right in what you say. I admire your honesty. You don't have to be perfect to get to heaven. To error is human. What matters is you can rise above any shortfalls you have to become a better person. Repent for your wrong doings will "clean" your soul, if you truly see the wrong and do not do it again. We are all not perfect, but we can work towards being better and better. There is not limit. Remember, Mary Magdalene is a good example of someone who rose above the sins in her past. You are always welcome to comment, I am glad you did. Take care my friend.
I lost my daughter 14 years ago. She was 35 years old. She left behind a husband and a nine-year-old son two sisters and me and her dad. I know she’s in a better place where she don’t have to worry anymore. There’s no sickness no pain. The one thing I know for sure because of God‘s promise. I will see her again once sweet day in Heaven. I’ve lost my mom, my dad and two husbands. But the worst ever pain in my heart was losing my child. She is safely in the arms of God.
Hi Rosalie, The first Christmas after a huge loss is the worst & it brings up a lot of emotions. Same with the new year. Your feelings are completely normal. My father never said he would contact me or anything, but 2 years later, I still look for him. For whatever it’s worth, my faith was basically shaken to the core when it first happened & for some time afterwards. To be perfectly honest, I no longer have a linear meaning of faith or god or religion anymore, but I know I believe in something. I can’t tell you when I first thought my dad had contacted me, but I can tell you of the most recent. I was taking one of my cars to the dealer for service & I was sitting in a left hand turn lane & this man was driving a car that looked *exactly* like my father’s. The man even resembled him in terms of build when he was healthy & was wearing a hat he always wore. I forgot he was dead & I had my hand up ready to wave & then remembered, it couldn’t be him. That hit me pretty hard. I went about my day, kept doing my errands. I was cleaning up a few things at home & stumbled upon a box of old photos I’d never seen. In the box, I found photos of him, my yiayia, my uncle & my great uncle who was visiting from Greece. This was well before I was born & I knew the visit happened, but the only photos of this visit had been destroyed by my father’s sister. And still these appeared. Now, I know, I know… maybe there was an extra copy all along. Fair enough. But having looked for a year & a half, and after seeing a man who may or may not have been him, I felt his presence like never before. It was a surreal & amazing feeling. Had I not told one of my close friends who is going through something similar, I’d still wonder if it was all a fever dream. Just know that things happen when you least expect them, even if you’re not thinking of anything. I believe spirits are in different form, but they know us & they don’t forget. Hang in there. I have thought of you all & I’m glad you seem to be on the mend. You can do this. Not every day will be this hard. I promise. ❤
What a false statement ???--God gave us a free will and He cares about our souls ,only .He does not care if you poor or in pain or in sorrow .He went through that -Himself , but on other hand Satan wants you to be happy ,wealthy ,always without pain .This way he can steal your soul , because then you only care about you and only you -and your focus will be on evil not in good at all .So many of you will be lost ,because of luck of knowledge
He is not gone, a little piece of him lives on in each and every one of your children , you will glimpse him in them each day , you just have to remember to , instead of feeling sad . He is alive in them ♡
My mom visits me often in my dreams. Give it more time, I'm sure he is with you and your children. Stay strong! Glad you are over the flu. Well done on doing the best you can!!
Dear Rosalee, I know what you mean when you say that there’s no time in heaven, but I’m sure we all will watch out for our loved ones from heaven with our souls. I sometimes feel my late grandmother, I simply know she’s out there somewhere and I’m convinced so is your husband. His reaching out can be in a different form than you expect. Maybe he’s sending you strength. Look at what you’ve accomplished with the house and your kids. You did so much cleaning and you’re such a compassionate and calm mother. That’s not easy in your situation. Maybe you have to go to a place the both of you loved so you can feel the connection to Eugene again. I had not even really known that double rainbows existed until my child had a major illness. Since then I see them on a more regular basis and whenever that occurs I know it’s my granny sending me peace and energy and telling me everything is going to be ok. Is there a proof? No. Can it be just a mere coincidence? Yes, but the feeling is there and that’s what counts. The love your husband had for his family is in his heart and soul and he took it with him to wherever he is now. You all were part of him and this is why I’m positive he’ll always be your guardian angel. 🥀💞
Oh Rosalie! Don’t ever feel pressured to get a video out. We know you are busy! Your family, you and the household are your priority. Maybe it would help you to keep a journal of sorts. Like you are talking to him and telling him how you are doing, what the kids are up to etc. Hugs to you friend? You are in my thoughts and prayers. What a beautiful wedding photo of you two❤ How young you looked! You are doing great Rosalie. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. Do you go to a church? We live far from home and the church we have been going to have just taken us in. They are like family to us. I would encourage you to check out a church my dear.
Oh sweetie my heart goes out to you. As time goes on he will show you signs he is watching over you all but you have to believe that he will. I agree with others, find a widow group or grief group. Your children love you and unfortunately he passed so quickly. I am continuing to Pray for you all. What your feeling is normal, you will pull through this. Take one minute at a time. Being sick does put stress on you especially with 8 children. I would ask the kids to start helping you out especially the oldest boys. Give them chores they can help. You will be alright. So glad you came on I hoped you all were alright. God Bless you ❤❤❤🫂
Scripture tells us not to try to communicate with the dead. So God would not have your husband try communicate with you. Heaven is our real perfect eternal home, not this fallen earth. Your husband is in Heaven worshiping the Lord. Someday you will be united with your husband and other believers worshiping together where there is no pain, no worries, no sadness. Take comfort your husband is safe in the arms of Jesus. God bless you Rosalee. Keep up the good work of serving your children
I died twice during childbirth they brought me back I believe I saw heaven or something along those lines but I could still feel the people around me. How I know this is because I was saying to myself I can’t go yet I haven’t seen my newborn as I medically died during the emergency c section. He will be watching over you just like god is I believe. Take care darling pls don’t be sad he is in a lovely place and will be watching you just like I would have been if I had died I would have been watching my baby x
Honey, please don’t worry? He is with you always. He may contact you in ways such as finding a coin. Or seeing something in a commercial that you both loved. He really is with you!! Love & prayers❤️🥰🙏
Please put all your thoughts and energy to you and your kids. Live a happy , full life. You are a beautiful woman and amazing mom. Get some grief therapy 🙏
As a widow whose husband was killed by a drunk driver, I understand. Missing you life partner comes in waves that are sometimes unbearable. Grief has no time limit. Get some Grief counceling.. it helps you sort though these feelings. Lack of sleep creates more racing thoughts. I've been coping with this for 2 years. Cherish your time together and know you're never alone.
We had 3 rounds of a stomach virus before Christmas and then at Christmas we had COVID .. Catching up on cleaning I can relate to...I do agree maybe you need counseling to help you get through the hardest times ! Praying for you and your family 🙏
Oh dear, he def is with you everywhere you and the kids are, you were so pretty in the pic of your wedding day, it’s gonna be wonderful to see you smile like that again someday because it will happen, you will get over this grief period and on to the next phase I promise you, I lost a husband to an accidental overdose and never ever thought I would get over him but I did and now have been married to the most amazing man for almost 26 yrs now, praying for you and the kiddos
Hugs and love to you sweetheart ❤ I understand how you feel. Sometimes when we try so hard to see a sign or want to feel that connection to our deceased loved one, we aren’t open to receiving it. He may reach out to you in a dream or by a song you hear that is played in a store or by someone else or a symbol of personal shared memory. Have faith and you’ll see your sign from him. You’re doing great raising your beautiful children and I’m certain he is by watching over you all and is in awe of your strength and determination 💖💖💖💖
So good to see you Rosalie! Sorry you are struggling. It's understandable after what the past year has been for you and then everyone getting sick !! You're doing really well all things considered. Praying you find peace sweet friend. ❤
To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. You are connected, just not in physical form, but spiritually. Keep your faith, you know where he is. I went through the same thing when I lost someone. I looked for something. Just be still and know that God is. Take what your husband gave you on earth and give it to your kids. So, in that sense he will still be with you. It is hard, just hang in there. He is not meant to contact you but could visit you in a dream. Often happens that way. Hugs and you will have your ups and down days. Give yourself grace, you will get it caught all back up. Hard being a single parent and grieving too. The house will be there. When I am sick, I keep the dishes done, and laundry. The rest can wait until I feel good. Wipe bathrooms down, and that is all. Kids can help you too. Peace!
I havnt watched her videos for a long time. I see to many red flags when i watch them. I was so hoping things were going better, but she seems to still ignore the kids in the background as she records behind a closed door. She said here that the baby was not crying? I hear it also. Maybe not the smallest one.. but i hear kids awake. Always these night videos have the kids up at all hours. The kids need routine. My 9 yr old also has trouble going to bed. But i definitely wouldnt add a video of that. I have done livestreams before when my son should go to bed, and he doesnt listen. No what i do? I turn it off and go deal with the fact hes not in bed. She seems to just ignore it. Makes me wonder if its 4:33am and the kids are making noise like that at that time, are any of them getting enough sleep? She shouldnt be making videos while the kids are doing that in the background clearly needing attention or to be told its late and go back to sleep. This doesnt seem normal, in my opinion. I do worry about these kids.
I can not imagine the pain and sadness you feel from losing your husband. You have children who will always need you. I pray that you will LIVE NOW. ❤❤ QUESTIONS regarding eternity and death have been asked for eons. God will reveal the truth so don’t worry. LIVE NOW❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thoughts and prayers for you and your family. You should consider going to a grief support group. I went to one after my son suddenly passed at 25 from a pulmonary embolism. It did help me put things in perspective. He has been gone for 11 years now and I think I would like to go again. Your older boys might benefit from going to one also.
Hi Rosilee.I’m so sorry this happened to you.and that your feeling so sad.,I’ve been there and know how frightening it is the thought of if you never have them in your life again!I believe he will come to you,my husband came to me in a dream!it was so real and gave me the biggest hug and said some things which was special to us,so I truly believe he came to me,I only hope he’ll come again.my heart goes out to you Rosilee and having to go on because of your little ones,it must be so hard,I only had our son. You are doing a brilliant job and your husband will be very proud of you. I’m so sorry you haven’t got a close friend near you ,so you could talk to. I just want you to know my love and prayers are with you. Sending you hugs love marilynxx🙏🏻💐🇬🇧
I can't even imagine what you are going through and I am so sorry for your loss. Put your trust and faith in God and please let Him comfort you and guide you in your grief. You may leave yourself open to unseen forces who would try to manipulate your feelings the more you seek and/or desire that type of contact. Ask God to strengthen you and keep you in His Peace, Love and Direction.
In March it will be 3 years i lost my Dad, 12 days later my sister and in april 2 years ago i lost my love. 😢 he was the hardest. I have had visits from each of them. My dad showed me Heaven. My sister just visited and i don't recall much about that. But i had a lengthy convo with my love and in the end i told him how very much i love and miss him and he said he was waiting for me. ❤ I pray each of you waiting for a sign or visit , get it and more. Hugs to each of you.
Oh, wow Rosalie. Lady, you have me crying here. I have had the same exact thoughts about my loved ones that have passed. Do they even remember me? Do they care or need me? It is sad and worrying. Prayers that you all get well. Take care and we love you.❤
Rosalie don't look for strength through your deceased husband, look for strength in God. God is carrying you although you may not feel it right now. Do get grief counseling. You may join a support group with time where you will see that you are not alone with these same questions and doubts. Strength is found in a group who are grieving losses. Maybe see your family doctor who may be able to help. I admire that you are keeping afloat grieving and caring for 8 children. Dont be so long between videos even just post a short. You have a community who wonders how you are. ❤❤
Rosalie you have done an amazing job adjusting on your own please know that. I do think it would help you to have someone to talk to. One of the people that commented below offered their services for free. Please consider taking her up on the offer. It cant hurt to try. If you decide its not for you then you dont have to continue. Please take care of yourself and i hope you and the kids are well now and stay well. You are in my thoughts and prayers
Hey Rosalie girl we got you! 9 thousand subs is pretty dam good! We all miss and love you! Hugs sent to each of you! Winter is so grey and depressing . We need sun therapy! I love how you love! Your having emotions and feelings and need to vent. We got you. 💕💕💕💕 hugs sweet Rosalie.
@@Momof8kids your heart is so full of love in abundance. Your so kind. I only wish you lived close. We would be great friends. I never seen hate, meanest or bitterness, your just you. Perfect momma bear. You love beyond the most. I love that about you! Girl you so got this! Our oldest has a fiancé 30 years older. They gave us a gorgeous grand daughter. But yes 30 years. It works for them perfectly. 29 and 59. Love wants what love wants.
Hello Rosalie... Glad you are feeling better.I hope you're getting some help with the housework, The kids ( well most of them) can all chip in to lessen the load. I think you have a case of the wintertime blues! Once the season gets warmer then you can get out of the house. You need a break sometimes. I'm so sorry that you're feeling so sad, I promise it will get better!!! Sending love to you all ❤
These feelings will pop up every now and then...you have to roll with them! Maybe a sign from your husband that you have all these people that care about you and the kids online here... comforts for you hopefully we are... and maybe God had a special plan for him right now and he will be showing himself as soon as he can ...but the most important part is not you missing him its that he is at peace and the children are happy ❤ He cannot continue on his path when you are holding him back by your sadness...❤ You must be strong
He'll come to you in your dreams. It took months after I lost loved ones before I dreamed about them, but then they came in dreams and it is awesome because it's like a visit with them. Much love to you and your family. Please let the older boys help you with the cleaning and other chores. They need to know how to keep house for themselves...
Yes!! My nephew passed away when he was 16 and I was 18 we were very very close and we did a lot of things together. I occasionally have dreams about him and they always start in the same way and he is always waiting for me in a pure white corridor on a white bench with a green apple. He tells me about heaven but I can’t remember what he says when I wake up, I can’t explain it properly. I can remember about angel wings and you only get one at a time. He is the only relative I dream about. My late mom or dad I never dream of. 🤍
Hello my beautiful friend. I felt called to send you a book I wrote about my walk in grief and how it lead me to not just healing, but angel visits. I still have angel signs now pouring in from readers. I hope you got it. I feel like it was your husband and our creator who brought us together so I would send you the book. I think of you so often and am sending you so much love, light and waves of healing. I know your husband surrounds you all the days of this mortal life until your souls dance again.
What a beautiful, and caring thoughts you have!! Sorry for the delay in posting. I did receive a package from Amazon. I will open it in my next video. I thought that whoever sent me the package would want to see my face when I open it (even thought it was hard waiting). That is so special of you to send me your book!!! I can't wait to read it!! You are very kind, I am so glad you reached out to me and have been able to heal in your walk of grief. You must be very special to get angel visits, how wonderful and exciting! Sending lots of love back to you!
The Lord knows you. And he cares. I’m praying God gives you peace. I know grieving is different for everyone. I couldn’t imagine what you are going through. But talk to The Lord and he will see you through this season of life. You are doing great and he will see you through.
Oh sweetie, your husband IS watching over you from Heaven, you can bet on it 😉♥️ You should look to see in your area if there's a grievance group for people going through or have gone through the same thing you are. I think that would help you so much, more than you know probably. Please keep us posted because we do really care about you and the kids. Sending love your way❤🥲
Wow you all have had it rough over the holidays. 2 bouts of flu. Must have felt like you were running a small clinic alone. I am proud of you. You are one tough Lady. ❤
Maybe he did contact you by blurring your video. He will always be with you and your kids. There are many signs of our departed messaging us. You had a strong love and it will carry you till you are together again. And don't rule out a new partner later, don't grow old alone,
I would suggest looking for/being open to things that help you feel connected to your ex-husband. There might be so much grief right now, that’s all you can feel. I was very close to my maternal grandfather. He was a pipe fitter for a railroad company. When I see a train, I always think of him. I also sometimes have vivid dreams of him visiting me when I’m stressed and unsure of myself. They are so vivid, they feel real to me. When I take communion at church, for some reason, I always feel close to my paternal grandmother. It’s like she is present with me. Eventually, you will also begin to have experiences like these.
You're right, it's true because my husband and did come and visit me in my dream. He's in heaven sometimes it's different for others. She believed in God so much like I do you believe in god, he lay his only signed, he died for us all of us with our sinners and all there's a lot of us are sinners. They say you're not you are but I've had that beautiful experiencing my husband when I know when it's my time, I will be with him too.
Hi Rosalie :) I am sorry you guys have been so sick. Grieving comes and goes. It's not easy. I think since you all got sick again and it was so tough, of course you will feel the grief really bad right now. I'm sorry! I will pray for all of you! I pray you can feel God's peace forever with you. He IS there even in our darkest moments. Let yourself feel sad when you have to, but I know God will lift you up again! You are a great mom and very nice person. Lots of best wishes and prayers always!!! 🥰
We are so sick in our house right now also! Hopefully everybody at your house is feeling so much better. My husband the bread maker is missing a lot of work, but we have to take care of ourselves in order to live a healthy life so here’s to Health. Clink the glasses.
Your husband will always be with you. You need to talk to your pastor, he can answer your questions. I am also a widow and I know exactly how you feel and what you are going through. You and your family will be in my prayers 🙏.
I could explain different ways i have felt passed loved ones come through. And your right, it's never when we want or on our time. And its in different ways i have felt. If ypu would like me to share. Just comment below this comment. BUT, either way, PLEASE look into tgerapy for you. It will help you so so much. Find the one for you and i would put my cheldren in Therapy too. Losing their father is really hard on them too. All of the kids. I put mine in therapy at 3 and 5 yrs old and it helped them so much. Even at such a young age. You deserve it and so does your children. Your husband would never want you to hurt and be sad. If if could stoll be here on earth you, he would be. Hugs and prayers to each of you. And i have no problem sharing the different ways i know my passed loved ones have shown me they are still watching over me. God bless you
The children should be and are def able to help you a lot around the house and the yards etc. The 5 eldest for sure. A family is a team and teams can achieve a lot together. Make a family schedule, print & display it somewhere handy. Work out jurisdictions that are doable for each age range. Better still assign the little ones a buddy who is older and more capable. They can work together & relieve some of the load you carry. Im guessing you still had the same workload before your husband died as you mentioned he was not able to do anything due to the level of opiods he took. Perhaps do what you did back then as far as housework & yard work, if it was working for you all. If it wasn't you have a chance for a fresh start and can reorganise your life & home with the help & cooperatiin of your family team. The kids might benefit from being in school too. While they are all pretty much away each day, its so much easier to get on top of the house aswell! They can do their chores after school & weekends. You cant do it all, no one can do it all so dont be too hard on yourself!
You are so tired, sweet girl. You need to rest and try to take care of yourself. You have your hands full, but it's important you make time for yourself. ❤
@momof8kids - Rosalie… popping in to check on you and the kiddos. I hope everyone is feeling better. I’m sure that yesterday wasn’t a good day for you, your first without your Valentine. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! 🙏🏼
Some say that a spirit can interfere with cameras and cause them not to focus.🤍
That is very interesting, because my camera hadn't done that before. I'd love it if it was really my husbands energy! Thank you Felicity for mentioning that because I hadn't heard of it before. Take care and wish you the best my friend!
Absolutely! On the paranormal channels, that's one of the first things to happen AND first things they say! Very comforting sign he's right there with y'all.❤
@@Thebeautifulme100 That is so awesome! Thank you for the info!
@@Momof8kids also if you notice after you have finished talking the camera refocuses itself. So he was with you during that time and left you when you “picked yourself up” spirts have to learn things all over again. How to touch, walk, manipulate items and it takes a lot of energy for them to do so.
I’m sure he is with you every day.
Lots of love 🤍
That's not true
I am also a widow.. and I know what you’re going through..
Just know that your husband is always with you, and is always holding your heart love never dies
Same here
@@Mrscopeok 💕💕💕
@@kathleencrews3329 Kathleen that's sweet. I'm sorry you lost your husband.
Thank you Kathleen, I appreciate your kindness. You sound wise, wish you the best.
Hugs to you
Thank you for checking in! You are in so many peoples hearts and prayers!!! ❤❤❤
That is so sweet Kissal, thank you. Take care my friend.
I’m sorry it’s so hard for you. I pray it will get easier for you and your children. Please know that God is concerned for you. Turn to him.
Aw. I wish I could give you the biggest, most comforting hug. I'm sorry you are feeling so lonely and overwhelmed right now.
I'm glad making this video seemed to help you a bit.
You should really join a support group for widows. That could really help you.
I lost my husband when he was 36. The first 2 years were so awful. I’m not going to sugar coat it. It was so hard. Unless you’ve lived it - it’s hard to understand and process what it’s actually like. People will expect you to suck it up, and you’ll be made to feel like you need to move on within others guidelines and expectations. My husband was such a treasure. He’ll be special to me until my last breath. Ignore the haters and the judgers. We’re all just trying to survive. Real friends will love you and understand your heart and let you mourn in your own time. I loved the picture of you both when you were younger! ❤
The loss of our "person" is truly the hardest. Thinking of you.
I loved what you said, it is so honest, pure and heartfelt. You are a beautiful person mrssaml. Thank you for the info and your story, and take care my friend.
SORRY FOR SUCH A LOSS SO YOUNG.GOD BLESS YOU
Honey, please get some help. They can help you work through some of these thoughts.
Edited to add: I think these thoughts are normal after someone passes, but there are grief counselors out there who specialize in helping people get through their grief and I think you’d really benefit from that.
Maybe she doesn't need help, maybe she is lost AND grieving the death her husband. Every single person that's living has death
@@oneseeker2 Maybe you didn’t watch the same video I did
This is beyond sad and too difficult to watch.
This woman needs help and more importantly her 8 children need her to get help!
Please get help! I get counselling . It really helps.
I lost my Brother, my mom and my Grandma within 2 years time. I have ptsd induced panic disorder now. I went to grief counseling for 6 months. It was not a help in my case. Now maybe if you have no one to talk to about your feelings it would be a benefit.
Learning to live with grief and come to terms of heart wrenching loss is a constant work in progress.
God bless you and the kids. Have the kids help with the chores. Make sure they pickup after themselves. I understand the littlest one can’t. I hope you’re all feeling better soon so sorry to hear you were all ill again. Maybe get the kids together and make a chore chart. Give out rewards when they complete a week of chores. Like take them somewhere special, cook a special meal. Stickers on the chart like great job. Everyone needs to be involved and learn to help you. Much love and hugs to you all. ❤️❤️❤️🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏
He's watching over all of you......feel his love all around you.👍🙏There are many videos to help you understand .💞💞💞💞
Reach out your kids and yourself are WORTH IT & DESERVE IT. Hugs❤
Love never dies. It’s energy that doesn’t go away. Many people are visited by loved ones but in subtle ways. Other people are never visited, or perhaps they don’t recognize it.
However, the deceased do not want us to dwell on such things. I’m sure he is aware and is watching over everyone and wants his family to thrive. You will be reunited when it’s time, but in the meantime, don’t fret about this as we truly don’t know what’s on the other side ❤
Question: you have so many children, why aren’t they helping with the house? They should each be assigned a chore that they must be responsible for. Laundry, dusting, vacuuming, cleaning the bathrooms, taking out the trash, cleaning the kitchen and floors, cooking, dishes, emptying the dishwasher, outside duties etc etc. You can also rotate duties every few weeks. There’s no reason to have a dirty house when everyone is well and able bodied.
Also teach the older ones about finances, paying bills etc. The ones out of school need to be in college or working and should be encouraged to live their own lives and to be a productive member of society. This means for you not to be dependent on them in learning to drive.
I just worry that your family has been isolated which isn’t healthy for anyone!
Also, it would be beneficial to go into grief counseling and the kids too!
Yor husband is with you always. My own personal belief is they do send us signs that they're around. Sometimes you just need to be patient. Being a widowed mom of 8 kids is not a walk in the park. Plus with everyone being sick I'm sure you have been very overwhelmed. It's in the quiet moments that we tend to notice things more strongly. Sometimes you'll hear a song that he knew was a favorite of yours. Or maybe certain smells that remind you of him. He may come to you in a dream. I have had several visitation dreams of my dad after he passed. Just trust and have faith. You are such a sweet lady with a good heart, you'll know when he sends you a sign.
You will never go your whole life without any connections to your husband, you have small parts of him in each of your children. Every time one of your kids does something that reminds you of him or even just his likeness in them will always bring you that connection. ❤
There's support groups for widows, please please reach out to them. You will be amazed at how helpful it is to hear you're not alone and there are people willing to help and support you. Love and prayers to you 🙏 ❤️
Im so glad to see you Rosalie, just u checking in was so thoughtful of you... i pray God will give you and the kids peace and comfort 🙏❤️🙏
That is so lovely of you Jamie. Thank you, I wish you the same too!
Rosalie, my husband regularly sends me dimes, and my daddy sends me pennies 🙏💜 look for the signs, cardinals, feathers, coins, the smell of cologne if he wore it... So many things like lights going off and on... He might already be trying to let you know... God bless you, Sweetheart 💜😘
This is so true Mimi Dixon my husband's been gone five and a half years now and you're right about certain things and signs God bless you for sharing this
@@user-kx4ty1vz6n my husband has also been gone five and a half years April 4th 2018 💔 thank you for your kind words I totally believe 🙏
I completely understand what you’re saying. Your time on earth is such a blip compared to eternity so for him you’ll join him right away. For us, on earth, it’s a slow long process to get there. I agree with others that a grief group would be so helpful to be with other widows having the same feelings ❤
Bless you my dear
So sorry you and the family just remember God is with you in the time of grief. And always pray to him .Being sick is hard just take care of you and your children take one step at a time
Rosely one thing that is helped me over these last five and a half years is knowing that my husband is free from pain and suffering and it was selfish of me to want him back it took me a long time to realize that and to look at it like that but I would rather have him at peace and no suffering is to have him back here on his cruel Earth with all the pain that he went through
Please keep all your senses open to feeling the presence of your husband. He's there! Communication is different after we pass. Look for him in his favorite things..a ladybug, butterfly, penny - something he was interested in. Those things show up at the least expected times. You might smell him or just sense his presence.( sometimes I can smell my mom's perfume!) And you still DO have a husband! I also want to share how much I admire your mom skills & that keen ability to stretch pennies & plan for Christmas gifts, making each gift meaningful and wanted for each child! And the community wrapping of the presents, allowing the little ones to pick the paper and stickers they want. You are so organized and have the patience of Job! Pls know that many of us admire you and pray that you find some comfort in knowing that and I'm also praying that you feel your late hubby around you at all times! You are amazing!
I feel your pain, Rosalie. I have been a widow for 6 years. My husband was the love of my life, and that Love never dies. Watch for little signs, that might be his Spirit communicating with you. So many times, unexpectedly, I see things that I know are being sent from my late husband. I feel his presence even though he is no longer physically with me. I believe that he is still watching 0vrr me., as well as the Lord above. May you find that inner peace that you are longing for.
Oh dear, don't think that because you guys are doing okay, that your husband isn't watching out for you all. He loved you guys so very much and would never leave. He will contact you when the time it right. You can always ask him to visit you in your dreams. Our memories are precious here and in the afterlife. Hang in there Rosalie. He is always with you!
Rosalie, I think you are still so early in your grief, I am coming up three years a widow, the signs can be very very ordinary, mine are robins, my daughters are feathers, it could be a breeze on your face, a rainbow, even a song on the radio.
I dream a lot, and often talk to him in dreams. Xx
Rosalee,
I’ve also lost people I dearly love. My mother, my son’s father, and just two weeks ago one of my best friends.
I have had zero indication that they have tried contacting me from heaven. Sure I did see a tree full of cardinals in my yard in the winter shortly after my mom passed and initially took that as a sign from her but I don’t know. Here’s my thoughts and I say them with nothing but respect, love and genuine care for you.
My thoughts are- If our loved ones truly could look down from heaven into this world it wouldn’t be heaven at all. If they could see us crying and struggling & all of the terrible things that happen in the world heaven certainly would not be a serene place at all. I so much want to believe they can see us and little things we think are signs are real but I think we want it so bad we make things up in our heads to think it was a sign. & I don’t know why pastors and funeral directors always say they are in heaven. They just say that for everyone and assume it. From what I’ve learned the path to heaven is extremely narrow and few If any of us make it there. Now I do 100% whole heartedly believe in Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father. Absolutely I do! And I’d like to think I’m a Christian but I am full of constantly making mistakes and I will never be perfect so I am fearful of my eternal future. There’s so much information out there and differing opinions but the reality is we just don’t know because the dead can’t speak. The more I think about it I wonder if we just go into an eternal rest until Jesus comes back?? I just don’t know: what I do believe is God is there with you and the kids at all times. So you’re never ever alone. I’m sorry if any of this was bothersome to hear. I am just a simple human like the rest of us and I would like to know the answers as well. I’d love to think my loved ones are watching over me but I don’t know. ☹️
Sorry I hadn't been able to reply until now, (I read your comment the day you posted it.) You are right in what you say. I admire your honesty. You don't have to be perfect to get to heaven. To error is human. What matters is you can rise above any shortfalls you have to become a better person. Repent for your wrong doings will "clean" your soul, if you truly see the wrong and do not do it again. We are all not perfect, but we can work towards being better and better. There is not limit. Remember, Mary Magdalene is a good example of someone who rose above the sins in her past. You are always welcome to comment, I am glad you did. Take care my friend.
I lost my husband in 2001 I completely understand how you feel. Time heals all wounds. God bless you and the children.
Thank you! You too!
Rosalie he will always be with you and your love will never die.
I lost my daughter 14 years ago. She was 35 years old. She left behind a husband and a nine-year-old son two sisters and me and her dad. I know she’s in a better place where she don’t have to worry anymore. There’s no sickness no pain. The one thing I know for sure because of God‘s promise. I will see her again once sweet day in Heaven. I’ve lost my mom, my dad and two husbands. But the worst ever pain in my heart was losing my child. She is safely in the arms of God.
Hi Rosalie,
The first Christmas after a huge loss is the worst & it brings up a lot of emotions. Same with the new year. Your feelings are completely normal.
My father never said he would contact me or anything, but 2 years later, I still look for him. For whatever it’s worth, my faith was basically shaken to the core when it first happened & for some time afterwards. To be perfectly honest, I no longer have a linear meaning of faith or god or religion anymore, but I know I believe in something.
I can’t tell you when I first thought my dad had contacted me, but I can tell you of the most recent. I was taking one of my cars to the dealer for service & I was sitting in a left hand turn lane & this man was driving a car that looked *exactly* like my father’s. The man even resembled him in terms of build when he was healthy & was wearing a hat he always wore. I forgot he was dead & I had my hand up ready to wave & then remembered, it couldn’t be him. That hit me pretty hard. I went about my day, kept doing my errands. I was cleaning up a few things at home & stumbled upon a box of old photos I’d never seen. In the box, I found photos of him, my yiayia, my uncle & my great uncle who was visiting from Greece. This was well before I was born & I knew the visit happened, but the only photos of this visit had been destroyed by my father’s sister. And still these appeared.
Now, I know, I know… maybe there was an extra copy all along. Fair enough. But having looked for a year & a half, and after seeing a man who may or may not have been him, I felt his presence like never before. It was a surreal & amazing feeling. Had I not told one of my close friends who is going through something similar, I’d still wonder if it was all a fever dream.
Just know that things happen when you least expect them, even if you’re not thinking of anything. I believe spirits are in different form, but they know us & they don’t forget.
Hang in there. I have thought of you all & I’m glad you seem to be on the mend. You can do this. Not every day will be this hard. I promise. ❤
God is on your side. No matter what.he is with you an those kids.he is watching over you all.❤
What a false statement ???--God gave us a free will and He cares about our souls ,only .He does not care if you poor or in pain or in sorrow .He went through that -Himself , but on other hand Satan wants you to be happy ,wealthy ,always without pain .This way he can steal your soul , because then you only care about you and only you -and your focus will be on evil not in good at all .So many of you will be lost ,because of luck of knowledge
He is not gone, a little piece of him lives on in each and every one of your children , you will glimpse him in them each day , you just have to remember to , instead of feeling sad . He is alive in them ♡
My mom visits me often in my dreams. Give it more time, I'm sure he is with you and your children. Stay strong! Glad you are over the flu. Well done on doing the best you can!!
Go to therapy this is the kind of stuff you sort through in therapy and is personal to each person.
Dear Rosalee, I know what you mean when you say that there’s no time in heaven, but I’m sure we all will watch out for our loved ones from heaven with our souls. I sometimes feel my late grandmother, I simply know she’s out there somewhere and I’m convinced so is your husband. His reaching out can be in a different form than you expect. Maybe he’s sending you strength. Look at what you’ve accomplished with the house and your kids. You did so much cleaning and you’re such a compassionate and calm mother. That’s not easy in your situation. Maybe you have to go to a place the both of you loved so you can feel the connection to Eugene again. I had not even really known that double rainbows existed until my child had a major illness. Since then I see them on a more regular basis and whenever that occurs I know it’s my granny sending me peace and energy and telling me everything is going to be ok. Is there a proof? No. Can it be just a mere coincidence? Yes, but the feeling is there and that’s what counts. The love your husband had for his family is in his heart and soul and he took it with him to wherever he is now. You all were part of him and this is why I’m positive he’ll always be your guardian angel. 🥀💞
Oh Rosalie! Don’t ever feel pressured to get a video out. We know you are busy! Your family, you and the household are your priority. Maybe it would help you to keep a journal of sorts. Like you are talking to him and telling him how you are doing, what the kids are up to etc.
Hugs to you friend? You are in my thoughts and prayers.
What a beautiful wedding photo of you two❤ How young you looked!
You are doing great Rosalie. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Do you go to a church?
We live far from home and the church we have been going to have just taken us in. They are like family to us. I would encourage you to check out a church my dear.
Oh sweetie my heart goes out to you. As time goes on he will show you signs he is watching over you all but you have to believe that he will. I agree with others, find a widow group or grief group. Your children love you and unfortunately he passed so quickly. I am continuing to Pray for you all. What your feeling is normal, you will pull through this. Take one minute at a time. Being sick does put stress on you especially with 8 children. I would ask the kids to start helping you out especially the oldest boys. Give them chores they can help. You will be alright. So glad you came on I hoped you all were alright. God Bless you ❤❤❤🫂
Scripture tells us not to try to communicate with the dead. So God would not have your husband try communicate with you. Heaven is our real perfect eternal home, not this fallen earth. Your husband is in Heaven worshiping the Lord. Someday you will be united with your husband and other believers worshiping together where there is no pain, no worries, no sadness. Take comfort your husband is safe in the arms of Jesus. God bless you Rosalee. Keep up the good work of serving your children
I died twice during childbirth they brought me back I believe I saw heaven or something along those lines but I could still feel the people around me. How I know this is because I was saying to myself I can’t go yet I haven’t seen my newborn as I medically died during the emergency c section. He will be watching over you just like god is I believe. Take care darling pls don’t be sad he is in a lovely place and will be watching you just like I would have been if I had died I would have been watching my baby x
You are not alone 😢
You need to see a grief counselor. Burden your children with your questions about their dad. They probably need to be seen counselors too.
This is a stage of your grief, when you lose someone it’s so hard to move forward without them, I know
Honey, please don’t worry? He is with you always. He may contact you in ways such as finding a coin. Or seeing something in a commercial that you both loved. He really is with you!!
Love & prayers❤️🥰🙏
Please put all your thoughts and energy to you and your kids. Live a happy , full life. You are a beautiful woman and amazing mom. Get some grief therapy 🙏
Glad to hear from you. Prayers and love
As a widow whose husband was killed by a drunk driver, I understand. Missing you life partner comes in waves that are sometimes unbearable. Grief has no time limit. Get some Grief counceling.. it helps you sort though these feelings. Lack of sleep creates more racing thoughts. I've been coping with this for 2 years. Cherish your time together and know you're never alone.
Families are Forever ❤
We had 3 rounds of a stomach virus before Christmas and then at Christmas we had COVID .. Catching up on cleaning I can relate to...I do agree maybe you need counseling to help you get through the hardest times ! Praying for you and your family 🙏
Oh dear, he def is with you everywhere you and the kids are, you were so pretty in the pic of your wedding day, it’s gonna be wonderful to see you smile like that again someday because it will happen, you will get over this grief period and on to the next phase I promise you, I lost a husband to an accidental overdose and never ever thought I would get over him but I did and now have been married to the most amazing man for almost 26 yrs now, praying for you and the kiddos
Hugs and love to you sweetheart ❤ I understand how you feel. Sometimes when we try so hard to see a sign or want to feel that connection to our deceased loved one, we aren’t open to receiving it. He may reach out to you in a dream or by a song you hear that is played in a store or by someone else or a symbol of personal shared memory. Have faith and you’ll see your sign from him. You’re doing great raising your beautiful children and I’m certain he is by watching over you all and is in awe of your strength and determination 💖💖💖💖
So good to see you Rosalie! Sorry you are struggling. It's understandable after what the past year has been for you and then everyone getting sick !! You're doing really well all things considered. Praying you find peace sweet friend. ❤
God is close to the broken hearted. 🙏 Prayers up for you and yours. Keep doing the next right thing.
That is so sweet of you to say, thank you. I want to be close to God, but I feel alone at times.
I am so glad to see you...I was wondering what happened to you.
Hang in there we all are here for ya many prayers
Awww I’m sorry, it’s got to be hard but I’m proud of you 👏 that’s hard work 🙏❤️
Thank you Linda. That is so kind of you, I am honoured. Take care my beautiful friend.
To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. You are connected, just not in physical form, but spiritually. Keep your faith, you know where he is. I went through the same thing when I lost someone. I looked for something. Just be still and know that God is. Take what your husband gave you on earth and give it to your kids. So, in that sense he will still be with you. It is hard, just hang in there. He is not meant to contact you but could visit you in a dream. Often happens that way. Hugs and you will have your ups and down days. Give yourself grace, you will get it caught all back up. Hard being a single parent and grieving too. The house will be there. When I am sick, I keep the dishes done, and laundry. The rest can wait until I feel good. Wipe bathrooms down, and that is all. Kids can help you too. Peace!
Sending you a huge hug!! ❤️
Bless you my dear. I pray God will carry you and your children through this very hard journey. Many hugs and prayers ❤❤🙏🙏
Your such a SWEET HUMAN ♥️
It's 430am?? I hear kids crying or playing...maybe it's time for a support group or person.......go hug that baby that's crying maybe
The baby was not crying.
I havnt watched her videos for a long time. I see to many red flags when i watch them. I was so hoping things were going better, but she seems to still ignore the kids in the background as she records behind a closed door.
She said here that the baby was not crying? I hear it also. Maybe not the smallest one.. but i hear kids awake. Always these night videos have the kids up at all hours.
The kids need routine.
My 9 yr old also has trouble going to bed. But i definitely wouldnt add a video of that. I have done livestreams before when my son should go to bed, and he doesnt listen. No what i do? I turn it off and go deal with the fact hes not in bed.
She seems to just ignore it.
Makes me wonder if its 4:33am and the kids are making noise like that at that time, are any of them getting enough sleep?
She shouldnt be making videos while the kids are doing that in the background clearly needing attention or to be told its late and go back to sleep.
This doesnt seem normal, in my opinion. I do worry about these kids.
Love your videos. You all take care.stay safe.😊
I can not imagine the pain and sadness you feel from losing your husband. You have children who will always need you. I pray that you will LIVE NOW. ❤❤ QUESTIONS regarding eternity and death have been asked for eons. God will reveal the truth so don’t worry. LIVE NOW❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I’m single mom of 2 Autistic kids I feel your pain I’m alone but I love my kids unconditionally 😍😍😍😍😍
I think and pray for you and your family. ❤
That is so kind of you Brenda! Thank you so much and bless you and your loved ones!
Thoughts and prayers for you and your family. You should consider going to a grief support group. I went to one after my son suddenly passed at 25 from a pulmonary embolism. It did help me put things in perspective. He has been gone for 11 years now and I think I would like to go again. Your older boys might benefit from going to one also.
Sending you a hug Rosalie, there will be sunshine for you again. ❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much goldiegirl. I appreciate your kindness.
Hi Rosilee.I’m so sorry this happened to you.and that your feeling so sad.,I’ve been there and know how frightening it is the thought of if you never have them in your life again!I believe he will come to you,my husband came to me in a dream!it was so real and gave me the biggest hug and said some things which was special to us,so I truly believe he came to me,I only hope he’ll come again.my heart goes out to you Rosilee and having to go on because of your little ones,it must be so hard,I only had our son. You are doing a brilliant job and your husband will be very proud of you. I’m so sorry you haven’t got a close friend near you ,so you could talk to. I just want you to know my love and prayers are with you. Sending you hugs love marilynxx🙏🏻💐🇬🇧
I can't even imagine what you are going through and I am so sorry for your loss. Put your trust and faith in God and please let Him comfort you and guide you in your grief. You may leave yourself open to unseen forces who would try to manipulate your feelings the more you seek and/or desire that type of contact. Ask God to strengthen you and keep you in His Peace, Love and Direction.
Thank you so much, you are absolutely right! I do still feel alone though even when I pray. Thank you for your encouragement, bless you.
In March it will be 3 years i lost my Dad, 12 days later my sister and in april 2 years ago i lost my love. 😢 he was the hardest.
I have had visits from each of them. My dad showed me Heaven. My sister just visited and i don't recall much about that. But i had a lengthy convo with my love and in the end i told him how very much i love and miss him and he said he was waiting for me. ❤ I pray each of you waiting for a sign or visit , get it and more. Hugs to each of you.
That is wonderful Sharon! Thank you so much for sharing! It gives not just me, but others hope as well.
Oh, wow Rosalie. Lady, you have me crying here. I have had the same exact thoughts about my loved ones that have passed. Do they even remember me? Do they care or need me? It is sad and worrying. Prayers that you all get well. Take care and we love you.❤
Rosalie don't look for strength through your deceased husband, look for strength in God. God is carrying you although you may not feel it right now. Do get grief counseling. You may join a support group with time where you will see that you are not alone with these same questions and doubts. Strength is found in a group who are grieving losses. Maybe see your family doctor who may be able to help. I admire that you are keeping afloat grieving and caring for 8 children. Dont be so long between videos even just post a short. You have a community who wonders how you are. ❤❤
Hope you and the family are better!! We miss you...things take time ❤
I’m so sorry! 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹
Rosalie you have done an amazing job adjusting on your own please know that. I do think it would help you to have someone to talk to. One of the people that commented below offered their services for free. Please consider taking her up on the offer. It cant hurt to try. If you decide its not for you then you dont have to continue. Please take care of yourself and i hope you and the kids are well now and stay well. You are in my thoughts and prayers
hugs 🙏😢
Hey Rosalie girl we got you! 9 thousand subs is pretty dam good! We all miss and love you! Hugs sent to each of you! Winter is so grey and depressing . We need sun therapy! I love how you love! Your having emotions and feelings and need to vent. We got you. 💕💕💕💕 hugs sweet Rosalie.
Thank you Kiymee, it is always heartwarming to hear from you. What do you mean you love how I love?
@@Momof8kids your heart is so full of love in abundance. Your so kind. I only wish you lived close. We would be great friends. I never seen hate, meanest or bitterness, your just you. Perfect momma bear. You love beyond the most. I love that about you! Girl you so got this! Our oldest has a fiancé 30 years older. They gave us a gorgeous grand daughter. But yes 30 years. It works for them perfectly. 29 and 59. Love wants what love wants.
Hello Rosalie... Glad you are feeling better.I hope you're getting some help with the housework, The kids ( well most of them) can all chip in to lessen the load. I think you have a case of the wintertime blues! Once the season gets warmer then you can get out of the house. You need a break sometimes. I'm so sorry that you're feeling so sad, I promise it will get better!!! Sending love to you all ❤
These feelings will pop up every now and then...you have to roll with them! Maybe a sign from your husband that you have all these people that care about you and the kids online here... comforts for you hopefully we are... and maybe God had a special plan for him right now and he will be showing himself as soon as he can ...but the most important part is not you missing him its that he is at peace and the children are happy ❤ He cannot continue on his path when you are holding him back by your sadness...❤
You must be strong
He'll come to you in your dreams. It took months after I lost loved ones before I dreamed about them, but then they came in dreams and it is awesome because it's like a visit with them. Much love to you and your family. Please let the older boys help you with the cleaning and other chores. They need to know how to keep house for themselves...
Yes!! My nephew passed away when he was 16 and I was 18 we were very very close and we did a lot of things together.
I occasionally have dreams about him and they always start in the same way and he is always waiting for me in a pure white corridor on a white bench with a green apple. He tells me about heaven but I can’t remember what he says when I wake up, I can’t explain it properly. I can remember about angel wings and you only get one at a time.
He is the only relative I dream about. My late mom or dad I never dream of. 🤍
Hello my beautiful friend. I felt called to send you a book I wrote about my walk in grief and how it lead me to not just healing, but angel visits. I still have angel signs now pouring in from readers. I hope you got it. I feel like it was your husband and our creator who brought us together so I would send you the book. I think of you so often and am sending you so much love, light and waves of healing. I know your husband surrounds you all the days of this mortal life until your souls dance again.
What a beautiful, and caring thoughts you have!! Sorry for the delay in posting. I did receive a package from Amazon. I will open it in my next video. I thought that whoever sent me the package would want to see my face when I open it (even thought it was hard waiting). That is so special of you to send me your book!!! I can't wait to read it!! You are very kind, I am so glad you reached out to me and have been able to heal in your walk of grief. You must be very special to get angel visits, how wonderful and exciting! Sending lots of love back to you!
The Lord knows you. And he cares. I’m praying God gives you peace. I know grieving is different for everyone. I couldn’t imagine what you are going through. But talk to The Lord and he will see you through this season of life. You are doing great and he will see you through.
Oh sweetie, your husband IS watching over you from Heaven, you can bet on it 😉♥️ You should look to see in your area if there's a grievance group for people going through or have gone through the same thing you are. I think that would help you so much, more than you know probably. Please keep us posted because we do really care about you and the kids. Sending love your way❤🥲
Wow you all have had it rough over the holidays. 2 bouts of flu. Must have felt like you were running a small clinic alone. I am proud of you. You are one tough Lady. ❤
Hang in there. You’re doing a great job.
Maybe he did contact you by blurring your video. He will always be with you and your kids. There are many signs of our departed messaging us. You had a strong love and it will carry you till you are together again. And don't rule out a new partner later, don't grow old alone,
So true!!
Praying for you and your family that with time it may get a bit easier for you
Thank you Kristy, bless you.
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏for you and your children.
I would suggest looking for/being open to things that help you feel connected to your ex-husband. There might be so much grief right now, that’s all you can feel.
I was very close to my maternal grandfather. He was a pipe fitter for a railroad company. When I see a train, I always think of him. I also sometimes have vivid dreams of him visiting me when I’m stressed and unsure of myself. They are so vivid, they feel real to me.
When I take communion at church, for some reason, I always feel close to my paternal grandmother. It’s like she is present with me.
Eventually, you will also begin to have experiences like these.
You're right, it's true because my husband and did come and visit me in my dream. He's in heaven sometimes it's different for others. She believed in God so much like I do you believe in god, he lay his only signed, he died for us all of us with our sinners and all there's a lot of us are sinners. They say you're not you are but I've had that beautiful experiencing my husband when I know when it's my time, I will be with him too.
Wow you are so able to cope, but please do not refuse help if it’s offered
Hi Rosalie :) I am sorry you guys have been so sick. Grieving comes and goes. It's not easy. I think since you all got sick again and it was so tough, of course you will feel the grief really bad right now. I'm sorry! I will pray for all of you! I pray you can feel God's peace forever with you. He IS there even in our darkest moments. Let yourself feel sad when you have to, but I know God will lift you up again! You are a great mom and very nice person. Lots of best wishes and prayers always!!! 🥰
We are so sick in our house right now also! Hopefully everybody at your house is feeling so much better. My husband the bread maker is missing a lot of work, but we have to take care of ourselves in order to live a healthy life so here’s to Health. Clink the glasses.
Your husband will always be with you. You need to talk to your pastor, he can answer your questions. I am also a widow and I know exactly how you feel and what you are going through. You and your family will be in my prayers 🙏.
I could explain different ways i have felt passed loved ones come through. And your right, it's never when we want or on our time. And its in different ways i have felt. If ypu would like me to share. Just comment below this comment. BUT, either way, PLEASE look into tgerapy for you. It will help you so so much. Find the one for you and i would put my cheldren in Therapy too. Losing their father is really hard on them too. All of the kids. I put mine in therapy at 3 and 5 yrs old and it helped them so much. Even at such a young age. You deserve it and so does your children. Your husband would never want you to hurt and be sad. If if could stoll be here on earth you, he would be. Hugs and prayers to each of you. And i have no problem sharing the different ways i know my passed loved ones have shown me they are still watching over me. God bless you
The children should be and are def able to help you a lot around the house and the yards etc. The 5 eldest for sure. A family is a team and teams can achieve a lot together. Make a family schedule, print & display it somewhere handy. Work out jurisdictions that are doable for each age range. Better still assign the little ones a buddy who is older and more capable. They can work together & relieve some of the load you carry. Im guessing you still had the same workload before your husband died as you mentioned he was not able to do anything due to the level of opiods he took. Perhaps do what you did back then as far as housework & yard work, if it was working for you all. If it wasn't you have a chance for a fresh start and can reorganise your life & home with the help & cooperatiin of your family team. The kids might benefit from being in school too. While they are all pretty much away each day, its so much easier to get on top of the house aswell! They can do their chores after school & weekends. You cant do it all, no one can do it all so dont be too hard on yourself!
Prayers
Open the Bible if you have these questions hun! It helps it has the answers!
True, but there are different versions. Which one is the correct one??
You are so tired, sweet girl. You need to rest and try to take care of yourself. You have your hands full, but it's important you make time for yourself. ❤
I am trying to find a balance. I hope to have a better grip on things eventually. Thank you so much for your encouragement. Take care my friend.
@@Momof8kids Lean heavily on the Lord. He'll help you. Take care. You're doing a great job.
Rosalie, I'm keeping you and your older sons and your little ones in my prayers. We love you❤
@momof8kids - Rosalie… popping in to check on you and the kiddos. I hope everyone is feeling better. I’m sure that yesterday wasn’t a good day for you, your first without your Valentine. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! 🙏🏼
That is so thoughtful of you! Thank you Rinas, you are so kind! I hope you are doing well too! We are mostly over it now, thanks.